Still here
Posted 4 years agoI'm still here. And I'm still keeping in good health!
Life has me busy....much busier than I'd like...but such is well...life...heh.
Also...13 years being here, and counting.
I know I've been away from here since pretty much my last journal. Thank you all for the watches and favs!!! <3
Love ya'll. Be safe out there. <3
Life has me busy....much busier than I'd like...but such is well...life...heh.
Also...13 years being here, and counting.
I know I've been away from here since pretty much my last journal. Thank you all for the watches and favs!!! <3
Love ya'll. Be safe out there. <3
12 years and on
Posted 5 years agoI've not even noticed...due to work stress and the likes....it's been over 12 years since I found the fandom and found my way around. Dayumn. I'm still here, still doing my thing, just been a lil (read: A LOOOOOT) slow around here.
Update from my last journal.
I ended up getting hired at the place I still work at...but, last year, we got taken over by a bigger company...and whilst, back then, they promised to stay where we are, and all that bullshit....they recently announced they're gonna move the company to one of their own, much larger locations. And that's too far for me to travel to...so...2 weeks from now, I am, once again...without a job. Well...not really, my contract ends at the end of October...and I took the entire month off, because I have that much free time stored up...and Imma use that time to find a new job. But yeah...it seems like shit nver works out for me. This job was the best I've had, ever, and I would've loved to spend the next 40 working years here...if it wasn't for the asshole bosses deciding to pull everything 50 miles away. I know, 50 miles isn't a lot to most of you...but to me, living in a country where 50 miles gets you almost halfway to the other side, that's a LOT. And I dun have a car, or car license, so yeah.
Anyways....enough about that. I'm still here, still alive...keeping safe, keeping healthy. Hoping you all are too!
Update from my last journal.
I ended up getting hired at the place I still work at...but, last year, we got taken over by a bigger company...and whilst, back then, they promised to stay where we are, and all that bullshit....they recently announced they're gonna move the company to one of their own, much larger locations. And that's too far for me to travel to...so...2 weeks from now, I am, once again...without a job. Well...not really, my contract ends at the end of October...and I took the entire month off, because I have that much free time stored up...and Imma use that time to find a new job. But yeah...it seems like shit nver works out for me. This job was the best I've had, ever, and I would've loved to spend the next 40 working years here...if it wasn't for the asshole bosses deciding to pull everything 50 miles away. I know, 50 miles isn't a lot to most of you...but to me, living in a country where 50 miles gets you almost halfway to the other side, that's a LOT. And I dun have a car, or car license, so yeah.
Anyways....enough about that. I'm still here, still alive...keeping safe, keeping healthy. Hoping you all are too!
Still alive!
Posted 6 years agoAwww yis! I'm still alive and still around.
Sorry for having been away for so long....life has just been up and down a fuckton, the past years. Found me a new (temp) job that seemed very promising....but ended up being a very very sucky place to work. Back when I got the job as a temp...the foreman we had then was a great guy....He ended up moving to another job. Foreman we got after that was incredible...didn't do a lot of work around the factory itself...but he was onto it whenever there was something wrong. He was the one to get me hired properly....Sadly ended up with a hernia, and whilst resting up from the surgery, got laid off....the next foreman was, and still is....a total sack of shit...sabotaging a lot of the people working there....including me. Ended up getting me fired for bullshit reasoning....tried to fight it...was useless. Anyways, before I drone on and on...after I got fired....almost half of the company left cause of him.
I have a new (temp) job now, and I'm looking at getting a contract with them, and a promotion, too...gonna be second foreman, standing in when the actual foreman is away for whatever reason.
Feels good to be appreciated for who I am and what I do ^.^
Other than all that stuff....I've just been living life as best as I can. Looking at my 27th birthday, next week....and the start of my 12th year in the fandom, a few weeks after that.
TL;DR: Life been busy, up n down, currently going up.
Love ya all
Sorry for having been away for so long....life has just been up and down a fuckton, the past years. Found me a new (temp) job that seemed very promising....but ended up being a very very sucky place to work. Back when I got the job as a temp...the foreman we had then was a great guy....He ended up moving to another job. Foreman we got after that was incredible...didn't do a lot of work around the factory itself...but he was onto it whenever there was something wrong. He was the one to get me hired properly....Sadly ended up with a hernia, and whilst resting up from the surgery, got laid off....the next foreman was, and still is....a total sack of shit...sabotaging a lot of the people working there....including me. Ended up getting me fired for bullshit reasoning....tried to fight it...was useless. Anyways, before I drone on and on...after I got fired....almost half of the company left cause of him.
I have a new (temp) job now, and I'm looking at getting a contract with them, and a promotion, too...gonna be second foreman, standing in when the actual foreman is away for whatever reason.
