The results of the art giveway
Posted 9 years agoSo after I gathered every ones name and and put it in a random wheel I got out of it 10 as I felt like that would be the most I could cram in there. if there is more time to add more ideas I will have a list of backups just in case but for now on to the show
and the winners are:

thank you all so much for were a part of this. I wish I could add you all. Here soon though I plan on posting a new journal up for anyone wanting to share art with me so keep an eye out for that.
and the winners are:

thank you all so much for were a part of this. I wish I could add you all. Here soon though I plan on posting a new journal up for anyone wanting to share art with me so keep an eye out for that.
art giveaway reminder
Posted 9 years agojust a quick reminder that there is still an art give away I am going over here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7976001/
Art giveaway for the season.
Posted 9 years agoChristmas is just around the corner and I thought this would be a good time to do a random Christmas themed art giveaway for anyone and everyone I know or is watching me currently.
So here's the deal, I have
mr.pink for the 22nd of this month (one week from now) and if everything goes well we should at least get through around 8-10 ideas.
how this will work is down below in the comments I want you to put down a ref for what character of yours you want to use for your idea along with which of mine you want in it and I want you to write out the idea you have for the picture. It can be sfw or nsfw and it has to be Christmas themed. I also want you to put down your favorite Christmas movie to make sure you reading this. it's as simple as that.
Cloud Weaver: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19826482/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19826794/
Cloud Sipporah: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17860786/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17860846/
Silver Stitch: https://www.dropbox.com/s/lctvkcogo.....qqt1o.png?dl=0 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21289899/
Emma: https://www.dropbox.com/s/6j2zepn1n.....orsie.png?dl=0 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18777789/
Keystone: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20977744/
now on to the rules
The idea has to involve one of characters, this is a collab art give away and I want this to be more of a sharing sort of deal
it has to be Christmas/new years/holiday/cold weather themed
nothing too overly complex, I want to get as many as I can in this and comic eat up a lot of time
If you don't add what your favorite Christmas movie in the comments I will throw out the idea since you don't want to read this, saying you don't have one is fine.
there are some thing I will not do art wise so keep that in mind.
I will not turn cloud weaver or silver stitch into herms. everyone else is fine and I am willing to give Cloud Weaver boobs as long as he stays male.
Thats it. The giveaway ends on the 20th of this month. when that time comes I will give everyone who posted a number and randomly choose 10 of you for the stream. if you have any questions fell free to ask.
So here's the deal, I have
mr.pink for the 22nd of this month (one week from now) and if everything goes well we should at least get through around 8-10 ideas. how this will work is down below in the comments I want you to put down a ref for what character of yours you want to use for your idea along with which of mine you want in it and I want you to write out the idea you have for the picture. It can be sfw or nsfw and it has to be Christmas themed. I also want you to put down your favorite Christmas movie to make sure you reading this. it's as simple as that.
Cloud Weaver: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19826482/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19826794/
Cloud Sipporah: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17860786/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17860846/
Silver Stitch: https://www.dropbox.com/s/lctvkcogo.....qqt1o.png?dl=0 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21289899/
Emma: https://www.dropbox.com/s/6j2zepn1n.....orsie.png?dl=0 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18777789/
Keystone: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20977744/
now on to the rules
The idea has to involve one of characters, this is a collab art give away and I want this to be more of a sharing sort of deal
it has to be Christmas/new years/holiday/cold weather themed
nothing too overly complex, I want to get as many as I can in this and comic eat up a lot of time
If you don't add what your favorite Christmas movie in the comments I will throw out the idea since you don't want to read this, saying you don't have one is fine.
there are some thing I will not do art wise so keep that in mind.
I will not turn cloud weaver or silver stitch into herms. everyone else is fine and I am willing to give Cloud Weaver boobs as long as he stays male.
