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Posted 5 years agoWhat's up everyone?
My life had been so full of ups and downs lately, sometimes i had to sprint up and work on crazy schedules, and sometimes i had nothing.
Now, a few years later, i feel i have reached the "cruise speed" of my life, where my flights are steady and confident, and with that in mind, i think it's definetly time to come back to my old hobbies!!!! One of them of course being song making <3
I still haven't decided how often i'm going to do that, but one thing is for sure, i don't want to do songs for myself anymore, because everytime i make song to my self, i keep going back to my comfort zones and my own vices and shortcuts, and that's not good for my growth as an... amateur, hobbyist, musician? But yeah maybe, nothing is written in stone right?
Hey don't get me wrong here i love doing songs but last year i bought a composition course on Udemy to "step my shit up" and i am already feeling the difference on my pieces, and i am SO EXCITED to do more right now.
So anyways, i wish i have something new to post at least once a month, because sheesh, i remember when i started participating more in the fandom in 2011, i thought "hey maybe this is a good place to show people what i can do and all", and back then it was amazing. I still want to feel this kind of love, it's so good as a content creator to see how much people appreciate your stuff even if YOU don't appreciate what you create.
I do it for love, mostly. I should do it more.
Oh i've been praticing pixelart as well, but since it's not been focused on furry fandom i think i will keep those out of here, for now.
Anyways that's it.
My life had been so full of ups and downs lately, sometimes i had to sprint up and work on crazy schedules, and sometimes i had nothing.
Now, a few years later, i feel i have reached the "cruise speed" of my life, where my flights are steady and confident, and with that in mind, i think it's definetly time to come back to my old hobbies!!!! One of them of course being song making <3
I still haven't decided how often i'm going to do that, but one thing is for sure, i don't want to do songs for myself anymore, because everytime i make song to my self, i keep going back to my comfort zones and my own vices and shortcuts, and that's not good for my growth as an... amateur, hobbyist, musician? But yeah maybe, nothing is written in stone right?
Hey don't get me wrong here i love doing songs but last year i bought a composition course on Udemy to "step my shit up" and i am already feeling the difference on my pieces, and i am SO EXCITED to do more right now.
So anyways, i wish i have something new to post at least once a month, because sheesh, i remember when i started participating more in the fandom in 2011, i thought "hey maybe this is a good place to show people what i can do and all", and back then it was amazing. I still want to feel this kind of love, it's so good as a content creator to see how much people appreciate your stuff even if YOU don't appreciate what you create.
I do it for love, mostly. I should do it more.
Oh i've been praticing pixelart as well, but since it's not been focused on furry fandom i think i will keep those out of here, for now.
Anyways that's it.
A year ago, and now.
Posted 9 years agoIt's about time i took that negative journal about not being motivated and negativism and all.
A new CYCLE has begun.
I will soon post a comission and tell the whole story behind the why i comissioned
alzuth to do this very personal art for me.
WOW, i'm speechless.
A new CYCLE has begun.
I will soon post a comission and tell the whole story behind the why i comissioned
alzuth to do this very personal art for me.WOW, i'm speechless.
Why i'm not doing much music lately (Or Motivation)
Posted 10 years agoHello everyone, i'm gonna vent out a little here.
My life has been a very chaotic one since i left my parents house. Heartbreaks, jobs, frustration and a lot of other adult-life-related issues. I've done a lot of thinking about those problems and the road so far, because they were always there, and even so, i still managed to have my motivation intact for creating content.
Somewhere along the way, i don't know, something like BROKE, inside of me, my motivation shattered and i didn't know why.
Right now i "THINK" i found out why, there are many reasons.
A short story, first of all, i started doing songs on 2008 on a bored afternoon at the work i had at the time as a computer-lab technician on a small school back when my family lived on the countryside. I decided to start because i thought to myself: "Well, i have a good ear for music, and that have allways been enough for me when it came to music, i listen to a song, i manage to play it (sort of) on the piano". And that was the spark. Found out FL Studio, studied it for weeks until i was able to remix some songs from old videogames i used to play. I had nothing to worry about, just college. I had a lot of spare time. With so little knowledge about music. There is that "he's better than me" syndrome that ALL content creators face somewhere along the way. This is one of the reasons why i am doing less music everyday. Recently i've been noticing something: music theory makes all the difference. It helps artists to create dynamic and catchy tunes. I learned how to deal with that allright.
