20 years to the day.
Posted 4 years agoBy some kind of instinct, I decided to check when I joined an old forum I used to visit a lot and apparently;
Today I celebrate 20 years since I first posted my first message on a dragon forum.
The day that lead me to where I am today. And it kind of feels weird.
Would my life have been better if I didn't get into this world?
I don't think so honestly, the family bonds I've gained through both that forum and friends in general have gotten me through so many days.
And even if I no longer talk with anyone from the Draconic forum, iirc and many of my chat clients, I still hold all of my old friends dearly to my heart. I hope you all have had a wonderful life and that my good wishes reaches you.
Today I celebrate 20 years since I first posted my first message on a dragon forum.
The day that lead me to where I am today. And it kind of feels weird.
Would my life have been better if I didn't get into this world?
I don't think so honestly, the family bonds I've gained through both that forum and friends in general have gotten me through so many days.
And even if I no longer talk with anyone from the Draconic forum, iirc and many of my chat clients, I still hold all of my old friends dearly to my heart. I hope you all have had a wonderful life and that my good wishes reaches you.
I forgot to update.
Posted 6 years agoWow.. a year. I completely forgot to update my situation.
I mean, I went quiet after first saying I lost my home and then my mom. So I'll drop some good news this time.
So, good news!
I managed to find an apartment earlier this year and is now living in a tiny town by myself. I guess I'm doing well, just bored most days. :) Slowly getting into the grove of things. I really want to thank Zid for letting me stay at his place during the time I was homeless, best doggie ever! I also want to thank everyone that gave me moral support during everything.
Warning, do not read further unless you want hear about my cringey family. :P
Not sure why I wanted to share this but here's a little story about the funeral:
At first I couldn't get hold of my step-father and my younger brother, so didn't even know if there were going to be a funeral. So I was about to take care of it myself with the help of my aunt (mom's side). While we were in the middle of the planning my real father noticed a funeral ad in the newspaper and contacted me about it. So my step-father had taken care of it but not told me or my aunt. Anyways, I showed up on the day and the first comment I hear is "Oh, so you showed up?" and I thought this was quite funny after everything that happened. Fast forward through most of the ceremony, the priest mentions the family that's been left behind.. my brother, step-father and sister (sister left the family completely a few years back and changed her name), aunt and uncle.. but not me. The aunt (step-father's side) came up to me after the ceremony and said "I'm sorry, the priest was supposed to mention you too.", I just raised my eyebrows at her as every single banner, flower arrangement, invitation card, etc had no mention of my name but had the rest of the family. So.., I'm pondering just leaving the families completely. :)
(My family arrangement has always been weird.. I'm the oldest of three kids on my mom's side, the youngest of two kids on my father's side and the only one born out of wedlock. My real father also had a family with someone else, so I have another two step-siblings there. From early teens I grew up with just my real father who wasn't really ever home until he kicked me out when I came of legal age since he couldn't handle my mental issues or because I told him I as gay, not sure on that one. Mom used to be a drug addict but was an awesome mom, at least to me, I couldn't live with her though as she spent most of my teens in rehab. Apparently my mom had also been diagnosed with autism and ADD, which I found out much later, so it's no wonder she understood me so well. Okay.. this explanation is way longer than intended and I could fill it with a lot more details..)
I mean, I went quiet after first saying I lost my home and then my mom. So I'll drop some good news this time.
So, good news!
I managed to find an apartment earlier this year and is now living in a tiny town by myself. I guess I'm doing well, just bored most days. :) Slowly getting into the grove of things. I really want to thank Zid for letting me stay at his place during the time I was homeless, best doggie ever! I also want to thank everyone that gave me moral support during everything.
Warning, do not read further unless you want hear about my cringey family. :P
Not sure why I wanted to share this but here's a little story about the funeral:
At first I couldn't get hold of my step-father and my younger brother, so didn't even know if there were going to be a funeral. So I was about to take care of it myself with the help of my aunt (mom's side). While we were in the middle of the planning my real father noticed a funeral ad in the newspaper and contacted me about it. So my step-father had taken care of it but not told me or my aunt. Anyways, I showed up on the day and the first comment I hear is "Oh, so you showed up?" and I thought this was quite funny after everything that happened. Fast forward through most of the ceremony, the priest mentions the family that's been left behind.. my brother, step-father and sister (sister left the family completely a few years back and changed her name), aunt and uncle.. but not me. The aunt (step-father's side) came up to me after the ceremony and said "I'm sorry, the priest was supposed to mention you too.", I just raised my eyebrows at her as every single banner, flower arrangement, invitation card, etc had no mention of my name but had the rest of the family. So.., I'm pondering just leaving the families completely. :)
(My family arrangement has always been weird.. I'm the oldest of three kids on my mom's side, the youngest of two kids on my father's side and the only one born out of wedlock. My real father also had a family with someone else, so I have another two step-siblings there. From early teens I grew up with just my real father who wasn't really ever home until he kicked me out when I came of legal age since he couldn't handle my mental issues or because I told him I as gay, not sure on that one. Mom used to be a drug addict but was an awesome mom, at least to me, I couldn't live with her though as she spent most of my teens in rehab. Apparently my mom had also been diagnosed with autism and ADD, which I found out much later, so it's no wonder she understood me so well. Okay.. this explanation is way longer than intended and I could fill it with a lot more details..)
How to know you're f*cked up in the head..
