Been suffering daily from heavy sugar lows since a good while now, I know because I got a sugar-measuring device on my arm attached since 2 weeks because we suspected diabetes....
It explains my tiredness, lack of drive, and more than usual depression.
Very low sugar does all of these things while opening the possibility of falling into a coma when it's too low.

...I just woke up from fainting from very low sugar.
I'm scared - I'm tired - But on the 26th we may find answers. A doctor, specialised in sugar-sicknesses got us an appointment at that day.

Hello Lovelies.

It's time for a lil' update from me again! This and the next week are gonna be a little hectic for me and progress on owed art may be delayed, but have some transparency!

MEDICATION:
As many know my mental health requires me to take meds daily, and those get changed up entirely on the 1st September. That means i'm unable to know how I'll react to them, if I'll be better or worse, and how often we need to change dosis afterwards, it is going to be a pain in the butt haha.

RELATIONSHIP:
On the 4th September me and my boyfriend celebrate being a couple for exactly two years!! I am super duper excited of course! Here's to many more! :'3

OTHER THINGS:
On the 7th I have some other appointments that will shape my future and I hope they'll go well. But it stresses me out that it may go horribly wrong hence my focus is mostly all over the place and comms may be slower.
On the 11th I'll have my last appointment and I will resume a normal workflow again if everything went well.

Wish me luck, ya all! Stay safe!

Hey Lovelies.

I'll open a few slots for my customs, if you're new you can check my coloring style in my gallery!
Everyone interested can send me a note with the following information.

SPECIES: Animal, Pokémon, etc...
GENDER: Male, Female, Herm
COLOR PALETTE: [Image]
EXTRAS: NSFW, Specific Patterns, etc...

Hey Lovelies.

Weird question but, what is your favorite color? I'd like some data for my future adopts. :3
Please answer with the following form:

FAV.COLOR: Red, Blue, ...
SHADE: Dark, Bright , ...

Hey Lovelies.

I'll once again make a lil' ad for my small discord sever!!
Just note me directly to receive the link!
You do not owe us a lot of activity, we just enjoy you peeking in from time to time!

BENEFITS
* Chat with me and others at any time! | I like talking to ya guys!
* Public Commission List! | See my current workload, updates anytime something changes!
* Server-Exclusive Raffles! | Win something simply by being in the server!
* WIP Channel for Adopts and Art! | See exclusive peeks I usually don't show!

Hello Lovelies.

Long time no update, if there's some questions I'll gladly answer them but I try to cover everything in this journal now. So thank you for anyone reading it.

First Of All: OWED ART
I burnt myself out earlier this month. I took a 10-ish day break from working on owed work, which given, isn't nearly as much as last time but the fact that I nearly faced going into minus at my bank account scared me to hell, churning out art and adopts just so I could prevent it. And I managed to. But now I'm tired...I still held raffles. And I promise the winners they will get their rewards but not...in the next few days. I might need a few more days to get back into art with personal art and adopts I want to make and not feel forced to make.

Secondly: PERSONAL LIFE
I currently face a re-trauma which I do not know why it occurs. But I have bad nightmares since a week which causes me to barely sleep, and if I do, it's not really refreshing. I am very sure this causes my difficulties in doing my work here but I just wanted to mention that I had to pause my therapy for a bit, and it seems that backfired. So I'll resume that in the next week or so and hope it helps me with my burn-out as well.

Thank you for reading and your understanding.

Hello Lovelies!

I'm currently preparing for the 18th, the day I'll get my two wisdom teeth removed!
I will be getting full anesthesia so expect some slowness afterwards haha. I might need a day or two to recover.
Thank you for sticking with me though!

Have a nice rest of your day/night!

Hello Lovelies!

Me and  SweetFangDelights collabed together and created a beautiful Wolf x Lucario hybrid!
You can find it here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47125850/

Consider giving them a watch as well for future collabs!

Heya Lovelies.

Just a little update on things regarding my dental problems I mentioned a month ago.
I finally have an appointment for the surgery, I'll get full anesthesia too (luckily lol).
On the 18th I'll get my 2 wisdom teeth removed and will be probably out for 1-3 days.

