First, thanks for reading, and possibly commenting. Some backstory before I get to the dream itself.

I believe it was February of 2008. I was still just a kid, still inexperienced and nervous. I'd been in an on-and-off relationship with a beautiful girl by the name of Charlene, from Washington. Things were looking stable, I was happy. One day, as I was roleplaying in a forum, I met an incredibly attractive girl who instantly took to me. She said that if she couldn't be with me, she'd commit suicide.

Now, I know what you might think. I should have backed away. Called her bluff. Stayed the course. But I was a terrified 16-year-old kid. I didn't know what to do. So I panicked and decided to break off a solid and beautiful thing with someone I loved for a passionate fling with someone I just met.

Worst mistake of my life... But I'll say I learned plenty from it. Countless times I suffered the brunt of her bouts of depression and anger, clinging to whatever thread of love I believed there to be. I was head over heels for her, and I didn't see what she was doing to me. At her junior prom, I trusted her to go with a date, for nothing to happen. She cheated on me and I forgave her like a fool. Every time I tried to get away, she'd find a way to slink back into my life to remove any resolve I had and shatter any connections I'd formed.

Was she a succubus? A demon temptress from another world who appeared to me as the perfect woman, only to torment me and scar my heart? I'll never know. Two years ago, I finally said no more. I blocked her on every social network I could think of. Forgot about her and buried my hurt and heartbreak under a thick shell of artificial hatred. Burned anything that reminded me of her. Literally.

Yet every once in a while she slips back into my psyche to break past my defenses and tear the old wounds open. She wants to be my friend, she says. She can't love me that way anymore, she says. Has she no shame? Does she not realize she broke me? Ruined love for me for years? Last I spoke openly to her, I carved her named on my hand during a psychotic episode where I all I could think of was claiming her for my own, no matter what she or anyone did to stop me. I calmed down, however.

Recently, I tried to move on, unblocked her from Facebook. A few months ago, she added me. Emotions flooded my mind, most prominently hope. Hope I could return to the sweet emotional torture. When I contacted her, however... She didn't even recognize me until I flat-out told her she added me.

Words can't describe how I feel about her now. So I keep it all inside... I forget and try to focus on what good I have left that she didn't corrupt.

Now, my dream... Well, like many dreams I didn't realize it was one until I woke. For some reason I cankt seem to explain or remember, her love for me had returned. I was happier than I'd been in countless months. I thought my life was finally looking up.

Then my eyes opened. I was in my room. I lay dazed a moment. If that had been a dream... Then I was still nothing to her... I could feel a weight on my heart but I couldn't bring myself to cry. I was just...

Empty.

Not by me though!

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Full Name: Delilac "Dee" Violette
Known Aliases: The Violet Vixen
Sex: Female
Date of Birth: May 25th, 1989
Hometown: Montreal, QC, Quebec
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
Height: 180 cm (6' 2"), 188 cm (6' 5") in heels
Weight: 169 lbs (77 kg)
Measurements: 70-26-36
Fetishes: Exhibitionism, Bondage, Stripteasing
Family: Vincent Violette - Father
Raiga Raihara - Boyfriend

Delilac had a rather normal childhood, growing up under the watchful eye of her father, as her mother had passed away soon after childbirth. She trained diligently as a Taimanin, a ninja and slayer of demons, while also having a normal school life, making friends fast at school and becoming involved in cheerleading. When she got to highschool, however, things took a darker turn. Boys began to notice her quickly-developing body, and began to make advances on her, not the subtle type either. She began to hang out more with the rest of the cheerleading squad who would back her up when she was approached by a guy, something which made her feel strange. That's when she found out she liked girls, and briefly dated one of the other cheerleaders in secret.

As Dee was walking home one evening, a bunch of guys cornered her, their intentions clearly not honorable. She could sense a strange aura around them, quickly figuring out that they were disguised demons, but was completely unarmed as she had been at school. Attempting to fight them unarmed, she was quickly defeated and held down, when her father arrived an cut them all down with a single swing of his blade. He gave her a warding seal to protect her in the future, advising her to be more careful. After the incident, Delilac was somewhat fearful of boys, as opposed to being indifferent to them as she had been, joining her father for hands-on training on some of his outings. After her graduation, she left for America, her father having told her training was complete.

