I have a YouTube as you may or may not know.
https://www.youtube.com/user/Sosokuja/


Also I would be glad if you come over and say hello on Instagram. I post nearly daily traditional sketches there. :D
https://www.instagram.com/erdhenne/

You can response here or at deviantart with a ref and the name of the file you want take part.


(If you want to try at different ones, please post them in separated comments.)



Here you can find the refs:

Dog/Wolf:
http://fav.me/d7oahzj

Cat:
http://fav.me/d7oagts

Human/Anthro male:
http://fav.me/d7oaj2s

Human/Anthro female:
http://fav.me/d7oai9v


Raffle runs till:
3.7.14 midnight CET

(I'm not even sure if I told that here... so just in case you wanna know, Uki and I moved to a new home. Read more here: http://fav.me/d7fxy55 )


Well we got internet some days ago.
I'm just to tired (or social awkward/lazy, what ever you wanna call it) to be active.
I hope to be more active after the marriage of my mother.

Traveling is way more exhausting than I thought it would be. I'm around 4 hours traveling to work and back every day. ^^
Once I got used to it, I will be more there for you.

Hey, Esk. I don't forgot you. I will get my lazy but up tomorrow early and post your part of the trade.
(And some other shit maybe.)

Bear with me.

I wish I would be rich.
http://de.shop.wacom.eu/produkte/ci.....companion/567?

http://cintiqcompanion.wacom.com/de.....mp;language=de
(Change it to your language.)

Or that they would manage to make a Win8 Tablet that would work the same way. I heard there are some that are quit good, but I don't know which ones. I want one where I can work with Sai on it. |D
(Except that I don't have the money to buy something expensive as this. *lol* I wouldn't even be able to spend 100€ at the moment. But I can dream, okay? D: And maybe there is someone out there that didn't know it is there and wants to buy it for them self.)

One fine day! *shakes fist against the sky*


Eelea over and out.

So I finally got my tired ass up to tell everyone what is going on right now.
We're searching for a new home and as it seems I get another years contract at the call-center I'm working right now. (We will lower it to six hours a day, because our new home will be far away and I have to travel more than 1 1/2 hour to get there.)
But that is not the important part. The next weeks/months will be hell but after that we will have a new home and more peace. ♥

What I really want to say is really simple:
Thank you.
Thank you for all your support and help.

Especially from October till December, where you commissioned me so much and helped me out of all the shit I got into.
I paid the lawyer with your help, I payed the reduced bill and since we payed the lawyer a second time it seems we got around the second 1000€. The lawyer had a bill with nearly 500€ for everything. I payed 600€ to the stupid idiots. 1100€ against 2000€ isn't such a bad deal.


So I listed below everyone who helped me in this time.
And I want from each and everyone of you, that you post me the link to one of your charas in one of the journals on deviantArt/FurAffinity. (I will hunt you if you don't do it.)
It will take me probably till the end of the summer, but I want to draw a big picture with all your charas together. (So it would be nice if you could tell me how big you OC is.)

Helpers in the misery:
shorty
Berserk987
Aerys
BearTamerAllen
DakkoriRunAway
Gryphraptor
Eente
Shaori
nothere3
Icy-Fangs (you're the only one who is allowed to send me your char via note)
Honorine (I still owe you your kittens)
Lumary92
ChomanderJake
BaseWolfBlack
Raubvogel (you still need to tell me what you want)

And cuz they're awesome, kind and I would be nothing without them:
Ukikun
Aerryi
Esktasy


Thank you for your help again. ♥
(If I forgot someone, please remind me gentle.)

Hey there.

Not much time to response to your messages. (Yeah, you know me and my tight work schedule.)


I want to refine my commission chart for 2014. And I need some new examples to show.
So here is what you can grab.
I will do 3 redesigns for free.

1 human (or human like)
1 anthro
1 quad

What you have to do:
Posting me a drawn version of the OC you want to have redesigned. (NO FANCHARAS!) (I will not open links that will lead me to sites I don't know.)
Telling me how much I am allowed to change him. (Sex and species will mostly stay the same.)
Putting some sort of Junkfood in your comment or else I will ignore you.


This will be open till Saturday 11th.
After that I will PICK the three I want to redesign. You can comment on the journal on deviantArt or FurAffinity.

Ranting/information this day. |D
I got myself at april of this year a new laptop. (Lenovo Ideap U510)
Wasn't this bad. Win8 seemed nice and it was easy to work with it.

But the mouse randomly rushed over the screen and clicked stuff. |D
(No it wasn't a virus. This virus must be installed with windows. :P It was there before I had access to the internet.)
Also the battery was crap and lost all his power.
So I got him back and let them send him to the producers to let them fix that.

Got him back. Battery fine, mouse fine.

