People... I can't understand.

I'm talking more about a few friends of mine. One is convinced of something and is working on a paper and going to protest it. Its some problem the school system is here. I don't know. Don't really care. He used to be a funny guy, but now he has no time for humor, Called me a "Brainwashed Asshole" because I told him my opinion.

The other is just I'm afraid my close friends are drifting apart. Hell the guy I've had more contact with lately i've never even met face to face, and probably never will. One of them I fear is avoiding me, but I can't honestly tell. I know i'm just complaining, but this helps.

For those of you who read these things, you should know that i dislike my sister in law.

I was recently talking to her on Facebook. I was gaurding my awnsers because she blows things out of proportion. She is also not above lying. Going so far to say that she had juvenile bi-polar disorder, WTF, bi-polar disorder isn't a temporary thing. So i may have been guarding my awnsers. so she kept starting small talk. Then she called me Mojo... I hate that nickname. She said she called me this when she lived with me and my mom. She never did, I would have hated it. So when she did call me that, I simply asked her not to call me that. She then used above defence, then i simply said, "Just don't call me that, please." She then asked "Why the hostility"

How in the hell did she pick up on hostility? Where did that come from? Every guy has one nickname that they will only let one person call them that, and at that a CLOSE FRIEND, not someone that you dislike.

The nickname originates, from my childhood. I was asked what my name was by one of my uncles. So i said it, rapidly, all he got was Mojo. And for years my brother used that to taunt me, and in return i called him punior, because he made a grilled cheese and bologna, and called it that. So thats why i dont like it.

Then she got all "holier-than-thou" and i hate that. So i finished the conversation by saying "That's why i think you haven't changed." Cause she did the same shit before now, so now I expect that me and my brother are going to have a bit of a spat about this. So i was messed over at the begining, FML.

I had this weird dream that i think may have taken place in some sort of African village. They were all chanting something and I kept seeing these idols, they were holding them while chanting. Then one of them spoke in English and made a joke about the French. Then i woke up, and I feel like crap, almost fell after getting out of my bed. Does anyone know how to translate dreams?

I have recently been going through what i would call my own personal hell in friends. When you know that you don't have a best friend in the world it makes you feel so lonely. You could be surrounded by a billion different people and still know you could slip and fall break a leg and no one would try getting a hold of you for weeks and then they'd be sympathetic but deep down they wouldn't care.honestly i don't have close friends i have distant friends. Recently the only person who i though was my best friend has been totally ignoring me after telling me that he hung out with me because he feels sorry for me and for his own sanity, meaning that he's been using me for the past few years and frankly I hate those pardon my French, No good stupid fucking assholes that only give a fuck about themselves and how they are and where they are in their own fucking lives and then take it out on others.

I have also been dealing with bouts of depression here and there. If something doesn't change soon... i don't know. My last serious bout almost cost me dearly (if you want to know more, doubtful you will email me at mikejohn14@sbcblobal.net). I have had it with all of this stupid stuff that's been going on. The older i get the further i separate myself from others because I'm a doormat. You think you know someone then they can totally destroy the relationship whether it be friends or girlfriends(not that i would know much about the latter only having one and the whole relationship was over because of a miss communication).

So in short my life is a bunch of shit and im tired of it. i know other peoples lives are worse but it still is a bunch a shit when it happens to you. Well to anyone who read this thanks for listening to my bitching and moaning, doing this helps me get over my frustrations.

I was hanging out with a friend this weekend and he was playing dead space.
These babies they were growing were affected by aliens and then they attack you and when they get a hold of you you press the button to tear them off and Issac throws them to the ground after ripping them off and kicks them

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42f-c226Fdk

She is a corner stone of my life and i need to find her. She used to come over and play with me every day. I loved playing with her. It all suddenly ended when her aunt who owned the house kicked them out and moved in. I am stuck on her, but i have to know what could have been and what could be. The thought of finding out frightens me. It frightens me but she was the best thing that ever happened to me.

I am on SoFurry and there is a artist i was watching. Now I have recently unwatched him and blocked him, and reported a journal that i found a personal attack which is clearly a violation of the AUP (basically terms of service) because he gave the name of the persons screen name and called him a coward. That is what made me quit watching him, but this http://www.sofurry.com/page/174579/watchlist is what made me think about it. read the main thing and the last four comments. It is I'm my opinion deplorable. Now i am not attacking him more like what his standards are. I mean am i just over reacting or is he just insensitive and cruel