Get yo ass to youtube.. its Ponday!
Posted 14 years agoSeason 2 Episode 2 is up X3
Just figured I would let everyone know, and I wont spoil it for anyone. But I think it was a pretty good episode ^.=.^
Wingfire out!
Just figured I would let everyone know, and I wont spoil it for anyone. But I think it was a pretty good episode ^.=.^
Wingfire out!
For a lack of anything better to say..
Posted 14 years agoSay I am just in a mood, or maybe had too many little peeves bug me tonight, but none the less I want to simply air this... so a fore-warning its mostly a lot of "Drake's too much time social philosophy"
Today is one of those days I wonder why I bother putting effort into being nice to some people when they can hardly reciprocate anything more than a one word reply. Simply gets on my nerves cause usually these are the same people who complain about not having friends yet brush off people genuinely being nice and talkative with them... (I usually start to assume these are the same people just trying to dick suck their way up the fandom till they can latch onto some big time artist like the little STD they are) I also get sick of people who simply use others. The kind of people who wont talk about anything but then suddenly are a book when it comes to needing help with some problem or wanting a stupid ass favor.
On the flip side how ever I kinda have been recently re-antiqued with friends of mine from years ago and I am honestly stunned because for the most part they are so open and friendly and generally very nice to talk to about many things. But the bad side of this generally is the fact I then turn around and go "wait.. I got nice fur friends who are NOT stuck up and taboo about everything, love my horrible humor, pretty talkative and very cuddle friendly to boot.... why in the FUCK am I wasting my time being so nice to people who seem to only have an interest in me when I can do something for them when I got friends like this who actually give a damn?"
This last paragraph has been re-written THREE times now...
Guess all I can do is accept that no matter how friend like some people can be, they will always fall into that hole of turning into a dull un-interesting and not relatively friend like some time down the road... I really should be glad I got even half a handful of good friends who I can talk about ANYTHING too or joke about ANYTHING with who wont just go quiet or dodge the subject completley and go on as if you never said anything at all as soon as it becomes something that doesn't relate to THEM for even a moment.
Yeah.. I am upset.. I wont deny... some days all it takes is one (sorta) friend being a abrasive ass and then I am in a mood like this. So take this whole journal with a grain of salt.
Today is one of those days I wonder why I bother putting effort into being nice to some people when they can hardly reciprocate anything more than a one word reply. Simply gets on my nerves cause usually these are the same people who complain about not having friends yet brush off people genuinely being nice and talkative with them... (I usually start to assume these are the same people just trying to dick suck their way up the fandom till they can latch onto some big time artist like the little STD they are) I also get sick of people who simply use others. The kind of people who wont talk about anything but then suddenly are a book when it comes to needing help with some problem or wanting a stupid ass favor.
On the flip side how ever I kinda have been recently re-antiqued with friends of mine from years ago and I am honestly stunned because for the most part they are so open and friendly and generally very nice to talk to about many things. But the bad side of this generally is the fact I then turn around and go "wait.. I got nice fur friends who are NOT stuck up and taboo about everything, love my horrible humor, pretty talkative and very cuddle friendly to boot.... why in the FUCK am I wasting my time being so nice to people who seem to only have an interest in me when I can do something for them when I got friends like this who actually give a damn?"
This last paragraph has been re-written THREE times now...
Guess all I can do is accept that no matter how friend like some people can be, they will always fall into that hole of turning into a dull un-interesting and not relatively friend like some time down the road... I really should be glad I got even half a handful of good friends who I can talk about ANYTHING too or joke about ANYTHING with who wont just go quiet or dodge the subject completley and go on as if you never said anything at all as soon as it becomes something that doesn't relate to THEM for even a moment.
Yeah.. I am upset.. I wont deny... some days all it takes is one (sorta) friend being a abrasive ass and then I am in a mood like this. So take this whole journal with a grain of salt.
I be trollin on the job
Posted 14 years agoSo today in the midst of all the hectic sunday back to shcool chaos, this old woman pushes her shopping cart right on through the produce depts doors and starts going on about people promising her boxes and shit... she starts to WALK AROUND in the back where we work when there was clearly a sign saying employees only, we told her we had no idea what she was talking about and that she can't be back here, but she ignores us and keeps rambling on "A woman who works here promised me boxes.. I need boxes for my christian book sale!.. are those boxes, are you sure those boxes are full?" *pointing to boxes still all nearly wrapped up on a pallet*
Then one of the older female co-workers of mine walks in back with this "the fuck?" look on her face and tells this old woman she can't be back here, the older woman just goes "yeah yeah.. but where are my boxes, I was promised boxes and I use them for books" She turns to me with this "im not leaving till you answer me" stare and goes "will you save me boxes for tomorrow?... this was a wasted trip" and I just told her "well.. I'll see what we can do.." she then retorts saying we should write it down and not forget cause she hates having her time wasted.
As soon as she leaves, EVERYONE in my dept just starts going on about how much of a arrogant bitch she was. YET we start fucking saving boxes for her and the one older co-worker makes a note on the board about it... now.. all the guys in my dept started talking on if we should even save boxes because of how arrogant and rude she was (ironic for a christian huh? *spits*)
Well, we came across some boxes later and after all the things my co-workers were thinking of doing well... I being... me, I just grab the boxes saying "let me decide this" and I start kicking the boxes apart (our normal practice I may add for breaking down boxes.. lol) and I just tell my co-workers that "oops I forgot the note" we all finished breaking down the boxes and tossing them out, a fellow co-worker adds how we should just erase the note.. so later I wiped that shit clean off.
Note that NONE of us are working tomorrow so we don't really give a damn.
Final message to old christian bitch: Suck my ass cause my dick is too good for you, I don't know how people like you get off on the notion you are some sorta innocent and nice person acting like you do.. and I am SURE people like you don't believe in something as "silly" as Karma, but you better start believing because here is the kicker.. people like me ARE Karma, we make sure you reap what you sew and we take pride in making sure we do a good job as the freelance agents of Karma. So have fun wasting more gas, by the way, dust pans and brooms are down isle 9, your gonna need them to help clean all that sand out of your vagina :D
Then one of the older female co-workers of mine walks in back with this "the fuck?" look on her face and tells this old woman she can't be back here, the older woman just goes "yeah yeah.. but where are my boxes, I was promised boxes and I use them for books" She turns to me with this "im not leaving till you answer me" stare and goes "will you save me boxes for tomorrow?... this was a wasted trip" and I just told her "well.. I'll see what we can do.." she then retorts saying we should write it down and not forget cause she hates having her time wasted.
