That my angry face, btw

GOD I HATE TECHNOLOGY SOMETIMES!!! My scanner and roomie's laptop are both being stupid and I can't post anything!!!!!! Damn you! I shall get you back........ Somehowwwww...

On another note, it was our first ever anniversary Thursday<3 one whole year together<3333333 and many more to come. Many happy loving years with the best, kindest, most cutest draggyboy boy ever ^.=.^



P.S: WHY CAN'T I CHANGE MY AVATAR!!!!!

Seriously though, look at this page! It's so... STALE.... egh...

Sorry about all the absence you guys. No I'm not dead, not depressed, and not giving up on drawing.

In fact, here's a heads up on what I should be putting out within the week: three spirit marks (still need a catchier name) me in some spiffy clothes, and a possible change in Cobalt's Sona... Maybe just another form. He says he wants to change his scaletone from blue to.... Well, I'm not at liberty to say

First off, hi everyone... Sorry if I never seem to post journals unless it's grave new or something... I don't really have that epic of a life

Anyways, on the the matter at hand.
I'm instating a ban on any and all sex-related RPs with all other furs. I've been hurting my mate too much by RPing with other furs so I've decided to leave off anything flirty or sexy-like except around my Lucas.

Sorry guys... Please post your oppinions and/or feelings, lemme know if that's hurts you at all. It won't get you into my exceptions slot (because there is none), but I do want to know how you feel.

HAPPY NEXT DECADE EVERYBODEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! W00T

Ok so I'd like to hear what everyone got for Christmas and how you expressed your love this year! Come on, wha'd ya get what'd ya do ^.=.^

I got my mate some xbox points and a really special ornament plus a cute Christmas pic <3 I'm kida poor but it's why I got them that was so special.
I GOT the rest of the Mortal Instruments series to read YAY and an fucking awesome dragon blanket <33333333 plus some games. But I bought those for me.

Hey you guys, just an FYI on a really awesome artist who doesn't get many commissions around here



Check him out ^.=.^ he's really cool and I think he deserves mote fandom than he gets

So, after witnessing the overall of my gir art, i got the idea that maybe other people would like on as well! And maybe then i could get some actual commissions done! yay me!

..... well, ok. yay :oceaneyedragon:. It was his idea

Now, for payment... how does $3 sound for a fully done Gir meme, unique to any sona of your choosing?

C'mon! it would make a great icon ^.=.<


paypal is jethfloyd[at]yahoo.com
or an art trade if you has no paypal

C.=.C

my dear sweet mate just had his wisdom teeth surgically removed yesterday u.=.u,

go give him a hug

ok, so me and Lucas started our phone call with my moping about how bitchy and slanderous my mom can be... she took it apon herself to blab about my gayness in all the most disgusting ways she could to my bestest (straight) friend of 8+years, Zack... so now he knows i'm gay, but has the wrong idea. Marcus, Zack's roommate and newest good good friend of mine already knew, but i told him myself. he's really a great guy ^.=.^.... and so is Zack! imean, don't get me wrong he really is,i just know he'd prolly try to "fix" me if i came out to him... which is why i didn't tell him.

so, now i'm pissed at my mom, and just when i was starting to forgive her for blabbing to the college faculty to try and "fix" me.... blegh.

aaaaanyway! so we talked, and Lucas made me feel much better about the state of things and i made him feel better about being in a long-ish distance relationship..

i told him nomatter what (the what part here being that i know gay people up here) i'd always want only him and that i was going to always be there, that i wanted to be his partner... and then we talked aout our christian lives and being gay and what we would and wouldn't do hypothetically if we lived together and how we agreed that getting "married" is prolly best for people who want to make babies but, if it ever came to it, we could get a joint partnership thingy (i can't remember what they're called... yaknow where you share a reduced tax plan and financial stuff like that...) when suddenly, i hear my Lucas proposing to me! he asked if i really wanted to be partners, LIFE partners.



and what else could i say but yes?



so it's official. i don't know what exactly to call US but Lucas and i, we're a team, partners, together forever, two and one... we're.... engaged

i was so happy i had to pull the phone away so as not to bleed my fiancé's ears as i shook the twilit soccer field with a mighty dragon roar.... or at least that's how it went in my head. in reality i just screamed and whooped like a total moron. but i didn't care. i felt GOOD. i still feel good. elated. ecstatic. euphoric! nothing could hurt me right now. nothing.

and now, a few words to my dearly beloved:

i Love you Lucas. my precious blue sparkle. my ocean eyes. my Hope Beyond a Sahdow. i hereby vow to make the best mate for you that i can be. i vow to always cherrish you, to respect and honor you as my mate and never look on anyone the way i look at you. i vow to never treat you like a toy or trophy, i vow to always love and support you, to pick you up when you're down, to listen when you need an ear, to be your sigarrette , to always make you smile, and to always hold you close. for better or worse i vow to never leave your side. like the song says "if the bombs go off, the sun will still be shining, because i've heard is said that every mushroom cloud has a silver lining" i'll always be with you Lucas, and i'll never stop loving you...
*a-he-he-hem!*
*-erm!*
*ack*
*sign*

.............. *soft mucis begins to play*..... what? you know me, hun. how could you NOT expect something corny like this?

