ugh. still no internet =-=
all i have been doing is drawing and playing zelda....i dout im being missed eather way.
BUT YEAH

also i wanna say to the people i have been wired two for the past 2 days XP
Sorry. Tho that probly dont help at all >->

ANYWAYS hopeing to get internet back....tomarow ill be on line seeing as im going to the college to hang out with two friends.....Ther going to teach me how to play TF2

:I

So i can see what the hubub is all about. I mean its free right? no harm in trying it.
Them two play on a MLP server thing.....omg it looks freaking funny XD and the music is all like....pony-step? isnt that what MLP dubstep is called? eather way its cool sounding XD

Ok well im off to be without internet agine. I was only in at my aunts for a little bit so yeah. bye ya'll

OK im at the art place right now. AND TO LET YOU ALL KNOW
the internet at my house is out and yeah!

:3

I HOPE ITS UP TOMAROW

OR TONIGHJT WHEN I GET BACXK HOME WICH WILL BE LATE

:3

so yeah

talk to you all maybe?

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your FurAffinity page for 13 seconds. (PG-13)
2. Tell you a colour you remind me of. (YOU DONT GET RAINBOW UNLESS YOU ASK!)
3. Tell you my first memory of you (dats right bitch.)
4. Ask you a question. (IT WILL BE SEX RELATED! IM KIDDING!)
5. Tell you something I like about you. (IT WONT BE THE SIZE OF YOUR BOAT BUT THE MOTION OF YOUR OCEAN)
6. Tell you the object that is to the left of me. (IT MAY CHANGE CUZ IM IN THE BELLY OF A SHARK ATM)
7. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal. (TAKE THAT! TAKE IT! BLAHBLAHAHAH!)

I was told to do it by Boss. This attractive man sir right here yes'em he was like "DO EEEET DO EET NOW" So im doing what Boss says :3
....AND YES! BOSS IS THE NICKNAME I GAVE HIM NAWT ANYONE EEEEELS :3

http://www.listenonrepeat.com/watch/?v=pfHl1WMXldU

lissing to this OuO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvFI.....ture=endscreen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfHl1WMXldU
SHARON NEEDLES <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Also....I have been watching RuPauls Drag Race :3

Detox and Alaska
IF one of them win <3
If not </3
I have been deep in drag queens for the past week >3>

If I was offred a drag queen makeover....would I do it? HELL YEAH!
Cuz if someone gave me makeup....im not lieing id wear it :3
AND OMG
I DO WANT SOME PLATFORM BOOTS <3 and id totes rock some high heels if ever given the chance XD
And no....im not a drag queen wanna be. The most id probly get into the whole thing is probly Androgyny....in fact....id love to wear eye makeup OuO not just black eye liner pfft.....more like....eyeliner. eye shadows....ummm whatever ealse goes on the eye? XD Cuz there for a while I was watching nothing but makeup videos on youtube O.O I STILL DO!!!
:3
Am I a girly man boy?
Not really.
ok kinda......
....
IM COMPLICATED >:I
and sadly...living here I wont be eabule to ever wear anything like that....will...nun of the femailes in my house wear makeup....exep foundation....>-> and nail polish....hell...I even have nail polish >:I....sure its just clear glow-in-the-dark but still....WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT THIS!?
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I GESS TO SHARE MY OBSETION WITH YOU ALL!
AND YES
IM DONE
ganna go lissin to more Sharon Needles music <3
.....
FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK IM DUMB FOR WANTING TO WEAR FANCY EYES >:U

haha jk think what you want~
BIIIIE

I did a livestream.....it was ok....super super slow start XP

I need to learn to draw faster XD

my streams are bouring without music

SO anyone with join me that want to tell me how to use it right? XD

cuz mine only lets me have 8 people at a time or something....probly cuz I made an account after I downloaded?

IDK
whatevers XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LFoRH-VtFO4

I like this 'ALOT' more (haha Alot's)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujkW_0pCyjw

:3

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9931937/

Im just ganna say...being a art whore....I love getting my sona drawn.....and omg that's AMAZING <3

LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!!~ <3
*all the hearts in the world power go*

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4281685/

OMGEEEEEEEE
sadly i dont have a ref for my new sona yet *crys* so ill enter two of my friends insted.

i compleatly forgot i had a raffle XP

I DERPEDEDEDED

The winner of it is

sooo yeah :3

The hell?

Some of my friends have them....and i was wondering about it.