Truth is. I started doing songs thinking about my "higher goal". And that being: Game Development.
I thought: "Well, i know something about music making! time to learn coding".
At my age 24, i had finished a GameDev Post graduation course, and i thought i was ready. I was SO wrong.
Then i decided to scratch at art and animation, study it supperficially, never going too deep because i needed to focus on developing, i learned specific things i needed to learn.
So that's it. Deep down i feel like a duck. I know how to do a lot of different things, but none of them propperly, except coding, i've been doing that for like, 6 7 years or so on different languages.
I also feel desperate and frustrated, because it's been 4 years since i finished my game dev course AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A DAMN GAME DONE or anything even close to that. Motivation decreases.
Then, working on projects with people (that werent even half motivated as i were back then), because they never accomplish what they say they will, that was another direct hit on my motivation, for music, for gamedev, for everything. Seems like i can't trust people to help me do what i REALLY want to do. That makes me really sad, and it is a DIRECT hit on my motivation again. The fact that people doesn't share the same PASSION as i do while doing my things.
When i have an idea, i tend to FORCE myself to do it at least a little every single day, i thought this was good, and i had the energy required to do this... but the thing is... that's quite not the way motivation really works. Recently, discovered something else about motivation: I need to do, what i want to do, no matter how long it takes, no matter what it takes without being too hard on myself. I can't force myself to work if i DON'T want to work in any specific moment. This drives me to be alone, this drives me appart from people i like to be with, which leads me to sadness, which leads to depression, which leads to a lot of problems. If i want to play some games every now and then, then i need to stop working and play a little, that's important too. Because if i start to do something and i start to lose motivation along the way, the end product is NOT going to be a good one. I've done that a THOUSAND times. I never get proud of what i do when i don't enjoy myself while doing it.
Another trap i tend to fall into is: Starting a lot of things, and never finishing any of them. This is REALLY frustrating, and i can't emphasize enough HOW frustrating this is. Last year i planned to finish all these unfinished projects, but they are so many... and that won't do me any good in the end (or maybe it will, i will never know if i don't get to finish them eventually).
So there you have it. Summarizing, i'm a duck, with a lot of ideas, with a lot of energy, with a lot of passion, With less time available as the days come by.
I'm starting to think that doing things with love is a lot more important than getting things done. Seems like this is really what matters in the end.
I really wish i manage to do better in 2016. Things are getting back on track, might as well put my ideas to work now that my mind, heart, and instinct are all up and running again.
My life has been a very chaotic one since i left my parents house. Heartbreaks, jobs, frustration and a lot of other adult-life-related issues. I've done a lot of thinking about those problems and the road so far, because they were always there, and even so, i still managed to have my motivation intact for creating content.
Somewhere along the way, i don't know, something like BROKE, inside of me, my motivation shattered and i didn't know why.
Right now i "THINK" i found out why, there are many reasons.
A short story, first of all, i started doing songs on 2008 on a bored afternoon at the work i had at the time as a computer-lab technician on a small school back when my family lived on the countryside. I decided to start because i thought to myself: "Well, i have a good ear for music, and that have allways been enough for me when it came to music, i listen to a song, i manage to play it (sort of) on the piano". And that was the spark. Found out FL Studio, studied it for weeks until i was able to remix some songs from old videogames i used to play. I had nothing to worry about, just college. I had a lot of spare time. With so little knowledge about music. There is that "he's better than me" syndrome that ALL content creators face somewhere along the way. This is one of the reasons why i am doing less music everyday. Recently i've been noticing something: music theory makes all the difference. It helps artists to create dynamic and catchy tunes. I learned how to deal with that allright.
Truth is. I started doing songs thinking about my "higher goal". And that being: Game Development.
I thought: "Well, i know something about music making! time to learn coding".
At my age 24, i had finished a GameDev Post graduation course, and i thought i was ready. I was SO wrong.