..... You're the Sky that I fell through
and I remember the view, whenever i'm holding You.
The sun hung from a string
looking down on the world as it warms over everything.

Chills run down my spine
as our fingers intwine, and Your sighs harmonise with mine.
Unmistakebly, I can still feel Your heart be fast when You dance with me.

We got older, and I should have known (Do you feel alive?)
that I'd feel colder when I walk alone. (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay.
Bombs away......... Bombs away........

Circle me, and the needle moves gracefully back and forth...
If my heart was a compass You'd be North!
Risk it all, cause I'll catch You if You fall. Wherever you go...
If my heart was a house You'd be home!

*small interlude*

It makes me smile because You said it best:
"I would truely be blessed, if the sun rose up from the west."
Flower-Bomb perfume...
All my clothes smell like You, cause Your favorite shad is Navy Blue.

I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly i still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So, I may as well ditch my dismay.
Bombs away......... Bombs away.........

*gets really low and quiet*
Circle me, and the needle moves gracefully back and forth...
If my heart was a compass You'd be North.
*gets loud again*
Risk it all, cause I'll catch You if You fall. Wherever you go...
If my heart was a house You'd be home!

If my heart was a house You'd be home!


...... *whispers* and you're always welcome :heart:

hey all ^.=.^

just wanted you guys to know that i removed my yahoo so i'd quit getting (quite literally) 50+ spams a day. so now i have a hotmail
dragonascity[at]hotmail.com

aaaaand that's my newsflash for the week.

hey guys ^.=.^

well i'm back home in LA state for a week, and not really kicking back... i've already got a chore list... but i love seeing the kiddies light up everyday and fight over who gets to do what with me each day. they're so cute <3

anyway, i'ma try to get Hash's commission done before the week is out. speaking of, i put Lucas's comish up here so you watchers know i'm a pretty decent artist... aren't i? i wish someone else would buy from me. i need money!
ooh! that reminds me of something else! i'm also gonna start writing this week. i want to make a novel series someday so i think i'll start now

um... i think that's about it for my update.... so, yeah ^.=.^

people i wish to nuzzle:
awen
vincey
ivan
phill
uncle nanaki-sama

and the guy who's art style always gets me inspired
warren

LOL

ok, so i was looking up a name for this
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4592343/
when i randomly decided to show someone the origin of Eaos, when suddenly i realized

IT'S FRIGGIN BACKWARDS!

the old Irish word i based it from is Aed, wich means fire, and i though it was Ead!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

oh well... at least i found out before a smart person started jamming his pennyloafers down my throat...
AND NOW: to edit my Eaos submission... I MEAN AEOS!

i've decided that it's time i put my meanial art skill to the test and see if people will request art from me... that and i'm an impoverished college kid >.=.>
um, i think i'll put a basic sketch at 3bucks, inking at 5, and color/shading at 8. if you want more than one character in it, it'll cost you $2 extra/character. note that i'm not very good at big scenic bacgrounds or elaborate poses..... ("Uncle's" voice) and wan moooooore thing: seeing as how i have virtually no privacy, let's keep the requests limited to clean art... at least for this time. i might do this again and let you ask for naughtiness around Christmas time... MAYBE

so i shall have seven spots to start with. GET 'EM WHILE THEY'RE HOT

1. COMPLETE!!!

2. initializing

3.

4.

5.

6.

7.

my paypal is jethfloyd[at]yahoo.com . so just note me on what'cha want and i'll do my best to get it done ^.=.<
and tell me if i'm forgetting anything... this is my first time doing this... i might have left something out or said something confusing...

hey there all you watchers! thanks for watching my page and faving my art ^.=.^

normally, i tell you people thise personally... but with my absence and all, things have kinda piled up and i'm just getting thing back down to a manageable level...... ............ OK! ok, and i,m kinda lazy.... u.=.u'

but seriously, i really do apreciate all the fandom! and with the continuously expanding watch numbers, i might need to consider a journal like this semi-regularly...

ah well, thanks again, love you guys!