Thats it. The giveaway ends on the 20th of this month. when that time comes I will give everyone who posted a number and randomly choose 10 of you for the stream. if you have any questions fell free to ask.
quick update
Posted 9 years agojust wanted to do this update to let you guys know whats going on. I had a talk with my supervisor since the last and that helped with a lot of animosity I had. It was a productive talk so now things should be better from here on.
But the biggest reason I am making this is to let you guys know that I am going to be busy for a month. (yeah I know nothing new here) a department in are work place has been swamped with work. after working an extra day they wanted me back to do a bunch of over time for them. Which means taking 2 extra hours on weekdays and doing full days on weekends.
Just thought I would let you guys know if your trying to keep in contact with me
Also here soon I am going to have a journal to follow up from this on a Christmas collab free art give away so keep an eye on that.
But the biggest reason I am making this is to let you guys know that I am going to be busy for a month. (yeah I know nothing new here) a department in are work place has been swamped with work. after working an extra day they wanted me back to do a bunch of over time for them. Which means taking 2 extra hours on weekdays and doing full days on weekends.
Just thought I would let you guys know if your trying to keep in contact with me
Also here soon I am going to have a journal to follow up from this on a Christmas collab free art give away so keep an eye on that.
playing some fallout 4
Posted 9 years agomostly just going to work on my hot springs home to pass the time. if you want to join me and chat a bit fell free to https://www.twitch.tv/drangonzic
end of the straw poll, what next
Posted 9 years agohttp://www.strawpoll.me/11771537/r
So here's the thing, I kind of screwed up in one aspect of this and that is the fact I didn't have separate answer for vagina and anus which would of helped git a better understanding on what part you don't really like. As I have been talking to others they tend to be ok with hyper vag but aren't really on board with doughnut like tailholes. Which considering what others associate it with I can see why they feel that way. Another thing I wanted to also wanted to point out in all this was the fact whatever the results I was going to still post this content. The reason I did this poll was to get an idea on how others feel about so I can come up with a plan on how I wish to post this stuff. with a good 75% liking it or not being bothered by it I plan on posting that kind of stuff knowing that. However from now on I will be putting a warning icon over anything that has hyper anus content from now on.
Also side note Thank you all for the positive feed back in the last journal. I want you all to know I really do love the pep talks and it is nice know I have awesome friends on my side.
So here's the thing, I kind of screwed up in one aspect of this and that is the fact I didn't have separate answer for vagina and anus which would of helped git a better understanding on what part you don't really like. As I have been talking to others they tend to be ok with hyper vag but aren't really on board with doughnut like tailholes. Which considering what others associate it with I can see why they feel that way. Another thing I wanted to also wanted to point out in all this was the fact whatever the results I was going to still post this content. The reason I did this poll was to get an idea on how others feel about so I can come up with a plan on how I wish to post this stuff. with a good 75% liking it or not being bothered by it I plan on posting that kind of stuff knowing that. However from now on I will be putting a warning icon over anything that has hyper anus content from now on.
Also side note Thank you all for the positive feed back in the last journal. I want you all to know I really do love the pep talks and it is nice know I have awesome friends on my side.
I am still here and it's a good time for an update
Posted 9 years agoSo yeah if you haven't notice I've not been as active as I use to be on FA or in many of the groups I am in. After I started the art break it has been rough as we just got a new supervisor who has been riding us and wanting to make thing more complex by changing everything we do in are department, most of which are to make our department look good but this is just making our job more difficult and that often leads to having me and another person stay longer to get these things done. And god forbid if I tell him he's wrong and why. With the work stress beating me down it's hard to stay on the diet plan I have going on. It started mid October and it worked well for the first few weeks but then with work and life it started to get hard to stick to the plan. And here I was giving in left and right to large meals. After I lost the first 10 pound I haven't been able to break past it because of all this and this has only given me more stress. But as much as I want to quit I can't right now. And I know some of you are going to say I should not put my self through all this but I want this. In any case this is what it's been like since the last journal.