Then i decided to scratch at art and animation, study it supperficially, never going too deep because i needed to focus on developing, i learned specific things i needed to learn.
So that's it. Deep down i feel like a duck. I know how to do a lot of different things, but none of them propperly, except coding, i've been doing that for like, 6 7 years or so on different languages.
I also feel desperate and frustrated, because it's been 4 years since i finished my game dev course AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A DAMN GAME DONE or anything even close to that. Motivation decreases.
Then, working on projects with people (that werent even half motivated as i were back then), because they never accomplish what they say they will, that was another direct hit on my motivation, for music, for gamedev, for everything. Seems like i can't trust people to help me do what i REALLY want to do. That makes me really sad, and it is a DIRECT hit on my motivation again. The fact that people doesn't share the same PASSION as i do while doing my things.
When i have an idea, i tend to FORCE myself to do it at least a little every single day, i thought this was good, and i had the energy required to do this... but the thing is... that's quite not the way motivation really works. Recently, discovered something else about motivation: I need to do, what i want to do, no matter how long it takes, no matter what it takes without being too hard on myself. I can't force myself to work if i DON'T want to work in any specific moment. This drives me to be alone, this drives me appart from people i like to be with, which leads me to sadness, which leads to depression, which leads to a lot of problems. If i want to play some games every now and then, then i need to stop working and play a little, that's important too. Because if i start to do something and i start to lose motivation along the way, the end product is NOT going to be a good one. I've done that a THOUSAND times. I never get proud of what i do when i don't enjoy myself while doing it.
Another trap i tend to fall into is: Starting a lot of things, and never finishing any of them. This is REALLY frustrating, and i can't emphasize enough HOW frustrating this is. Last year i planned to finish all these unfinished projects, but they are so many... and that won't do me any good in the end (or maybe it will, i will never know if i don't get to finish them eventually).
So there you have it. Summarizing, i'm a duck, with a lot of ideas, with a lot of energy, with a lot of passion, With less time available as the days come by.
I'm starting to think that doing things with love is a lot more important than getting things done. Seems like this is really what matters in the end.
I really wish i manage to do better in 2016. Things are getting back on track, might as well put my ideas to work now that my mind, heart, and instinct are all up and running again.
Respect is everything.
Posted 10 years agoHi dear watchers.
So a friend of mine,
mockthebear is going under a pretty annoying situation.
He's a fursuiter, and everyone that knows him, de doesn't like to be depicted in sexual contexts.
https://www.facebook.com/Amoralfurr.....;ref=notif&;notif_t=photo_reply
The owner of the page has not yet manifested about this, and we all think that this is very disrespectful and that it must be taken down, as the poster wrote about the bear being "violable" (come on, we all know what he means right?)
If you could please help us let him know the harm that he's doing, we would all be thankful.
I never asked anything of my watchers. But please, if you could, that would be nice.
So a friend of mine,
mockthebear is going under a pretty annoying situation.He's a fursuiter, and everyone that knows him, de doesn't like to be depicted in sexual contexts.
https://www.facebook.com/Amoralfurr.....;ref=notif&
The owner of the page has not yet manifested about this, and we all think that this is very disrespectful and that it must be taken down, as the poster wrote about the bear being "violable" (come on, we all know what he means right?)
If you could please help us let him know the harm that he's doing, we would all be thankful.
I never asked anything of my watchers. But please, if you could, that would be nice.
Have you guys noticed?
Posted 10 years agoThose smaller furry characters on the Dragon Ball Universe :D ?
Hey life
Posted 10 years agoI guess i made all the ammendments i had to make to set everything back on track right?
Is there something else i need to do? Please let me know.
Regards.
PS: I made this journal just to change the journal that was showing up on my page. I like trains.
Is there something else i need to do? Please let me know.
Regards.
PS: I made this journal just to change the journal that was showing up on my page. I like trains.
Hey life
Posted 10 years agoMy heart is on fire (Or Abando 2015 and it's effects)
Posted 10 years agoI am in a state of complete happiness and bliss.
Why? Because
abando does that to you.
This is THE BEST, furcon in Brazil so far. And i think it would be the BEST Brazillian Furcon EVER.
