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Posted 4 months agoSo last time I thought it would be all done by February but that didnt happen. Didnt get that job either back in February.
I did move finally and I am here in Chicago!! 3months and counting ; Yay! But it took more time than expected. And I just landed a job in the field I was looking for. 3 months later but I did it. So far I've been working damn near every day to make things happen. Its uber eats for now. I dont want to do Uber regular any more. 5 years of having strangers behind me is enough.
Plus I got my new car, its dumb expensive but it's all mine in my name. I moved all the adult paperwork stuff needed. I got my new Driver's license for Illinois. So those things are going well.
But it's been so rough on the romance department. I moved here to start a new chapter with my significant other. That turned out to be very chaotic. Its settled down some . But between struggling to stand up in the new city.
Left art and literally everything else in my life...in the back burner. Finally though. I got the major issues out the way. After 3 months of being here.
So the timeline I was gushing about was more idealized than realistic. However it is finally coming around for art and normality.
I could go deeper in to all the painful things I struggled to survive. While making this transition. But I'd rather focus on the nicer things.
I wished I would be able to attend some of these summer events for nerd/furry/ raver nightlife things. But I settled in just now. So I can really only look forward to maybe attending Midwest FurFest. Which is not too far from where I live actually.
So there have been more set backs than I anticipated. But they dont own me and I did make good progress.
For now till I get a scanner again. I will have to go back to cellphone pictures for uploads. But at least it will be better than nothing. I really look forward to that.
This journey has been long and painful. It happened exactly at a point in my life where I felt safe. August 2023 felt like a year I was going to get all the things i wished for. But ...That's exactly when things became unstable. But I didnt give up, it did take a whole year 1/2 but I've achieved quite a bit. I'm not fully restored on the independence front but I got a lot of things going for me.
I hope someone reading this. Sees they too can persevere through seemly impossible times. Keep going and dont give up.
Much love Fur Fam, we survive together
-ee
I did move finally and I am here in Chicago!! 3months and counting ; Yay! But it took more time than expected. And I just landed a job in the field I was looking for. 3 months later but I did it. So far I've been working damn near every day to make things happen. Its uber eats for now. I dont want to do Uber regular any more. 5 years of having strangers behind me is enough.
Plus I got my new car, its dumb expensive but it's all mine in my name. I moved all the adult paperwork stuff needed. I got my new Driver's license for Illinois. So those things are going well.
But it's been so rough on the romance department. I moved here to start a new chapter with my significant other. That turned out to be very chaotic. Its settled down some . But between struggling to stand up in the new city.
Left art and literally everything else in my life...in the back burner. Finally though. I got the major issues out the way. After 3 months of being here.
So the timeline I was gushing about was more idealized than realistic. However it is finally coming around for art and normality.
I could go deeper in to all the painful things I struggled to survive. While making this transition. But I'd rather focus on the nicer things.
I wished I would be able to attend some of these summer events for nerd/furry/ raver nightlife things. But I settled in just now. So I can really only look forward to maybe attending Midwest FurFest. Which is not too far from where I live actually.
So there have been more set backs than I anticipated. But they dont own me and I did make good progress.
For now till I get a scanner again. I will have to go back to cellphone pictures for uploads. But at least it will be better than nothing. I really look forward to that.
This journey has been long and painful. It happened exactly at a point in my life where I felt safe. August 2023 felt like a year I was going to get all the things i wished for. But ...That's exactly when things became unstable. But I didnt give up, it did take a whole year 1/2 but I've achieved quite a bit. I'm not fully restored on the independence front but I got a lot of things going for me.
I hope someone reading this. Sees they too can persevere through seemly impossible times. Keep going and dont give up.
Much love Fur Fam, we survive together
-ee
A little good news STILL not over though
Posted 9 months agoSo about 4 months ago. I updated you guys on my situation. To recap:
Back in October on the 21st. I was kicked out of my Dad's place. After he offered me a place to stay temporarily. Mind you he bound himself to be through some Social Security shit. He did that the day my mom died, said I was helping him out because my mom was that person for him. So now I should be....Anyways, I never lived there for free. I was only there 2weeks and 2 days in that time I offered to pay for everything! Anything I used, i cleaned the house daily and supplied household goods. Still wasn't good enough. Before I left my father managed to Syphon $500 from me before humiliating me, threating to call the cops. Telling me he would tell them I stole his identity and car. He said very bitterly that :
"Since you [me] are having so much trouble finding a place to stay... I have just the place for you. 3 hots and a cot."
Doing that while fake recording me with a body cam he stole from my brother after he did the same thing to him too.
I will say my brother is a rough character. So before my father did me THAT dirty I believed what he said. Now I know that even though my brother isn't the world's best. It was my father who started shit. Because after many conversations with my brother. I found he [our father] did the same damn thing to him [my brother] too. But I digress.
After that shit-hole situation. That I left, of course i gave back the car. Even though I bought it with my money and fixed everything with my money. I felt like it wasn't worth it Because at that point. I'd rather cut out the Narcissist than fight over a fucking car.
So after October 21st I jumped between Airbnb's for a while....till November 14th.
Mind you I worked EVERY DAY. UNTIL MY BODY GAVE OUT ON ME. Only on those days did I take a day off. I worked 10-12 hour shifts to make sure I made all the ends meet. But that obviously means putting everything to the back burners. But what else was I to do? At that point I was fighting homeless tooth and nail. So I can do the next big move. Which I did.
I made the big decision to begin the move to Chicago on the 14th of November. That was my go date and go I did. I took half my stuff, 4 of my cats, my mother's ashes [the Urn box] and my Boyfriend. We drove 1500miles in 23hours. It took me just about 2 days to make it there safely with the full load. Also with as few stops as we could afford.
By the 19th I had to drive back to Miami. To be able to continue to work and return the vehicle. Hertz sold the car I rented so I had to switch vehicles before returning to work....Insane, I know but...Uber is my full time job. Since my mom passed away. Yes for a while I did Security but after my license expired they sent the paperwork to my old address. So once that paperwork was gone/lost, the license got fully expired and Uber returned to being the full time. It was a snowball situation hardcore.
Plus The car for the trip was an Uber Hertz Vehicle that had to be returned to the place of rental. Yes I did make a complaint about that but there was no breaks given. So after much tears and pain. I arrived back in Miami on November 22nd. I rested and went right back to work.
I spent my whole time from November 22nd till December 31st working. I did 12-18hour days. I even worked Thanksgiving and Christmas... lemme just say people WHERE FERAL during this time.
Me, Working pretty much from the time I woke up. Till I passed out again. I kept running into curve balls and even almost lost my account. I took 7 one-star ratings in December. I NEVER FUCKING EVER HAD THAT HAPPEN IN THE 5YEARS I EVER DID UBER!!! So even though This time I am couchsurfing at a friend's house. Where I traded a place to rest for my house cleaning services. Which was desperately needed. I basically worked even when I wasn't working. Shit was still spiraling on me. I prayed and cried. I felt so much shame because everything I dreamed I would have been doing I had to sacrifice on the alter of " hope" to make it through this hell. Got anyone wondering where is my man in all this. He had his own issues to address back home in Chicago and he is taking care of my babies while sorting his shit out. Making sure the new accommodations worked out. We will be living with his life long friend. But much had to be done on both sides. Still I felt betrayed because that just felt like another facet on this shit-show I been trying to out live. It feels like I'm trying to out-run Hell.
GOOD NEWS: All my hard work paid off.
I managed to squeeze a few days vacation to spend time with loved ones in Chicago for the newyear. Which turned into me basically going back to just handle business and solidifying my next job so that when I do go back. I will have money in my pocket to cover between the time I return and the 1st paycheck from the new job.
Which btw I start work at my new job February 12th. So yes all the hard work DID paying off. But keep in mind to make this happen I gave up just about every pleasure including hot food. ALL OF THIS IS EXTREMELY PAINFUL and I'm still not done I have a little more time left here in Miami.
But while I am here...
I sleep on a couch, of which I'm extremely grateful. But I don't have much privacy at all, I'm working insane hours to make miracles happen. And life is throwing hella curve ball at me all the while. My life is still split between the 2 cities and 2 storage units. But in small part, this journey is just about over.
I finalize my move from Miami to Chicago [Actually Wood Dale but don't pick on the details lemme finish the update]
I finalize my move February 8th. Thank you everyone who checked up on me. Who kept faith that I would make it. Thank you anyone who supported me during this hellscape I've been fighting to survive. I felt so much shame over not having any time to art. Let alone rest. This is not the way I expected leaving my old place would be like. I never thought it would turn out like this.
Don't even get me started on January 19th with the Trump presidency and Elon Musk throwing his little "gang sign " like a fuking charged attack.
This has been the darkest moments of my life outside of the death of my Mother. So from the deepest part of my heart Thank you to everyone who stayed at my side. There is a silver lining and we ARE making it.
My laptop is in Chicago so when I return I will finally be able to color the art I owe. And upload the 2 scribbles I made just before I fly back to Chicago in February. My heart goes out to everyone struggling in this 2025 Hunger Games. May the Odds ever be in your Favor. Band together for that is how we will Survive.
Most of all do not stop in the middle of hell. Fight all the way through it.
Much love and Good things my Furiends.
-ee
Back in October on the 21st. I was kicked out of my Dad's place. After he offered me a place to stay temporarily. Mind you he bound himself to be through some Social Security shit. He did that the day my mom died, said I was helping him out because my mom was that person for him. So now I should be....Anyways, I never lived there for free. I was only there 2weeks and 2 days in that time I offered to pay for everything! Anything I used, i cleaned the house daily and supplied household goods. Still wasn't good enough. Before I left my father managed to Syphon $500 from me before humiliating me, threating to call the cops. Telling me he would tell them I stole his identity and car. He said very bitterly that :
"Since you [me] are having so much trouble finding a place to stay... I have just the place for you. 3 hots and a cot."
Doing that while fake recording me with a body cam he stole from my brother after he did the same thing to him too.
