And it's beautiful D: got it today! Monday, that is! It's a black 2012 Nissan Sentra ^.^ I really like it so far and i can't wait til tomorrow so we can get the insurance stuff settled. Then I'll actually be able to drive it!

In other news, I may need to be looking for another ride to Furry Fiesta. I was just informed that my original ride isn't going anymore, but I'm not sure. If anyone knows anything or can help out at all, shoot me a note or a shout, I'd be increasingly grateful!

Well <.< All i can say is i've seen better, but technically can't complain. I had to get up to go to church. no presents under the tree for traditional gift wrapping. I missed christmas dinner cus i was playin a video game downstairs, so had to heat my food up and eat by myself at the table D:
I did however get a new pair of jeans. That's it though =/ How was everyone else's christmas? D=

So since i forgot to update here, i shall! Yus i got the job at Newk's and my last day at taco bell was last Tuesday. It wasn't necessarily sad at all really. just feels weird not having to go back. Newk's is a lot of fun! and the people are nice. I can be silly and not get in trouble! was dancing in a circle yesterday at my station cus i didn't have any orders and no one minded xD also im getting paid a little bit more, so all i gotta do is figure a way to snag some more hours and BOOYAH!

Barely even happened xD What i mean by that is. Once i give taco bell my 2 weeks notice, I will be employed at Newks! I'm really excited and it already seems like a better place than taco bell. I'm not really gonna miss it at all. can't think of any reason i would. I'm only upset that i might not get my 4 vacation days x3 I'm gonna try to put in my 2 weeks AND use my 4 vacation days!

Will hopefully soon be a thing of the past. After a certain incident with a customer yesterday, and my store manager allowing it to happen, I'm a little upset with her and taco bell in general. Tomorrow I have an interview at a place called 'Newks." It's another food place, but i'm told i can get better pay there, and i'm sure it's not as taxing on the mind and body as closing shift at Taco Bell.

Really looking forward to busy day tomorrow! There should be a significant amount of good coming out of it! *nods*

Warning. Depressing stuff!

Blah. I've been feeling really down lately. For no particular reason either. I'll just think of something while i'm at work or at home or in jazz, and it'll start to upset me. Unless i have something to distract myself with, i'll think on it too much and become depressed or upset. Like, as far as work goes, it always seems like things go more smoothly either when i'm not there, or when someone else in in charge. Like something goes wrong on MY shift all the time and it's MY fault. I never feel like i'm good enough there. always like I'm doing something wrong, or not as well as i should.

And I've been feeling rather lonely lately, with everyone either having other things to do, other people to hang out with, or them just not wanting to hang out with me. I feel like i bug everyone i talk to because i'm always trying to set up some type of thing to hang with peeps and enjoy their company. it's so stupid for me that when i DO get the chance to be with other furiends, I feel like it's because they're humoring me, or to get me to leave them alone...This isn't so much as me wanting to be popular or anything, I guess i just kinda wanna be noticed a little. I never feel like there's anything special about me, and therefore think that because i have nothing special going on with me, no one wants me around or with them.
Actually, I'm gonna just stop cus the amount of people reading this is probably very low, or nonexistant. Night all, I think I'm gonna go try to write a poem to make myself feel better

Yo peeps! I noticed several people advertising artists to get them more noticed and stuff. Well i've got one for ya! the name be  Liam_Raion and he's a great artist and a total sweetheart! go give him attention! Naow! King's orders!!

<3 you all!

Updates for anyone who hasn't been able to get a hold of me or whoever's just curious! totally got my 8 disk lion king diamond edition ^_^ I shall post a picture of it's awesomeness soon! I got a little privies of lion king 2 watching the blue ray on my friend's 47" HDTV and freaked out with excitement. Can't wait to watch the whole movie!

Next!: I'm saving up to get a car! Even got a second job at a Halloween store thanks to  leon183arun but that's over now :( sad face cus I need faster money. I may stick to one job for a while. Might go for a 2nd again.. Been able to catch up on rest, which is good and bad cus I'm not sure if I'm sleeping more cus I'm tired or tired cus I'm sleeping more. @_@ *frustratecat*

Been working out a little more and I feel like I've been making some progress, even though I've only been doing push ups, sit ups, crunches, and bench pressing here and there.

Rawr! I'm gonna go see puss in boots this weekend! Can't wait! x3 goin with one of mah best friends and the movie looks adorable since puss is my favorite anyway

Can't really thing of anything else right now cus I'm falling asleep. Short work out session, then bed for me peeps! Nighty Ni!