Here is why this con is the best ever:
- The going to the con. It's a long ride from the bus station to the actual con location. This ride is kinda long but you can consider this the "beginning" of the con already. At this point people are already talking and bonding and figuring out who's who, and this is one of the best moments of the con: getting to know each other better.
- It had issues. I know, every con has issues but it's impacts were MINIMAL to the furs attending to the con. No one even noticed some bad stuff that happened.
- Events like this may put you in touch with very talented artists, such as
zeta-haru 
mytigertail 
ghostthewolf 
wagnermutt 
elranno 
thatpuggy 
carykaiba (well, she's my special someone so...)
- It encourages bonding and true friendships may emerge. Because for example abandists (term used to refer to abando's attendants) could go and explore some of the marvelous caves that are available on the site (Intervales). It's both awesome and dangerous and danger, in this context, enforces people to help each other and work togather, even if they aren't friends, and this may draw people close to each other.
- Romance. Because why not? I first met cary on Abando - 2011!, and this year i could see new significant relationships emerging (and i think this is very very adorable). And the ones that are in a long distant relationships can write new memories of happiness with their loved ones during this event.
- Pranks. This is a very sensitive subject for some abandists (me included). Because, i've been a bully victim until i was 22. Some of us, may take some pranks lightly, but others might get hurt (emotionally) but even though, you will always remember the good laugh you had out of them. I personally like to make people laugh, but only if there are no "victims". I prefer to make fun out of a situation than out of a person.
- Games and challanges. There are "lighter" activities for the ones that aren't "fit" enough for the activities that may require a better physical preparation. Since this is my 4th time going to the event, i prefered to attend to those, because... well i'm in an "unfit" moment right now >//w//<.
- Goodies! you get a shirt, a mug, this and that that come in handy during the con and after.
- THE CONBOOK EXCHANGE. There's a moment during the con where abandists write on each other's conbook. I love this moment because every time i read my previous conbooks i remember stuff that happened. This kinda makes every single Abando memorable forever.
I encourage every single one of you watchers, to attend to this con at least ONCE. I ensure you, that you will have a GREAT time.
PS: I suck at writing. I tried to do my best but i'm a bit tired and sick, so yeah.
Why? Because
abando does that to you.This is THE BEST, furcon in Brazil so far. And i think it would be the BEST Brazillian Furcon EVER.
Here is why this con is the best ever:
- The going to the con. It's a long ride from the bus station to the actual con location. This ride is kinda long but you can consider this the "beginning" of the con already. At this point people are already talking and bonding and figuring out who's who, and this is one of the best moments of the con: getting to know each other better.
- It had issues. I know, every con has issues but it's impacts were MINIMAL to the furs attending to the con. No one even noticed some bad stuff that happened.
- Events like this may put you in touch with very talented artists, such as
zeta-haru 
mytigertail 
ghostthewolf 
wagnermutt 
elranno 
thatpuggy 
carykaiba (well, she's my special someone so...)- It encourages bonding and true friendships may emerge. Because for example abandists (term used to refer to abando's attendants) could go and explore some of the marvelous caves that are available on the site (Intervales). It's both awesome and dangerous and danger, in this context, enforces people to help each other and work togather, even if they aren't friends, and this may draw people close to each other.
- Romance. Because why not? I first met cary on Abando - 2011!, and this year i could see new significant relationships emerging (and i think this is very very adorable). And the ones that are in a long distant relationships can write new memories of happiness with their loved ones during this event.
- Pranks. This is a very sensitive subject for some abandists (me included). Because, i've been a bully victim until i was 22. Some of us, may take some pranks lightly, but others might get hurt (emotionally) but even though, you will always remember the good laugh you had out of them. I personally like to make people laugh, but only if there are no "victims". I prefer to make fun out of a situation than out of a person.
- Games and challanges. There are "lighter" activities for the ones that aren't "fit" enough for the activities that may require a better physical preparation. Since this is my 4th time going to the event, i prefered to attend to those, because... well i'm in an "unfit" moment right now >//w//<.
- Goodies! you get a shirt, a mug, this and that that come in handy during the con and after.