As soon as she leaves, EVERYONE in my dept just starts going on about how much of a arrogant bitch she was. YET we start fucking saving boxes for her and the one older co-worker makes a note on the board about it... now.. all the guys in my dept started talking on if we should even save boxes because of how arrogant and rude she was (ironic for a christian huh? *spits*)
Well, we came across some boxes later and after all the things my co-workers were thinking of doing well... I being... me, I just grab the boxes saying "let me decide this" and I start kicking the boxes apart (our normal practice I may add for breaking down boxes.. lol) and I just tell my co-workers that "oops I forgot the note" we all finished breaking down the boxes and tossing them out, a fellow co-worker adds how we should just erase the note.. so later I wiped that shit clean off.
Note that NONE of us are working tomorrow so we don't really give a damn.
Final message to old christian bitch: Suck my ass cause my dick is too good for you, I don't know how people like you get off on the notion you are some sorta innocent and nice person acting like you do.. and I am SURE people like you don't believe in something as "silly" as Karma, but you better start believing because here is the kicker.. people like me ARE Karma, we make sure you reap what you sew and we take pride in making sure we do a good job as the freelance agents of Karma. So have fun wasting more gas, by the way, dust pans and brooms are down isle 9, your gonna need them to help clean all that sand out of your vagina :D
Why I hate bike riders.
Posted 14 years agoHad an encounter with a few of em today, one decided he was gonna squeeze by me as I signaled and went into the fast lane to over take a slower truck, so his friend starts riding my bumper (I very much debated slamming my breaks and putting him out of his misery with my back window, but I value my car more than his pathetic small-dicked life) one of them seemed to just keep out of the whole thing and stayed back and the one who I nearly hit cause he pulled the slide-by stunt gives me the finger. I simply pulled along side and blasted the fuck outta my horn.
All that after I had a nice day at the beach with my mate, fuck shit like that pisses me off, if I had been driving a beater I probably would have sacrificed its rear end to give that shit brain a life lesson (probably the last lesson in his life given the speed we were all doing). When one of those stupid stunt boys creams his brains trying to be a speed bike racer and cover up his insecurities that is just one less small dicked shit kicker in the world to have to tolerate with their HORRENDOUS riding ability.
All that after I had a nice day at the beach with my mate, fuck shit like that pisses me off, if I had been driving a beater I probably would have sacrificed its rear end to give that shit brain a life lesson (probably the last lesson in his life given the speed we were all doing). When one of those stupid stunt boys creams his brains trying to be a speed bike racer and cover up his insecurities that is just one less small dicked shit kicker in the world to have to tolerate with their HORRENDOUS riding ability.
Personality test
Posted 14 years agoSo a friend of mine posted a journal about this lill online personality test.. and I happen to be a huge sucker for these things... so yes X3, You can find the test at http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/
Here were my results.
Passionate
You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.
You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.
Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
Curious
You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.
You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.
Conscientious
You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.
You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.
Volatile
You go with the flow when it comes to your emotions. Whether you're happy or sad, you show it, and when something upsets you, or you're feeling stressed out, those around you will know it right away.
You are not necessarily the one person in any group who can be depended on to stay calm, cool, and collected in a crisis; you aren't known for keeping your emotions under wraps.
Innovative
You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.
You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.
Creative
You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.
You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.
Stressed Out
You often feel that there's too much on your plate, that you don't have the strength to deal with the bad hand you've been dealt, or that you're going to lose it if you have to deal with one more problem.
You don't always bounce back quickly from adversity; sometimes when you get bad news it can hang over you for a long time.
Organized
You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.
You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.
Emotional
You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.
You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."
Here were my results.
Passionate
You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.
You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.
Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
Curious
You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.
You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.
Conscientious
You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.
You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.
Volatile
You go with the flow when it comes to your emotions. Whether you're happy or sad, you show it, and when something upsets you, or you're feeling stressed out, those around you will know it right away.
You are not necessarily the one person in any group who can be depended on to stay calm, cool, and collected in a crisis; you aren't known for keeping your emotions under wraps.
Innovative
You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.
You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.
Creative
You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.
You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.
Stressed Out
You often feel that there's too much on your plate, that you don't have the strength to deal with the bad hand you've been dealt, or that you're going to lose it if you have to deal with one more problem.
You don't always bounce back quickly from adversity; sometimes when you get bad news it can hang over you for a long time.
Organized
You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.
You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.
Emotional
You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.
You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."
A job once more
Posted 14 years agoLanded a job at the local Wal-mart super-center as a Produce clerk. Wage isnt anything special really, enough that I can afford to live without so I am relieved. Especially when the min wage goes up at least shit will be even more survivable.
Just completed my first partial day, I had a few days of training. Now its just a matter of keeping my eyes open for better jobs and FINALLY pushing my ass to go and get my A+ cert that I always talk about. Hopefully this wont all impact my social and art life too much X3
Just completed my first partial day, I had a few days of training. Now its just a matter of keeping my eyes open for better jobs and FINALLY pushing my ass to go and get my A+ cert that I always talk about. Hopefully this wont all impact my social and art life too much X3
Bad Dragon you scary
Posted 14 years agoIm happy for you and all, and im gonna let you finish (and im gonna never use this meme again.. lol) But you sometimes scare my ass with the notion that there is a decent demand for dildos that can go up to being as large as a 1 liter pop bottle.
Somewhat just joking around here, I love their toys, best I have ever honestly owned and used, but fuck.. the new cockatrice's smallest size is already rather insanely girth-ey O.=.o Im starting to wonder how many goatse furs we got up in this bitch *eye twitch* Take it easy guys and girls, at the rate you are going you are gonna start making elephants feel inadequate!
