I've found Nintendo 2ds xl animal crossing edition used in Russia which is pretty hard now so I need to open One slot fullbody fullcolor 2 characters + background with discount 20%. It will be $348 instead $435.
Payment Boosty, Hipolink, LavaTop via PayPal.
Let me know in note if you're interested~

Finally, I started to recover. I started taking pills that help me with my muscle spasms, which caused a pinched nerve. I have been taking them for 5 days now. Finally, I can bend over and reach for something with my hands. All these two weeks, I could just sit, surrounded by pillows, so that my back did not strain. Watch your posture while working and do not skimp on a good chair. It is very painful and unpleasant.
Yesterday was the first day I allowed myself to sit down and work. 2 hours of drawing with frequent breaks for gentle exercises.
This is only half the way and there is still a lot of work on myself and love for my body ahead, but do not worry, soon I will return to the previous rhythm.

I feel empty inside. The beginning of this year is very difficult. I force myself to draw. This is very bad. If I continue in the same spirit, it may end badly for my creativity.

I am trying to understand myself and understand the reasons for these feelings. Do not think that I do not love what I do. On the contrary, I am resisting with all my might and trying to hold on to this profession until the very end. My income has fallen dramatically. Instead of doing something that will bring me great pleasure in the process, I think about what I should draw so that it can be bought. This kills the spark of creativity in the process.

I admire artists who can consistently produce similar results for a long time. Their style and productivity are constant. Such people are always in demand. I can’t do this. You can immediately tell from my works when I squeeze it out of myself. There is no life in this. And the less life there is in such works, the less there is in me.
I want to create something unique every time I give something to people. It's not good for my work as a product. People need stability, right?
I haven't had any savings for several years now, and for the last six months I haven't earned anything more than the minimum I need to survive.
An artist, not a machine, unfortunately. Our work requires a lot of moral strength. Mine are running out because I feel unclaimed.
This terrible pattern sucks the creativity out of me. There is no strength left to draw something for myself.
Maybe you have some advice? How to remain yourself and stick to your principles and preferences, while not losing relevance as an artist?

Thank you everyone for help~
Now we need to wait for 7 working days till payments will approved. If everything will good it means I'll can accept payments with LavaTop via PayPal~

Here is link:
https://app.lava.top/products/90499.....b-47c035fa7af0

Now I have open YCH and open discount commissions already~

The manufacturer sent replacement parts by mail. They will arrive around September 19th. We are waiting.

My drawing table broke last night. I tried to fix it, but had to contact the manufacturer. The problem is now being identified. Parts may need to be replaced. This can take quite a long time. I can't draw yet(((I'll let you know when everything becomes clear. They are answering really fast.
This is how it looks right now:
https://boosty.to/yankatya/posts/b4.....d-351112b776de

Finaly its colder and rain for already a week I'm crying TT

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I have to slow down the pace of my work a lot. I don't know for how long. I'll explain why:
It's extremely hot in my region, and we don't have air conditioning in our apartment. We are not ready to the heat. Our equipment was not ready for high temperatures. My graphic screen is overheating, my laptop is overheating, I am overheating. Because of this, I can only work in the morning (the apartment cools down at least a little during the night). The windows in our apartment face the sunny side. All the strong afternoon sun falls directly on our windows. Blackout curtains don't help. A small table fan helps me a little, but it can’t cool the whole apartment. For our region, such heat is rare and we were not prepared for it. Now, we understand that we need an air conditioner, but the demand and price for them are now too high due to the situation. I try my best. I hope for your understanding. I'll let you know when It'll over.

Forecasters said: “We’ll have to endure the July heat.”

Some may say that I can work at night, but no, I can't. My husband works a regular job from 8 to 5. We have a small one-room apartment. I will disturb him from sleeping.

Hello~
I want to tell you that now I accept payments via Hipolink (PayPal):
https://hipolink.me/yankatyaart
And my commissions are open:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55196211/

Payment via PayPal stop working on Boosty. I don't know for how long. So I have to try another method for payments.
it's $50 commission styled as Ink and Aquarelle art~ 

https://hipolink.me/yankatyaart/pro.....-aquarelle-art

I'm feeling better. It takes me couple days to reduce my body temperature. Then it was hollydays in Russia. I have to spend couple days with my and my BF family. Now I'm ready to back to work~ Thank you for waiting~

I caught a cold. Back to work in the middle of the week. I hope.