I'm really bad at picking hot furry men to doodle big, if ya have any suggestion I Might do it XD

I'm going to be taking a hiatus now. I've been doing increasingly worse as of January. I don't know what's wrong with me or what to do really, I just hate everything and have lost all hope. I feel incredibly bad and like I burden others a lot. My friends have been so sweet trying to help me out but at what point does it impede on their health and their situations? I have to search a lot just to find it in me to drag myself out of bed. It has never been this bad in the past, I've had a sad spell once and a while but this is something different. I really resent life and how everything is. I've just lost a lot of me and I can't find it in myself to even search, I can only ask myself what is the point of all this? Why even try?
I know y'all aren't my therapist so I'll spare the details. I've been tempted to quit drawing and being a furry altogether. I don't wanna quit, I just want things to be easier, I want to feel like everything is fine and I'm okay. But I just don't, it's been dragging me down for way too long and I say the same things when trying to describe it. I can't even look at my drawing tablet rn. I just hate everything. So hopefully a hiatus, a break will give me time to reflect. I've made it a bad habit to compare myself to other artists and it's been destroying me. So a good break is needed. I'm so sorry to everyone, I feel like I failed you all.
Thank you for listening to my dumb sad state of affairs, you guys be safe out there!

Blarg, I feel bad saying it but theres not going to be a Saint Patty's Day piece this year, I hardly got literally anything done for fan art February, I'm just a mess.

Hey y’all, hope you’re doing well. I feel so bad about doing this but I’ve kinda hit my limit, not gonna lie. I’m cancelling the remaining commissions. I absolutely hate doing it, but it’s been looming over me, to the point that drawing isn’t even fun anymore. I’ve been desperately trying to get back into the groove but most of the times I can’t even find it to draw or do sketches.

It's one of those “bit off more than I can chew” situation. I honestly thought I would’ve gotten 7 commissions at the max, so doing over double that was kinda daunting, but I did get a lot more than I thought possible. I’m probably going to change how I take commissions on I can pick some and reject the other’s kinda of basis. If I see the same people comm me in the future, I will give them a discount for the inconvenience cause I understand that waiting this long to have it cancel can be really disappointing. My prices will get a bit higher since the economy is trash.

I will send a message to the few that I didn’t get done apologizing and such, I really hate doing this. I want to just get them all done and have a good time, but my mental health has been absolutely TANKING and that hasn’t done me any favors. Sorry for it all and thank you for your patience.

So the 2nd part of the growth drive is technically over, however I decided to put my computer into the shop to fix an issue it's been having for a WHILE. They said it'd be an hour or two to fix, but they haven't called me yet, and it's been 2-3 days so sorry for the wait. I'll keep yall posted. I'll count things till I get my computer!

As my closer friends know it was my birthday today!!! And it was a Wiiilllddddd rideeeee.
My brake lines decided they wanted to leak so the money that took FOREVER to save up is gone. Happy birthday to meeee!!!!

Other than my unfortunate luck with cars breaking, people not tipping (I'm a waiter), my mom sending my gift to the wrong house, and my game crashing after a boss fight, I had a pretty okay birthday! My friends really helped me out through this kinda sucky stuff. I don't know what I'd do without you all bringing the light into my life!
I don't want to get all mushy or complain too much, so I'll leave it short and simple!

Thank you guys! I really mean it!

Yeah, so my laptop decided it didn't want to work no more, so I'm going to put everything on hold until I can figure something out. I hate it so much that it does this after I take so many comms. Sorry for the inconvenience QwQ.

Heyo! Sorry if there was any mix up or anything kind! If you submitted an idea on my comm sheet, you got the slot! So no worries there. I probs shoulda been more specific. I'll message you when I get closer to your comm!

Speaking of which, I will be posting a Trello on twitter and here tomorrow! It will show the Commissions and their general order. I had one or two people ask to be anonymous so I just put anon and what they got. If you want to wish to stay anonymous just message me here or discord and I'll fix it! Also, I do want to put it out there, that the Trello ISNT the set order. I'll be using the sequences and sketches to break up the full renders and Cell shading. It will def help me out cause burnout will make everyone wait longer regardless, so this is an "everybody wins" kinda dealo.

I also made a Kofi! I've been having a bit of issues with funding so I'd appreciate a tip! Idk if I could use it for commissions or how that would workkk. I'll need to ask someone that's used it before <.<
https://ko-fi.com/executivefailure#

Commissions close in about 5 hours, so make sure you grab a slot before they close! I'm not taking anything past midnight EST!!!!

Heyo! Just a friendly reminder that the 1000 Follower Raffle ends at the end of tomorrow EST!

