When life keeps you stuck
Posted 8 years agoWhen life keeps you stuck and you can't do anything anymore... Is my actual feel for months. Every day is like the previous, a eternal loop and your mind is empty, no more motivation. I think somebody has passed this "period".
The reasons of this is probably the hard events happened to me: bad internet, big and expensive structural works, family trouble... With result to close in oneself.
Sometimes I want take the first object in my hand and throw against the wall but it will not solve the situation. Perhaps there is a purification method for the mind just that I haven't found it yet.
I wrote this journal not to ask help but to find again my motivations (and somebody want listen to me)
Thanks for all.
The reasons of this is probably the hard events happened to me: bad internet, big and expensive structural works, family trouble... With result to close in oneself.
Sometimes I want take the first object in my hand and throw against the wall but it will not solve the situation. Perhaps there is a purification method for the mind just that I haven't found it yet.
I wrote this journal not to ask help but to find again my motivations (and somebody want listen to me)
Thanks for all.
Birthday!
Posted 9 years agoI'm more old xD
Merry Xmas and happy new year!
Posted 9 years agoThis year the holidays are a little sad because my dear uncle is dead 4 days ago. I do the best wishes to my cousins and for everyone in this site.
How bad are you? the meme.
Posted 10 years agoStolen from
abrahamsillo
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[ ] smoked
[ ] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] lied to a friend, even for their own benefit
[x] snuck out of the house (I don't remember well when...)
[ ] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[ ] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair (Not yet, but I plan to).
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida (How the fuck is this bad??)
[x] sniffed anything (Sweets and fry).
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands (still do from time to time)
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap (And I hate it).
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD, even if it wasn't purchased by you.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
[ ] dressed gothic, for any reason
[ ] dressed girly, for any reason
[ ] dressed punk, for any reason
[ ] dressed grunge, for any reason
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbour
[ ] had Sex with a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[x] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone (Who the hell hasn't? Haha).
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush (By accident, yeah).
[x] brushed your hair with someone else's hairbrush (I don't own one, so. Lul).
TOTAL SO FAR: 22
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper (Say who?)
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[ ] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school (Nah, too good for that... and parents).
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 28
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online ()
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight (Oh plz)
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight (Again, PLEASE. I talk for hours).
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight (Nope. Never)
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
TOTAL OVERALL: 35, I'm a bad kid :3

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[ ] smoked
[ ] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] lied to a friend, even for their own benefit
[x] snuck out of the house (I don't remember well when...)
[ ] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 11
[ ] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair (Not yet, but I plan to).
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida (How the fuck is this bad??)
[x] sniffed anything (Sweets and fry).
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands (still do from time to time)
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap (And I hate it).
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD, even if it wasn't purchased by you.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
[ ] dressed gothic, for any reason
[ ] dressed girly, for any reason
[ ] dressed punk, for any reason
[ ] dressed grunge, for any reason
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbour
[ ] had Sex with a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[x] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone (Who the hell hasn't? Haha).
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush (By accident, yeah).
[x] brushed your hair with someone else's hairbrush (I don't own one, so. Lul).
TOTAL SO FAR: 22
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper (Say who?)
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[ ] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school (Nah, too good for that... and parents).
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 28
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online ()
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight (Oh plz)
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight (Again, PLEASE. I talk for hours).
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight (Nope. Never)
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
TOTAL OVERALL: 35, I'm a bad kid :3
Finally in my new home and Internet is back!
Posted 10 years agoFinally this odissey is over!
Twitter!
Posted 10 years agoThe title say all. Check my profile.
Raffle
Posted 10 years agoF5
Posted 10 years agoEnjoy my last new icon!
Offline
Posted 10 years agoMy Internet connection will be cut next one or two weeks. I have a Internet pass on my phone but will be used for check mail and chat with Skype. I hope to find a new connection after the move in my new house. I will have to wait long...
2+7=27!
Posted 10 years ago27, today! Happy Birthday to me!
Out for a week.
Posted 10 years agoI have a move next may and in this period I'm very busy with documents and other bureaucracy for the new house. Next week, I'll go to see the new house and if successfully finish, I will have solved the biggest problem. I hope that everything is fine. See ya guys^^
F5
Posted 10 years agoDo you want press F5 or Refresh, please? It's a surprise for you^^
Bdsm test (because yes)
Posted 10 years ago== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
71% Non-monogamist
63% Experimentalist
62% Primal (Prey)
59% Primal (Predator)
59% Switch
55% Dominant
50% Bondage Giver
45% All-Rounder
45% Exhibitionist
41% Daddy/Mommy
38% Masochist
38% Vanilla
35% Brat Tamer
35% Submissive
33% Girl/Boy
33% Voyeur
29% Degradation Receiver
29% Master/Mistress
26% Brat
25% Bondage Receiver
21% Pervert
20% Degradation Giver
16% Sadist
16% Slave
Well, I was sure about some things but now I know that I'm more "interesting".
71% Non-monogamist
63% Experimentalist
62% Primal (Prey)
59% Primal (Predator)
59% Switch
55% Dominant
50% Bondage Giver
45% All-Rounder
45% Exhibitionist
41% Daddy/Mommy
38% Masochist
38% Vanilla
35% Brat Tamer
35% Submissive
33% Girl/Boy
33% Voyeur
29% Degradation Receiver
29% Master/Mistress
26% Brat
25% Bondage Receiver
21% Pervert
20% Degradation Giver
16% Sadist
16% Slave
Well, I was sure about some things but now I know that I'm more "interesting".
Happy New Year 2015!
Posted 10 years agoWho knows what will bring us...
Merry Christmas!!!
Posted 10 years agoWhat is your great Christmas wish? Mine is a simple, beautiful snowfall like a sprinkling confectioners' sugar...
Jokes apart, I hope for a great future for the 2015. Happy holidays at everyone!
Jokes apart, I hope for a great future for the 2015. Happy holidays at everyone!
5000 views!
Posted 11 years agoWhat can I say? It's a nice goal. Thank you everybody for all.
Good news!
Posted 11 years agoThe therapy worked much better of the expected, so within today or tomorrow, I'll go back in my home. This is was a terrible experience and I don't wish on anyone what I had to pass this week! See ya soon!
Edit PS: I could have become a Jellyfish by dint of drink water...
Edit PS: I could have become a Jellyfish by dint of drink water...
Bad news...
Posted 11 years agoYesterday, at the Hospital, the doctors of ER have found a renal colic on my left kidney. For this week I must stay under observation and I cannot use internet. I'm sorry.
Out.
Posted 11 years agoIn vacation for 1-2 weeks. See ya soon!
1st April!
Posted 11 years agoNo, isn't a joke, is my birthday. Where's my cake? Well, thank you very much at everyone.
Weasyl account? Why not?
Posted 11 years agoHi guys. After a long reflection, I decided to make a Weasyl account.
There you are! Aries Knight
There you are! Aries Knight
Birthday Raffle!
Posted 11 years agoHappy New Year!
Posted 11 years agoI wish you all a happy 2014 and so many good things!!! Thank you very much!
Merry Christmas!
Posted 11 years agoI'm not very good with the speeches, but who care? I want to wish everyone, watchers and friends a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Happy holidays at all ^^
Thank you very much!
Thank you very much!