Posted 7 years agoI'm so annoyed about myself.. I mean, I know I'm autistic and my emotions doesn't really work. So I'm really awkward to be around irl.
So why am I annoyed?
Two days ago i found out my mom died to cancer and I felt nothing.. nothing! I love my mom, probably the only one that really understood me as I grew up. So yea, I'm annoyed that I can't feel anything at all about it..
Worst part was that she'd been dead for a week without anyone notifying me and I only found out when the funeral home called me and asked me to sign some papers. I had to call around to get hold of relatives just to find out what happened.
Well, I'm gonna go have ice cream now.
Also, f*ck cancer!
So why am I annoyed?
Two days ago i found out my mom died to cancer and I felt nothing.. nothing! I love my mom, probably the only one that really understood me as I grew up. So yea, I'm annoyed that I can't feel anything at all about it..
Worst part was that she'd been dead for a week without anyone notifying me and I only found out when the funeral home called me and asked me to sign some papers. I had to call around to get hold of relatives just to find out what happened.
Well, I'm gonna go have ice cream now.
Also, f*ck cancer!
Need a home, in Sweden.
Posted 7 years agoJag har tre månader på mig att hitta nytt boende, så om där är någon som vet om ledigt billigt boende så hör gärna av er.
Got three months to find a new place to live, so looking for anything cheap in Sweden. So if anyone knows about a place, please let me know.
Got three months to find a new place to live, so looking for anything cheap in Sweden. So if anyone knows about a place, please let me know.
Tribes Ascend! It's free!
Posted 13 years agoIf you haven't tried this game yet and you like fast FPS, then I recommend you to do it! :) (The good old feeling that you got from games like Quake 2-3)
https://account.hirezstudios.com/tr.....campaign=email
And if I can get like 10 referrals, I can get a little bonus. ^^
This is an awesome FPS and it's even better as it's free! Yea yea.. still in beta and all, but who cares when it's awesome and free, right?
https://account.hirezstudios.com/tr.....campaign=email
And if I can get like 10 referrals, I can get a little bonus. ^^
This is an awesome FPS and it's even better as it's free! Yea yea.. still in beta and all, but who cares when it's awesome and free, right?
EF Meme?
Posted 14 years agoWhere are you staying?
In my head!
What day are you getting there?
Early Wednesday.
Who will you be with?
FuzzyBiPolarBear ^^
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Everyone!
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Never know, spur of the moment. :)
Are you attending any stage or public performances?
Nuhuu.. wouldn't dare too.
Will you be suiting?
But of course! Narfie will be bouncing about!
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
First and only! NARFIE!!! Narf..
Do you do free art?
Only to friends, but I'll be to busy to draw. ;)
What is your gender?
Guy!
How old are you?
Such a rude question.. :P Below 30, above 25.
How tall are you?
169 cm :(
Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
Mated! But in a very open relationship. ;)
Can I talk to you?
I can't stop you. :) But I might be to shy to answer back.
Can I touch you?
Yes..? I do love belly rubs. ^^
How can I find you?
Up and about, around the corner and probably next to my polar bear. :)
Can I visit your room?
Only if I can visit yours.
Can I buy you drinks?
Yes! I especially do like cock-tails. ;)
Can I give you stuff?
Mrrrr.. ;) Maybe.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I always love huggles! Snuggles too. :)
Are you nice?
Visually? Nah.. but I'm very kind. ^^
How long are you going?
Just sunday, wish I could stay longer.
Do you have an artist table?
Afraid not, pondered it but is to lazy.
Do you have prints/CDs?
Nopsie.
Will you have art in the Art Show? General or Adult sections?
I don't deem myself worthy of selling my doodles.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Hug me? :)
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Probably at the bar.
What/where will you be eating?
Meat! At places that has meat!
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I'd love too, new friends is always great.
Can I look in your sketchbook?
I won't bring it.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
-
Can I take a picture of you?
Only while I'm suiting! :) Unless you want ugly me to ruin your photos with my presence.
In my head!
What day are you getting there?
Early Wednesday.
Who will you be with?
FuzzyBiPolarBear ^^
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Everyone!
Are there any panels you might be attending?
Never know, spur of the moment. :)
Are you attending any stage or public performances?
Nuhuu.. wouldn't dare too.
Will you be suiting?
But of course! Narfie will be bouncing about!
Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
First and only! NARFIE!!! Narf..
Do you do free art?
Only to friends, but I'll be to busy to draw. ;)
What is your gender?
Guy!
How old are you?
Such a rude question.. :P Below 30, above 25.
How tall are you?
169 cm :(
Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
Mated! But in a very open relationship. ;)
Can I talk to you?
I can't stop you. :) But I might be to shy to answer back.
Can I touch you?
Yes..? I do love belly rubs. ^^
How can I find you?
Up and about, around the corner and probably next to my polar bear. :)
Can I visit your room?
Only if I can visit yours.
Can I buy you drinks?
Yes! I especially do like cock-tails. ;)
Can I give you stuff?
Mrrrr.. ;) Maybe.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I always love huggles! Snuggles too. :)
Are you nice?
Visually? Nah.. but I'm very kind. ^^
How long are you going?
Just sunday, wish I could stay longer.
Do you have an artist table?
Afraid not, pondered it but is to lazy.
Do you have prints/CDs?
Nopsie.
Will you have art in the Art Show? General or Adult sections?
I don't deem myself worthy of selling my doodles.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Hug me? :)
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Probably at the bar.