A few weeks later he wasn't able to read one of my flashdrives. (I thought it might be the stick. But why can other PC read him?)
But I ignored it. Other sticks are working fine.

A few days ago, this crappy thing had a sudden shutdown. Deleting one of my drawings I did for Pilis new refsheet. (I had to redo a lot of the drawings. Good thing I save my stuff in at least 3 different files. :D Neurotic I know. But you see it works wonder.)

Today I send him to sleeping mode and left the house (was pretty sick, you know over christmas) when we got back home, I wanted to start him.
Nothing happend. >____>
Tried it several times and he always wasn't able to boot properly. Hanging himself at some points and starting all over again.
Aaaaand in Win8 you can't get into the save mode (how am I supposed to press FN+F8 in 200 Miliseconds?), so my darling was so charming to make me a recovery disk. (I nearly cried, since I had a lots of drawings, that weren't uploaded and only saved at this stupid laptop.)
We had to trick this ugly thing to get us at least into a strange small, version of BIOS. There I had to get him out of UEFI and finally he started the disk.
And wasn't able to do anything. :'D
Great! If he starts the disk, he doesn't know he has an own harddrive.
And if I would try to get this little fucker to a professional to save the most important data, it would cost me around 200€. (Do I look like I am rich or a donkey that shits money?)
Buuuut! There was one trick. When my last pc died (mainboard crashed half after the power send him a current peak) I was able to get a little access to this command module.
Okay. Here starts the easy part. Get him back into BIOS with the recovery disk. Open the command module and open the fucking Editor with the command notepad. (If it would be possible I would marry Uki to adopt the Editor. He is such a brave child.)
Now you need to try to open other txt-files. Arrange the setting to all files. And tadaa~
Access to your files.
Copy all the shit you need and save it on a flashdrive. Will take you some time, but it is worth it.

After rescuing (remember me to upload all this drawings tomorrow, would you?) all the data, we tried to set his system back to zero. Same problem as before. If you start him this way he doesn't now he has an own brain. (Okay, I believe this thing is to stupid anyway.)


So here I am. Working at Ukis old PC (that weighs like a ton on my legs). At monday I will throw the store the fucker right in the face. Best would be if they give me my money back and I could buy something different than Lenovo. >: But they're allowed to send him in two more times. (We will see how willing they are.)
I have some spare money from christmas and all the hours I worked on sundays what gains me more income and I guess I will spend them to buy me a small Netbook so I have an own thing to work on. (Our old Netbook died some time ago. It was also a brave little child. Doing his best. But we worked to much with this poor little thing. 3 year in use every day. Nearly the whole day. :D It was from Samsung.)

Actually I don't really have time, but oh well.
Since I'm ill and alone at christmas I would like to do something.

I wanna do a raffle with free art. It'll will only be a chibi.

Comment with an OC (link) (no fanchara) and I will response with a number.
Choosing with a generator at the end.

Closing this in a few hours.
Please include junkfood in your comment or I will ignore you.

Winner:
http://sta.sh/02cpdnh5qv4x

Sorry for not replying fast and stuff.
Real life still tries to struggle me. I told a few friends here already what is going on. And if I feel like I don't need to vomit cuz of worries, while talking about it, I will post a real update on the situation.



Also, something that involves and me.
We thought about sharing commissions sometime in the future.
What would you think about it?
I would draw the lines and she would color it/drawing lineless backgrounds.
Would you like that? It would work way much more faster than I can do on my own and she does pretty backgrounds and wonderful colors!

Look at this wonderful stuff:
http://fav.me/d6kw3ys

Since our lawyer wrote a letter, we didn't heard back from the guys who wanted so many money from us.
We're waiting.
Let's see what will happen.
(I hope so much, that we just have to pay the lawyer in the end! ;A; )



Commissions I have to do:
1 ShaoriDragonBlood (paid)
? Raubvogel
1 shorty (scene)
1 noxatrum
1 Berserk987
1 Berserk987 (comic)


On hold:
shorty:
next page "a silly lovestory" Type D
(hang in there, shorty! ;A; )

ash-pup:
Comic (vore), sketching around 2-3 pages (make it fit in 2) Type A
-meercookie and genet (thumb nailed)

AllenChrome:
Blixx meets Jubel (1 or 2 pages) Type C



Trades I wait for:
AnnieFliesAway (picture)
Kather-By (design)
Radschel (design/ told me would do part again?)
(one design still open btw fav.me/d6gll5x )


Trades I have to do:
Uki (sketchpage)


Did I forgot anyone? Could you tell me?
And for the ones who are doing trades with me. Could you tell me if you still doing this trade? If not, I will take you of the list. I will not be angry, I promise.
(And I know, you're still doing it Annie. :) )

We feel somewhat save now.
The lawyer meant that he will handle everything for us. And in the end we just need to pay. (I still hope that he can reduce it into the half. And that he didn't charge not to much for his service.)

