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Should I quit drawing?
Posted 6 months agoHey.
Not particularly a vent per-say. Just asking a question in the most genuine, honest way.
Should I quit drawing, and stop art?
I know someone might say "you can just take a break / go on hiatus instead", but what's the point in saying that if I haven't drawn anything new in nearly 4 months? I haven't drawn at all, I haven't sketched or doodled, and I feel like my drive to draw is completely gone. Whenever I post new stuff, I never get the engagement I hoped to receive such as ideas or comments. I'm at a stalemate on what I should do next. I feel like people look at my art to say "oh, specific niche" and then just move on with their day. I do want to experiment more, but nothing really brings me the same happiness as what I usually draw. Lately? I haven't been feeling that energy or happiness. Especially with the Cavernomatosis I have in my brain, grandmom losing her fight to cancer, drama happening within the household with Grandad's friends, and well.. Life just hitting. Hitting so unbelievably hard that I feel like I'll never really enjoy stuff like art or music ever again.
I'm curious on what you guys think. I doubt anyone will even read this, especially the people with better things going on in their lives, but any answer (preferably yes or no with reasoning) would be very nice to hear. I don't know if this community really wants me around, and I don't know if the stuff I like or do is significant to anyone here. I mostly drew to put smiles on faces, and lately it feels like I haven't been doing that. I'm sure there's better artists that already draw the stuff I like but more consistently and better than me with better characters, so I wouldn't be too big of a loss.
Not particularly a vent per-say. Just asking a question in the most genuine, honest way.
Should I quit drawing, and stop art?
I know someone might say "you can just take a break / go on hiatus instead", but what's the point in saying that if I haven't drawn anything new in nearly 4 months? I haven't drawn at all, I haven't sketched or doodled, and I feel like my drive to draw is completely gone. Whenever I post new stuff, I never get the engagement I hoped to receive such as ideas or comments. I'm at a stalemate on what I should do next. I feel like people look at my art to say "oh, specific niche" and then just move on with their day. I do want to experiment more, but nothing really brings me the same happiness as what I usually draw. Lately? I haven't been feeling that energy or happiness. Especially with the Cavernomatosis I have in my brain, grandmom losing her fight to cancer, drama happening within the household with Grandad's friends, and well.. Life just hitting. Hitting so unbelievably hard that I feel like I'll never really enjoy stuff like art or music ever again.
I'm curious on what you guys think. I doubt anyone will even read this, especially the people with better things going on in their lives, but any answer (preferably yes or no with reasoning) would be very nice to hear. I don't know if this community really wants me around, and I don't know if the stuff I like or do is significant to anyone here. I mostly drew to put smiles on faces, and lately it feels like I haven't been doing that. I'm sure there's better artists that already draw the stuff I like but more consistently and better than me with better characters, so I wouldn't be too big of a loss.
DubieWubieWolf --> BubbleHowler
Posted 6 months agoHey, y'all!
After the recent update being released on FA where you can change your Display Name (Not your username), I decided to just make my display name the name I currently go by on social media, etc. You'll find me under the name BubbleHowler now. I will be going through all of my submissions and editing the tags to include 'bubblehowler' so that way my works pop up if anyone decides to search me! This is a nice little patch-up for not being able to change usernames, and I'm quite happy with the introduction of display names.
After the recent update being released on FA where you can change your Display Name (Not your username), I decided to just make my display name the name I currently go by on social media, etc. You'll find me under the name BubbleHowler now. I will be going through all of my submissions and editing the tags to include 'bubblehowler' so that way my works pop up if anyone decides to search me! This is a nice little patch-up for not being able to change usernames, and I'm quite happy with the introduction of display names.
Birthday today!
Posted 7 months agoHey, y'all!
Hittin' the big 21 today, everyone!
Hittin' the big 21 today, everyone!
Health Update - Grandmom passed away / may be homeless
Posted 8 months agoHey, everyone.
Aa the title suggests.. Grandmom passed on. She took her last breath on February 9th at 3:30pm. I was in the hospital with her during her final hours, but I unfortunately didn't get to see her pass. When I walked into that room, I already knew her time was close. They had her on life support, she wasn't talking clear words, and just.. I had never seen her in a worse state.. I'm just glad she's finally at peace. She took care of me my whole life when mom passed when I was 5 years old, and I returned that favor throughout the entire time I had known grandmom. She was the only one there for me. We had our fair share of drama, but we had even more positive memories and moments.
May she rest in peace, she will be missed..
Unfortunately for me, this means rent, and living will become significantly harder. She was helping by paying off more than half of the rent, and without her.. I wouldn't have even had a roof over my head. This means I'm going to have to try and keep this house otherwise I'll have nowhere to go, nowhere to live. I'm not going to ask for help though. This is my responsibility, not anyone else's.
This also means that "family I haven't seen in near decades are reaching out to me, and are trying to start shit with me and grandad. Trying to tell me "your grandad is a liar" or "you need to leave that house" and even "what are you doing with your life? Nothing?" Like I'M TRYING TO MOURN FOR GRANDMA RIGHT NOW SHUT UP. We were supposed to pitch in for grandmom's cremation, and when my grandad tried putting half of the money down, they didn't have the other half and they were physically trying to snatch the money from him. Turns out they had already payed for grandmom's cremation and used grandad's money to get all high and fucked up. What fucking family, right?
I'm in probably the worst spot of living right now, and none of this is helping with my new diagnosis, or just the fact that if I lose this house, I genuinely have nowhere to live. If anything happens to me, I apologize for making everyone uncomfortable. I apologize for never being there for anyone. I apologize for basically everything at this point.
Maybe If I was a better provider, she wouldn't be dear right now.
Aa the title suggests.. Grandmom passed on. She took her last breath on February 9th at 3:30pm. I was in the hospital with her during her final hours, but I unfortunately didn't get to see her pass. When I walked into that room, I already knew her time was close. They had her on life support, she wasn't talking clear words, and just.. I had never seen her in a worse state.. I'm just glad she's finally at peace. She took care of me my whole life when mom passed when I was 5 years old, and I returned that favor throughout the entire time I had known grandmom. She was the only one there for me. We had our fair share of drama, but we had even more positive memories and moments.
May she rest in peace, she will be missed..
Unfortunately for me, this means rent, and living will become significantly harder. She was helping by paying off more than half of the rent, and without her.. I wouldn't have even had a roof over my head. This means I'm going to have to try and keep this house otherwise I'll have nowhere to go, nowhere to live. I'm not going to ask for help though. This is my responsibility, not anyone else's.