But if I had to give a bit of serious advice to Bad Dragon here, your small size is still way too big for some models (your small usually equates to a medium sized dildo by comparison to most retail toys out there), you would probably get a lot more "first timers" if you made smaller variants of some of your more popular toys. Not all of us are ready to take big old bubba from prison if you get my drift. It would be nice to have a lot easier to access toys instead of over focusing on the 2% of the fur population who make a living smuggling small foreign people in their ass... O__o
Somewhat just joking around here, I love their toys, best I have ever honestly owned and used, but fuck.. the new cockatrice's smallest size is already rather insanely girth-ey O.=.o Im starting to wonder how many goatse furs we got up in this bitch *eye twitch* Take it easy guys and girls, at the rate you are going you are gonna start making elephants feel inadequate!
But if I had to give a bit of serious advice to Bad Dragon here, your small size is still way too big for some models (your small usually equates to a medium sized dildo by comparison to most retail toys out there), you would probably get a lot more "first timers" if you made smaller variants of some of your more popular toys. Not all of us are ready to take big old bubba from prison if you get my drift. It would be nice to have a lot easier to access toys instead of over focusing on the 2% of the fur population who make a living smuggling small foreign people in their ass... O__o
Fursona look alike meme
Posted 14 years ago1. Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
Mmmm well we both have blue eyes, but I am anything but a muscly build and i have been trying to reflect that in my furson over time.
2. Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
On occasion we have, seeing as I am represented as a dragon, external anatomy has never really caused any issues lol
3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
OH YEAH, big time
4. If you changed your fursona to be more like you, how do you think he/she would look?
Less muscular, slight belly, longer legs and arms? I am not sure.
5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Back in 2001 I started to draw a red dragon more or less who lived out all my fantasies, since I had no sex drive being 13 he was usually a mischievous badass not afraid to toy with people and get even with them. Over time he eveolved and I realized that I was just drawing me as a dragon, so I took on the identity.
6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yes, yes we do, seeing as I have done art of me and my mates fursonas acting out some of our "acts" right down to a T *cough*
7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
Seeing as I got a somewhat bitter streak with how so many fur-fanboys drool over popular artists characters, I would probably be annoyed to be paired up with someone like that, especially if said person is just an ass as a general.
8. How would you like your character NOT to be used?
Vore, Scat, basically those kind of fetishes, I also prefer to never be used in relation to any overblown fursonas.
9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Being a typical pervert? Master Roshi eat your heart out!
10. On a scale of 1-10, how much are you and your fursona alike?
I would say and 8 or 9 out of 10, simply because I make my fursona as much like me as possible, but he will always have qualities like being bold or lacking a bad case of self conciseness, Qualities I admire and wish I could be more like.
Mmmm well we both have blue eyes, but I am anything but a muscly build and i have been trying to reflect that in my furson over time.
2. Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
On occasion we have, seeing as I am represented as a dragon, external anatomy has never really caused any issues lol
3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
OH YEAH, big time
4. If you changed your fursona to be more like you, how do you think he/she would look?
Less muscular, slight belly, longer legs and arms? I am not sure.
5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Back in 2001 I started to draw a red dragon more or less who lived out all my fantasies, since I had no sex drive being 13 he was usually a mischievous badass not afraid to toy with people and get even with them. Over time he eveolved and I realized that I was just drawing me as a dragon, so I took on the identity.
6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yes, yes we do, seeing as I have done art of me and my mates fursonas acting out some of our "acts" right down to a T *cough*
7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
Seeing as I got a somewhat bitter streak with how so many fur-fanboys drool over popular artists characters, I would probably be annoyed to be paired up with someone like that, especially if said person is just an ass as a general.
8. How would you like your character NOT to be used?
Vore, Scat, basically those kind of fetishes, I also prefer to never be used in relation to any overblown fursonas.
9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Being a typical pervert? Master Roshi eat your heart out!
10. On a scale of 1-10, how much are you and your fursona alike?
I would say and 8 or 9 out of 10, simply because I make my fursona as much like me as possible, but he will always have qualities like being bold or lacking a bad case of self conciseness, Qualities I admire and wish I could be more like.
Back in BC and in new home
Posted 14 years agoFinally just got net here @.=.@ not that living without it for a week was too hard *porn withdrawal twitch*
Me and Morrogh have been back here for nearly a week after a fun/ chaotic trip out to Saskatchewan to see his friends and family. Otherwise we have been setting up our place down here in Duncan, BC. Found a rather affordable apartment. Its a bit on the small side but we can deal :P
Time for me to hit the road and continue my work search. Keeping my hopes up for one position in the auto industry (not as major as it sounds but will be a nice job if I get it)
Think I may have to catch up on my art as well, been feeling like my style and skill has been lacking in the anatomy and pose dept, shading and what not I feel is fairly decent for the time being. So expect some new art within the next while, I am kinda in the mood to draw ether Horses, Easter Dragons or maybe even Icarus for DBZ *chuckles*
Me and Morrogh have been back here for nearly a week after a fun/ chaotic trip out to Saskatchewan to see his friends and family. Otherwise we have been setting up our place down here in Duncan, BC. Found a rather affordable apartment. Its a bit on the small side but we can deal :P
Time for me to hit the road and continue my work search. Keeping my hopes up for one position in the auto industry (not as major as it sounds but will be a nice job if I get it)
Think I may have to catch up on my art as well, been feeling like my style and skill has been lacking in the anatomy and pose dept, shading and what not I feel is fairly decent for the time being. So expect some new art within the next while, I am kinda in the mood to draw ether Horses, Easter Dragons or maybe even Icarus for DBZ *chuckles*
Transparency issue
Posted 14 years agoI seem to be having a problem, I am trying to make a transparent profile picture and I have tried it in .PNG and .GIF formats and both time FA wont use the full size which HAS the transparency, instead it will use the damn thumbnail version which gives it a black background >.=.< anyone know how to fix this?
There goes my other car...
