The struggling sanity of a Lion-
Posted 5 years agoGetting my thoughts down here, since I've not been updating people.
Its been a real hard time here, and when asked best I can really say Is 'I'm managing" Corona has caused me no end of agony despite not being infected. Having already stressful connections with masks before all this(Having to wear one when digging through the remains of the catastrophic apartment fire) is making the constant masking when outside very unpleasant.
my own sense of self esteem and confidence have long since been shattered, not feeling able to do what I once was able, far less emotionally resilient and so on. I used to be able to self motivate so much better, now its almost impossible to actually write..This doesn't exactly help my attempts to write for the Lodge either, or start over with something new... gunshy about wasting limited energy on something that'll be ignored...
So yeah, Depression is a horrid thing. Makes you so emotionally exhausted every day.
So many people I've cared for over the last many years have faded away, leaving me far fewer social connections. Makes the ghosting I'm sure everyone has experienced at some point hurt a lot more than it used to... making it hard for me to even appear in social groups.. .its gotten hard to talk... which doesn't help anyone, but its still my mentality
Feeling useless and incapable so much more, hitting 40, aging parent(And her own non existent self esteem, fear, and neediness) isn't helping the sense of mortality, really don't have anything to hold onto. Think I used to use things like cons for a breath of fresh air, but yeah,fuck Corona.
Thats kinda it for now, I'll manage somehow, but its really a day by day thing..
Its been a real hard time here, and when asked best I can really say Is 'I'm managing" Corona has caused me no end of agony despite not being infected. Having already stressful connections with masks before all this(Having to wear one when digging through the remains of the catastrophic apartment fire) is making the constant masking when outside very unpleasant.
my own sense of self esteem and confidence have long since been shattered, not feeling able to do what I once was able, far less emotionally resilient and so on. I used to be able to self motivate so much better, now its almost impossible to actually write..This doesn't exactly help my attempts to write for the Lodge either, or start over with something new... gunshy about wasting limited energy on something that'll be ignored...
So yeah, Depression is a horrid thing. Makes you so emotionally exhausted every day.
So many people I've cared for over the last many years have faded away, leaving me far fewer social connections. Makes the ghosting I'm sure everyone has experienced at some point hurt a lot more than it used to... making it hard for me to even appear in social groups.. .its gotten hard to talk... which doesn't help anyone, but its still my mentality
Feeling useless and incapable so much more, hitting 40, aging parent(And her own non existent self esteem, fear, and neediness) isn't helping the sense of mortality, really don't have anything to hold onto. Think I used to use things like cons for a breath of fresh air, but yeah,fuck Corona.
Thats kinda it for now, I'll manage somehow, but its really a day by day thing..
Menu Commision Open : Pouncers Nightwatch
Posted 5 years agohalf-an-hour ago
Was thinking of an interesting variation of doing normal story commissions, Calling it [Menu Commissions Doing ones where the characters interact with one of my own, Ie, get eaten by Gallows, Munched, by Endeavor, swallowed by Leo and so on. the reasoning for this is mainly because I'm finding it hard to write about scenes with nothing of my own being involved. I'm, not sure how popular this would be but having a Menu available to write and make people happy/make a little money might be nice.. Details of course would be hashed out(Sorta scenes, reforming, X-rted or not, ect).
My next story,
Nightwatch
The city park had always been notorious for crime, wise people avoided it after dark despite how nice it used to be.. However there have been no reports of any crime in the park for weeks... though missing people have risen elsewhere nearby. Pouncer has taken it on himself to be the protector of a large city park, slipping in at night, and making sure the world goes as it should, based on his own personal code of honor. This set of laws though is hardly written down anywhere and our lucky victims are going to make the mistake of violating some rule.. most likely accidentally and get the big black sexy cat to stalk them down... and just because you got out of the city park doesn't mean your safe...(at least one victim will be caught in park, one thought "Escaped")
Minimal if any x rated aspects, Oral vore x 2(maybe more). Vore scenes on the gentler side, little pain, though possibly comic ending(Belched up skulls and bits)
-Over
This is my first attempt so likely to change once I know how things go
Amount of content focused on the commissioner(s)
minor, 2-3 pages of customized attention, major 4-8 pages of attention(Single spaced,12 font), if multiple people are involved in the scene those will be added and attention divided appropriately to there roll size.
Most slots work for willing or unwilling prey.
Alternate versions- This will happen a lot for posting Ie, X rated stuff someone wants might be edited from a posted version, same with disposal and the like. I'll do my best to weave the events back in. This might explain why the version your reading a major player had only apparently a minor amount written..there likely very sore in some way
Slot cost, this first time I'm going to take a stab in the dark, Minor slot for 20, major for 40, via Paypal
Those who expressed interest on the previous postwill get priority on when I post the open call later
Will have these spaces open for 2 weeks, if filled earlier will offer small added spaces if I think it will fit the story.
Was thinking of an interesting variation of doing normal story commissions, Calling it [Menu Commissions Doing ones where the characters interact with one of my own, Ie, get eaten by Gallows, Munched, by Endeavor, swallowed by Leo and so on. the reasoning for this is mainly because I'm finding it hard to write about scenes with nothing of my own being involved. I'm, not sure how popular this would be but having a Menu available to write and make people happy/make a little money might be nice.. Details of course would be hashed out(Sorta scenes, reforming, X-rted or not, ect).
