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Posted 15 years agoI've got a new FA, ask as ye shall receive, unless you already know what it is then go watch it! :)
Ez over and outI'VE BEEN HAD!!!
Posted 15 years agoOk, so the past few weeks I've been trying to get at least something out of unemployment so I and the dog don't starve to death.
Well, I get like four letters in the mail today all from some Missouri Department of Employment Security. I was apparently supposed to get $79.00/wkly but I got a letter prior (before AC) that I was disqualified from earning unemployment. I paid it no mind, thinking I filed something incorrectly as this is my first time doing all this crap, so I resubmitted with what I thought was correct the second time.
Well, about those letters I get today, the first one states my 'pay' for the week of 6/12/10 I was supposed to get $79.00 (I'm reading along from the paper as I go). Wages reported were $250.00 made for that week (keep in mind I resign from the company on 6/7/10). Here's the part that's confusing me... or maybe I'm just too upset and disgruntled to understand it, my deductions where $230.00 plus an additional $20.00 for their 'taxes' but how are they going to deduct that from a $79.00 balance???? This isn't adding up to me and I'm getting pissed the more I try to make sense of it, because we all know how GREAT and RIGHTEOUS the USA Gov, ja???
Well on the other letter, it states that I refuse or 'quit' the job hence another reason I got disqualified... I hate the word 'quit' such a powerful yet nothingness word HENCE WHY I TOLD THEM ALL I RESIGNED. It doesn't make sense to me to 'quit' to me, that's the same as being fired, unless my terminologies are wrong then correct me on it so I'll know. Anyway, continuing on, they say in-order to lift this disqualification I must show proof that after 6/7/10 (oh look!!! my resign date! hmmmmm!) that the total amount of wages earned was... get this, at least $790.00!!! I love how they say "as least"... kind of makes me think they're saying I'm entitled to more money but they're trying to cover their ass from something and/or someone...
All this just sounds highly suspicious to me, correct me if I'm going about this wrong though, because my temper is about ready to do the talking and I don't want that :(
Well, I get like four letters in the mail today all from some Missouri Department of Employment Security. I was apparently supposed to get $79.00/wkly but I got a letter prior (before AC) that I was disqualified from earning unemployment. I paid it no mind, thinking I filed something incorrectly as this is my first time doing all this crap, so I resubmitted with what I thought was correct the second time.
Well, about those letters I get today, the first one states my 'pay' for the week of 6/12/10 I was supposed to get $79.00 (I'm reading along from the paper as I go). Wages reported were $250.00 made for that week (keep in mind I resign from the company on 6/7/10). Here's the part that's confusing me... or maybe I'm just too upset and disgruntled to understand it, my deductions where $230.00 plus an additional $20.00 for their 'taxes' but how are they going to deduct that from a $79.00 balance???? This isn't adding up to me and I'm getting pissed the more I try to make sense of it, because we all know how GREAT and RIGHTEOUS the USA Gov, ja???
Well on the other letter, it states that I refuse or 'quit' the job hence another reason I got disqualified... I hate the word 'quit' such a powerful yet nothingness word HENCE WHY I TOLD THEM ALL I RESIGNED. It doesn't make sense to me to 'quit' to me, that's the same as being fired, unless my terminologies are wrong then correct me on it so I'll know. Anyway, continuing on, they say in-order to lift this disqualification I must show proof that after 6/7/10 (oh look!!! my resign date! hmmmmm!) that the total amount of wages earned was... get this, at least $790.00!!! I love how they say "as least"... kind of makes me think they're saying I'm entitled to more money but they're trying to cover their ass from something and/or someone...
All this just sounds highly suspicious to me, correct me if I'm going about this wrong though, because my temper is about ready to do the talking and I don't want that :(
I guess I'm dumb for...
Posted 15 years agomy qoute on all my msgr lists, poking fun at an already halfassed and failing system called the American Government.
What was the quote you ask? "The economy never fell, people just got cheap!" and this dickwad starts a quiral with me about it. He first says "It really did fall, you just need to pay more attention" and I'm thinking 'so, still doesn't make it the best thing in the world, and at times it's stupid just like the current president". Well he said this some days ago and he's just now coming back to start more crap??? Geez
mathias_marlfox (5:18:07 PM): and so are you!!!! you apparently don't follow politics at all
porsche_husky (5:18:05 PM): huh?
porsche_husky (5:18:46 PM): what about poilitics?
mathias_marlfox (5:19:36 PM): if you can't figure it out, then i'm not going to explain it to you
porsche_husky (5:19:53 PM): then why bother brinigng it up? its probably something you mentioned days ago anyway
mathias_marlfox (5:21:19 PM): i brought it up because i felt like it; no other reason. and in any case, i don't have to explain myself to anyone!!!
porsche_husky (5:21:22 PM): you're special, ya know?
mathias_marlfox (5:22:04 PM): you really don't wanna go there!!!! i'm smarter than you will ever be
porsche_husky (5:22:11 PM): dude, dont have your head up your ass so far you can't hope to see the light
porsche_husky (5:22:40 PM): seriously, cause if you're bound to be smarter than me, why aren't you in politics? just if you're so smart anyway?
mathias_marlfox (5:22:59 PM): i see and hear everything that goes on in one way or another
mathias_marlfox (5:23:15 PM): and i'm not in politics because i can't stand it
porsche_husky (5:23:44 PM): then drop it! you dunce, you make no sense.
porsche_husky (5:24:10 PM): to argue whos the smartest over a comment that was made just to poke fun at an already failed system
mathias_marlfox (5:24:47 PM): look, isay what i want, when i want and no one can stop me.
mathias_marlfox (5:24:57 PM): least of all you
porsche_husky (5:25:33 PM): and im not going to try, but i can sit back and laugh at how idiotic you're making yourself out to be :)
mathias_marlfox (5:27:05 PM): by all means, go ahead....that's why i have 4 kids who have more respect than most people i know and at least 5 college degrees to show for my life.
porsche_husky (5:28:04 PM): ok, thats great, but if i can remember, you were having such a damn hard time supporting YOURSELF to the point i tried to help
porsche_husky (5:28:25 PM): the lot of you Americans are the same... fucking ungrateful
mathias_marlfox (5:28:54 PM): things have changed young buck. you have alot to learn about life and what it has to offer
porsche_husky (5:30:17 PM): i dont care about what anyone has to offer me, im on my own and thats all i care about. yea i have my moments where i wish it would all just go away, but can't have it that easy
porsche_husky (5:31:15 PM): but for you to sit and act like god, wake up dude. if things have changed, great, but dont act as if you have done no wrong or havn't been down! if it weren't for me, you'd probably be DEAD
mathias_marlfox (5:33:11 PM): i know i'm not god and i also know that i'm not perfect. iknow i've done wrong in my life and felt down about alot of shit, but i can't let it get me down....that's one thing i've learned over the years. i control my emotions; they don't control me.
porsche_husky (5:34:23 PM): then whats all this attack on me for poking fun at something that has NOTHING to do with you, or that 'you're so smart'??? Especially if you DON'T like politics
porsche_husky (5:34:28 PM): amuse me
porsche_husky (5:42:06 PM): dumbass...
I get the feeling he's going to continue from that tomorrow or some later time in the week :/
Here's the fun factor, this guy is only like, in his late 20s, possibly early 30s, and his FOUR kids somehow each have 5 degrees? Get real dude, or something is VERY wrong with that picture.. or just an outright lie :D
..this is also the same guy I helped a few years ago with his medication because he was so poor, depressed, and stupid that he couldn't get it on his own. Just ignore the fact there are agencies out there to help people like him in his situation. Maybe he didn't give it thought, maybe he did and got denied? I dunno, but I stuck my neck out for him to help him get his 'mellow-out' pills so he wouldn't do something stupid and kill himself.