Feels good to be appreciated for who I am and what I do ^.^
Other than all that stuff....I've just been living life as best as I can. Looking at my 27th birthday, next week....and the start of my 12th year in the fandom, a few weeks after that.
TL;DR: Life been busy, up n down, currently going up.
Love ya all
Rest in peace, all the great ones of this year
Posted 8 years agoSo many wonderful people left us this year, most recently...George Michael, Richard Adams and just now, Carrie Fisher.
This year has been a real harsh year....May all of you wonderful people rest in peace and entertain those in the afterlife.
Your legacies live on <3
Rest well, and sweet dreams.
This year has been a real harsh year....May all of you wonderful people rest in peace and entertain those in the afterlife.
Your legacies live on <3
Rest well, and sweet dreams.
Thanks :)
Posted 9 years agoI've had so many favs and watches in the past uhm....months..heh...Been rather busy, so they've basically been piling up.
Thank you all so very very much for faving and watching <3 <3
Thank you all so very very much for faving and watching <3 <3
8 years and still going strong.
Posted 9 years agoI've been in the fandom for almost exactly 8 years now (probably a week or so more actually, but who's counting XD).
Been a while since I sent out a journal for this type of milestone. I still remember finding the fandom back then. Researching something for school, on google, and finding furry art. From there, I found the VCL art archives...and then YiffStar, which is now SoFurry...and shortly after that, I made my way to FA. I've been through many of the blackouts and downtimes of each one of these sites...some lasting less than a day, others up to a month. Back then, sure...it was annoying, but other than that, nobody gave a shit XD
Free sites, free services...tons of traffic...downtimes were expected, Hahaha.
But yeah...8 years and going strong...here's to another 8 at the very least!
Been a while since I sent out a journal for this type of milestone. I still remember finding the fandom back then. Researching something for school, on google, and finding furry art. From there, I found the VCL art archives...and then YiffStar, which is now SoFurry...and shortly after that, I made my way to FA. I've been through many of the blackouts and downtimes of each one of these sites...some lasting less than a day, others up to a month. Back then, sure...it was annoying, but other than that, nobody gave a shit XD
Free sites, free services...tons of traffic...downtimes were expected, Hahaha.
But yeah...8 years and going strong...here's to another 8 at the very least!
Rest in Peace Alan Rickman
Posted 9 years agoAlan Rickman passed away today at age 69.
An amazing actor, best known as Professor Severus Snape in Harry Potter. But he has played sooo many more roles.
You will be missed.
Rest in Peace Alan Rickman
An amazing actor, best known as Professor Severus Snape in Harry Potter. But he has played sooo many more roles.
You will be missed.
Rest in Peace Alan Rickman
Rest in Peace David Bowie
Posted 9 years agoOne of the greatest artists ever, has passed away.
Musician, actor, and so much more.
You will be missed.
Thank you for all you've shared with us.
Rest in Peace David Bowie.
Musician, actor, and so much more.
You will be missed.
Thank you for all you've shared with us.
Rest in Peace David Bowie.
Help a friend of mine
Posted 10 years ago
Her prices are low, and the quality of art is very high. My most recent upload was made by her: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17950041/
Even spreading the word can help, so please do.
Thank you
Another year...filled with well...disappointments
Posted 10 years agoYup...turned 23 today...and in the past year, I've accomplished pretty much nothing. Heck, my situation has gotten worse, than a year ago.
Even less money, no jobs, moped has 2 flat tires now too.
So yeah....go me....XD
Even less money, no jobs, moped has 2 flat tires now too.
So yeah....go me....XD
Something cute
Posted 10 years agoOne of my dogs, Chica, snoring as she sleeps.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbN1Aw2x8p4
She's a Shih-Tzu, turned 2 last week.
Her snoring was caused by her nostrils being somewhat closed. We had her get surgery for that, so she can breathe more than properly. The snoring, however, has never gone away. She snores like a fricking full grown man, haha.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbN1Aw2x8p4
She's a Shih-Tzu, turned 2 last week.
Her snoring was caused by her nostrils being somewhat closed. We had her get surgery for that, so she can breathe more than properly. The snoring, however, has never gone away. She snores like a fricking full grown man, haha.
For sale: EF 21 Ticket plus stage ticket
Posted 10 years agoDue to my financial issues, I have decided I cannot go to EF this year, sadly. As much as I hate to do this...I'm looking to sell my tickets.
If you're interested, you can send me a note here, or email me at ataramoswyvern[at]live.nl
Please note that it's without a room.
I'm hoping to get the original price for them, which is €85. Paypal is more than fine.