- THE CONBOOK EXCHANGE. There's a moment during the con where abandists write on each other's conbook. I love this moment because every time i read my previous conbooks i remember stuff that happened. This kinda makes every single Abando memorable forever.
I encourage every single one of you watchers, to attend to this con at least ONCE. I ensure you, that you will have a GREAT time.
PS: I suck at writing. I tried to do my best but i'm a bit tired and sick, so yeah.
Question
Posted 11 years agoHave you ever hated something so hard that you wanted to BECOME it?
TMI TIEM
Posted 11 years agoASK AWAY
(yes i want to play this as well <3)
(yes i want to play this as well <3)
Meh.
Posted 11 years agoI'm really behind schedule with pretty much everything.
Including music.
Bright side: Got mself some extra money from doing a quick job! BGM and SFX for an educational game my friend was making.
So yay~ :3
Including music.
Bright side: Got mself some extra money from doing a quick job! BGM and SFX for an educational game my friend was making.
So yay~ :3
Should i be leaving too?
Posted 12 years agoSo, it seems everyone is jumping out of FA because of the acusations to Dragoneer and Zaush.
Do i approve their behavior towards all this? No.
Are my(your) fans leaving FA because of this? Looks like they are.
Am I going to leave FA because of all this? Haven't decided yet. Maybe i should shouldn't i?
Well, it seems to me that all this shitstorm is rather cloudy, where you can't know for sure what is happening, but it seems that the accused ones are hiding evidence, and that points to guilt.
So for now, i'll just wait, and research deeper into this.
If you could please share additional information about this, i'd like to know.
PS: No i've never been raped, but i know that this can cause some serious trauma to a human being
PS2: The fact that i have a FA page even knowing about this, does not mean i support such actions.
That said i'll just research and watch to how this whole situation unfolds.
And may the truth be found.
Do i approve their behavior towards all this? No.
Are my(your) fans leaving FA because of this? Looks like they are.
Am I going to leave FA because of all this? Haven't decided yet. Maybe i should shouldn't i?
Well, it seems to me that all this shitstorm is rather cloudy, where you can't know for sure what is happening, but it seems that the accused ones are hiding evidence, and that points to guilt.
So for now, i'll just wait, and research deeper into this.
If you could please share additional information about this, i'd like to know.
PS: No i've never been raped, but i know that this can cause some serious trauma to a human being
PS2: The fact that i have a FA page even knowing about this, does not mean i support such actions.
That said i'll just research and watch to how this whole situation unfolds.
And may the truth be found.
3DS GET!
Posted 12 years agoNEED FRIEND CODES!
DROP YOURS HERE
MINE IS 2535 3902 5479
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL <3
DROP YOURS HERE
MINE IS 2535 3902 5479
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL <3
INTERVIEW! New Year! New Life! New Projects
Posted 12 years agoHello everyone!
So i'm not sure you heard it, but.
Potoroo has interviewed me on fuzzy notes! along with many awesome composers such as 
partywolf17 and a lot of other cool musicians :D
Here's his awesome podcast about music!
http://fuzzynotes.podomatic.com/ent.....15_48_40-08_00
You can hear my interview somewhere around 15:00, but i'd recommend you to listen to all of them, because it has great tips on promoting/composing from all the interviewed artists ^^
This year has started as A BLAST! :D
I'm also studying and learning animation, and cartoon drawing. I'm almost at the end of the course, and i'll have to make a short animation at the end of it! And maybe i'll even Voice Act over it, and post it here :D
Also, i got a freelance music job for a game a great artist friend of me is making so... this means i'm screwed busy as ever.
I also am going to try getting back to gameDev this year. This game will take a long time to be done, so don't be expecting anything so soon...
As for music! i have TONS of new ideas i want to do. One of them, is doing remixes of my favorite songs from my favorite bands :D And the first one will be from 311. All i have to do right now is sing over it :3 (but i need a quiet place to do so D:)
So much to do, and i'ts like the 8th day of the year! D: JEWZUS.
PS: I love you all guys. Thank you so much. For everything. This fandom has made grow a lot... in music and in everything! :D
Take care my dear friends :D
So i'm not sure you heard it, but.
