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Posted 9 years agoI have seen a lot of TFTG pics and comics over my years and I tend to focus on one major idea, that seems so hard to express in art. The idea of really experiencing the change physically from male to female. Most TFTG just gloss over it and show some brief penis to clit or balls to slit or chest to boobs panels.
I am wondering if anyone had any suggestions for how to better depict visually the experience the male might feel in all these changes, either from a different way of showing the change to expressions the changee does, or to how the environment and situation contributes to convey this experience.
It is sort of one of my life goals to be able to put together a commissioned work or works that really convey to the viewer the experience of male to female. Either and hopefully both, as will full, and sought out and finnaly realized hope over one's life to date; or as completely forced and a male experienced the total change of the body and its sensations with a change is its feelings and desires up to the eventual feeling in ones own soul from being male oriented to female oriented, as the same person so to speak.
Does anyone have any comment or suggestion for such a work?
I am wondering if anyone had any suggestions for how to better depict visually the experience the male might feel in all these changes, either from a different way of showing the change to expressions the changee does, or to how the environment and situation contributes to convey this experience.
It is sort of one of my life goals to be able to put together a commissioned work or works that really convey to the viewer the experience of male to female. Either and hopefully both, as will full, and sought out and finnaly realized hope over one's life to date; or as completely forced and a male experienced the total change of the body and its sensations with a change is its feelings and desires up to the eventual feeling in ones own soul from being male oriented to female oriented, as the same person so to speak.
Does anyone have any comment or suggestion for such a work?
Cutie to Pussy
Posted 10 years agoOk
So I have some suggestions of what cutie mark might fit my character, if ever transformed into a MLP pony.
Now I am curious, If you had to decide how to realistically set up a transformation of an extremely powerful male dragon, into a submissive female pony, without losing the personality or will... How would you do it?
So I have some suggestions of what cutie mark might fit my character, if ever transformed into a MLP pony.
Now I am curious, If you had to decide how to realistically set up a transformation of an extremely powerful male dragon, into a submissive female pony, without losing the personality or will... How would you do it?
MLP Cutie Mark?
Posted 10 years agoI had a conversation with a friend about a year ago. She was a huge MLP fan, and claimed to write and RP MLP chars a lot. We managed to get into discussions about how her RP chars and mine might interact in an MLP world. Well one of the things that came out of it was an idea of one of my chars somehow getting entrapped in a sex spell in which the char was transformed into a female pony by one of her male pony chars, in such a way that her will was subject to the male's in a kind of "will control", so long as she stays in sexual relations with the male.
Of course the idea is that she is in this state for a very long time simply due to lust fro sex, and that somehow she is free to change back and gain freedom of will, if she will restrain from having sex for say, a week. However of course, the other idea is that fro her, it is a very difficult thing to do to give up the relationship for so long, even as she learns that her boyfriend is evil and what he does etc.
Well, it was a long series of conversations touching a lot of lust and mostly how people interact in non-ideal relationships that they somehow never manage to get out of.
The real point of this journal was really to ask for suggestions of what cutie mark would best fit one of my chars, because i am considering having a commission done to show a TFTG of a male dragon char into a MLP female.
SO!, what would be a good cutie mark for a dragon, who's primary colors are blue and black, who loves katanas, flying, and sashimi. Who's primary element/magic/power is essentially hyperspace itself. Who's primary characteristic in combat and magic is essentially power perceived as infinite, yet somehow restrained and playful?
Of course the idea is that she is in this state for a very long time simply due to lust fro sex, and that somehow she is free to change back and gain freedom of will, if she will restrain from having sex for say, a week. However of course, the other idea is that fro her, it is a very difficult thing to do to give up the relationship for so long, even as she learns that her boyfriend is evil and what he does etc.
Well, it was a long series of conversations touching a lot of lust and mostly how people interact in non-ideal relationships that they somehow never manage to get out of.
The real point of this journal was really to ask for suggestions of what cutie mark would best fit one of my chars, because i am considering having a commission done to show a TFTG of a male dragon char into a MLP female.