I will say my brother is a rough character. So before my father did me THAT dirty I believed what he said. Now I know that even though my brother isn't the world's best. It was my father who started shit. Because after many conversations with my brother. I found he [our father] did the same damn thing to him [my brother] too. But I digress.
After that shit-hole situation. That I left, of course i gave back the car. Even though I bought it with my money and fixed everything with my money. I felt like it wasn't worth it Because at that point. I'd rather cut out the Narcissist than fight over a fucking car.
So after October 21st I jumped between Airbnb's for a while....till November 14th.
Mind you I worked EVERY DAY. UNTIL MY BODY GAVE OUT ON ME. Only on those days did I take a day off. I worked 10-12 hour shifts to make sure I made all the ends meet. But that obviously means putting everything to the back burners. But what else was I to do? At that point I was fighting homeless tooth and nail. So I can do the next big move. Which I did.
I made the big decision to begin the move to Chicago on the 14th of November. That was my go date and go I did. I took half my stuff, 4 of my cats, my mother's ashes [the Urn box] and my Boyfriend. We drove 1500miles in 23hours. It took me just about 2 days to make it there safely with the full load. Also with as few stops as we could afford.
By the 19th I had to drive back to Miami. To be able to continue to work and return the vehicle. Hertz sold the car I rented so I had to switch vehicles before returning to work....Insane, I know but...Uber is my full time job. Since my mom passed away. Yes for a while I did Security but after my license expired they sent the paperwork to my old address. So once that paperwork was gone/lost, the license got fully expired and Uber returned to being the full time. It was a snowball situation hardcore.
Plus The car for the trip was an Uber Hertz Vehicle that had to be returned to the place of rental. Yes I did make a complaint about that but there was no breaks given. So after much tears and pain. I arrived back in Miami on November 22nd. I rested and went right back to work.
I spent my whole time from November 22nd till December 31st working. I did 12-18hour days. I even worked Thanksgiving and Christmas... lemme just say people WHERE FERAL during this time.
Me, Working pretty much from the time I woke up. Till I passed out again. I kept running into curve balls and even almost lost my account. I took 7 one-star ratings in December. I NEVER FUCKING EVER HAD THAT HAPPEN IN THE 5YEARS I EVER DID UBER!!! So even though This time I am couchsurfing at a friend's house. Where I traded a place to rest for my house cleaning services. Which was desperately needed. I basically worked even when I wasn't working. Shit was still spiraling on me. I prayed and cried. I felt so much shame because everything I dreamed I would have been doing I had to sacrifice on the alter of " hope" to make it through this hell. Got anyone wondering where is my man in all this. He had his own issues to address back home in Chicago and he is taking care of my babies while sorting his shit out. Making sure the new accommodations worked out. We will be living with his life long friend. But much had to be done on both sides. Still I felt betrayed because that just felt like another facet on this shit-show I been trying to out live. It feels like I'm trying to out-run Hell.
GOOD NEWS: All my hard work paid off.
I managed to squeeze a few days vacation to spend time with loved ones in Chicago for the newyear. Which turned into me basically going back to just handle business and solidifying my next job so that when I do go back. I will have money in my pocket to cover between the time I return and the 1st paycheck from the new job.
Which btw I start work at my new job February 12th. So yes all the hard work DID paying off. But keep in mind to make this happen I gave up just about every pleasure including hot food. ALL OF THIS IS EXTREMELY PAINFUL and I'm still not done I have a little more time left here in Miami.
But while I am here...
I sleep on a couch, of which I'm extremely grateful. But I don't have much privacy at all, I'm working insane hours to make miracles happen. And life is throwing hella curve ball at me all the while. My life is still split between the 2 cities and 2 storage units. But in small part, this journey is just about over.
I finalize my move from Miami to Chicago [Actually Wood Dale but don't pick on the details lemme finish the update]
I finalize my move February 8th. Thank you everyone who checked up on me. Who kept faith that I would make it. Thank you anyone who supported me during this hellscape I've been fighting to survive. I felt so much shame over not having any time to art. Let alone rest. This is not the way I expected leaving my old place would be like. I never thought it would turn out like this.
Don't even get me started on January 19th with the Trump presidency and Elon Musk throwing his little "gang sign " like a fuking charged attack.
This has been the darkest moments of my life outside of the death of my Mother. So from the deepest part of my heart Thank you to everyone who stayed at my side. There is a silver lining and we ARE making it.
My laptop is in Chicago so when I return I will finally be able to color the art I owe. And upload the 2 scribbles I made just before I fly back to Chicago in February. My heart goes out to everyone struggling in this 2025 Hunger Games. May the Odds ever be in your Favor. Band together for that is how we will Survive.
Most of all do not stop in the middle of hell. Fight all the way through it.
Much love and Good things my Furiends.
-ee
My stay at this place was Terrible
Posted a year agoSomething that was meant to be my safe heaven turned out to be a nightmare.
Not everyone you trust is worth trusting enough to live with. Which is the hard lesson I have learned.
6months ago I was meant to move on and up with everything and be better. After fighting so hard to be healthy from walking pneumonia. My whole living situation devolved into hell.
A "friend" if I can ever have called him that. Turned into a malicious prick, after what he calls a betrayal.
But honestly it wasn't. I JUST couldn't keep secrets for a "friend" that constantly telling me I'm going to kick me out of my home, that I pay rent for! And not just rent, I paid my half of the rent, electricity, I bought groceries. Filled the fridge, picked him up from work, took him to work. Not everyday but enough times that it was clearly adding up. And not every time did he compensate me. Which I thought I was doing him a favor, but that getting away from the point. I Cleaned like a fucking servant. All while still going to work at night. Let me tell you it wore me to the bone. To work at home before work then work more for work then come home to clean up. Basically work more after work.
And still none of this was enough to not be harrassed, yelled at, knocking on my bedroom door to be argued about something pointless like the dishes. Even if they wasn't my dishes. Just constantly messed with via turning off the AC when I'm sleeping.
Mind you I work at night. So I'm asleep in the hottest part of the day. In the worst room in the house for ac. Of which my room is the smallest with no closet space. And lots more but getting back to the point.
Nothing kept this asshole away from me except court and the cops. Not even begging his gf [the actual apartment lease signer] to please mediate the issues between us. So they dont escalate. That didnt help. Only legal actions helped.
My heart and wallet have been broken over this. And it's been more than embarrassing that I havnt uploaded any work . Especially since I have it done and its beautifully done too. All becuz I dont even have the energy. Let alone energy to take a shower. So where would I find the energy to art?! I didnt.
Hell I didn't even feel comfortable in my own home. Hell I didnt have internet for 3 months even tho I paid for it. Becuz he took away my password. And while it's his service, we agreed to share becuz I was paying for it. That's not all; i paid $1000+ just to be told I couldn't use certain things in the house.
I wasn't allowed to have guests, or use the extra room. Which was supposed to be the room for guests.
I wasn't allowed to do whatever he felt like saying I wasn't allowed. Hell it came to a point where he tried to deny me access to the kitchen or AC. Even the the kitchen is right outside my door. And the temperature in my room is 6°+ hotter than the actual rest of the house! And he KNEW THAT from the start.
Mind you he is not my Landlord nor does he have any authority. His gf is more of my Landlord. But this didnt stop him from acting like it. Or being a general asshole to me. Becuz now he "doesn't like me"
My stay here is coming to a close at the end of this month. And while I am excited about that. Much has suffered in this turmoil of roommate fighting.
I've lost sleep, money, jobs, ect over this during my stay here.. I almost lost my mind.
And I am emotionally tapped out. I feel like a failed artist always promising to do better and life. Just kicks me in the throat. And I spiral out into just trying to survive.
I am refunding everyone I owe art to. This really makes me feel defeated in the worst of ways. I didnt ever get to go out and party. I could escape to my dad's house and that's about it. I almost never see any of my friends. I went to my friend's place may be 2 times in the 9 months that I been living here. I went to the beach 1 time. And I live 10mins from the beach.
There is a lot more but you get the picture. I became a hermit locked in my room. For like 5 months I suffered the heat of my room with the door closed . Just trying to stop the fighting. Trying to tip toe around this man in every sense. It feels like swallowing broken glass. Some times it worked but over all it didnt stop shit. I shrank myself down for nothing. It didnt keep the peace. He would just have his gf talk to me on his behalf. For whatever he felt was an issue. Mind you his girlfriend is an angel. But he walks all over her good natured heart.
Anyways, I am still going to so the art! I dont want to give up and let him win. Becuz I am not going to give up my dreams. Just becuz a bad friend/roommate situation gone wrong. He cannot have this part of my soul!! I wont allow this shit to keep chipping away at me. Lord knows he tried his best.
I can say: I am safe, And I am still working. I just severely had to put everything into the back burner. I fucking hate it.
Fighting almost everyday about pointless shit that I took care of anyways. Especially when he is a pig when I'm home, feels like a sick joke. Like arguing about dishes, knowing full well that he never does ANY cleaning around the house. Even for things he dirtied. You know who cleans: It's me, my boyfriend and his gf that do the cleaning. And we ALWAYS do it. The house stays clean, like a museum house and for who?!? Houses get dirty! That happens. But it was used like a weapon. Just more ammo... another reason he got to argue and fight with me, damn near every day.
Please be careful who you move in with. Even if you are friends for years. I was friends with this guy for 6years. And still if this happened to me. It can happen to anyone. Let my story be a lesson in taking care of yourself 1st. You never know what happens when you over estimate your importance in anyone's life.
I really believed that our friendship would be worth more. And it wasn't. To this day, he knows he was wrong. And to this day he still blames me. What was my "crime"? I didnt, allow myself to be quiet while being threatened. Especially since he pays for NOTHING. HE is living rent FREE by mooching off of his girlfriend. Yes that's right.
He pays no rent, no electricity, no internet and no groceries.
Fucking unbelievable. Sick fuckint joke. But believe it...
Stay safe out there furiends. Bad times dont last forever. Much love, with all my heart. <3
Also RIP Dragoneer my heart just hurts. Dark days my friends....