But I guess now 'that things have changed' my thanks is a slap in the face and 'I'm smarter than you' bullshit.
Really? Wake the fuck up, ya bloke!
What was the quote you ask? "The economy never fell, people just got cheap!" and this dickwad starts a quiral with me about it. He first says "It really did fall, you just need to pay more attention" and I'm thinking 'so, still doesn't make it the best thing in the world, and at times it's stupid just like the current president". Well he said this some days ago and he's just now coming back to start more crap??? Geez
mathias_marlfox (5:18:07 PM): and so are you!!!! you apparently don't follow politics at all
porsche_husky (5:18:05 PM): huh?
porsche_husky (5:18:46 PM): what about poilitics?
mathias_marlfox (5:19:36 PM): if you can't figure it out, then i'm not going to explain it to you
porsche_husky (5:19:53 PM): then why bother brinigng it up? its probably something you mentioned days ago anyway
mathias_marlfox (5:21:19 PM): i brought it up because i felt like it; no other reason. and in any case, i don't have to explain myself to anyone!!!
porsche_husky (5:21:22 PM): you're special, ya know?
mathias_marlfox (5:22:04 PM): you really don't wanna go there!!!! i'm smarter than you will ever be
porsche_husky (5:22:11 PM): dude, dont have your head up your ass so far you can't hope to see the light
porsche_husky (5:22:40 PM): seriously, cause if you're bound to be smarter than me, why aren't you in politics? just if you're so smart anyway?
mathias_marlfox (5:22:59 PM): i see and hear everything that goes on in one way or another
mathias_marlfox (5:23:15 PM): and i'm not in politics because i can't stand it
porsche_husky (5:23:44 PM): then drop it! you dunce, you make no sense.
porsche_husky (5:24:10 PM): to argue whos the smartest over a comment that was made just to poke fun at an already failed system
mathias_marlfox (5:24:47 PM): look, isay what i want, when i want and no one can stop me.
mathias_marlfox (5:24:57 PM): least of all you
porsche_husky (5:25:33 PM): and im not going to try, but i can sit back and laugh at how idiotic you're making yourself out to be :)
mathias_marlfox (5:27:05 PM): by all means, go ahead....that's why i have 4 kids who have more respect than most people i know and at least 5 college degrees to show for my life.
porsche_husky (5:28:04 PM): ok, thats great, but if i can remember, you were having such a damn hard time supporting YOURSELF to the point i tried to help
porsche_husky (5:28:25 PM): the lot of you Americans are the same... fucking ungrateful
mathias_marlfox (5:28:54 PM): things have changed young buck. you have alot to learn about life and what it has to offer
porsche_husky (5:30:17 PM): i dont care about what anyone has to offer me, im on my own and thats all i care about. yea i have my moments where i wish it would all just go away, but can't have it that easy
porsche_husky (5:31:15 PM): but for you to sit and act like god, wake up dude. if things have changed, great, but dont act as if you have done no wrong or havn't been down! if it weren't for me, you'd probably be DEAD
mathias_marlfox (5:33:11 PM): i know i'm not god and i also know that i'm not perfect. iknow i've done wrong in my life and felt down about alot of shit, but i can't let it get me down....that's one thing i've learned over the years. i control my emotions; they don't control me.
porsche_husky (5:34:23 PM): then whats all this attack on me for poking fun at something that has NOTHING to do with you, or that 'you're so smart'??? Especially if you DON'T like politics
porsche_husky (5:34:28 PM): amuse me
porsche_husky (5:42:06 PM): dumbass...
I get the feeling he's going to continue from that tomorrow or some later time in the week :/
Here's the fun factor, this guy is only like, in his late 20s, possibly early 30s, and his FOUR kids somehow each have 5 degrees? Get real dude, or something is VERY wrong with that picture.. or just an outright lie :D
..this is also the same guy I helped a few years ago with his medication because he was so poor, depressed, and stupid that he couldn't get it on his own. Just ignore the fact there are agencies out there to help people like him in his situation. Maybe he didn't give it thought, maybe he did and got denied? I dunno, but I stuck my neck out for him to help him get his 'mellow-out' pills so he wouldn't do something stupid and kill himself.
But I guess now 'that things have changed' my thanks is a slap in the face and 'I'm smarter than you' bullshit.
Really? Wake the fuck up, ya bloke!
Ford guys working on a Cayman...
Posted 15 years agoThe title sounds disastrous as it is.
But I literally about died laughing yesterday (no, seriously, I could feel my diaphragm ready to collapse), well here it goes.
My friend works at a Ford dealership as the shop supervisor. His and his crews' job is to ensure all incoming inventory is to be checked in, wiped down, and put on the lot all polished up to be an eye catcher, the same thing for used cars. Well that day I just happened to be up there, we all got an interesting surprise! A PORSCHE Cayman was traded in on a Ford.... (yes, a Porsche for a Ford.... major downgrade if you ask me). Well of course, the thing was practically so clean it could have passed as just come off it's lot and with only 1.6k miles on it, you'd swear it was the Test Driver of the bunch had it not been bought.
Well, the thing needed an oil change since the asshole let the thing sit in his garage for practically the length of his ownership thus where I come in. I wasn't trying to be some know-it-all ass or a smug dick, but when you have a bunch of guys that haven't worked on something so unique before... it kinda foreshadows the worst to come. My friend, being the ass he can be sometimes, told me to sit aside and that he didn't need my help.
Factor about him, he's the type of guy that, unless you have a piece of paper saying you went through an overpriced class, sat around for long hours reading books, and doing other meaningless shit that has nothing to do with what you want to do; the you're a nothing and stupid. So I was immediately cast into that group.
But oh well, can't win them all, sometimes you have to sit back and watch as the wick slowly burns closer to the barrels of black powder! :D
Well anyway, I went to the other side of the shop, he then goes and opens the rear hatch... gasp, to his surprise, nooo enginnnne, hmmmmm. Where could that squirrely thing be, I wonder. So he goes to the front and pops that side open... hmmmmmmmmmmmm still no engine. He then looked up to me, who was tring not to giggle out loud, then calls down 4 more of his guys to help him figure this out.
Get this, they were going to tear into the back of the car and take out the rear storage to try and 'dig out' the engine. Once I saw FIVE yes FIVE (5) fucking guys trying to figure this out and all scratching their noggins, I couldn't take it any longer and left before I got weak from laughing.
What can I say, it was comical and to a point, still I am in disbelief about the event. How the fuck can you not find it? Well... here's an insight on Porsche's 987 models;
The car is a mid-engine setup. meaning the engine is within the car's wheelbase. So unlike the 911 series, you won't find the engine in the ass way behind the rear axle. BUT, while the car is mid-engine, the engine is practically 'underneath' the car, thus not only do you get a full sized boot in front, but you get a nice sized boot in the REAR as well, thus to morons like them, will make you think the car 'somehow' operates with no engine, or that the engine '404 not found!' itself.
I finally told them this after 10min of watching them try to plan this out.. I couldn't take it anymore, but I sometimes wonder how long it would have taken them had I not told them lawl.
As much as I want to say that event was pure ignorance, I can't. I understand yes its a Ford dealership and that they don't get many exotic/unique cars through the body shop. But still, common sense should have kicked in at some-point, ja? Even I know this and I DON'T have ANY degrees LOL
I guess that makes me a dumb smart person :D
PS: I ended up changing the oil :/
But I literally about died laughing yesterday (no, seriously, I could feel my diaphragm ready to collapse), well here it goes.