My next story,
Nightwatch
The city park had always been notorious for crime, wise people avoided it after dark despite how nice it used to be.. However there have been no reports of any crime in the park for weeks... though missing people have risen elsewhere nearby. Pouncer has taken it on himself to be the protector of a large city park, slipping in at night, and making sure the world goes as it should, based on his own personal code of honor. This set of laws though is hardly written down anywhere and our lucky victims are going to make the mistake of violating some rule.. most likely accidentally and get the big black sexy cat to stalk them down... and just because you got out of the city park doesn't mean your safe...(at least one victim will be caught in park, one thought "Escaped")
Minimal if any x rated aspects, Oral vore x 2(maybe more). Vore scenes on the gentler side, little pain, though possibly comic ending(Belched up skulls and bits)
-Over
This is my first attempt so likely to change once I know how things go
Amount of content focused on the commissioner(s)
minor, 2-3 pages of customized attention, major 4-8 pages of attention(Single spaced,12 font), if multiple people are involved in the scene those will be added and attention divided appropriately to there roll size.
Most slots work for willing or unwilling prey.
Alternate versions- This will happen a lot for posting Ie, X rated stuff someone wants might be edited from a posted version, same with disposal and the like. I'll do my best to weave the events back in. This might explain why the version your reading a major player had only apparently a minor amount written..there likely very sore in some way
Slot cost, this first time I'm going to take a stab in the dark, Minor slot for 20, major for 40, via Paypal
Those who expressed interest on the previous postwill get priority on when I post the open call later
Will have these spaces open for 2 weeks, if filled earlier will offer small added spaces if I think it will fit the story.
New Lodge Build in testing
Posted 5 years ago(will put link here after the patreon early look)
Finally got enough drive to work on a Text game update... its been real hard to find any motivation here in US epicenter of the virus.. just eats away at your soul.. anyhow.. here is what i have
What to expect
Corona Update 1
Buddy Exploring work
New Buddy Sent exploring possibility, The Bar, Buddy1 verb modified to give you a choice of Wandering or Searching, letting you focus on the scenes you want, the later has the new one. -testing
New Buddy Sent Exploring, Smoking room.-small scene
Buddy Exploration death scenes will only fire once.
Project Alternate Feed buddy/offer self options
Can Feed your buddy's to Harvest(small risk)
Offer self Option to Gallows
Option to feed buddy to Mayhems ass
Option to feed buddy to Pouncers ass
Option to feed buddy to Endeavors ass
Option to feed Buddy to Hess's cock
Option to feed Buddy to Woodclose's cock
Offer self to hearsay-Also if you still have followers they'll be eaten up too, this is a test I'll likely expand to all
Project
Alternate endings for stomach rooms, thinking of having some range of varitey of how a persons life is ended by default in stomach rooms, so if your in Woody's you might get one of three endings. Multiple stomach options is more complex(and would confuse people on responding to testing) though I could put multiple room descriptions I THINK..I've already dabbled in a "Feastmode" game option I had worked on before the great fire.
Alt path out Endeavor's(Second real digestion scene, now each digestion has 1/3 chance and rooification has the other third, second digestion scene also has a new disposal as well for those interested.
Alt Path out of Woodclose(50% chance, also a digestion scene)
Alt Path out of Rorshack(50% chance, also a digestion scene)
Misc Bugs/small thigns
Evening only Kinky mag hearsay scene in the library will only fire once.
Fixed Buddy1 feed to pred... for some reason it had been set up to wipe the foods alias rather than copy it...
Maxwell no longer cares if you raped Jake more than what you did to him(Old following NPC logic had them not willing to follow if you screwed them)
Temblors auto eat on looking should now not mess up the order(testing)
Scaleguts generic feed put into "Buddy" feed, think it was supposed to go there before, for a simple change took rather a lot of grunt work
Preds will always go for "Buddy1" if there is a choice in who to eat, if you want to save them talk to them to get em to stay in another room
Possible again to get Scaleguts CV scene in the Garage, because Captian toke moved in their the occupancy trigger never was under 1, thus not triggered..
Smartphone QOL feature, can use it to summon Endeavor's roaming version to you, so you can"Look" at him to trigger scenes, Ie, if your small a CV scene would only fire if you found his roamer in the washroom/gameroom. This will be expanded for other roamers who get all nasty if you look at them...cause... you want that don't you.
Thats it for now.
Wanna talk about said game, here is a link to my Telegram group.. please behave or I'll have to put it private again
https://t.me/joinchat/CUCLUkDdTfdIWd2vOIbNtg
Support the art and Lodge game at
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Buy Me a Ko-fi(New, just trying this out)
https://ko-fi.com/talonsaurn
Finally got enough drive to work on a Text game update... its been real hard to find any motivation here in US epicenter of the virus.. just eats away at your soul.. anyhow.. here is what i have
What to expect
Corona Update 1
Buddy Exploring work
New Buddy Sent exploring possibility, The Bar, Buddy1 verb modified to give you a choice of Wandering or Searching, letting you focus on the scenes you want, the later has the new one. -testing
New Buddy Sent Exploring, Smoking room.-small scene
Buddy Exploration death scenes will only fire once.