So i just made one. and like.....i dont get it....i RANDOMLY asked like 25 people to be my friend?
so i gess meet me is like "oh your new.....here we will randomly add people as your friend on there for you"

Also......IT ONLY SHOWS ME GIRLS! im like "Internet.....you should know im gay by now.....its ok....i still love you."

>3>

Really.

There is also no profile thingy......so like. you have to upload photos of yourself and put captions for a profile >.>
.....so akward.....its like......these are internet people.....but not....AKWARD!!

o-o

Sooooo yeah.....not going there often......

RANDOM RAFFLE IS RANDOM!

RULES:
1. Make a journal called "RANDOM RAFFLE"
2. Link it to this journal.
3. Post a ref of your sona and such.

Ill number you guys off.

And you will get a headshot or something. It all depends on what your sona is like and how much i wanna draw of them.

This will end on Friday. 10:00pm Kansas time.

that is all.

ASIC...
Name: Aaron
Birthday: Feb. 14th
Height: 5foot 8.....ish?
Weight: fat
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Race: Drag Race
Zodiac Sign: The naked guy with the water bottle

DO YOU...
Drink?: I have tried it....I'm not into it.
Smoke?: Never
Use Drugs?: Never nope
Cuss?: I cant say any in front of my family XD
Play Any Instruments?: I played the Trombone from 5th to 7th :I
Have Any Peircings?: Nope
Have Any Tattoos?: None
Like To Annoy People?: No I don't. Though that's all I do U.U
Like Life?: urm. sure.....yeah I do >.>
Wear Make-Up?: I kinda want to...
Dye Your Hair?: I want to do that to.
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: I have. A lot. It's fun.
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Mmmm not really. I lose track of what im saying when I hear the word Penis or Dick :I
Like Pina Coladas?: eww
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: ugh. damn song.

ARE YOU...
Dependable?: HAH would you trust a wolf with a chicken? That the wolf wouldn't eat or harm the chicken? noooope.
Trustworthy?: I don't know if I am :/
Obsessive?: .....yeah.....
Hyper Active?: heh I so can be
Happy?: Mostly...though I do get depressed a LOT.
Content?: I don't act it XD
Boring?: Very.
Violent?: Yis.
Evil?: I cant be >:I
Hippie-Ish?: No.
Shy?: More like. I just talk in public. Not shy.
Paranoid?: ALL THE EFF'in TIME!
Annoying?: Im very annoying.
Social?: Not really XD
Religious?: >->

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE...
TV Show?: I got addicted to anything on the channel LOGO when I was in high school.
Movie?: We'er Back! A Dinosaur Story. omg I LOVE that movie <3 <3 <3 <3 if that movie was a man. HE WOULD BE MINE! IDC WHAT ANYONE EALS SAY! MINE!
Band/Singer(s)?: AFI
Song?: many many fine songs out there. Anything by AFI :I
Book/Story?: I really like reading D. Grey Man
Color(s)?: Puuuuurple.
Shape?: I like geometrical shapes :3
Animal?: Cow
Person(s)?:




Many more. Just the people I found in a quick 15second. :3
Smell?: Vanilla and PEPPERMINT!
Flower?: Sunflower :3
Subject?: Your father?
Board: lets just go with Patrick Staaaaar
Musical: Your father.
Sport?: Your father!
Word?: Penis.
Quote?: "A hole is a hole is a hole is a hole" XD
Hobby?: YOUR FATHER!
Store?: I like a lot of them.
Season?: Faaaall
Time Of Day?: Evening.

WHATS YOUR...
Worst Fear?: Looking down into the ocean or into the night sky where you can see endless space. Its not being abule to see all the way out. the saying "Out of sight, out of mind" Doesn't work for me. Mine is "Out of sight, Its not out of my mind" :I
Life Goal?: Stuff >.>
Greatest Accomplishment?: Living to 21? I don't really have one yet....

WHICH ONE...
Pepsi Or Coke?: Both.
McDonald's Or Burger King?: MACDOONALS! HEY! Im fat. ITS ok.
Converse Or Vans?: DC's :P
Dogs Or Cats?: Doooooogs. BIG DOGS! not those little yap yap shits >:I
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: Skype.....
Chicken Or Fish?: Both. FATTY HERE!
Black Or White?: Both.
MTV Or FUSE?: nun.
MP3 player, iPod or CD player?: Any music player really. THERE MUST BE MUSIC!
Pants Or Shorts?: PAAAAAANTS!

DESCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...
Day: Full of dicks (kidding)
Room: Room full of dicks (kidding agine)
Life: Dicks life (kidding some more)
World: A world shaped as a dick (and more kidding)
Romantic Date: Im not much of a romantic. We would go to my mans fav place to eat. (id be paying for all of this btw) Then we would go to one of those overly sized Go-Kart places and do that for a while. Then to a movie. Whatever movie my guy would want to see. Then go home for some nice cuddleing.....if it lead to sex that's awesome to XD

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
God?: My view on god is strange :I
Heavan & Hell?: mmmmm
Angels & Demons?: hah XD there people
Reincarnation?: I don't really know....
Yourself?: .......?
Ghosts?: Yes.
UFOs?: Mhmm
Big Foot?: mmm :/
Lockness Monster?: Id wish she was real XD She would be my home girl!
A Thing Called Love?: ugh. shut up with the songs.

WOULD YOU EVER...
Kill Someone Else?: I COULD! would I? no
Kill Yourself?: .......I was once in a very dark mind set and thought about MANY ways I could kill myself.
Beg For Money?: No xD
Skydive?: ID LOVE TO :D
Bunjee Jump?: Id so try :D
Make out in the rain?: mmmm =-= if I have an umbrella. I hate my glasses getting wet.
Run Away From Home?: Why? XD
Ride A Motorcycle?: I cant ride a bike :T
Do Extreme Sports?: I have played a LIGHTER form of rugbeeeeeee once....ONCE!

MORE ABOUT YOU...
Do You Own A Car?: a big black truck named RUFFIS! RUFFIS likes it when people are inside him.
Ever Been To Jail?: Id hate that xD Tho I wonder what its like sometimes?
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: I GOT KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL! it wasn't for a bad reason xD
Do You Have A Job?: I DID ;n;
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: :I

THATS ALL FOLKS...
Are You Lonely?: Only when I get depressed....
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: IS this?....
Do You Feel The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: OMG IT IS!
Really?: I KNOW THIS!
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: LERRY THE CABLE GUY! :D and its "naked in a bean bag chair eatin' Cheetos"
How Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: when I did it. 347...o_o
Is That Your Final Answer?: Yes bitch.
Are You Sure?: Fo Sho my little Hoe
Postitive?: I just got past my 1st trimester :D
Glad That This Is Over?: Yes. Now im ganna go to the club and pop mu pussy.

 Alpha_Nixx

:3

Look at'em :D

and stop some more.

I cant shade ;n; (I cant even draw)

Well I have no idea how to cell shade.....I allways HAD ended up soft shadeing.......I really like the way cell shadeing looks tho I cant do it D:

>->

Anyone got any good ideas/advice/videos/knows how to cell shade?

Id really like to learn :<

I hate myself so much right now for being an overly winy whore.....

just kill me please.

OK! my friends and I are starting a youtube channel aaand my webcam softwear that came with the computer took a shit. It was amazing and everything. Then BAM! extream lag happened with it. we are talking I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPEND! lag lag LAAAAG

So do you of you know a webcam softwear I can use? Mine you I have NO money at all for this so free would be nice.

:3

OOOOR! if you know of anyway I can fix my lag problem. the program I have is called CyberLink YouCam
idk what to dooo D:
all my friends have better stuff ;n;

;n;

I FEEL SO OLD ALREADY! IM GANNA BE 22 IN A MONTH! D:

a 22 year old without a job ;n;

wait.....ITS BEEN A YEAR!

I remember making a journal like this last year
....
FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUGE!
like omg! really a year went by that quick?

hmmm let me see

What have I done over my last year of my life.

Ok lets see.

I have had 3 different jobs. onw going into that year and teo that started and ended in that year to xD
I had a boyfriend.....bitch >-> Tho he showed me music I love.....o_o...whatever <-<
I found my bestest best friend ever! :D  Qmanshark1894 like no joke. Im sorry to all my other best friends buuuuut we talk SO MUCH like ALL THE TIME! textin and voice chatin its crazy :I. who needs a boyfriend when I have such an amazing best friend :D I freakin love you Q ._____.
Is it wrong that someone VERY wise and SUPER talented...not to mention 100% pure sex said "You and Q are a package deal. You cant have one without the other." that's right Vonex. your 100% pure sex <.<
Noooow even tho Q and I have had....MANY arguments and problems over the like.....umm half year we have known eachother....we worked out every one :P If dat don't say friendship IDK WHAT DOES!
Pluse every straight man needs a gay friend to tell him hes lookin fine everyday ;3
I MEAN WHAT! I DONT DO THAT! IM NOT LIKE! WHAT! ..... Q! GET YOU ASS OUT OF THIS JOURNAL! TO MUCH ABOUT YOU! *sets you out the door why I finish this* you sit there with them puppy eyes and think about what you did >.>

.....
damn....no idea what I was saying.....
I have also learned I have a unhealthy thing for Bowser e.o
one moment I want to cuddle him...then next I want to skin him for a Bowser skin rug.
And that I LOVE spiderman eUe and venom >.>
......SpidermanXVenom..... SHUT UP! >:I
I realized that Stine from Soul Eater is GOING to be my husband SOMEHOW!
just
Stine! dem stiches! I mean what? .-.