SO!, what would be a good cutie mark for a dragon, who's primary colors are blue and black, who loves katanas, flying, and sashimi. Who's primary element/magic/power is essentially hyperspace itself. Who's primary characteristic in combat and magic is essentially power perceived as infinite, yet somehow restrained and playful?
Functionally disconnected
Posted 14 years agoWell it turns out there is a good neurological reason why I am terrible at drawing from my head, but not so bad at getting something I draw while looking at something similar to what I want.
I happen to have one of 9 different psychology recognized neurological diseases, that all fall under the category, function disconnect syndrome (FDS); Specifically I have a bad case of ADHD connected to a vulnerability to migraines.
Most of what I know about FDS comes form little pieces I pulled together reading psych manuals while working in a medical bookstore, and most importantly from the work of Dr. Robert Melillo, the guy who really pioneered the research and treatment of these disorders "instead of just following the psych manuals to prescribe scam drugs like crystal meth "aderol or ridlin, not that either actually has anything to do with treating the patient".
Basically the disorder as seen in MRIs and Cat scans, is a combination of one side of the brain working in hyper drive, while the other under performs, and a really low function of an area of the brain that controls stimulus input filtering. there are at least 9 different psychological disorders characterized by this phenomena, two of them are ADHD "ADD too" and Autism. From what I understand from Dr. Melillo, they are all the same basic neurological problem , but different sides of the brain imbalanced, and different areas of each side imbalanced in different severity.
The two most significant things I came out of studying this guys publications is this, that ADHD is NOT a chemical imbalance, and in fact the chemical treatments given for it really are a scam, if not making it worse, and certainly harmful in many m any ways. And that there really is a physical evidence and fingerprint for these disorders, so it is NOT just an issue of behavior problems.
Well anyway to get to the point, after reading this guy and seeing how various hyperactive and sub active states of different areas of each hemisphere then to cause symptoms, I think I have finally resolved a paradox artistically in me.
Since I am strongly left brain hyperactive ADHD, I tend to be very analytical and very intelligent for left brained activity; which will often mean quick learning to play music, but not creatively, rather by learning the notes and playing the notes. Same for art, the left brain is responsibly for mimicry of a sort, which allows one to learn things very fast and well, but truly creativeness... is very hard and really a right brained function. In other words, I can look at a photo or painting of something, and do a good job at accurately mimicking it, but to try to draw, paint, or play music, on something in my head; it is difficult in the extreme as my right hemisphere is very low activity from the imbalance of my left side in hyper mode. Thus while i can have a very clear "concept picture" in my head in fine detail, there is a very real disconnect in communicating it and drawing it or musically expressing it.
Honestly this is torture, since I come up with many many ideas an stories I wish I could express visually, but i truly just cannot bridge the disconnect in my own head to draw them myself. And more frustrating is the massive expense in commissioning everything that crosses my mind to need to share; id need to be a millionaire.
Oh well, if anyone is reading this, and has anything remotely similar as their experience, I hope what I shared might help. If you are young enough, you really can look up the doctor, and since he has many cases he has been able to balance and cure, perhaps you can get help. Me... I am way to old to get treatment from his clinics, but I did find that COMPETENT acupuncturists also can sense and diagnose imbalance like what I have and treat it, though at this point in my treatment, my migraines are being focused on, but hey... so far 90% reduction in migraines is NOT BAD!!!
I happen to have one of 9 different psychology recognized neurological diseases, that all fall under the category, function disconnect syndrome (FDS); Specifically I have a bad case of ADHD connected to a vulnerability to migraines.
Most of what I know about FDS comes form little pieces I pulled together reading psych manuals while working in a medical bookstore, and most importantly from the work of Dr. Robert Melillo, the guy who really pioneered the research and treatment of these disorders "instead of just following the psych manuals to prescribe scam drugs like crystal meth "aderol or ridlin, not that either actually has anything to do with treating the patient".
Basically the disorder as seen in MRIs and Cat scans, is a combination of one side of the brain working in hyper drive, while the other under performs, and a really low function of an area of the brain that controls stimulus input filtering. there are at least 9 different psychological disorders characterized by this phenomena, two of them are ADHD "ADD too" and Autism. From what I understand from Dr. Melillo, they are all the same basic neurological problem , but different sides of the brain imbalanced, and different areas of each side imbalanced in different severity.