Project Alternate Feed buddy/offer self options
Can Feed your buddy's to Harvest(small risk)
Offer self Option to Gallows
Option to feed buddy to Mayhems ass
Option to feed buddy to Pouncers ass
Option to feed buddy to Endeavors ass
Option to feed Buddy to Hess's cock
Option to feed Buddy to Woodclose's cock
Offer self to hearsay-Also if you still have followers they'll be eaten up too, this is a test I'll likely expand to all
Project
Alternate endings for stomach rooms, thinking of having some range of varitey of how a persons life is ended by default in stomach rooms, so if your in Woody's you might get one of three endings. Multiple stomach options is more complex(and would confuse people on responding to testing) though I could put multiple room descriptions I THINK..I've already dabbled in a "Feastmode" game option I had worked on before the great fire.
Alt path out Endeavor's(Second real digestion scene, now each digestion has 1/3 chance and rooification has the other third, second digestion scene also has a new disposal as well for those interested.
Alt Path out of Woodclose(50% chance, also a digestion scene)
Alt Path out of Rorshack(50% chance, also a digestion scene)
Misc Bugs/small thigns
Evening only Kinky mag hearsay scene in the library will only fire once.
Fixed Buddy1 feed to pred... for some reason it had been set up to wipe the foods alias rather than copy it...
Maxwell no longer cares if you raped Jake more than what you did to him(Old following NPC logic had them not willing to follow if you screwed them)
Temblors auto eat on looking should now not mess up the order(testing)
Scaleguts generic feed put into "Buddy" feed, think it was supposed to go there before, for a simple change took rather a lot of grunt work
Preds will always go for "Buddy1" if there is a choice in who to eat, if you want to save them talk to them to get em to stay in another room
Possible again to get Scaleguts CV scene in the Garage, because Captian toke moved in their the occupancy trigger never was under 1, thus not triggered..
Smartphone QOL feature, can use it to summon Endeavor's roaming version to you, so you can"Look" at him to trigger scenes, Ie, if your small a CV scene would only fire if you found his roamer in the washroom/gameroom. This will be expanded for other roamers who get all nasty if you look at them...cause... you want that don't you.
Thats it for now.
Wanna talk about said game, here is a link to my Telegram group.. please behave or I'll have to put it private again
https://t.me/joinchat/CUCLUkDdTfdIWd2vOIbNtg
Support the art and Lodge game at
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Buy Me a Ko-fi(New, just trying this out)
https://ko-fi.com/talonsaurn
3 months after the fire,still rebuilding
Posted 6 years agoUser Page Commission Info Journals Gallery Scraps Favorites Stats
3 months after the fire, still rebuilding [Edit]
By talonsaurn, 3 hours ago
Though the lion and his mum are still on air mattresses but have gotten some furniture made and re-established, the notorious desk saga is at an end for example though think i need to get one more floor lamp, but stable from a practical stand point, however emotionally.. yeah..thats still kinda a basket case of normal's and lows. Things seem to be sinking in more the loss more acute and the self punishing has begun, ie "Why did i not get ABC out, why did i not do this, why that, and so on).
This kinda roots in my feeling kinda worthless latey, Oddly the most frustrating is the inability reciprocate to those who make me smile and I care for(People who i'm not very close with), there are a lot of people out there I've been close to and its always hard to loose connections with them.. I'm more sensitive to it now than ever though
Thus far I've been unable to focus at writing yet, inking has been poor, sketching seems to be coming around first, if my RP drive was low before it seems totally MIA now..
Thank you all who've supported me in the various ways since the event, it does warm me to think of such things even if i've been more flighty than usual
Homeless Lion,apartment building burning (Repost:Talonsaurn)
Posted 6 years ago(reposted from the main Talonsaurn Jouirnal, because some don't follow that account that should know this, sorry for the delay, Updates are there too, this is the Original from 2 weeks ago)
//from march 15-16)
this will be brief, since it hard to. type
I am safe and uninjured. The building likely will be torn down
On tuesday evening a 4 alarm fire burned through my lifelong home apartment building, destroying the 6th floor utterly, our unit on the 3rd took massive water damage, little salvageable(will get to go back in again sometime later to look at more things, only got in briefly on thurs), are staying at a hotel right now, with the 10 year old laptop i had put away in a dresser, thus it escaped getting soaked. I have no idea about my towers(to heavy to move in the dark in the soaked stairwells(No powerof course) . also the switch seems to have survived..
Hopefully will get to look back another time and maybe put some other salvageable possessions in storage
TRying to use the coin op laundry in the hotel to save my smoke and waterlogged clothing
dealing with the shock is overwhelming, and the fear about where to live in the future is certainly real, currently have insurance to help survive but that will only last so long. rent in the NY metro area is nuts, leaving everyone i ever knew will be brutal as well
One amendum I must add, I had set myself up earlier in the year to attend 4 cons, BFLC, AC, Mega, MFF, I had prepaied for the majority of expenses on each(Or in the case of mega/blfc staying with a friend gratis, flight change costs would be 80% of the money i paid, hotel cost set without cancel options as well... I;ll likely attend because of the emotional pain escape, and cant get out off things
please wish me luck. At some point i might have a go fund me.
I've never felt so crushed
Talon.
