So serious question for making a little money on the side, not that im broke but could use a few more funds with big car expense and potentially having to move soon, would anyone who uses vrc be interested in a avatar retexture, have examples I can share and friends seem to really like the ones ive done for them, curious if this is anything anyone would be up for

other than that do hope your all having a wonderful day

I really wish I didn't have to make this sort of post again but had a few people reach out and wanted to warn people, if anyone contacts you saying they are me, are using my characters or claim to know me please reach out to me first to confirm its legit and if not do nit engage and report said people to whatever sight, messenger or social media security

Had people saying they have had messenger ranging from being me, trying to use my characters for rp all the way up to harressment and threats for stalkerish individuals who take appreciation of the art and characters I upload to a worrying level

I know some of this comes with the territory when you share things online but really wish it didn't as anyone who know me in person knows my mental health, trauma and anxiety issues make things like this really hard to handle

So please everyone take care out there and just be careful of who you might be talking with or interacting with online and let me know of any impersonation or harressment

little update im back home, still feeling like absolute trash but better than a hospital bed, thank you everyone who reached out with kind words

So currently in hospital with covid and low oxygen, would appreciate some thoughts and kind words

Want to make something very clear, I don't mind notes from people who want to compliment my characters or art of them, heck I'm flattered and have made some friends this way, however I have not and never will commission someone who sends me a random note say something like "hey I love your character, I'm open for commissions and I'd love..." etc etc, I know probably bots a lot of the time but its become so frequent I had to make a post about it, the few who actually do this that are not bots, just don't. I will reach out to artists I know and trust when I'm looking for commissions, notes like that are going to read to me like bots or scams and will be blocked

Anyone else suffering with this lately?

So im like a million years behind the bandwagon but made a tiktok for little vrc skits/vids, if anyone wants to take alook its here https://www.tiktok.com/@aidenthefennix

A long time sweetheart to me  Rokemi has hit some life hardships, wont go into detail as its not my place but due to this they have opened not only a lot of commission tocover expenses but are also looking to sell their fursuit seen here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56823440/ and all associated art of the character, if you think that would be something you'd be interested in or helping out a very sweet person please take a look would mean a lot

So random journal reaching out, I recently started using vrc, huge thanks to my darlings  Vawkis and  Xenoma86 for all the help, cant thank them enough. Been using demo avatars but would love one made of my 'sona to truly feel at home so reaching out to my watchers if anyone has any help in finding, buying, hiring or even your own tallents to help make this a reality i'd greatly appreciate it

and hey if you ever want to see my on there, same user name as here Fenra Gray

thanks again and have a wonderful day

Hey so I try not to do this but no where to turn to right now, car broken into and fucked up, insurance being a pain and so until that's sorted I have an £800 bill I can't afford without going foodless, so need to know if anyone can spare any pennies I'd really appreciate it

Well ive crossed midnight and it's officially my birthday, another year gone by and I'm even closer to 40 now, ugh, at least I don't feel that age, well except when I creak my way out of bed in morning

Would really appreciate some birthday well wishes and if any one can spare some good vibes for me today

First my apologies for flooding you with 3 story uploads in one night, hope you can forgive me but Huge thanks to anyone who took the time to read them I really appreciate it

With that said wanted to announce a new venture. See having found my creative spark and joy in writing again (in no small part thanks to  Vixen_Mistress cheering me on!) I wanted to try offering writing commissions to people. Of course do please take a look at my work and see if my writing style is something you would enjoy but my hope is, much like the art I get that I find story or scenarios for the enhance them I can do the same for others and perhaps get something in return I can put into more work and more art

Do you have a particular piece of art you'd want to have a story tied to, a particular scenario you'd like expanded, whatever it might be, I'm thinking anywhere from $30 per 1500 words (this story for example https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55081181/ was 3500 words and took me around 5 hours from conception to writing, for something half that length 30 seems fair) but do please let me know what you think of the pricing. Not looking to get rich by any means just wanted to try something and gauge interest

Thank you so much for your time and have a wonderful day!

Well just crossed midnight so another year over (not sad to see it go one bit) and a new one begins, I wish you all a happy new year, may your celebrations be merry, your journeys safe and your 2024 a good one, with that this old horse is going to bed, really not fit to stay up beyond 10pm these days so I am exhausted

Happy day after boxing day to you all, hope you all had a good festive period and looking forward to the new year starting, I know I am, my chritmas wasnt great and want to put this year behind me

on top of that thank you to all the new watchers and favs ive had lately, hoping to have more for you all to enjoy soon

So I recently got the news my grandmother has passed away , not sure how I feel, sad obviously, stunned, numb, kind of angry at myself that the last words I will ever say to her will be "stop being stupid", we were having an argument, no idea what it was even about, can't remember, was something trivial I'm sure now ill never get to take it back

Would appreciate any kind words or thoughts at this time and please for me go hug your loved ones, tell them all the things they need to hear because you never know when you might not get the chance to

Wanted to give a shout out for a good friend  Vixen_Mistress who does lovely ych's with good prices and quick turn around, please if you have the time give them a look

Quick journal wanted to toss this picture out there that I grabbed a slot in https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52282955/ , number 4, so if anyone wanted to grab either slots 3 or 5 they would be paired up with me! also wanted to shout out the artist in general, they do great work and have some wonderful ych's that are not getting enough love! please do check them out

For anyone here just for the pron dont worry there is more coming you can stop reading, for the rest of you who are hanging around I have a question

Anyone who has known me for any length of time knows I suffer from anxiety disorder, from past trauma and ptsd and well lately its been surfacing in an intense feeling of self loathing, look in the mirror and feel nothing but repulsion and disgust, thinking on just getting though a day fills me with dread which in turn makes me feel worthless and loath myself even more. I work, I put the mask on, pretend everything is okay while inside my brain is screaming "your fake, you lie, worthless, you deserve the hatred"

As a side note its also left me feel intensely lonely and isolated, I adore all my friends both online and in the real world but they are all so far apart and while im sure meeting me after reading all of that is not exactly an enticing offer if anyone does live on this little isle of England and wants to meet up i could use the in person connection

I know theres no magical solution but if anyone out there had any experience and any sort of solace and help they could give me it would be greatly appreciated, I'm getting to the point where i dont know how I can make it through the days anymore

It's that time of year again and on this specific day I'm turning *shudders* 36, gosh where does the time go!

Now to spend my day gaming and painting warhammer because it's my birthday and can spend it how I want! XD

Also do hope everyone has a wonderful day and thank you for taking the time to read this, much love to you all <3

I keep losing people, i feel like im losing myself. Im on a road I dont know where its going, surrounded by faces i dont know, smothered in thoughts that arn't mine yet i keep walking step by step... is that light at the end of the tunnel or endless night... only one way to find out... just keep walking

Hey all my watchers, sorry for flooding your inboxes so much lately hope you dont mind, nearly done i promise

also had a question, well a couple, first always like meeting new folks so if anyone watches me wants to chat anytime let me know, another is there anyone who knows a thing or 2 about vrchat and avatar creation, been wanting to get into it but leaves me so lost everytime and lastly always looking for new art opportunities so if anyone would like time with my characters reach out id love to hear from you

hope you all have a fantastic day

Anyone know any good artists at drawing anthro dragons and ref sheets?

Had some ideas for a long time but can never find anyone ,most artists I watch are fur based and not scale based

sorry so much for the spam but hope you all enjoyed the views, thanks so much for the watches, favs and comments