This also means that "family I haven't seen in near decades are reaching out to me, and are trying to start shit with me and grandad. Trying to tell me "your grandad is a liar" or "you need to leave that house" and even "what are you doing with your life? Nothing?" Like I'M TRYING TO MOURN FOR GRANDMA RIGHT NOW SHUT UP. We were supposed to pitch in for grandmom's cremation, and when my grandad tried putting half of the money down, they didn't have the other half and they were physically trying to snatch the money from him. Turns out they had already payed for grandmom's cremation and used grandad's money to get all high and fucked up. What fucking family, right?
I'm in probably the worst spot of living right now, and none of this is helping with my new diagnosis, or just the fact that if I lose this house, I genuinely have nowhere to live. If anything happens to me, I apologize for making everyone uncomfortable. I apologize for never being there for anyone. I apologize for basically everything at this point.
Maybe If I was a better provider, she wouldn't be dear right now.
Health update - nearly died / new diagnosis
Posted 9 months agoHey, everyone.
As the journal says; my physical, or well in this case, mental health are on an absolute decline. I've been at the hospital, and just got back home a few days ago. I was rushed to the Emergency Room because I was having a seizure in my sleep. At first my room mate thought it was night terrors until I started screaming and sounding like I was choking, but that wasn't necessarily the case. Everyone tried waking me up, smacking me, pouring water on me, but absolutely nothing was budging. Eventually grandmom called 911 on me, and I was rushed outside into the ambulance. I woke up in the ambulance questioning why I was even in there with nothing but tubes and medical workers surrounding me trying to wake me up. Apparently my airways had been clogged, and I nearly choked and died from my sleep seizure.
I finally arrived at the hospital, and after many hours, I was finally called in to be tested on. Several urine tests, blood tests, CAT scans and MRIs later, they finally found out what was going on with me. After research, they concluded my brain was FILLED with "Cavernous Lesions / Malformations". Not one lesion, not ten lesions, it was an uncountable amount; even he sounded surprised. Normally it isn't a worry for patients with like one or two lesions, but the fact that these are covering my entire brain, my Neurologist warned it's a serious health risk for me. Cavernous Lesions are malformed blood vessels that latch onto or inside of the brain, and they are capable of bleeding (which caused my seizure, and can cause other symptoms such as stroke, headache, coma, and in some cases; Death). I have never experienced symptoms beforehand because with malformations, they usually don't develop symptoms until you reach adulthood (like me for example, I might have had around 3 - 4 sleep seizures in total ever since I turned 18.) My Neurologist also stated that with the amount I have, it's more than likely a chance I inherited them from a family member, either recessively, or passed down from dad (since mom never had this problem).
For now, I'll be taking seizure-preventative medication for it since that's been the only symptom I've seen, but for now, there isn't too much I can do with the malformations / lesions. My Neurologist said that death isn't necessarily unlikely and it can happen with how many I have, but he told me the ultimate cure for these lesions is for me to manage my stress and my blood pressure, as the two can cause the lesions to burst and bleed. if I do get stressed again symptoms can be much worse such as the symptoms I've listed already.
I didn't know I was having seizures, or well, I knew I was having them, I just didn't know that's what it felt like. Nor did I want to get it checked out since I'm still taking care of my grandmom with stage 4 lung cancer, and my uncle dealing with sepsis (that almost killed him).
I've been taking the prescribed medication and I'm already off to a horrible start. I'm already feeling the symptoms my Neurologist warned me of, which consist of extreme mood swings (I snapped at several friends because of it), extreme fatigue, memory loss, and general confusion on what's going on, what will happen to me, etc. He said it will take time to adjust to the effects of the drugs, but I'm just incredibly worried about myself, my health in general, and what this means for me and my future since my Neurologist said I may never be able to drive or do any hard physical labor for the next 6 months - 1 year.
I just don't really like this change, or the fact that this is a new excuse for me to not finish stuff. I still need to finish my GED, I still need to start working a job, I need to learn how to drive, and now with this new diagnosis, I'm essentially hindered from accomplishing those things I should have already accomplished. I want to take it easy for now, but I feel like an absolute burden with how long I'm taking to learn this stuff compared to my friends for example. People tell me to not worry but now.. Now I just have an even bigger reason to worry, because what happens if I do inevitably die, albeit soon? What legacy will I have??
As the journal says; my physical, or well in this case, mental health are on an absolute decline. I've been at the hospital, and just got back home a few days ago. I was rushed to the Emergency Room because I was having a seizure in my sleep. At first my room mate thought it was night terrors until I started screaming and sounding like I was choking, but that wasn't necessarily the case. Everyone tried waking me up, smacking me, pouring water on me, but absolutely nothing was budging. Eventually grandmom called 911 on me, and I was rushed outside into the ambulance. I woke up in the ambulance questioning why I was even in there with nothing but tubes and medical workers surrounding me trying to wake me up. Apparently my airways had been clogged, and I nearly choked and died from my sleep seizure.
I finally arrived at the hospital, and after many hours, I was finally called in to be tested on. Several urine tests, blood tests, CAT scans and MRIs later, they finally found out what was going on with me. After research, they concluded my brain was FILLED with "Cavernous Lesions / Malformations". Not one lesion, not ten lesions, it was an uncountable amount; even he sounded surprised. Normally it isn't a worry for patients with like one or two lesions, but the fact that these are covering my entire brain, my Neurologist warned it's a serious health risk for me. Cavernous Lesions are malformed blood vessels that latch onto or inside of the brain, and they are capable of bleeding (which caused my seizure, and can cause other symptoms such as stroke, headache, coma, and in some cases; Death). I have never experienced symptoms beforehand because with malformations, they usually don't develop symptoms until you reach adulthood (like me for example, I might have had around 3 - 4 sleep seizures in total ever since I turned 18.) My Neurologist also stated that with the amount I have, it's more than likely a chance I inherited them from a family member, either recessively, or passed down from dad (since mom never had this problem).
For now, I'll be taking seizure-preventative medication for it since that's been the only symptom I've seen, but for now, there isn't too much I can do with the malformations / lesions. My Neurologist said that death isn't necessarily unlikely and it can happen with how many I have, but he told me the ultimate cure for these lesions is for me to manage my stress and my blood pressure, as the two can cause the lesions to burst and bleed. if I do get stressed again symptoms can be much worse such as the symptoms I've listed already.