^.=.^

ugh... so i go out to texas to watch the kids and just meet up with the gang in general...
we had fun. we played in a rainbow-lit pool at night, ate the most amazing food EVER, and dad gave me some "i'm proud of you" money. it was great! but i gotta tell ya, those kiddies are a HANDFULL... EACH ONE. i didn't really mind, i mean they're my sisters and bros! i LOVE those kids. but they can really wear you down... and apparently that's how i ended up with their diseases....

so i come back from texas and collapse on my college cot only to wake up the next day with a massive, dragon-sized cold.... and then i miss lots of classes. and then today comes and sucks major balls. people have hated on Owl City and called Adam Young nasty things (like faggot and crack head) and hack my facebook... i got no cheese cake at lunch, i'm sick, and lots of other crap that ties my tail in knots... plus i decided that in the middle of waring with hordes of bacteria, it would be a good idea to have an all-nighter study/gamer party........ the result is as follows:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4517877/

meh...

hey all!

i wen to the OK state fair today! i love fairs and carnivals. the rides, the games with giant plushies to win, the food, the weird attractions... and the strangely prolific "glaze" looking people you see in the crouds.... glazed, stoned, high... whatever. just sayin, there sure are a lot of them at fairs these days.
we didn't end up riding much because Glen (aka: Drago) was feeling nauscious from a flu he was getting over... but we still had fun

now for the other stuff:
i'ma be gone till sunday. mom and dad are having a 20th highschool reuniun thingy and i'ma visit them in TX for the weekend.. them and the kids, all six of them ^.=.^ i miss being a big brother sometimes...

let's see... what can i leave everyone in the dark about THIS time?!

Geeze... i'm sorry you guys... i mean really, is it too much to ask for a little more-semi-frequent-than-bi-anual journal update? no? i didn't think so
*sigh* ugh....
Ok, for one thing, my folks don't like the idea of their kid being any sort of gay...... *facepalm* So, when the found out (yes "found out", not "were told") mom and pop shut me down, utterly ridding my life of any king, shape, or form of technilogical freedom for like, EVER.... i still got around to e-mailing with the most wonder non-bro-but-still-my-bro Hash and a few other things.... but until they cooled off and climbed off my back, i had to lay low for a while...

For another thing, i was too depressed when my folks split me and my Lucas up to do anything to my page at all, or draw or even play music.... But, after a while (about 2 months-ish), i figured i should just move on since there was absolutely no way i'd ever see Lucas again withing the next 3-4 years (mom an' pop had made sure of that. His folks to!), i decided the best thing to do was "move on"... but i still did next to nothing on FA...
...yeah it's not that i COULDN'T... it's just that i didn't really feel like jumping through enormously small rings of fire while carrying an egg in my mouth just to post something i equally didn't feel like telling everyone...

The third thing that has kept from updating myself on FA was my enrollment to SWCU in OK (that's Oklahoma to those of you who might be acrymically chalenged)
OMFG!!!! NEOLAGISM!!! ^
so being in college has kept me busy until..... well until about 09/10/2010, at 20:27 or today of the day i typed this so uh.........

oh yeah! Lucas didn't give up as easily as i did and went to Hash for help! big bro took poor miserable me-deprived Lucas under his huge, warm, feathery, loving arm and talked him through some things. then he gave Lucas my e-mail and we chatted and now we talk on the phone and stuff about what we did while we were apart. it's so great! we have eachother's number's again, we have our own furry facebooks, it's so great being in contact with my mate again. it's even more great to find out that he beat the livving shit out of his paranoia and fear of strangers and randomness to talk with Hash for a month just to say hi to me and let me know he still cares....
*sigh*
..... damn i love him.... and just when i had thought i was over that guy. but then he pop's out of the blue telling me he still loves me and hopes i still love him and alllll the feelings i thought i had forgotten come rushing to the surface like a naruto, wreaking unspeakable havok on my poor little awe-struck dragon mind. apparently i was miserable without him and had just blinded myself to it.

but none of that matters now, we're together now (even though we are approximately 500mi apart) and this time, nomatter what happens, we will never give up on each other. especially me. and come May... or maybe March, we'll get to actually hold eachother again when Lucas comes to visit me in OK from LA (again, for you acronym illiterates, that would be Louisiana) during his senior trip.

as of right now, i could not be any happier <3333
well technically that's not true...... but we'll fix that in May X3

..... or is it March?