Posted 14 years agoIf its knocking and you know it pump the gas! *stomp stomp*, If its knocking and you know it pump the gas! *stomp stomp*, If its knocking and you know it and you really wanna blow it, if its knocking and you know it pump the gas! *STOMP STOMP*
That is what I sung today as I discovered the car I lent my Dad and Brother has finally died due to neglect. When I got it she was already down a cylinder and her tranny was on the way out, I was to use this car as a project to learn more about fixing cars... that is untill my dads neglected 95 Jeep Cherokee was deemed un-roadworthy due to his lack of car for that vehicle (how ironic)
Needless to say, thanks for bumming my junker car off of me and then trashing it "family"... don't think your touching my or my mates GOOD SHAPE 93 Civics, you can't look after shit and now you are on your own, hope you like biking or calling taxis.
I feel bad though, that car was a sorta fun lill gift from a fur-friends parents and I told them how I planned to fix it and have it as a lill commuter car, it was gonna be a wicked fun project as it wasn't in horrid horrid shape... but that got kicked in the head by my moocher no-life family.
The car still caaan run (using that loose as possible) simply put one cylinder is fucked fucked fucked, so she sputters and dies upon startup, if you hold the gas to the floor she stumbles between 1000-2000 RPM and if you can work that and the clutch she still can at least move...
That is what I sung today as I discovered the car I lent my Dad and Brother has finally died due to neglect. When I got it she was already down a cylinder and her tranny was on the way out, I was to use this car as a project to learn more about fixing cars... that is untill my dads neglected 95 Jeep Cherokee was deemed un-roadworthy due to his lack of car for that vehicle (how ironic)
Needless to say, thanks for bumming my junker car off of me and then trashing it "family"... don't think your touching my or my mates GOOD SHAPE 93 Civics, you can't look after shit and now you are on your own, hope you like biking or calling taxis.
I feel bad though, that car was a sorta fun lill gift from a fur-friends parents and I told them how I planned to fix it and have it as a lill commuter car, it was gonna be a wicked fun project as it wasn't in horrid horrid shape... but that got kicked in the head by my moocher no-life family.
The car still caaan run (using that loose as possible) simply put one cylinder is fucked fucked fucked, so she sputters and dies upon startup, if you hold the gas to the floor she stumbles between 1000-2000 RPM and if you can work that and the clutch she still can at least move...
That overwhelming desire for nostalgia
Posted 14 years agoMaybe its just how my life is these days.. the fact that despite my great past I seem to get shat on by employers and potential employer... but thats not what I am here to talk about, I have done far too much of that.
I have been having so many bouts of "nostalgia desire" seeing as I have started playing Sven Coop again (a real epic Half-Life mod that I played with all my friends in highschool). Its honestly not only that, I could go on for ever. Watching Dragonball Z, Playing Half-life, Playing SNES with titles like Yoshi's Island and Super Mario World, Digging through my mountains of junk in my closet and pulling out old high-school electronics projects, finding old posters I drew up years ago.
All this I find constantly takes me back to a time where all my worries consisted of getting good grades, making it to classes and over-active sex drive lol (or shall I say "normal" for a 16-18yr old Drake Wingfire) Really the most striking memories for me are of my old house, fuck. Despite all the fights with my parents, my utter lack of friends and being stripped away from childhood ones when I moved there so long ago, I constantly find myself missing that place. The sheer ammount of memories is overwhelming.
Was the first time I "awakened" into the Draconic/ Otherkin community (one of my most fond memories as it started a entire new chapter in my life where I didn't feel like I was in a closed-off daze) which eventually lead me to the Furry Fandom where I happily rest to this very day, it was the same place I first discovered my own homosexuality and even had a few mates over the years I lived there which I got to meet and... such ~.=.^, I made a few good high-school friends and we would hang out ever so often, doing things like PC gaming, having bon-fires and god knows what else. I developed my art skills, started to experiment with electronics. I guess what I really miss is really having a complete family. It may seem "out of character" for me as many of my closer friends probably are thinking, but really I just miss the cliche family stuff, having dinners and a general peaceful family where we would go for lill trips or see movies and such.
I truly just miss living at that old house because of how many fond memories I have there, the place I live in now is more or less a broken home garnished with a life sinking into mediocrity and the sad reality that I will no longer have the fun school classes like I use to years ago or how I will really never get to truly hang out with my friends and goof off since they are all work-a-holics and only sleep any time they are off. I didn't worry about money back then or driving. My life was school, improving my art, delving into my Dragon side, gaming it up with my friends and simply just having a typical life of a 18yr old gay boy lol and looking back I wish I savored every second of it. Every picture, every giddy gay chat with guys, every tech class, hell ever every gaming session with my awesome friends.
Some days I wish I could turn the clock back to 2006... or hell, give me a time machine and a solid week or two of my very own past without my current worries/ attachments, you would see the real me upon my return I can guarantee it.
I have been having so many bouts of "nostalgia desire" seeing as I have started playing Sven Coop again (a real epic Half-Life mod that I played with all my friends in highschool). Its honestly not only that, I could go on for ever. Watching Dragonball Z, Playing Half-life, Playing SNES with titles like Yoshi's Island and Super Mario World, Digging through my mountains of junk in my closet and pulling out old high-school electronics projects, finding old posters I drew up years ago.
All this I find constantly takes me back to a time where all my worries consisted of getting good grades, making it to classes and over-active sex drive lol (or shall I say "normal" for a 16-18yr old Drake Wingfire) Really the most striking memories for me are of my old house, fuck. Despite all the fights with my parents, my utter lack of friends and being stripped away from childhood ones when I moved there so long ago, I constantly find myself missing that place. The sheer ammount of memories is overwhelming.
Was the first time I "awakened" into the Draconic/ Otherkin community (one of my most fond memories as it started a entire new chapter in my life where I didn't feel like I was in a closed-off daze) which eventually lead me to the Furry Fandom where I happily rest to this very day, it was the same place I first discovered my own homosexuality and even had a few mates over the years I lived there which I got to meet and... such ~.=.^, I made a few good high-school friends and we would hang out ever so often, doing things like PC gaming, having bon-fires and god knows what else. I developed my art skills, started to experiment with electronics. I guess what I really miss is really having a complete family. It may seem "out of character" for me as many of my closer friends probably are thinking, but really I just miss the cliche family stuff, having dinners and a general peaceful family where we would go for lill trips or see movies and such.