Potoroo has interviewed me on fuzzy notes! along with many awesome composers such as 
partywolf17 and a lot of other cool musicians :DHere's his awesome podcast about music!
http://fuzzynotes.podomatic.com/ent.....15_48_40-08_00
You can hear my interview somewhere around 15:00, but i'd recommend you to listen to all of them, because it has great tips on promoting/composing from all the interviewed artists ^^
This year has started as A BLAST! :D
I'm also studying and learning animation, and cartoon drawing. I'm almost at the end of the course, and i'll have to make a short animation at the end of it! And maybe i'll even Voice Act over it, and post it here :D
Also, i got a freelance music job for a game a great artist friend of me is making so... this means i'm screwed busy as ever.
I also am going to try getting back to gameDev this year. This game will take a long time to be done, so don't be expecting anything so soon...
As for music! i have TONS of new ideas i want to do. One of them, is doing remixes of my favorite songs from my favorite bands :D And the first one will be from 311. All i have to do right now is sing over it :3 (but i need a quiet place to do so D:)
So much to do, and i'ts like the 8th day of the year! D: JEWZUS.
PS: I love you all guys. Thank you so much. For everything. This fandom has made grow a lot... in music and in everything! :D
Take care my dear friends :D
One thing i need to tell you guys.
Posted 12 years agoMERRY XMAS and a Happy new Year.
Thank you guys, i had an AMAZING year on the fandom. And i hope i get a chance (in life) to talk to each one of you my loyal watchers/commenters every now and then.
Next year will be a really busy one and i'm going to be away until 2014.
So, see you next year guys <3
Thank you guys, i had an AMAZING year on the fandom. And i hope i get a chance (in life) to talk to each one of you my loyal watchers/commenters every now and then.
Next year will be a really busy one and i'm going to be away until 2014.
So, see you next year guys <3
I've been featured on fuzzy notes again!!! YAAAAAAY
Posted 12 years agoHello everyfurry =3
So, potoroo has just tweeted me about the newest Fuzzy Notes episode that came out, which i was featured in alongside with some other awesome composers YAAAAY THANK YOU FOR FEATURING ME AGAIN MY DEAR ROO FRIEND ^^ !!! Check it out here: http://fuzzynotes.podomatic.com/ent.....15_10_01-08_00
So,
potoroo has just tweeted me about the newest Fuzzy Notes episode that came out, which i was featured in alongside with some other awesome composers YAAAAY THANK YOU FOR FEATURING ME AGAIN MY DEAR ROO FRIEND ^^ !!! Check it out here: http://fuzzynotes.podomatic.com/ent.....15_10_01-08_00I have unlinked my SL Account from my FA account...
Posted 12 years ago... For one reason.
I'm using it for a social experiment :3
If you want me to, i'll write another journal explaining what is it :3
I'm using it for a social experiment :3
If you want me to, i'll write another journal explaining what is it :3
Guys i think you should know about this!!!!
Posted 12 years agoSo i found out that there is an android (and most likely an apple app too) called Fur affinity mobile, and this journal has been sent from it =).
You should get it, it's pretty cool =3
You should get it, it's pretty cool =3
FoxT, let's face it
Posted 12 years agoNOBODY READS YOUR GODDAMN JOURNALS BRO.
Stahp writting random yadda yadda to get people to start conversations with you via journals, this is never gonna happen, this is why people use skype for.
I know, what about posting some MUSIC, WHICH IS WHY YOU MADE YOUR FURAFFINITY ACCOUNT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?
Ok consciousness. I think i'm gonna do that *~*, just not now, i'm doing stuff to dump here all at once. It's gonna be AWESOME! You'll see! :D
Stahp writting random yadda yadda to get people to start conversations with you via journals, this is never gonna happen, this is why people use skype for.
I know, what about posting some MUSIC, WHICH IS WHY YOU MADE YOUR FURAFFINITY ACCOUNT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?
Ok consciousness. I think i'm gonna do that *~*, just not now, i'm doing stuff to dump here all at once. It's gonna be AWESOME! You'll see! :D
Latest intense moment of happiness
Posted 12 years agoSo i've been playing Red Alert 3 Uprising, a really good game. I'm a great fan of the C&CRA Series.