Yay! Finally got to 4 digits in followers, which is quite the accomplishment! Thank you guys so much for helping me get to that number! Sorry that I'm not that active or post much, I tend to fight being unmotivated to do stuff often, so doing art can be a handful for no reason .

But, to show my appreciation, I'm going to do an 1000 follower raffle, and since I hit it on twitter about the same time (which wasn't planned at all lol), I'll probably doing two at the same time when I get time for setting it up! So stay tuned for that!

I got 1 slot left for Commissions.
And 4 Slots left for pancake ych's.
Grab em before they're gone!

Wow 777 followers, aren't I lucky?

Heya! I'm really trying to break out of my shell and talk to a lot more people. I just find it really hard to find them because idk how you just be friends with them to be honest. Do you just reach out and talk? It sounds pretty forced to me, I'm not entirely sure lol. But anyway, I'd love some discord chat recommendations! It doesn't have to be fetishy or anything, I just want to learn to talk to people and make some more friends! Of course I'll be careful and do my research before I join so I don't get a ton of viruses, but I think it's about time I break out of my shell and try to talk to more people.
I've always kind of found it hard, like instead of just getting nervous, I just feel like I can't, or that it's impossible which is a really strange way to feel! So I might not join ahead, if anyone even reads this or replies XD

Thanks guys, We're 666 followers innn!!! Idk, was really excited to hit such a mile stone honestly

Heya guys! I'm gonna be at Anthrocon this year and I'm really excited to go! It's my first con. I don't know what I'll do or where I'll go since I don't know anyone thats going, but I'm really excited to gooo!

I'm a wanderer so I'll be wearing a badge of Scoots if you want to find me. I might go to the fatfurs meet up panel, but I'm hella anxious so we'll seee!

Sorry folks, But commissions are closing tonight, if you want anything you can just tell me now and you can change your mind before I start drawing! Thank you to the people that commissioned me, my cars been out for a bit and I need extra cash to get it back and running again, so that helps a ton!!!

Have any questions? I can answer them, just shoot me a note!

Sooo, Yeah
The mark of the New Year is my time to come back to FA. I'll first state that I'm sorry for leaving so quickly and without telling anybody really. It was wrong to my followers and to my friends. I'm sorry I shut my FA down.
The beginning of December was not a good time for me. I was pressured to get something out since I really didn't do anything at all in November. That stress added on the fact I was doing full time college with finals and a Full-time job. My mental health was at an all-time low. I was like hella depressed.
So I decided that I was going to start to focus on school and work since that's kind of important XD
I decided it would be best to shut everything down so there was less pressure to get anything done. I still did stuff since I’m still gonna get the raffle winners done. Also, I have been working on how I do my art when I get the chance.
A lot of stuff went down this month crazily enough. I got a promotion and raise from work, almost died cause my car’s breaks went out, went on my first ever date with a guy, got a lot of holiday shopping done, got the first raffle winner’s art done, broke my tablet, figured out how to use my broken tablet, broke my tablet again, got really sick and so much more that I can’t remember right now.

2023 Is going to be where I’m going to start really working hard on my art process, speeding things up and refining things. Thanks for coming to my ted talk, Happy New Years guys.

Just a reminder that both raffles are done at the end of the night~

Is https://twitter.com/Executivefailu1
I think.
Might post there more or something, beats the hell out of me XD

Hey guys!
I know that I’ve been REALLY unactive as of recent and I do apologize. I just needed a time to get my mental health all in order, even though it’s not the best at the moment.
Regardless, I do want to announce a few things!
Right now, for the first time, I will be opening a NEW public discord server. Although it isn’t 100% together yet, It’s going to be a haven for art!
Yes! I’m opening a discord server for the betterment of anyone who wants to get better as an artist! It does include certain fetishes although not a ton of them. This server will help with normal/vanilla, fatfur, inflation, muscle, and hyper art.
It is a place for reflection, and criticism. If you cannot handle criticism, don’t post in the certain chats for that. There will be a place to post your art and get feedback if you are having a particular issue with something. I will be there sometimes to redline, and generally help when I can. I’m not particularly the best artist, but I’ll try my best.
I’m even thinking of streaming on it, or even do community events like secret Santas and art fights!
ALL artists of any skill level are allowed as long as they try their best!

Link here! https://discord.gg/EDwz5bb3WJ

Here are my prices!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46334718/

Sorry, they went kind of fast!

If you have any questions you can ask me, I don't bite, unless I'm hungry XD
My discord is executivefailure#5564 If you wanna chat there!

Lol, I'm broke, which means Comms are open!!!! I only have 3 slots so it's first come first serve!!!!
My price and rule page is here!! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46334718/

The 3 slots are filled now, sorry!

Hey guys! Just a small reminder that my Raffle 3 ends Monday May 16, at 11:59 so if you want to join you still can!