so i hav been trying my hand back at drawing. i havent really tried to draw anything in like8-9 years. im used to drawing with pen and paper. Unfortunately i need to get more up to date so i purchased a tablet. wow that thing is aggravating to draw on. The worse part is im still running into the same issue that made me stop last time. i cant hold an image in my head and my hands shake. on the tablet it is really noticeable. maybe im trying to hard, i dunno.

hello. im not use to this sort of thing. ive never kept a journal or a blog. i dont seem to use words very well or my words become very construed due to misinterpretation. Even to this day im am misinterpreted. its funny the way i grew up i figured when i grow up i would never have to explain myself. Once again i was wrong. seems like i have to do it every day.