//from march 15-16)
this will be brief, since it hard to. type
I am safe and uninjured. The building likely will be torn down
On tuesday evening a 4 alarm fire burned through my lifelong home apartment building, destroying the 6th floor utterly, our unit on the 3rd took massive water damage, little salvageable(will get to go back in again sometime later to look at more things, only got in briefly on thurs), are staying at a hotel right now, with the 10 year old laptop i had put away in a dresser, thus it escaped getting soaked. I have no idea about my towers(to heavy to move in the dark in the soaked stairwells(No powerof course) . also the switch seems to have survived..
Hopefully will get to look back another time and maybe put some other salvageable possessions in storage
TRying to use the coin op laundry in the hotel to save my smoke and waterlogged clothing
dealing with the shock is overwhelming, and the fear about where to live in the future is certainly real, currently have insurance to help survive but that will only last so long. rent in the NY metro area is nuts, leaving everyone i ever knew will be brutal as well
One amendum I must add, I had set myself up earlier in the year to attend 4 cons, BFLC, AC, Mega, MFF, I had prepaied for the majority of expenses on each(Or in the case of mega/blfc staying with a friend gratis, flight change costs would be 80% of the money i paid, hotel cost set without cancel options as well... I;ll likely attend because of the emotional pain escape, and cant get out off things
please wish me luck. At some point i might have a go fund me.
I've never felt so crushed
Talon.
I plan to start using Scraps
Posted 7 years agoAS the journal indicates, I draw alot of quick sketches so plan on using the scrap art for it.
-Also thinking of starting to take art/story commissions if people show an interest
-Also thinking of starting to take art/story commissions if people show an interest
Its the bestial otters bithrday
Posted 7 years agoWell,another year older, this years been..urgh.. nothing horrible but lots of little things building up, and continued down feelings about "not doing enough, wondering if people care, and so on" dealt with a lot of emotional hurt this year and abandonment feelings.
That being said, I've not eaten nearly enough, so drop off your presents and a hungry otter will thank you by gobbling you up..er... yeah.. a lot of the people I know are hard greedily mug for lion prezzies... I just gotta EAT you alls, those I have on TG find the one day of the year that the birthday party sticker actually makes sense
This otter needs to kick out of his funk
The ol' Patreon Lion
Posted 7 years agoWell, figured it was time to beat the drum and try to recruit more for the whole Patreon thing again, It helps more than you can know to have support for what I do, its been a big help (Got new glasses because of it this year for example) , Now saving up for various other thing
Few more extensive games for being devoured, devouring others, or watching, a wide range of options to savor...
Even if you can't financially support, input and sharing the game can help a good deal too.
So what do you get? Other than the warm feeling of helping out another vorish fur keep working on the game/art/ectera?
Any level puts people in the lead when I try to fix bugs and such, Make sure to reply to patreon message and so on.Can't fix everything but will hopefully be able to explain why.
At the 6 dollar level you get access to ALOT of perks actually, early looks at the next game build, access to the location guide exclusively for four months, access to my doodle directory where I just put up random sketches and so on.
10 and up brings up the chance to win content and character requests,(3-4 a month) since there aren't to many the chances are fairly good to get me to do something
Though I do have a 100 level, I don't think thats going to happen. Whole sections/zones, none of this random chance stuff, at your service to create..
The Ol Patreon Lion
Well, figured it was time to beat the drum and try to recruit more for the whole Patreon thing again, It helps more than you can know to have support for what I do, its been a big help (Got new glasses because of it this year for example) , Now saving up for various other thing
Few more extensive games for being devoured, devouring others, or watching, a wide range of options to savor...
So what do you get? Other than the warm feeling of helping out another vorish fur keep working on the game/art/ectera?
Any level puts people in the lead when I try to fix bugs and such, Make sure to reply to patreon message and so on.Can't fix everything but will hopefully be able to explain why.
At the 6 dollar level you get access to ALOT of perks actually, early looks at the next game build, access to the location guide exclusively for four months, access to my doodle directory where I just put up random sketches and so on.
10 and up brings up the chance to win content and character requests,(3-4 a month) since there aren't to many the chances are fairly good to get me to do something
Though I do have a 100 level, I don't think thats going to happen. Whole sections/zones, none of this random chance stuff, at your service to create..
The Patreon link, have a look around.
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Support the art and Lodge game at
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Few more extensive games for being devoured, devouring others, or watching, a wide range of options to savor...
Even if you can't financially support, input and sharing the game can help a good deal too.
So what do you get? Other than the warm feeling of helping out another vorish fur keep working on the game/art/ectera?
Any level puts people in the lead when I try to fix bugs and such, Make sure to reply to patreon message and so on.Can't fix everything but will hopefully be able to explain why.
At the 6 dollar level you get access to ALOT of perks actually, early looks at the next game build, access to the location guide exclusively for four months, access to my doodle directory where I just put up random sketches and so on.
10 and up brings up the chance to win content and character requests,(3-4 a month) since there aren't to many the chances are fairly good to get me to do something
Though I do have a 100 level, I don't think thats going to happen. Whole sections/zones, none of this random chance stuff, at your service to create..
The Ol Patreon Lion
Well, figured it was time to beat the drum and try to recruit more for the whole Patreon thing again, It helps more than you can know to have support for what I do, its been a big help (Got new glasses because of it this year for example) , Now saving up for various other thing
Few more extensive games for being devoured, devouring others, or watching, a wide range of options to savor...
So what do you get? Other than the warm feeling of helping out another vorish fur keep working on the game/art/ectera?
Any level puts people in the lead when I try to fix bugs and such, Make sure to reply to patreon message and so on.Can't fix everything but will hopefully be able to explain why.