I didn't know I was having seizures, or well, I knew I was having them, I just didn't know that's what it felt like. Nor did I want to get it checked out since I'm still taking care of my grandmom with stage 4 lung cancer, and my uncle dealing with sepsis (that almost killed him).
I've been taking the prescribed medication and I'm already off to a horrible start. I'm already feeling the symptoms my Neurologist warned me of, which consist of extreme mood swings (I snapped at several friends because of it), extreme fatigue, memory loss, and general confusion on what's going on, what will happen to me, etc. He said it will take time to adjust to the effects of the drugs, but I'm just incredibly worried about myself, my health in general, and what this means for me and my future since my Neurologist said I may never be able to drive or do any hard physical labor for the next 6 months - 1 year.
I just don't really like this change, or the fact that this is a new excuse for me to not finish stuff. I still need to finish my GED, I still need to start working a job, I need to learn how to drive, and now with this new diagnosis, I'm essentially hindered from accomplishing those things I should have already accomplished. I want to take it easy for now, but I feel like an absolute burden with how long I'm taking to learn this stuff compared to my friends for example. People tell me to not worry but now.. Now I just have an even bigger reason to worry, because what happens if I do inevitably die, albeit soon? What legacy will I have??
Limiting my extrovertedness
Posted 10 months agoHey, y'all.
It's something I've been feeling like I've been needing to do for a while now, and with how today went, I think it's the final straw I start secluding myself more and more. I've tried being so open to people, I've tried letting people know that I'm here to be a friend. In the end, it's just ended up getting me taken advantage of, become even more stressed, and hurt in the end. Of course, y'all are still welcome to join my Discord server, but I won't be accepting random friend requests anymore, like I was in the past. I want to start getting to know people without direct contact before I actually reach out (meaning my server of course). Just with how sick grandmom is, with where I am in life, and just who I am in general, I think the last thing I need is people hurting me. If you were hoping to reach out to me, I apologize. I'm not looking to talk to new people right now. It hurts really bad that I've come to this, but if I'm going to get better, I need to do this for myself.
It's something I've been feeling like I've been needing to do for a while now, and with how today went, I think it's the final straw I start secluding myself more and more. I've tried being so open to people, I've tried letting people know that I'm here to be a friend. In the end, it's just ended up getting me taken advantage of, become even more stressed, and hurt in the end. Of course, y'all are still welcome to join my Discord server, but I won't be accepting random friend requests anymore, like I was in the past. I want to start getting to know people without direct contact before I actually reach out (meaning my server of course). Just with how sick grandmom is, with where I am in life, and just who I am in general, I think the last thing I need is people hurting me. If you were hoping to reach out to me, I apologize. I'm not looking to talk to new people right now. It hurts really bad that I've come to this, but if I'm going to get better, I need to do this for myself.
Friendly reminder; I'm on Bluesky!
Posted a year agoHey, y'all!
First and foremost, I really do hope everyone's been enjoying the sudden influx of sketching motivation from me! I've been having a blast drawing stuff! I do plan to sketch even more soon, but for now, I'm a bit burned from it x3
Second, you heard the title right, I've (had) a Bluesky for quite a while now, and I just wanted to remind everyone that I exclusively post my artwork on FurAffinity, and Bluesky! Why not give me a follow there? (I do also have a few lists you should check out!)
https://bsky.app/profile/bubblehowler.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/bubblehowler.bsky.social
Stay safe, and take care, y'all!
First and foremost, I really do hope everyone's been enjoying the sudden influx of sketching motivation from me! I've been having a blast drawing stuff! I do plan to sketch even more soon, but for now, I'm a bit burned from it x3
Second, you heard the title right, I've (had) a Bluesky for quite a while now, and I just wanted to remind everyone that I exclusively post my artwork on FurAffinity, and Bluesky! Why not give me a follow there? (I do also have a few lists you should check out!)
https://bsky.app/profile/bubblehowler.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/bubblehowler.bsky.social
Stay safe, and take care, y'all!
Just a heads-up (regarding my artwork)
Posted a year agoHey, everyone!
I just wanted to make a post regarding my artwork, more specifically, all of the artwork that's within my scraps.. Recently, I removed a lot of my works in scraps, more specifically the art pieces that I don't really feel comfortable looking at anymore. However this isn't a bad thing in the slightest. For a while, I had been wanting to post more of my casual sketches on FurAffinity, and with me removing my older works, I feel like it'll open up more opportunities / motivate me to start posting more casual stuff! As for my old art? All of my stuff, including some rather uncomforting pieces with people I don't associate with anymore, are all on FurArchiver! If you ever feel the need to look at some of my older stuff, my FurArchiver artist search is avaliable on there!
As for now, here's to hoping I can finally start uploading some of my sketches heheh.
I just wanted to make a post regarding my artwork, more specifically, all of the artwork that's within my scraps.. Recently, I removed a lot of my works in scraps, more specifically the art pieces that I don't really feel comfortable looking at anymore. However this isn't a bad thing in the slightest. For a while, I had been wanting to post more of my casual sketches on FurAffinity, and with me removing my older works, I feel like it'll open up more opportunities / motivate me to start posting more casual stuff! As for my old art? All of my stuff, including some rather uncomforting pieces with people I don't associate with anymore, are all on FurArchiver! If you ever feel the need to look at some of my older stuff, my FurArchiver artist search is avaliable on there!
As for now, here's to hoping I can finally start uploading some of my sketches heheh.
Update regarding my username across media
Posted a year agoHey y'all!
I would like to announce that, to the best of my ability, I have completely changed my online username across websites. you've probably already noticed my username on Discord has changed, and indeed it has! I am here to spread information regarding it.
So what's with the name change?
From now on, I've completely moved names from "DJ_JamesTheWolf" / "JamesTheWolf" to "BubbleHowler"! Why did I change my name? JamesTheWolf didn't really feel unique, sounded long, and was just pretty boring. I never liked it to begin with, but just went with it until I could find myself something better to use. I feel like BubbleHowler entraps my interests perfectly, and just sounds clean, catchy, and brandy as well. I feel like BubbleHowler will stick with me for a very long time, and it will embed itself within the community at some point in time when I decide to draw more.
What does this mean for James?
This means absolutely nothing for James, and won't affect him in any way, shape or form! He will still be my sona, and he will continue to be drawn! James is technically the Bubble Howler himself to be fair!