-ee
Not everyone you trust is worth trusting enough to live with. Which is the hard lesson I have learned.
6months ago I was meant to move on and up with everything and be better. After fighting so hard to be healthy from walking pneumonia. My whole living situation devolved into hell.
A "friend" if I can ever have called him that. Turned into a malicious prick, after what he calls a betrayal.
But honestly it wasn't. I JUST couldn't keep secrets for a "friend" that constantly telling me I'm going to kick me out of my home, that I pay rent for! And not just rent, I paid my half of the rent, electricity, I bought groceries. Filled the fridge, picked him up from work, took him to work. Not everyday but enough times that it was clearly adding up. And not every time did he compensate me. Which I thought I was doing him a favor, but that getting away from the point. I Cleaned like a fucking servant. All while still going to work at night. Let me tell you it wore me to the bone. To work at home before work then work more for work then come home to clean up. Basically work more after work.
And still none of this was enough to not be harrassed, yelled at, knocking on my bedroom door to be argued about something pointless like the dishes. Even if they wasn't my dishes. Just constantly messed with via turning off the AC when I'm sleeping.
Mind you I work at night. So I'm asleep in the hottest part of the day. In the worst room in the house for ac. Of which my room is the smallest with no closet space. And lots more but getting back to the point.
Nothing kept this asshole away from me except court and the cops. Not even begging his gf [the actual apartment lease signer] to please mediate the issues between us. So they dont escalate. That didnt help. Only legal actions helped.
My heart and wallet have been broken over this. And it's been more than embarrassing that I havnt uploaded any work . Especially since I have it done and its beautifully done too. All becuz I dont even have the energy. Let alone energy to take a shower. So where would I find the energy to art?! I didnt.
Hell I didn't even feel comfortable in my own home. Hell I didnt have internet for 3 months even tho I paid for it. Becuz he took away my password. And while it's his service, we agreed to share becuz I was paying for it. That's not all; i paid $1000+ just to be told I couldn't use certain things in the house.
I wasn't allowed to have guests, or use the extra room. Which was supposed to be the room for guests.
I wasn't allowed to do whatever he felt like saying I wasn't allowed. Hell it came to a point where he tried to deny me access to the kitchen or AC. Even the the kitchen is right outside my door. And the temperature in my room is 6°+ hotter than the actual rest of the house! And he KNEW THAT from the start.
Mind you he is not my Landlord nor does he have any authority. His gf is more of my Landlord. But this didnt stop him from acting like it. Or being a general asshole to me. Becuz now he "doesn't like me"
My stay here is coming to a close at the end of this month. And while I am excited about that. Much has suffered in this turmoil of roommate fighting.
I've lost sleep, money, jobs, ect over this during my stay here.. I almost lost my mind.
And I am emotionally tapped out. I feel like a failed artist always promising to do better and life. Just kicks me in the throat. And I spiral out into just trying to survive.
I am refunding everyone I owe art to. This really makes me feel defeated in the worst of ways. I didnt ever get to go out and party. I could escape to my dad's house and that's about it. I almost never see any of my friends. I went to my friend's place may be 2 times in the 9 months that I been living here. I went to the beach 1 time. And I live 10mins from the beach.
There is a lot more but you get the picture. I became a hermit locked in my room. For like 5 months I suffered the heat of my room with the door closed . Just trying to stop the fighting. Trying to tip toe around this man in every sense. It feels like swallowing broken glass. Some times it worked but over all it didnt stop shit. I shrank myself down for nothing. It didnt keep the peace. He would just have his gf talk to me on his behalf. For whatever he felt was an issue. Mind you his girlfriend is an angel. But he walks all over her good natured heart.
Anyways, I am still going to so the art! I dont want to give up and let him win. Becuz I am not going to give up my dreams. Just becuz a bad friend/roommate situation gone wrong. He cannot have this part of my soul!! I wont allow this shit to keep chipping away at me. Lord knows he tried his best.
I can say: I am safe, And I am still working. I just severely had to put everything into the back burner. I fucking hate it.
Fighting almost everyday about pointless shit that I took care of anyways. Especially when he is a pig when I'm home, feels like a sick joke. Like arguing about dishes, knowing full well that he never does ANY cleaning around the house. Even for things he dirtied. You know who cleans: It's me, my boyfriend and his gf that do the cleaning. And we ALWAYS do it. The house stays clean, like a museum house and for who?!? Houses get dirty! That happens. But it was used like a weapon. Just more ammo... another reason he got to argue and fight with me, damn near every day.
Please be careful who you move in with. Even if you are friends for years. I was friends with this guy for 6years. And still if this happened to me. It can happen to anyone. Let my story be a lesson in taking care of yourself 1st. You never know what happens when you over estimate your importance in anyone's life.
I really believed that our friendship would be worth more. And it wasn't. To this day, he knows he was wrong. And to this day he still blames me. What was my "crime"? I didnt, allow myself to be quiet while being threatened. Especially since he pays for NOTHING. HE is living rent FREE by mooching off of his girlfriend. Yes that's right.
He pays no rent, no electricity, no internet and no groceries.
Fucking unbelievable. Sick fuckint joke. But believe it...
Stay safe out there furiends. Bad times dont last forever. Much love, with all my heart. <3
Also RIP Dragoneer my heart just hurts. Dark days my friends....
-ee
This weekend ART
Posted a year agoSo, it's been about a month since i moved in with all my stuff finally. And things have settled down significantly. Enough for me to get my art station setup, up and running. Which makes me absolutely happy to finally reach normality after the holidays. As well as being sick with Bronchitis and Walking Pneumonia for a scary long time... 2 months and a little more.
I never thought i would end up in the situation i was just in, but that's life. It comes at you fast and you have to make the best of what you got.
My priority right now is to upload the owed lineart(s) this weekend, so that the kind and generous patrons who have been waiting patiently for their work. They can finally see something! i feel like shit for being in these weird situations. But i am blessed to have such kind and compassionate supporters. I feel like i dont deserve you!!!
It really hurts that right when i thought i would have a quick sale. That everything went to shit and FAST!! After i make these i will be hesitant to open for commissions again. I feel more than a little spooked out. Perhaps i am being paranoid but i can't shake how i feel for real.
I can almost feel like there is beware posts about me and the reality is, i would deserve it *folds ears down*
I dont want to beat myself up for life happening how it did. I can only be honest about feeling like shit for not being able to produce in a timely fashion like i should. But i dont have a traditional job, i work Uber. Its difficult to get back into a traditional job because its hard to convince myself to take the pay cuts and bimonthly pay cycle. AS It is...it literally took like 4 months to reach a stable normality to be good enough to sit and draw. AND STILL bills have fucked me up to the point where today i have a negative balance in the bank right now. Please do not worry about me, i have food, rent is paid, and all my needs are in the good. I'm finding the balance between these things.
I KNOW that it's not forever and i WILL make it past this obstacle. Its just forever it seems like i have been trying hard to be an artist. And either my brain betrays me, making me feel like my work is trash!! Or life bends me over and fucks me raw till i bleed...or at least thats how it feels when things snowball in a bad time.
All i can do it seems like is pour my heart out on here and hope that you guys dont give up on me. I know i would , becuz it just seems like bullshit now. I always fall into some Sisyphean cycle of desperation. Then ghost my art for too long a time. It just seems like i cant keep my word, Every other time. ITs fucked up and i hate it more than anyone else. I just want to make my art. I want to be able to make good on my word EVERYTIME.
Im not going to act like i dont have to fight for it. But honestly i been fighting for stability so long it seems, that i dont know if i am doing the right thing. I feel like i should give up, refund everyone, stop making art and go back to a traditional job.
Please forgive me. I am tryin very hard not to give up on my dreams. I dont want to say that i cant hack it. I KNOW art calls to me. My work is good, even with my lack of up to date software. My work is still good. I dont want to just stop because it got very real, living on my own in Miami.
Just know that if anyone wants a refund, i will yield and gracefully respect your wishes. I deserve the backhand/ back-lash. *folds ears down* Im sorry thats all i can say with my whole heart. Im very sorry for letting everyone down; myself included.
Please dont give up on me tho. I just planted my feet again and i dont know who i will be without art.
Mind you it's been frustrating and mind-numbing just grinding without being able to express myself through art. So may be thats a good thing. Its that feeling that pushes me not to give up.
So with that being said, i am absolutely grateful to everyone that enjoys and supports my work. You guys are the reason i will leave something behind in this world. Something that came from me.
Have a blessed day, good things
-ee
I never thought i would end up in the situation i was just in, but that's life. It comes at you fast and you have to make the best of what you got.
My priority right now is to upload the owed lineart(s) this weekend, so that the kind and generous patrons who have been waiting patiently for their work. They can finally see something! i feel like shit for being in these weird situations. But i am blessed to have such kind and compassionate supporters. I feel like i dont deserve you!!!
It really hurts that right when i thought i would have a quick sale. That everything went to shit and FAST!! After i make these i will be hesitant to open for commissions again. I feel more than a little spooked out. Perhaps i am being paranoid but i can't shake how i feel for real.
I can almost feel like there is beware posts about me and the reality is, i would deserve it *folds ears down*
I dont want to beat myself up for life happening how it did. I can only be honest about feeling like shit for not being able to produce in a timely fashion like i should. But i dont have a traditional job, i work Uber. Its difficult to get back into a traditional job because its hard to convince myself to take the pay cuts and bimonthly pay cycle. AS It is...it literally took like 4 months to reach a stable normality to be good enough to sit and draw. AND STILL bills have fucked me up to the point where today i have a negative balance in the bank right now. Please do not worry about me, i have food, rent is paid, and all my needs are in the good. I'm finding the balance between these things.
I KNOW that it's not forever and i WILL make it past this obstacle. Its just forever it seems like i have been trying hard to be an artist. And either my brain betrays me, making me feel like my work is trash!! Or life bends me over and fucks me raw till i bleed...or at least thats how it feels when things snowball in a bad time.