At the 6 dollar level you get access to ALOT of perks actually, early looks at the next game build, access to the location guide exclusively for four months, access to my doodle directory where I just put up random sketches and so on.
10 and up brings up the chance to win content and character requests,(3-4 a month) since there aren't to many the chances are fairly good to get me to do something
Though I do have a 100 level, I don't think thats going to happen. Whole sections/zones, none of this random chance stuff, at your service to create..
The Patreon link, have a look around.
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Support the art and Lodge game at
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Lodge March Update Preview- the patch notes
Posted 7 years agoRemember, you can help by supporting the Patreon, and even get to help dictate what content comes next at certain levels
March update "I've made a HUGE mistake" Update
Major things
The Dragon games....Start... there are theree predatory dragon encouners that you can now find, you probally have seen Hallows by the city... .the other two are surprises, they appear during one time of the day, in one zone.. for starters, late night at the covered bridge is one... the others..i'll tell people about as the month goes on.(there around a 20-40% trigger rate when requirents are met)
Bend over for Blitzen
Can Feed Haji your buddies
You can now feed yourself to the Tauric Laywer Dewy Howe.. rather than just plop into his belly
Can explore the Public Bathroom off the City center(currently very little except Haji's buddy dispsoal)
Feral Leo properly placed, His stomach has SLIGHT variations if you have a light source or not ..if he comes into your room,FREEZE he'll leave on his own.. don't run..it shows disrespect
Little additons
2 easter egg books added to the bookcase
Flavor encounter with gallows in the clearing, low chance, triggers twice
Flavor scene at the bridge with Gallows
Flavor scenes at the Graveyard, Gallows and Haji, both fire twice(Gallows second firing needs disposal)
Haji flavor uncommonly at the Quad.
Cheroot can now get fat
Reincarnation stone can be searched for in more rooms now, also when used will leave your remains somewhere among a random half dozen"bathrooms" throughout the lodge.. You could always rename yourself someone new to find your first persons remains
Bug Fixes
properly default to male player again rahter than nueter
Endeavors belly struggle to escape now honeslty allows you to.
FIXED THE BAR TAP
For almost a year unreported but it was just taking scenes from the general pool rather than the specific ones indicated in the room description
Can now get the hunted by pouncer and claimed "Flag" by just picking up his plush toy rather than having to go through getting hunted and dragged back.
Can now lift Renyold without being a pred, just being strong enough will do
Fixed Eventide holding belly digestion, also added an option to have her finish you right away in her holding belly(Rather than waiting out the 6 minutes)
Remains of woodclose buddy2 should happen correctly now
There are a lot of thigns for the next update already snuck in, if you find those, just smile and enjoy the early look, will be properly announced next update...
Care to share the little surprised you've found throughout the whole game? I'd like to hear.
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....KymUA/viewform
March update "I've made a HUGE mistake" Update
There is a very big QoL change this update, worth being the title, when you've met your final end now, you are going to be able to jump back in time and try to fix the mess you made, when nature takes its due you can accept it or take five steps back... If you've been screwing around of course and made more than that many moves before triggering your doom, well still SOL---Note, those who watch the disposal scenes will get the option twice, --The one place where this will not work, is when a person has been "Doomed" and their fate sealed(using the gator to test out playing pred, What happens when you eat Pouncers ferrett snack yourself for example)
Major things
The Dragon games....Start... there are theree predatory dragon encouners that you can now find, you probally have seen Hallows by the city... .the other two are surprises, they appear during one time of the day, in one zone.. for starters, late night at the covered bridge is one... the others..i'll tell people about as the month goes on.(there around a 20-40% trigger rate when requirents are met)
Bend over for Blitzen
Can Feed Haji your buddies
You can now feed yourself to the Tauric Laywer Dewy Howe.. rather than just plop into his belly
Can explore the Public Bathroom off the City center(currently very little except Haji's buddy dispsoal)
Feral Leo properly placed, His stomach has SLIGHT variations if you have a light source or not ..if he comes into your room,FREEZE he'll leave on his own.. don't run..it shows disrespect
Little additons
2 easter egg books added to the bookcase
Flavor encounter with gallows in the clearing, low chance, triggers twice
Flavor scene at the bridge with Gallows
Flavor scenes at the Graveyard, Gallows and Haji, both fire twice(Gallows second firing needs disposal)
Haji flavor uncommonly at the Quad.
Cheroot can now get fat
Reincarnation stone can be searched for in more rooms now, also when used will leave your remains somewhere among a random half dozen"bathrooms" throughout the lodge.. You could always rename yourself someone new to find your first persons remains
Bug Fixes
properly default to male player again rahter than nueter
Endeavors belly struggle to escape now honeslty allows you to.
FIXED THE BAR TAP
For almost a year unreported but it was just taking scenes from the general pool rather than the specific ones indicated in the room description
Can now get the hunted by pouncer and claimed "Flag" by just picking up his plush toy rather than having to go through getting hunted and dragged back.
Can now lift Renyold without being a pred, just being strong enough will do
Fixed Eventide holding belly digestion, also added an option to have her finish you right away in her holding belly(Rather than waiting out the 6 minutes)
Remains of woodclose buddy2 should happen correctly now
There are a lot of thigns for the next update already snuck in, if you find those, just smile and enjoy the early look, will be properly announced next update...