The two most significant things I came out of studying this guys publications is this, that ADHD is NOT a chemical imbalance, and in fact the chemical treatments given for it really are a scam, if not making it worse, and certainly harmful in many m any ways. And that there really is a physical evidence and fingerprint for these disorders, so it is NOT just an issue of behavior problems.
Well anyway to get to the point, after reading this guy and seeing how various hyperactive and sub active states of different areas of each hemisphere then to cause symptoms, I think I have finally resolved a paradox artistically in me.
Since I am strongly left brain hyperactive ADHD, I tend to be very analytical and very intelligent for left brained activity; which will often mean quick learning to play music, but not creatively, rather by learning the notes and playing the notes. Same for art, the left brain is responsibly for mimicry of a sort, which allows one to learn things very fast and well, but truly creativeness... is very hard and really a right brained function. In other words, I can look at a photo or painting of something, and do a good job at accurately mimicking it, but to try to draw, paint, or play music, on something in my head; it is difficult in the extreme as my right hemisphere is very low activity from the imbalance of my left side in hyper mode. Thus while i can have a very clear "concept picture" in my head in fine detail, there is a very real disconnect in communicating it and drawing it or musically expressing it.
Honestly this is torture, since I come up with many many ideas an stories I wish I could express visually, but i truly just cannot bridge the disconnect in my own head to draw them myself. And more frustrating is the massive expense in commissioning everything that crosses my mind to need to share; id need to be a millionaire.
Oh well, if anyone is reading this, and has anything remotely similar as their experience, I hope what I shared might help. If you are young enough, you really can look up the doctor, and since he has many cases he has been able to balance and cure, perhaps you can get help. Me... I am way to old to get treatment from his clinics, but I did find that COMPETENT acupuncturists also can sense and diagnose imbalance like what I have and treat it, though at this point in my treatment, my migraines are being focused on, but hey... so far 90% reduction in migraines is NOT BAD!!!
Need more money!
Posted 15 years agoWell unfortunately I have been finding lately that i just don't have the skill, or time to beat in the skill, to draw stuff I want pictures made for. So I am working on trying to get commissions for a few of the ideas that are really burning in my head with the little but of extra budget and tax returns I have. Possibly I will try to learn to draw again to make my own art though frankly I am too much in despair on any hope of that.
Still have too many ideas begging artistic revelation in my head, and really been itching to try to write and commission out some of the stuff I formed in daydreams for most of my life.
Still have too many ideas begging artistic revelation in my head, and really been itching to try to write and commission out some of the stuff I formed in daydreams for most of my life.
No Subject
Posted 17 years agoHey I lost my head one morning years ago when i woke up w/o it, if anyone can find it ill have a header here.
Ok havign fun with my new Corel Painter 4. Got an outline for a pic i like but almost afraid to try coloring it, i mean shoot i never painted before and i got all these paintbrushes, colored pencils, chalks, etcetcetc on painter im almost afraid to learn how to use em lol.
so my current goal: completing my hunt for an affordable tablet, learning how to use it and make decent outlines the way i actually want them to come out, and if theres anytime left after those, learn how to use some of these nifty painting options.
"The hand is now on the other foot!"
Ok havign fun with my new Corel Painter 4. Got an outline for a pic i like but almost afraid to try coloring it, i mean shoot i never painted before and i got all these paintbrushes, colored pencils, chalks, etcetcetc on painter im almost afraid to learn how to use em lol.
so my current goal: completing my hunt for an affordable tablet, learning how to use it and make decent outlines the way i actually want them to come out, and if theres anytime left after those, learn how to use some of these nifty painting options.
"The hand is now on the other foot!"
Dark secrets, or just info on an Umbreon?