My friend works at a Ford dealership as the shop supervisor. His and his crews' job is to ensure all incoming inventory is to be checked in, wiped down, and put on the lot all polished up to be an eye catcher, the same thing for used cars. Well that day I just happened to be up there, we all got an interesting surprise! A PORSCHE Cayman was traded in on a Ford.... (yes, a Porsche for a Ford.... major downgrade if you ask me). Well of course, the thing was practically so clean it could have passed as just come off it's lot and with only 1.6k miles on it, you'd swear it was the Test Driver of the bunch had it not been bought.
Well, the thing needed an oil change since the asshole let the thing sit in his garage for practically the length of his ownership thus where I come in. I wasn't trying to be some know-it-all ass or a smug dick, but when you have a bunch of guys that haven't worked on something so unique before... it kinda foreshadows the worst to come. My friend, being the ass he can be sometimes, told me to sit aside and that he didn't need my help.
Factor about him, he's the type of guy that, unless you have a piece of paper saying you went through an overpriced class, sat around for long hours reading books, and doing other meaningless shit that has nothing to do with what you want to do; the you're a nothing and stupid. So I was immediately cast into that group.
But oh well, can't win them all, sometimes you have to sit back and watch as the wick slowly burns closer to the barrels of black powder! :D
Well anyway, I went to the other side of the shop, he then goes and opens the rear hatch... gasp, to his surprise, nooo enginnnne, hmmmmm. Where could that squirrely thing be, I wonder. So he goes to the front and pops that side open... hmmmmmmmmmmmm still no engine. He then looked up to me, who was tring not to giggle out loud, then calls down 4 more of his guys to help him figure this out.
Get this, they were going to tear into the back of the car and take out the rear storage to try and 'dig out' the engine. Once I saw FIVE yes FIVE (5) fucking guys trying to figure this out and all scratching their noggins, I couldn't take it any longer and left before I got weak from laughing.
What can I say, it was comical and to a point, still I am in disbelief about the event. How the fuck can you not find it? Well... here's an insight on Porsche's 987 models;
The car is a mid-engine setup. meaning the engine is within the car's wheelbase. So unlike the 911 series, you won't find the engine in the ass way behind the rear axle. BUT, while the car is mid-engine, the engine is practically 'underneath' the car, thus not only do you get a full sized boot in front, but you get a nice sized boot in the REAR as well, thus to morons like them, will make you think the car 'somehow' operates with no engine, or that the engine '404 not found!' itself.
I finally told them this after 10min of watching them try to plan this out.. I couldn't take it anymore, but I sometimes wonder how long it would have taken them had I not told them lawl.
As much as I want to say that event was pure ignorance, I can't. I understand yes its a Ford dealership and that they don't get many exotic/unique cars through the body shop. But still, common sense should have kicked in at some-point, ja? Even I know this and I DON'T have ANY degrees LOL
I guess that makes me a dumb smart person :D
PS: I ended up changing the oil :/
Derp Moment
Posted 15 years agoToday's topic
Breakdance!Oh let's see... I was probably about 14 or 15 when I learned what the term really meant. Though prior.... I thought it meant a dance that involves the dancer breaking things in his/her wake >_>;;;
I was such a dumb pup ^^;;;;;;
Who wants a Badge?! :D
Posted 15 years agoI've gotten a boost of courage from 
and 
while hanging out with them <3
So I figure I'll take their advice and go through with this.
I'm doing a 100 badge fundraiser drive, this well help me save up to get to the next con, be it MFF10 or AC11! There will be 100 slots and considering my popularity level is blagh, I can't imagine they would fill within the week lol ^^;;;
With that said, everyone will have a chance at getting one :D
These badges will be on mainly the bust area, going as far down as the torso (depending on size of badge and/or character) the neat part is, prices are the same no matter how big!
1. Robak aka Voice Done
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while hanging out with them <3So I figure I'll take their advice and go through with this.
I'm doing a 100 badge fundraiser drive, this well help me save up to get to the next con, be it MFF10 or AC11! There will be 100 slots and considering my popularity level is blagh, I can't imagine they would fill within the week lol ^^;;;
With that said, everyone will have a chance at getting one :D
These badges will be on mainly the bust area, going as far down as the torso (depending on size of badge and/or character) the neat part is, prices are the same no matter how big!
Badge Prices
$5 USD = Sketch (which includes you name/nickname of choice)
$10 USD = Colored
Some examples
Bust
Bust 2
Half body
Shipping
$2 USD = National
Variable = International (Though I can't imagine it would be far over $5 USD to oversea)
Agreement
By applying for a position here, you, the reader, acknowledge, that any badge made by me, Ez-Bone, will NOT include the following; Sexual arousal/themes, gore, hatred. racism, drug use, or cubs/age play (though if your character is a cub, or you have a child who's character is a cub, just contact me and I can get something done for you)
These badges are made for public presentation thus why I will not allow any extremities on them.
Descriptions
When applying for a badge, please send a note to me with your characters visual description and/or a picture of him/her, I shouldn't have to say this but IT IS VERY IMPORTANT YOU DO! lol :P
Payment
I accept PayPal only at the moment. It's faster and not to mention way more secure. My PayPal is Porsche_Husky[at]yahoo.com
Please! please-please note me before sending a payment! NOTE ME BEFORE SENDING A PAYMENT, I can't stress that enough as I don't want to risk things getting out of hand and I not know who is who.
Also, I would prefer your account with PayPal to be verified so I have an address to send the finished work and receipt to :31. Robak aka Voice Done
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100.Grab them while they last :DAlready making plans for...
Posted 15 years agoMFF 2010 and AC 2011!!!
I can't and don't know where to begin on how great this was! My very first con was a blast! and I both experienced furries from the inside finally and we liked it! After all these years, I may actually 'fully' partake in the furfandom now instead of bystanding.
I don't know where to start....
I got to meet some very interesting people and
, and 
were sweethearts :D Rukis even gave me some tips on my own work ^^ I even got to meet the mother of 
, Dark Mummsy, who I now envy more than every after hearing such a life story about when and how she got into art. Saw 
and 
was there as well with all their comics that I know a certain wolgon would love to have his mitts on :P annnnd I finally met the 
crew!
As for FAers, DAers, and all others, I've met up with
(who walked past me several times without even knowin XD!!!)
& 
who is cuddleh :D
who thinks he's a husky >_> lol
![[koh]](//a.furaffinity.net/20250912/[koh].gif "[koh]")
who is a really cool guy
who one of my friends nearly got their back rearranged by Fen's super hug XD
who I honestly never thought to see there,
theneonknight
silverlonewolf & spikedpunchwolf who I rode with :D (thanks again guys!)
red13nanaki
peppercoyote
shortwave
anarchity who was realy playful and fun :D,
ivybeth
pilot
ritsuka
rappyraptor
atreya who has given me courage to make my own fursuits and is a dame good artist! I saw her in action! go look at her stuff!
aphinity
aslanprinty
recca_sen_li who is very loose and wild hehe
atlwolf who was complete fucking win when he was Barf from SpaceBalls!
sylerzhora who is a recent SL buddy that I've been occasionally hanging around with
kanehusky who is only the cute (and frisky >_> ) husky in teh whole wide vorld! :D
bowrieboy who was way energetic and made it fun to interact with fursuiters (and secretly encouraged me to want to suit now), and many others I will be adding to this journal as I remember them lol
did I mention Jack Spa-uh I mean... 'Captian!' Jack Sparrow was there too?! I hash pictures and video! so it did happen! O_O http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8rmyPdEWfA
I can't and don't know where to begin on how great this was! My very first con was a blast!
and I both experienced furries from the inside finally and we liked it! After all these years, I may actually 'fully' partake in the furfandom now instead of bystanding.I don't know where to start....