OH GOD! im such a creep!

OH OH OH OHOHOHOOHOHOHOHHOHOHOHOHOHHOHOOOOOOO!!!

I realize im ganna be that old ass man that cant spell ANYTHIGN right.
Bugs me how im such a moron XD
I
AM
MORON!
HEAR
ME
FAP!
I MEAN!
DANCE!

Watch out for my body rolls. Watch out from my body rolls.
High kicks High kicks
This is ho we do it!

ok well its 3:32am
damn....its early....
*feels face*
OMG IM A HOBO!
I need to shave =-=
NIGHT ALL!
I hope you all fap I mean sleep or walk up well. LIVE WELL der we go.

:3
YIS!
being a soled one animle thing is kinda bouring >.>

Taged by  vonex and  Qmanshark1894

Rules:
*You must post these rules
*Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
*You have to choose ten people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
*Go to their pages and tell you have tagged him/her.
*No crap in tagging section "you're tagged if you're reading this." You legitimately have to tag

Questions and their answers:

Von's Questions

1. If you could get any vehicle in the world for free what would it be? (not just limited to cars. ANYTHING that can get you from point A and point B. Even if it's to blow up point A or point B)

--A flying T-Rex named RexyBooBoo that's 3 storys tall and vomits gummy worms ;A; I WANT REXYBOOBOO!!!

2. Favorite art style?

--I like many different ones really. But my FAV OF ALL TIME! Is Dark art. Ya'know like the stuff PokemonFromHell does on DA
O.O I freakin love PokemonFromHell's art. :I


3. Videogames?

--loooove me some Nintendo! I grew up with a super Nintendo and Gameboy Color My first games where Zelda and Pokémon. :3

4. What is your worst habit?

--I bite my nails and spit them out where ever I am >.>
.......I do it in walmart all the time =-=

5. Coffee or Hot Chocolate?

--Hot COCO! put some peppermint all up in dat bitch! YUUUUUM!

6. If you could change one thing about your best friend or lover (if you have neither... Guardian?), what would it be?

--Hmmm  Qmanshark1894 >.> I would say turn him gay but nah. Hes good enough as is....I gess >.>
love you Q ;D

7. What is your favorite genre of book?

--HORROR!!!! if its not bleeding or doesn't have a tragic ending...I no want!

8. What's your favorite scent?

--VANILLA and PEPPERMINT! omg! love them smells! oh and theres this one smell my sister gets from Bath and Body OMG! I cant remember what its called BUT! it smells like sex in a bottle! ;A;
OOOH! also sandal wood and opium insents. :3

9. Dinosaurs?

--Now Von you know me......FUCKIN YES! DINOSAUR ME UP YO!!!!

10. Traditional art or Digital?

--I like them both :I

Q's Questions

1. what genre video game do you like?

--Horror, Cartoon Fighting, random shit games. im not picky XD

2. red or blue?

-- >.> Id take both and MIX them...PURPLE IS THE COLOR OF SEX!

3. who is your favorite artist?

--All the people on my favorite artist list on my page :D

4. if you could gain one ability, what would it be?

--powers of a ghost.....go thro walls, fly, and be invisible......id go in to SOOOO many sport's teams locker rooms its crazy......AND DONT JUDGE ME! I know abour 85% of you would do the same! XD

5. how would you spend $1 million?

--.....very....very easy XD

6. whats a wierd thing you like?

--The feel of raw pizza dough our raw meat in my hands (and not meat as in a penis...perv)

7. favorite cartoon?

--Always a fan of the Power Puff Girls and Shin Chan....omg FAMILY GUY TO!

8. best meal combo youve ever had?

--Rice + Beef + Corn + Cheese = AMAZING SIMPLE MEAL THAT IS YUMMY!

9. what are you doing right at this moment?

--Fillin this out Texting you Q and talking to J on Skype lissing to Dj S3rl.