For most websites, such as Twitter, Bluesky, YouTube, and here, I have the updated BubbleHowler name, but for websites like FurAffinity, I'll remain the same until a name change update rolls out. Thank you for understanding!
FurAffinity - DubieWubieWolf
Twitter - BubbleHowler
Bluesky - BubbleHowler
YouTube - BubbleHowler
Weasyl - BubbleHowler
Discord - bubblehowler (duh)
I just wanted to post this here just in case anyone thinks I'm being impersonated on social media, which I'm not. I just wanted to finalize my community name!
I would like to announce that, to the best of my ability, I have completely changed my online username across websites. you've probably already noticed my username on Discord has changed, and indeed it has! I am here to spread information regarding it.
So what's with the name change?
From now on, I've completely moved names from "DJ_JamesTheWolf" / "JamesTheWolf" to "BubbleHowler"! Why did I change my name? JamesTheWolf didn't really feel unique, sounded long, and was just pretty boring. I never liked it to begin with, but just went with it until I could find myself something better to use. I feel like BubbleHowler entraps my interests perfectly, and just sounds clean, catchy, and brandy as well. I feel like BubbleHowler will stick with me for a very long time, and it will embed itself within the community at some point in time when I decide to draw more.
What does this mean for James?
This means absolutely nothing for James, and won't affect him in any way, shape or form! He will still be my sona, and he will continue to be drawn! James is technically the Bubble Howler himself to be fair!
For most websites, such as Twitter, Bluesky, YouTube, and here, I have the updated BubbleHowler name, but for websites like FurAffinity, I'll remain the same until a name change update rolls out. Thank you for understanding!
FurAffinity - DubieWubieWolf
Twitter - BubbleHowler
Bluesky - BubbleHowler
YouTube - BubbleHowler
Weasyl - BubbleHowler
Discord - bubblehowler (duh)
I just wanted to post this here just in case anyone thinks I'm being impersonated on social media, which I'm not. I just wanted to finalize my community name!
Today's my birthday!!
Posted a year agoHey, y'all!!
It's the woofer's birthday today!! I have officially turned 20! Oh man.. I plan to be a bit busy today, but I'll be sure to chat with anyone if anybody does want to!
It's the woofer's birthday today!! I have officially turned 20! Oh man.. I plan to be a bit busy today, but I'll be sure to chat with anyone if anybody does want to!
Feeling done with everything | Vent
Posted 2 years agoHey, y'all.
I really hate making vents on here, but genuinely, I don't know who to go to regarding venting anymore. I already feel like I've hurt multiple friends, but less importantly, I feel like I'm just continuing to hurt myself. I've been wanting to draw again really badly, but whenever I try to have fun doing it, I just hurt myself more and more, negatively telling myself how "this" or "that" could be a lot better, that I'm sloppy, that I'm drawing for no reason if other people are doing it better than me. At first, I was drawing because it genuinely made me happy, but now it feels like I draw because I like the attention that comes with it, which I already know is INCREDIBLY unhealthy. Not even just that, but whenever I do draw, thoughts always kick in, telling me "your mom really died in a car accident for you to draw this" or "your grandmom is dying and this is how you cope with it?".. everyone tells me that I need to overcome those thoughts, but the progressively get worse and worse, but I just lie and tell people that I'm feeling better, even though I'm not.
What does this mean for my art?
I'm still not entirely sure. I've been taken advantage of, manipulated, and mentally drained to draw so much that I really don't know if I want to continue with it anymore, and I've been feeling like this this entire year, yet I still force myself to make new art because I fear if I don't, I'll lose all of my friends, and I'll lose myself as a person. The stuff I draw, I get a lot of enjoyment out of, but I can't enjoy it when I'm making it. So now I'm just in this loop of feeling awful about myself, getting motivation, forcing myself to draw while giving myself the most destructive criticism, and just feeling even more miserable after every piece I make. I genuinely don't know what to do anymore, or how to help myself.
How is Grandmom?
She's okay at most. She keeps telling me that she's recovering just fine, but I know she isn't. She just wants me to feel comfortable, but she needs to know that no matter how hurtful the truth is, I need to hear it for myself. She always says she's fine, but follows up to talking about her affairs, and her cremation. It's fucking with me in all the worst ways. She keeps crying, and worrying about how I'll do when she's gone, and honestly? She has every right to. I don't even know what's going to happen to me when she passes. We're already so financially struggling that I wouldn't be surprised if I'd be on the streets when she passes. As much as I want to say that I'll be fine, I really won't. She's the last family I really have. Every family member that passed took a piece of myself with them, and now it's to the point where I hardly even know myself anymore. Suicide has been on my mind, but I'm really trying to avoid that topic, but I sleep comfortable with a knife on my nightstand, knowing that if it gets any worse, there's another option. Yet, I never bring myself into doing it, life is too valuable.
I'm sorry, I felt like venting, because in my mind, I'm feeling ignored by pretty much everyone. I absolutely hate venting to people, let alone, to the public. Please don't take any of this to heart.
I really hate making vents on here, but genuinely, I don't know who to go to regarding venting anymore. I already feel like I've hurt multiple friends, but less importantly, I feel like I'm just continuing to hurt myself. I've been wanting to draw again really badly, but whenever I try to have fun doing it, I just hurt myself more and more, negatively telling myself how "this" or "that" could be a lot better, that I'm sloppy, that I'm drawing for no reason if other people are doing it better than me. At first, I was drawing because it genuinely made me happy, but now it feels like I draw because I like the attention that comes with it, which I already know is INCREDIBLY unhealthy. Not even just that, but whenever I do draw, thoughts always kick in, telling me "your mom really died in a car accident for you to draw this" or "your grandmom is dying and this is how you cope with it?".. everyone tells me that I need to overcome those thoughts, but the progressively get worse and worse, but I just lie and tell people that I'm feeling better, even though I'm not.
What does this mean for my art?
I'm still not entirely sure. I've been taken advantage of, manipulated, and mentally drained to draw so much that I really don't know if I want to continue with it anymore, and I've been feeling like this this entire year, yet I still force myself to make new art because I fear if I don't, I'll lose all of my friends, and I'll lose myself as a person. The stuff I draw, I get a lot of enjoyment out of, but I can't enjoy it when I'm making it. So now I'm just in this loop of feeling awful about myself, getting motivation, forcing myself to draw while giving myself the most destructive criticism, and just feeling even more miserable after every piece I make. I genuinely don't know what to do anymore, or how to help myself.