I got to meet some very interesting people and
, and 
were sweethearts :D Rukis even gave me some tips on my own work ^^ I even got to meet the mother of 
, Dark Mummsy, who I now envy more than every after hearing such a life story about when and how she got into art. Saw 
and 
was there as well with all their comics that I know a certain wolgon would love to have his mitts on :P annnnd I finally met the 
crew!As for FAers, DAers, and all others, I've met up with
(who walked past me several times without even knowin XD!!!)
& 
who is cuddleh :D
who thinks he's a husky >_> lol
![[koh]](http://a.furaffinity.net/20250912/[koh].gif "[koh]")
who is a really cool guy
who one of my friends nearly got their back rearranged by Fen's super hug XD
who I honestly never thought to see there, theneonknight
silverlonewolf & spikedpunchwolf who I rode with :D (thanks again guys!)
red13nanaki
peppercoyote
shortwave
anarchity who was realy playful and fun :D,
ivybeth
pilot
ritsuka
rappyraptor
atreya who has given me courage to make my own fursuits and is a dame good artist! I saw her in action! go look at her stuff!
aphinity
aslanprinty
recca_sen_li who is very loose and wild hehe
atlwolf who was complete fucking win when he was Barf from SpaceBalls!
sylerzhora who is a recent SL buddy that I've been occasionally hanging around with
kanehusky who is only the cute (and frisky >_> ) husky in teh whole wide vorld! :D
bowrieboy who was way energetic and made it fun to interact with fursuiters (and secretly encouraged me to want to suit now), and many others I will be adding to this journal as I remember them lol
did I mention Jack Spa-uh I mean... 'Captian!' Jack Sparrow was there too?! I hash pictures and video! so it did happen! O_O http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8rmyPdEWfA
Sorry for the false alarm
Posted 15 years agoAs the message says, according to , he worked out a deal with me to pay my way and I repay him once I get another job. Sounds like a deal I can work out :D
So it looks like I may be going afterall! :D
, he worked out a deal with me to pay my way and I repay him once I get another job. Sounds like a deal I can work out :DSo it looks like I may be going afterall! :D
This should be fun! :D
Posted 15 years agoOnly because I'm bored XD
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me
Am I...
[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?
Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] My friend?
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me
Am I...
[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?
Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] My friend?
Going to AC? o_O
Posted 15 years ago• Where are you staying?
Omni Hotel
• What day are you getting there?
22nd as it stands for now, should be there by day break
• Who will you be rooming with?
, and some other furfags :P
• How can I find you?
My number o.o 3147759532 or maybe by just not being a lazy ass and keeping eye out for me, as if any of you give two dead flys worth of a dame lol
• Can I give you hugs?
As long as you aren't smelly and musky >_>
• Can I get pics with you?
Maybeh.
• Can I talk to you?
What a dumb question. If I didn't want to be bothered, would I go to any con? :P
• Can I hang out with you?
Sure :D
• Can I buy you drinks?
Klee is picky >.>
• Do you wear anything with your suit?
Yea, but my suit is hyooman, and it's permanent D: I can't find the dame zipper to take it off DDDD:
• Do you do trades.
Dunno if I can draw that fast D:
• What is your gender?
As Dr. Robotnic: PENISH!!!
• Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Just be clean and iky scent free, otherwise klee will be revolted @_@
• How tall are you?
5'9''
• Are you nice?
Well, I'm sometimes gullible, but push me hard enough you may see a side of me not so nice ^^;;;
• Can I stalk you?
Go ahead, won't be long before you're spotted...
• Do you like parties?
NOPE~!
• If i see you, how should i get your attention?
Say hi? Let's get abit real with some of these questions now >_> though I have been known to respond to 'Porsche' thanks to
:P
• Are you taken?
What the bloody hell is that your concern for???
• Do you do free art/music?
If the mood strikes me.
• Will you take commissions?
Ja, but I'm not too confident just yet about my style to charge people ^^;;;;;
Omni Hotel
• What day are you getting there?
22nd as it stands for now, should be there by day break
• Who will you be rooming with?
, and some other furfags :P• How can I find you?
My number o.o 3147759532 or maybe by just not being a lazy ass and keeping eye out for me, as if any of you give two dead flys worth of a dame lol
• Can I give you hugs?
As long as you aren't smelly and musky >_>
• Can I get pics with you?
Maybeh.
• Can I talk to you?
What a dumb question. If I didn't want to be bothered, would I go to any con? :P
• Can I hang out with you?
Sure :D
• Can I buy you drinks?
Klee is picky >.>
• Do you wear anything with your suit?
Yea, but my suit is hyooman, and it's permanent D: I can't find the dame zipper to take it off DDDD:
• Do you do trades.
Dunno if I can draw that fast D:
• What is your gender?
As Dr. Robotnic: PENISH!!!
• Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Just be clean and iky scent free, otherwise klee will be revolted @_@
• How tall are you?
5'9''
• Are you nice?
Well, I'm sometimes gullible, but push me hard enough you may see a side of me not so nice ^^;;;
• Can I stalk you?
Go ahead, won't be long before you're spotted...
• Do you like parties?
NOPE~!
• If i see you, how should i get your attention?
Say hi? Let's get abit real with some of these questions now >_> though I have been known to respond to 'Porsche' thanks to
:P• Are you taken?
What the bloody hell is that your concern for???
• Do you do free art/music?
If the mood strikes me.
• Will you take commissions?
Ja, but I'm not too confident just yet about my style to charge people ^^;;;;;
Stolen Panamera
Posted 15 years agoThis is funny to me... some rapper by the name of Kayne (spelling?) West had a Panamera in Hawaii. What he was doing down there with such a vehicle on an island you can go 30mi one way then 40 the other, I don't know other than the press says he was making his next album. Well the guy hadn't had the car for a very long time and someone STOLE it XD Worst part is, they crashed it D:!!! yes THEY, police say there were two men that were believed to have flee the crime scene.
All this is kinda funny to me since this is the first stolen panamera case I've heard yet and gawd, the cars were just released last year, sheesh; give them some time to get out in the public people! XD can't steal a car like that and get away with it if there aren't enough others on the road! XD especially in Hawaii.... don't have far to run from the police and I can't imagine you'd get far 'free' with a car like that on those tiny dried up lavapits called land XD
All this is kinda funny to me since this is the first stolen panamera case I've heard yet and gawd, the cars were just released last year, sheesh; give them some time to get out in the public people! XD can't steal a car like that and get away with it if there aren't enough others on the road! XD especially in Hawaii.... don't have far to run from the police and I can't imagine you'd get far 'free' with a car like that on those tiny dried up lavapits called land XD
Anyone up for some PS3 online gaming?
Posted 15 years agoWell I've prolly already post a journal like this so if you've already read it.... READ IT AGAIN! >:D
I've got only NFS Pro Street and Undercover, RE5, GTA4, and Soul Calibur 4 for now, all of which are online/multiplayers. I'll be getting more soon enough though.
But if anyone interested then lez swapz ze PSN namez nao! :D
I've got only NFS Pro Street and Undercover, RE5, GTA4, and Soul Calibur 4 for now, all of which are online/multiplayers. I'll be getting more soon enough though.
But if anyone interested then lez swapz ze PSN namez nao! :D
Bye bye Mercury
Posted 15 years agoWell it's official now, and kinda didn't expect this to happen.
As some of you gear heads may have heard, months ago, Ford was making 'plans' to get rid of one of their subsidiaries, Mercury. I was abit stunned to hear that more than I was about Aston, Volvo, and Jaguar simply because... well Mercury has no were else to turn like those other three did, simply because Mercury IS ford lol
It was officially announced this morning, from CEO of Ford themselves, on the boards and it's got people wondering again. Ford did this same thing last time right before the economy went to shit and because of it, they pulled through without borrowing money (like the other two did) and their sales still continued to grow!... yet even with the bail money, the other two barely made it out with Ford without going into some kind of bankruptcy! lol
But this has gotten some people into a stir now because Ford is axing off another company that the majority of people did actually like, despite we all see mostly Lincolns and Fords on the road more than Mercury. I'll admit though, I'm curious as to their real reason for this action. I have several thoughts and one of them is the revenue side of things, axe one company that is basically the middle man, so you now only have average class (Ford) and upper class (Lincoln) to focus on.