Kay, so this  vekky person is Getting slots for an all male 4-way! Names will be drawn from a hat and you have til Tuesday to enter!

For moar info, check this out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2810852/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2780270/

Love for peeps to be there if you can!

Why was it 5 months ago that I posted a journal?! I always get so lazy Dx well anyway, i guess it's upday time

Kay so i went to MFM which was pretty amazing and so much fun!! I'm upset they only had one dance though... I met some pretty awesome furs there and bout some actual art! got a new badge and a couple of commissions ^.^ Looking forward to whatever con i go to next. not sure which it's gonna be though. kinda wish i could go to furfright..

In other news, I'm not in school this semester, BUT I'm still in jazz band, and it's going pretty sweet so far! We've got a wicked line-up as far as songs, but we still need a couple of extra trombones <.<; blah, yay journals for the sake of journals! I'll try to keep up with posting xD sorry peeps!

Friend and i went to Six Flags yesterday. I took him for his 21st birthday! We had a blast. got to dace to the Cupid Shuffle with Bugs, Daffy, Lola, tweety, Sylvester and the Six Flags "guy"! Now lion is rather tired and shall curl up to bed!

Well as I type this I'm on the way to that dreaded place I call home. RCFM was SO much fun overall and I met a lot of really great animals. Got myself a few fans apparently too xD

And there was musical chairs! And a winner! It was me!! =D I'm so not ready to go home yet, but I'm totally looking forward to the next time I can go to another con!

It is my birthday today! w00t! It's also the full moon tonight, so i'm a little excited. Hopefully this birthday is awesome. So if anyone wants to hang out today, i might have some time. Hit me up! =O

Yeah, it's exactly one week until my birthday xD I'll finally be 20 and not a teenager anymore, which is pretty cool, but also a little upsetting. I always believe you can be as young as you feel though! ^.^

Kay so this happened Wednesday but i was too lazy to journal it.

It was a bad Day D= my second day as manager and it was like, so hectic. My GM called me in early cus the assistant had to be rushed to the hospital, leaving him the only one there. He had to go to a meeting and asked me to come in early at 2pm. I did, but was the manager in charge, and WAS for the rest of the day (closed at 2am). The computers freaked out, so I had to call the Taco be help line thingy xD One of my co worker's mom was getting pissed cus she couldn't leave yet since the drawer wasn't able to be put in due to stupid computer.

things got calm for like, ten minutes, then people came in while I was trying to do a shift change and I had to be everywhere cus there as only 3 of us for 3 hours D= Our help that came in earlier didn't know he was supposed to work, so he was a little drunk when he came in and couldn't work, so he had to go home. computer freaked out again later when we closed and i had to put some stuff in manually, and call the taco bell people again. I ended up leaving taco bell at about 5:40. Then had to go to class at 8, which i missed cus i slept through it <.<

Super happy fun time Taco bell Day!
Great day have you, peeps!

Alrighty, I missed a few opportunities to post up some journals, so now that i have the chance, i shall!

first off, My laptop is back! The hard drive on the first one failed, so we had to send it back and get another sent to me. and now my awesome HP is here and being loved again.

Next, my training is for the most part complete, and I am now a shift leader(manager) at taco bell! I had my first shift as the only closing manager last night. It was pretty exciting and it went pretty well. It's pretty cool being a manager. I get to tell people what to do, and i don't have to work AS hard. it's mainly paperwork and making sure everything is there for the shift. also making sure employees are following rules and actually working.

And finally, Jazz band has started back! I hope this semester goes well. We just auditioned for chairs today and i hope i actually got a good spot. I know with two of the trombones we have, that at most i'll get 3rd chair. Sad face. But jazz band should be pretty fun this semester. I'll let you guys know when we have any concerts!

That should be about it for now. Possible uploads coming soon. Might even write some poems. k guys, lataz~

Just decided to do this for fun cus i saw  Zanthel and  Cirberus did it! =o
Let's do it!

[1] Are you bi?
Yes

[2] Where was your facebook profile picture taken?
I doesn't has a facebook o.o (actually i have a fake one...pic taken in my room)

[3] What is your middle name?
Earl

[4] Do you have a crush?
Yes

[5] Does your crush like you back?
He did

[6] What is your current mood?
A bit nervous and worried

[7] What are you looking forward to?
Going to two different parties Friday!