What/where will you be eating?
Meat! At places that has meat!
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I'd love too, new friends is always great.
Can I look in your sketchbook?
I won't bring it.
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
-
Can I take a picture of you?
Only while I'm suiting! :) Unless you want ugly me to ruin your photos with my presence.
Short Updated info.
Posted 17 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/21109437/
I'm white and small.
Body (Length) about 1.5m
Body (Height) slightly below 1m
Tail (Length) about 1.5m
Wing (Span) slightly over 1m (Tip to Tip)
Total Body (Length) about 3m (nose to tailtip)
I have grown small horns since adolescence, no ears, no frills. There are small ridges along my neck, body is otherwise quite smooth and deprived of much details.
I can't breathe fire but I have foldable fangs like a snake that contains a neurotoxin.
My wings are much larger than needed for my body.
My eyes are completely white as I have no iris.
Tongue is long and blue, most internals is blueish in colour.
Cheers.. ^^
I'm white and small.
Body (Length) about 1.5m
Body (Height) slightly below 1m
Tail (Length) about 1.5m
Wing (Span) slightly over 1m (Tip to Tip)
Total Body (Length) about 3m (nose to tailtip)
I have grown small horns since adolescence, no ears, no frills. There are small ridges along my neck, body is otherwise quite smooth and deprived of much details.
I can't breathe fire but I have foldable fangs like a snake that contains a neurotoxin.
My wings are much larger than needed for my body.
My eyes are completely white as I have no iris.
Tongue is long and blue, most internals is blueish in colour.
Cheers.. ^^
Name meme = awesome in bed, stolen from tieldraggy.
Posted 17 years agoA : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People adore you!
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy!
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
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M : Best kisser ever.
O : Crazy!
R : Fucking crazy.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
H : You are quirky.
J : People adore you!
P : You are popular with all types of people.
E : Great in bed.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
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Apparently, I'm very crazy. :) But that's really no news and I've heard that I was a good kisser but doubt that I'm the best kisser. I do get along easy with most people as well. ^^ About being great in bed, dunno.. not my place to answer but if you ask around you might get to know if it's true or not.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People adore you!
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy!
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
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M : Best kisser ever.
O : Crazy!
R : Fucking crazy.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
H : You are quirky.
J : People adore you!
P : You are popular with all types of people.
E : Great in bed.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
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Apparently, I'm very crazy. :) But that's really no news and I've heard that I was a good kisser but doubt that I'm the best kisser. I do get along easy with most people as well. ^^ About being great in bed, dunno.. not my place to answer but if you ask around you might get to know if it's true or not.
Cheap Commissions.
Posted 17 years agoWell.. I've never done commissions before, mostly because I've never deemed myself good enough but I've run out of money and is because of that doing five cheap commissions.
I don't have much to show for how good I am and I proberbly don't have anyone vouching for my abilities. Therefore I can't really put a price on the commissions, so see it more as a donation with a reward. ;)
Things to note, I haven't draw in a little while, the "donations" can't be less than 5 euros or equivalent, I will proberbly only sketch, I'm working on A5 paper and I can't upload the pictures directly as I'm in the need of a working scanner at home. Oh, and I only accept paypal.
PS: Most of the donations will go to materials for my fursuit in progress. :)
I've proberbly missed alot of information, so send me a message if you have questions or if you want to have a commission made for you and we'll clear up anything I've missed.
I don't have much to show for how good I am and I proberbly don't have anyone vouching for my abilities. Therefore I can't really put a price on the commissions, so see it more as a donation with a reward. ;)
Things to note, I haven't draw in a little while, the "donations" can't be less than 5 euros or equivalent, I will proberbly only sketch, I'm working on A5 paper and I can't upload the pictures directly as I'm in the need of a working scanner at home. Oh, and I only accept paypal.
PS: Most of the donations will go to materials for my fursuit in progress. :)
I've proberbly missed alot of information, so send me a message if you have questions or if you want to have a commission made for you and we'll clear up anything I've missed.
I cost $3315 a night.
Posted 18 years ago*makes random post to get rid of commission post*
Natural Hair Color: Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $100 [] Brown - $1
[] Blonde - $50 [x] Green - $75
[] Black - $15 [x] Blue $50
[] Bald - $5 [] Hazel $100
[] Other-$75 [] Other - $15
Height: Age:
[] Over 7' - $200 [] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175 [] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150 [x] 21 to 25 - $50
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75 [] 19 to 20 - $25
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $45 [] 0 to 18 - $100
[] Under 4'9 - $45
Birth Order: Drink?
[] Twins or more than twins - $300 [] No - $400
[x] First Born - $300 [] Only Holidays - $250
[] Only Child - $250 [x] Sometimes - $215
[x] second born - $150 [] YES - $200
[] Middle child-$100 [] Only weekends - $350
[x] Last Born - $100 [] Every other day - $50
[] third born - $100 [] Once a day - $15
[] fourth born - $100 [] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[] fifth born - $100
Vision?