At 21 years of age, Delilac was nervous, but tracked her first demon down with her trained sense, finding him in an old warehouse near the docks, where a demon hunter for hire was already fighting it. He was a man, a Jolteon in fact, whom she later discovered was named Raiga Raihara. Yet... Something was different about him. He was nothing like the other boys she knew at school. Strong, brave, sweet... She introduced herself as they banished the demon, and the two hit it off. Within a week, they began dating, and soon she fell for him, being in love with Raiga for the years to come, wishing to eventually settle down with him once he was ready.

Full Name: Leon Embers
Known Aliases: Flame Wraith, Project Firestorm
Gender: Male
Date of Birth: August 11th, 1991
Hometown: Montreal, QC, Quebec
Sexual Preference: Straight, possibly questioning
Height: 188 cm (6' 2")
Weight: 80 kg (173 lbs)

BIOGRAPHY

Leon was abandoned at birth at the doorstep of an aging and chain-smoking grey fox known simply as Master Sensei, a martial arts grandmaster. According to the note left with him when he was found, his parents were hunted for reasons unknown, and wished to give their only child a safe haven. Raising the boy as his own, he put him through school and taught him in the art (or as he called it, 'science') of self-defense. He was welcomed by most of the other students, all of which were themselves also other forms of Eeveelutions. He formed close bonds with Raiga Raihara, a cheerful, energetic boy 4 years his senior and the Jolteon of the group, Vanessa Waverly, a busty, affectionate Vaporeon who was like a big sister to Leon, and Hyoume Yukihana, a despondent and cold Glaceon who appeared to have some attraction to him. He was quickly adopted by Raiga as his little brother, caring for him and supporting him. Though Sensei was hard on little Leon, there was a deep attachment he felt and he cared for him. He saw great potential in the young Flareon, who quickly became his top student. As he grew, he became stronger and quicker, gaining multiple scars from his reckless and relentless approach to his training, becoming far more proficient with his flame-manipulating abilities. When each student turned 18, they would leave and set out on their own, and as the years went by, Leon became more and more alone. When Raiga finally turned 18, he left for America, leaving Leon with only Master Sensei to rely on. Feeling lonesome, he found solace only in hugging his own tail, which he'd named Fluffy, a habit that has carried on to this day.

One day, while out on a training hike, Leon was abducted and taken in by the BWA (Biological Weaponization Agency) to a secret genetic research lab, where he was forcefully grafted with various biomechanical implants, called augmentations or augs, in an effort to turn him into an obedient and ruthlessly effective super-soldier. However, one of their experiments, codenamed Dark Anomolous Natured Tactical Organic Resource, or Darkantor for short, broke himself and the other experiments free, allowing Leon to escape the facility in the chaos, though naked. Unfortunately, the BWA had prepared for escaped subjects, and as soon as he was 100 feet from the facility, his augs were shut down, and he found it harder and harder to move, forced to battle a pack of genetically-enhanced Houndooms sent to retrieve him. He fought bravely and emerged victorious, yet with some new scars, before collapsing in pain.

When Leon awoke, he noticed the pain had gone, and that he was sitting in some sort of operation chair. As he looked down, he noticed he had pants he'd never seen before. He then took notice of the oddly cheerful black creature near him. Though he stood in the light, his only visible features were his eyes, glowing a bright yellow. He introduced himself as Darkantor, the one who indirectly broke him out of the BWA's research facility. After briefly explaining his ability to use "Void Rifts", he explained that he had made those pants for him, that they were fireproof and could withstand extremely high temperatures. He also deactivated the failsafe on his aug's main processor, called AHRI-MAN (Advanced Holographic Reality Interface - Mechanically-Assisted Neurocomputer). Thanking him, Leon kept a CommLink channel open with him as he headed back to Master Sensei.

Returning to the only home he knew, he found it eerily lifeless and quiet. Worried by this, he looked up as he heard an evil giggle and noticed a red Fennec on the roof, sitting above the doorway, grinning evilly as he held a katana that dripped with fresh blood.

"If he hadn't been so weak, he might have survived..."