10. if you can change one thing in the world, what would it be?

--that people would stop hateing on others just cuz of what they are. It doesn't matter what fandom your in. What rilligion you fallow if any. What color your skin is or where you come from. What your sexuality is. Or if you have any mental problems or disabilitys. We should all have the common sense to GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE EALSE! >:I I know im a hippacrit >.>

Questions for those I tag:

1. If you where told to tell the truth to everyone you talk to for the next 24 hours. Could you do it?
2. What one thing you could NOT live without?
3. If you could be your sona for the next week what would you do?
4. Do you want a fur suit?
5. Candy or Veggies?
6. Sex or cuddles or both? ;D (im the perv now)
7. Dream pet? (anything even if its not a real animle)
8. Do you like cheese?
9. Would you take a bath in cheese?
10. Would you marrie cheese?

BONE-US QUESTION!

11. Can you tell I ran out of questions to ask?

Tags! (I don't have 10 friends to tag so I gess ill just tag randome strangers)

:

meh to lazy to tag other strangers. so 5. BREAKIN THE RULES! AAAAHHHHH YEEEAAAAAHHHH!!!

maybe....idk...

I may have a change.

maybe not.

a fluffy change.

hmmmmm
thinking

just thinking.....

hmmmmm

make me a bit pissed.

just a little bit >.>

ya'll need to stop being bitches

*not directed to anyone*

For those of you that care.
I dout people care really XD
Im told im loved
but meh.
XD

Im ganna be takeing a break from intetrnet for a while. I have not spent any time with my family in a long time....like family time. Siting in the living room talking with them and stuff.
Plus I really need to crake down on looking for a job.
So the only thing my computer will be for, for a while will be only drawing and music. and youtube for the songs I don't have that I want to lissin to.

So yeah. and if you REALLY want to talk to me. I do text/talk to people on my cell.
Ill put some people that have my number at the bottom of this you can get it from if you really wanna talk to me.
Not that anyone will wanna :P

I just really need a break. I HAVE been a total bitch to some friends lately. Like ill be in Skype. talking. then I get randomy upset.....and just stop talking then I drop out of the call.
I don't really understand where that's comeing from >.>
But yeah. No ones fault. Just I need this.
Pluse I really need to do a little moveing.......Im getting so much fatter just siting here all the time XD

Plus moveing makes you happier XD

.....
yeah....im not getting fatter....I just feel like I am XD
Just a slob that need to get up and do some shit ya'know :3

But yeah. ugh XD I need away from the computer XD
Need to hang out with some friends I haven't in like....almost a year :I
I want to go to a park and run around like a fat ass 9 year old.....and by running around I mean rolling of course....I was a fat kid XD
The kid that all the other kids always picked on and said "ahh don't eat me" >.>
.....
that was funnier in my head :I
I:
im horrible >.>
XD
that will never change.

I really wont be turning on Skype much at all. unless someone REALLY needs me. or I want to give someone something over it i.e. drawing or music. that if there on.

Also I will take this time to draw.
and get a bit better
I do work best when im alone/not talking to people. Just me, the drawing tool, and music.

The people you can contact who have my number. Pleas keep in mind. They do not know I am saying this. Cuz idk if there ganna read this or not xD
(just ganna name the ones that do have my number.)
 Lunashybrid1442
 Dracoshroob
 Vonex
 Hyane_Fleischer
 qmanshark1894

and if you have my number....and I didn't put you. STALKER! jk xD
I gess I just forgot :I

ANYWHO!

Yeah I really need this. Cuz I feel all my friends I made on here are so nice and I don't want to loss them over something as stupid as needing a break form the internet :/
(it feels as if it was ganna happen.....a few times.....with the same person) ..... >->

AND NO! this wont be like me and DA.........I really don't like DA to much <-<
idk why. just don't like it much. yeah.

Soooooo yes. urm.

OH! I will be on very little. Ill be on to upload if I have anything to be uploaded and look thro comments and such (untell I feel better)

And watch. Im all talk XD Ill be on tomarow night doing the same I am now.
....
I should work on having faith in myself :I
yeah.....
hmmm

Today was nice.

Ok bye guys.
Remember.
Don't flush to much paper
don't stare into the sun for to long
and don't grab strangers in areas...that would be akward if your hand was covered in super glue.

:3

*trys to stop being so pissy*

Talking pokemon with a friend.

and both my to MOST fav starters Typhlosion and Swampert. There shinys are both purple....my fav color.....
BEST
IRONIC
THING
EVER!