I truly just miss living at that old house because of how many fond memories I have there, the place I live in now is more or less a broken home garnished with a life sinking into mediocrity and the sad reality that I will no longer have the fun school classes like I use to years ago or how I will really never get to truly hang out with my friends and goof off since they are all work-a-holics and only sleep any time they are off. I didn't worry about money back then or driving. My life was school, improving my art, delving into my Dragon side, gaming it up with my friends and simply just having a typical life of a 18yr old gay boy lol and looking back I wish I savored every second of it. Every picture, every giddy gay chat with guys, every tech class, hell ever every gaming session with my awesome friends.
Some days I wish I could turn the clock back to 2006... or hell, give me a time machine and a solid week or two of my very own past without my current worries/ attachments, you would see the real me upon my return I can guarantee it.
Another one bites the dust...
Posted 14 years agoWell.. I got myself a bakery job about a month ago.... Just got a call today asking me to come in to speak with the manager, in my heart I knew it was over. I get told that I wasn't keeping up, and how the fuck could I when they wanted me to do the work of 3 people, I was literally left alone from like anywhere form 12pm to 4pm all the way to closing by myself with the expectation I would clean the entire bakery, get all the orders ready for THREE stores (we did baking for other store bakeries)
So here I fucking am again, got screwed over once more after working myself till I burned out, I even came in when I was damn sick and got no gratitude or anything, just people razzing me because I was slow that day.
Fuck this shit, as soon as I get my slip I am heading straight to the welfare office, I can't keep myself fed on the hopes of a job that treats me like a human being, I need money so I don't starve while trying to find work again.
*sighs*
So here I fucking am again, got screwed over once more after working myself till I burned out, I even came in when I was damn sick and got no gratitude or anything, just people razzing me because I was slow that day.
Fuck this shit, as soon as I get my slip I am heading straight to the welfare office, I can't keep myself fed on the hopes of a job that treats me like a human being, I need money so I don't starve while trying to find work again.
*sighs*
Rango reveiw (no spoilers)
Posted 14 years agoSee this movie!
Seriously.. Me and my mate when to see it today even after reading dozens of reviews calling it upper schite un-surprisingly these were all made by soccer mums with little kids who did NOT see the PG rating and were upset when the movie turned out to be more mature than the general fart-parade of animated movies. In other words they were either humor challenged or were expecting a cute harmless animate movie.
the characters are pretty gritty and more realistic looking for the kinda animation (some would say they are ugly, maybe thats true lol) ASIDE THE REPTILES.. cause I loves dem X3 even the bad ones <3
but as a whole there was a fair bit of adult humor and innuendos which pushed this movie up in my books being the perverted fag dragon that I am, story wise id did have some dark moments and even some typical cliche moments for the whole western genera.
I would give it a easy 8-9 out of 10
far better than what I was expecting walking in!
Seriously.. Me and my mate when to see it today even after reading dozens of reviews calling it upper schite un-surprisingly these were all made by soccer mums with little kids who did NOT see the PG rating and were upset when the movie turned out to be more mature than the general fart-parade of animated movies. In other words they were either humor challenged or were expecting a cute harmless animate movie.
the characters are pretty gritty and more realistic looking for the kinda animation (some would say they are ugly, maybe thats true lol) ASIDE THE REPTILES.. cause I loves dem X3 even the bad ones <3
but as a whole there was a fair bit of adult humor and innuendos which pushed this movie up in my books being the perverted fag dragon that I am, story wise id did have some dark moments and even some typical cliche moments for the whole western genera.
I would give it a easy 8-9 out of 10
far better than what I was expecting walking in!
A victory for everyone in BC
Posted 14 years agoITS FINALLY HAPPENING!
After months.. fuck YEARS of me saying that the wage in BC is homeless bum wage which no one can afford to live on.. I read in the paper today that the minimum wage is getting its first increase in 11 fucking years!
A little back story for those of you who don't live here or are generally in the dark, BC is one of the most if not THE MOST expensive place to live in Canada. Renting you can expect to pay $650-850 for a SINGLE bedroom rental place and as a general our commodities and goods are a bit inflated above average, this coupled with Canada's LOWEST wage of $8/hr was VERY crippling to any youth who could not land some instant fancy career or who didn't just get lucky and get a job that actually treated them like real working people and payed them anything of a meager survivable wage..
But at long last someone finally realized that this shit wasn't right and that we were losing all the working class to the US and other parts of Canada because no one wants to work a job AND collect Welfare/ Employment Insurance at the same time to just survive. My hat goes off to that one person for actually stepping up and pushing this piece of legislation forward.
The wage here will jump up to $8.75 come this May followed by a jump to $9.50 November and at long last in May of 2012 we will come full swing into a $10.25 minimum wage :D
Looks like BC is not so doomed anymore... at least untill the (I gotta resist using that word..) type of people try and jack up rent and commodity prices to suck every penny back. (I called it!)
After months.. fuck YEARS of me saying that the wage in BC is homeless bum wage which no one can afford to live on.. I read in the paper today that the minimum wage is getting its first increase in 11 fucking years!
A little back story for those of you who don't live here or are generally in the dark, BC is one of the most if not THE MOST expensive place to live in Canada. Renting you can expect to pay $650-850 for a SINGLE bedroom rental place and as a general our commodities and goods are a bit inflated above average, this coupled with Canada's LOWEST wage of $8/hr was VERY crippling to any youth who could not land some instant fancy career or who didn't just get lucky and get a job that actually treated them like real working people and payed them anything of a meager survivable wage..
But at long last someone finally realized that this shit wasn't right and that we were losing all the working class to the US and other parts of Canada because no one wants to work a job AND collect Welfare/ Employment Insurance at the same time to just survive. My hat goes off to that one person for actually stepping up and pushing this piece of legislation forward.
The wage here will jump up to $8.75 come this May followed by a jump to $9.50 November and at long last in May of 2012 we will come full swing into a $10.25 minimum wage :D
Looks like BC is not so doomed anymore... at least untill the (I gotta resist using that word..) type of people try and jack up rent and commodity prices to suck every penny back. (I called it!)
