Someone very close to me went through a shitty time and it threw me out of my current artblock, then I also remembered I had a Furaffinity account for more than just looking at yiff.

I will be posting art frfr

:D

I I am totally for real 100% really coming back this time no joke

It's actually funny.

I've caused people to be mad at me for being too far left, too far right, too whiny, too insensitive to others, too unhinged, too emotional, too cold, too law-abiding, too much of a rulebreaker.

How tf does that even make sense? You'd think I can find just a single group of people to piss off with my behavior and beliefs and that I could make lasting friendships with the rest.

But instead I've lost many close poeple over this.

For romantic situations, I was always a really interesting second option or sometimes, when noone else was there I was a really nice traumadumping hole for all that sad shit that noone wanted to hear at the moment. After the bad times were over, I wasn't useful anymore.
Hell, most of my closest friendships started like that and the only reason some of those people still try to talk to me once every 2 weeks is because they have the same problem as me and get left behind for someone slightly better every time.

Maybe at my core I'm just unlovable in some way.

like genuinely

👍

Anyone else feel like the world is ending?

Big thinks brewing

Also death is funny

That coming heart surgery i used to talk about so much back then has FINALLY caught up to me and it's way too close for me to feel comfortable in my own skin anymore :}

Btw after my last surgery, at first my heart almost didn't restrart lmaoooo help >~<

Turns out the ̶U̶S̶ war goons have been working on brain organoids (just the brain part) with AI in them to advance their warcrime machines & other stuff too.

Also there is some activism that's against putting tiny human brains into literal computer circuitry because they have the size and neural activity of early fetus brains.

If this keeps going I'll have to rename my lil guys to avoid controversy...

Sources:
https://newatlas.com/computers/huma.....brain-chip-ai/

Human brain cells in labrats:
https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-022-02977-1

https://www.nature.com/articles/s44222-024-00211-3

https://wyss.harvard.edu/news/wyss-.....80%94%20The%20Wyss%20Institute%20for%20Biologically%20Inspired,to%20study%20complex%20human%20physiology%20outside%20the%20body.

For centuries I have been imprisoned on that wretched DA and other hellish places by an art-trade-debt and other stuff that seemed to lock me mostly outside of this gay furry site, but my freedom nears and I will rise again...

I just saw a red dot flash on my body.
From the direction of my windows and it has to be ffrom 500m away or something because that's the nearest tall building.
Im scared.

👀

There is much pain in the world. We are already in hell And it will only get worse from here on.

Another day like this and I'll end up on the news.

am I real

Never
bound
by
laws
again
and
everything
is
clear

https://youtu.be/oP0BFeZ0p-A?si=bGRhuk6WWPsluL_J

There (much) MORE new art COMING S O O N 💯💯💯💯💯💯✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨😩

It's always
'wow your art is cute'
and never
'here's one trillion dollars'
😔

Why am I now drawing [my own very weird version of] Glaggles?

Because I wanted to draw some quick tickling art and these yellow little guys happen to be very easy to draw and shade. I think I'm gonna post them on every available platform.

Just learned my autistic ass will have to share my autism cave with a roommate for the next months. A guy I've never seen or talked to before was just there in my room today when I came in.

Plus now my only place in thjis goddamn autism labyrinth where I had real privacy is gone.

I could literally kill someone.

GIV EME FUCKING
N U C L E A R LAUNNCHH C O D E S

I WILL💯💯 fix everything 😊

Anyone else feeling empty and powerless and like nothing is worth any effort because it won't last?

How do you deal with it?

I haven't been so motivated to draw silly and horny stuff, and been so sure of my own silly little art skills in moths I think.

It's wonderful!


Visitng my 2nd world actual country of origin really does make life simpler. And tastier

My health-based weightloss goals have also been thrown further out of reach, to buttfuck nowhere.
Lol
But I'll get back on track :3

As title said. Do it.

💯💯🐌