All i can do it seems like is pour my heart out on here and hope that you guys dont give up on me. I know i would , becuz it just seems like bullshit now. I always fall into some Sisyphean cycle of desperation. Then ghost my art for too long a time. It just seems like i cant keep my word, Every other time. ITs fucked up and i hate it more than anyone else. I just want to make my art. I want to be able to make good on my word EVERYTIME.
Im not going to act like i dont have to fight for it. But honestly i been fighting for stability so long it seems, that i dont know if i am doing the right thing. I feel like i should give up, refund everyone, stop making art and go back to a traditional job.
Please forgive me. I am tryin very hard not to give up on my dreams. I dont want to say that i cant hack it. I KNOW art calls to me. My work is good, even with my lack of up to date software. My work is still good. I dont want to just stop because it got very real, living on my own in Miami.
Just know that if anyone wants a refund, i will yield and gracefully respect your wishes. I deserve the backhand/ back-lash. *folds ears down* Im sorry thats all i can say with my whole heart. Im very sorry for letting everyone down; myself included.
Please dont give up on me tho. I just planted my feet again and i dont know who i will be without art.
Mind you it's been frustrating and mind-numbing just grinding without being able to express myself through art. So may be thats a good thing. Its that feeling that pushes me not to give up.
So with that being said, i am absolutely grateful to everyone that enjoys and supports my work. You guys are the reason i will leave something behind in this world. Something that came from me.
Have a blessed day, good things
-ee
Better late than NEVER
Posted a year ago11 days late but I am finally in my new place some unexpected turns happened.
Moved all my stuff in but I'm having issues with my mail from my old place. My new landlord came to my house unannounced, entered with his spare key, saw my 3 cats and told me I had to get rid of 2. That one hurt and stressed me bad. I haven't done it but the hiding my cats is very upsetting. He is supposed to come by another day and then that will be the last time I need him at all. So hopefully I dont have to jump at every knock on the door. Funny enough an Amazon delivery person came dropped off a pack and knocked on the door. That freaked me out. Lol so it would be nice to not do that again.
I did make a full recovery from being sick. I am so grateful for all the well wishes it took 2 months and 1 week to recover. Not an easy thing when I was in the middle of a move.
This week I will finally be back to making art. This is something I can't wait to do. I been longing to be stable enough to sit down and draw again.
I know there is more but that's all the updat I am doing so far. Thank you for staying with me. Be healthy and stay safe out there
-ee
Moved all my stuff in but I'm having issues with my mail from my old place. My new landlord came to my house unannounced, entered with his spare key, saw my 3 cats and told me I had to get rid of 2. That one hurt and stressed me bad. I haven't done it but the hiding my cats is very upsetting. He is supposed to come by another day and then that will be the last time I need him at all. So hopefully I dont have to jump at every knock on the door. Funny enough an Amazon delivery person came dropped off a pack and knocked on the door. That freaked me out. Lol so it would be nice to not do that again.
I did make a full recovery from being sick. I am so grateful for all the well wishes it took 2 months and 1 week to recover. Not an easy thing when I was in the middle of a move.
This week I will finally be back to making art. This is something I can't wait to do. I been longing to be stable enough to sit down and draw again.
I know there is more but that's all the updat I am doing so far. Thank you for staying with me. Be healthy and stay safe out there
-ee
Almost over
Posted a year agoSo if you have been keeping up with me. I mention last time I was sick. Well...
I ended up with walking pneumonia. I am okay. I'm currently taking a treatment and it is going well. I still have 2 days to move out of my old place. And there is only a few things left. So it's not terrible, but I will say ita not been smooth sailing.
At this point I have been sick for 2 months that and everything I started in November has been on halt since then.
I dont usually get sick so this was very hard for me to be moving and sick at the same time. Especially for so long. Going from Bronchitis to Walking Pneumonia is no joke.
That being said. I will pick up where I left off in Feburary. Which is when I will be done moving. Thank you for your patience and support. I wish I was just being lazy but life got real serious real quick.
So to anyone else struggling, stay safe as you can, I see you and you are not a failure.
Much love stay healthy
-ee
I ended up with walking pneumonia. I am okay. I'm currently taking a treatment and it is going well. I still have 2 days to move out of my old place. And there is only a few things left. So it's not terrible, but I will say ita not been smooth sailing.
At this point I have been sick for 2 months that and everything I started in November has been on halt since then.
I dont usually get sick so this was very hard for me to be moving and sick at the same time. Especially for so long. Going from Bronchitis to Walking Pneumonia is no joke.
That being said. I will pick up where I left off in Feburary. Which is when I will be done moving. Thank you for your patience and support. I wish I was just being lazy but life got real serious real quick.
So to anyone else struggling, stay safe as you can, I see you and you are not a failure.
Much love stay healthy
-ee
No breaks for me I guess
Posted 2 years agoSo back in December when I made the last journal. I was just getting over Bronchitis that I had all that month. Couldn't breath, couldn't work.... just awful shit.
I got told by my landlord I had to move by February. So naturally when I started working again January and moving at the same time.
Which btw is a fucking exhausting nightmare.
I got sick again. Strep throat.
I feel like I just can't win with this fucking new year. So please bear with me. This is the best I felt in over week and some change.
Art has been so hard being between places and being between sick/feeling better.
Please stay healthy out there. Wash your hands and face. I deeply recommend that. And good luck. I will be moving my art station table this week while sick. Pray for me
-ee
I got told by my landlord I had to move by February. So naturally when I started working again January and moving at the same time.
Which btw is a fucking exhausting nightmare.
I got sick again. Strep throat.
I feel like I just can't win with this fucking new year. So please bear with me. This is the best I felt in over week and some change.
Art has been so hard being between places and being between sick/feeling better.
Please stay healthy out there. Wash your hands and face. I deeply recommend that. And good luck. I will be moving my art station table this week while sick. Pray for me
-ee
Something going around
Posted 2 years agoSo I been very sick for the past 3 weeks. This week has been good enough for me to be able to write this.
Please be careful out there and wash your hands. I dont usually get sick but boy I got my ass molly whapped by this cold. I know a few ppl that have gotten it and believe it
Sleeping sitting up for 2 weeks is not fun.
I'm sorry I've been late on my commissions. I hopefully will be able to continue without any more unexpected curve balls from life
Be safe and Happy Holidays
-ee
Please be careful out there and wash your hands. I dont usually get sick but boy I got my ass molly whapped by this cold. I know a few ppl that have gotten it and believe it
Sleeping sitting up for 2 weeks is not fun.
I'm sorry I've been late on my commissions. I hopefully will be able to continue without any more unexpected curve balls from life
Be safe and Happy Holidays
-ee
$.. 2 0.. Quick Portrait commission
Posted 2 years agoYes ya girl is finally back in action and I would like to open my art Queue.
I am taking 5 slots at this time. I am trying to gather more reasons to draw furry art. And for me the best way is to take commissions. Please either comment below, sent me a direct message or feel free to contact me through IG tiny_ee_
1[on IG] Arcane.blast - DONE https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53327744/
DONE https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54313163/
2[on IG] justinnator_nsfw - DONE https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54363628/
3
was1 sketching
4
alanwolf sketching
Closed
These are meant to be quick turn around time! Although things may delay the work, please know I am working HARD to complete it, as always. Thank you, thank you for supporting my art. Let me be your art slave 😘please...Master ~💋
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
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Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1016)
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TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/tiny_ee_/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies) yes I am picking back up where I left off
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
I am taking 5 slots at this time. I am trying to gather more reasons to draw furry art. And for me the best way is to take commissions. Please either comment below, sent me a direct message or feel free to contact me through IG tiny_ee_
1[on IG] Arcane.blast - DONE https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53327744/
DONE https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54313163/
2[on IG] justinnator_nsfw - DONE https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54363628/
3
was1 sketching 4
alanwolf sketchingClosed
These are meant to be quick turn around time! Although things may delay the work, please know I am working HARD to complete it, as always. Thank you, thank you for supporting my art. Let me be your art slave 😘please...Master ~💋
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1016)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/tiny_ee_/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies) yes I am picking back up where I left off
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
Open for Comissions Finally
Posted 2 years agoYes ya girl is finally back in action and I would like to open my art Queue.
I am taking 5 slots at this time. I am trying to gather more reasons to draw furry art. And for me the best way is to take commissions. Please either comment below, sent me a direct message or feel free to contact me through IG tiny_ee_
1[OPEN]
2[OPEN]
3[OPEN]
4[OPEN]
5[OPEN]
These are meant to be quick turn around time as portraits and should have a 1-2week time for processing after payment!
As always thank you for supporting my art. Let me be your art slave 😘💋
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1020)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/tiny_ee_/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies) yes I am picking back up where I left off
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
I am taking 5 slots at this time. I am trying to gather more reasons to draw furry art. And for me the best way is to take commissions. Please either comment below, sent me a direct message or feel free to contact me through IG tiny_ee_
1[OPEN]
2[OPEN]
3[OPEN]
4[OPEN]
5[OPEN]
These are meant to be quick turn around time as portraits and should have a 1-2week time for processing after payment!
As always thank you for supporting my art. Let me be your art slave 😘💋
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1020)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/tiny_ee_/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies) yes I am picking back up where I left off
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
The New Year Begins 2023
Posted 3 years agoIt's been a little bit. 1 year tbh, and most of my actual activities where on social media. To which I didn't really post much this last year. I went from being stable but injured still working security. To full time with Uber which lead to a car crash, and injured some more. Including my wrists, which sustained compression injuries/strains. Thus making drawing damn near impossible.
It wasn't actually for like 1 month. I tried to say 3 weeks. But if I'm being for real, 3 months later and it's just now hurting less.
Nonetheless I manage throughout the year to overcome every obstacle. And it wasn't easy. And a lot of the time, I looked like a cave Goblin. Because sometimes the hustle demands zero time for yourself. Lots of mental breakdowns. But I was able to ask for help. The 1st time since 2020 happened.
This new year I have high hopes, as I am now on the verge of a new chapter in my life. One where I'm able to support myself and still have time for art. And that begins today.