How is Grandmom?
She's okay at most. She keeps telling me that she's recovering just fine, but I know she isn't. She just wants me to feel comfortable, but she needs to know that no matter how hurtful the truth is, I need to hear it for myself. She always says she's fine, but follows up to talking about her affairs, and her cremation. It's fucking with me in all the worst ways. She keeps crying, and worrying about how I'll do when she's gone, and honestly? She has every right to. I don't even know what's going to happen to me when she passes. We're already so financially struggling that I wouldn't be surprised if I'd be on the streets when she passes. As much as I want to say that I'll be fine, I really won't. She's the last family I really have. Every family member that passed took a piece of myself with them, and now it's to the point where I hardly even know myself anymore. Suicide has been on my mind, but I'm really trying to avoid that topic, but I sleep comfortable with a knife on my nightstand, knowing that if it gets any worse, there's another option. Yet, I never bring myself into doing it, life is too valuable.
I'm sorry, I felt like venting, because in my mind, I'm feeling ignored by pretty much everyone. I absolutely hate venting to people, let alone, to the public. Please don't take any of this to heart.
Merry Christmas, y'all!
Posted 2 years agoHey, y'all!
Merry freakin' Christmas! I know I've been silent here, but I might as well wish y'all happy holidays, and the best of luck! Stay safe out there, and take care!
Merry freakin' Christmas! I know I've been silent here, but I might as well wish y'all happy holidays, and the best of luck! Stay safe out there, and take care!
Discord Server / General cancer update.
Posted 2 years agoHey, Y'all.
Hoping everything's been good for everyone. For me? It's been getting tougher to even stay active. Update on Grandmom's stage 4 lung cancer, the hospital discovered that the side effects from her chemotherapy have been really bad. Ever since her chemotherapy procedure, there has been a really bad fluid buildup consisting of cancer. We found out about this because in her sleep, she was having breathing problems, and went into shock. She nearly died that night. She's back home, but now she has a tube connected to the front of her stomach. We have to empty it every day otherwise she'll go into shock. I've been really busy taking care of her, and it's been so draining to the point where I just do not want to continue art, music, or gaming anymore. I feel like.. no, I AM inclined to taking care of her for as much time as she has left. I deeply apologize for not posting any artwork, or even picking up a pencil in the first place. Hopefully this doesn't cause me to lose watchers.
As for my Discord server, I only really bring it up because the last thing that even keeps me happy is being able to talk to people. I wasn't in the mood to make two seperate journals, and I am not in any way, shape or form only advertising my discord because "cancer" is in the journal title. Being able to talk to new people helps me get my mind off of all of my problems that I'm going through. I cannot stress this enough, It does not matter who you are, or what you like, I absolutely LOVE talking to new people, and like I said, it helps me cope with all my current life problems. I only ask of you guys to join, but please do not feel inclined to doing so. All of you are wonderful, and thank you for taking the time to read my Journal.
I promise when all of this blows away, I'll be more active. <3
Discord username - dj_jamesthewolf
Discord server - https://discord.gg/X7sFcVZt2F - KEEP IN MIND: this is an 18+ server, any minors that join will instantly be kicked until they are of age to join.
Hoping everything's been good for everyone. For me? It's been getting tougher to even stay active. Update on Grandmom's stage 4 lung cancer, the hospital discovered that the side effects from her chemotherapy have been really bad. Ever since her chemotherapy procedure, there has been a really bad fluid buildup consisting of cancer. We found out about this because in her sleep, she was having breathing problems, and went into shock. She nearly died that night. She's back home, but now she has a tube connected to the front of her stomach. We have to empty it every day otherwise she'll go into shock. I've been really busy taking care of her, and it's been so draining to the point where I just do not want to continue art, music, or gaming anymore. I feel like.. no, I AM inclined to taking care of her for as much time as she has left. I deeply apologize for not posting any artwork, or even picking up a pencil in the first place. Hopefully this doesn't cause me to lose watchers.
As for my Discord server, I only really bring it up because the last thing that even keeps me happy is being able to talk to people. I wasn't in the mood to make two seperate journals, and I am not in any way, shape or form only advertising my discord because "cancer" is in the journal title. Being able to talk to new people helps me get my mind off of all of my problems that I'm going through. I cannot stress this enough, It does not matter who you are, or what you like, I absolutely LOVE talking to new people, and like I said, it helps me cope with all my current life problems. I only ask of you guys to join, but please do not feel inclined to doing so. All of you are wonderful, and thank you for taking the time to read my Journal.
I promise when all of this blows away, I'll be more active. <3
Discord username - dj_jamesthewolf
Discord server - https://discord.gg/X7sFcVZt2F - KEEP IN MIND: this is an 18+ server, any minors that join will instantly be kicked until they are of age to join.
I made a bluesky account (and a small vent)
Posted 2 years agoHey, y'all
I finally got around to making a bluesky account. I've had a twitter for a while, but the platform is going downhill FAST, and everyone told me to switch to Bluesky- I'm not too invested on newer social media, so I was a bit iffy on the topic of making a bluesky, but hey, look at me now. There is a chance I may start posting on there just to get my rep out there, but if I do, chances are some stuff might even be exlusive there for personal reasons-
Follow me jamesthewolf.bsky.social
In reguards to everything else happening, I haven't really been too happy recently. My grandma's been feeling really sick, and she came back from the hospital almost a week ago. The doctors arrived at our house a few days ago with the test results on why she's been feeling sick, and it's because she has Severe lung cancer.. They warned me that there is an unknown amount of time I really have with her left, but I will ALWAYS be by her side helping her. Cancer's something that runs throughout our family, so it was unfortunately an expected result.
I sincerely apologize for being inactive, if I do become inactive (reguarding on how much I've been posting recently, drawing has been insanely fun)
I finally got around to making a bluesky account. I've had a twitter for a while, but the platform is going downhill FAST, and everyone told me to switch to Bluesky- I'm not too invested on newer social media, so I was a bit iffy on the topic of making a bluesky, but hey, look at me now. There is a chance I may start posting on there just to get my rep out there, but if I do, chances are some stuff might even be exlusive there for personal reasons-
Follow me jamesthewolf.bsky.social
In reguards to everything else happening, I haven't really been too happy recently. My grandma's been feeling really sick, and she came back from the hospital almost a week ago. The doctors arrived at our house a few days ago with the test results on why she's been feeling sick, and it's because she has Severe lung cancer.. They warned me that there is an unknown amount of time I really have with her left, but I will ALWAYS be by her side helping her. Cancer's something that runs throughout our family, so it was unfortunately an expected result.