first, shut up if i spelled it wrong


ok so i tell my folks i'm gay...... and the stereotypical freakout ensues. BIG surprise

but after the initial shock wore off they became very understanding... sort of.
i've no internet access now so as to "fast for a while" as they put it. it's been a week, i'm still gay, and internetless.... oh well. all this means is that i have to come to the Minden Public Library to come on FA

so, for those close to me
especially
i'm so sorry if i've made you worry. i'll be almost non-existant for.... a while... but i'll check up as much as i can every wedsnday till i either get my own lappy, or get my own lappy and move out...
sorry keke, awen, hash, rtma, talis, and my sovereign. looks like i won't be visiting Aoion for a while either....

i'd really appreciate your continued love and support while i deal with this and some other family-based issues...


still smiling
Bren (Jethro) ^.+.^

Holy crap 982 views already..... I need to make a k pic for the impending occassion!

*quote of the week*

Sheldon: "sign this: in the even that either one of us invents the time machine, we will first use it to return here precicely five seconds from now."
Lenard: *signs*
Sheldon and Lenard: <_<........ >_>........ <_<........ >_>......
Sheldon: well that's farely disappointing..."

Ok so my wonderful uncle  VGM22 is miserable with haunting images floating through his furry purple mind that won't come out on paper!
He's a really detailed idea of what he'd like to request, only problem is he can't find anyone willing to do it for free. Or at all. It's a rather fetishy request and the people he gets offers from won't do it exaclty how he wants.

So here's a link to his journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1371073/

meanwhile I shall scour the FAworld in search of this artist and present him/her to my wonderful uncle. Hopefully before his head explodes from idea denial

oh yeah, and to spread this around like wildfire, please tell EVERYONE YOU'VE EVER MET ON FA EVER!!!!!!!!!

Hey all, this guy here
 DMK
is cool. He's open for commishes and is willing to do whatever.

And guess what?!
He's got 200 friggen slots ta fill!!! And you can commishes more than one art for your slot!!! Whatever you are willing to pay for he'll do!

So go check him out
LIKE FREAKIN' NOW!!!

Hey all! I'ma goto bed extra early for the next few nights (except thursday Hash ^.+.-*) so I can cram for my ACT test. I haven't taken it yet and am almost overdue... This is what I get for being homeschooled, I forget stuff.

Anyway, I'm taking it Saturday and will need to be studying till then so forgive me in advance if I take forever to look at, comment on, or reply to anything and everything. And I prolly won't be on any IMs (except for me and Hash) till after saturday

that is all
(radio clicks out)


Oh yeah, shut up buzzsaw, I know it's still spelled wrong >.+.<

ok so I've been really busy as of late, and therefore haven't written anything else for poor Hash..... -.+.-, so sorry big bro..... Really, I feel so bad that I can't get it together as it's only the THIRD CHAPTER!!!!

*sigh* ah well, on a more seasonally relivent note, that racoon is getting mobbed by a throng of fluffy peeps!!! And I want a peep avatar!!!!!!! Who does those?!

Anyone who know the dudes that do those cute peep and OMG!! Avatars please tell me <3




Also: I LOST THE GAME!!!!!

Yeah yeah nanakisan already did this, so what. I still got you so HAH!
Pluss I had nothing else planned for today... So april fools as whatnot

oh yeah, here this is classicly awsome:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHg5.....=youtube_gdata

hahahahjahahahahahahaha!!!!! >.+.<

Sorry for taking so long with this third chapter digilovers... (though personally I think most of you really watched me for the pics)
I'm working on it, it's just going agonizingly slow with me only having about 2 hours every night to do both doodles and writing... And I'm usually tired... And I hate doodling when I'm tire cause I get mad at my fingers... And I hate writing at night because my brain won't function on all cylinders
>.+.<
but fear not! I SHALL have chapter three by/or soonerthan/ Saturday!!! Along with some more doodliness!!

THIS I SWAER!!
I KNOW E AND A ARE BACKWARDS!!!!! SWAER SOUNDS BETTER OK?!

*ahem* so anyway, I'm just bored... Which SHOULD change when I......


GET MY DREAM JOB AT GAMESTOP!!!!! I'm so excited! Ina couple of weeks I should be getting my keys and schedule (ye olde spelling) and them I'll make enough with stable job and that to get an apartment ^.+.^

so let's see what the future holds

it's been a couple of months, and this is kinda scrappy but


I HAVE AN AVATAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and Hash is in it too!!! well, he is most of it actually... i'm the lil bro in his lap ^.\\\.^


so now i can do this:

HolyGreymon,  Hanugumo's character
and Brennen Eadelo Sol,  Dragonascity's character
ME

^.+.^