Makes sense to me, but I guess we'll find out at the end of 2010. Just to think, Mercury only has 6months left before they end up like Pontiac...
Maybe someone way up in Ford foresaw something in the near future like last time, or was it just stroke of luck? :P
Who knows, THE FUTURE KNOWS! dun dun dunnnnn
As some of you gear heads may have heard, months ago, Ford was making 'plans' to get rid of one of their subsidiaries, Mercury. I was abit stunned to hear that more than I was about Aston, Volvo, and Jaguar simply because... well Mercury has no were else to turn like those other three did, simply because Mercury IS ford lol
It was officially announced this morning, from CEO of Ford themselves, on the boards and it's got people wondering again. Ford did this same thing last time right before the economy went to shit and because of it, they pulled through without borrowing money (like the other two did) and their sales still continued to grow!... yet even with the bail money, the other two barely made it out with Ford without going into some kind of bankruptcy! lol
But this has gotten some people into a stir now because Ford is axing off another company that the majority of people did actually like, despite we all see mostly Lincolns and Fords on the road more than Mercury. I'll admit though, I'm curious as to their real reason for this action. I have several thoughts and one of them is the revenue side of things, axe one company that is basically the middle man, so you now only have average class (Ford) and upper class (Lincoln) to focus on.
Makes sense to me, but I guess we'll find out at the end of 2010. Just to think, Mercury only has 6months left before they end up like Pontiac...
Maybe someone way up in Ford foresaw something in the near future like last time, or was it just stroke of luck? :P
Who knows, THE FUTURE KNOWS! dun dun dunnnnn
We'll miss you Mercury 1939 - 2010Interesting thing happened today :D
Posted 15 years ago... I lick you! *licks* that's what happened today! XD
How much do YOU care? :]
Posted 15 years agoStolen from 
Ukyotane >:3
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?:
10. What's your philosophy on life?:
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13. What is your favorite memory of us?:
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?:
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?:
17. Can we get together and make a cake?:
18. Which country is your spiritual home?:
19. What is your big weakness?:
20. Do you think I'm a good person?:
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24. What do you wear to sleep?:
25. Trousers or skirts?:
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?:
Ukyotane >:31. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?:
10. What's your philosophy on life?:
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?:
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?:
13. What is your favorite memory of us?:
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?:
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?:
17. Can we get together and make a cake?:
18. Which country is your spiritual home?:
19. What is your big weakness?:
20. Do you think I'm a good person?:
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?:
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?:
24. What do you wear to sleep?:
25. Trousers or skirts?:
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?:
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?:
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?:
Doctor Doctor! :D
Posted 15 years agoWell, yea, but not in a good way >.> lol Doc thinks I'm purposely trying anorexia to down my weight but truth is, I haven't eaten in... uh.. *counts fingers* 5 days now due to lack of money :/ I'm so going to be sick from all this <_<
In other news I've gotten back into drawing :D and dame I let myself go D: I have some work to do, to catch up to the progression I was at before, so sit tight, those of you who do show an interest. I may be modest about my work but it's honestly the ones that push at me to 'omg keep up your great work!' are the ones that give me the motivation to even continue giving a shit about this unprofessionally run site lol But sincerely, I want to thank you for your interest in me and helping me with my courage issues, I will have more postings in the near future :)
Oh! Did I mention once I get a desktop I will follow through with 3D animation this time? I was disinterested at first due to my notebook not being able to handle vectoring and rendering to smooth out things so I would know how they would look in the final stages. It made this annoying fairly fast so I just stopped. But I plan on building a desktop soon so any suggestions to build the right desktop for heavy CGI development use, let me know, I'm all ears (Just, when you reply to this particular paragraph of my journal put "(3)" in front so I know you're talking about this subject of the journal, thankies!). I still haven't forgotten about my novel I was in the mist of writing out but it seems everytime I write it, something happens to the dame txt file, so I put that on halt for a while till I can get that desktop built before I do anything further with the storyline, just so you all know for those who were actually interested in the story.
Also, I've got a PS3 now so if anyone wants to play with me online or chat there my tag (for now; been thinking about changing it) is Ez_the_Husky :D so far I only have Resident Evil 5, Need for Speed; ProStreet and Undercover, Soul Calibur IV, and Grand Theft Auto IV I'm working on getting more soon :D
In other news I've gotten back into drawing :D and dame I let myself go D: I have some work to do, to catch up to the progression I was at before, so sit tight, those of you who do show an interest. I may be modest about my work but it's honestly the ones that push at me to 'omg keep up your great work!' are the ones that give me the motivation to even continue giving a shit about this unprofessionally run site lol But sincerely, I want to thank you for your interest in me and helping me with my courage issues, I will have more postings in the near future :)
Oh! Did I mention once I get a desktop I will follow through with 3D animation this time? I was disinterested at first due to my notebook not being able to handle vectoring and rendering to smooth out things so I would know how they would look in the final stages. It made this annoying fairly fast so I just stopped. But I plan on building a desktop soon so any suggestions to build the right desktop for heavy CGI development use, let me know, I'm all ears (Just, when you reply to this particular paragraph of my journal put "(3)" in front so I know you're talking about this subject of the journal, thankies!). I still haven't forgotten about my novel I was in the mist of writing out but it seems everytime I write it, something happens to the dame txt file, so I put that on halt for a while till I can get that desktop built before I do anything further with the storyline, just so you all know for those who were actually interested in the story.
Also, I've got a PS3 now so if anyone wants to play with me online or chat there my tag (for now; been thinking about changing it) is Ez_the_Husky :D so far I only have Resident Evil 5, Need for Speed; ProStreet and Undercover, Soul Calibur IV, and Grand Theft Auto IV I'm working on getting more soon :D
Startling find :O
Posted 15 years agoWell, got the DNA results from Barrétt's doctor this past Saturday and he's not even close to any of the breeds I thought he was mixed with... hell, he's not even mix...
First person to guess and get it right will get a drawing or something from me (maybe a in-person surprise? wink wink :P )
But apparently (warning! incoming hint!) the breed Barrétt is; Pit-bulls and Barrétt's breed look just alike until about 4-5months of age when one or the other starts to noticeably get bigger. His doctor was saying it was common with some brindle colored dogs but as you all saw from his pictures, he looks almost like a brown tiger :P
First person to guess and get it right will get a drawing or something from me (maybe a in-person surprise? wink wink :P )
But apparently (warning! incoming hint!) the breed Barrétt is; Pit-bulls and Barrétt's breed look just alike until about 4-5months of age when one or the other starts to noticeably get bigger. His doctor was saying it was common with some brindle colored dogs but as you all saw from his pictures, he looks almost like a brown tiger :P
My boy, Barrétt :)
Posted 15 years agoWell as the first submission stated, I've finally started piecing together part of my life that will make me somewhat happy and not so lonely.
I got the little guy by means of the Animal Police (which I didn't know Missouri had) well anyway, the pup had been left outside ever since the day the people got him, even on those days with single digit temperatures... I kinda wish I hadn't heard about that cause it then made me want to tear out the throat of the person responsible for this. I can't even imagine what he went through, just 5min of freezing weather to me and its TKO for me.
He was still rattling hard, beyond the part of shivering when I held him for the first time, it really concern me that his health may have been damaged in any way from it.