Impending sketch dump
Posted 14 years agoHeads up to all you out there, gonna be throwing about 10-20 sketches of mine into my scraps folder (as my OCD thinks that sketches mixed with color looks sloppy) so just prepare for a fat inbox haha :P
All the sketches I am throwing on here range from months to YEARS old, some are concepts for styles, others are things I had a passion for but just lost interest, perhaps some day I will do re-makes. For now they will rest in my scraps folder!
All the sketches I am throwing on here range from months to YEARS old, some are concepts for styles, others are things I had a passion for but just lost interest, perhaps some day I will do re-makes. For now they will rest in my scraps folder!
A question for my watchers.
Posted 14 years agoSo in the past few days I posted some random work doodles, pretty much crap XD but it got me thinking.. I got near 20 incomplete sketches dating even up to FIVE years ago..
What I want to know from you guys is if you would be even slightly interested in seeing them?
What I want to know from you guys is if you would be even slightly interested in seeing them?
Job feedback
Posted 14 years agoOkay a little soon.. but yeah, I figure its time to tell people about it cause I got nothing better to do aside plot the death of everyone 50 and older :P
So I work for a subsidy of Bell Canada, Bell I guess isnt so bad but like all big companies the wok ethics expect us to be perfect robots who never get sick, who are never late for anything AT ALL... seriously, I was late back from a break by 2 maybe 3 minutes and I got a look and tap on wrist to show I was late gesture from my teacher.
I really don't know if I will make it much past the training because the training is a complete pain, so much work all at 8am.. which may not sound too bad but I gotta wake up at 6:30 AM and I happen to have a stomach condition and if I am forced awake, say by an alarm early I will feel sick for hours, sick groggy and just dead, so trying to get me to swallow all this training when I am trying not to fall asleep and be sick is pretty shitty. It was not re-assuring to be told that this is the "easy" part of the training and soon we will be starting at 5 or 6 AM...
Lets just say that, I will keep trying my best to keep up with this training but its so draining and headache causing that I soon feel its gonna be too much of a pain.
This company happens to be very anal with attendance... think a Canadian version of Wal-Mart when it comes to attendance and sick-days, in short, sick days do not exist and if you miss time your fired, if you show up late from breaks only a few times and only a little late.. your fired, so I am doubting if I can stick with a place that makes a big deal out of a measly 2 minutes (hey my watch said I made it back right on time!) and like most customer service places, if you can't keep to their quota of customers pestered, your gone..
Thank god there is a job fair coming to town on the 8th...
So I work for a subsidy of Bell Canada, Bell I guess isnt so bad but like all big companies the wok ethics expect us to be perfect robots who never get sick, who are never late for anything AT ALL... seriously, I was late back from a break by 2 maybe 3 minutes and I got a look and tap on wrist to show I was late gesture from my teacher.
I really don't know if I will make it much past the training because the training is a complete pain, so much work all at 8am.. which may not sound too bad but I gotta wake up at 6:30 AM and I happen to have a stomach condition and if I am forced awake, say by an alarm early I will feel sick for hours, sick groggy and just dead, so trying to get me to swallow all this training when I am trying not to fall asleep and be sick is pretty shitty. It was not re-assuring to be told that this is the "easy" part of the training and soon we will be starting at 5 or 6 AM...
Lets just say that, I will keep trying my best to keep up with this training but its so draining and headache causing that I soon feel its gonna be too much of a pain.
This company happens to be very anal with attendance... think a Canadian version of Wal-Mart when it comes to attendance and sick-days, in short, sick days do not exist and if you miss time your fired, if you show up late from breaks only a few times and only a little late.. your fired, so I am doubting if I can stick with a place that makes a big deal out of a measly 2 minutes (hey my watch said I made it back right on time!) and like most customer service places, if you can't keep to their quota of customers pestered, your gone..
Thank god there is a job fair coming to town on the 8th...
Why I despise old people.
Posted 14 years agoLONG RANT!
So JUST got off from my second day of training am am leaving the mall complex that the call center is located at, and just at the bottom of this hill is one of those "wait till its clear then merge" turns, well I come up behind this old guy in a little pickup truck with a big metal pipe of sorts for a bumper, he just way out into the slow lane like he is making his move then jams on the breaks, no biggie im use to that level of stupid and I can react fast... but not when the asshole pops it in fucking reverse and doesn't even look behind his stupid ass to see if there is a car only a few feet away!
So the dumb old fuck backs into my car, no real major damage done, just about a loonie sized chunk of paint scraped off and a light scratch into the plastic... some shit I can fix in like an hour with bondo spot putty and some primer/ paint.
But thats not the issue.. okay well its the spawn of it but fuck ever!
I am sick and god damn fucking tired of old people and not knowing how to drive, they come outta side roads and almost t-bone you, they cut you off when you try and merge, they DON'T obey anything to do with round-abouts and merge lanes, they sit in the fast lane doing 10 UNDER the fucking god damn piss fucking speed limit. FUCK they even fly off into ditches on STRAIGHT STRETCHES on CLEAR DRY days NOT EVEN SPEEDING! (its happened a few times out here)
and what makes me embrace genocide most of all is when they try and blame young people for their own fuck ups.
I want to seriously look into welding a push bar to the front of my Civic, then I will welcome their stupidity with open arms and a sweet chromed "fuck you" kiss of cold death. If we can't seem to legally take the mentally ill-equipped and the slow un-responsive and un-educated drivers off our roads I might as well do it ye-old style via natural-car-selection
So JUST got off from my second day of training am am leaving the mall complex that the call center is located at, and just at the bottom of this hill is one of those "wait till its clear then merge" turns, well I come up behind this old guy in a little pickup truck with a big metal pipe of sorts for a bumper, he just way out into the slow lane like he is making his move then jams on the breaks, no biggie im use to that level of stupid and I can react fast... but not when the asshole pops it in fucking reverse and doesn't even look behind his stupid ass to see if there is a car only a few feet away!
So the dumb old fuck backs into my car, no real major damage done, just about a loonie sized chunk of paint scraped off and a light scratch into the plastic... some shit I can fix in like an hour with bondo spot putty and some primer/ paint.
But thats not the issue.. okay well its the spawn of it but fuck ever!