Leon's eyes widened in horror as he realized what had happened. Rushing into the ransacked dojo, he saw his master lying in a pool of blood, a lit cigarette still dangling from his lips. Believing him to be dead, he fell to his knees at Master Sensei's side in despair and wept, letting out a cry of rage as his emotions surged through him. Pure rage coursed though his veins, causing a change to come over him. A flame aura swept around him, his nails grew to claws and his eyes lit up with a fiery glow, his hair flying up into a flame shape. That night, the Flame Wraith was awakened. Driven by fury, he rampaged through the forest on a blind hunt for the man who murdered the only father he knew, reducing anything in his way to ashes. As he reached a small town, he exploded with unbearable wrath, leveling it and all its residents entirely. By morning, his anger had faded, hand he came to realize the horrific thing he'd done. He ran away to America, seeking out his adopted older brother, Raiga, who had become a demon hunter for hire over the years, to tell him of what had happened.

Raiga took him in under his wing and the two rekindled their bond of brotherhood, and soon Raiga's perverted ways rubbed off on Leon, who began to get very flirty with women. While Raiga and his significant other Delilac Violette, the purple fennec Taimanin, slayed demons, he took up a job at a local night club called The Paw Pad, owned by a colorful, proudly gay cat-fennec known as Fruit, working as a bartender-bouncer. Though the tips were generous, he felt as though he were falling out of practice... seldom did troublemakers arise in the club, and when they did, they were no match for Leon's strength and training. To remedy this, he went out into the bad part of the city to pick fights with drug runners and gangbangers, hoping to keep his fighting skills conditioned. He was soon noticed by an illegal underground prize fighting ring, which inducted him and offered him to fight for cash prizes. Realizing he would face capable opponents there, Leon accepted, while still remaining vigilant for any sign of the red fennec who killed his master.

In reality, Sensei was alive, as a few years after he came to America, Leon and Raiga were shocked to see their father return, appearing no worse for wear. Leon, however, never gave up on his personal revenge, still wishing to kill the mysterious red fennec.

ACCESSORIES

Fox Head Symbol

Symbol of his master, Leon wears this around his neck and on his belt buckle in memory of his fallen master.

A.H.R.I.-M.A.N.
(Advanced Holographic Reality Interface - Mechanically Assisted Neuroprocessor)

This is the name given to the neuroprocessor implanted in his brain, which powers and manages his other augs. These sunglasses-type polarized lenses were implanted into his face, and can be retracted or deployed at will. They shield his eyes from harmful UV rays and flashbangs. These lenses also have high-tech functions including low-light, thermal and magnified vision, as well as an Advanced Holographic Reality Interface (AHRI), which allows him to create and manipulate a virtual environment.

Roman Numeral VIII Tattoo

Tattoo traditionally given to students of his Master's dojo. As he was his eighth student, he was marked with a Roman numeral VIII on his right collarbone.

POWERS AND ABILITIES

Flaming Fist

Leon's tattooed arm seals a great power within it. When active, the tattoo glows a golden color and becomes enveloped in flames, which although do not harm him, will burn anything on contact - his own clothing included. Though the released form only lasts nearly half an hour at most and leaves him exhausted after extended use, the power more than making up for the time limit. His physical strength throughout his entire body increases to 100x its normal level, and he becomes able to use a variety of special attacks.

Pyromancy

Leon's ability to exhale flames from the heated air in his flame sac was available to him at birth, but through training, not only did he increase the heat of his inner flames to 800 degrees Kelvin, he also learned to channel the energy to his hands to use it as a form of fire magic. This however, will drain some of his energy, and cannot be used extensively.

He is also able to absorb flames or sources of heat into his body, which in addition to providing a sense of euphoria and healing his body to an extent, also increases the power of his fire attacks. Absorbing too much heat can be dangerous, however, and at a certain point can threaten to burn him from within and explode, killing him.

Heightened Attributes

Due to various biotech implants, Leon's strength and agility are increased beyond even the increased abilities brought on by training, causing lesser opponents to be no challenge for him. He also has an implanted device in his cochleae and larynx called CommLink, which is linked to AHRI-MAN and allows him to send and receive transmissions in total silence or unbearable noise, without anyone hearing him either.

Immunity to Disease

Thanks to nanites in his bloodstream, Leon can never get sick, immune to every known ailment from the common cold to brain cancer.