[] perfect vision -$300
[x] need or have glasses/contacts but dont wear them - $200
[] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction - $1
Car(s) Color Shoe Size:
[] Pink - $2,000 [] 13+ - $300
[] Maroon - $800 [] 12.5 to 13 - $250
[] Gold - $700 [] 11 to 12 - $700
[] Gray - $600 [x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Blue - $900 [] Under 7- $550
[] Obsdian - $800
[] White - $475 Favorite Color:
[] Black - $450 [] Green-$750
[] Red - $400 (It'll be 100% mine when I turn 16 :P ) [] Red - $600
[] Green- $350 [x] Black - $100
[] Silver $300 [] Yellow -$475
[] Purple- $250 [] Brown - $50
[] Metallic - $200 [] Purple - $225
[] Yellow - $100 [x] White - $400
[] Primer - $75 [] Aqua - $350
[] Tan- $20 [] Orange - $300
[] Rusted - $15 [] Blue - $300
[x] No Car - $0 [] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[x] no- $1000
[] on some - $550
Total : $3315
REPOST WITH TITLE:
"I cost $____ a night."
Only thing about this is that I'm not really sure if it's possible to have multiple answers on the questions. ^^ Otherwise I'll have to take off the $460 from my green/blue eyes, being the first born on my moms side of the family, second born on my fathers side of the family as well as last born on my fathers side of family. I only share one parent with my siblings, have one half-sisters on my fathers side and one half-sister and one half-brother on my moms side. Then my fav colors are actually white and black, equally. Not really sure how to convert shoesizes from european standard to american either.. and no.. there was no need to calculate this with a calculator, to few and to easy numbers. :)
Natural Hair Color: Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $100 [] Brown - $1
[] Blonde - $50 [x] Green - $75
[] Black - $15 [x] Blue $50
[] Bald - $5 [] Hazel $100
[] Other-$75 [] Other - $15
Height: Age:
[] Over 7' - $200 [] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175 [] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150 [x] 21 to 25 - $50
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75 [] 19 to 20 - $25
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $45 [] 0 to 18 - $100
[] Under 4'9 - $45
Birth Order: Drink?
[] Twins or more than twins - $300 [] No - $400
[x] First Born - $300 [] Only Holidays - $250
[] Only Child - $250 [x] Sometimes - $215
[x] second born - $150 [] YES - $200
[] Middle child-$100 [] Only weekends - $350
[x] Last Born - $100 [] Every other day - $50
[] third born - $100 [] Once a day - $15
[] fourth born - $100 [] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[] fifth born - $100
Vision?
[] perfect vision -$300
[x] need or have glasses/contacts but dont wear them - $200
[] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction - $1
Car(s) Color Shoe Size:
[] Pink - $2,000 [] 13+ - $300
[] Maroon - $800 [] 12.5 to 13 - $250
[] Gold - $700 [] 11 to 12 - $700
[] Gray - $600 [x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Blue - $900 [] Under 7- $550
[] Obsdian - $800
[] White - $475 Favorite Color:
[] Black - $450 [] Green-$750
[] Red - $400 (It'll be 100% mine when I turn 16 :P ) [] Red - $600
[] Green- $350 [x] Black - $100
[] Silver $300 [] Yellow -$475
[] Purple- $250 [] Brown - $50
[] Metallic - $200 [] Purple - $225
[] Yellow - $100 [x] White - $400
[] Primer - $75 [] Aqua - $350
[] Tan- $20 [] Orange - $300
[] Rusted - $15 [] Blue - $300
[x] No Car - $0 [] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[x] no- $1000
[] on some - $550
Total : $3315
REPOST WITH TITLE:
"I cost $____ a night."
Only thing about this is that I'm not really sure if it's possible to have multiple answers on the questions. ^^ Otherwise I'll have to take off the $460 from my green/blue eyes, being the first born on my moms side of the family, second born on my fathers side of the family as well as last born on my fathers side of family. I only share one parent with my siblings, have one half-sisters on my fathers side and one half-sister and one half-brother on my moms side. Then my fav colors are actually white and black, equally. Not really sure how to convert shoesizes from european standard to american either.. and no.. there was no need to calculate this with a calculator, to few and to easy numbers. :)
It's decided..
Posted 18 years agoWell. I finally got my room for EuroFurance and payed for it when some things started to cross my mind.. I don't know a single person there except for the guy I'm going with and he'll proberly run around with lots of his friends.
So I'm kinda alone there it seems, I think I will check out some shows and stuff but otherwise I think I'll hide alot in my room until my friend picks me up.
Meh, that's what you get for going to a con with socialphobia.. >_>
So I'm kinda alone there it seems, I think I will check out some shows and stuff but otherwise I think I'll hide alot in my room until my friend picks me up.
Meh, that's what you get for going to a con with socialphobia.. >_>
EuroFurance
Posted 18 years agoAlright, I've decided to goto EF this year if possible as I'm still waiting in que for a room. However, I don't know if anyone I know is even going there apart from the one guy actully forcing me to. ^^
I guess I just kinda wondered if anyone on FA is going there?
I guess I just kinda wondered if anyone on FA is going there?
OST (Which is also the swedish word for Cheese)
Posted 18 years agoGot it from SkyShadow.
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..
Opening Credits:
Basement Jaxx - Don't Know Me
(Sweet intro.)
Waking Up:
Tyskarna Från Lund - Global Fussball OK
(omg.. don't even wanna know..)
First Day At School:
Eminem - Till I Collapse
(Dosen't sound like the best day of school so far. But then, I've never liked school.)
Making Your New Best Friend:
Lucky Boys Confusion - Commitment
(This new best friend MUST be gay if they play this song.)
Falling In Love:
Linkin Park - P5hng Me A*wy (Reanimation)
(I'm not sure if I'm the one falling and he's rejecting me, dosen't sound better.)