Posted 17 years agoName: Firenor
Nickname: noones given me one yet oO
Fursona: Umbreon
Date of Birth: 1-11-80
Birthplace: Luiseville, Kentucky
Current Location: Tampa, FL
Eye Color: [FA]glowing deep Blue [RL] medium dark brown
Hair Color: [FA]no hair, just fur and its black on top [RL] Icky brown
Height: [FA]1ft to shoulder [RL] 5 uh something uh "looks for ID"
Heritage: Abraham by faith
Piercings: far too many allergy shots when young ; ;.
Tattoos: does a pencil scar that still has graphite under the skin count?
Favourite:
Animal: Eons and Chu's "plz no ask me to pick between ; ;"
Band/Singer: Third Day
Song: Creed "by Third Day"
Movie: depends on mood really, atm Spaceballs
Disney Movie: Alladin
Disney Show: Darkwing Duck
Disney Character: Does Sora count?
TV show: Iron Chef "classic"
Color: Blue/Black
Food: Asian influenced
Pizza topping: Pepperoni "Isn't this just everyones fav topping somehow?"
Ice-Cream Flavor: neopolitan
Pocky Flavor: Chocolate, the darker the better
Drink (alcoholic): Eh?
Soda: pear italian soda
Cookie: white chocolate chip "not dark chocolate!! >.> <.< don't tell all the other umbreons!!"
Store: EB
Clothing Brand: anything that will make clothes with dragons on them w/o too much other junk included.
Shoe Brand: Nike
Season: Mati... I mean spring!! "blush"
Month: Nisan "Hebrew month involving alot of important events"
Convention/Holiday/Festival: Christmas "yaya Jeremiah ch10 I know I know!"
Flower: Orchid
Board game: I try to stay away from bored games
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: oO how bout a clear starry night?
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: I'm an Umbreon oO why ask this?
Sour or sweet: BOTH!!!!!!! Jelly belly sours mmmm "Jelly Belly needs to make gummis for Pokemon!!"
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: Person
Looks or personality: Personality "be amazed how good looks on a bad attitude don't look so good anymore oO"
Coffee or tea: used to say coffee AND tea but the more tea I drink the less I like coffee.
Hot or cold: Cold, better snuggling kinda weather^^
Your:
Goal for this year: Graduate and find what the heck God wants me to do with this degree.
Most missed memory: idk when I find it ill let you know oO
Best physical feature: forhead ring
First thought waking up: NUUUUUUUUUUU, more sleeeeeeeeeeeep!!!
Hypothetical personality disorder: taking hypothetical questions too serious
Preferred type of surgery: frecklectomy
Sesame street alter ego: UMB-->>> <<<--EON
Fairytale alter ego: Jenny from "Make way for Dragons"
Most stupid remark: what I was about to say here
Worst crime: Failing to represent God as well as I should ; ;
Greatest ambition: To be part of the rapture "hey it sounds fun"
Greatest fear: Getting to heaven and having no rewards
Darkest secret: what really lies deeper than the Schwartzchild radius
Favorite subject: Bible prophecy
Strangest received gift:
Worst habit: communicate too much when I talk
Do You:
Smoke: only if hit with one hecka strong fire attack
Drink: when i'm thirsty
Curse: Eh? do i look like a ghost type? "ya i know some others use the move too but not me"
Shower daily: Try too but yeesh its hard to dry out fur ; ;
Like thunderstorms: yes specially ones made by Chu's
Dance in the rain: not really, but maybe if I learn a water type move I might
Sing: too shy to try
Play an instrument: used to play piano but its hard to practice w/o one
Get along with your parents: far far far less often than i wish ; ;
Wish on stars: no I prefer to talk with God who can see hear and save
Believe in fate: if predestination counts then yes
Believe in love at first sight: well since God loved be before I was made I guess that counts? "that and I fall in love with alot of you all's pics on first sight"
Can You:
Drive: never played Golf sry
Sew: not tried
Cook: if by cook you mean increasing the thermodynamic energy and entropy of hapless food items, yes
Speak another language: Umb Umbreon!
Dance: this umbreon is too shy to dance for show but maybe get into the zone when in battle and look like i'm dancing when I dodge and stuffs
Sing: too shy nevah tried
Touch your nose with your tongue: nope
Whistle: nope
Curl your tongue: yep specially when a black gummi on it!