I usually say that and end up not. However the difference is, that I now am in a totally different situation. One where I dont have to question my safety, or wonder if someone is going through my stuff. I'm in a safe place, my financial situation has stabilized and my schedule has finally settled.
So honoring this new ability to be stable and fully support myself on my own. I hope to enjoy making more time for art!! Of which I do have some stuff to upload so keep those eyes peeled for that.
I also hope you all have a wonderful 2023 year. I look forward to giving it my all this year!!!
Much love,
- ee
It wasn't actually for like 1 month. I tried to say 3 weeks. But if I'm being for real, 3 months later and it's just now hurting less.
Nonetheless I manage throughout the year to overcome every obstacle. And it wasn't easy. And a lot of the time, I looked like a cave Goblin. Because sometimes the hustle demands zero time for yourself. Lots of mental breakdowns. But I was able to ask for help. The 1st time since 2020 happened.
This new year I have high hopes, as I am now on the verge of a new chapter in my life. One where I'm able to support myself and still have time for art. And that begins today.
I usually say that and end up not. However the difference is, that I now am in a totally different situation. One where I dont have to question my safety, or wonder if someone is going through my stuff. I'm in a safe place, my financial situation has stabilized and my schedule has finally settled.
So honoring this new ability to be stable and fully support myself on my own. I hope to enjoy making more time for art!! Of which I do have some stuff to upload so keep those eyes peeled for that.
I also hope you all have a wonderful 2023 year. I look forward to giving it my all this year!!!
Much love,
- ee
Some thoughts before the Year ends
Posted 4 years agoHellow my beautiful furry babies and fur family. I hope everyone is well.
If not my thoughts are with you, I love you and you're not suffering alone. Also it will get better!!!
The year is almost closing and I want to share some of my thoughts here. As I see that over the years this is where I tend to open my heart and mind on the internet. I feel FA is my safe space. So for that I am grateful FA is still here.
This year has been such a world wind of psycho shit. I started the year with such a heavy heart and really walking into the unknown. I gave up my old home and started a new chapter of my life. It was so very painful. Much has happened to me since January but I am a tough lil bitxh and I'm still kicking it.
Things have evened out FINALLY and I even completed MY ART QUEUE!!! Look at that.
Which brings me to opening myself back up to commissions.
Although I feel like this is going to be a soft opening. As I want to focus on art for me and for fun. I dont want to take things too seriously as I am trying to make room for enjoying myself more often. I really want to make Holiday art and really honor myself for surviving the worst year of my life last year. I'm sure 2020 was the worst year of many of our lives. 2020 spared next to no one...so...
Please always remember to make room for fun and love. Life is short and uncertain. Most times it becomes too heavy to carry alone. And to that I say. Reach out!! If not to me to at least somebody. You are not alone. I am a firm believer in my furry community. I am here to share your burden; even if its just to hear how you're struggling.
I hope sharing my story touches some one that needs to hear the struggles and feel less alone. This Holiday season has felt very lonely. I turned 33 this year and I almost didn't celebrate it. I see so many people enjoying things that I want to...especially family. I have had no luck finding lasting love with a companion. It definitely brought me a big fucking broken heart. I'm trying really hard to turn that around. Especially with my art. I find myself hating much about me and my work. That my friends is the struggle of an Artist I suppose.
But as we go through life. Some things we do choose. And I choose to put my love of art and this community on display. If for no other reason than, to share with people who appreciate me. So I feel less alone.
I love you all.
Happy Holidays you filthy animals. Much love and good things. Hold your chins up. We make it through together. You all are the family I chose and that's why I wish you well
Love,
-ee
If not my thoughts are with you, I love you and you're not suffering alone. Also it will get better!!!
The year is almost closing and I want to share some of my thoughts here. As I see that over the years this is where I tend to open my heart and mind on the internet. I feel FA is my safe space. So for that I am grateful FA is still here.
This year has been such a world wind of psycho shit. I started the year with such a heavy heart and really walking into the unknown. I gave up my old home and started a new chapter of my life. It was so very painful. Much has happened to me since January but I am a tough lil bitxh and I'm still kicking it.
Things have evened out FINALLY and I even completed MY ART QUEUE!!! Look at that.
Which brings me to opening myself back up to commissions.
Although I feel like this is going to be a soft opening. As I want to focus on art for me and for fun. I dont want to take things too seriously as I am trying to make room for enjoying myself more often. I really want to make Holiday art and really honor myself for surviving the worst year of my life last year. I'm sure 2020 was the worst year of many of our lives. 2020 spared next to no one...so...
Please always remember to make room for fun and love. Life is short and uncertain. Most times it becomes too heavy to carry alone. And to that I say. Reach out!! If not to me to at least somebody. You are not alone. I am a firm believer in my furry community. I am here to share your burden; even if its just to hear how you're struggling.
I hope sharing my story touches some one that needs to hear the struggles and feel less alone. This Holiday season has felt very lonely. I turned 33 this year and I almost didn't celebrate it. I see so many people enjoying things that I want to...especially family. I have had no luck finding lasting love with a companion. It definitely brought me a big fucking broken heart. I'm trying really hard to turn that around. Especially with my art. I find myself hating much about me and my work. That my friends is the struggle of an Artist I suppose.
But as we go through life. Some things we do choose. And I choose to put my love of art and this community on display. If for no other reason than, to share with people who appreciate me. So I feel less alone.
I love you all.
Happy Holidays you filthy animals. Much love and good things. Hold your chins up. We make it through together. You all are the family I chose and that's why I wish you well
Love,
-ee
The last 6 months
Posted 4 years agoAs most of you who know me know. My life is always some fucking shit show. The last 6months was and still is no exception. So I am moved into my new place. My boyfriend, now ex. Who I was with for the last 3years is a complete toxic narcissist schizophrenic asshole. With some of the best dick of my life. I have no shame in admitting that. However he really swallowed up my life and as a people pleaser, I gave too much to him. So most of my last 6 months was between trying to get my life in order. And trying to help my now ex, the colossal fuck up that he is, fix himself. Which btw he didnt fix. Which is where I draw my absolute line and definitely gtfo. Because allowing myself to get domestic abuse is not going to happen. Going cold Turkey from him is going to be rough. As all toxic relationships have an addictive quality to them that is hard to break. Not to mention his devil dick that truly kept me running back. I almost hate myself for being so weak in that. But I deserve better. And I want to move forward with my art life.
I am currently okay, dispite many obstacles that have been in my way. Ya girl is still here. I am working my way through the art that I owe. Of that I feel like absolute shit for not cutting that asshole off sooner so I could refocus on my life and art. Especially after my mom passed away, But I digress.
I am making money, and living alone. I was living with my cat. But ita been 2 days since I let her out and she hasn't returned. I dont feel my best but I am making the best of my situation. One day at a time. Of which I wont make more excuses for my lack of appearance here.
I know I say that more art is coming. But literally there is zero distractions now. No boyfriend, no sick mom [RIP mom ] , no animals, the Bill's are paid for this month. So fucking finally for the first time in 1 year since my mom's passing. I can breath and I am making art again. It has been a long and very rough road. But I'm alright and I'm still here.
As always bless everyone who had been showing me love. And enjoying my work. I love you all dearly. I just want to say for people who feel like their life is just a whirlwind of shit. I promise you bb, it does get better. And you can survive it. Stay strong my fur family
Much love as always
- ee
I am currently okay, dispite many obstacles that have been in my way. Ya girl is still here. I am working my way through the art that I owe. Of that I feel like absolute shit for not cutting that asshole off sooner so I could refocus on my life and art. Especially after my mom passed away, But I digress.
I am making money, and living alone. I was living with my cat. But ita been 2 days since I let her out and she hasn't returned. I dont feel my best but I am making the best of my situation. One day at a time. Of which I wont make more excuses for my lack of appearance here.
I know I say that more art is coming. But literally there is zero distractions now. No boyfriend, no sick mom [RIP mom ] , no animals, the Bill's are paid for this month. So fucking finally for the first time in 1 year since my mom's passing. I can breath and I am making art again. It has been a long and very rough road. But I'm alright and I'm still here.
As always bless everyone who had been showing me love. And enjoying my work. I love you all dearly. I just want to say for people who feel like their life is just a whirlwind of shit. I promise you bb, it does get better. And you can survive it. Stay strong my fur family
Much love as always
- ee
Life After Death
Posted 5 years agoAs some of you may know already that this year I lost my Mom. She passed away this summer. With that my whole world felt like it was crumbling.
Soon after her passing my so called “best friend” for the last 4 years stopped being my friend. She called me selfish, while wanting me to give her a room in my house for free. She turned out to be a secret hater. Why? I will never REALLY know, WHAT I DO KNO IS that I loved her and she turned on me. I still miss her. But like ....
So many things I thought would be staples in my life forever....it just crumbled away. And the world I once knew was forever changed.
October 15th , would have been my mother’s birthday. Sadly she didn’t live to see it. I had so many plans to honor her birthday. Instead I slept most of the day and got stupid drunk. It was much more painful than I anticipated. Even today, I Managed to bake a birthday 🎂 cake for her. And I couldn’t build up the strength to sing the happy birthday song. 😥😔 I managed to play some happy birthday songs on YouTube, took a few shots of sake and ate some cake. But nothing will ever feel the same.
That being said. I am slowly settling into accepting that things have changed and I must change with them. So yes I am working on art and I am even back to making digital art. And as you can see, my art is making HUGE improvements!! I’m very proud of that.
With that being said: You will see more art uploaded THIS WEEKEND!! I want to continue to showcase my work. And really put out a lot more than I have before. Time never meant too much until my mom passed away. Now I don’t feel like I don’t have enough time.
I cannot describe how thankful I am for all the support I have received during my hard time.
Thank you for allowing me to make artwork.
Thank you for the financial support of my art work
And just thank you for saving my soul. My life. My art.
I didn’t think it meant anything to anyone. I am glad that I am not right about this. I’m so fucking glad.