Breaking Up:
Ian van Dahl - Nothing left to say
(Must be at a disco, this is way upbeat for a breakup.)
Prom:
Frank Sinatra - Love and Marrige
(lol.. it's the tune from "Marrige with Children" so I'll just let you all imagine this yourself..)
Graduation:
Gorillaz - Man Research
(It's just getting worse and worse, no clue what happens here.)
Life's Okay:
Ben Folds Five - Selfless, Cold and Composed
(*shrugs* I guess it's fitting tune.)
Death of a Close Friend:
Limp Bizkit - My Generation
(I'm not much of a crybaby when it comes to death and I guess this song proves it.)
Mental Breakdown:
Weird Al Yankovic - The Plumbing Song
(Talk about mental breakdown.. O_o)
Driving:
East Side Beat - Ride Like The Wind
(I'm so gay.. I love it! ^^ *dances*)
Flashback:
Scooter - Our Happy Hardcore
(I can just say LOADs of flashbacks in short times with some longer intervals.)
Getting Back Together:
Wierd Al Yankovic - Frank's 2000 TV
(Ye.. my love is a joke, like usually. ~_^ )
Birth of Child:
Proclaimers - 500 Miles
(Guess this would be a fitting tune for this, except it wouldn't be my child. I'm gay! ^^)
Wedding Scene:
Linkin Park - Krwlng (Reanimation)
(This isn't so bad, I guess.)
Car Accident:
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication
(Hallucinations and flashbacks while crashing, must be drugs.)
Death Scene:
Syd Barrel - Feel
( >_> )
Funeral Song:
No Doubt - Detective
(Guess I wasn't invited to the funeral, but wanted yo go anyway?)
End Credits:
Limp Bizkit - Don't go off wandering
(Well, at least the end credits are fitting well with the intro.)
-
Umm.. what shall I say? These are mostly songs I don't even listen to and I don't understand why my shuffle keeps jumping back to the same albums over and over when I got over 2000 songs on my playlist. O_o I should clear away stuff I don't listen to anymore.
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..
Opening Credits:
Basement Jaxx - Don't Know Me
(Sweet intro.)
Waking Up:
Tyskarna Från Lund - Global Fussball OK
(omg.. don't even wanna know..)
First Day At School:
Eminem - Till I Collapse
(Dosen't sound like the best day of school so far. But then, I've never liked school.)
Making Your New Best Friend:
Lucky Boys Confusion - Commitment
(This new best friend MUST be gay if they play this song.)
Falling In Love:
Linkin Park - P5hng Me A*wy (Reanimation)
(I'm not sure if I'm the one falling and he's rejecting me, dosen't sound better.)
Breaking Up:
Ian van Dahl - Nothing left to say
(Must be at a disco, this is way upbeat for a breakup.)
Prom:
Frank Sinatra - Love and Marrige
(lol.. it's the tune from "Marrige with Children" so I'll just let you all imagine this yourself..)
Graduation:
Gorillaz - Man Research
(It's just getting worse and worse, no clue what happens here.)
Life's Okay:
Ben Folds Five - Selfless, Cold and Composed
(*shrugs* I guess it's fitting tune.)
Death of a Close Friend:
Limp Bizkit - My Generation
(I'm not much of a crybaby when it comes to death and I guess this song proves it.)
Mental Breakdown:
Weird Al Yankovic - The Plumbing Song
(Talk about mental breakdown.. O_o)
Driving:
East Side Beat - Ride Like The Wind
(I'm so gay.. I love it! ^^ *dances*)
Flashback:
Scooter - Our Happy Hardcore
(I can just say LOADs of flashbacks in short times with some longer intervals.)
Getting Back Together:
Wierd Al Yankovic - Frank's 2000 TV
(Ye.. my love is a joke, like usually. ~_^ )
Birth of Child:
Proclaimers - 500 Miles
(Guess this would be a fitting tune for this, except it wouldn't be my child. I'm gay! ^^)
Wedding Scene:
Linkin Park - Krwlng (Reanimation)
(This isn't so bad, I guess.)
Car Accident:
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication
(Hallucinations and flashbacks while crashing, must be drugs.)
Death Scene:
Syd Barrel - Feel
( >_> )
Funeral Song:
No Doubt - Detective
(Guess I wasn't invited to the funeral, but wanted yo go anyway?)
End Credits:
Limp Bizkit - Don't go off wandering
(Well, at least the end credits are fitting well with the intro.)
-
Umm.. what shall I say? These are mostly songs I don't even listen to and I don't understand why my shuffle keeps jumping back to the same albums over and over when I got over 2000 songs on my playlist. O_o I should clear away stuff I don't listen to anymore.
Draw your Birth-Character!
Posted 18 years agoAlright, I had to fun doing my BirthDragon so I'm gonna see if I can get this going out over FA as well. All you basicly have to do is draw a character in your birthstone colors, using the Month stone as a main color. I've taken the time to look up all information that might be needed as well. Have fun all. ^^
Monthly Birthstones and Zodiac stones.