However, they did feed him and fed him well they did, but the choice of food left his stool VERY runny and constantly farting. I flushed him out with some good ol' Eukanuba (spelling errors >_> ) then start him on a new diet, he hasn't farted since ^^ thank god >_> dog farts are deadly o.o lol
When I let him in the house for the first time he was really timid and shy and as I feared, immediately had his first 'accident' right in front of me but figure he'd been outside so to him, he's in the right. Well I had to break him of that mind set and it's been going well so far, he hasn't done anything else in the house since then unless he just absolutely can't hold it any longer. First night here I gave him a nice warm bath and I guess he was so at ease that he lie down in the tub for me which made it easier to get him a nice deep clean and boy was he dirty o.o
I've already grown attached to him, he's such a little angel and quiet too unless there's something he wants and can't get to it or if I leave for more than 1min from him, other than that he'll hardly even whine. I still have to teach him leash manners when walking but for now he just is always hovering underneath me lol almost to the point of trapping me, he walks so close to me feet. Here's a funny though, he will not eat unless I sit next to him while he eats, I've kinda broken him of that now as I don't have to be around him so much but if I want him to get in his proper meal servings for the day, he still will wait until I'm around for him. I haven't run into something like that since Siris... what exactly does that action mean? does he feel vulnerable when he is feeding?
Oh and he likes to cuddle :3 several mornings I'd wake up only to find him on my back if I'm sleeping on me tummy or if I'm on me side, he'll nudge at me until I pull him into a snuggle :P
In short, I love him and I have a feeling it will only get but better as he gets older :D
I got the little guy by means of the Animal Police (which I didn't know Missouri had) well anyway, the pup had been left outside ever since the day the people got him, even on those days with single digit temperatures... I kinda wish I hadn't heard about that cause it then made me want to tear out the throat of the person responsible for this. I can't even imagine what he went through, just 5min of freezing weather to me and its TKO for me.
He was still rattling hard, beyond the part of shivering when I held him for the first time, it really concern me that his health may have been damaged in any way from it.
However, they did feed him and fed him well they did, but the choice of food left his stool VERY runny and constantly farting. I flushed him out with some good ol' Eukanuba (spelling errors >_> ) then start him on a new diet, he hasn't farted since ^^ thank god >_> dog farts are deadly o.o lol
When I let him in the house for the first time he was really timid and shy and as I feared, immediately had his first 'accident' right in front of me but figure he'd been outside so to him, he's in the right. Well I had to break him of that mind set and it's been going well so far, he hasn't done anything else in the house since then unless he just absolutely can't hold it any longer. First night here I gave him a nice warm bath and I guess he was so at ease that he lie down in the tub for me which made it easier to get him a nice deep clean and boy was he dirty o.o
I've already grown attached to him, he's such a little angel and quiet too unless there's something he wants and can't get to it or if I leave for more than 1min from him, other than that he'll hardly even whine. I still have to teach him leash manners when walking but for now he just is always hovering underneath me lol almost to the point of trapping me, he walks so close to me feet. Here's a funny though, he will not eat unless I sit next to him while he eats, I've kinda broken him of that now as I don't have to be around him so much but if I want him to get in his proper meal servings for the day, he still will wait until I'm around for him. I haven't run into something like that since Siris... what exactly does that action mean? does he feel vulnerable when he is feeding?
Oh and he likes to cuddle :3 several mornings I'd wake up only to find him on my back if I'm sleeping on me tummy or if I'm on me side, he'll nudge at me until I pull him into a snuggle :P
In short, I love him and I have a feeling it will only get but better as he gets older :D
Serious thought pending and I want serious advice...
Posted 15 years agoFor a few years now, I've been thinking about going into the Olympics, going to tryouts and so on.
I know what you're probably thinking right now 'wtf, you're a mad man..' well I figure if 18yr olds can get in, why can't I? Hell, there's a guy from Italy, he's 36 years old in this current game session!
My grandmum and auntie always told me to shoot for what I wanted to try as a pup but I never took it seriously. Things are different now, I've become a thrill seeker and overall a 'gamey' type of person, I like challenges, especially ones when people tell me I can't do something because I'll do anything I can to prove ye wrong.
I'd like to be apart of the Winter Olympics because I like snowboarding, bobsled, especially the luge. I don't know if Summer Olympics would suite me well due to my body's... uh... 'complications' with dealing with high heat >.> But ither way, it's nothing but games on a global level, the ultimate multiplayer game! And I want in :D
I just don't know where to apply or what I should do (be doing) before applying, but before giving me leads as to where I can apply, maybe give me some inside pointers on the Olympics (I doubt too many of you furs are even interested to even know anything though x.x).
But I do want serious advice from anyone who does know the ins and outs and how to apply. I could care less for the medals, I just want to be able to compete against people that will make me push myself to extremes :D
I know what you're probably thinking right now 'wtf, you're a mad man..' well I figure if 18yr olds can get in, why can't I? Hell, there's a guy from Italy, he's 36 years old in this current game session!
My grandmum and auntie always told me to shoot for what I wanted to try as a pup but I never took it seriously. Things are different now, I've become a thrill seeker and overall a 'gamey' type of person, I like challenges, especially ones when people tell me I can't do something because I'll do anything I can to prove ye wrong.
I'd like to be apart of the Winter Olympics because I like snowboarding, bobsled, especially the luge. I don't know if Summer Olympics would suite me well due to my body's... uh... 'complications' with dealing with high heat >.> But ither way, it's nothing but games on a global level, the ultimate multiplayer game! And I want in :D
I just don't know where to apply or what I should do (be doing) before applying, but before giving me leads as to where I can apply, maybe give me some inside pointers on the Olympics (I doubt too many of you furs are even interested to even know anything though x.x).
But I do want serious advice from anyone who does know the ins and outs and how to apply. I could care less for the medals, I just want to be able to compete against people that will make me push myself to extremes :D
Contradictions of America
Posted 16 years agoOver the past few months I've begun to realize what a stupid country this place can be at times. I almost regret opting to stay here the past several times I was offered to come home.
What shot my temper over the edge was the damned racism almost ALL Americans live by, its disgusting! Namely 'blacks' and 'whites' and frankly, I've gotten bored of being called 'nigger' 'half-breed' 'mutt' 'mixed runt' or any other slang. I've got news for you ignorant fucks out there, hardly anyone is of pure bloodline anymore and it's fucking redundant that I, and people like myself, have to be treated like this because I don't fit into the 'pure white or pure black American way'
It's sickening how people here in most areas segregate like some de-railed heathens without a train of thought. It's sickening to know once you think you've found a friend to pal around with and forget about the world and it's problems, that you end up finding out the hard way that he/she is just like all the others who hide then show their true being behind your back; or just hammer you with it all at once when you least expect it!
Let me just get the point...
FUCK OFF!!!
What shot my temper over the edge was the damned racism almost ALL Americans live by, its disgusting! Namely 'blacks' and 'whites' and frankly, I've gotten bored of being called 'nigger' 'half-breed' 'mutt' 'mixed runt' or any other slang. I've got news for you ignorant fucks out there, hardly anyone is of pure bloodline anymore and it's fucking redundant that I, and people like myself, have to be treated like this because I don't fit into the 'pure white or pure black American way'
It's sickening how people here in most areas segregate like some de-railed heathens without a train of thought. It's sickening to know once you think you've found a friend to pal around with and forget about the world and it's problems, that you end up finding out the hard way that he/she is just like all the others who hide then show their true being behind your back; or just hammer you with it all at once when you least expect it!
Let me just get the point...
FUCK OFF!!!
The things the human body can withstand...
Posted 16 years agoAs we all know it's flu season and people are freaking out to get vaccination shots and whatnot.