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: no I don't really drink and even if I did I would get a migraine before a buzz
Been Stoned/High: well been stoned many many times in final fantasy games, and went all the way up to sky tower in the mystery dungeon universe once.
Eaten Sushi: yep
Been in Love: yep
Skipped school: <.< >.> Is my mom watching?
Made prank calls: no
Sent someone a love letter: not found anyone to send one too yet ; ;
Stolen something: yes and I hope I never do it again
Cried yourself to sleep: most every night for last few years
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? when they start acting as if I'm just backround noise, at least tell me when I've talked too much>< I'm not starved for your attention just over communicating trying to share what I know or think.
What is your bedtime? whenever my head will actuslly let me sleep
Name three things you can't live without: God, Friends, normal biological functions
What is the color of your room? IRL blah white
Do you have any siblings? none that I ever got to know
Do you have any pets? no
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? According to Jesus if you have hated someone you already have killed them so wheres my money?
What is your middle name? Umb
What are you nicknames? noone ever given me one
Are you for or against gay marriage? considering that homosexuality is included as part of the definition for the Hebrew/greek words for fornication and that fornication is mutually exclusive with marrige, I'm not sure how we even talk about this?
What are your thoughts on abortion? From the moment of conception he/she was NEVER biologically, developmentally, genetically, and yes not even PHYSICALLY part of a woman's body so stop with that lame justification for murder. Also any justification for pre-birth development = non human will Apriori have to include all stages of ones life cycle until you define a specific point in human development like say "25yrs old" anything younger or older would be no less human than a single cell at conception till death.
Do you have a crush on anyone? !!! so thats where I left my orange soda!
Are you afraid of the dark? oddly yes, how shamefull for an umbreon ; ;
How do you want to die? I don't, I wanna be part of the Rapture
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? prolly 3
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? yes I would die for God whom I love, and even harder, I would try to live for God too
What is the last law you’ve broken? Mathew 5:16
Nickname: noones given me one yet oO
Fursona: Umbreon
Date of Birth: 1-11-80
Birthplace: Luiseville, Kentucky
Current Location: Tampa, FL
Eye Color: [FA]glowing deep Blue [RL] medium dark brown
Hair Color: [FA]no hair, just fur and its black on top [RL] Icky brown
Height: [FA]1ft to shoulder [RL] 5 uh something uh "looks for ID"
Heritage: Abraham by faith
Piercings: far too many allergy shots when young ; ;.
Tattoos: does a pencil scar that still has graphite under the skin count?
Favourite:
Animal: Eons and Chu's "plz no ask me to pick between ; ;"
Band/Singer: Third Day
Song: Creed "by Third Day"
Movie: depends on mood really, atm Spaceballs
Disney Movie: Alladin
Disney Show: Darkwing Duck
Disney Character: Does Sora count?
TV show: Iron Chef "classic"
Color: Blue/Black
Food: Asian influenced
Pizza topping: Pepperoni "Isn't this just everyones fav topping somehow?"
Ice-Cream Flavor: neopolitan
Pocky Flavor: Chocolate, the darker the better
Drink (alcoholic): Eh?
Soda: pear italian soda
Cookie: white chocolate chip "not dark chocolate!! >.> <.< don't tell all the other umbreons!!"
Store: EB
Clothing Brand: anything that will make clothes with dragons on them w/o too much other junk included.
Shoe Brand: Nike
Season: Mati... I mean spring!! "blush"
Month: Nisan "Hebrew month involving alot of important events"
Convention/Holiday/Festival: Christmas "yaya Jeremiah ch10 I know I know!"
Flower: Orchid
Board game: I try to stay away from bored games
This or That:
Sunny or rainy: oO how bout a clear starry night?
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: I'm an Umbreon oO why ask this?
Sour or sweet: BOTH!!!!!!! Jelly belly sours mmmm "Jelly Belly needs to make gummis for Pokemon!!"
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: Person
Looks or personality: Personality "be amazed how good looks on a bad attitude don't look so good anymore oO"
Coffee or tea: used to say coffee AND tea but the more tea I drink the less I like coffee.
