No better time to do this than with FA currently stuck in read-only mode.

The time has finally come. I’m opening up writing commissions again. Here’s how it’s gonna work.

Feel free to note me with an idea and a word count. Try to keep the description brief, but detailed enough that I can work with them. Please also provide a desired word count.

These won’t be first come, first serve. As I ease myself back into this, I’ll be picking and choosing comms that I want to work on just to start. I’ll respond to you if I’ve decided to take it. Payment will be upfront and changes will be allowed at various stages; I will message you every 1000 words with a draft to make sure the story is the way you like it. Any substantial changes may be subject to an extra charge.

Prices are as follows:

$35 for 1500 words
$75 for 3000 words
$125 for 4500 words (an additional $10 will be added for every 1000 words added to this count. Prices will be subject to change depending on desired word count for the previous tiers)

Will do:
-weight gain
-blueberry/inflation
-hypnosis/brainwashing
-OCs
-fandom characters
-any gender/species

Won’t do:
-rape
-hateful content
-underage characters

Feel free to ask about anything not mentioned here.

If you’d like one, please feel free to message me the details and I’ll get back to you if I’ve decided to take it.

Hope to write with you soon!

For those of you who have been around long enough to remember, they're back. Folks who are generally new to my content, They're coming. I'm getting ready to open up writing commissions again. While I'm in between jobs and trying to strengthen my creative writing once more, I figured this would be a good way to encourage both and keep me afloat for the time being

My rates will be significantly different this time around and I'm still working out the details as to what I'll take on and my Do's and Don'ts, many of which have expanded in all this time.

I'll make another journal post when I'm officially open and when I've figured out everything. But it's definitely happening this time around.

Stay tuned~

Been on for a while, but leaving Twitter and migrating there. Find me at kamenriderbelling

I will be deleting my Twitter within the day.

I mean it. Thanks for all the kind words. To be honest, I feel kinda bad. I didn't mean to seem like I was fishing for complements or anything, but I appreciate folks for saying some nice things. I've gotta figure a lot of stuff out still and I'm still quite stuck in my funk. But the last thing I'll ever even think about doing is giving up on things.

I just need a damn break from a lot of things. I dunno. I'll work on it.

...I just don’t know how anymore.

It’s not that I haven’t written. I’ve been writing professionally for several years up until this point and have even snuck in some personal/fetish writing in there. But I’ve just never quite reached a point where I feel as if my voice has value. The past two years have been especially harsh on my writing career as I’ve continually gotten downgraded at my last job to the point where I was whittled down to unemployment instead of even just being fired. My resources are few and far between and the opportunities I that are afforded to me nearly as fulfilling as they should be.

And all this has simply served to highlight one of the most intense fears I’ve ever had as a writer and indeed as a person. The fear that no one cares about what I have to say. It’s something I realized was instilled into me as a child and I have most recently discovered how much it’s affected both my work and my personal relationships. I’ve always been a person who listens, but I have never felt confident enough to believe I could be listened to. I feel as if I have so much to say, yet I still struggle to feel as if any of it would have any meaning. Even when I try to speak up about anything important to me, no matter banal it may be in the grand scheme of things, I’m just simply not worth listening to.

I've convinced myself that no one would want to hear what I have to say and that feeling has only gotten worse throughout this whole year. Some may argue that they do want to hear from me, but damn if I never give myself the opportunity to believe them.

To be honest, I don’t really know why I’m writing this. I don’t expect any answers or solutions and am trying so desperately to change these things. But I’ve been tired. So ridiculously tired of staying quiet and putting my head down and not saying anything about how awful I feel about myself as a writer, as a creator, or even as a friend. I feel as if I don’t know how to write anymore and I just want to try and recapture that spirit somehow.

Dammit, I just really want to write again.

I never knew him personally and I've learned that people have a lot to say about him, but I'm at least super grateful that he helped run a platform where I truly found and accepted parts of myself without judgement. Rest in peace, Dragoneer

So time for me to be real. To anyone who cares, here's a refresher. I haven't written much in a while because I got really burned out with commissions. I don’t want to get into details, but overall, I couldn’t take writing the same things over and over. But I have been sitting on a lot of OC content, so I was thinking about something.

How would people feel about me shifting focus toward my OCs, namely Chris and Michelle? Posting the commissions I have and having people get to know them and letting them be more out in the open? Maybe a short story here and there, but mostly that. I really want to share them with the world and recalibrate from all the stuff I've been doing thus far. Which is to say, I don’t think I'll be returnjng to commissions or picking up any of the stories I still have laying around. I'm sorry to anyone who was waiting on those continuations, but I really want to focus more inwardly for a little while.

I dunno. I just have all these pics of my OCs that I love and I want them to have a little audience. And I think I just want to see if I can finally get some more fulfillment from that.

