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Nuzzles

Wolfy

Hi Everyone

A Bit of a different Journal today! I'm changing the name on my fur affinity account to be more in keeping with my Fursona. The New account can be found under  Victoria_BC_Wolfy I'd appreciate it if everyone watching could transfer over to the new account as I intend on closing the old account once I've brought all of my information, favorites, Gallery & Such across to the new one. Thanks in Advance for your Patience as I get this completed. I have appreciated your Love, Support & Friendships so Much! Thanks Again!


Wolfy

Hello Everyone,

A Quiet evening tonight pulling out musical treasures from my "Kool Krates" that in not being played awhile are the treasures that become New Again. With nearly 300 Cds in a steadily and continually expanding collection I'm needing new "Kool Krates" for next week. My Life and Emotions have almost inexplicably been tied to Music as far back as I can remember. I've noted since becoming aware of my Fursona "Wolf" perhaps even more so now. Wolfy so Loves his music! Murrs as he pulls out some vintage "Electronica" treasures. Music gives me the balance I need between the awareness of my Fursona & the parallels between it & my Humanity. I think if I lost my Hearing & Sight I'd die Seriously! Music makes me Happy it buoys my mood. It can also make me cry at times and that's ok too. The Long & Short of it being that music like water to me is as equally important. Today brought an early but busy morning with an early appointment downtown after which I was happy to escape the cold & get home. My Mood today Ad I guess as thoughts drift to the losses in my Life. Today another added with the loss of relatedness with my sister & her family due in Large part to her lack of intolerance and disapproval at my being Gay! That mountain seems to be growing larger of late. It leaves me Wondering if I'll ever truly be happy? When is it my Turn Damn It?? Thank God for my Music! *** cries ***


Wolfy

Hi Everyone

I for the most part had a pretty uneventful day which culminated with an "Anthrowolf Productions " staff meeting. I covered a lot of business & issued Staff Security Badges to those who hadn't yet received them. Cooked Dinner for 5pm Spaghetti today Yes from Scratch then the first of my staff arrived for 6pm. All in all a quiet day but a productive evening with the meeting having ended at 10:15pm. That's all Folks


Lotsa Love

Wolfy <3

As a Canadian I am very Proud that in my Lifetime I have witnessed along with the World the turning of a page in American History. Today we have witnessed the Inauguration of America's First African American President the 44th President of the United States Barack Obama! I Congratulate the New Commander in Chief and the New & Lovely First Lady his Wife Michelle. This is undoubtedly a proud moment for their daughters Melia and Sasha to be part of this pivotal moment in American and World History! Congratulations Blessings, Best Wishes and Much Love to My American Friends and to the new First Family! I Share this moment of Great Joy with all of you!! <3


Peace Love Unity and So Much Respect,

Wolfy <3 <3 <3

Hey Everyone,

I had an interesting weekend starting Friday Night with my Friend Brian's event "The Beatbox" where "The Stickypod Connection, Heidrogen, Dee Bass and "Anthrowolf Productions" own "Lyssa" & "MiShadow" made this wolf truly proud. Well Done Everyone!
Saturday was interesting. I stopped in at a local McDonalds for a bite where I noted that an old Friend that I had some Unfortunate and Complicated History with was working! He saw me smiled and waved. I sat down & was eating my meal when to my surprise he came & sat at my table. There was a very awkward silence for a few seconds then we had a very wonderful and delightful conversation where he basically gave me closure and forgiveness for that part in our history and became Friends again! I felt like a 20 pound weight had been lifted from my shoulders. Thank you K :)
Saturday Continued with my arriving late at another event "On the Cusp III" where 3 of my Friends were Celebrating Birthdays. A Great Evening.
This very tired wolf walked through the door at 6:45am Sunday to find a note from a Friend on F/A that left me kind of blindsided with respect to losing yet another prospect for a mate after a mostly terrible year for me emotionally last year as recounted in previous journals. At the moment I'm a little numb but appreciating the Sunshine!

Skriches

Wolfy

This Meme Borrowed from my Buddy  Firefoxwolffie

Would You...
[x] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[x] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[x] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[x] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[x] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[x] Watch A Movie With Me?
[x] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[x] Take A Shower With Me?
[x] Take Me Home For The Night?
[x] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[x] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[x] Take Me Anywhere With You?

Do You...
[x] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[x] Think I'm Hot?
[x] Think I'm Cute?
[x] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[x] Want To Kiss Me?
[x] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[x] Want To Date Me?
[x] Want To Love Me?

Am I...
[x] Sweet?
[x] Funny?
[x] Cool?
[x] Lovable?
[x] Adorable?
[x] Great To Be With?
[x] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...
[x] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[x] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[x] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[x] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[x] Thought About Fucking Me?

