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Posted 16 years agoI feel like I've been a little annoying lately, and for that I apologise.
I guess I get attention starved pretty easily, but I don't often have much of any real use to say, so instead I just say dumb stuff so people will at least notice me.
Bah, I'm probably just being overly sensitive. Who knows....
I guess I get attention starved pretty easily, but I don't often have much of any real use to say, so instead I just say dumb stuff so people will at least notice me.
Bah, I'm probably just being overly sensitive. Who knows....
A Meme Thinger
Posted 16 years agoTHREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Andrew
2. Mandrew
3. Manny
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Epyon_X
2. Doctor Sneeze
3. Captain Boh
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Talk to people online
2. Watch TV
3. Be mentally self destructive
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I like to think that I'm funny.
2. ...Uh, I'm nice I guess?
3. Look, this is hard when you have self worth issues.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.Everything? Too dependant on others for happiness.
2. Depression and self loathing.
3. My uncanny ability to drive people I care about away.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Italian
2. Irish
3. English
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Beesbeesbeesohgodbees
2. death
3. Being alone for the rest of my life
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pyjama pants
2. tshirt
3. N/A
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer
2. TV
3. Food
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Assuming the above are a given, my Simpsons DVDs
2. A comfy bed is nice
3. Dishwasher
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
(Oh jeeze, I'm so bad at this, I just listen to stuff, I don't pay that much attention...)
1. Abandoned Pools
2. Billy Talent
3. Uhhh, ask me again when I'm on a computer with more music on it.
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Talking to friends usually, sometimes I get depressed or jealous over stupid stuff though.
2. Particularly engrossing video games.
3. Reading
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Josh Joplin - "Camera One"
2. Abandoned Pools - "Clone High Theme"
3. Leroy - "Good Time"
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Contribute in some useful way to the household
2. Have a friendship where the other person would notice/care if I was gone (nothing personal, I'm pretty negative and self destructive)
3. Get an electric bike
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
I'm really conflicted about these, on the one hand, I don't like who and where I am today because of a lot of things, on the other, there are people who are very important to me who I probably would have never met if I'd done things differently, and I don't want to say I regret those people, you know?
1. A lot of my time spent in alternate programs. Grade 1 and 2 were alright, same with some of 8 and 9.
2. Never making lasting connections the few people I've met in real life who were worth making connections with.
3. Spending as much money I have on crap.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Silly, mushy cutesy stuff. I'm really such a 12 year old girl sometimes.
2. Someone who I could be really good friends with, and shares my interests
3. Someone... dominant? I don't really know how to explain it, I don't want to get smacked around or anything, but it's not like I know what I'm doing!
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1.
2.
3. Yeah, I've got nothing.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I care just a little too much about Blue Beetles.
2. I need to lose weight.
3. I NEVER LIE YOU BASTARDS!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Shortish.
2. Long hair.
3. Smiles.
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Sense of humour.
2. Silly/Mushy/Cutesiness. See above.
3. Awesomeness
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Communicate well.
2. Sleep restfully.
3. Draw
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Having things to talk about with friends before they heard all my stories.
2. New episodes of various canceled TV shows
3. Fun classes at school
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. CASH!
2. An electric bike.
3. Modern laptop.
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Screwed up childhood.
2. Screwed up teenagerhood.
3. Parents
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Play video games
2. Nerding it up.
3. Looking at pictures
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Find lurv.
2. Be happy.
3. Help friends.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Scientist
2. Guy what makes websites.
3. Colourist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Somewhere I could hang out with friends
1.
2.
3.
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Frank Grimes
2. Jay Sherman
3. Megabyte
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Daniel
2. Theodore
3. Jaime
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Victoria
2. Danielle
3. Shobha
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find lurv.
2. Become productive.
3. Matter
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Andrew
2. Mandrew
3. Manny
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Epyon_X
2. Doctor Sneeze
3. Captain Boh
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Talk to people online
2. Watch TV
3. Be mentally self destructive
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I like to think that I'm funny.
2. ...Uh, I'm nice I guess?
3. Look, this is hard when you have self worth issues.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.
2. Depression and self loathing.
3. My uncanny ability to drive people I care about away.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Italian
2. Irish
3. English
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Beesbeesbeesohgodbees
2. death
3. Being alone for the rest of my life
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pyjama pants
2. tshirt
3. N/A
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer
2. TV
3. Food
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Assuming the above are a given, my Simpsons DVDs
2. A comfy bed is nice
3. Dishwasher
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
(Oh jeeze, I'm so bad at this, I just listen to stuff, I don't pay that much attention...)