My BurnOut got a lot better on the bright-side.
I still struggle with certain projects, but at the very least I can upload some adopts here and there again!

DISCORD
As some of you know I have a Discord Server that is for both my adopts and art account.
We already established a tiny family on there but I suppose a few new faces don't harm us. ♥
The discord offers exclusive raffles for server members! Note me for the link!

Hey Lovelies.

I apologize for the lack of adopts coming lately, I kinda am struggling with a slight burn-out and am currently on my way crawling out of that hole, with success mind you!
But I need a bit more time. Especially this and next month....

Because I just came home from the dentist today after they fixed a tooth for about 40 minutes and i'm SO tired from it. Sadly they noticed an impacted wisdom tooth on the X-RAY today as well which needs to be removed asap....
It is scheduled to be removed around next month. I'm so scared of it, which impacts my ability to work as well.

I am sorry so many things bundled up together and hit me at once rendering me barely able to do what I am supposed to do. But I promise I'll still do my best...just...a bit slower.

Thank you.
-Pigeon

Hello Lovelies.
I woke up today to see we've hit 1000 watchers , 10 days after my 3-years anniversary here on FA.
I cannot thank every single one of you for the continuous support, be it as a lurking watcher or active customer.
No matter who you are I am thankful you like my adoptables enough to leave a watch!

To celebrate I've started a raffle again, there will be more than one winner of course.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45272868/ Check it out if you want to!

I really hope we will create more characters as time goes on and that I can do this for many more years. ♥
Hope you all will have a great New Year's Eve, and a good year 2022!

Hello Lovelies!

My last journal is now a month old and I'm sorry for the radio-silence besides a few adoptables and eggs I've opened up. I wanna say I do feel better! I'm not as sad anymore about the funeral and I'm trying to stay strong. :)
However my motivation frickin' nose-dived and crashed into the ground a few days ago and I dont know why lol.

To some people waiting for their customs, thank you for not pestering me yet haha.
I know I have a super sweet community and it helps me so much to know people can be patient.
I'll do my best to finish the eggs next week and try to open some new adopts as well.

Thank You!

Hello Lovelies,

I apologize for my absence, my stepfather died a few days ago annnd...it slows things down.
For people waiting on owed customs, I am sorry for even more but I did not forget you and I did not dissapear.
I'll try to resume work as soon as possible.

Thank You,
Pigeon.

TL:DR; My customs are open, note me for a quote.

Hello Lovelies!

Before anyone is concerned, I am still a bit sick. Appaearantly my lymph nodes are swollen? So that indicates SOMETHING is wrong, but who knows what. No one will ever know as the sickness slowly fades away. Whatever pained me for 5-6 weeks is finally about to die. I feel it. I hope...

Anyway. As many of you know I have 2 young cats in my current apartment. One is fairly new, his name is Yugi. And he has ear mites, which the previous owner did NOT tell me, so we need to go to the vet and get him treatment. Additionally he seems to have inflammations in his gums. That's fun....but I'll do everything for my fur babies, which leads us to my current financial situation.

My boyfriend is basically broke because he is in school which forces him to get a train outside our city every week twice. Which costs a lot of money and now we're like. "Shit. We broke lol."

So I'll open my customs to everyone for a few days. Please note me for a quote and we will work something out.
Thank you for reading trough this, I hope to work with you soon!

Hello Lovelies!

I did not die, I am terribly sorry for my absence. I will resume work by the end of the week hopefully!

No one knows to this day what I have but I at least feel better to slowly resume work.

Hello Lovelies.

*sigh* I am home again, I was taken into the ER because my symptoms were so bad!
I was taken a LOT of blood and made an EKG.
And the worst part is: I am perfectly healthy according to them. My blood neither my heart were funky and showed no signs of anything being wrong with me. So they simply kicked me out.

What is wrong with me then? They dont know. They cannot explain my fever, heatflashes, fatique and short breath and high pulse. I feel like legit dying and no one can tell me what is wrong with me. Symptoms just stack onto one another with each passing week and I am like-
Unsure what to do.