Care to share the little surprised you've found throughout the whole game? I'd like to hear.
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....KymUA/viewform
Lodge Spring Content Request Journal
Posted 7 years agoRequests, What would people like to see, and so on, the more detailed the better, comment or note me..
For a more general request form, you can go here too
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....gK2XA/viewform
Also thinking of seting up a Lodge twitter where I'll just drop ideas and such, since seems silly to do those in journals when it might only be a sentence or two, Info will be posted here when that's done
Cheers
For a more general request form, you can go here too
https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1.....gK2XA/viewform
Also thinking of seting up a Lodge twitter where I'll just drop ideas and such, since seems silly to do those in journals when it might only be a sentence or two, Info will be posted here when that's done
Cheers
Lodge scene requests
Posted 8 years agoHey there everyfellow, Its a slow period creatively, so opening up the floor for scene requests, normally do this on my other account, but know there are more than a handful of people who just come here..so what does everyone want to see, the more detail the suggestion the beter
Lodge Dating Form , Scene requests
Posted 8 years agoReally liking how Google forms works, much easier than simple polls, so here we go again
Have been doing some iterations on my feedback form, spreading them into “Date/popularity” and Specilized kink prefs, it feels a bit cleaner in design overall, what do people think?
The Who to date and How popularity form
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1k.....mKGNZOEWdsBn_4
And the general “What things in vore do you like form
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1c.....uef3h950eagLsg
Expect the lodge update to be out within a week
Have been doing some iterations on my feedback form, spreading them into “Date/popularity” and Specilized kink prefs, it feels a bit cleaner in design overall, what do people think?
The Who to date and How popularity form
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1k.....mKGNZOEWdsBn_4
And the general “What things in vore do you like form
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1c.....uef3h950eagLsg
Expect the lodge update to be out within a week
Victim hunt- Free Lodge Cameo's
Posted 8 years agoThis free cameo selection is a Quite bit different, its a Prey only, and its a much more specific roll, providing a meal for the players character. Your character gobbled up by players with minimal if any contact from the other predators in the lodge, the sort of encounter would be similar to the commands of “Devour” and other sorts of vore depending on how the mood stirkes Will take in the food..er.. cameo's taste in on what sorts of vore they suffer of course..
Not sure how many i'll choose from the entries or when they'll appear
Just comment here if your interested
Support the art and Lodge game at
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Not sure how many i'll choose from the entries or when they'll appear
Just comment here if your interested
Support the art and Lodge game at
https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Vore Lodge Testing build for update 14
Posted 8 years agoBeen a hard month here, but the testing build is out, remember if you want to see something keep me engaged and try to do more than just saying this is broke, want A and then just go silent.. (Or nag about something constantly without providing useful input). There are alot of hidden aspects that'll offically be announced in future updates as well.. but those are little secrets to find on your own
Patch notes
https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing
This version has vastly fewer errors, however saving makes the program take a duce if you've passed through a stomach at any point
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....TFpbnpsMGJVX2M
This version SHOULD allow saving anywhere, However you'll get a lot of harmless error messages going to belly rooms
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....kZQRlQ2dXA0bUE
Depressed ramblings
Posted 8 years agoBeen kinda a rough few days here, nothing really important, but my mental states been pretty low, stress, frustration, and loneliness are a bad trifecta to deal with. Its painful to be the one to engage in people right now, I've never been a social person or to assertive. (Its one reason even if I like them its hard for me to deal with super aggressive preds who keep the personality ooc), and not good at saying no as well.
Easiest way I could explain it is I feel like a castle that's crumbling from within.
Suppose in some ways its looking for more than just casual contacts that can be frustrating, wanting more than the superficial stuff. Seems that people are only in for my rps. I pretty much feel I have to be “on” all the time online..and offline dealing with some similar things as well. I try hard, focus on being a good person and then end up frustrated when I feel ignored when stretching out.
And what do I do? I end up pulling back, seeing assaults where they aren't, and end up not being able to open up out of fear... I can feel my own personality becoming more erratic as well, which isn't helpful for anyone.
I suppose realizing the situation is a step, but solving it is much harder. Caring for the mind is a tricky thing.
Thus ends actually writing down some of my own thoughts, maybe it'll help, am I okay? I don't know, I Think so.. but when you don't know the fix for something its hard to know what to ask for.
Talon
Lodge Cameo contest for May - The month of Lions begins..
Posted 8 years agoFor the previous few months I've been very thankful for the support Patreon folks have given me and hope I have provided a worthwhle return on their trust and generosity, for those interestest https://www.patreon.com/Talonsaurn
Now for the main post, as promised, Patreon its not the only way to get into the growing girth of the Lodge game, I'm opening up for at least one new cameo/wished for encounter from the net at large.. Will take names from this post, the journal on Gallows shadow, and likely my twitter feed,
Rules:If you are on Patreon as a supporter of the content level I'd ask not to enter, you've got a good chance of winning something every month, if your support is less than that level enter away
If you've already gotten a cameo in the game you are still eligible, will expand or add a new scene
You've got to have actually played the game, I know this seems silly, but if i get a person who seems to have no idea what is going on but wants free stuffs... i'm not going to be happy.