1. Abandoned Pools
2. Billy Talent
3. Uhhh, ask me again when I'm on a computer with more music on it.
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Talking to friends usually, sometimes I get depressed or jealous over stupid stuff though.
2. Particularly engrossing video games.
3. Reading
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Josh Joplin - "Camera One"
2. Abandoned Pools - "Clone High Theme"
3. Leroy - "Good Time"
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Contribute in some useful way to the household
2. Have a friendship where the other person would notice/care if I was gone (nothing personal, I'm pretty negative and self destructive)
3. Get an electric bike
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
I'm really conflicted about these, on the one hand, I don't like who and where I am today because of a lot of things, on the other, there are people who are very important to me who I probably would have never met if I'd done things differently, and I don't want to say I regret those people, you know?
1. A lot of my time spent in alternate programs. Grade 1 and 2 were alright, same with some of 8 and 9.
2. Never making lasting connections the few people I've met in real life who were worth making connections with.
3. Spending as much money I have on crap.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Silly, mushy cutesy stuff. I'm really such a 12 year old girl sometimes.
2. Someone who I could be really good friends with, and shares my interests
3. Someone... dominant? I don't really know how to explain it, I don't want to get smacked around or anything, but it's not like I know what I'm doing!
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1.
2.
3. Yeah, I've got nothing.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I care just a little too much about Blue Beetles.
2. I need to lose weight.
3. I NEVER LIE YOU BASTARDS!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Shortish.
2. Long hair.
3. Smiles.
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Sense of humour.
2. Silly/Mushy/Cutesiness. See above.
3. Awesomeness
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Communicate well.
2. Sleep restfully.
3. Draw
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Having things to talk about with friends before they heard all my stories.
2. New episodes of various canceled TV shows
3. Fun classes at school
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. CASH!
2. An electric bike.
3. Modern laptop.
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Screwed up childhood.
2. Screwed up teenagerhood.
3. Parents
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Play video games
2. Nerding it up.
3. Looking at pictures
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Find lurv.
2. Be happy.
3. Help friends.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Scientist
2. Guy what makes websites.
3. Colourist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Somewhere I could hang out with friends
1.
2.
3.
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Frank Grimes
2. Jay Sherman
3. Megabyte
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Daniel
2. Theodore
3. Jaime
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Victoria
2. Danielle
3. Shobha
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Find lurv.
2. Become productive.
3. Matter
Ask me anything!
Posted 16 years agoAnd I'll answer truthfully!*
I figured, I'm not really good at conversations, so its hard sometimes for people to get to know me. With my last journal I tried to talk about myself, but mostly, I just ended up going on about how much I suck, which doesn't really help with social interactions. This way, you get to find out what you want to know about me!
However, I reserve the right to ignore certain questions should they make me highly uncomfortable, or the 'wrong' answer would get me in trouble, or otherwise incriminate me. For example, regardless of the answer, I'll ignore questions about breaking the law. You'll never know if I was the one who assassinated Lincoln.
*If I answer at all
I figured, I'm not really good at conversations, so its hard sometimes for people to get to know me. With my last journal I tried to talk about myself, but mostly, I just ended up going on about how much I suck, which doesn't really help with social interactions. This way, you get to find out what you want to know about me!
However, I reserve the right to ignore certain questions should they make me highly uncomfortable, or the 'wrong' answer would get me in trouble, or otherwise incriminate me. For example, regardless of the answer, I'll ignore questions about breaking the law. You'll never know if I was the one who assassinated Lincoln.
*If I answer at all
It's all about MEEEE!
Posted 16 years agoRules
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS I don't even know 8 people on here.
1. I... have a lot of issues. I'm lonely, I'm depressed, I'm have anxiety regarding most social situations, and I often find me not liking myself very much. As a result, I am A) Whiny and hard to deal with at times and B) Not terribly judgemental about other people who feel similarly. The Internet is full of cruel people, but I'm not one of them
(TL;DR: I'm messed up!)
2. As a result of the above, I'm sort of in a rut as far as living my life goes. I live at home, it's difficult for me to find and keep a job, I don't really have any friends outside of the Internet, and the closest thing I've had to a love life was online for all of a month and a half.
(TL;DR: LIFE SUUUUUUX)
3. I'm a pretty huge geek. I loves me some Star Trek, comic books, Magic cards, and things of that nature. I have an unusual obsession with Dan Garrett (bonus points if you even know who he is), and just generally things to do with Blue Beetles and Booster Gold.