I do have to say sorry I haven't been staying in contact with a lot of you. Try as I might I have so many of you wonderful people talking to me at once it's hard to keep up and there are times I get so wrap up in different conversations I forget about massages I got here and there. At many time I just want to have time to talk to one person or just play games by my self so I change thing to appear that I am not online. So again sorry for that.
Now that I have said all that I have 2 thing I want to share with you all. First of all is a something I brought up in the last journal and that was about how I got
mr.pink for a stream on the 22nd of December. Well I have decided what I am going to have him do. The idea I have to do a large picture with all my good friends in it that I have met this year. it will have a winter wonderland theme to it and it will be just a fun CLEAN chibi piece. I will give you all more details in the future journal that I will hopefully have out here with in the next 3 days so keep a look out for that.
The last thing I want to hit on is something I have been debating. So as you know I have a love for hyper anything and this includes hyper anus and hyper vaginas. However this kind of content has been turning a few away so for a while I haven't been posting it. But now I want to get back into posting it again but I don't know how many would like it if I do, so I made a straw poll to get your guys input on what do you think. >http://www.strawpoll.me/11771537
I do have to say sorry I haven't been staying in contact with a lot of you. Try as I might I have so many of you wonderful people talking to me at once it's hard to keep up and there are times I get so wrap up in different conversations I forget about massages I got here and there. At many time I just want to have time to talk to one person or just play games by my self so I change thing to appear that I am not online. So again sorry for that.
Now that I have said all that I have 2 thing I want to share with you all. First of all is a something I brought up in the last journal and that was about how I got
mr.pink for a stream on the 22nd of December. Well I have decided what I am going to have him do. The idea I have to do a large picture with all my good friends in it that I have met this year. it will have a winter wonderland theme to it and it will be just a fun CLEAN chibi piece. I will give you all more details in the future journal that I will hopefully have out here with in the next 3 days so keep a look out for that. The last thing I want to hit on is something I have been debating. So as you know I have a love for hyper anything and this includes hyper anus and hyper vaginas. However this kind of content has been turning a few away so for a while I haven't been posting it. But now I want to get back into posting it again but I don't know how many would like it if I do, so I made a straw poll to get your guys input on what do you think. >http://www.strawpoll.me/11771537
(long time coming) art break, for real this time
Posted 9 years agoso as of 2 weeks ago I had just finished up with the last of art I will begetting for some time. For a long time I have been needing to take a break to pay for other things like making sure my car is still running, losing weight, saving up for cons next year. I will have some cash here and there to get things every so often plus I have
mr.pink for a Christmas themed free art stream (working out the details on that one) but other then that nothing else. I do plan on making a come back some day with art but till then I will be posting my back log of things.
also a thing about collabs, I still want to do them but here's how it's going to work. If we work out an idea I want to put it off to the side till I have the funds to do so. when I do I will put the money off to the side while we work out an artist to do it.
mr.pink for a Christmas themed free art stream (working out the details on that one) but other then that nothing else. I do plan on making a come back some day with art but till then I will be posting my back log of things.also a thing about collabs, I still want to do them but here's how it's going to work. If we work out an idea I want to put it off to the side till I have the funds to do so. when I do I will put the money off to the side while we work out an artist to do it.
getting art this weekend
Posted 9 years agoI've been wanting to publish this journal for a while but i've held off on it due to the fact I didn't get a bunch of request to share somthing
this weekend I have
for the whole 2 days, a total of 16 hours and after that i'm not planing to get art for a while as I want to start spending my money improving myself. to that end I will be working out a budget starting next month on meal plans and other things.
