My new profile is here!
 theknightsofnee

Im bored as hell
I feel like everything is just boring as hell to me
Even Rping doesn't even sound apelling to me
Just lost everything
So
No idea what the fuck to do with my life now
I still don't know why I care this much about it
I shouldn't fucking care
He didn't give a fuck about what happened
Fuck my life

message me if you are interested in meeting me on my new one
and if you dont
i dont care

Done
Just done

I preordered "the last of us" and Ive been playing it with my friend nick
This game is so awesome and scary at the same time

damn...
my life went by so fast...im gonnna cry like a bitch at the ceremony...
wish me luck guys...

Turned 18! Yay x3
I'm happy about it, but I'm also not
I mean, I'm not that old now
But I'm considered an adult
And I have one week left of school...
I'm getting the feely feel that feels...feely
All my high school year I've had great friends, great times, and some bad times
Which not all things can be perfect, without the bad, where would we be?
I have kept quiet about my orientation around lots of my friends in school due to thinking they would thin differently of me
But looking at it now, I've been through a lot of things with my friends, if I was to tell certain ones I know I could trust about myself, it just strengthens our friendship. Wouldn't it?
Who knows haha
I know a LOT of times I've had my moments of being depressed and not wanting to live, but overall, I have to say I've had a great life. Maybe not love life all the time...but because of those certain people that changed me, it I wasnt for them I wouldn't be the person I am today
And, In a weird way, I can thank them for it
I am going to miss school...
Well I guess I'm done feelsing it up
Take care guys
Goodnight and sweet dreams to you all

so on the 3rd, its my birthday ^^ ill be 18, then i can do 18 things x3 haha
now about graduating, im going to graduate highschool on the 8th, last day of school is the 7th. im kinda nervous...haha
i have to do a class on the internet to get my elective credit i need to graduate. i did one, and i have 58% in the one i have now
so when i finish that class, all i have to worry about is getting passing grades in all my classes...haha
which im sure i'll do! ^^ heh
gotta not be stressed out and nervous
i am gonna be kinda sad though, im gonna miss seeing my friends all the time, and im gonna miss quite a few teachers
sigh, but everyone has to go through the process...haha
so yeah, thats whats been up with me ^^'

i went through like half of my watchers, i know i had been watching like 1000 people before, and now im down to like 544
so imma post this journal before i completely pass out (might i add, it took me around 4 to 5 hours to go through them all!)
so when i was unwatching dead accounts, i ran into, quite a large amount of people i used to know...
i looked at the last time they were on and it was at least 1 or 2 years. it just shows how long you can know someone for before they disapear...
there where quite a lot of people i used to talk to when i first joined FA. and many of those people, i dont talk to anymore, or they arent on here and i have no way of talking to them...
i admit, some of them i miss alot...but im sure that their lives are better without the bother of FA and all the drama it carries
i just wish some of the people i used to know, were still on here, and still talked to me...
i take my friendships really seriously, and when i get attached to a friend, and they leave, or we stop talking, i start to feel bad, and i blame my self because i didnt do anything to stop that...
so, the people i talk to nowadays im just scared to get attached to...because i know i'll lose them...
sigh...
well, im exausted. so im going to get some sleep. goodnight guys

im unwatching a lot of dead accounts, trying to clear up my watch list
and as i am looking through my watches, im seeing a bunch of firmilular usernames...i miss all my friends i used to have on here...

(we tried staying awake for 60 hours straight)
We started at 10 in the morning on Friday, which that night was easy. Saturday wasn't very hard, Sunday got a little harder, so we got really bored/tired and decided to walk to Wisconsin point
And it took us about and hour and a half to get there, and about the same time to walk back
Which was a terrible idea because we haven't slept in like 2 or 3 days. So at 2 am on Monday we walked, and got back to Tyler's house around 5:30
Needless to say, we all got destroyed
My legs were and still are dead.
But dang
This was my first time doing this
So I did pretty good

i dont normally do this, but i only do this, because it really means a lot when you guys read my storys and let me know how i did.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9922436/

Fucking saddest game ever

I think my favorite ones were the legend of Zelda, final faintest tactics (for the game boy) metroid prime, gauntlet, dark alliance, Pokemon, and...that may be it haha
I played the good games when I was little x3
I'm currently playing final fantasy tactics again on a new profile. My old one I've had for quite a long time. And the others is my dads. So I don't want to delete his haha

im not going to take my time to note every single person who cares
which i know a good percentage of you do.

tyler doesnt ever text me, but he texted me today saying he was getting engaged.
THE ONE MOTHER FUCKING TIME HE TEXTS ME HE SENDS ME THAT?!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK?!!!
so im skipping most of our conversation, but he pretty much said that hes getting engaged, and i need to get over him. and that his "WIFE" is getting pissed at HIM for talking to me.
so there you have it, the FINAL downfall of my talking to him.
fuck everything im thinking of, i want to be alone

<3

You know that feeling when you get a shiver down your back when you beat a game?
Happend to me big time lmao

Like 30 mins ago x3
We beat it with Claire first, next Leon, probablly chris later
We are workin on Leon right now

We decided that the demon that is in it, looke like darth maul

I'd like to take this time to thank the first furries I met

When I first joined, I thought I wouldn't meet many great people, but thanks to these people I am who I am today! ^^
 docpringles him for introducing me to the below 2 people, and for hi helping me for everything ^^ and helping me learn how to role play x3
 plumpproductions
 puffedup
 bigboyfox him because he was the first person that I dated, well, kinda xD even though it was over the Internet, I still loved the time we had been together :P
 hyhm for sure him, because he helped me figure out that I liked guys more than girls x3
 9-puzzle 
sorry if anyone had not been tagged, I apriciate everyone I meet! ^^

he got the favorite child, which i wasnt super surprized XD
he was the fettel i do belive his name was...
but yeah x3 he won...T.T mommy doesnt love me XD

Justin ( cloud6919) and I had used a walk through/guide to beat it
Justin did most of the reading, telling me where to go and what's to come up
and I was doing mostly all the gameplay, tecnically I was the lab rat =P
he knew what was coming up most of the time, and I was the one who had to find out xD lol he told me what would be coming up, but sometimes he read it abit slow, so I would find out before he told me and it'd scare me XD
it took us about 8 hours and 30 mins just for a good guess xD
(btw I can't sleep X.X)

Damnit! Dx I beat it and now I don't know what to do :'<
loved it though, I stopped playing it for a suuuper long time, so it took me a while to work up the courage to play it again <3

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