Hot or cold: Cold, better snuggling kinda weather^^
Your:
Goal for this year: Graduate and find what the heck God wants me to do with this degree.
Most missed memory: idk when I find it ill let you know oO
Best physical feature: forhead ring
First thought waking up: NUUUUUUUUUUU, more sleeeeeeeeeeeep!!!
Hypothetical personality disorder: taking hypothetical questions too serious
Preferred type of surgery: frecklectomy
Sesame street alter ego: UMB-->>> <<<--EON
Fairytale alter ego: Jenny from "Make way for Dragons"
Most stupid remark: what I was about to say here
Worst crime: Failing to represent God as well as I should ; ;
Greatest ambition: To be part of the rapture "hey it sounds fun"
Greatest fear: Getting to heaven and having no rewards
Darkest secret: what really lies deeper than the Schwartzchild radius
Favorite subject: Bible prophecy
Strangest received gift:
Worst habit: communicate too much when I talk
Do You:
Smoke: only if hit with one hecka strong fire attack
Drink: when i'm thirsty
Curse: Eh? do i look like a ghost type? "ya i know some others use the move too but not me"
Shower daily: Try too but yeesh its hard to dry out fur ; ;
Like thunderstorms: yes specially ones made by Chu's
Dance in the rain: not really, but maybe if I learn a water type move I might
Sing: too shy to try
Play an instrument: used to play piano but its hard to practice w/o one
Get along with your parents: far far far less often than i wish ; ;
Wish on stars: no I prefer to talk with God who can see hear and save
Believe in fate: if predestination counts then yes
Believe in love at first sight: well since God loved be before I was made I guess that counts? "that and I fall in love with alot of you all's pics on first sight"
Can You:
Drive: never played Golf sry
Sew: not tried
Cook: if by cook you mean increasing the thermodynamic energy and entropy of hapless food items, yes
Speak another language: Umb Umbreon!
Dance: this umbreon is too shy to dance for show but maybe get into the zone when in battle and look like i'm dancing when I dodge and stuffs
Sing: too shy nevah tried
Touch your nose with your tongue: nope
Whistle: nope
Curl your tongue: yep specially when a black gummi on it!
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: no I don't really drink and even if I did I would get a migraine before a buzz
Been Stoned/High: well been stoned many many times in final fantasy games, and went all the way up to sky tower in the mystery dungeon universe once.
Eaten Sushi: yep
Been in Love: yep
Skipped school: <.< >.> Is my mom watching?
Made prank calls: no
Sent someone a love letter: not found anyone to send one too yet ; ;
Stolen something: yes and I hope I never do it again
Cried yourself to sleep: most every night for last few years
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? when they start acting as if I'm just backround noise, at least tell me when I've talked too much>< I'm not starved for your attention just over communicating trying to share what I know or think.
What is your bedtime? whenever my head will actuslly let me sleep
Name three things you can't live without: God, Friends, normal biological functions
What is the color of your room? IRL blah white
Do you have any siblings? none that I ever got to know
Do you have any pets? no
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? According to Jesus if you have hated someone you already have killed them so wheres my money?
What is your middle name? Umb
What are you nicknames? noone ever given me one
Are you for or against gay marriage? considering that homosexuality is included as part of the definition for the Hebrew/greek words for fornication and that fornication is mutually exclusive with marrige, I'm not sure how we even talk about this?
What are your thoughts on abortion? From the moment of conception he/she was NEVER biologically, developmentally, genetically, and yes not even PHYSICALLY part of a woman's body so stop with that lame justification for murder. Also any justification for pre-birth development = non human will Apriori have to include all stages of ones life cycle until you define a specific point in human development like say "25yrs old" anything younger or older would be no less human than a single cell at conception till death.
Do you have a crush on anyone? !!! so thats where I left my orange soda!
Are you afraid of the dark? oddly yes, how shamefull for an umbreon ; ;
How do you want to die? I don't, I wanna be part of the Rapture
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? prolly 3
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? yes I would die for God whom I love, and even harder, I would try to live for God too
What is the last law you’ve broken? Mathew 5:16