now then I would love to get something with people here but keep in mind I'm going to be sharing stuff with these awesome people so far

this weekend I have
for the whole 2 days, a total of 16 hours and after that i'm not planing to get art for a while as I want to start spending my money improving myself. to that end I will be working out a budget starting next month on meal plans and other things. now then I would love to get something with people here but keep in mind I'm going to be sharing stuff with these awesome people so far

500 watchers/ change in content/ relationship and sexuality
Posted 9 years agoThere are 509 people watching me tries to cover up. But seriously guys, I want to think you all from the bottom of my heart. I started doing all this a year ago when I made up my mind on taking the leap and getting art of this nature and I never thought I would get this far or make as many new friends as i have. Currently i still don't know how to celebrate making it this far as I didn't think i would get this far, but i will find a way in due time. Again thank you all
Now on to a point about the kind of content I will be posting for now. so here's the thing, as you may have noticed I tend to post a lot more pony stuff then that of my own fursona. This is due to that fact that I consider my self more of a brony then a furry. That isn't to say I don't love them both. So here's the thing I sort of got into furry stuff 10 years ago due to a friend but up to that point I never wanted it to come to light. then a few years later I started to get into MLP and that was another thing i didn't want people to know about until I started to notice that others were getting into it as well so it became my first fandom that I was out in the open about. after a while I made the leap into furry stuff as well getting my first sona while at a con. that's why I tend to lean more towards pony content and as of late have been on a binge for it because of the groups and friends I know. but from here on out I plan on making a change.
to start with I will no longer be posting content that doesn't involve my characters. so no more show characters on this page. that isn't to say I won't get any more stuff like that. I still have some I have yet to post, just for now on all that content will go here > https://derpibooru.org/ as it is pony based site and tags can be hidden/blocked. I also want to get back into posting both furry and pony as much as each other.
finally something i've been needing to clear up for a while. if you don't know this by now I am straight male who is single. i have no problem with gay as you may have already known from the art I get but that doesn't mean I swing that way. I have been through the whole song and dance and found I couldn't go through with it. as for being single i'm not really looking for a relationship online. personally I feel distant at that point and it's hard to feel real emotion at that point. i wanted to clear that up before moving forward
Now on to a point about the kind of content I will be posting for now. so here's the thing, as you may have noticed I tend to post a lot more pony stuff then that of my own fursona. This is due to that fact that I consider my self more of a brony then a furry. That isn't to say I don't love them both. So here's the thing I sort of got into furry stuff 10 years ago due to a friend but up to that point I never wanted it to come to light. then a few years later I started to get into MLP and that was another thing i didn't want people to know about until I started to notice that others were getting into it as well so it became my first fandom that I was out in the open about. after a while I made the leap into furry stuff as well getting my first sona while at a con. that's why I tend to lean more towards pony content and as of late have been on a binge for it because of the groups and friends I know. but from here on out I plan on making a change.
to start with I will no longer be posting content that doesn't involve my characters. so no more show characters on this page. that isn't to say I won't get any more stuff like that. I still have some I have yet to post, just for now on all that content will go here > https://derpibooru.org/ as it is pony based site and tags can be hidden/blocked. I also want to get back into posting both furry and pony as much as each other.
finally something i've been needing to clear up for a while. if you don't know this by now I am straight male who is single. i have no problem with gay as you may have already known from the art I get but that doesn't mean I swing that way. I have been through the whole song and dance and found I couldn't go through with it. as for being single i'm not really looking for a relationship online. personally I feel distant at that point and it's hard to feel real emotion at that point. i wanted to clear that up before moving forward
i'm 46% furry and little up date
Posted 9 years ago[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[X] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[X] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[X] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total:2
[X] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[X] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[X] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[X] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[X] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[X] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 1
[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[X] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[X] you really enjoy cuddling
[X] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 3
[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[X] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[X] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[X] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[X] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[X] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[X] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[X] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 3
[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[X] you like to say hi to strangers
[X] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[X] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 3
Final total: 23
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
little fun meme to pass the time. in any case just thought I would do this to let you all know i'm still around and i have some big plans for the end of this month. i also plan on getting out some journals on how i plan on doing things for the future and i want to get your opinion things. i may also do some major life changes that will effect the amount of art for a while. all that should be coming out with in this month
[X] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[X] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[X] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total:2
[X] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[X] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[X] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[X] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[X] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 2
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[X] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 1
[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[X] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[X] you really enjoy cuddling
[X] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 3
[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[X] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[X] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[X] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[X] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[X] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[X] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[X] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 3
[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[X] you like to say hi to strangers
[X] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[X] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 3
Final total: 23
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
little fun meme to pass the time. in any case just thought I would do this to let you all know i'm still around and i have some big plans for the end of this month. i also plan on getting out some journals on how i plan on doing things for the future and i want to get your opinion things. i may also do some major life changes that will effect the amount of art for a while. all that should be coming out with in this month
holy crap i'm close to 500
Posted 9 years agohow, where did all of you come from. what do i do when i reach 500 *panicked horse/red panda noises*
but seriously guys, you have all been great and without you guys i wouldn't have come up with half the stuff i got.