Are You...
[x] Happy You Know Me?
[x] Thinking About Me?
[x] My Friend
[] A Freak-A-Leak

[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock me In your room And take advantage of me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and take advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?


Sorry for the redo on today's Journal all. I still struggle with finding easier more user friendly ways to do things. Thanks for your patience. I usually don't pay attention to these memes but some really do challenge us to be honest. This one really is a good test for that! I just rearranged the oder of the questions a bit to make things just a bit more user friendly. Have Fun Everyone!

Skriches & Nuzzles

Wolfy

Hi Everyone,
It's been a very interesting week between the redesign of my F/A page and online conversations with my Friend  Firefoxwolffie and other Loved ones. You know who you are. Had a great night last night at a fellow promoter & friend's event last night where one of My DJ's a new addition to my roster by the name of "MiShadow" did a barn burner of a closer that made this Wolf Very Proud. I was happy to see  Sketchy last night as well. I was however upset at another Friends lack of responsibility which resulted in  Sketchy having to once again Leave an Event which he was clearly enjoying to once again go help her.This is not the first time that this has happened with this particular individual either. I often wonder why some people indulge when clearly they can't be responsible for themselves and also have no self control. She will definately get an earful from this rather Miffed wolf the next time I see her. Tonight I'm off to another Event which is basically a series of Friends Birthdays culminating in a night of Sweet Beats. This Wolfy will be one tired pup tomorrow. Thankfully Sunday is a stay at home day of rest where I can hopefully catch up with Loved Ones?? More on the Weekend Tomorrow! Ttfn


Skriches

Wolfy

Hello Everyone,

It is Thursday and almost the end of another week. I took the time today after some considerable thought to do some writing & at the same time give my profile page a much needed overhaul. Since I'm not altogether well versed in computer speak Thanks to my buddy  Firefoxwolffie for helping me with that today! I think I got almost everyone I chat with on F/a on a regular or semi regular basis. I'm very pleased with the way it all turned out! Apologies to anyone I've forgotten on the initial test run. You will be added when I do more updates & streamlining. Thanks in advance for all of your Love, Patience & Understanding. I Love you all!



Wolfy <3

Ps Got my Profile page looking the way I want now! Thank you all for your assistance. I still think being limited to 12 Icons is ridiculous!

Hello Everyone,
These days this wolf is a much Happier Wolf more grounded with the onset of what he hopes to be a good year as he remains cautiously and hopefully optimistic. My disposition is Happier and my Outlook Brighter too. I am becoming more centered and embracing of my furriness. I suppose that was actually brought on when I got my tail late last year and is further supported by the Friendships that are developing right here on Fur Affinity. As I said in an earlier journal this week my Appreciation and Love of Furry Art and my abject Fascination for Furry Porn has grown Exponentially as Well, I have found with Profound Amazement that my sense of Furry Awareness who is & who isn't has become more acute as well. I have noted my ability to accurately sense a person's Fursona as well which has been confirmed on at least two occasions already by the Furs involved. Amazing Stuff. Wolf's ears are very sensitive too and my vision Whoa! Sharper than it's ever been even since my dual laser surgery 3 years back where they even had to correct for an astigmatism in one of my eyes. I have now Come to Love and Embrace my Furriness all that it means and all of the implications. Thank you all for your Love Support & Guidance in this Wonderful Yet Fascinating Journey which Continues. I Love you all!


With Peace Love Unity & So Much Respect


Wolfy

Hi Everyone!

I have noted how impressive the artwork has been lately good subjects coloring, shadowing & texture of late. Well Done Everyone! It is part of what makes F/A such a worthwhile site. Thanlk you all for your Kindness, Friendship and truly being the embodiement of the principles I try to Live by. Those of Peace Love Unity and Respect. It's 12:40am here and this Wolf is tired. I thought I'd get this journal in before heading to bed. That's all For Now!


Peace Love Unity & Much Respect

Wolfy XD

Hey Everyone
My "Satisfaction 2 Event Friday was a Monster Hit the second now in the space of 35 days. What a night! So Much Fun & Filled to Capacity all night. It was a nice way to celebrate my Birthday! Picked up a new hoody too one of My Friend Sabretothed Ermine's creations from www.nitroskunk.com. I had she & her partner set up a table at my event friday they sold in excess of 700 dollars in merchandise. A great night for them too! Saturday was lower key with another event to attend last night to say goodbye to a Friend Fellow promoter & DJ so after a double header weekend Sunday will definately be a much needed sleep and rest day! THat's all for now


Wolfl

Hi Everyone!
My Birthday started last night with a late evening Visit from my ex b/f with a Christmas Gift of a number of cd's he made for me. Sweet & Thoughtful as always. I Woke up this morning to a Deluge of Happy Birthday messages on my Facebook and in my email. I just returned actually from a Friend's treat of a Birthday Lunch in the form of a Chinese buffet. I also happily heard from my mom today who is somewhere in Southern California so all in all & so far a Wonderful Birthday! Thanks Everyone! I Love you So Much! That's all for Now!