Frankly it's a load of bullshit but after my grandfather pound it into my head to get one, I finally did. But guess what... I fucking got H1N1 anyway... hahahahhaha
All I can say is it feels like you've been hit by a mac truck, drug about 3miles by the trailer's stray chain, then ran over by a steam roller. Yea, it fucking sucks lol. But its just like any other flu. It hit me so hard cause I haven't had the flu at all since I was 13, here I am 21 and I get it now, so it's like me getting it for the first time ever.
Also learned that some types of flus work differently, namely H1N1 works kinda like AIDs, don't know you have it till it's too late. Well that was my case cause after I got the shot I thought my body took a shitty allergic reaction to it... no, that's just the fucking flu kicking in XD
It took about 2 days of me being completely miserable and hoping to just die already before I finally went to the hospital for a check-up for some advice. That was kind of a mistake since my resting heart rate literally scared the hell out of my doctor (103bpm) not to mention my fever was 102.9 yet I was shivering and cold. he was more stunned that I hadn't had a heart attack or even fainted with a rate that high at a rest and just today when he visit me in my room, he said the reason he didn't tell me that day was for fear of alarming me and sending me over the edge lol.
I figured it was something outrageous though just from his reaction, his eyes literally popped.
Well after being in intensive care for about a WEEK! they turn me loose (today) and everything is stable now so crackers and soup, here I come! >:3 lol
As for the media, don't let that crap startle you, my mother and I had a long talk when she found out I was in the ER and just as I thought before, every flu is dangerous and a pest to get rid of. They all dehydrate the body, make you cough, make you feel like you've swallowed a batch of cacti, and send your bodies temp regulation system on a roller coaster ride. I could go through the exact symptoms I was going through but I'd rather not cause honestly people just need to get off their ass and go the the doctor to be checked upon signs of obvious flu like symptoms.
the ones who die are those who sit around till the last minute then want to run into the hospital cause all their home remedy didn't work. Not saying all the deceased have died from that mindset but the most have.
I'm slowly learning each day just how tough the human body can be and how persistent it can be too. But even people with great immune systems can't just lie around on their ass chanting 'yea, I'm healthy, I'll heal up in no time'. I'm saying this because while I did kinda have that mindset, only in the manner of 'well, I haven't had a flu since I was 13 nor have I had a shot, why the hell worry about it?' well it caught me by surprise lol.
The body can withstand a mess of things and will fight to stay healthy if you allow it, that sometimes means breaking down your ego-trip and hauling your ass to the doctor even if it is for a simple check-up.
Frankly it's a load of bullshit but after my grandfather pound it into my head to get one, I finally did. But guess what... I fucking got H1N1 anyway... hahahahhaha
All I can say is it feels like you've been hit by a mac truck, drug about 3miles by the trailer's stray chain, then ran over by a steam roller. Yea, it fucking sucks lol. But its just like any other flu. It hit me so hard cause I haven't had the flu at all since I was 13, here I am 21 and I get it now, so it's like me getting it for the first time ever.
Also learned that some types of flus work differently, namely H1N1 works kinda like AIDs, don't know you have it till it's too late. Well that was my case cause after I got the shot I thought my body took a shitty allergic reaction to it... no, that's just the fucking flu kicking in XD
It took about 2 days of me being completely miserable and hoping to just die already before I finally went to the hospital for a check-up for some advice. That was kind of a mistake since my resting heart rate literally scared the hell out of my doctor (103bpm) not to mention my fever was 102.9 yet I was shivering and cold. he was more stunned that I hadn't had a heart attack or even fainted with a rate that high at a rest and just today when he visit me in my room, he said the reason he didn't tell me that day was for fear of alarming me and sending me over the edge lol.
I figured it was something outrageous though just from his reaction, his eyes literally popped.
Well after being in intensive care for about a WEEK! they turn me loose (today) and everything is stable now so crackers and soup, here I come! >:3 lol
As for the media, don't let that crap startle you, my mother and I had a long talk when she found out I was in the ER and just as I thought before, every flu is dangerous and a pest to get rid of. They all dehydrate the body, make you cough, make you feel like you've swallowed a batch of cacti, and send your bodies temp regulation system on a roller coaster ride. I could go through the exact symptoms I was going through but I'd rather not cause honestly people just need to get off their ass and go the the doctor to be checked upon signs of obvious flu like symptoms.
the ones who die are those who sit around till the last minute then want to run into the hospital cause all their home remedy didn't work. Not saying all the deceased have died from that mindset but the most have.
I'm slowly learning each day just how tough the human body can be and how persistent it can be too. But even people with great immune systems can't just lie around on their ass chanting 'yea, I'm healthy, I'll heal up in no time'. I'm saying this because while I did kinda have that mindset, only in the manner of 'well, I haven't had a flu since I was 13 nor have I had a shot, why the hell worry about it?' well it caught me by surprise lol.
The body can withstand a mess of things and will fight to stay healthy if you allow it, that sometimes means breaking down your ego-trip and hauling your ass to the doctor even if it is for a simple check-up.
If I was a...
Posted 16 years agoStolen from 
! mwahahahahahhaaaaa-ahem!
anyway >_> on with ze show :D
What you would be if you were a ...
1. Kitchen appliance - Refrigerator (I like to 'run' for long time periods XD)
2. Salty snack - Crackers
3. Body part - Penish mighter? o.o XD
4. Farm animal - Neigh :O
5. Planet in our solar system - Uranus... J/K XD honestly Jupiter
6. Internet meme - Real Nationality Meme
7. Spice or herb - Red herb
8. Thing that starts with M - Methane gases
9. Article of clothing - Cover Alls, I like full body contact ;) hehe
10. Pudding flavor - Vanilla! :D
11. Natural disaster - Hmm... I want to say The Armageddon for some reason o.o
12. Color - Passion Blue
13. Lawn ornament - Gnome >:3
14. Type of building - Sky scraper
15. Flammable substance - Arson
16. Something in a lunchbox - PB&J :D
17. Sea creature - Blue Whale
18. Geometric shape - Square
19. Time of day - 23 o'clock
20. Electronic device - Walkman!
21. Reason for being late - Jet crashed across the freeway o.o
22. Vegetable - Carrot
23. Element - Electricity :D
24. Dessert - Apple Pie!
25. Historical event - Sept/21/1931
26. Two-digit number - 44
27. Character in The Wizard of Oz - Toto :D woof :3
28. Item in a freezer - Nuggets o_O
29. Torture device - dripping water
30. Disease - Lead Foot Syndrome!
31. Something on the floor of a movie theater - Someone's money >_>
32. Mexican dish - Nachos o.o
33. Something slimy - Tyre slime!
34. FA emoticon -
35. Sandwich - big fucking juicy philly-fucking- cheese- goddame- steak XD
! mwahahahahahhaaaaa-ahem!anyway >_> on with ze show :D
What you would be if you were a ...
1. Kitchen appliance - Refrigerator (I like to 'run' for long time periods XD)
2. Salty snack - Crackers
3. Body part - Penish mighter? o.o XD
4. Farm animal - Neigh :O
5. Planet in our solar system - Uranus... J/K XD honestly Jupiter
6. Internet meme - Real Nationality Meme
7. Spice or herb - Red herb
8. Thing that starts with M - Methane gases
9. Article of clothing - Cover Alls, I like full body contact ;) hehe
10. Pudding flavor - Vanilla! :D
11. Natural disaster - Hmm... I want to say The Armageddon for some reason o.o
12. Color - Passion Blue
13. Lawn ornament - Gnome >:3
14. Type of building - Sky scraper
15. Flammable substance - Arson
16. Something in a lunchbox - PB&J :D
17. Sea creature - Blue Whale
18. Geometric shape - Square
19. Time of day - 23 o'clock
20. Electronic device - Walkman!
21. Reason for being late - Jet crashed across the freeway o.o
22. Vegetable - Carrot
23. Element - Electricity :D
24. Dessert - Apple Pie!
25. Historical event - Sept/21/1931
26. Two-digit number - 44
27. Character in The Wizard of Oz - Toto :D woof :3
28. Item in a freezer - Nuggets o_O
29. Torture device - dripping water
30. Disease - Lead Foot Syndrome!
31. Something on the floor of a movie theater - Someone's money >_>
32. Mexican dish - Nachos o.o
33. Something slimy - Tyre slime!
34. FA emoticon -
35. Sandwich - big fucking juicy philly-fucking- cheese- goddame- steak XD
Depression, aggresstion, or the both?
