I pre-ordered it [going halves with my brother] back in May from GAME.

Changed the order details about a month ago 'cause my old card was expiring.

Abbey changed to Santander and then thought it was a brilliant idea to send me a brand new card FOR NO REASON.

Go to change the card on the order again and LO AND BEHOLD THAT PART OF GAME'S WEBSITE IS FUCKING DOWN.

I send a thing off to customer services to sort it out.

I have to call their 10 pence a minute customer services line.

The same day I get that email, they decide to ship out the game EARLY.

Guess what I was doing all day yesterday? That's right. I was curled up in bed in agony so I couldn't see this.

So now it's cancelled and I have to call them tomorrow to see if I can still get it, as the Legendary edition is SOLD OUT EVERYWHERE. Fuck this.

I've been saving up for it for months and this happens. Fuck me if I ever want to get something for myself anymore.

Meh. I slept ten hours and I'm still all wierd and exhausted. I blame the off walnuts in my brownie.

24 today, woohoo.

This year has pretty much pushed my ability to draw to breaking point. Yesterday and today were both pretty much impossible. I don't know if I can get what I had back but I'm trying.

Today is my first birthday without my grandparents. We buried Grandad yesterday and Nanna has gone to Cornwall to visit her brother. I cannot describe how...off it feels.

Love you all.

With Urechis unicinctus.

Priceless.

I think they're all sorts of squishy pink cute.

is heading into a huge rough patch right now, if you could go here it would be appreciated, even if you just look. They have lovely work and are brilliant to work with c:

Please help out if you can <3

Still here.

Not doing well at all emotionally.

Because Grandad was in hospital a lot before he passed, I keep thinking that he's still in there and that he'll be home again in a few days. But then I realise that I've got his quartz bracelet on.

I have never felt so alone before. I can't turn to the people I usually do because I get the feeling they're fed up with me being so "tragic".

I'm useless at talking to new people or noting them because I just go blank.

I'll never hear him say hello again.

I'll never be able to make him a cup of tea again.

I'll never hear him ask if we need help pushing buttons on our laptops, then panic and flail as he tries anyway.

I thought I'd have a Grandad forever.

Now I don't, and it hurts, and there's an even bigger hole.

23rd January 1940 - 22nd August 2010

He passed away in his sleep at 06:40, GMT.

Thankyou Grandad for everything you taught me, for all the love you gave me and for always believing in me.

I love you Grandad.

It's just a matter of time.

When you're losing something precious and you sit there and every now and again you think of something you wanted to do, and you can't do it anymore.

When all you want to do is go back for one last hug, one last happy memory.

When all you have left are photographs and a voice in your heart. A smile in your mind.

When you're all alone and losing everything that inspired you in life.

And it all hurts so much.

's kitten, Arlo, is having some problems right now so she's offering commissions to raise money to take him back to the vet for more help!

See here for more!

AHAHAHAHAHAHA. AHAHAHAAA.

WHAT DID I SAY LYNN. THERE WOULD BE AN EXTENDED RELEASE.

Only problem is, the only version I can find so far is blu-ray, and we don't have a blu-ray player :/

I hope to whoever that there's a dvd version because if there isn't I will cry and be very very sad because I want to see MORE SHINY. MORE.

Amazon.co.uk only has the blu-ray though :<

if you have somebody you love, somebody you care about, give them a hug digital or otherwise. tell them that you love them. let them know how much you care.

don't ever leave it too late.

don't ever be afraid to say so.

don't take them for granted.

because the more you assume they'll always be there, the more you'll hurt when suddenly they aren't anymore.

for one moment just forget everything you hate and loathe, push the bad things out of your head and just...tell somebody you love them.

please.

From 's journal;

"A friend of mines father recently passed away due to Cancer. In his memory her uncle is running in the 'Underwear Affair' to raise awareness of the lesser known/less talked about cancers and raise money for the North York General Hospital's Cancer Care program.

If you can spare a tiny donation it will go towards funding this program, helping finding a cure and helping these people through their cancer and making their lives as comfortable as they can. Also if a lot of donations go in her Uncle will have to do the 10k run hehehe.

My friend is also going to try and run also. Unfortunately it falls on Fanexpo weekend and if David had not already bought the tickets I would go and run with her. But this is the least I can do, sharing this link with you guys.

Her Uncles page is here: http://www.uncoverthecure.org/site/.....;s_tafId=28934

Please at least check it out. The smallest donation accepted is $10 which I know may be steep for some.

Some of you may be aware that I've known a fair few people who have had to battle with cancer and some have lost. I have done my part in the past to raise money and I have even done a run similar to this before. Even the tiniest of help can go a long way, this can be something as mundane as donating a dollar, to giving a fellow runner a bloody mars bar to keep their sugar levels high enough to finish the marathon (thank you good Samaritan who did that for me! Somewhere out there!) to simply sending your well wishes, thoughts and prayers."

