Im planning on doing a few YCH's and more adoptables.

MOST of the YCH's will be NSFW or Gore/Horror themed, [strike]maybe even both combined because im a sadistic fuck like that lol.[/strike]

The adopts im still stewing over.
I may do a mix of Auctions, Mystery Adopts, NYP (Name Your Price) and a few solid priced ones.

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More info, just warning it gets kinda heavy for a bit below o3o;;;

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I....I really need 400$ right now.
Why you may be asking? Well i'll tell you....

I need the money to pay for my moving trip.
You see im in a really fucking bad spot right now, my living situation is toxic to me and making my mental health little to barely managable most days. Ive been trapped in this situation for technically most my life and its gotten desperately to a breaking point where i question every day if i should live or put an end to my suffering for good.

I dont like feeling like this, I dont like wondering if im going to live one day or snap the next, I dont enjoy making myself hide in a room because i dont feel safe everywhere beyond it but at the same time its smothering me, I really dont enjoy any of this.

I dont care if i have to draw P0rn, I dont care if i have to undersell myself, i dont even care if i make myself even more stressed and swamped in art work.

Anything is better then spending another year in this hell probably loosing my mind completely at last.
Schizophrenia in a closed environment like this is not a good thing and yeah, ive tried pills and such but they never help me, they make me worse or stop working at all. Ive been to every shrink here, ive thought out every possible exit or way to a better life but nothing thus far has helped.

Technically i do have the money to leave however my uncle and mother take most of my money for rent and their bills leaving me with 200$ that has to go on mainly food and whatevers (Rarely) left towards anything else i need which the food never lasts, especially when living with vacuums who will eat anything/everything regardless on who's it is. Ive tried getting her to let me be my own Payee but she wont let me and keeps holding the "mentally ill" card over my head like its a fucking badge i have to show to everyone. I also cant handle a job here so thats out of the question and i really dont want to get into that.

But you also be asking, "But why dont you take it by force?" Well then my ass will be thrown out along with her and my nephew while my uncle sells the house and moves to Georgia to live with a friend because my friend (The one willing to take the 13 hr drive to bring me to their state to live with them in a healthy and better for me enviroment) who has been very very busy because of work (Shitty manager, enough said) and may not be able to make the trip right on call. I dont want to risk that at all, i litteraly would have no where else to go other then possibly one of my brothers houses (The only one ive ever gotten along with) and my father lives there and i dont want that mess right now, My father has mentally abused me my whole life and he's the last person i need to deal with.

....Sorry for making that lengthy explanation but i rather you know where the money earned for them is going and why.

Or even if you just want to donate, a simple dollar even, Its apprecaited. Every little thing counts QwQ

Thank you for taking the time to read this ;;v;;

http://dysfunctional-horror.deviantart.com/journal/Derpy-Reservations-604959607

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More Info in my journal here

If you would like one, please comment down below with ref pictures and asking to reserve a slot so i may inculde you to the DA journal.

I was thinking about it yanno, making one mainly for the sake of gore in it.

Perhaps a person (Or in this sites case, A furry even) in either their choice attire or in one of the regiments uniforms half inside a titans mouth, their guts all spewing out between the teeth like a tooth paste tube, their hands against the teeth all fratic like a trapped animal (lolpun) or even the fist pounding against the tooth rage.

Maybe i'll do a few variations to it, even change it up with either self made or in show seen Titans for it and let you pick however if i did the Colossal Titan that one may be the more expensive one given how huge that fucker is and how much detail i'd have to throw into him. Your character would be a speck in his teeth pretty much.

so uh...any thoughts?

Im thinking about doing some for here as i really could use the money.

Yep. I've officially dropped from the depth of me just drawing porn for myself to friends to using my talents in order to afford life.

Because yanno...life sucks. ;v;

What do you watchers of here think? o3o

I have plenty of characters i could potentially upload here but im unsure if i should e3e;;

I could just be a lazy ass and link you all to them Via my DA and my DA's stash but idk.

I dont want to spam the few people who watch me here, though most of those who watch me here are from DA so chances are you've already seen most of what i can offer atm in terms of uploading, lot of the stuff posted is just re-uploads for here honestly.

Dunno...What do you guys think?

http://dysfunctional-horror.deviant.....rems-600138971

So like i previously mentioned on my DA im willing to draw at least one grem for some one, how ever this is not the case of first come first serve and i will likely pick yours by my own choice.

I would prefer said grems not be too bland but not too complex in design but interesting too.
This is practice after all and hopefully some day i will have my own Grem ;;v;;

If your unsure what a grem is learn about them here: http://gremcorps.deviantart.com/

Anyways i decided to mention this here encase some one who watches me here has one they would like drawn and to be my practice o3o
This is of course a free service how ever if you do feel like giving in return im more then welcomed to donations right now ;v; whether in money/return art or just DA currency, anything is good ;;v;;

The pictures in question will be of my color sketch style which you'll see previews of in the top link on this journal.

Please leave some form of reference sheet in your comments ;v;

And please please PLEASE dont take it to heart or get offended if i dont choose your grem ;u;
I may be tempted to do two if i find another i also like but otherwise i wont do more.