If you're interested, you can send me a note here, or email me at ataramoswyvern[at]live.nl
Please note that it's without a room.
I'm hoping to get the original price for them, which is €85. Paypal is more than fine.
A close friend of mine is selling a lovely character
Posted 10 years ago
Go have a look over here if you, or someone you know, might be interested: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6425025/
The character is a male Clydesdale
I has temp job!
Posted 10 years agoGonna be doing packaging work for a few weeks (dunno how many exactly. could be 2, could be 10 for all I know XD). So yeah...things are starting to look up for me.
Merry Christmas!
Posted 10 years agoTo all, and to all a happy new year. Best of health and luck to everyone <3
As much as I hate doing this....I need help
Posted 10 years agoI'm getting more and more debt to my bank...and well...you can read about it here.
https://life.indiegogo.com/fundrais.....ills/x/4692186
https://life.indiegogo.com/fundrais.....ills/x/4692186
So...about the HRT...
Posted 11 years agoI called the hospital and asked to cancel the appointments for blood tests and osteoporosis checks. I'm having doubts and second thoughts and all. They're going to arrange an appointment with my psychiatrist there, and call me back soon, about when I can see her about it all.
Don't really want to explain why I get the doubts or all that...so please don't ask. Need to work this out for myself first, too.
Don't really want to explain why I get the doubts or all that...so please don't ask. Need to work this out for myself first, too.
Hormonal Replacement Therapy!
Posted 11 years agoI got approved for it!! Got called earlier. 24th of November is first appointment, to have blood taken, to get hormone levels checked and all that.
YAY!
YAY!
I desperately need help
Posted 11 years agoI'm in some serious financial shit right now. Constantly getting turned down for jobs (even at places where they've been looking for months), in quite a bit of debt to my bank, just so I can pay my health bills and medication and all...so yeah...I don't know what to do anymore. There's nowhere I can turn to earn money, nowhere to go to claim benefits anymore or anything....I just...yeah...
I can't go to my parents, cause they're having a hard time as is...what with taxes and all they have to pay, which are quite high for them.
Government won't support me anymore either. You get 1 month of unemployment pay for each year of work experience. I have about 4 years of experience, added up, which lasted from December last year, till april this year. So yah.
There's nothing I can do...
I really don't want to ask people for money or anything, I can't accept it...but...still...even a single euro would be a very, very welcome gift.
I can't go to my parents, cause they're having a hard time as is...what with taxes and all they have to pay, which are quite high for them.
Government won't support me anymore either. You get 1 month of unemployment pay for each year of work experience. I have about 4 years of experience, added up, which lasted from December last year, till april this year. So yah.
There's nothing I can do...
I really don't want to ask people for money or anything, I can't accept it...but...still...even a single euro would be a very, very welcome gift.
Rest in Peace, Joan Rivers
Posted 11 years agoFound out just now that Joan Rivers passed away yesterday.
Can't say I know all that much of her work, but what I did see, was amazing.
She passed away at age 81.
Rest in Peace, Joan Rivers.
Can't say I know all that much of her work, but what I did see, was amazing.
She passed away at age 81.
Rest in Peace, Joan Rivers.
Rest in Peace, Jim
Posted 11 years ago
I....well....I'm at a loss for words, really.
I'm sure everyone in the Fandom has seen some of his art at least once. Ask anyone, show anyone his art, and they'll recognise it. I know I will.
Often seen as one of the artists who got the fandom going, Jim Hardiman has been drawing for longer than a lot of us are old. Without him, I imagine the fandom would've been quite different.
Thanks, Jim, and Rest in Peace.
Back from Eurofurence
Posted 11 years agoSure, I got back Monday night...but yeah...post con depression and all...
EF20 was absolutely amazing! Met so many new people and made new friends. And of course, I got to see old friends again as well.
I want to thank everyone for making this year so amazing. And I can't wait to see you all next EF ^^
EF20 was absolutely amazing! Met so many new people and made new friends. And of course, I got to see old friends again as well.
I want to thank everyone for making this year so amazing. And I can't wait to see you all next EF ^^
Off to Eurofurence
Posted 11 years agoGonna leave tomorrow, can't wait. Already at the friends I get to drive along with. See ya all in a week and a half almost.
Rest in Peace, Robin Williams
Posted 11 years agoPassed away at 63 years young. You will always be remembered for the amazing man you were. Rest in Peace.
EF Meme
Posted 11 years agoWhere are you staying?
At the Estrel
Means of transportation?
By car
Sharing a room with:
Popo
What is your gender?
Female (though sex is male...but I'd prefer to be referred to as female :) )
Relationship Status:
All alone. (always have been, can't really see it changing XD)
How old are you?