That would still be a lot of money. (Probably 600€ or above.)
But I guess, we can handle that more. ;v;


If you want, you can still commission me. I will work as fast, as I can!

Here you can read about the situation and you can see how many commissions I have finished:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4988769/

Here you can find examples:
http://fav.me/d6jgvx3


And my darling is taking commissions too:

Read more here about it in this journal:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4988769/




Go here for the examples in thumbnails:
http://fav.me/d6jgvx3



I really need your help.
If you can't afford a commission, please spread the word.
I will really appreciate it.

I've never felt so miserable in my whole life to ask for something.

But I have to ask for.
I'm dealing with a collection agency since two weeks now. For something that happend (they say) in 2010. (Saddest thing is it would prescribe by the end of this year.)

We wrote them and they only replied back with the same amount for me to pay.
My mate is willing to help me to pay it. I feel really horrible, since she planed to buy a new laptop for herself with this money. It makes me sick to the stomach.

They want me to pay them 1000€. My earning monthly is 1.091€. No way I could pay that.

To get this money together I would need to do 50 commissions, if I could get people to pay me 20€ for a picture with their OC. But I only charge 15€ for a full body, shaded image without proper background, what would force me to make 67 commissions.
I can't do that until 03.09.2013. (And we try to see a lawyer, but that costs money too.)
And I can't take comic page/TF commissions for this. They need to much time to be done. And I have to work in late shift now for 7 days straight too.

I don't want to ask for tips.

I really, really don't know what to do.

(That was also the reason why I tried to sell the adoptable.)

___________________

So yes.
That meant, I will start to take as much commissions for this, as I can.
Can be OC in full view, shaded or not. Can be a new designed OC or a redesign.
I don't care if you pay the regular price or if you pay the 20€ I would need for a single pieces.
Just please, help. If you can't afford a commission (because most of you are as broke as I am and I know that, no need to say sorry for that) it would be awesome if you could spread the word.
Thank you. ♥

3 nothere (paid) (done)
1 lumary92 (paid) (done)
1 Berserk987 (paid) (sketched)
2 AllenChrome (paid) (done)
2 GryphRaptor (paid) (sketched | confirmed)
1 ShaoriDragonBlood (paid)
? Raubvogel
1 Aerys (3-5 panels)
1 Eente (paid) (done)
1 BaseWolfBlack (paid) (done)
1 Anon (update Ref) (paid)
1 shorty (scene)
1 noxatrum
1 DakkoriRunAway


and one design for lovely anon (paid) (done)
and kittens Januce, when everything is done (donated)

320€/1000€


(People are listed in the way how many commissions they want to take and the way they send me a note. I might hop around in this list a bit, depending on payment.)

Look here:
http://eelea.deviantart.com/journal.....rmal-390678117

Two options still open. ^^
Please read carefully.

My darling Uki and I have noticed, that there aren't good books with lots of illustration for prehistoric mammals or even the freaking awesome reptiles that lived thousands of years, till the dinosaurs rise.

Do you know any good books?
And please don't point out the "Was ist was?" books. They're horrible and we own them. :I



Oh and I fell in love with this book:
http://www.amazon.de/Dinosaur-Art-W.....ef=pd_sim_eb_1
Anybody has it at home and can tell me if it is as good, as I think it is?

And anybody has this and could tell us how many illustrations are in there?
http://www.amazon.de/National-Geogr...../dp/0792271343

(Every link leads you to the german version of amazon.)

A really nice Anon is sponsoring me to draw something with vore, that I have to come up on my own.
Thank you, Anon. ♥

I have so many comic commissions. ;A;~♥

But I would really, really love to do something in between. I would love to draw a picture. Maybe even something with a background?

You could commission me for something of one of your OCs and one of mine? <3
(You can get a discount here. But of course, you can just order your OCs, Pokémons or Ponies.)
If you want adult stuff, I wouldn't charge more this time.
(But keep in mind, that I will not draw smut with all my OCs with yours. I need to feel well while drawing it. So ask first to be safe. ;> )


Please don't ask for a transformation sequence. ♥ That would be like doing comics.
(And no I didn't have forgotten about the trades and comic commissions. I just miss making a whole piece.)

Prices can be found here:
http://fav.me/d5wysp9
(Oh and if you want to commission me for the "ridiculous amount of OCs", I would love you. I love doing this stuff.)


And don't forget about the eggs. <3
You can still get yourself a real chance for a free design from me.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11020436/

Do you have a "sexy" OC? :3

I wanna doodle some stuff for my new tumblr (NSFW). And I can't think off one of my OCs.

You can name me one of your OCs or one of mine.
But please only comment here when you're a legal adult at your country and if you can stand seeing your OC naked. :B

Only rules:
NO fancharas (except Ponies, they are fine)
I have the right to choose which I want to doodle


(I will let this journal be up, so I can come back to it every time I feel like it.)