Posted 16 years agoI just have to get this off my chest but..
All today I've felt an undying urge to wring the neck of a living being with my bare hands all day long. I didn't want people to talk to me, look at me, think about me; nothing.
Frankly, it had my inner conscious self asking 'Evan, what the fuck is your issue?' but I could never answer, I even felt annoyed at myself for questioning it, it's almost as if I was possessed and trapped within to witness it all.
I don't understand it and I don't like it one bit, I've noticed myself slipping to that side a rather lot lately and it's starting to scare me abit. I've noticed I don't care for some things as much as I used to, if something isn't working out I now tend to ignore it and ditch it to rot in hell while going after the next best thing... this sudden behavoiur... -lifestyle- is becoming very unacceptable from myself... wtf do I do? What can I do, when I know what the problem is, yet it's as if something is holding me from trying to fix it...
What is going on? have I reached wit's end and starting to crumble? Or do I have some sort of depression disorder? wtf is wrong with me???
All today I've felt an undying urge to wring the neck of a living being with my bare hands all day long. I didn't want people to talk to me, look at me, think about me; nothing.
Frankly, it had my inner conscious self asking 'Evan, what the fuck is your issue?' but I could never answer, I even felt annoyed at myself for questioning it, it's almost as if I was possessed and trapped within to witness it all.
I don't understand it and I don't like it one bit, I've noticed myself slipping to that side a rather lot lately and it's starting to scare me abit. I've noticed I don't care for some things as much as I used to, if something isn't working out I now tend to ignore it and ditch it to rot in hell while going after the next best thing... this sudden behavoiur... -lifestyle- is becoming very unacceptable from myself... wtf do I do? What can I do, when I know what the problem is, yet it's as if something is holding me from trying to fix it...
What is going on? have I reached wit's end and starting to crumble? Or do I have some sort of depression disorder? wtf is wrong with me???
I'm French Vanilla baby!!!!!
Posted 16 years agoRawr! I've been tagged by Mandarin Orange flavor!
meme by
Just write "I am [put your fav flavor here] Baby!!!!!" in the journal and tag 3 people. Remember to let them know they're tagged.
I tag...lets see
it's so hard to chose...
meme by
Just write "I am [put your fav flavor here] Baby!!!!!" in the journal and tag 3 people. Remember to let them know they're tagged.
I tag...lets see
it's so hard to chose...
Fursona meme thingy :P
Posted 16 years agoCAUSE BOREDOM SUX! D:
Anyway XD
I stole this from
cause I was snooping around his page-n-stuff :P
1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
For the most part, yeah, kinda :P Same length hair and purposely I've caught myself even trying to get the eye shape down to exact specs. Body shape and tone are practically almost to a T aswell only difference is I'm 5'9'' my Klee Kai self is 4'9'' --HERES FRAKIN PROOF DAMMOT! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2282043/ XD
2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
Often actually, expect for when he's all 'demi god' I can't make golden or platinum armor :P I'm no smith lol
3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
Pansexuallty to the day I die :D (and no it's not someone who has a shemale fetish, dickwads, learn what the fucking term really means! It's a polite way of saying bi-sexual without sounding like some whore just in it for the sex.)
4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
Probably more wolf like, lithe body or overly toned body. But I like to keep a realistic thought on things, so yeah :P
5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Yes, Summery of his story, he's two entities/spirits in one mortal body. One spirit being the mortal spirit we all know as E. LéNoir but the other being E. Wexler from a different realm. The cause of E. Wexler's possession on Evan's mortal body was due to an out of control war between the gods and the corrupt gods of his home realm in which Isis, the overseeing mother, thought it would be safer in the realm of the living/mortals. Want more info, I'll have something posted soon, just ask me :)
6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yeah kinda, Since Evan is my alter-ego Klee Kai self
7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
Don't know if I'm interpreting this question correctly but I'll give it a go.
I rarely run into people and pair with them that 'I don't like' I ither like them enough to consider it or I don't and won't let it happen. This applies RL and IC with me.
8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
Scat, vore, one night stand, middleman, peace keeper, sex toy/slave, personal bank (don't like lending out much money, trust issues), and many other redundant ones that escape my mind lol
9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Having two minds in the body of one. moreover being able to control, manipulate, and 'be' pure energy, aka lightning/electricity. His Demi Element rank is the Fifth Element.
10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
Mentally: 10/10 We're fraternal twins dammot! :D lol
Physically: 7/10 If only I have the ears, his height, tail, fur, snout, sheath, silver eyes, and sharp teeth and claws, I could say 10 :D but sadly I can't ;_;
I tag...whoever. Do it or not. But know this, when I feel like it I will reach out with me tagging paw! so be warned! >;3
First tag victim!!!! >:3
Anyway XD
I stole this from
cause I was snooping around his page-n-stuff :P1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
For the most part, yeah, kinda :P Same length hair and purposely I've caught myself even trying to get the eye shape down to exact specs. Body shape and tone are practically almost to a T aswell only difference is I'm 5'9'' my Klee Kai self is 4'9'' --HERES FRAKIN PROOF DAMMOT! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2282043/ XD
2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
Often actually, expect for when he's all 'demi god' I can't make golden or platinum armor :P I'm no smith lol
3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
Pansexuallty to the day I die :D (and no it's not someone who has a shemale fetish, dickwads, learn what the fucking term really means! It's a polite way of saying bi-sexual without sounding like some whore just in it for the sex.)
4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
Probably more wolf like, lithe body or overly toned body. But I like to keep a realistic thought on things, so yeah :P
5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
Yes, Summery of his story, he's two entities/spirits in one mortal body. One spirit being the mortal spirit we all know as E. LéNoir but the other being E. Wexler from a different realm. The cause of E. Wexler's possession on Evan's mortal body was due to an out of control war between the gods and the corrupt gods of his home realm in which Isis, the overseeing mother, thought it would be safer in the realm of the living/mortals. Want more info, I'll have something posted soon, just ask me :)
6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Yeah kinda, Since Evan is my alter-ego Klee Kai self
7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
Don't know if I'm interpreting this question correctly but I'll give it a go.
I rarely run into people and pair with them that 'I don't like' I ither like them enough to consider it or I don't and won't let it happen. This applies RL and IC with me.
8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
Scat, vore, one night stand, middleman, peace keeper, sex toy/slave, personal bank (don't like lending out much money, trust issues), and many other redundant ones that escape my mind lol
9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Having two minds in the body of one. moreover being able to control, manipulate, and 'be' pure energy, aka lightning/electricity. His Demi Element rank is the Fifth Element.
10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
Mentally: 10/10 We're fraternal twins dammot! :D lol
Physically: 7/10 If only I have the ears, his height, tail, fur, snout, sheath, silver eyes, and sharp teeth and claws, I could say 10 :D but sadly I can't ;_;
I tag...whoever. Do it or not. But know this, when I feel like it I will reach out with me tagging paw! so be warned! >;3
First tag victim!
!!! >:3