Wolfl <3

Hey Everyone,
Just noted that I passed 700 Pageviews & wanted to thank each of you for your Friendship. You're all Awesome!! Pretty much a Quiet day wrestling with trying to firm up a second venue with the recent closure of "Jellyfish Lounge". Also spent listenning to great new material by one of my Dj's "Andrew Lynch" 2 sets & great stuff! Other than that nothing new to report so in the words of a famous pig "That's all Folks" sending Lots of Love your way as always

Wolfl

Hi Everyone!
Whew what a Weekend a double header out supporting Fellow promoters at their events. Other than feeling slightly sleep deprived. I'm good today having enjoyed the first day minus tail since Friday! It was a good day today despite rather rainy weather here in Victoria. Apologies for not writing sooner. I'm trying to be more disciplined respecting my Journal writing. Picked up a great new set from "Gumbootz" called "Bangers and Mash" The Dirtiest Sexiest Electro I've heard in a long time. A lot of Gumbootz sets are available at www.ravevictoria.com under the music tab sub heading dj sets. Unfortunately that set has not been posted there yet. to get an idea I reccomend his set "Saturated Phat" posted there. It's still a Fun Personal Favorite! Sendin' out lots of Love to my F/A Friends! <3 That's all for now!


Wolfl

Hi Everyone
Well 2009 is now upon us! Happy New Year Everyone! New Years Eve for me was Amazing having spent time with Friends at Dance Dance Resolution 3. Thanks To Jason & the Sunset Crew for a truly enjoyable time.
My Next event "Satisfaction 2" which is my Birthday event is fast approaching! Last year I hit the Dance Floor in a pair of Booty Shorts hehe :P. I Anticipate this event will be a lot of Fun with Several of my DJ Friends slated to attend.
My Dreams continue in Technicolor with me running through Woods & Meadows on all fours feeling when I awake that I've had quite a workout. They seem to be getting more detailed now which is really interesting. I was in Tail for NYE in fact I've gotten into the habit of wearing it to every event now. Funny thing is now when I'm not wearing it I'm usually asked where's your tail?. That's it for Now. Spreadin' the Love <3

Wolfl

Wishing Everyone a Very Happy & Prosperous 2009 on this last day of what for me has been a horrible & painful year for the most part except for maybe the first Twelve Weeks. Be Happy & Safe Everyone This Out to Those I Love My Family & All My Friends & F/A Friends I Love You Guys! Bring on 2009!

Hi Everyone
Figured I'd better knock off a quick Journal before heading out to do my Errands. It's been an interesting 24 hours. Jazz Artist Esther Phillips summed it up nicely with her track "What a Difference a Day Makes". I have to confess Wolfl is in much better spirits today than as of the last writing. On my way out the door to get my phone working again. Just wanted to Wish everyone a Safe & Happy New Year Filled with Love. I Love you all!


P.L.U.R. <3

Wolfl

Hi Everyone,
Sorry it's been so long since my last writing. I haven't been in the "Christmas Spirit" or in a particularly social mood. The Year 2008 on Reflection started out well. I had a Life changing event occur back in February of this year. That was when I met "The Love of my Life"That was a whirlwind high speed rollercoaster of a ride that not only knocked me off my feet but took my breath away as well. Well unfortunately for me that ended on May 6th after about 9 very intense weeks. I can honestly say that the healing process is taking much longer than I anticipated because I still Love him deeply. We were going to get Married. He Proposed then shortly there after walked away along with all of my hopes & dreams. When I met him He was Birthdays, Valentines Day, In United States Terms The 4th of July and Christmas all rolled into one beautiful package. I was supposed to be kissing him under the misseltoe this year! That in a word was why Christmas and the rest of my year were a complete bust. I have to be honest all I wanted to do was Die! If it hadn't been for the support of my wonderful friends on F/A I might not be here to write this. Thank you all for being here! That's all for now!

