hey, I know ifs a little early to be talking like my age doesn't matter but I just want to give the ones who read my stuff a good reason why I feel like I need to express myself. I'm 17, a teen that joined the furry community and has been proud of it for many many agonizingly long years.
my parents see me as a weirdo because this community is my safe space; my home in a way. I have met friends on the way, sure; but what I have yet to find is a man or women here that will allow me to be rebellious and free.

now saying that, I get that its a simple reason to that; I'm simply not old enough to quench my dirty mind and by all means I get it because it puts a lot of people on the line. I will say though that the pieces that are generally ok for younger to almost adults should have some leeway since its close to being of the age. I also want to address the new thing that has been happening. The thing that stops minors from looking at good pictures. it is an abuse to power and it hurts my heart that next to everyone doesn't enjoy me spreading kindness to the things that I can consider SFW.

NOT ONLY THAT, but I have had artists block me for simply not knowing my age and me coming clean about it. its like loosing a new friend to a car accident, heartbreaking. I just want to give everyone some respect but everyone always stops me from doing so. its just so disrespectful to the younger furballs like myself to constantly live in the community and just exist without being myself.

well, seeing that my age has now reached 17 years old, it now makes me leagaley old enough to play mature games. hooray i guess-

Oh who am I kidding, my attributes have never been so depressing but all in all, my connection with the furry community slips thin with every passing misregulation that I make contact in.
take jason vorhees for example. A youngin that has trouble fitting in ended up turning into a monster of his former self. I don't want to end up having to be a monster in this community. I just want to be accepted in the place I feel home most. my heart aches at the feeling of constant dread and mistreatment for a simple mistake, we are not perfect because we all make mistakes, its just all of you out in the community that forces me to tread in what feels like a minefield of judgment.

I love it here, really I do, but everyone here makes it hard to fit in and be nice about it, and look at it this way, when I finally become 18 next year, I will be able to finally support everyone I made friends with! course I don't have many but I will.

Once I reach 18, I will be creating a new account to show a new character idea I have (and this account will be shut down cause I will graduate high school before I turn 18) so when it comes, I'll update my bio to let everyone know about everything

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61109097/
:)

YEAH!! ITS SUMMER TIME!!
since I got out of school I have been relaxing and playing games and trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my 16th year before I become 17 and hence one step closer to becoming an adult! tho I want to address something...

FIRST: everyone whom of which I know have a significant distance on the global radar from me and; to put it simply, they are either in a different state, country, or continent all together and discord is my only means of connection (besides furaffinity) and discord is currently banned in Russia, now cutting me off from two of my very close-to-heart friends, them being nasu and ritsu.

SECOND: now I am not a politics guy at all but the russian-ukrainian war is not only effecting Asia. its effecting everyone around them,(europe, north america, and ect) and at worst, just recreating the great war before world war two. its just that what the fuck did ukraine ever do to deserve what they have been through. if you are reading this and you support Ukraine, you are more than welcome to be one of my dearest friends.

THIRD: let me just say this. I GET IT! I get that I am still 16 and not of age doesnt mean I can't try to at least give moral support for what it's worth. everyone deserves kindness even if they don't deserve it (which is a lesion everybody needs to learn the hard way) , and for gods sake, i am just about done with every negative comment I get from nearly every NSFW artist I accidentally stumbled on. their words fucking hurt and I'm about sick of it.

ok so listen up. it may have been six months since I have even touched this place but that just means that I am here to move onward from the ground that I am stuck to. the new account will be made later down the road. however, I am regretful to inform everyone that cares, I am a lifetime behind the furry community. i request the of most support from everyone who knows. please everyone, I am alive but I am in need of support.

Everyone... I require assistance. the peacekeepers guild is running short, nearly run into the ground because of the lack of joined recruites.
everyone who is apart of my guild are here to keep balance of good and bad for the furry fandom. whoever and whatever we see that is bad, we do everything in our power to stop it. we have been failing because of the lack of members as mentioned before. whoever is willing to help, bring them to my account page and allow them to join willingly.
thank you all for listening, now go forth and do the best you can to recruit more candidates that fight for peace.

i am back from my break of mental tormental anguish. i am sorry i took so long to recover from such so forgive me beans.
i have missed alot while i was away so i need to get back to what i am good at.

TODAY IS MY HATCHING DAY!!! well, if anyone cares...

its nearing my birthday in two weeks and i am rather exited. i have been going through a shitty time of a hellovalot of sleep loss so the suns and moons are long.
the first of next month is also going to be a day where i spend the night and the first in the cressent moon hotel, a haunted hotel with the ability to be able to talk to the spirits directly.

we wish to bring this news to everyone.
whoever reads this and wishes to join the guild, note me and we will discuss. we will discuss further when you notify us about it.
its free to everyone so don't be shy about any abnormal functions.

everyone... a promise between a close friend here ... has been severed and has left me for whatever reason that may be... do we really upset every person here on this site...? are we such a burden to the fur fandom..? If anyone gives time to read this, may lady luck forever favor you..
I must connect with the gods to ask why such nice and friendly people always end up turning cold and neglecting... is it just because of my age..? i don't care if i am younger than necessary... but that won't stop me from accomplishing my mission...

If you read this and block me for whatever reason,
I will block you, report you, and pray that the gods have mercy on your soul...

Hello everyone. We have finally returned after my recuperation and we feel better than before. We hope to give a warm welcome to everyone who has been waiting for our return.

this is a giant milestone for us. we are starting to improve our drawings. we are FINNALY doing so much better at our drawings. it seems that its doing best in feral animals. we do not mind the feral intention so please whoever is reading this to please never stop supporting us.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10849115/
if you live in usa , click the link!

what is this feeling inside our heart... the clenching of our beats inside, it feels like someone is grasping our heart . why do we feel so emotionless? we feel that this is a phase waiting to take their leave while we sit here, like an empty shell in flesh.
we are just rambling at this point.

we have been reported to the staff of the site for being underaged, apparently we are not good enough for the fandom even tho we did aboslutly nothing wrong in the first place...
if we really do get banned... we would at least get the chance to say goodbye befor leaving for good...

are we a burden to you all...? do you all not like that we are here to support everyone...? we dont mean to put you all in a form of risk...
our day was bad as is befor just now... please dont hate us for something we cant help...

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56.....#cid:178470037
everyone gather, we have a troubled person out there who needs our help!