Thank you for your time. :>

Because of constant headache since one and a half week. (Taking meds for chronic pains. Tastes really bad but they help a bit.)
Maybe I can catch time to restore and go to the neurologist. (Fucking long waiting time I guess. <D )

But it means also more time to read and finding my inner self back. I somehow lost it in the last weeks.

I won't be much active despite the fact, that I'm working on the commissions.
Please don't spam me with notes or comments, if it isn't important. ♥

That didn't means I don't fucking love your comments for the commissions. In fact I'm in love with them and would totally make out, if that would be possible. ;> (Did that sounds as gross, as I think it does? If yes... score!)

It's freaking hot in Germany right now.
Actually at my place it is 35°C/95°F and it's killing my darling, the kitten Mephisto and myself. Most of the day we're just laying in the fans. And if we don't do that (okay Mephisto and Uki are mostly still doing that) I'm away to work.

It's the first time since two days I'm proper on my PC. And I will not be here for too long. (Too hot!)

The thunderstorm last night didn't helped at all. And so I have to go to work again till 23pm and dieing at work. No air condition and stuff there.

At next Sunday I have a day off again and will use it to finish the paid commissions. Promise! ♥
If there will be enough time, I will sketch and flesh out the others more.

Please be patient with my clumsy me.


I love you all! <3

PS:
Playing Animal Crossing New Leaf in a fan is fun! :'D~♫
(Once I figure out friendscode and stuff are working, I'll give it to you all. So you could visiting me, if you like.)

Since I don't have polls here, I have to ask in a journal. (Sorry. ;_; )

I would like to make a dump with around 20 OCs, that can be anything from human to animal and inbetween. (Not starting it yet, just testing if there is anyone willing to help me practise this way.)

It would be fullbody and flat colors. You give the OC and I choose pose and stuff.

Normal price is 10€ (or more). For this I would charge 8€.

You can get 1 till 3 slots.


If you're interested comment here (or send me a note, if you need for whatever reason), so I can get back to you. ♥

General informations about commissions can be found here:
http://fav.me/d5wysp9


Okay, okay...
I need to do:


shorty:
next page "a silly lovestory" Type D
(hang in there, shorty! ;A; )

sketching anthro dragon in armor (the nice blue guy) (sketching)


ash-pup:
Comic (vore), sketching around 2-3 pages (make it fit in 2) Type A
-meercookie and genet (thumbnailing)




If you're not on the list, please tell me! ;A;
I'm not a pro and it's not easy to keep track of this all, when I'm working most of the day.

http://www.amazon.com/The-Art-Journ.....ic&sr=1-16

;_______;
But it seems to be sold out?

Can anyone help me to get one?


I would do commission for you, for it or pay for it.

So I wanna practice transforming sequences.

I thought about 4-6 drawings and a price range between 30-40€, since I just start with things like this. (You will save yourself at least 10€ or more.)

What would you get?
Fullbody drawings with flat colors.
No sexual content (or pay me more).

I would ask for something from human to animal/anthro/monster.
No hyper stuff (in any way).
And no too much weight gain. (Chubby is lovely and okay.)
No mechanic beings.

You need:
to write a comment here, I will reply to you
to post me a ref of your chara (preferably in both forms)


If more than one of you is interested, I will pick one. (But I doubt, that this will happen. xD )


I will not start right away, since I have to finished two other commissions first!


(And thanks for the many watches. You people are awesome, you don't believe how happy you all made me the last days. ♥ )

What I'm searching for is an artist who is good at drawing human females.

I would love if you link me some artists and their pricecharts. <3

If the price is not higher than 40-60$ for two charas and a background, I can pay right away. :3
If it is higher the artist would be a darling to say me it's price and reserve me a slot so I can save up for it.


Please, please, please help me find the right artist. ♥

I have to whine a little bit. (I don't like to swallow it all.)

Why do people trace? Why do people steal?

My OCs get stolen, my most loved species got stolen, people trace my works. Why? Is there a special reason? Are people stupid to think I wouldn't notice?
And please not the "you should feel honored"-thing. I don't feel it and no one would feel honored if their car would get stolen, cuz it was pretty.

Some blocking me. Some being dickheads. Some are just plain stupid.

I have a lot of "friends", that have traced. From Off-White, from Neondragon and some lovely artists on FurAffinity. (Yeah, I noticed that you did it. But it is okay. I like you/liked you and will not tell. Feel safe. But don't use traced works to give them me and Uki as gift. Oh wait, you don't do that anymore. So don't give traced works to your friends.)

Sometimes I'm loosing interest in the internet and people there. Don't get me wrong, your all lovely. But it's taking the fun for me.