(TL;DR: Neeeeeeeeeeeeerd / <3 Dan Garrett)
4. I took a 10-month video production course, and though nothing professional has come of it, I still have an interest in the subject, and I'd really like to make some short films.
(TL;DR: Oh come on, you can handle that one)
5. I loves me some old timey video games. That's what my parents get for letting me play Atari 2600 when I was 4.
(TL;DR: Same.)
6. I've always been something of a goody good. I've never smoked, or drank, and the only drugs I've done have been prescribed (I'm on anti-depressants), since as a kid, these things were 'bad' and thus should be avoided like the plague. Growing up around a lot of people I really didn't like who were into these things, I now have a lot of trouble accepting them, even used by people for who they're perfectly legal.
(TL;DR: I'm like.... 5)
7. I was in alternate education from grade 2 to grade 10. The stated purpose was social development, but by and large, these programs are dumping grounds for kids with behaviour issues who aren't actually dangerous enough to be in programs specifically for behavioural issues. Not being one of those sorts, I wasn't treated very well by those who were. I didn't really have a lot of friends growing up, and I didn't really have a lot of the normal school / growing up milestones or experiences.
(TL;DR: I'm SPECIAL!)
8. I'm really afraid of people judging me, and of alienating people. I'm constantly worried that I'm saying something stupid, or making a fool of myself. This is largely the reason I don't favourite anything, I don't really want people judging me based on that. I also remember like... every time I ever feel like I've made an ass of myself. Like seriously, I get embarrassed and depressed over things that happened in elementary school.
(TL;DR: I want people to like me.)
BONUS. I'm often not good at talking about stuff, but once you get me going... well, look up.
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS
1. I... have a lot of issues. I'm lonely, I'm depressed, I'm have anxiety regarding most social situations, and I often find me not liking myself very much. As a result, I am A) Whiny and hard to deal with at times and B) Not terribly judgemental about other people who feel similarly. The Internet is full of cruel people, but I'm not one of them
(TL;DR: I'm messed up!)
2. As a result of the above, I'm sort of in a rut as far as living my life goes. I live at home, it's difficult for me to find and keep a job, I don't really have any friends outside of the Internet, and the closest thing I've had to a love life was online for all of a month and a half.
(TL;DR: LIFE SUUUUUUX)
3. I'm a pretty huge geek. I loves me some Star Trek, comic books, Magic cards, and things of that nature. I have an unusual obsession with Dan Garrett (bonus points if you even know who he is), and just generally things to do with Blue Beetles and Booster Gold.
(TL;DR: Neeeeeeeeeeeeerd / <3 Dan Garrett)
4. I took a 10-month video production course, and though nothing professional has come of it, I still have an interest in the subject, and I'd really like to make some short films.
(TL;DR: Oh come on, you can handle that one)
5. I loves me some old timey video games. That's what my parents get for letting me play Atari 2600 when I was 4.
(TL;DR: Same.)
6. I've always been something of a goody good. I've never smoked, or drank, and the only drugs I've done have been prescribed (I'm on anti-depressants), since as a kid, these things were 'bad' and thus should be avoided like the plague. Growing up around a lot of people I really didn't like who were into these things, I now have a lot of trouble accepting them, even used by people for who they're perfectly legal.
(TL;DR: I'm like.... 5)
7. I was in alternate education from grade 2 to grade 10. The stated purpose was social development, but by and large, these programs are dumping grounds for kids with behaviour issues who aren't actually dangerous enough to be in programs specifically for behavioural issues. Not being one of those sorts, I wasn't treated very well by those who were. I didn't really have a lot of friends growing up, and I didn't really have a lot of the normal school / growing up milestones or experiences.
(TL;DR: I'm SPECIAL!)
8. I'm really afraid of people judging me, and of alienating people. I'm constantly worried that I'm saying something stupid, or making a fool of myself. This is largely the reason I don't favourite anything, I don't really want people judging me based on that. I also remember like... every time I ever feel like I've made an ass of myself. Like seriously, I get embarrassed and depressed over things that happened in elementary school.
(TL;DR: I want people to like me.)
BONUS. I'm often not good at talking about stuff, but once you get me going... well, look up.
Why can't plants keep it in their pants?
Posted 16 years agoDamn it, I seriously can't stand my allergies. Nature is trying to kill me. And it gets worse if I leave the house, so I'm pretty much stuck with nothing to do....
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