If you can, please help. I can't donate right now but if I could I would.

IT'S TRUE DAMNIT.

It's cancer.

It's watching people you've loved all your life waste away.

I hate it.

For being an emotionally unstable cripple of a person these past few months.

I'll get over it, I promise.

Feeling really meh again.

Confused about stupid hang-ups and feeling very avoided, but nothing I can do about that really.

Had a painful stomach ache for about an hour now. Wouldn't subside by itself so I'm drinking tea to see if that'll help.

Then surfaces again to tell me she won't be on for a good long while because her power supply has died on her and she can't get the charger she needs. So, fan-fucking-tastic end to the evening.

Anyway. Lurking about, unhappy and unwell. Meh.

Stolen from

Rules:
Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post a definition it gives you.


1.) Your age?
23

Definition-
A Dr. Pepper soda, because of the twenty-three flavors in its manufacture.

"23 is my favorite of all sodas."

2.) One of your friends?
Jack

Definition-
Absolutely nothing; a shortened form of jack shit or jack squat and a synonym of diddly.

Your wife: "Hi honey...my, you're home late. What did you do today?"
You: "Jack."
Your wife: "How was your day at work?"
You: "What? Where's my dinner?"

[ILU LADY]


3.) What should you be doing?
Sketching

Definition-
The term for being 'high' on a hallucinogen (Usually Ecstasy)

"Amanda was sketching so bad she drank an entire carton of orange juice"


4.) Favorite color?
Purple

Definition-
The Quarian equivalent of pink

"That Tali has some nice purple."

5.) Birthplace?
Manchester, UK

Definition-
MANCHESTER IS GREAT! even though it is an absolute shed.
NO, we dont all talk like Liam Gallagher, most of us do though.
NO, we arent all chavs. most of us are though.
NO, we dont all possess guns. most of us do though.
NO, we dont all have ASBO's. most of us do though.
and NO we do not say "my kid"
It's "our kid"
You get me?!

Bloke from manchester: "y'alright our kid?"
Another bloke from manchester: "sound mate, sound."


6.) Month of your birth?
September

Definition-
A wonderful month when the air smells sweet and the weather is perfect for the girls where to tight little sweaters that show off their curves.

"I can't wait for september to come so we can play in the leaves!"

7.) Last person you talked to?
Sam

Definition-
Short for Standard Asian Measurement. Offically 4'11, 95 lbs. A way to measure anything using a standard asian person as your guide.

"That 2 story building is roughly 6 sams tall"


8.) One of your nicknames?
Sid

Definition -
Someone who is incompetent and generally gets nothing accomplished. Often used to display a contemptuous attitude towards a person of this nature.

The oft-used: "Goddamnit Sid!"

I just Tweeted with Steve Valentine! And was retweeted by him along with my friends.

Steve Valentine is an actor, he voices Alistair in Dragon Age :D

I miss building them.

I miss playing around in them.

He's started to go into his happy chrysalis!

At first I thought he might've popped it but after carefully tipping him out I saw that gasp, dark brown chrysalis!

I gently picked him up to put him back in the jar and IT TWITCHED ABOUT AND SCARED ME HALF TO DEATH.

I wasn't aware they could do that.

Aaaagh.

Also SO EXCITED.

I have popped him in a layer of slug pellet free potting material from one of the hanging baskets and in a different container. I'm going to pop him in the garage once it starts getting cooler and next spring I'll have to get him out!

why, oh why, can't I?

Super Heroes vs. the Westboro Baptist Church

EXCUSE ME?

Since WHEN was Britain a "junior partner" in WW2? America didn't include themselves until Pearl Harbour. Way to belittle the troops there, Cameron.

So about fifteen minutes ago there's several loud bangs outside.

Brother sees some idiots tipping over the wheely bins outside.

We run out and they've tipped over most of the bins on our street and some on the next (we put them out the night before for the bin men).

There's a lot of elderly people who live on our streets, not to mention the lady next to us who's just recently lost both her husband and her sister.

We just spent the time running about righting and refilling the tipped over bins, some of which were pulled right into the street.

Who the fuck thinks this is funny? Who? Seriously. This isn't kids "just having fun", as it hasn't happened before. This is deliberate.

Don't care if you think I'm taking it too seriously because what if there wasn't anyone around to help? One the senior people could have hurt themselves trying to lift a heavy bin and refill it, or somebody could've had an accident with the ones out in the road.

They've been reported, though I doubt they'll be caught I hope somebody pulls them up.