[8] What makes you happy?
People talking to me and wanting to be around me

[9] Look at a poster in your room, who's on it?
the new $5 touchdown box at Taco Bell!

[10] What are you not looking forward to?
doing bookwork at work tomorrow

[11] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
would totally be a lion!

[12] Have you ever had a near death experience?
No i has not o.o

[13] What was the last phone conversation you had?
Called Taco Bell cus i forgot a notebook there

[14] The song stuck in your head?
Ma Belle Evangeline from Princess and the frog!

[15] What is your desktop background?
A background of the moon at night over water with slight mist

[16] What are you wearing?
an awesome robe and boxer-briefs

[17] When was the last time you cried?
When I got certified for a promotion at work

[18] Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Yes technically

[19] If you could have a super power what would it be?
ShapeShifting and Flying

[20] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Personality

[21] What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't normally go there. I'm not a coffee person

[22] What's your biggest secret?
I'm Scared of my family finding out the truth about me

[23] Who makes you the happiest?
Friends, my dog and my imaginary friend(i can explain!)

[24] Who makes you the most depressed?
Parents and other family

[25] Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows?
yah! The lion king is my favorite!

[26] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Captain Crunch Peanut Butter Crunch Cereal!

[28] What's your favorite smell?
green apple is wonderful

[29] If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
Complicated

[30] When was the last time you had a hug?
Now that i think about it...maybe about a month?

[31] What do you want most in life?
to make myself, and as many people as possible happy

[32] What are you thinking about right now?
Work tomorrow, and whether I'll be able to have a chance with a guy.

[33] What should you be doing?
Studying my book for work or sleeping and getting ready to open at 8:30

[34] What's your favorite candy?
Reese's

[35] How often do you laugh?
As much as i can

[36] Do you like working in the yard?
I don't mind it. I like it a lot more when it's helping someone else.

[37] What are you doing this week?
PAAARTAY!

[38] Do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
A bit more passionate, but i try to act the same around everyone

[39] Who was the last person to make you cry?
not completely sure.

[40] Did you lie at all during this survey?
I don't lie! D:

First off I'd like to say Merry Christmas to all! hope you're all having a great Christmas, and for those in different time zones, I hope you HAD a great one! ^.^ Stuff was much better this year and it actually felt like christmas. I finally got a laptop! and I got my first scarf! I don't really wear scarfs, but i think i could get in on it. they're pretty cool

Marry christmas again all! More updates and submissions are to come now that i have a laptop! I might also end up getting Second Life!

Blah. I got bored so i decided to do the formspring thing. Sooo ask me anything. i don't care what it is, I'll answer it the best way i can. And i'll probably get to the questions pretty quickly xD

LET'S GO!

Ask me anything here
http://formspring.me/FangDevante

I finally got a PS3! I'm so late on this note, but I'm happy about it! Now I get to play Devil May Cry 4! And Dante's Inferno and stuff like that! I might even get move I I feel like it somewhere down the line! But for now I'm playing Bayonetta, Mrowwl!

That's it for now peeps. I'll shout yoo guyz lata

*sigh* well today WAS supposed to be my first day of management training at Taco Bell Helena. But when i woke up, my manager texted me and told me to call him.

Because of a couple of schedule flaws, I won't be able to start my training until two weeks from now. (in work terms, this is week 3. I won't train until week 1). I was looking forward to going ahead and getting my training done so i can be a manager and get more money. It's gonna feel a little awkward going back to my store for two weeks and working with people and having to explain to them that i'm NOT a manager yet cus of flaws with school scheduling(thank you school, i like you so much more now...NOT).

This is what's happening this morning.

(I guess on the upside, i'm getting a PS3 tomorrow)

I reeeaally need to update! And post some photos and poems! Apparently I haven't done so in five months!! I guess I've been kinda waiting to see if I can get a laptop, or waiting for parents to get the computer fixed downstairs. But whichever comes first, I WILL get back to posting and stuff!

Later peeps!

I woke up and IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY ^^ *dances*

I am now 19 for those of you who care. haha, both me and my twin sister. I've been semi looking forward to it, though i'm probably not gonna do anything special. Of course i don't smoke sooo not gonna buy cigarettes (ever). and i don't really know what i want either xD

KNEEL BEFORE YOUR KING! *roars!!*

Hopefully that wasn't too sexual for you furs. It's alomst FangehFang's birthday meaning i'm almost 19.

*insert gasp and comment about not knowing i was so young here*

Birthday May 17. i'm lookin forward to it kinda