I wanted to know everyone's thoughts on it. What way do yall like diapers drawn? Like, thick and poofy, realistic which isn't really.. etc? Give me examples or ideas. I feel I need to improve on it. And while working on commishes I want to make sure I do these right :D

Since I feel like hell, and the internet is the best place to let things out, I figured I'd do it here. You don't have to read this, I just wanted to vent.

I don't understand a male's logic. This guy I had been seeing (had being key word, not anymore.) decided to tell me the real reason why he didn't want to be with me anymore. He finds me unattractive. I understand not everyone has an attraction to eachother, which is fine. But he basically said I need to be hot to date him again.

I'll admit, I'm chubby, and I have flaws like everyone else. And I can take criticism fairly well, but that just, crushed the living hell out of me. I never showed my anger or upset over that. But it genuinely hurt. I dunno why people can just, say things like that so bluntly.

But at the same time, now I know I could do way better than that. I just wish people could accept me for who I am.

Since I plan to draw all day, I figured I'd post how much I have to do and also say I'm still open for sketch commishes. I also plan to open flat colors and ref sheets too :D

Note me if interested! Flats are $15, and refs are $25 due to having multiple shots and whatever else you want on it! And sketches are $10




1. - 1 Flat color and 1 ref - sketching
2. - Flat Color
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You go out and get a job >.> LOL

But yea, I'm having a better day. Drawing and getting stuff done!

Maybe stream late tonight if I feel up to it!!!!

But yep, going to put in some apps today too for a job, because, jobs :3

finishing up stuff tomorrow. Depressed tonight. I need a break. I don't want to talk about what went on. Just, sucks.

I will be out in NY for a few days. I'll have my laptop and will continue working while I'm there. I just might be quiet here unless I post any commishes I finish! :)

Just letting yall know!

I'm still here and working!

Cold is -almost- gone too!

I'm getting better! YAY! I'll be finishing everything in a day or so ^w^

It's slightly better, but this headache has been brutal. I literally slept all day long.

It'll be a couple days before I get back to working. I just need to take it easy.

Be back in a day or two!

My gawd. I caught the cold my sister had and it feels like my throat has glass in it ;-;

I'll be working on commissions most of the day to distract myself ^w^

Thinking of streaming some commishes in a bit, anyone interested?

Also still open for sketch commishes. Information right here:


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4523880/

I figured since I'm getting back to drawing, I'd do some simplistic sketch commishes.

They'd be $10, and will be colored. :)

Note me your info and I'll give you my paypal so I can get started.

Edit: These will be done within the week depending how many I get.

And these will be an ongoing slot sort of thing :D So always open!