I was playing with the Empire of the Rising Sun, against a Hard Computer Allied player.
I attacked the enemy, and then this BEAUTIFUL, thrilling and AWESOME, song started playing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ffuZwcrlJI
My heart raced, my mind exploded, and my face turned upside down in excitement. I felt so true about the harmony of the moment, that i went a little bit insane just after this, and started laughing for no reason.
Also, i won that match.
PS: How crazy am i?
What was yours?
I was playing with the Empire of the Rising Sun, against a Hard Computer Allied player.
I attacked the enemy, and then this BEAUTIFUL, thrilling and AWESOME, song started playing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ffuZwcrlJI
My heart raced, my mind exploded, and my face turned upside down in excitement. I felt so true about the harmony of the moment, that i went a little bit insane just after this, and started laughing for no reason.
Also, i won that match.
PS: How crazy am i?
What was yours?
Biggest Fear
Posted 12 years agoAchieving ultimate success in life
but dying alone.
What is yours?
but dying alone.
What is yours?
About the protests on my country
Posted 12 years agoHi everyfurry.
It's been a while since i have actually posted anything on my FA account... It's just that i'm out of internet for the duration of the week... meaning i only have internet on the weekend... But anyway.
As far as i know, the protests here in Brazil have grown considerably and... i have a feeling that the whole world is aware of the kind of BULLSHIT we have to SUCK UP every friggin day of our lives here.
For the first time, i can say... I'm actually proud of being Brazillian. I'm proud of my people, i'm really excited that no one gives a single fuck about the "Confederations Cup", no one cares about soccer, carnival, or partying. The time has come, i strongly believe that THIS time, our voices will be heard, and this unfair place is gonna become a better place to live in.
I'm actually comming to the internet to talk about this, first of all, because i really wish i could do more... i've walked through the protestants, and i felt... proud, eager to do more, i felt like i wanted to join them, but since i'm on a really good job right now, i want to keep it that way... and i must focus on my carreer and my new steps as a student.
Anyway, my dear furry fandom, please, help us, show your support! Help us spread the Word! We have seen the internet cause great changes on many countries lately. This is our time, i've been updating myself on the protests, and i have seen even foreign people adhering to our cause. This is something! I mean, the whole world can hear us now! And we CAN'T and WON'T SHUT UP, until we don't get our demands.
When FIFA announced that Brazil would host the World Cup, a lot of money got invested in Brazil. And our goddamned polliticians are stealing a good ammount of this money while our people can't have it's basic needs for living.
Brazil starves for education, for better health-care systems, for better public transportation, for lower taxes, for the reduction of abusive congressmen salaries (around $25k or more), for better investment management plans and for a LOT more. This week, have been epic so far. Help us keep it that way, and make it an EPIC month, or maybe an EPIC year...
Help us change Brazil.
Please share this journal as you like, make videos, go to the streets and HELP US spread the word!
(And if we win, you're invited to the party to celebrate :3)
It's been a while since i have actually posted anything on my FA account... It's just that i'm out of internet for the duration of the week... meaning i only have internet on the weekend... But anyway.
As far as i know, the protests here in Brazil have grown considerably and... i have a feeling that the whole world is aware of the kind of BULLSHIT we have to SUCK UP every friggin day of our lives here.
For the first time, i can say... I'm actually proud of being Brazillian. I'm proud of my people, i'm really excited that no one gives a single fuck about the "Confederations Cup", no one cares about soccer, carnival, or partying. The time has come, i strongly believe that THIS time, our voices will be heard, and this unfair place is gonna become a better place to live in.
I'm actually comming to the internet to talk about this, first of all, because i really wish i could do more... i've walked through the protestants, and i felt... proud, eager to do more, i felt like i wanted to join them, but since i'm on a really good job right now, i want to keep it that way... and i must focus on my carreer and my new steps as a student.
Anyway, my dear furry fandom, please, help us, show your support! Help us spread the Word! We have seen the internet cause great changes on many countries lately. This is our time, i've been updating myself on the protests, and i have seen even foreign people adhering to our cause. This is something! I mean, the whole world can hear us now! And we CAN'T and WON'T SHUT UP, until we don't get our demands.