First and foremost, I'm sorry about the hiatus to anyone who enjoys my work. There's been a lot I've gone through lately

I had a rough time during Thanksgiving after a relative of mine passed. I couldn’t say what they had for sure, but their last moments were all to similar to what my late uncle went through when he passed away from COVID. Either way, it was another devastating loss on top of another that i'm still kind of reeling from. It made me reevaluate a lot of things and I'm still trying to manage all of them

But even in between losses, I've just been having trouble sitting down and writing. I've gotten a little burnt out after my last commission queue. After a while, it just kinda felt like I was writing the same thing over and over. It might just be me and I'm no less proud of my work, but I just need a break or a way to challenge and improve my writing overall. It kinda just feels like I'm stagnating and I really want to avoid that. A price change may be in order, because I do still enjoy my fetishes. But more than anything, I just want to improve somehow. I've had some other artistic mediums that I've been enjoying a lot lately, so I might focus on that for a while just to see how I feel

To anyone who's been waiting on more work from me, I'm sorry for the gap. I honestly don't know when I'm ever gonna work out of this funk or what form that'll even take, but I didn't want to leave anyone in the dark anymore

Stay safe and happy holiday, everyone

Might take commissions after Thanksgiving. Thinking about changing my prices to $0.02 per word. Anyone interested?

No journal for this. Just an honest and pointless question.

They're new and looking to make a statement https! They don't really do furry art, but they have some nice lewds that I know some of y'all would be fans of!

https://twitter.com/LancaSuccubus?s=09

If you haven't already, please give me a follow on Pillowfort.

https://www.pillowfort.social/catsnfats

I'm considering closing up shop on FA considering the amount of garbage not being filtered on the admins. It'll be a difficult move, considering I have a larger fanbase on here than I ever would've expected, but I can't in good conscience continue posting my work here along Nazis and zoophiles. This won't be immediate, but if you could please please please consider following me on pillowfort, it'd help immensely. And if there are any other sites I could use instead of FA, that'd be greatly appreciated

So I have a Curious Cat now. Not sure if anyone would actually be down to interact with me in that way, but I'd love to open myself up a bit in that sense:

https://curiouscat.qa/catsnfats

On a similar note, here's my Twitter if you haven't followed yet: https://twitter.com/catsnfats

I have a Pillowfort now! Not entirely sure what that means just yet, but I'm going to be posting some of my pre-existing stuff there as well as some more OC stuff I have coming down the line. Please drop me a follow and feel free to let me know who else I can follow, considering my feed is super empty right now!

https://www.pillowfort.social/catsnfats

This is NOT directed at anyone in particular, but it's something I've noticed recently and just wanted to clear things up for my own sanity.

I would much prefer it if people didn't call me "dude" or "man" or any male-coded thing of the sort. I don't really feel like making a long, sweeping emotional post about it here since I doubt people would really care, but yeah. Don't really like being called a man. It's not gonna change my content or anything, but it's just for some personal peace of mind.

Please wear masks outside.

Had a couple of questions regarding the future of my content while I'm working on commissions. Would anyone be interested in seeing some more human and human-adjacent stuff from me? I have a couple of OCs that I might not mind sharing if there's enough interest, but I wanna gauge how people would feel about them first.

On that note, can someone explain to me what Pillowfort is? Another art platform? Is it nsfw and fetish friendly? Could I post my stories there? Just curious since I've been trying to think of alternative sources to post my writing other than FA. (I also still have a dusty and neglected Weasyl account if anyone is still using that)

Yeah, fuck my silence on the matter. Been slowly working away at commissions, but it's hard when your country is falling apart at the seams.

Blacks Lives Matter, ACAB. If you can't protest, donate. If you can't donate, educate yourself. Black people need to be treated equally and cops need to be held accountable for their actions.

Oh, and you should still wash your hands

Hey, all!

Here's my current commission queue as of now, mostly to keep me honest and working. If you sent me a note for an idea and don't see your name here, no hard feelings or anything; idea just wasn't for me. I do still have a few slots open, though, so if I haven't accepted one idea, you're more than welcome to send others

CURRENT COMMISSION QUEUE

1.  shadowofdreams (DONE)
2.  Lazareus (DONE)
3.  SirWhales (DONE)
4.  JBTisegg
5.  Tankite
6.  oracionsigil
7.  Vaughnblondetail
8.
9.
10.

Hey, all. Quick reminder that there are still a few slots left open for commissions

You can check my new prices here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36048188/

Hey, all. Hope you're staying safe out there.

I'll soon be cracking open commissions once more on an official capacity and making some price adjustments accordingly. I may also open up slots just to keep my workload in order, since I've been pretty shitty at organizing these in the past. I'll probably be doing something along the lines of asking for notes and then going through them to see ideas I like. If you've sent me notes asking me for commissions recently, I'll probably ask you to send them again just so I have them all in one place.

Be on the look out for my official new prices in the very near future. In the meantime, stay healthy and wash your hands!

Just a friendly reminder that commissions are still open! Been able to establish a steady writing flow lately and would like to take advantage of it. If you've sent me a note before on commissions, feel free to remind me. Otherwise, my door is always open.

Here are my prices again:

thousand-word minimum, $10 for every 1000 words. ie,
-1000 words=$10
-2000 words=$20
-3000 words=$30
etc.