22 (and already going grey, darned XD)
How tall are you?
1.78 M, or roughly 5'10''
Which languages do you speak?
Dutch, English, and enough German to find my way around (usually XD)
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
All over the place, or getting drunk somewhere or so, dunno XD
Who will you be with?
Friends, I do hope ^^
Do you do free art?
I can't draw, sorry.
Do you do trades?
As said, no artist. I will...however...trade my hugs, for your booze (like that'll happen, haha)
Do you do commissions?
Not an artist.
Do you have prints/ CDs?
No artist....
What suit(s) will you have?
Juneau
Can I dance with you?
Not much of a dancer, but...uhm...sure...fill me up with booze, and I usually loosen up just enough to kinda dance or so...unless it's fancy and formal, and I get to do like, an English Waltz or so, they're lovely.
Can I touch you?
Sure ^^
Can I talk to you?
Of course ^^
Can I hug you?
Yup ^^
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Sure, though I think it's best to wait till I'm in suit...I look better that way, haha
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please do ^^
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Heck yah. And...well...not really...but still...once in a blue moon, you know? ^^
Can I give you lots of money?
Please do <3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure thing ^^
Can we hang out?
Don't see why not
Are you nice?
People say I am...so I guess
Other cons you may go to?
EF next year, I hope.
Attending any events?
Might do, dunno yet ^^
How can I find you at the con?
Just look for me, I'll be wearing my badges all the time. Or I'll wear my fursuit. Or I'm at the bar or so XD
Can we go out for a dinner?
Always nice ^^ Do mind I don't have lots to spend this year.
Are you buying art?
I'll look around in the auction, but I'm not sure, depends on my money
What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
Just be nice to me, and have some patience when talking in German. Also...if you speak Scottish, know I'll drown in your accent, heh ^^
What is the best way to contact you?
Uhm...poking me usually works, or if I'm in a whatsapp group or so, you can find me there.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Sure ^^ Though...depends on who ya are, really.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Give me coffee, or energydrink, or guide me to my room, I'll be fine ^^
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
I don't have it yet...but when I do, sure
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Uhm, sure, why not ^^ Though, depending on how personal...you might want to think about where you ask it...or what state I'm in when ya ask XD
At the Estrel
Means of transportation?
By car
Sharing a room with:

What is your gender?
Female (though sex is male...but I'd prefer to be referred to as female :) )
Relationship Status:
All alone. (always have been, can't really see it changing XD)
How old are you?
22 (and already going grey, darned XD)
How tall are you?
1.78 M, or roughly 5'10''
Which languages do you speak?
Dutch, English, and enough German to find my way around (usually XD)
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
All over the place, or getting drunk somewhere or so, dunno XD
Who will you be with?
Friends, I do hope ^^
Do you do free art?
I can't draw, sorry.
Do you do trades?
As said, no artist. I will...however...trade my hugs, for your booze (like that'll happen, haha)
Do you do commissions?
Not an artist.
Do you have prints/ CDs?
No artist....
What suit(s) will you have?
Juneau
Can I dance with you?
Not much of a dancer, but...uhm...sure...fill me up with booze, and I usually loosen up just enough to kinda dance or so...unless it's fancy and formal, and I get to do like, an English Waltz or so, they're lovely.
Can I touch you?
Sure ^^
Can I talk to you?
Of course ^^
Can I hug you?
Yup ^^
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Sure, though I think it's best to wait till I'm in suit...I look better that way, haha
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please do ^^
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Heck yah. And...well...not really...but still...once in a blue moon, you know? ^^
Can I give you lots of money?
Please do <3
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Sure thing ^^
Can we hang out?
Don't see why not
Are you nice?
People say I am...so I guess
Other cons you may go to?
EF next year, I hope.
Attending any events?
Might do, dunno yet ^^
How can I find you at the con?
Just look for me, I'll be wearing my badges all the time. Or I'll wear my fursuit. Or I'm at the bar or so XD
Can we go out for a dinner?
Always nice ^^ Do mind I don't have lots to spend this year.
Are you buying art?
I'll look around in the auction, but I'm not sure, depends on my money
What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
Just be nice to me, and have some patience when talking in German. Also...if you speak Scottish, know I'll drown in your accent, heh ^^
What is the best way to contact you?
Uhm...poking me usually works, or if I'm in a whatsapp group or so, you can find me there.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Sure ^^ Though...depends on who ya are, really.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Give me coffee, or energydrink, or guide me to my room, I'll be fine ^^
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
I don't have it yet...but when I do, sure
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Uhm, sure, why not ^^ Though, depending on how personal...you might want to think about where you ask it...or what state I'm in when ya ask XD