I sincerely apologize for being inactive, if I do become inactive (reguarding on how much I've been posting recently, drawing has been insanely fun)
I'm bored and it's the AM's. Hit me up!
Posted 2 years agoBored out of my mind, and I really wanna talk to some people~ it can be about anything honestly-
If y'all wanna talk, friend me on Discord @ DJ_JamesTheWolf (try it lowercased if it doesn't work)
If y'all wanna talk, friend me on Discord @ DJ_JamesTheWolf (try it lowercased if it doesn't work)
Where i've been
Posted 2 years agoHey, y'all!
First off, I sincerely want to apologize for the massive amounts of quietness. What have I been doing? Not-so much of art, that's for sure. I never meant to be this silent, but I hope you all can understand.
About my art? I guess I've just lost all motivation to really draw. Every time I try to get back on Krita, or any other drawing software of mine, I can't even stay on there for longer than 10 minutes. Even just sketching out a body, it gets incredibly difficult having confidence in myself to either finish what I started, or to just think that it will even be a good piece. Something I'm trying my hardest to work on, but unfortunately has been a challenge since the day I uploaded here.
Recently however, I finally made a proper reference sheet for my howling dork James. It's packed with info, and is just so much more better than the original one I had for the longest time. I'm excited to finally upload it, and hopefully y'all will like it!
Other than that, Sincerest apologies for the drainage of motivation. Just.. a lot of stuff happening in the real world, y'know?
First off, I sincerely want to apologize for the massive amounts of quietness. What have I been doing? Not-so much of art, that's for sure. I never meant to be this silent, but I hope you all can understand.
About my art? I guess I've just lost all motivation to really draw. Every time I try to get back on Krita, or any other drawing software of mine, I can't even stay on there for longer than 10 minutes. Even just sketching out a body, it gets incredibly difficult having confidence in myself to either finish what I started, or to just think that it will even be a good piece. Something I'm trying my hardest to work on, but unfortunately has been a challenge since the day I uploaded here.
Recently however, I finally made a proper reference sheet for my howling dork James. It's packed with info, and is just so much more better than the original one I had for the longest time. I'm excited to finally upload it, and hopefully y'all will like it!
Other than that, Sincerest apologies for the drainage of motivation. Just.. a lot of stuff happening in the real world, y'know?
I have a Discord Server!
Posted 2 years agoHeya!
I just wanted to say that I do in fact have a Discord Server, and I've had it for about a year. The problem is nobody really cares, or wants to join it, so I'm putting this link here in case if anyone wants to chat-it-up with me, or just chill (Since there's like 12 people there)
Any accepted invites would be greatly appreciated! ^^
- Users 16+ or above is recommended for my own sake
- The invite will expire in 7 days
https://discord.gg/cYjSaCYa
I just wanted to say that I do in fact have a Discord Server, and I've had it for about a year. The problem is nobody really cares, or wants to join it, so I'm putting this link here in case if anyone wants to chat-it-up with me, or just chill (Since there's like 12 people there)
Any accepted invites would be greatly appreciated! ^^
- Users 16+ or above is recommended for my own sake
- The invite will expire in 7 days
https://discord.gg/cYjSaCYa
Art thief on the loose!
Posted 2 years agoHey, y'all!
Wanted to let you know that there is an art thief on the lose! Didn't bother commenting on their profile because I'm not good at arguments, but here they are. They are stealing, and tracing over Bleuxwolf's artwork (Which is funny because you can LITERALLY see the picture they are tracing off of), and hopefully FA takes their profile down.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/neothedirtygen/
Wanted to let you know that there is an art thief on the lose! Didn't bother commenting on their profile because I'm not good at arguments, but here they are. They are stealing, and tracing over Bleuxwolf's artwork (Which is funny because you can LITERALLY see the picture they are tracing off of), and hopefully FA takes their profile down.
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/neothedirtygen/
Question: Should I upload sketches?
Posted 3 years agoHey y'all!
I wanted to ask a genuine question: Should I upload sketches here? Sometimes I get ideas to draw sketches, which is just some lineart, but not fully colored or detailed. I've felt like uploading some, but I feel as if it would clutter my gallery. Do you guys want to see some of the ideas I've drew?
All answers appreciated!
I wanted to ask a genuine question: Should I upload sketches here? Sometimes I get ideas to draw sketches, which is just some lineart, but not fully colored or detailed. I've felt like uploading some, but I feel as if it would clutter my gallery. Do you guys want to see some of the ideas I've drew?
All answers appreciated!
Where to find (not) me:
Posted 3 years agoHey y'all!
Just wanted to say where else you can find me. NOWHERE! FA has been a very comfortable place for me to be, and I have absolutely no plans on leaving. I do in fact have a twitter, but I only use it to look at artists that aren't on FA. I don't really like the platform, especially because of all the depressed negativity, but that's just me. I will NEVER post there. I've noticed everyone's making Itaku and Mastodon accounts, but not me. I heard Mastodon is pretty bad, and Itaku... it just gets shoved in my face that it's a "better FA" and I seriously get tired of it. I also have a deviantart account, but again, only for following and watching artists that aren't on here. I don't really have plans to grow my social media span, and I probably won't. The only places you can find me, and my art is on FA, Discord, and my website affiliated with my alt account.
Thank you for listening to me ramble on about social media. I just hate that people expect me to join other platforms, but honestly, I don't really need to. I'm nice, and comfy here just as much as I am on Discord.
Just wanted to say where else you can find me. NOWHERE! FA has been a very comfortable place for me to be, and I have absolutely no plans on leaving. I do in fact have a twitter, but I only use it to look at artists that aren't on FA. I don't really like the platform, especially because of all the depressed negativity, but that's just me. I will NEVER post there. I've noticed everyone's making Itaku and Mastodon accounts, but not me. I heard Mastodon is pretty bad, and Itaku... it just gets shoved in my face that it's a "better FA" and I seriously get tired of it. I also have a deviantart account, but again, only for following and watching artists that aren't on here. I don't really have plans to grow my social media span, and I probably won't. The only places you can find me, and my art is on FA, Discord, and my website affiliated with my alt account.