-every extra 100 words in between will add an extra dollar
-1100 words=$11
-1200 words=$12
-1300 words=$13

Hey hey, all! Quick update on things, first of which being shinies!

I've turned them on for the time being if anyone's feeling generous every now and then. I certainly won't ask for much from you guys, but every bit helps and would be greatly appreciated! In exchange, I promise to try and make my uploads more frequent, especially as I'm rattling off commissions one by one.

Speaking of which, I'm also making a slight change in my pricing arrangement.

The pricing will still be $10 for every thousand words. But I'll also be charging an extra dollar for every 100 words in between. So if something ends up being 2056 words, it'll be $20 flat. If it comes out to 2556 words, it'll be $25 from there.

So my updated pricing sheet is as follows:

thousand-word minimum, $10 for every 1000 words. ie,
-1000 words=$10
-2000 words=$20
-3000 words=$30
etc.

-every extra 100 words in between will add an extra dollar
-1100 words=$11
-1200 words=$12
-1300 words=$13

I'll also be sending Paypal invoices to my commissioners when I've completed your stories, so be on the lookout for that.

In any case, I'd love to be writing for you all and will be doing that as much as I can! I've got life stuff going on right now, but I'm still very excited to be writing fatties and the like. Stay weird, folks!

Hey, hey. Hope nobody minds this. I have the Rocket Raccoon story on the backburner and it's gonna get worked on, but I also wanted to take the time to officially open up for commissions again. I could really use the money, so I wanna try and get through a few of these at once within reason.

Prices are here.

I know a bunch of people have messaged me about commissions they wanted in the past, but my notes are kind of a mess right now, so if you've messaged me before about commissions, feel free to message again with your details for whatever story you want. If I reply to you, consider yourself queued up. Please know that aside from queuing you up, I will send you a separate note explicitly stating that I have started work on your commission, and I will be going through each commission one at a time.

Hope to work with y'all.

After some lingering desires to change up some of the content, as well as a fun brainstorming session with  shadowofdreams, I decided to add some extra details to my recent Sly Cooper blueberry story! I'm immensely proud of how it came out initially, and I've been trying to make it better ever since.

BigBlue.exe 1.03 Patch Notes:
-extended scenes mind alteration/brainwashing
-added permaberry element
-fixed minor spacing, paragraph issues
-removed bug where can of meat stew was distributed to all players instead of "Feed the People" event participan--wait, wrong notes

It's not often that I do this with a story after I've posted it, but I felt so enthusiastic about writing it that I just had to try and make it perfect.

Check out the updated version here!

Hope y'all take a look at the new edits.

Special thanks again to  shadowofdreams for helping me learn a little more about permaberry and coming up with some truly creative ideas!

The official winner of the Twitter Poll is...

Rocket Raccoon!

Gonna be honest, I was really hoping he'd win. I've always wanted to write a fetish story with the little guy. So the next story that I write will be about him! What it'll be about and what it might include are at my discretion, but I'll be sure to make something y'all enjoy. If you want to keep up with polls like this whenever I do them again, follow me on Twitter at catsnfats!

And now. Something completely different.

While the poll was active, I was working on something else that I'm really really looking forward to posting. I poured a lot of effort into it and even lost track of time while writing it because I was so invested in seeing it through. I honestly can't wait to show it to everyone. But before I do, I just wanted to clarify something that's been on my mind ever since I came back.

I take a lot of pride in any story I write, whether it be for a commission, a quick thing that I wanted to get on paper, or a story that I dedicate a lot of time, effort, and heart into. I always ask for any feedback or comments on my work, and I do appreciate anything I get. I never expected to receive any kind of support on this, but the small nuggets mean a lot to me.

But I hope it's not needy or greedy of me to ask for a little more on my stories? The comments I usually get are pretty succinct and don't really say anything about what that person thought of what I wrote. They range from little emojis or one word nibbles to "hey you should do this next" or "how about a sequel!?" I once even blocked a person because they kept saying shit like "is this character a woman? oh, they're not a woman, so this isn't for me. good story, but still not for me. would you mind doing a story for me?" and like, that's not a great way to encourage anyone to do anything??? But I digress. The stuff I usually get are...just reactions? Not really comments? And it makes me feel like the stories I work so hard on weren't really read.

I would truly value any feedback that you guys might have. I don't want to sound like I'm forcing all my watchers to give me detailed literary essays on their thoughts, but I'd love to know more of how my writing sounds to other people. Tell me what you loved. Tell me what you hated. Tell me what I could improve on. Tell me if you thought it sucked! Let's talk about what this story was!

All I really want is to know what you guys are thinking. I certainly wouldn't mind doing other stuff for you if you asked nicely or talking about sequels to stuff you liked, but tell me about the one you've just read. I hope I'm not being a nag about this, but a little more positive reinforcement would be great for my writing confidence. I hope y'all understand. I don't mean to call anyone out or anything, but I really wanted to say my piece.

So I'm gonna comb through the one I have on deck for edits and post it for you guys really, really soon. I truly, deeply loved working on this, and I want you guys to enjoy. But if you have anything at all to say about it after you read it, please feel free to share.

Rant over. Stay weird, folks.