Reply here, note me, or get in touch with me somehow
P.S. Also still do have a Telegram group for the game, even if its slow alot of the time, and discussions derail often
https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAEDdTfdUaJfex0PPww
Now for the main post, as promised, Patreon its not the only way to get into the growing girth of the Lodge game, I'm opening up for at least one new cameo/wished for encounter from the net at large.. Will take names from this post, the journal on Gallows shadow, and likely my twitter feed,
Rules:If you are on Patreon as a supporter of the content level I'd ask not to enter, you've got a good chance of winning something every month, if your support is less than that level enter away
If you've already gotten a cameo in the game you are still eligible, will expand or add a new scene
You've got to have actually played the game, I know this seems silly, but if i get a person who seems to have no idea what is going on but wants free stuffs... i'm not going to be happy.
Reply here, note me, or get in touch with me somehow
P.S. Also still do have a Telegram group for the game, even if its slow alot of the time, and discussions derail often
https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAEDdTfdUaJfex0PPww
Lodge Update 12(April) Early Testing build
Posted 8 years agoIts that time of month again, the new Lodge update is nearing the final testing stages, and hopefully for a first or second week in April release, have fun everyone
Some of the things that are of note in this update(full notes follow)
Some wonderful Cameo's from my patrons,
A feeding room where you can easily drop dinner into a half dozen of the various lodge fellows, each fellows girth will visibly grow after enough meals as well, yippe!
More Bar fun- a smattering of new scenes to find there
The ability restore to life the key prey that might have gotten..ahem.. lost in various ways, this can be doing through the gryphon in the belfry IF you've fully satisfied him, or to the otter queen deep in the grotto if you give up whatever else you might own...it'll be back..eventually, somewhere.
A big lewd Roo is based in the forest cabin, if you have a buddy with you you might get to look from another angle
There are quite a few other things as well, check the patch notes for the list, including various bug fixes that had been in the game awhile unreported
The Testing file is at
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....2hFNXo3cWFmWEE
The Patch notes are here
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1J....._o6G0qaUSiiZMg
Some of the things that are of note in this update(full notes follow)
Some wonderful Cameo's from my patrons,
A feeding room where you can easily drop dinner into a half dozen of the various lodge fellows, each fellows girth will visibly grow after enough meals as well, yippe!
More Bar fun- a smattering of new scenes to find there
The ability restore to life the key prey that might have gotten..ahem.. lost in various ways, this can be doing through the gryphon in the belfry IF you've fully satisfied him, or to the otter queen deep in the grotto if you give up whatever else you might own...it'll be back..eventually, somewhere.
A big lewd Roo is based in the forest cabin, if you have a buddy with you you might get to look from another angle
There are quite a few other things as well, check the patch notes for the list, including various bug fixes that had been in the game awhile unreported
The Testing file is at
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....2hFNXo3cWFmWEE
The Patch notes are here
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1J....._o6G0qaUSiiZMg
next lodge update will go with my patreon page
Posted 9 years agoplan a modest mid feb update of the lodge and finally get a way to provide fiscal support for this long running labor of love, won't be anywhere near as big as the last update but a few nice new systems to try.
The Lodge Mega Anniversary Update, Testers build final
Posted 9 years agoThis is the Final testing build for the anniversary update, Have done a few more additions to test and multiple bug fixes/got the cameo's working properly. the number of loose ends to fix up has shrunk considerably.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....mp0NmZocUpfMms
Patch notes have been updated as well, "New" stuff is highlighted
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1Z.....MzURqTdZ0kNuNw
Important things to report
!) things you like
2) things you want to see more of
3)Game breaking bugs
4)Other bugs/errors/uncompleted(able) scenes
In that order, having pretty much been spending all my creative juice on this for four weeks has affected me
Post things here or contact me via note/telegram group
https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAAes9EwZjFBKwRc2Cg
Lodge = Current anniversary Patchnotes
Posted 9 years agoNot quite ready to put out the test version yet, but here are the Patch notes so far, might be a few more small things by the end, but the vast majority is here
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1Z.....MzURqTdZ0kNuNw
yes... i feel strange that i actually have the bulk of it done nearly 4 weeks before it is "Due" I've been pushing myself very hard.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1Z.....MzURqTdZ0kNuNw
yes... i feel strange that i actually have the bulk of it done nearly 4 weeks before it is "Due" I've been pushing myself very hard.
One Year Vore Lodge anniversary Cameo contest part 2
Posted 9 years agoSince it went fairly well last time I'm going to have another drawing for Cameo's encounter in the one year anniversary update in a bit over a month
Same rules as last time, You cannot win if you've already had a Cameo in the game previously
I "Plan" to do at least one winner for each predator and prey cameo's this time, there might be more, there might just be one total.
Enter by Replying to this message and saying pred, prey, or either.
(will also be posting it on twitter and collect names there as well)
I expect the contest to run till the 11th of Jan, maybe a day or two more.
Same rules as last time, You cannot win if you've already had a Cameo in the game previously
I "Plan" to do at least one winner for each predator and prey cameo's this time, there might be more, there might just be one total.
Enter by Replying to this message and saying pred, prey, or either.
(will also be posting it on twitter and collect names there as well)
I expect the contest to run till the 11th of Jan, maybe a day or two more.