As promised, I wanted to make a panel of sorts where you can ask my characters any question at all, be it simple, sincere, or even silly!


[IC]

At a table, four people sit with glasses of water and a jug set out for them.

From left to right: Leon Embers the Flareon (dressed casually in his usual red tanktop and balck and red slacks with black laceless sneakers), Delilac "Dee" Violette the Fennec (Wearing a tight black top with a cleavage window and low-rider jeans, hair cascading over one shoulder), Master Sensei (Appearing in ghostly form, wearing his usual ragged jacket and shirt), and Skarr Laughing Shadow the Catfolk (In a white shirt and leather jerkin with black slacks and brown leather boots).

The day has come! It's a tiny milestone, but a milestone nonetheless. Thank each and every one of you for this. ;3

Also thanks to every one (all half-dozen of you) who wished me a Happy Birthday. And a HUGE thanks to you guys who got me art! <3

ALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: Leon. I prefer to be called that online, so that's the only name you get. D<
- Single or taken: Single...
- Sex: Male
- Sign: Leo
- Hair color: Dark brown
- Eye color: Brown with a ray of green in right eye
- Height: About 5'6"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: I'm straight, but I've experimented with guys online.
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use? AXE, usually Dual or Just Clean.
- What are you listening to right now? PEEEEEWWWDIEPIIIIIE (technically watching but it counts)
- Who is the last person that called you? My mom to tell my about my (not-so) surprise birthday party.
- How many buddies are online right now? At least a dozen.
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: Cats. ^-^ They so awesome.
- Color: Orange. :D Color of FIRE
- Drink: Jack & Coke ;D
- Element: Fire
- Food: OMNOM PIZZA
- Game: God Hand
- Movie: I gotta pick ONE? ; u ; Probably Action.
- Song: Allegria - Cirque du Soleil (atm)
- Subjects in school: English
- T.V.: Animation domination Cartoons and just about anything that's on adult swim.
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Nope, but I wanna share a bath with a special someone. ; u ;
- Smoked?: Yes, cigarettes briefly, little cigars for almost a year, quit.
- Bungee jumped?: No, but I'd try it once.
- Made yourself throw up?: Only when I have a SEVERE headache, it makes it get better when pills take too long...
- Skinny dipped?: Yep. ;3
- Ever been in love?: A while ago... *Looks East*
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I... don't think so. .~. Not intentionally?
- Pictured your crush naked?: Sometimes...
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Nah.
- Cried when someone died?: Of course.
- Lied: More times than I admit...
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yeah, a long time ago.
- Used someone?: I don't use people.
- Done something you regret?: So. Many. Times.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Striped short-sleeved shirt and jeans
- Desktop picture: The same background I've had for years: an artistic fire-themed one.
- Song on iPod: iPods suck, and I'm not listening to anything on my phone right now.

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: My Dad before he left fro vacation, I think...
- Hugged: My Dad
- You kissed: I can't even remember. My Mom, I think, on the cheek.
- You IMed:  egodominustuus <3
- Talk to online:  egodominustuus
- You sexed it up with: Um... over RP? (Virgin IRL)
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: More than people expect.
- Open-minded?: I try.
- Arrogant?: A little.
- Insecure?: Kinda...
- Random?: Only if I'm in a good and/or tired mood.
- Hungry?: I could go for a slice of meat lover's x3x;;
- Smart?: Somewhat.
- Moody?: Only when I let myself be.
- Organized?: Pfft.
- Shy?: Depends what about.
- Difficult?: Um... not sure?
- Bored easily?: I usually end up finding something to do.
- Entertained easily?: Not that easily.
- Obsessed?: ... I don't want to talk about it.
- Lazy?: Too lazy to answer this.
- Angry?: I'll get pissed once in a while, regret it later.
- Happy?: I guess so.
- Hyper?: Nnnno.
- Trusting?: About as anyone else would be.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: Try to remember what the fuck it was I was dreaming about.
- Love is: a box of chocolates. Some are caramel-filled, some are hollow, some are stuffed with shattered glass and razors...
- I dream about: Everything from a typical day to the weirdest shit.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Face, smile, if her basic head area looks good, I could really care less about the rest.
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most:  soldiersunstar and  the-canadian-0.5fur
- Makes you smile:  egodominustuus and  soldiersunstar
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her:  egodominustuus v-v
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Quite often, actually.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: I've thought about it, it'd be weird.
- Wish you were younger?: Not really, then I'd be underage. D:
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes...
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Maybe half a dozen really big ones...
- Of Cd's I own: I estimate 40.
- Of scars on my body: 4
~ Left Hand (Cut by sharp rock in my lower palm, cut by split pie foil between two middle knuckles)
~ Right hand (Burn scar from overturned pizza falling on hand)
~ Abdomen (Cut scar from boxcutter at work, missed stomach)

- Of bones I've broken: None, I don't plan to break any.