I am sick and god damn fucking tired of old people and not knowing how to drive, they come outta side roads and almost t-bone you, they cut you off when you try and merge, they DON'T obey anything to do with round-abouts and merge lanes, they sit in the fast lane doing 10 UNDER the fucking god damn piss fucking speed limit. FUCK they even fly off into ditches on STRAIGHT STRETCHES on CLEAR DRY days NOT EVEN SPEEDING! (its happened a few times out here)
and what makes me embrace genocide most of all is when they try and blame young people for their own fuck ups.
I want to seriously look into welding a push bar to the front of my Civic, then I will welcome their stupidity with open arms and a sweet chromed "fuck you" kiss of cold death. If we can't seem to legally take the mentally ill-equipped and the slow un-responsive and un-educated drivers off our roads I might as well do it ye-old style via natural-car-selection
A minor beef with some art designs..
Posted 14 years agoNearly every pic I see of a dragon these days follows this list of cock design.
*Has a knot(s)
*Has series of fleshy "spines" running down the shaft/ or just about anywhere
*Has a spear head sip with some form of crazy curve
Call me an old-fashioned old-ways dick who likes to nit pick but every time I see a dragon "update" themselves and make their cock look like the sonic screwdriver from Dr Who The only thing I really think is.
"yeah.. got tired of seeing everyone else get called hot and getting attention eh? Felt like you had to compensate to keep up with the Jones's?"
Its like we are a fandom of vain plastic surgery addicts.
*Has a knot(s)
*Has series of fleshy "spines" running down the shaft/ or just about anywhere
*Has a spear head sip with some form of crazy curve
Call me an old-fashioned old-ways dick who likes to nit pick but every time I see a dragon "update" themselves and make their cock look like the sonic screwdriver from Dr Who The only thing I really think is.
"yeah.. got tired of seeing everyone else get called hot and getting attention eh? Felt like you had to compensate to keep up with the Jones's?"
Its like we are a fandom of vain plastic surgery addicts.
Another call!
Posted 14 years agoSo I was out getting some tax stuff sorted (It looks like I may be getting a decent chunk of change for my tax return as I am pretty much classified as "poverty" by the income bracket lol) and also getting my car re-insured for another year when I get a call on my cellphone. turns out Super 8 located in Duncan, BC who I applied and resume spammed like mad but was later told their 2 positions were filled, actually wants to do an interview with me TOMORROW!
In short I was really hoping for this job because:
1: Its in the town me and my mate have been trying to move into because its generally more quiet and less full of druggies and hookers and general asshats.
2: The wage advertised for this job is BETTER than even my computer tech job LMFAO.
3: The hours are actually livable (they said like 30-40 which is awesome)
4: Its a general room cleaning job, I can do that stuff easily!
So I am really gonna cross my claws here to hope I get that job as it would be simply perfect for a guy my age looking to start over.
In short I was really hoping for this job because:
1: Its in the town me and my mate have been trying to move into because its generally more quiet and less full of druggies and hookers and general asshats.
2: The wage advertised for this job is BETTER than even my computer tech job LMFAO.
3: The hours are actually livable (they said like 30-40 which is awesome)
4: Its a general room cleaning job, I can do that stuff easily!
So I am really gonna cross my claws here to hope I get that job as it would be simply perfect for a guy my age looking to start over.
Job offer!
Posted 14 years agoFinally it happened on this dead little island, I got a call back for a call center in the Nanaimo area.. I can already hear the hisses of "oooh.. call center work...." and i completely hear you. I am really happy to finally have a job again but since its call center work and I can get stressed more easily than your average Pseudo manly-man, I am not sure how long my sanity and pride will tolerate this kind of work.
The good news is there is 4 weeks of paid training so that will be a great instantaneous supplement to my dwindling bank account.... I was ready to go on welfare if I didn't land this job, no joke..
In the mean time though its a rather large load off my shoulders, but the job search will not end, even with this job paying $10/hr and having a minimum of 20hrs a week of work (which in this economy is like the equivalency of a ritzy high-class poor mans job) I still have issues with rude, stupid and arrogant people so we shall see. If I can really roll with it, I will stick to this job, if not, then I gotta try and survive it till I find something less stressful and degrading.
Once again I feel like I will have a future in this world.
Wingfire out!
The good news is there is 4 weeks of paid training so that will be a great instantaneous supplement to my dwindling bank account.... I was ready to go on welfare if I didn't land this job, no joke..
In the mean time though its a rather large load off my shoulders, but the job search will not end, even with this job paying $10/hr and having a minimum of 20hrs a week of work (which in this economy is like the equivalency of a ritzy high-class poor mans job) I still have issues with rude, stupid and arrogant people so we shall see. If I can really roll with it, I will stick to this job, if not, then I gotta try and survive it till I find something less stressful and degrading.
Once again I feel like I will have a future in this world.
Wingfire out!
Jobs in this economey..
Posted 15 years agoSo my Employment Insurance expires the middle of February, in the nick of time I get a call from a place (latter to be disclosed for the sake of my story here). "HAPPY DAY" I think to myself "finally I wont have to worry about being broke and homeless!"
So I got myself a haircut, wore my best clothes and practiced my interview questions in my head for. You might think that this must have been some nit-pickey "pseudo classy" kinda work I was trying to get in. Don't get me wrong I knew what I was going in for, but I didn't expect it to really be as bottom of the barrel as it was.
The job is for a grocery store as a front end worker (not a cashier) so I was figuring it would be busy work with a lot of shifts so even if the wage was a low $9/hr I could still just afford to live and move out with my mate. What I find out the job is for is basically play cart fetch boy and cleaning up garbage, wage is $9 - 9.50 but its only 8 - 12 hours a week... :/
Yay instead of a fast decline into bankruptcy and homelessness I get to have a painful slow one (looks like that RV I bought is still a suitable life saving device)
I still put out my best for the job and I do hope I get it still.. but I will be pushing to get a dept transfer or more hours.. or better yet I am just going to keep searching while I make just enough money to keep gas in my car and cheap food in my belly.
Employment insurance $495 (after tax) > $216 (before tax) actually working.
Figure that shit out..