in any case today plans will involve a lot of art and and some updates. also if your ever wanting share a commission with me i still have this open http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7552950/
but seriously guys, you have all been great and without you guys i wouldn't have come up with half the stuff i got.
in any case today plans will involve a lot of art and and some updates. also if your ever wanting share a commission with me i still have this open http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7552950/
been out of communication for a bit
Posted 9 years agoso for the last 2 week i haven't been all that talkative in some area and in fact I've had my skype turned off at some points, the simple reason is i just haven't had the motivation to really socialize all that much. and this is because of a few things
first being the convention i was at 2 weeks ago. i stayed up a full 72 hours that whole weekend and Monday i was so out of it i didn't know i had talked to people that day and i've been trying to catch up on sleep since then. this has not helped my mood. let it be known right now the only real thing that will make moody is going without sleep.
another problem is with work. while i was away they allocated my forklift to another department and left me with the worst lift in the warehouse. of course it wasn't long before i pointed out that the lift was unsafe and they had to pull so now i don't have a lift and management has been procrastinating on getting a new one while i've had to do odd jobs till they make up their minds. today they finally gave in and are taking away the old unsafe lift for a new one
third is just the fact that i havn't been working out so and eating kind of unhealthy since the convention so that has not helped
and finally being overwhelmed. i'm the kind of guy who likes to reply to massages a lot and as of late with the rp thing i am having a hard time keeping up with all of it
so thats all reason why i've been quiet which i'm hoping to start talking to you guys again, here soon i should have a big update along with some future things i have plan and a aonther big art spam on the way
first being the convention i was at 2 weeks ago. i stayed up a full 72 hours that whole weekend and Monday i was so out of it i didn't know i had talked to people that day and i've been trying to catch up on sleep since then. this has not helped my mood. let it be known right now the only real thing that will make moody is going without sleep.
another problem is with work. while i was away they allocated my forklift to another department and left me with the worst lift in the warehouse. of course it wasn't long before i pointed out that the lift was unsafe and they had to pull so now i don't have a lift and management has been procrastinating on getting a new one while i've had to do odd jobs till they make up their minds. today they finally gave in and are taking away the old unsafe lift for a new one
third is just the fact that i havn't been working out so and eating kind of unhealthy since the convention so that has not helped
and finally being overwhelmed. i'm the kind of guy who likes to reply to massages a lot and as of late with the rp thing i am having a hard time keeping up with all of it
so thats all reason why i've been quiet which i'm hoping to start talking to you guys again, here soon i should have a big update along with some future things i have plan and a aonther big art spam on the way
guess who has 2 thumps and a birthday today
Posted 9 years agowell not me i lost my thumbs when i thumped wrestled a deathclaw. had to have them replaced with cybernetic ones so now i have robo thumbs.