-ee
Soon after her passing my so called “best friend” for the last 4 years stopped being my friend. She called me selfish, while wanting me to give her a room in my house for free. She turned out to be a secret hater. Why? I will never REALLY know, WHAT I DO KNO IS that I loved her and she turned on me. I still miss her. But like ....
So many things I thought would be staples in my life forever....it just crumbled away. And the world I once knew was forever changed.
October 15th , would have been my mother’s birthday. Sadly she didn’t live to see it. I had so many plans to honor her birthday. Instead I slept most of the day and got stupid drunk. It was much more painful than I anticipated. Even today, I Managed to bake a birthday 🎂 cake for her. And I couldn’t build up the strength to sing the happy birthday song. 😥😔 I managed to play some happy birthday songs on YouTube, took a few shots of sake and ate some cake. But nothing will ever feel the same.
That being said. I am slowly settling into accepting that things have changed and I must change with them. So yes I am working on art and I am even back to making digital art. And as you can see, my art is making HUGE improvements!! I’m very proud of that.
With that being said: You will see more art uploaded THIS WEEKEND!! I want to continue to showcase my work. And really put out a lot more than I have before. Time never meant too much until my mom passed away. Now I don’t feel like I don’t have enough time.
I cannot describe how thankful I am for all the support I have received during my hard time.
Thank you for allowing me to make artwork.
Thank you for the financial support of my art work
And just thank you for saving my soul. My life. My art.
I didn’t think it meant anything to anyone. I am glad that I am not right about this. I’m so fucking glad.
-ee
So ee, what’s going on?
Posted 5 years agoHi guys, finally checking back in. Been battling many sleepless nights. I either sleep too much or too little. Same with eating.
My mom’s passing, has been difficult. Mostly because it took a month of fighting with her Doctor and the Funeral home. Before I was finally able to get her death certificate and the viewing date of the cremation.
So I apologize the delay on the Art. It’s been hard to focus with that plus my boyfriend moving in my house (to help with the bills) so much has gone on in the past month.
Tho, as I mentioned before, I finally can put my mom to rest on the 27th and focus on the next chapter of my life. I don’t want to, I cry even as I write this. But one chapter of my life has ended and a new one must begin.
I have so much work I haven’t uploaded. I have started work on the sketches for all those who donated. I just haven’t had the energy to post anything, anywhere. I don’t want my art to die. My mom died and she never judged my for my “sexy cat girls” (as she called it) my mom loved my art. And yes she knew I was a naughty artist. She supported my work anyways.
That being said. I have been so low and so beaten down by life lately. That I almost felt like my art was dead.
I wanted to die.
So many regrets filled my heart and I just wanted to give up.
But that’s not any way to honor the memory of my Mother. My mom was the best she could be for me. And I squandered my time, because I felt like I had more time. No one knows how much time we actually have. So for that reason and many others; I am not giving up.
I am not giving up!
Not on Art,
Not on Life, and
Not on Me.
That is what is going on with me. I apologize For the delay. I love all the support from my furry fam, friends and family. It has not gone, unnoticed. I see you all. I want to let you know that. You all are my reasons for not giving up. I’m Kicking and screaming; but I am still here.
Good things
&
Many Blessings to all
-ee
My mom’s passing, has been difficult. Mostly because it took a month of fighting with her Doctor and the Funeral home. Before I was finally able to get her death certificate and the viewing date of the cremation.
So I apologize the delay on the Art. It’s been hard to focus with that plus my boyfriend moving in my house (to help with the bills) so much has gone on in the past month.
Tho, as I mentioned before, I finally can put my mom to rest on the 27th and focus on the next chapter of my life. I don’t want to, I cry even as I write this. But one chapter of my life has ended and a new one must begin.
I have so much work I haven’t uploaded. I have started work on the sketches for all those who donated. I just haven’t had the energy to post anything, anywhere. I don’t want my art to die. My mom died and she never judged my for my “sexy cat girls” (as she called it) my mom loved my art. And yes she knew I was a naughty artist. She supported my work anyways.
That being said. I have been so low and so beaten down by life lately. That I almost felt like my art was dead.
I wanted to die.
So many regrets filled my heart and I just wanted to give up.
But that’s not any way to honor the memory of my Mother. My mom was the best she could be for me. And I squandered my time, because I felt like I had more time. No one knows how much time we actually have. So for that reason and many others; I am not giving up.
I am not giving up!
Not on Art,
Not on Life, and
Not on Me.
That is what is going on with me. I apologize For the delay. I love all the support from my furry fam, friends and family. It has not gone, unnoticed. I see you all. I want to let you know that. You all are my reasons for not giving up. I’m Kicking and screaming; but I am still here.
Good things
&
Many Blessings to all
-ee
ART FOR FUNERAL DONATIONS
Posted 5 years agoI know it’s been forever since anyone has seen or heard from me. I had been busy with my mom😞
So I don’t even know how to say this. So here it goes: I have been absent dealing with my mom😢😞 and finally the worst happened. My mom died.
I am desperate for funds for my mom’s funeral service. If you donate through Facebook it is welcomed. Just kno that not only do they take a fee. But it goes into payment limbo for up to 10days.
I might have to make a payment today or tomorrow. And at moment I have access to $550. More is on the way, but it is in payment limbo. I hope it doesn’t take 10days to process. But that’s what I am working with right now.
I am drawing art for each donation!! Please sharing helps so much too.
https://www.facebook.com/donate/634.....e=external_url
My Mom🌸 who unfortunately passed away on 7-20-20. Did not die of covid, which means I will be allowed to view her before she is cremated. But of course for a fucking fee. Nothing is free with 💀 death.
This leaves me in a bit of a spot. I am desperate for funeral donations so I am giving away FREE Full BODY Portraits with a BACKGROUND!!! If you donate $10 or more, of course.
{ one high quality FullBody with Background in digital art and fullcolor )
THATS RIGHT. Full body with background for only $10. I have zero shame in being a art slave. Let me be your art slave... I just ...
I want to try and reach out as far as I can with this. For my mom sake. Because it is the reason I have been missing and distant for the last 3years. I put everything I had into my mom. Please Help
I take Zelle
PayPal
CashApp
Facebook welcomed but funds will not be accessible until 10days after donation time.
That being said :
I AM ALSO DOING HEAD SHOTS FOR EVERYONE DONATING ANYTHING BELOW $10.
$1 sketch no color
$5 Head Shot (bust portrait, shaded no color)
$7+ Head Shot (fully colored)
I will try my best to keep turning out art to everyone that helps. 🙏This way you guys can help me stay grounded in this horrible time. Thank you
In my darkest of times I have always comes to my furry family for support and I always received it. There isn’t enough ways I can express my gratitude. This is my darkest days so far, please help or share. I will make sure everyone who donates gets art.
Be safe every one!!!!
-ee
———————-
PEOPLE WHO DONATED AND ARE GETING ART! :
(If I missed you. Please dm me. I want to draw for u)
kingodin -
Was1 -
justinnator4 -
(Pending )
So I don’t even know how to say this. So here it goes: I have been absent dealing with my mom😢😞 and finally the worst happened. My mom died.
I am desperate for funds for my mom’s funeral service. If you donate through Facebook it is welcomed. Just kno that not only do they take a fee. But it goes into payment limbo for up to 10days.
I might have to make a payment today or tomorrow. And at moment I have access to $550. More is on the way, but it is in payment limbo. I hope it doesn’t take 10days to process. But that’s what I am working with right now.
I am drawing art for each donation!! Please sharing helps so much too.
https://www.facebook.com/donate/634.....e=external_url
My Mom🌸 who unfortunately passed away on 7-20-20. Did not die of covid, which means I will be allowed to view her before she is cremated. But of course for a fucking fee. Nothing is free with 💀 death.
This leaves me in a bit of a spot. I am desperate for funeral donations so I am giving away FREE Full BODY Portraits with a BACKGROUND!!! If you donate $10 or more, of course.
{ one high quality FullBody with Background in digital art and fullcolor )
THATS RIGHT. Full body with background for only $10. I have zero shame in being a art slave. Let me be your art slave... I just ...
I want to try and reach out as far as I can with this. For my mom sake. Because it is the reason I have been missing and distant for the last 3years. I put everything I had into my mom. Please Help
I take Zelle
PayPal
CashApp
Facebook welcomed but funds will not be accessible until 10days after donation time.
That being said :
I AM ALSO DOING HEAD SHOTS FOR EVERYONE DONATING ANYTHING BELOW $10.
$1 sketch no color
$5 Head Shot (bust portrait, shaded no color)
$7+ Head Shot (fully colored)
I will try my best to keep turning out art to everyone that helps. 🙏This way you guys can help me stay grounded in this horrible time. Thank you
In my darkest of times I have always comes to my furry family for support and I always received it. There isn’t enough ways I can express my gratitude. This is my darkest days so far, please help or share. I will make sure everyone who donates gets art.
Be safe every one!!!!
-ee
———————-
PEOPLE WHO DONATED AND ARE GETING ART! :
(If I missed you. Please dm me. I want to draw for u)
kingodin - Was1 -
justinnator4 -(Pending )
Hi Furry Fam
Posted 5 years agoThat sounded so weird but, meh. I hope all of my fur ppls are doing well. It’s obvious that more time has past. Some past me well and some... not so much.
The main point is that I didn’t lose my art. Which is why I have to come up with a new signature. Something updated. It’s been a ugly long while. Come say hi to me. If we haven’t been friends in the past. May be we can.
I can’t say for the hopeless causes. But I can say I miss my local fur fam. I wanted to come on here and be powerful and triumphant. But sometimes, that’s not what we are able to do.
Sometimes hanging on, is all we can do. And that’s good enough for me. So here is to all those, like myself, who are hanging in there. Tooth and nail, barely making it happen, but still managed to make the ends meet.
I love u all, I am not dead. And I would like to be more here genuinely.
- love
ee
The main point is that I didn’t lose my art. Which is why I have to come up with a new signature. Something updated. It’s been a ugly long while. Come say hi to me. If we haven’t been friends in the past. May be we can.