::January::
Modern birthstone: garnet
Zodiac gemstone for Capricorn: ruby
::February::
Modern birthstone: amethyst
Zodiac gemstone for Aquarius: garnet
::March::
Modern birthstone: aquamarine
Zodiac gemstone for Pisces: amethyst
::April::
Modern birthstone: diamond
Zodiac gemstone for Aries: bloodstone
::May::
Modern birthstone: emerald
Zodiac gemstone for Taurus: sapphire
::June::
Modern June birthstone: moonstone or alexandrite
Zodiac gemstone for Gemini: agate
::July::
Modern birthstone: ruby
Zodiac gemstone for Cancer: emerald
::August::
Modern birthstone: peridot
Zodiac gemstone for Leo: onyx
::September::
Modern birthstone: sapphire
Zodiac gemstone for Virgo: carnelian
::October::
Modern birthstone: opal or tourmaline
Zodiac gemstone for Libra: peridot
::November::
Modern birthstone: topaz or citrine
Zodiac gemstone for Scorpio: beryl
::December::
Modern birthstone: turquoise, blue topaz, or tanzanite
Zodiac gemstone for Sagittarius: topaz
--::Day Stones::--
::Day of Birth - Gemstone::
Sunday - Topaz
Monday - Pearl
Tuesday - Ruby
Wednesday - Amethyst
Thursday - Sapphire
Friday - Carnelian
Saturday - Turquoise
::Meanings of Certain Gemstones::
Amethyst - Sincerity, Peace
Aquamarine - Courage, Health
Citrine - Fidelity
Diamond - Innocence, Love
Emerald - Happiness, Fertility
Garnet - Constancy, Loyalty
Opal - Hope, Creativity
Pearl - Purity
Peridot - Felicity, Protection
Ruby - Nobility, Beauty
Sapphire - Wisdom, Calmness
Topaz - Friendship
Turquoise or Tanzanite - Success
Wanna know your future love outcome?
Posted 19 years agoPicked up random questions again, this time from decaf.
Posted 19 years agoI AM: White, scaley and kind.
I WANT: To spend all of my time wif friends.
I HAVE: Almost nothing to do. (Only reason why I'm doing this..)
I WISH: I was born as a real dragon.
I HATE: People that complain.
I FEAR: Being alone..
I HEAR: The fan from my computer and the tapping on my keyboards.
I REGRET: My life.
I LOVE: Way to many friends.
I ALWAYS: Drink chocolate-milk.
I DANCE: Only when alone.
I SING: Same as above..
I CRY: Very seldom.
I SHOULD: Be out helping my father, which I will do before continueing this.. bbs.
[ Y E S O R N O , Y O U ]
KEEP A DIARY: No.
HAVE A SECRET JOURNAL: No.
BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: Nope.
BELIEVE IN LOVE: Sometimes.
[ D O Y O U ]
HAVE A/ANY CRUSH(ES): Yarr.. three of them and I think one is available.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS: *noddies* One on my shoulder, a portrait of my dragon self.
THINK YOU ARE A HEALTH FREAK: Absolutely not.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Only one of them, then one I'm not living with.
[ F A V O R I T E ]
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: White.
DAY: Thursday, dunno why.
MONTH: Mars.. a name that is a month, a chocolate and a planet. Mmmm.. planet sized chocolate bar.
SONG: Atm.. Life's Flame by Heather Alexander.
FOOD: Meat in almost any shape. ^^
SEASON: Spring.
FRUIT: Loads, but prefer citrus fruits.
FAST FOOD: Kebab and everything you can do with it.
[ I N T H E L A S T 2 4 H O U R S , H A V E Y O U ]
CRIED?: Nyu.
HELPED SOMEONE?: Yarr.. helping my father to build a storeroom.
BOUGHT SOMTHING?: Not yet, just about to head to the store tho.
GOTTEN SICK?: Yea.. =/
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Nope.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: Nope.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: *noddies*
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: Nope.
TALKED TO AN EX?: Yea.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: Only this one.
MISSED SOMEONE?: All the time.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: Only online I'm afraid.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Not within 24h.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: Nope.
[ W O U L D Y O U E V E R ]
1. EAT A BUG?: Depends on how much money is involved.
2. BUNGEE JUMP?: Nope.
3. HANG GLIDE?: Maybe.
4. KILL SOMEONE?: Depends.
5. HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T LOVE? Maybe.
7. PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE?: Nope.
8. WALK ON HOT COALS? Depends, on money.
9. GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR JUST THEIR LOOKS?: Doubt it.
10. FOR THEIR REPUATION? Nope.
11. BE A VEGETARIAN?: Never.
12. WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES?: *chuckles* Maybe.
13. I.M A STRANGER?: Maybe.
14. SING KARaOKE?: Don't think so.
17. RUN A RED LIGHT?: Does jail walking count?
18. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: I'd like that.
19. BE ON SURVIVOR?: Nope, never and hell no.
22. MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: Depends.
23. KICK A BABY?: I shouldn't really answer this question..
24. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?: Sure, done it before.
[ T H E L A S T P E R S O N W H O ]
1. SLEPT IN YOUR BED BESIDES YOU?: My ex-ex-ex-boyfriend. ^^
2. SAW YOU CRY?: Someone I love.
3. MADE YOU CRY?: Myself.
4. WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH YOU?: A somewhat normal human pal.
5. YOU WENT TO DINNER WITH?: Another of my somewhat normal human pal.
6. YOU TALKED ON THE PHONE WITH?: Another of my somewhat normal human pal. (30min ago..)
7. MADE YOU LAUGH?: decaf, when reading her/his answer on the same questions I'm answering now.
[ W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R ]
1. PIERCE YOUR NOSE OR TONGUE?: Tongue, at least I could hide it.
2. BE SERIOUS OR FUNNY?: Funny.
3. DRINK WHOLE OR SKIM MILK?: Whole, of course.
4. DIE IN A FIRE OR DROWN: They are just as bad, I guess I'd rather go out with a blast tho, so fire.
5. SPEND TIME WITH YOUR PARENTS OR YOUR ENEMIES?: Trick question, one of my parents is my enemy. But I'd rather spend time with my other parent.