but today is my birthday and i want to think you all for the birthday wishes already, now then if you need me i'm going to me out for most the day celebrating it
and not thinking about bronycon
but today is my birthday and i want to think you all for the birthday wishes already, now then if you need me i'm going to me out for most the day celebrating it
and not thinking about bronycon
art spam over
Posted 9 years agoand through all that i only lost one follower. welp their loss, anyways i got my f-list up and running. plus i still have more backlog to go. in the meantime i'm planing on getting out a journal to ask you guys a few questions
update and a bit of an art spam
Posted 9 years agoin the last update i mentioned a few things causing me stress but i just wanted to say you guys make it worth it. with the fact of resent events and things adding to the stress i've been a bit lazy to post things. however things have finally been looking up for me, i got to hang with my best friend that haven't seen in months, i'm getting around to talking to people more and i've been getting more funds to get more art.
as for todays plan, i'm hoping to post up a lot of the back logged stuff along with working on getting my F-list filled out. so brace for an art spam
as for todays plan, i'm hoping to post up a lot of the back logged stuff along with working on getting my F-list filled out. so brace for an art spam
a bit of a stressful update
Posted 9 years agoso as of late things have been getting stressful and thats mostly been due resent issues, the first being time. for the pass month i've had a new job that's giving me the hours i need which is great but it's harder to massage people while i'm there since there are more eyes watching me. then on Mondays, Tuesdays and fridays i go to the gym to work out and by the time i get home i'm tired. because of all this i've been out of the loop with people and i'm having a hard time keeping up, making it seem like i'm ignoring them. in the end this makes me feel like im letting them down and i know i should feel like this but some of my friend have been down and i wasn't there to help cheer them up.
another part of my stress as been my sister, ever since she broke it off with her boyfriend shes had to live with us and the thing about her is she will not shut up. she has been nagging me about every little thing i do and belittling me like i'm not doing much or complaining about something with my appearance. and she does this every time i get anywhere near her. shes family and i'll always love her as a sister but she is driving me up a wall and making it hard to walk around the house.
so guys i'm kind of at the point i feel like crashing and not talking to people for a while but i don't want to do that so i just don't know what to do
another part of my stress as been my sister, ever since she broke it off with her boyfriend shes had to live with us and the thing about her is she will not shut up. she has been nagging me about every little thing i do and belittling me like i'm not doing much or complaining about something with my appearance. and she does this every time i get anywhere near her. shes family and i'll always love her as a sister but she is driving me up a wall and making it hard to walk around the house.
so guys i'm kind of at the point i feel like crashing and not talking to people for a while but i don't want to do that so i just don't know what to do
another tmi tuesday
Posted 9 years agowhy not and while im at it let me sprinkle in some interesting fact
first my tongue can reach my nose and second i have no gag reflex (don't take those out of context.... or do if you want)
and the biggest fact of all. my Birthday is next month july 7th
anyways feel free to ask whatever you want and i will answer it truthfully
first my tongue can reach my nose and second i have no gag reflex (don't take those out of context.... or do if you want)
and the biggest fact of all. my Birthday is next month july 7th
anyways feel free to ask whatever you want and i will answer it truthfully
fine
Posted 9 years agoi'll get overwatch
don't give toxic people a second chance
Posted 9 years agoim sorry to anyone i took out some frustration on yesterday. i let someone get to me and instead of working it off i had a few drinks and did somethings i'm not proud of. im never one to lay out my problems on others so i should said something by now instead of letting it build
so my week hasn't been going well to start off with but the worst came Wednesday, on my home from work i had a tire blow on me and i almost got into a wreak but thankfully i wasn't. after i changed the tire i went straight to the shop to have it fixed and decided to have them all replace just because i haven't since i got the car. this meant i had to use money that was meant for Bronycon so as of this point i won't be going this year. this was very upsetting to me but i tryed to stay positive and not let it sour my week.
then came yesterday when i was greeted by an old friend. this story started 3-4 month ago after i had someone who was big on anti-fandom porn confront me about the stuff i've been getting. we had an argument and he made a threat he would try to alienate me from my friends and family with all of this. i convinced not to and we went are separate ways, then he showed up yesterday wanting to talk again and given my nature i gave him a second chance only for him to go and pull the same act again. he tried to convince that what i was doing was wrong and that i'm trying to compensate for something and he want me to give up all of this. he said i should never talk to anyone i made friends with on here ever again and so i had another argument and just blocked him entirely. after that i had a few drinks to just forget about the whole thing and it was at that point i took out a little frustration on somethings.