Now I've done that.

Is there anyone out there who's online between 8 PM and midnight EST who'd want to join a Skype D&D group?

Don't worry if you're a beginner, we all are!

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.)Have IRL sex
2.)Get married
3.)Meet Johnny Yong Bosch

Three Names You Go By:
1.)Leon
2.)Myke
3.)Sex Machine (no seriously)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.)FlareLeon
2.)Foxman
3.)NuclearBioHazard

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.)My face
2.)My eyes
3.)My charm?

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.)French
2.)...
3.)That's all I got. :c

Three Things That Scare You:
1.)Losing a limb
2.)Demonic spirits
3.)Helplessness

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.)Food
2.)Friends
3.)Females <3

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.)Gray polo
2.)Jeans
3.)Gray socks

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.)Disturbed
2.)Journey
3.)The Scorpions

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.)"Hell" by Disturbed
2.)"Send Me An Angel" by Real Life
3.)"Rock You Like A Hurricane" by The Scorpions

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.)Love. What's the point of being in a relationship if it's all sex?
2.)Loyalty. I'll resist temptation and remember the love if you do too.
3.)Affection. I'm a very cuddly guy.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.)The following statement is a lie.
2.)The previous statement is true.
3.)I'm right behind you.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.)RPing with friends
2.)Playing video games
3.)Eating. :U

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.)Kiss someone. On the lips. And mean it.
2.)Get some Powerade 'cause I'm thirsty.
3.)Think of something to put here. Dx

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.)Stay-At-Home Dad (Yeah, like that'll happen)
2.)3D Animation
3.)Cooking

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.)America. Visit my friends.
2.)Winnipeg. Just 'cause.
3.)Hell, Michigan. Just so I can say, "I've been through Hell..."

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1.)Ethan
2.)Charlene
3.)Helena

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.)I know how to please a girl?
2.)I don't like heavy labor...
3.)I'm emotionally sensitive.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.)I'm horny a lot
2.)I like women
3.)I'm manly?

This guy needs extras in his comic!

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Look at this journal. .___.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3571305/

Clickclickclick

I've completed parts 1 and 2, and still need some people in for part 3, if anyone's interested.

Keep in mind that roles in italics are permanent. This story establishes my character and those who are a part of his daily life, so this is canon to my fursona and yours!

That's all for today. Scorch ya later!

PART 3 -The Paw Pad Night Club
Leon's workplace, bar & dance club

Bartenders*
Bouncers*
Waiters/Waitresses*
VIPs*
Drunken Patron
Flirtatious Woman
Other Patrons*
Ravers*

*=Several slots available

Woo, my first journal. ;P

This is a shout out to anyone who'd like to appear in a story I'm working on. It's 3-part, meaning three different scenes for you to choose your fursona to appear in.

Well, more like two, part one is complete. So if you're interested, comment here with what part you'd like. If multiple people apply for the same spot, I'll offer unfilled roles to those who didn't make the cut. (But that's assuming anyone applies at all... e.e;;) Worst case, if you comment, you're guaranteed to be an extra, even an unnamed one. :3

Keep in mind that roles in italics are permanent. This story establishes my character and those who are a part of his daily life, so this is canon to my fursona and yours!

That's all for today. Scorch ya later!

PART 2 - Street Fighters Underground
Underground fighting organization, no-holds barred cage matches

Fighter #1
Fighter #2
Fighter #3 (Leon's opponent)
Spectators*

PART 3 -The Paw Pad Night Club
Leon's workplace, bar & dance club

Bouncer
Waitress
Regular #1
Regular #2
Drunken Patron
Flirtatious Woman
Other Patrons*

*=extras, several slots