...course i can be easily bribed to do more, im just saying o3o;

http://www.redbubble.com/people/h0r.....-mettaton-love

So uh...
This was originally a Mettaton Valentine i had posted in feb, on time too which is not normally of me to do when it comes to holiday themed works. I did the line work and the background while my friend colored in Mettaton and the Legs. The original Valentine has text on it however my friend being the one who put it on also had a non-text version which im currently using here on red bubble.

Anyways the reason for this journal is i posted it on redbubble because i really need some help right now. Money wise that is.

You see where im currently living is really not good, i dont want to go into detail only that i need to get away from my family and its taking a massive tole on my mental health.

The massive problem in this? Im poor as hell. What little money i get a month is mostly taken by my family for rent and bills, mind you bills that are not mine. I get 800 once a month from the state as im less then capable of a job right now (Not that theres any here anyways) and im literally left with 200 after my family takes the rest which all has to go towards food. Not a problem right? Wrong. No you see that 200 has to last me a whole month. The whole. Damn. Month. Which it never does and it just barely covers food expenses. Sometimes im left with 50, other times im left with less to nothing left.

I really need this escape. I have a friend who is literally willing to drive from their state to mine (Which is a 13hr drive) to come pick me up and let me live with them to get out of this hell.

The money from redbubble i earn will go towards the trip, a new tablet as mine is 12 years+ old and on its last legs. I wouldve taken cash commissions if it werent for the fact my tablet has been having periods of no longer working and i rather not risk that.

Please, even if you cant directly help even spreading the word is something ;;v;;

Thank you for reading this~<3

Hello, i am [Extracted Data] but most people call me Horror, So i would prefer to be addressed by that as its my nickname.
Im relatively shy but friendly and sort've a loner at times, i keep to myself most of the time as well as only stick to a small group of people and interact the most with an even smaller group, i dont typically interact with others first so chances are i wont talk unless you've stricken up a convo with me first. I have relatively low self esteem and confidence so im not always very nice to myself or how i view my art so its always cheap when i try to sell things. Im not the best at these profile intro things so excuse me if its all over the place, my thoughts constantly race and i forget things a lot, and i mean a LOT which is why its best to remind me though i tend to take a while when im working on Art, namely things i owe others (depending on their difficulty/complexity).

Im a self taught artists and generally i draw Horror anything, occasionally i will draw NSFW and other things but rarely will i draw freely for others (Like request work) unless its gift art and its not often i take Trades/commissions though feel free to ask about them anyways as i likely wont always keep here updated.

Hmm...What else? Uhhh....Currently im in the process of moving from one state to an entirely new one so if i do open commissions or a YCH/Adoptables their likely to be in cash (unless specified otherwise) to go towards funding for that and a new tablet as mine is very very old and continuously having problems with it. Oh uh, Ive many um, "disorders" but due to being told ive had this and that and the other i dont really know for sure if i even have as many as ive been told, the psyche help where i live is not good but i rather list the few ive been confirmed to have just for the sake of knowing why i do some of things i do: ADD, PTSD, BiPolar, Depression, Manic Depression, Anxiety, and Schizophrenia (Though im still waiting on testing for this last one). As of right now i only really have one trigger and that is Religion, Dont mention it or even talk to me about it as its a subject in my past that has not been a good one and id rather warn you now then have you accidently set me off.
I like to give everyone a fair chance in getting to know me but just take this as a warning now, Dont do something to get on my bad side because i do not give second chances, Its one and done. Ive had past experiences that have lead to trust issues and only taking one sour experience with a person to make me no longer want anything to do with them. First impressions are everything to me, from speech to body language, its more a sensual thing rather then a "Oh look their dressed like a hipster and have an accent", i trust my gut more then anything and if i get good vibes from you then your impression is just all the more positive for me. Im very instinctual and i rather listen to them then what others tell me as its part of me, i may fight with myself but its never proven me wrong to fallow my inner callings.

i guess ive made this long enough, ive probably missed a lot but eh. I havent slept yet, i dont sleep well/often, i have Insomnia and back problems on top of being a nocturnal beast so thats always a fun combo lol. I emote too much too, which is my way of expressing my emotion in my speech since i dont know how i come off to people, i rather add a smile so what ever im saying doesnt get the vibe of being bad c:

ALso My page here will likely be messy too ;v;

I am new here \o3o/

Im still learning site layout and how to make my page look decent ( Which almost every page i have never do ;v; ). I hail from DA (Deviantart) and i found this site pretty neat, actually fallowed a few of my favorite artists over here.

So uh...little bit about myself i suppose o3o;;
Im a horror freak, i absolutely love anything and everything horror, actually earned the nickname "Horror" because of it (And my second DA account heh). Im a self taught artist, i used to draw animals and Anthros (Though i suppose you could call them Furries in a way) when i was young though ive grown to drawing humans and monsters more in my recent years. I might not post very often as im primarily a DA Addict, but ill try my best to at least maintain here unlike the other art sites im on as this one isnt as confusing layout wise and so far its very friendly and welcoming c:

I tend to be shy with new people, i dont really interact with others often or people that arent close to me and it normally takes starting the convo with me in order to get one haha ^^; im very friendly and approachable though~

Oh and i tend to draw NSFW every now and again and swear like a sailor sometimes so theres that.

hmm...lets see, what else o3o;;
erm, i suppose just ask me anything really ^^;;