again i'm sorry if i did
so my week hasn't been going well to start off with but the worst came Wednesday, on my home from work i had a tire blow on me and i almost got into a wreak but thankfully i wasn't. after i changed the tire i went straight to the shop to have it fixed and decided to have them all replace just because i haven't since i got the car. this meant i had to use money that was meant for Bronycon so as of this point i won't be going this year. this was very upsetting to me but i tryed to stay positive and not let it sour my week.
then came yesterday when i was greeted by an old friend. this story started 3-4 month ago after i had someone who was big on anti-fandom porn confront me about the stuff i've been getting. we had an argument and he made a threat he would try to alienate me from my friends and family with all of this. i convinced not to and we went are separate ways, then he showed up yesterday wanting to talk again and given my nature i gave him a second chance only for him to go and pull the same act again. he tried to convince that what i was doing was wrong and that i'm trying to compensate for something and he want me to give up all of this. he said i should never talk to anyone i made friends with on here ever again and so i had another argument and just blocked him entirely. after that i had a few drinks to just forget about the whole thing and it was at that point i took out a little frustration on somethings.
again i'm sorry if i did
dragonzic big ol' update journal
Posted 9 years agoso i've been needing to to get this journal out for the past 2 weeks now but with everything thats been going on i haven't had the time to so here we go
first thing is i started my new job two weeks ago and everything has been going smoothly. i get the hours i need, the job is easier then the last one i had, the people are great to talk to, and everything is nice and clean. there are a few draw back though, it's more of a drive to get there but the worst thing i have to contend with.........
some of the stuff i work with contain glitter *shudders*
but i find the job a great fit for me as it allows me to do more with my life and with amazon making it way to Ohio the company is giving me 3 pay raises this year. one in june, july, and at the end of the year so yay more money.
now on to the next announcement, yesterday marked a point. sadly as of this moment i won't be taking up any commissions other then what i'm currently owed at least for a few months (3-4). this is because of a few reason first money, while i have not yet broken into my tax return i have plans on going to 2 conventions in july (i'll make an announcement on those soon once i have them figured out) so the rest of my funds are going towards that. another reason is my backlog is at close to 90 images. i've been hesitant to post some of it since it's kind of different but im finding you guys like the weird stiff so i just plan on posting it anyways so brace your butts for that
also i would like to note, i don't keep any of the stuff i have on my hard drive, it's all on a flash drive and it's all really disorganized so i will be working on cleaning that up to help with the posting process
another thing i wanted to say to is why i don't say "thanks for the watch or favs". when i started getting stuff i wasn't out to get popular or recognized for it. guys i do appreciate the watches and the favs but I'm more out to making friends then followers. so feel free to talk to me, i may not talk much but i will always reply to whatever you have to say to me. all i ask though is say something more then just "hi"
and now on to my last important announcement. as most of you have done this already due to the recent attack, i have created other accounts on other sites but i've been to lazy to start build them up or uploading to them, here soon i'll make a journal on all of them.
now then let throw in my opinion on the whole thing. i won't blame them for losing there source code or for the attack, but they could of done a lot better with the whole backup system. even given the attack FA is still the most used furry site i know but with the outage it brought about a lot of problems that made me realize how outdated some of FA is. so in my opinion i think they should rebuild FA from the ground up, again just my opinion.
so yeah thats it for updated if you have any questions or just something to say feel free to comment
first thing is i started my new job two weeks ago and everything has been going smoothly. i get the hours i need, the job is easier then the last one i had, the people are great to talk to, and everything is nice and clean. there are a few draw back though, it's more of a drive to get there but the worst thing i have to contend with.........