When FIFA announced that Brazil would host the World Cup, a lot of money got invested in Brazil. And our goddamned polliticians are stealing a good ammount of this money while our people can't have it's basic needs for living.
Brazil starves for education, for better health-care systems, for better public transportation, for lower taxes, for the reduction of abusive congressmen salaries (around $25k or more), for better investment management plans and for a LOT more. This week, have been epic so far. Help us keep it that way, and make it an EPIC month, or maybe an EPIC year...
Help us change Brazil.
Please share this journal as you like, make videos, go to the streets and HELP US spread the word!
(And if we win, you're invited to the party to celebrate :3)
Some of you must be wondering
Posted 12 years agoWhy am i favoriting that much creepy art?
Simple.
I'm trying to induce a nightmare. I'm using myself for a psychological induced nightmare. I'm just trying to figure out by myself if i can "add nightmare fuel" to my brain, in a way that it will somehow produce a nightmare on a near future, or maybe inspire me to create some sort of creepy something in the future. What i know so far is this: Pictures alone, cannot produce a nightmare, what i am looking for is a really scary experience, that kinda reaches my brain, and my emotions as a whole... like a traumatic experience... Just like lovecraft-like stuff.
If i manage to induce a nightmare, my next experience will be trying to induce a dream. If nightmares can be induced, so does dreams.
I'm not dreaming very much lately... i know it's normal but... well just for the sake of figuring that out, that's a self to self experience that i didn't do yet.
I know for sure that i sound like a mad scientist every once in a while @_@...
BUT IT'S FUN! *insanity face*
Simple.
I'm trying to induce a nightmare. I'm using myself for a psychological induced nightmare. I'm just trying to figure out by myself if i can "add nightmare fuel" to my brain, in a way that it will somehow produce a nightmare on a near future, or maybe inspire me to create some sort of creepy something in the future. What i know so far is this: Pictures alone, cannot produce a nightmare, what i am looking for is a really scary experience, that kinda reaches my brain, and my emotions as a whole... like a traumatic experience... Just like lovecraft-like stuff.
If i manage to induce a nightmare, my next experience will be trying to induce a dream. If nightmares can be induced, so does dreams.
I'm not dreaming very much lately... i know it's normal but... well just for the sake of figuring that out, that's a self to self experience that i didn't do yet.
I know for sure that i sound like a mad scientist every once in a while @_@...
BUT IT'S FUN! *insanity face*
Everything is right again! But somehow, i feel nothing.
Posted 12 years agoHello guys!
As a few of you know, recently, i finally got a job after 5 months of despair, self-pitty, low money, and a feeling of endless emptiness.
This is all over. I should feel glad, happy, hyper as i used to be!... I don't feel it. My brain is scarred with a huge "I dont care about anything at all" and i still feel empty. I feel happy, glad, relieved... but, when i look inside of myself, i see a giant hole of "whatever".
This looks like depression... am i depressed? Should i get professional help?
Asides from that, i've been creating AWESOME songs. I mean, songs like i never did before... But i'm considering not posting them, because i'm going to use them on a future game.
Oh there's this as well. I'm making games on my spare time. Not furry games though, that's why i think i won't post them here.
As a few of you know, recently, i finally got a job after 5 months of despair, self-pitty, low money, and a feeling of endless emptiness.
This is all over. I should feel glad, happy, hyper as i used to be!... I don't feel it. My brain is scarred with a huge "I dont care about anything at all" and i still feel empty. I feel happy, glad, relieved... but, when i look inside of myself, i see a giant hole of "whatever".
This looks like depression... am i depressed? Should i get professional help?
Asides from that, i've been creating AWESOME songs. I mean, songs like i never did before... But i'm considering not posting them, because i'm going to use them on a future game.
Oh there's this as well. I'm making games on my spare time. Not furry games though, that's why i think i won't post them here.
Dear Life
Posted 12 years agoThanks for the cookie.
The wait made it become a lot tastier~
*dies of joy* <3
The wait made it become a lot tastier~
*dies of joy* <3