Thank you for listening to me ramble on about social media. I just hate that people expect me to join other platforms, but honestly, I don't really need to. I'm nice, and comfy here just as much as I am on Discord.
Art offer nearly complete!
Posted 3 years agohey y'all!
I just wanted to say the art offer is nearly done! Just finishing me and Louie together, and then all of the pictures will be uploaded to my profile.
If you participated, you may post yourcharacter on your profile, and on FA only please! I don't like seeing my works on other platforms, especially because I mostly use FA to upload art. Would be appreciated! ^^
I will also be working on a small story for the giant group photo as well!
I just wanted to say the art offer is nearly done! Just finishing me and Louie together, and then all of the pictures will be uploaded to my profile.
If you participated, you may post yourcharacter on your profile, and on FA only please! I don't like seeing my works on other platforms, especially because I mostly use FA to upload art. Would be appreciated! ^^
I will also be working on a small story for the giant group photo as well!
A Merry Christmas from James!
Posted 3 years agoHey y'all!
I just wanted to say merry Christmas! I sincerely hope all of you are having a blast. That be hanging out with your family, or even your friends! We've all come so far, and despite how awful the recent years have been, we still continue to grow strong! Keep pushing yourself to do the things you love, and never EVER give up!
I also wanted to say that the free drawings are coming out splendidly! 9 out of the 12 drawings are completed, and if you would like to see the progress, be sure to check out this journal below:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10417077/
It shows all the people currently done. I won't post any of the drawings until EVERYBODY is completed. Each character will have two variants as well. One where they are by themselves on the painting (which is safe to upload on profiles), and another where everybody's present (Which will only stay on my profile, permission would be too hard to ask of everybody)
Anyways, I sincerely do hope you all enjoy this Christmas, and a happy new year!
I just wanted to say merry Christmas! I sincerely hope all of you are having a blast. That be hanging out with your family, or even your friends! We've all come so far, and despite how awful the recent years have been, we still continue to grow strong! Keep pushing yourself to do the things you love, and never EVER give up!
I also wanted to say that the free drawings are coming out splendidly! 9 out of the 12 drawings are completed, and if you would like to see the progress, be sure to check out this journal below:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10417077/
It shows all the people currently done. I won't post any of the drawings until EVERYBODY is completed. Each character will have two variants as well. One where they are by themselves on the painting (which is safe to upload on profiles), and another where everybody's present (Which will only stay on my profile, permission would be too hard to ask of everybody)
Anyways, I sincerely do hope you all enjoy this Christmas, and a happy new year!
Art offer progress
Posted 3 years agoThis is simply a progress list to keep me organized, so please ignore this.
Bubbled furs:
1 -
DubieWubieWolf and 
LouieFox - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13851181/ - Bubble color: Blue - Notes: Was fun drawing the both of us! Thanks, Louie for including me!
2 - 
TheFoxPrince11 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35232496/ - Bubble color: Blue - Notes: (None)
3 - 
CaramelFluffy - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50214411/ - Bubble color: Green - Notes: Such a cute chihuahua! It was a pleasure for James to catch him! Also, just a really cool dude in general XP
4 - 
Dingofan - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35568392/ - Bubble color: Red - Notes: Was super kind, and was incredibly motivating! Hope to draw characters of yours again!
5 - 
Zerio - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37307645/ - Bubble color: Teal - Notes: Despite having a super complicated sona with lots of patterns, It was fun trying to perfect them into my own style :)
6 - 
ccaesar218 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47251975/ - Bubble color: Blue - Notes: Helped me with colors, and is in-general super nice!
7 - 
SquirrellyJay - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33311933/ - Bubble color: Purple - Notes: Super freakin' cute sona!! Am super glad I was able to draw him in all of his toony glory!
8 - 
ArcusMike99 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25147958/ - Bubble color: Christmas Ornament [Red and Green] - Notes: Supa freakin' cute sona, and was very helpful during art
9 - 
furrycommissioner55 - https://drive.google.com/drive/fold.....l99SnGBTIwR7Tu - Bubble color: Green - Notes: Was super helpful during the finalizing of my drawing, and was a pretty cool person to talk to!
10 - 
Kyros_Wuffy - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26212913/ - Bubble color: Snotty / Dark Green - Notes: Most complicated sona of them all! Was definitely fun to draw, and I love the appearance of the slimy, snotty bubble!
11 - 
coasterrider1 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23906464/ - Bubble color: Cyan - Notes: (None)
12 - 
CyblesopSudonia - In apology, he will receive an extra slot. - Bubble color: Soap [Pink, Green, and teal] - Notes: Was super generous, helpful, and supportive when I drew him. Despite being my first take on drawing a protogen, it came out great, and I couldn't thank him enough!
Unbubbled furs:
None! Thanks for participating, everyone! It means a lot to do this giant group photo project, and I sincerely hope you all had a great Christmas, and an amazing new year!
This was hosted on December 22nd, 2022, and was finished on December 27th, 2022.
All characters that participated are © to their rightful owners. Please do not wrongfully condone, especially wrongfully steal the works of mine, or anyone that participated. This may be reuploaded on FA only With proper crediting that I created it. Thank you for listening.
Bubbled furs:
1 -
DubieWubieWolf and 
LouieFox - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/13851181/ - Bubble color: Blue - Notes: Was fun drawing the both of us! Thanks, Louie for including me!2 -
TheFoxPrince11 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35232496/ - Bubble color: Blue - Notes: (None)3 -
CaramelFluffy - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50214411/ - Bubble color: Green - Notes: Such a cute chihuahua! It was a pleasure for James to catch him! Also, just a really cool dude in general XP4 -
Dingofan - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35568392/ - Bubble color: Red - Notes: Was super kind, and was incredibly motivating! Hope to draw characters of yours again!5 -
Zerio - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37307645/ - Bubble color: Teal - Notes: Despite having a super complicated sona with lots of patterns, It was fun trying to perfect them into my own style :)6 -
ccaesar218 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47251975/ - Bubble color: Blue - Notes: Helped me with colors, and is in-general super nice!7 -
SquirrellyJay - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33311933/ - Bubble color: Purple - Notes: Super freakin' cute sona!! Am super glad I was able to draw him in all of his toony glory!8 -
ArcusMike99 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25147958/ - Bubble color: Christmas Ornament [Red and Green] - Notes: Supa freakin' cute sona, and was very helpful during art9 -
furrycommissioner55 - https://drive.google.com/drive/fold.....l99SnGBTIwR7Tu - Bubble color: Green - Notes: Was super helpful during the finalizing of my drawing, and was a pretty cool person to talk to!10 -
Kyros_Wuffy - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26212913/ - Bubble color: Snotty / Dark Green - Notes: Most complicated sona of them all! Was definitely fun to draw, and I love the appearance of the slimy, snotty bubble!11 -
coasterrider1 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23906464/ - Bubble color: Cyan - Notes: (None)12 -
CyblesopSudonia - In apology, he will receive an extra slot. - Bubble color: Soap [Pink, Green, and teal] - Notes: Was super generous, helpful, and supportive when I drew him. Despite being my first take on drawing a protogen, it came out great, and I couldn't thank him enough!Unbubbled furs:
None! Thanks for participating, everyone! It means a lot to do this giant group photo project, and I sincerely hope you all had a great Christmas, and an amazing new year! This was hosted on December 22nd, 2022, and was finished on December 27th, 2022.