[ A R E Y O U ]
1. SIMPLE OR COMPLICATED?: Simple, yet very complicated.
2. GAY?: Yup, completely gay.
3. HARDCORE?: Don't think so.. *shrugs*
[ D O Y O U P R E F E R ]
1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: Candy. ^^ Tho flowers are special when I do get it.
2. GRAY OR BLACK?: Hmm.. black I think.
3. COLOR OR BLACK&WHITE PHOTOS?: Colors, love colors!
5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: Sunset. ^^
8. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY?: Staying up late.
[A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y]
1. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: Yes.
2. DO THEY KNOW IT: I've told him.
3. DO THEY LIKE YOU?: The bastard is straight. ^^
[ D O Y O U P R E F E R ]
1. SUN OR MOON?: Mooooon.
2. WINTER OR FALL?: Fall.
3. LEFT OR RIGHT?: Right.
4. HAVING TEN ACQUAINTENCES OR TWO BEST FRIENDS?: Two bestfriends, anytime.
5. SUN OR RAIN?: Dunno, rain?
6. VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM?: Vanilla.
[ A B O U T Y O U ]
1. WHAT TIME IS IT?: 4:39 PM
2. NAME?: N.J.P.E.G.L. and that's just the initials..
3. NICKNAME(S)?: Morph, of course.. I have some other that I don't think I'll mention.
4. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: Southern Sweden.
5. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDATE?: 28/5/83
6. WHAT SONG DO YOU HAVE STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: Red Alert.. by Basement Jaxx
[ U N I Q U E ]
CAN YOU ROLL YOUR TONGUE?: Oh yea.
CAN YOU RAISE ONE EYEBROW?: Ye.
CAN YOU CROSS YOUR EYES?: Yeah.
DO YOU MAKE YOUR BED DAILY?: Nope, to boring.
EVER THROWN ONE AT SOMEONE?: A bed? I've thrown someone into one if that counts.
WHAT JEWELRY DO YOU WEAR?: Rings and a bracelet, only in silver.
DO YOU TWIRL YOUR SPAGHETTI?: Sometimes.
HAVE YOU EVER EATEN SPAM?: Of course, I live to close to Denmark to been able to miss it. (tastey on a sammish.)
FAVORITE ICE CREAM?: Vanilla in milk. ^^ Milkshake. Unless you count sorbet as an icecream.
HOW MANY KINDS OF CEREAL ARE IN YOUR CABINET?: None.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?: Don't have one.
DO YOU COOK?: As often as I can when not alone.
[ I N T H E L A S T M O N T H , H A V E Y O U ]
HAD A BF/GF?: Nope.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: Yea.
SANG?: Only when being alone.
BEEN KISSED?: Can't remember, maybe three weeks ago.
GOTTEN HIGH?: Got drunk, for the first time. ^^
DANCED CRAZY?: Nope.
GOTTEN YOUR HAIR CUT?: Yarr.
CRIED?: Ye..
LIED?: Think so.
I WANT: To spend all of my time wif friends.
I HAVE: Almost nothing to do. (Only reason why I'm doing this..)
I WISH: I was born as a real dragon.
I HATE: People that complain.
I FEAR: Being alone..
I HEAR: The fan from my computer and the tapping on my keyboards.
I REGRET: My life.
I LOVE: Way to many friends.
I ALWAYS: Drink chocolate-milk.
I DANCE: Only when alone.
I SING: Same as above..
I CRY: Very seldom.
I SHOULD: Be out helping my father, which I will do before continueing this.. bbs.
[ Y E S O R N O , Y O U ]
KEEP A DIARY: No.
HAVE A SECRET JOURNAL: No.
BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: Nope.
BELIEVE IN LOVE: Sometimes.
[ D O Y O U ]
HAVE A/ANY CRUSH(ES): Yarr.. three of them and I think one is available.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS: *noddies* One on my shoulder, a portrait of my dragon self.
THINK YOU ARE A HEALTH FREAK: Absolutely not.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Only one of them, then one I'm not living with.
[ F A V O R I T E ]
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: White.
DAY: Thursday, dunno why.
MONTH: Mars.. a name that is a month, a chocolate and a planet. Mmmm.. planet sized chocolate bar.
SONG: Atm.. Life's Flame by Heather Alexander.
FOOD: Meat in almost any shape. ^^
SEASON: Spring.
FRUIT: Loads, but prefer citrus fruits.
FAST FOOD: Kebab and everything you can do with it.
[ I N T H E L A S T 2 4 H O U R S , H A V E Y O U ]
CRIED?: Nyu.
HELPED SOMEONE?: Yarr.. helping my father to build a storeroom.
BOUGHT SOMTHING?: Not yet, just about to head to the store tho.
GOTTEN SICK?: Yea.. =/
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Nope.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: Nope.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: *noddies*
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: Nope.
TALKED TO AN EX?: Yea.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: Only this one.
MISSED SOMEONE?: All the time.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: Only online I'm afraid.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Not within 24h.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: Nope.