I can’t say for the hopeless causes. But I can say I miss my local fur fam. I wanted to come on here and be powerful and triumphant. But sometimes, that’s not what we are able to do.
Sometimes hanging on, is all we can do. And that’s good enough for me. So here is to all those, like myself, who are hanging in there. Tooth and nail, barely making it happen, but still managed to make the ends meet.
I love u all, I am not dead. And I would like to be more here genuinely.
- love
ee
I Liiiive
Posted 6 years agoHi guys, I know I been MIA for like 8 months.... I had my whole life blow up. Don't worry, I managed to put my life together. It's a long long story of sadness and heart break. But if I am being real as fuck. I don't want to memorialize that part of my life here.
Just know, some things didn't work out. Some ppl got cut from my life. I felt unwelcome in a place that I help name. That's okay, some things are not for me. That doesn't mean I should stop making art. Which I did , sadly for a while.
It was really a death of my old self. But after I applied to college again and obviously didn't get in. They didn't even give me a rejection letter. So it's obvious I felt spurred.
Old me would wallow in that hurt. But I have come a long way. I work for Lyft now. I own a beautiful BMW 328i 2016. I helped my folks and I pay all of my bills. So I'm doing just fine. Emotionally healing but defiantly blooming.
What are I do have I will post soon.
Love
-ee
Just know, some things didn't work out. Some ppl got cut from my life. I felt unwelcome in a place that I help name. That's okay, some things are not for me. That doesn't mean I should stop making art. Which I did , sadly for a while.
It was really a death of my old self. But after I applied to college again and obviously didn't get in. They didn't even give me a rejection letter. So it's obvious I felt spurred.
Old me would wallow in that hurt. But I have come a long way. I work for Lyft now. I own a beautiful BMW 328i 2016. I helped my folks and I pay all of my bills. So I'm doing just fine. Emotionally healing but defiantly blooming.
What are I do have I will post soon.
Love
-ee
YOU GET A CHIBI AND YOU GET A CHIBI
Posted 7 years ago*In Oprah Voice* ALL OF YOU THAT ENTERED ARE GETTING YOUR CHIBIS!!!!
I was recently blessed with this great news. And i feel so humble and grateful that i want to share that love and good vibes to everyone that entered. So Please be patient i will be making my rounds and finishing this art as quickly as i can..
Thank you to everyone that supports me. Your love and kind words ( NO MATTER HOW SMALL) Have been my tiny light in the dark. And you might not know it, but its touched my life and kept me going when i wanted to give up..
That being said, for those reasons and more. Happy Holidays!!! and again thank you to everyone that entered
-ee
PS: My IG is nearing the 1000 follower GOAL! Which means I will do another giveaway for that too. So check on it, jump into my shenanigans
my IG> https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/ (for those who want to double their chances)
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things & HAPPY HOLIDaZE
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>1000 (CURRENT COUNT 836) <<<<< GETTING CLOSE FOR THOSE IG FURS!!!!!!!!
DA> 120 (CURRENT COUNT 113)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1030)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
I was recently blessed with this great news. And i feel so humble and grateful that i want to share that love and good vibes to everyone that entered. So Please be patient i will be making my rounds and finishing this art as quickly as i can..
Thank you to everyone that supports me. Your love and kind words ( NO MATTER HOW SMALL) Have been my tiny light in the dark. And you might not know it, but its touched my life and kept me going when i wanted to give up..
That being said, for those reasons and more. Happy Holidays!!! and again thank you to everyone that entered
-ee
PS: My IG is nearing the 1000 follower GOAL! Which means I will do another giveaway for that too. So check on it, jump into my shenanigans
my IG> https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/ (for those who want to double their chances)
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things & HAPPY HOLIDaZE
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>1000 (CURRENT COUNT 836) <<<<< GETTING CLOSE FOR THOSE IG FURS!!!!!!!!
DA> 120 (CURRENT COUNT 113)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1030)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
Littl ee Holiday Giveaway
Posted 7 years agoI am feeling Festive this year, and would like to do something different. I am hosting a free Chibi art, Giveaway here and on IG.
All you have to do to participate is:
+ Follow me ( do not unfollow, you will auto disqualify)
+ Don't be Naughty! Comment Something Nice , in the comments section HERE> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29759193/ .
and
+ Drop a reference for the character you want Chibi, in the comments section HERE> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29759193/ . [ same place]
Your entry will be locked in!!!!! Thats it, it's that simple.
That means you have 2 chances to WIN! 4 lucky ppl will be picked ( 2 on IG and 2 Here on FA). The winner will be selected by random number generator raffle, to make it fair.
my IG> https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/ (for those who want to double their chances)
Good Luck and Happy Holidays. Last day to enter is Friday the 21st so you better ENTER HOE, ITS FREE ART! DO IT, STOP BEING SHY!!!!!
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>1000 (CURRENT COUNT 723)
DA> 120 (CURRENT COUNT 113)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1028)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
All you have to do to participate is:
+ Follow me ( do not unfollow, you will auto disqualify)
+ Don't be Naughty! Comment Something Nice , in the comments section HERE> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29759193/ .
and
+ Drop a reference for the character you want Chibi, in the comments section HERE> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29759193/ . [ same place]
Your entry will be locked in!!!!! Thats it, it's that simple.
That means you have 2 chances to WIN! 4 lucky ppl will be picked ( 2 on IG and 2 Here on FA). The winner will be selected by random number generator raffle, to make it fair.
my IG> https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/ (for those who want to double their chances)
Good Luck and Happy Holidays. Last day to enter is Friday the 21st so you better ENTER HOE, ITS FREE ART! DO IT, STOP BEING SHY!!!!!
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>1000 (CURRENT COUNT 723)
DA> 120 (CURRENT COUNT 113)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1028)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
Getting Spooky in here
Posted 7 years ago[Here for the Huskiee666 Donation info? Just scroll to the cake and read from there]
Hellow my ppls. I am excited for this month to end and for October to begin. Sept was long and tedious month. Totally filled with lots of tough things for me and just all around painful ( I explained on IG for those interested). That being said, i will be wrapping up all the owed art for this month to make way for OCTOBER!!!!!!!!!! October is my favorite month and i want to turn everything around before my birthday.
SCORPIO SEASON IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL OCTOBER LONG, i will be offering spooky YCHs and they will be QUICK turnaround times. I will also be opening my Etsy again all scorpio season long. So keep your eyes peeled for that, i will make a post to keep you guys updated on that.
I would also like to congratulate: x_pastel_bean_X ,on instagram for WINNING my 500follower raffle on IG. There will be another one at 1000 followers, the current count there is 666. So it won't be long before i throw up another free art give away.
Finally i would like to keep shouting out that i am still offering to help Huskie666 with her gofundme move. So if you don't have much to offer except $5, please get rewarded for your wonderful humanity
🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰
I am continuing to offer anyone who helps donates to Huskie666's go fund me. She is close to her goal and I want to help get her there.
To re-cap how to get in on some super cheap work from me:
If you donate. I will make 1 free full-body lineart to every person that donates anything from $5 or more to her go fund me page.
I will alternatively offer 1 bust/headshot -full color free art portrait.
For those that donate $5 or more, will have an option to choose between color and line art. And this is for every single time you donate. There is no Max cap.
No artist should have to be/or fear being homeless. I don't mind donating my pen for this cause. Please consider helping out. Thank you
Husky 666 GoFundMe page
.........VVVVVVVVVV..............
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
Just to recap
RULES
.
.
1.Donate to Huskie666 gofundme ($5 or more)
2. Prove it with a screen shot, sent to me in my DM.
3. It's unlimited, and will go on until her goal is met. (So if u got $10 that's 2 art pics, if you donate twice)
4. Enjoy your beautiful art. And remember each donation gets you arts if you prove it to me.
If you made it this far. Thank you for reading. And go get you some bomb-ass art<3
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>1000 (CURRENT COUNT 696)
DA> 120 (CURRENT COUNT 110)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1020)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
Hellow my ppls. I am excited for this month to end and for October to begin. Sept was long and tedious month. Totally filled with lots of tough things for me and just all around painful ( I explained on IG for those interested). That being said, i will be wrapping up all the owed art for this month to make way for OCTOBER!!!!!!!!!! October is my favorite month and i want to turn everything around before my birthday.
SCORPIO SEASON IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL OCTOBER LONG, i will be offering spooky YCHs and they will be QUICK turnaround times. I will also be opening my Etsy again all scorpio season long. So keep your eyes peeled for that, i will make a post to keep you guys updated on that.
I would also like to congratulate: x_pastel_bean_X ,on instagram for WINNING my 500follower raffle on IG. There will be another one at 1000 followers, the current count there is 666. So it won't be long before i throw up another free art give away.
Finally i would like to keep shouting out that i am still offering to help Huskie666 with her gofundme move. So if you don't have much to offer except $5, please get rewarded for your wonderful humanity
🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰🍰
I am continuing to offer anyone who helps donates to Huskie666's go fund me. She is close to her goal and I want to help get her there.
To re-cap how to get in on some super cheap work from me:
If you donate. I will make 1 free full-body lineart to every person that donates anything from $5 or more to her go fund me page.
I will alternatively offer 1 bust/headshot -full color free art portrait.
For those that donate $5 or more, will have an option to choose between color and line art. And this is for every single time you donate. There is no Max cap.
No artist should have to be/or fear being homeless. I don't mind donating my pen for this cause. Please consider helping out. Thank you
Husky 666 GoFundMe page
.........VVVVVVVVVV..............
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
Just to recap
RULES
.
.