Wolfl

] public speaking
[x] staying single forever
[x ] rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[x ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success

[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[x ] rats
[x ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers ((mainly ones that aren't a multiple of 5))
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ falling in love
[ ] super secret

Final Total: 14

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 75 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
*If you get 10-20, you are normal.*
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

Well Everyone It was a Busy Weekend. Lots of Snow here in Victoria and long cab waits to get to and from Events over the weekend. "Sleighride" my event Friday was a modest success even though it was a money loser for me. The cold seems to have been enough to keep people away despite a small but appreciative crowd who enjoyed the solid sets played by all Dee Jays. By all accounts people who did attend said it was a good party! Last Night's "How the Glitch stole Christmas" also a modest crowd but "Heidrogen" brought down the house with an Amazing Set as is his custom. A 40 min wait to get there and almost an hour wait in the cold to get home was well worth the fun but Gawd was I tired when I got in. Slept until 4pm this afternoon. That for me is pretty usual especially after a double header like that. For Christmas I'm taking my Son to a Local Hotel for it's Christmas Smorgasbord. Just not motivated to cook this year. Christmas will be Quiet just the two of us with my daughter having moved away to Ottawa earlier in the year. One good thing though at least no hard yanks on my tail this weekend by rude obnoxious women....so much better. It's Funny people seem to get used to me in tail now. Kinda nice actually! Lots of Hugs & Nuzzles to my Furry Friends.

P.L.U.R.

Wolfl

Hi Everyone,
Firstly a Thank you to Brushfire for her Awesome Work on the Poster for my event tonight! Here's a Look:


http://www.furaffinity.net/full/1805879/


I'm going to Take this opportunity to Wish all of my F/A Friends, Friends & Family a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy & Prosperous 2009! Be Safe Be Healthy Everyone and More Importantly keep Spreadin' the Love!

P.L.U.R.

Wolfl

Furry
A poem by Croc O'Dile of TigerMUCK which captures a bit of what it is to be furry.


If the true meaning of furry you wish to understand
You must think in terms of paw and not hand
You must release your mentality from society's cage
For furry prefurs no race, sex, persuasion or age

You must sort through the hype and the exploitation
Because to be furry needs no justification
It is to reach out and embrace the unknown
To be surrounded by friends and yet still be alone

It is not a gimmick or a political movement
It's nothing so pretentious as a method of improvement
It's only to seek solace in the presence of friends
For when one is furry, the search never ends

It is sometimes to be controlled by one's emotions
It is to often be unsure of depths of devotion
It is the sweet pain of impossible dreams
It is never quite as close or as far as it seems

It is feelings being known without words being spoken
It is the inevitable occasional heart being broken
It is the type of love that now seems cliche
It's experience gained from having learned the hard way

It's a smurgle, a fuzzle, a rumble or purr
It's scales and whiskers and tails and fur
It's what we are, not outside but within
It's the binding force that makes us all kin

It's a howl in greeting to friends held dear
It's a bristling growl when confronted by fear
It's a friendly lick or scritch to show that we care
It's a deep understanding, a compassion that's rare

If what it is to be furry you still don't comprehend
Then consider this advice, my curious friend
If you're willing to respect that which you don't understand
Then come take my paw and I'll take your hand.


This was Truly Inspirational! Thank you to the Author. I thought it appropriate to share with everyone to promote understanding!

P.L.U.R. <3

Wolfl

Hello Everyone

"Toy Soldiers" Saturday was a Success with a nice Crowd coming out in Support of the kids at Christmas. Thanks Everyone for your kind support and again Happy Birthday Herb!
Musically the event had a few pleasant surprises. For me "Monty" was the highlight of the night with a Clean yet Fluid mix of Electro & House. The only unpleasantness for me came about twice in the evening when an obnoxious woman twice tried to tear my tail from my belt loops. I snapped at her in a hurry the obnoxious Bitch that she was. Turned out she was the Promoter who was throwing the events Girlfriend. I was not at all impressed.
Sunday I rolled in at about 6:45 am slept until 1:00pm after which some friends arrived stayed the afternoon then bought dinner. They Left just before 11pm and I went back to bed shortly thereafter making it an early night.
Today Monday was a Quiet Day got a reasonably early start went into town to do some errands after chatting with Friends on line making my morning pretty leisurely. I anticipate an Early Night Tonight. More Tomorrow.



Wolfl

Sorry about that last Journal. I Couldn't resist! :P It's Friday todaY & the start of yet another weekend as we edge closer to the end of this year "Yay" to new beginnings in what I can only describe has been the unhappiest year for me both personally & emotionally in recent memory. 2009 A new Start. To all of you my F/A Friends my Hope is that all of you can have the kind of year that both wishes and dreams are made of. We deserve it Damn it. Tonight I plan on spending the evening in with a friend hanging out & Saturday will be the "Toy Soldiers" Benefit for underprivileged kids put on by promoter friend and colleague Herb Hamilton. Thank you Herb! I had a great Chat with "M" yesterday Finally after a few days. Thanks <3 <3 <3. I Hope that everyone has an Awesome Weekend. I Love you guys Thanks for being there.


Nuzzles & Hugs

Wolfl