So I got myself a haircut, wore my best clothes and practiced my interview questions in my head for. You might think that this must have been some nit-pickey "pseudo classy" kinda work I was trying to get in. Don't get me wrong I knew what I was going in for, but I didn't expect it to really be as bottom of the barrel as it was.
The job is for a grocery store as a front end worker (not a cashier) so I was figuring it would be busy work with a lot of shifts so even if the wage was a low $9/hr I could still just afford to live and move out with my mate. What I find out the job is for is basically play cart fetch boy and cleaning up garbage, wage is $9 - 9.50 but its only 8 - 12 hours a week... :/
Yay instead of a fast decline into bankruptcy and homelessness I get to have a painful slow one (looks like that RV I bought is still a suitable life saving device)
I still put out my best for the job and I do hope I get it still.. but I will be pushing to get a dept transfer or more hours.. or better yet I am just going to keep searching while I make just enough money to keep gas in my car and cheap food in my belly.
Employment insurance $495 (after tax) > $216 (before tax) actually working.
Figure that shit out..
Update on the RV project
Posted 15 years agoI've been cleaning and "remodeling" the RV I picked up, on and off for the past two weeks. I am simply amazed how well everything works in her, gas stove top, perfect! 3-way fride (running on 120AC right now) perfect! She even got to -10 in the main fridge compartment and -25 in the freezer WOW O.=.O, Brand new water pump but alas her water tak is empty so all I could suck up was what little water was left lol.
Engine wise she is a total rebuild and she runs like cheeta and purrs like a kitten, her transmission (automatic 3 speed) shifts as if it was brand new O_O I could almost not even tell when she changed gears its that smooth! The one problem I ran into (and just fixed today) involved starting that bitch up.
The previous owner figured it was just "hard cold starting" so every time to even get her to fire it took like TEN cranks (if the battery lived that long since it was a old dying one) and even still she puttered out 1-3 times once ya did get her running. The problem was narrowed down thanks to some people on a Ford enthusiast sight who told me to check that the carburetors choke was working because the symptoms sounded like it. So alas I went out and discovered that she had an electric choke system.... that was seized, so it wasn't closing the flap on cold starts..
Finding replacement parts wasn't bad but the price was hefty since its an Edelbrock 1406, and since she is un-insured and the water is horrid right now I didn't and couldn't really drive her so I went to Lordco (an auto parts chain here in BC) and picked up your average knobbed pull cable and proceeded to route that through the system and up to where the linkage was for the electric mechanism, I just simply lubed the cable up (so it wont bind) then hooked it right up to the rest of the choke mechanism, I have gotten her to start multiple times in the cold with no more than 2-3 seconds of cranking and pumping :D
Watch the following video to see what I mean :P (shows the whole choke setup)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcfEjOwwfaI
Engine wise she is a total rebuild and she runs like cheeta and purrs like a kitten, her transmission (automatic 3 speed) shifts as if it was brand new O_O I could almost not even tell when she changed gears its that smooth! The one problem I ran into (and just fixed today) involved starting that bitch up.
The previous owner figured it was just "hard cold starting" so every time to even get her to fire it took like TEN cranks (if the battery lived that long since it was a old dying one) and even still she puttered out 1-3 times once ya did get her running. The problem was narrowed down thanks to some people on a Ford enthusiast sight who told me to check that the carburetors choke was working because the symptoms sounded like it. So alas I went out and discovered that she had an electric choke system.... that was seized, so it wasn't closing the flap on cold starts..
Finding replacement parts wasn't bad but the price was hefty since its an Edelbrock 1406, and since she is un-insured and the water is horrid right now I didn't and couldn't really drive her so I went to Lordco (an auto parts chain here in BC) and picked up your average knobbed pull cable and proceeded to route that through the system and up to where the linkage was for the electric mechanism, I just simply lubed the cable up (so it wont bind) then hooked it right up to the rest of the choke mechanism, I have gotten her to start multiple times in the cold with no more than 2-3 seconds of cranking and pumping :D
Watch the following video to see what I mean :P (shows the whole choke setup)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcfEjOwwfaI
Happy new years.. and GTFO 2010
Posted 15 years agoyes one of THOSE journals :P
I got a good few resolutions for 2011
* Move outta this house and start my own like with my dear Morrogh
* Get a decent job.. or a job at all..
* Work at getting my A+ certificate so I can get a decent job
* BE MORE SOCIAL (seriously.. not many IRL friends here so I don't get out a lot)
but most of all aside resolutions... FUCK OFF 2010! to date 2010 has been a good year in some rare aspects (mate moving out here, meeting new furs, being with what family I have) but on the whole its been one of.. if not the worst year in my life so far seeing as early into 2010 I was "let go" from my job (hi jew-bots!) and then about 2 months later my parents separated and that in itself has cause my life to double in stress.. and most of all with the slow slow SLOW economy I have done close to 60 resumes/ online applications over the months and no job offers and if I did get any I was competing with 2-4 other individuals who were in a tight jobless situation like myself :/
Soo out with 2010 and in with 2011 perhaps thing will get better, even if all I can do is get a grocery store job my life will improve by 5x and I wont have to fear being homeless and bankrupt.
I got a good few resolutions for 2011
* Move outta this house and start my own like with my dear Morrogh
* Get a decent job.. or a job at all..
* Work at getting my A+ certificate so I can get a decent job
* BE MORE SOCIAL (seriously.. not many IRL friends here so I don't get out a lot)
but most of all aside resolutions... FUCK OFF 2010! to date 2010 has been a good year in some rare aspects (mate moving out here, meeting new furs, being with what family I have) but on the whole its been one of.. if not the worst year in my life so far seeing as early into 2010 I was "let go" from my job (hi jew-bots!) and then about 2 months later my parents separated and that in itself has cause my life to double in stress.. and most of all with the slow slow SLOW economy I have done close to 60 resumes/ online applications over the months and no job offers and if I did get any I was competing with 2-4 other individuals who were in a tight jobless situation like myself :/
Soo out with 2010 and in with 2011 perhaps thing will get better, even if all I can do is get a grocery store job my life will improve by 5x and I wont have to fear being homeless and bankrupt.
FA+