[ W O U L D Y O U E V E R ]
1. EAT A BUG?: Depends on how much money is involved.
2. BUNGEE JUMP?: Nope.
3. HANG GLIDE?: Maybe.
4. KILL SOMEONE?: Depends.
5. HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T LOVE? Maybe.
7. PARACHUTE FROM A PLANE?: Nope.
8. WALK ON HOT COALS? Depends, on money.
9. GO OUT WITH SOMEONE FOR JUST THEIR LOOKS?: Doubt it.
10. FOR THEIR REPUATION? Nope.
11. BE A VEGETARIAN?: Never.
12. WEAR PLAID WITH STRIPES?: *chuckles* Maybe.
13. I.M A STRANGER?: Maybe.
14. SING KARaOKE?: Don't think so.
17. RUN A RED LIGHT?: Does jail walking count?
18. DYE YOUR HAIR BLUE?: I'd like that.
19. BE ON SURVIVOR?: Nope, never and hell no.
22. MAKE SOMEONE CRY?: Depends.
23. KICK A BABY?: I shouldn't really answer this question..
24. STAY UP ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT?: Sure, done it before.
[ T H E L A S T P E R S O N W H O ]
1. SLEPT IN YOUR BED BESIDES YOU?: My ex-ex-ex-boyfriend. ^^
2. SAW YOU CRY?: Someone I love.
3. MADE YOU CRY?: Myself.
4. WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH YOU?: A somewhat normal human pal.
5. YOU WENT TO DINNER WITH?: Another of my somewhat normal human pal.
6. YOU TALKED ON THE PHONE WITH?: Another of my somewhat normal human pal. (30min ago..)
7. MADE YOU LAUGH?: decaf, when reading her/his answer on the same questions I'm answering now.
[ W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R ]
1. PIERCE YOUR NOSE OR TONGUE?: Tongue, at least I could hide it.
2. BE SERIOUS OR FUNNY?: Funny.
3. DRINK WHOLE OR SKIM MILK?: Whole, of course.
4. DIE IN A FIRE OR DROWN: They are just as bad, I guess I'd rather go out with a blast tho, so fire.
5. SPEND TIME WITH YOUR PARENTS OR YOUR ENEMIES?: Trick question, one of my parents is my enemy. But I'd rather spend time with my other parent.
[ A R E Y O U ]
1. SIMPLE OR COMPLICATED?: Simple, yet very complicated.
2. GAY?: Yup, completely gay.
3. HARDCORE?: Don't think so.. *shrugs*
[ D O Y O U P R E F E R ]
1. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: Candy. ^^ Tho flowers are special when I do get it.
2. GRAY OR BLACK?: Hmm.. black I think.
3. COLOR OR BLACK&WHITE PHOTOS?: Colors, love colors!
5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET?: Sunset. ^^
8. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY?: Staying up late.
[A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y]
1. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: Yes.
2. DO THEY KNOW IT: I've told him.
3. DO THEY LIKE YOU?: The bastard is straight. ^^
[ D O Y O U P R E F E R ]
1. SUN OR MOON?: Mooooon.
2. WINTER OR FALL?: Fall.
3. LEFT OR RIGHT?: Right.
4. HAVING TEN ACQUAINTENCES OR TWO BEST FRIENDS?: Two bestfriends, anytime.
5. SUN OR RAIN?: Dunno, rain?
6. VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM?: Vanilla.
[ A B O U T Y O U ]
1. WHAT TIME IS IT?: 4:39 PM
2. NAME?: N.J.P.E.G.L. and that's just the initials..
3. NICKNAME(S)?: Morph, of course.. I have some other that I don't think I'll mention.
4. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: Southern Sweden.
5. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDATE?: 28/5/83
6. WHAT SONG DO YOU HAVE STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: Red Alert.. by Basement Jaxx
[ U N I Q U E ]
CAN YOU ROLL YOUR TONGUE?: Oh yea.
CAN YOU RAISE ONE EYEBROW?: Ye.
CAN YOU CROSS YOUR EYES?: Yeah.
DO YOU MAKE YOUR BED DAILY?: Nope, to boring.
EVER THROWN ONE AT SOMEONE?: A bed? I've thrown someone into one if that counts.
WHAT JEWELRY DO YOU WEAR?: Rings and a bracelet, only in silver.
DO YOU TWIRL YOUR SPAGHETTI?: Sometimes.
HAVE YOU EVER EATEN SPAM?: Of course, I live to close to Denmark to been able to miss it. (tastey on a sammish.)
FAVORITE ICE CREAM?: Vanilla in milk. ^^ Milkshake. Unless you count sorbet as an icecream.
HOW MANY KINDS OF CEREAL ARE IN YOUR CABINET?: None.
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?: Don't have one.
DO YOU COOK?: As often as I can when not alone.
[ I N T H E L A S T M O N T H , H A V E Y O U ]
HAD A BF/GF?: Nope.
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: Yea.
SANG?: Only when being alone.
BEEN KISSED?: Can't remember, maybe three weeks ago.
GOTTEN HIGH?: Got drunk, for the first time. ^^
DANCED CRAZY?: Nope.
GOTTEN YOUR HAIR CUT?: Yarr.
CRIED?: Ye..
LIED?: Think so.
Who are you? thingy.
Posted 19 years agoSeraphi made me post it.. >.>
Not that I do mind tho. ^^ Now.. answer the questions!
Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me? Where?
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what i say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?
Not that I do mind tho. ^^ Now.. answer the questions!
Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me? Where?
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what i say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?