1.Donate to Huskie666 gofundme ($5 or more)
2. Prove it with a screen shot, sent to me in my DM.
3. It's unlimited, and will go on until her goal is met. (So if u got $10 that's 2 art pics, if you donate twice)
4. Enjoy your beautiful art. And remember each donation gets you arts if you prove it to me.
If you made it this far. Thank you for reading. And go get you some bomb-ass art<3
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>1000 (CURRENT COUNT 696)
DA> 120 (CURRENT COUNT 110)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1020)
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
TERMS OF SERVICE> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7857/
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
2 ways to get FREE ARTS from ME
Posted 7 years agoGoooood morning my ppls. I would like to thank everyone who has so far supported my art. To the new ppls, thank you and welcome!! And to the old homies, I see you 💚💚💚💚. That being said, on Instagram I have reached my goal of 500followers. To commemorate my goal, i would like to offer a FREE ART RAFFLE to 1 lucky follower ON INSTAGRAM. Don't be shy, go ahead and enter the raffle.( i will post the link below)
.
Rules
.
.
1.You must Follow me.
2. You must like the picture. AND
3. Tag one friend , to THE pic, in the comments. (on IG)
This will get you 1 entry for this RAFFLE.
.
.
4. {optional} Sharing the picture gets you ONE extra, entry.
5. Use the hastage #Tinyee500 if you share. So I can see you!
6. Unfollow are auto disqualified. I will find out. Don't play me...
.
And that's it. Be sure to follow all the steps to enter correctly. I will draw at random , 1 LUCKY WINNER on Friday 9/21 at 10pm EST. The drawing will be posted to the stories on Friday!!
.
.
.
THE PRIZE : For 1 character/ person, 1 shaded half-body portrait. (From thighs up) .
Link to IG RAFFLE >>
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn0CZ0-.....=1h3ojb9hwcgcm
🍰
Alternatively I would also like to continue to offer anyone who helps donates to Huskie666's go fund me. She is close to her goal and I want to help get her there.
To re-cap how to get in on some super cheap work from me:
If you donate. I will make 1 free full-body lineart to every person that donates anything from $5 or more to her go fund me page.
I will alternatively offer 1 half-body full color free art portrait.
For those that donate $5 or more, will have an option to choose between color and line art. And this is for every single time you donate. There is no Max cap.
No artist should have to be/or fear being homeless. I don't mind donating my pen for this cause. Please consider helping out. Thank you
Husky 666 GoFundMe page
.........VVVVVVVVVV..............
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
Just to recap
RULES
.
.
1.Donate to Huskie666 gofundme ($5 or more)
2. Prove it with a screen shot, sent to me in my DM.
3. It's unlimited, and will go on until her goal is met. (So if u got $10 that's 2 art pics, if you donate twice)
4. Enjoy your beautiful art. And remember each donation gets you arts if you prove it to me.
If you made it this far. Thank you for reading. And go get you some bomb-ass art<3
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 630) RAFFLE ON GOING!!! >>>>
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn0CZ0-.....=1h3ojb9hwcgcm
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1013)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
.
Rules
.
.
1.You must Follow me.
2. You must like the picture. AND
3. Tag one friend , to THE pic, in the comments. (on IG)
This will get you 1 entry for this RAFFLE.
.
.
4. {optional} Sharing the picture gets you ONE extra, entry.
5. Use the hastage #Tinyee500 if you share. So I can see you!
6. Unfollow are auto disqualified. I will find out. Don't play me...
.
And that's it. Be sure to follow all the steps to enter correctly. I will draw at random , 1 LUCKY WINNER on Friday 9/21 at 10pm EST. The drawing will be posted to the stories on Friday!!
.
.
.
THE PRIZE : For 1 character/ person, 1 shaded half-body portrait. (From thighs up) .
Link to IG RAFFLE >>
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn0CZ0-.....=1h3ojb9hwcgcm
🍰
Alternatively I would also like to continue to offer anyone who helps donates to Huskie666's go fund me. She is close to her goal and I want to help get her there.
To re-cap how to get in on some super cheap work from me:
If you donate. I will make 1 free full-body lineart to every person that donates anything from $5 or more to her go fund me page.
I will alternatively offer 1 half-body full color free art portrait.
For those that donate $5 or more, will have an option to choose between color and line art. And this is for every single time you donate. There is no Max cap.
No artist should have to be/or fear being homeless. I don't mind donating my pen for this cause. Please consider helping out. Thank you
Husky 666 GoFundMe page
.........VVVVVVVVVV..............
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
Just to recap
RULES
.
.
1.Donate to Huskie666 gofundme ($5 or more)
2. Prove it with a screen shot, sent to me in my DM.
3. It's unlimited, and will go on until her goal is met. (So if u got $10 that's 2 art pics, if you donate twice)
4. Enjoy your beautiful art. And remember each donation gets you arts if you prove it to me.
If you made it this far. Thank you for reading. And go get you some bomb-ass art<3
Have a blessed day
enjoy the arts
Good Things
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 630) RAFFLE ON GOING!!! >>>>
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn0CZ0-.....=1h3ojb9hwcgcm
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1013)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
HELP A FUR & GET FREE ART
Posted 7 years agoMayra also known as the beloved artist, Huskie666/ThePurpleHusky. She
Is currently struggling 2 put a roof over her head and her dog. She has been with the community of very long time. And has made so much beautiful work. I can't sit by and say NOTHING.
SO will give 1 free full-body lineart to every person that donates anything from $5 or more to her go fund me page. To keep a fellow fur and her dog from being homeless!
I am linking the page below.
I will alternatively offer 1 half-body full color free art portrait.
For those that donate $5 or more, will have an option to choose between color and line art. And this is for every single time you donate. There is no Max cap.
No artist should have to be homeless. I don't mind donating my pen for this cause. Please consider helping out. Thank you
-ee
Husky 666 GoFundMe page
.........VVVVVVVVVV..............
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
Is currently struggling 2 put a roof over her head and her dog. She has been with the community of very long time. And has made so much beautiful work. I can't sit by and say NOTHING.
SO will give 1 free full-body lineart to every person that donates anything from $5 or more to her go fund me page. To keep a fellow fur and her dog from being homeless!
I am linking the page below.
I will alternatively offer 1 half-body full color free art portrait.
For those that donate $5 or more, will have an option to choose between color and line art. And this is for every single time you donate. There is no Max cap.
No artist should have to be homeless. I don't mind donating my pen for this cause. Please consider helping out. Thank you
-ee
Husky 666 GoFundMe page
.........VVVVVVVVVV..............
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
https://www.gofundme.com/t39u3v-give-a-dog-a-home
Free Arts!
Posted 7 years agoTHE ONLY WAY TO GET FREE ART, is from my 500 follower goal on IG. It is fast approaching!! So if you want a CHANCE at some free art from me, with more info and
For the latest most updated news on everything about ee,
you gotta check out my instagram here
https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
I hope you all are enjoying my art . That being said:
Keep your eyes on those numbers, we are currently at 477, Get those numbers up and enter!!
That's it for now. Have the best day that you can my fellow furs. Enjoy your day :3
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 477)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1011)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
For the latest most updated news on everything about ee,
you gotta check out my instagram here
https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
I hope you all are enjoying my art . That being said:
Keep your eyes on those numbers, we are currently at 477, Get those numbers up and enter!!
That's it for now. Have the best day that you can my fellow furs. Enjoy your day :3
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 477)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1011)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
Collab and FREE ART RAFFLE
Posted 7 years agoFor those keeping up with mee, yall know i am collabing with a glass artisit on IG, Weeaboo.Glass.Works.
Well i am done with my half, that can be found here
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VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28482350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28482350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28482350/
Next thing that will happen soon is that Weeaboo.Glass.Works will glass stack these pretty babies. If you havnt already, check her out. She is an amazing fur that blows glass!! She is going to give me a few piece of finished glass art when its all done. So definitely check her work out. Amazing stuff! >>
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
ALSO my 500 follower goal on IG is fast approaching. So if you want a chance at some free art from me, with more info and
For the latest most updated news on everything about ee, you gotta check out my instagram here> https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
I hope you all are enjoying the stream of art from me. That being said:
Keep your eyes on those numbers, we are currently at 482, Get those numbers up and enter!!
That's it for now. Have the best day that you can my fellow furs. Enjoy your day :3
-ee
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Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 482)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1010)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
Well i am done with my half, that can be found here
.
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28482350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28482350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28482350/
Next thing that will happen soon is that Weeaboo.Glass.Works will glass stack these pretty babies. If you havnt already, check her out. She is an amazing fur that blows glass!! She is going to give me a few piece of finished glass art when its all done. So definitely check her work out. Amazing stuff! >>
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
https://www.instagram.com/weeaboo.glass.works/
ALSO my 500 follower goal on IG is fast approaching. So if you want a chance at some free art from me, with more info and
For the latest most updated news on everything about ee, you gotta check out my instagram here> https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
I hope you all are enjoying the stream of art from me. That being said:
Keep your eyes on those numbers, we are currently at 482, Get those numbers up and enter!!
That's it for now. Have the best day that you can my fellow furs. Enjoy your day :3
-ee
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Reminder for a chance to win free arts!
The Goal Mark Free art Raffle!!!
When I hit these Goals. I will make a raffle for some gift art!!! It will be for EVERYONE that Followers/watch(es) those accounts. After goal(s) are hit; a New Goal will be placed up
Instagram>>500 (CURRENT COUNT 482)
FA>> 1,100 (CURRENT COUNT 1010)
SOCIAL MEDIAS
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/evilessence/
Youtube (for events i attend, not really v-blog) evilessencedarkstar
Deviantart http://evilessence.deviantart.com/
Furiffic https://www.furiffic.com/Evilessence/info
PROJECTS
My Little "Active" Ponies (Work out related drawings, sweating ponies)
It's exercise time every pony!!
FlutterShy =http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28340004/
Princess Luna= Done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16183316/
Apple Jack= http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27361791/
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Pinkie Pie
Twilight Sparkle
Rarity
Spike
Princess Celestia
King Sombra
Princess Amore
And any ones with a * are one's i would like to do again
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou Manga {Everyday Life with Monster Girls}
[ ++OPEN++ ]
Suu (slime )
Papi (harpy)
Meroune (mermaid)
Centorea (centaur)
Rachnera (spider )
Tionishia (ogre)
Zombina (zombie)
Miia (naga/ lamia)