some of the stuff i work with contain glitter *shudders*
but i find the job a great fit for me as it allows me to do more with my life and with amazon making it way to Ohio the company is giving me 3 pay raises this year. one in june, july, and at the end of the year so yay more money.
now on to the next announcement, yesterday marked a point. sadly as of this moment i won't be taking up any commissions other then what i'm currently owed at least for a few months (3-4). this is because of a few reason first money, while i have not yet broken into my tax return i have plans on going to 2 conventions in july (i'll make an announcement on those soon once i have them figured out) so the rest of my funds are going towards that. another reason is my backlog is at close to 90 images. i've been hesitant to post some of it since it's kind of different but im finding you guys like the weird stiff so i just plan on posting it anyways so brace your butts for that
also i would like to note, i don't keep any of the stuff i have on my hard drive, it's all on a flash drive and it's all really disorganized so i will be working on cleaning that up to help with the posting process
another thing i wanted to say to is why i don't say "thanks for the watch or favs". when i started getting stuff i wasn't out to get popular or recognized for it. guys i do appreciate the watches and the favs but I'm more out to making friends then followers. so feel free to talk to me, i may not talk much but i will always reply to whatever you have to say to me. all i ask though is say something more then just "hi"
and now on to my last important announcement. as most of you have done this already due to the recent attack, i have created other accounts on other sites but i've been to lazy to start build them up or uploading to them, here soon i'll make a journal on all of them.
now then let throw in my opinion on the whole thing. i won't blame them for losing there source code or for the attack, but they could of done a lot better with the whole backup system. even given the attack FA is still the most used furry site i know but with the outage it brought about a lot of problems that made me realize how outdated some of FA is. so in my opinion i think they should rebuild FA from the ground up, again just my opinion.
so yeah thats it for updated if you have any questions or just something to say feel free to comment
some changes
Posted 9 years agoso with the FA attack i have to re upload some things plus i have some other things, in the mean time I've made one change to my profile page. also i got a new job, with real hours
characers and collabs
Posted 9 years agothis is a been a long journal coming and i plan on updating it as i go along
so i love to split commissions or get things involving your other peoples oc's so im making this journal for that it will be on who im doing collabs with and who can freely use my character and who wants to do collabs
who im sharing commissions with:
(have idea waiting on artist)
(posted)
(posted)
(being work on)
(discussing)
(posted)
(looking for an artist)
(project in October)
(discussing)
now on to the list of people who are allowed to use my characters freely:

(if you want be added to the list let me know, if i trust you enough i'll add ya)
if anyone wants to split a commission let me know i'd be happy to
so i love to split commissions or get things involving your other peoples oc's so im making this journal for that it will be on who im doing collabs with and who can freely use my character and who wants to do collabs
who im sharing commissions with:
(have idea waiting on artist)
(posted)
(posted)
(being work on)
(discussing)
(posted)
(looking for an artist)
(project in October)
(discussing)now on to the list of people who are allowed to use my characters freely:

(if you want be added to the list let me know, if i trust you enough i'll add ya)
if anyone wants to split a commission let me know i'd be happy to
Tmi Tuesday thing
Posted 9 years agoGo ahead ask anything you would like to know
Some updates coming soon
Posted 9 years agoSo as of late I've had a lot on plate, with work and other things. But for the past few days I've been having a bit of fun RPing with
portals2user and I've been thinking about opening up to doing more. But I've wondering how I'm going to list all the things I'm willing to do.
So here's my question to to you guys. Do you think I should f-list or just put it all in one journal.
The other thing I plan on doing too is writing up a journal on who I'm sharing commissions with and who can use my character freely that way I can keep track of things more easily
portals2user and I've been thinking about opening up to doing more. But I've wondering how I'm going to list all the things I'm willing to do.So here's my question to to you guys. Do you think I should f-list or just put it all in one journal.
The other thing I plan on doing too is writing up a journal on who I'm sharing commissions with and who can use my character freely that way I can keep track of things more easily
FA+