All characters that participated are © to their rightful owners. Please do not wrongfully condone, especially wrongfully steal the works of mine, or anyone that participated. This may be reuploaded on FA only With proper crediting that I created it. Thank you for listening.
Free art offer is now closed!
Posted 3 years agoTo those who didn't participate, I apologize, and hopefully I can host another one of these. Maybe after this massive drawing if I don't get burnt out from drawing it.
Free art offer: [NOW CLOSED!]
Posted 3 years agoHey y'all!
I have an art offer! I am looking for victims to trap inside of bubbles. This is going to be one massive drawing with lots of characters (prefferable 5 - 10) alongside myself completely free! However, I do have some rules
1: Male characters only please! I would draw female characters, but female anatomy has been proven hard for me to draw.
2: Please give me characters that are, or are very similar to canines, vulpine, and felines. ( I would prefer to draw Wolves, Foxes, Dogs, anything feline related, possibly raccoons, and anything of that nature)
UPDATE: I may draw other species too, just to expand my style ^^
3: I unfortunately won't draw anything Pokémon related since I tend to stay away from the series. I will also not draw anything horse, or pony related.
4: I will draw hands correctly, but I won't draw Digi grade legs since I suck at drawing them, and because I prefer normal legs! If you still want your character drawn with normalized legs, that's entirely fine
5: please, also no feral characters since again, anatomy proves to be challenging. This is for fun T-T
6: I would prefer watchers of my profile. I may draw others if they ask politely, but don't expect it if I've never even heard of you. (But still, please respond! I may know you, and I may want to draw you super badly!
7: Positions will all be random, and will not be guaranteed if you'll be in a position you like. However, faces will be entirely visible.
8: Depending on who's asking, I may draw multiple characters for them, but only expect it to be close friends that can ask.
9: Reposting on your profile is entirely fine, just PLEASE give me proper credit, and all will go great!
I'm only doing this because I am flat out of ideas, and I want to start getting to draw other characters. I want to specifically draw species I tend to not draw, and I want to in general improve my art, while gathering a nice viewer base since I don't feel as-popular. Anyways, thanks for reading this! If you want to end up in a floaty predicament, be sure to let me know by:
1: leaving a ref sheet of your character below (Link to them) (Rules must apply)
2: telling me what bubble color you would like!
If all goes well, I will draw some furs. If I don't respond, or draw you in the finalized drawing, then please don't feel sad, I just couldn't draw you because you were either too complicated, or you didn't meet the rules.. Please don't get mad at me T-T Depending on how fast I receive responses, this offer will stay up for a while, until I feel as if too many people are asking. Again, please don't get mad if I close the offer.
This offer may take a while to draw too since I am not only unmotivated to do ANYTHING, but also because I usually take forever to draw a single character (Like around 6 hours at most since I draw with mouse)
Last but not least, be sure to leave a shout of this journal, or share it to any other bubble-lovers, because there are some bubble-lovers I genuinely want to draw!
Anyways, enjoy! If you have any further questions, be sure to message me on Discord!
I have an art offer! I am looking for victims to trap inside of bubbles. This is going to be one massive drawing with lots of characters (prefferable 5 - 10) alongside myself completely free! However, I do have some rules
1: Male characters only please! I would draw female characters, but female anatomy has been proven hard for me to draw.
2: Please give me characters that are, or are very similar to canines, vulpine, and felines. ( I would prefer to draw Wolves, Foxes, Dogs, anything feline related, possibly raccoons, and anything of that nature)
UPDATE: I may draw other species too, just to expand my style ^^
3: I unfortunately won't draw anything Pokémon related since I tend to stay away from the series. I will also not draw anything horse, or pony related.
4: I will draw hands correctly, but I won't draw Digi grade legs since I suck at drawing them, and because I prefer normal legs! If you still want your character drawn with normalized legs, that's entirely fine
5: please, also no feral characters since again, anatomy proves to be challenging. This is for fun T-T
6: I would prefer watchers of my profile. I may draw others if they ask politely, but don't expect it if I've never even heard of you. (But still, please respond! I may know you, and I may want to draw you super badly!
7: Positions will all be random, and will not be guaranteed if you'll be in a position you like. However, faces will be entirely visible.
8: Depending on who's asking, I may draw multiple characters for them, but only expect it to be close friends that can ask.
9: Reposting on your profile is entirely fine, just PLEASE give me proper credit, and all will go great!
I'm only doing this because I am flat out of ideas, and I want to start getting to draw other characters. I want to specifically draw species I tend to not draw, and I want to in general improve my art, while gathering a nice viewer base since I don't feel as-popular. Anyways, thanks for reading this! If you want to end up in a floaty predicament, be sure to let me know by:
1: leaving a ref sheet of your character below (Link to them) (Rules must apply)
2: telling me what bubble color you would like!
If all goes well, I will draw some furs. If I don't respond, or draw you in the finalized drawing, then please don't feel sad, I just couldn't draw you because you were either too complicated, or you didn't meet the rules.. Please don't get mad at me T-T Depending on how fast I receive responses, this offer will stay up for a while, until I feel as if too many people are asking. Again, please don't get mad if I close the offer.
This offer may take a while to draw too since I am not only unmotivated to do ANYTHING, but also because I usually take forever to draw a single character (Like around 6 hours at most since I draw with mouse)
Last but not least, be sure to leave a shout of this journal, or share it to any other bubble-lovers, because there are some bubble-lovers I genuinely want to draw!
Anyways, enjoy! If you have any further questions, be sure to message me on Discord!