I'll try starting to work again as best as I can. Let other doctors look at me. Hoping one day they will find out what is wrong with me.

Hello Lovelies.
I'll keep it short. My health detoriated to a point where I need to be hospitalized.
I'll keep you updated once they figure out what is wrong with me.

Hello Lovelies!

It is time for a little update on my behalf again!
First of all, I am done moving! Me and my boyfriend finished up our apartment to 90% and I love it here! I can finally focus on MY stuff and work, without my mom pestering me. Things should work out more smoothly now!
Sadly, the whole stress of moving while working on commissions totally made me sick. I have a fever since 10 days and am on antibiotics now to lower it and potentially killing the stuff that caused it (which we did not find out what it is yet! So who knows if it really clears up now.)

However since the move my financial situation became somewhat tight. I needed to spend so much money on things for the apartment and my boyfriend. So despite having open commissions I will be dropping an Egg-Adopt later today and work trough them despite being sick, so expect slowness.

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PATIENCE. ♥

Hello Lovelies!
My 800 Watcher Event concluded and I hope ya all had fun~ ♥ It was a huge success in my book and I cannot wait to draw the winners' custom characters! They have been announced in a seperate submission! Regrading that tho...

I'm moving right now! Me and my boyfriend celebrate our first year together on the 4th Sep., and what better way to celebrate than to move together! We finally found and apartment and we are in the middle of moving! We painted the walls yesterday so we can now start getting all the furniture in!

That means however that my current commissions and customs are slowed down for 1-2 weeks! I am terribly sorry how those two events intersected LOL. Please be a little patient with me. I will try to work trough it as good as I can!

Thanks for reading!

Hello Lovelies!
You've read correctly, my entire stock on Adoptables & Customs are eligable to be reduced by -55%!
EXAMPLE: You see an adopt for 35$, you claim it, and only pay 15.75$!
OPEN ADOPTS: https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....25/Adopts-OPEN

How are Customs reduced?
Well, the range of the price is usually 10$-40$. Now it is 4.50$-18$! Great huh?

I hope you enjoy my special event, and thank you for 800 Watchers!

Hello Lovelies!
We soon hit the 800 Watchers, and I want to thank each and one of you for deciding to follow me.
I'm really happy and never thought I could reach such a big number. Thank You ♥
I will try to continue to provide the best I can do and have fun creating art with ya guys!

Now to the fun part! I'd love to hear what kind of raffle you'd like for this big number!

I'd be willing to do the following:
4 Winners:
* Custom OC [Species/Gender/Colors are pickable]

2 Winners:
* Toony Headshot of the OC your choice! [EXAMPLE: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43333892/

1 Winner:
* Fullbody of the OC your choice. [EXAMPLE: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43182770/
Can be feral or anthro, I can draw both!

Hello Lovelies!

I became VERY active on my art account due to my challenge I gave myself!
"Draw A Digimon/Pokémon A Day"!
I'd love to see some of you there as well!

Please if you like my art go leave a watch at Whitesnowpaw

Thank You!

Hello Lovelies

Active watchers might have noticed a lack of adopts coming siiiince over a week now, oh how time flies haha.
I'm very sorry but this break might extended for a few more days.
TO MY FEW COMMISSIONERS - I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT YOU - I WILL TRY TO WORK TROUGH THE BREAK ON THEM.

On a brighter note, I got engaged haha!
It might be a bit sudden since I never mentioned my relationship on here but we are "pre-engaged".
We still need proper rings. But covid sucks ass and stores/smiths are closed.
So god knows when we actually can get a grip on our rings.

Thanks for listening Lovelies!
If you want to check out my latest Plushies I sewed, to see some activity from me, check out Whitesnowpaw.

Hey Lovelies!
I don't want to annoy you all too much with my Hype so regular Adopts start soon.
But help me out for a last Digimon Adopt!

A FUSION!!
Vote please out of the following:
* Renamon x Gatomon = 6
* Renamon x Lucario = 2
* Lucario x Gatomon = 2

WINNER: Renamon x Gatomon

*woop woop*
I don't know why but it's so fun drawing Digimon lately.
I apologize.