Off to MFF see you there for supper
Posted 9 years agoAs folks might also have known, don't access this account as often, reply to messages on the submissions through my main talonsaurn account, but will be slower
Hope to mEAT interesting people at the con
Hope to mEAT interesting people at the con
The exile. (This is a stream of consciousness sort of post)
Posted 9 years agoI often feel like an outsider looking in, a loaner by nature its hard for me to get to know people and to maintain relations, I am concerned a lot about making good impressions and shy to bother people without something useful to share. I see all these groups of people, the circles of friends I know and feel like i'm just outside the orbit of all of them. I'd like to be closer to more, stability is something important to me.. I don't know how to keep people close, and I suppose its hard to know who are worth spending the effort too, trying to keep close to all is just burning at my soul.
I admit part of it is a bit of jealously, I see friends i've known getting fancy sexy commissions and would like to just chat with them all the more
Vore is so common there are so many people out there I know..I can't keep up, I feel drowning in content I should be enjoying so have cut myself off, no longer browsing FA submission lists, its just to much.
I've become very gunshy about Rping the last..well many years for a similar reason, so many people just seem to want to rp and thats it, few find the joys in just chatting and talking abuot vore like I do, even at its best it often involved psudo rp(Which is fine, but often can leave both sides oddly teased.
It takes ALOT to interest me in vore these years, and I like to play prey.. but am picky as well, so i'm kinda fucked there, I try to make hints at preds i'd like to feed..but unfortunately with Prey in short supply getting pred attention without screaming seems impossible
The work on the Lodge Game is satisfying, but fails in some ways too, it was an attempt last year to show those I care for some major content that can stand up and being unique in the vorish realm, I think it is, But not being easy to consume as art its hard to force folks to work for their pleasure(Immediate gratification is popular afterall) So I become self conscious about that as well
In the end..I do want to be part of the crowd sometimes, but I just don't know how, I like to be engaged but those I struggle to stay in touch with seem to fade away once a rp of some sort isn't coming immediately.
Am I that hard to ask questions of? I wonder what I am doing wrong sometimes. Why can others seem just to keep a casual conversation going without any trouble.
The Lodge Expansion 6.9-Testing
Posted 9 years agoThis is one of those updates that has been slow in coming, and on the whole fairly small, but wanted to get something new out before summer ends, so The Lodge Version 6.9. Since i've been outa town a lot this summer I probably have countless bits not fully done, hopefully testers will find most of em
(Testing version)
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....G1JVDFEb3YtYk0
Program
http://textadventures.co.uk/quest
No Online yet, that'll be in the real release.
Please give me any game ending glitches and so on, explore till your hearts content.
No one has found the afterlife yet btw, so another hint is to be provided, Using the “Pred” cheat will ruin your chances at getting there, and you will need to at least earn SOMEONES approval before you can complete the journy, who's doesn't really matter.
QOL and minor bug fixes
QOL- When earning predatory stripes, prey items now will have devour added to their verb list (a work in progress),
QOL Pomp now can no longer teleport though a blocked passage that he won't be announced going into
Fixed Skunks "Fed" description, had been broken ages but no one noticed
Sleeping bag can also lead to any stomach atm
hyena now leaves the outhouse in winter
New Scenes
If running around naked The Patrol Skunk might rape you, if he catches you violating the decency rules again.. well...deciding what to do there.
eating Trevor has a fate attributed to it now, and another cameo, sometimes you shouldn't eat other peoples food....
New fourth wall CV scene(two realy) based on same interaction depending on your choice)(max)
Added another alt Fate from the (third)real trophy head, a hyena can end up noosing you and hanging you for sex in the outhouse
When not filled with Hyena you can try to "Take a shit" in the outhouse...this has a couple ends right now
PLunger can now be used on eventide, set up random endings(Not quite done yet)
Oral Sex for Hearsay...after which you should be able to go down that naughty bit by going to his room(With splattered mag)
If your not named someone special you can catch Hearsay AVing a person in the Library at night
If you have disposal set, and eat max, he'll be disposed
Hearsay eats luke(Redpanda only)
Can worship the demoness otter, Kinky mag gives scene(AV), otherwise randomish doom
Harvest Oriented Scenes
Belfry now has a description, placeholder for...seeing the truth behind it,also woodclose's room has it. (These extra descrips need to be unlocked through the satisfying harvest line
Can now be rutted by Harvest, assuming you pleased his ass and survived... part two of getting to some unique encounters eventually, need to have everything lubed. and of course have both male x rated mags. It is very hard to do right, but eventually will provide both an item to reform that you don't lose, and seeing some rooms as there "True" form
(Plan on a mini update to put in that final scene when you fully satisfy the Gryphon, Sexually and nutritonally)
New Systems
Can unlock CV now, need to rape the victims enough, however there are no Player can CV scenes written yet, its triggered like the normal vore unlock, but in the second floor bathroom. also after unlocking check the phonebook
(Testing version)
https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B.....G1JVDFEb3YtYk0
Program
http://textadventures.co.uk/quest
No Online yet, that'll be in the real release.
Please give me any game ending glitches and so on, explore till your hearts content.
No one has found the afterlife yet btw, so another hint is to be provided, Using the “Pred” cheat will ruin your chances at getting there, and you will need to at least earn SOMEONES approval before you can complete the journy, who's doesn't really matter.
QOL and minor bug fixes
QOL- When earning predatory stripes, prey items now will have devour added to their verb list (a work in progress),
QOL Pomp now can no longer teleport though a blocked passage that he won't be announced going into
Fixed Skunks "Fed" description, had been broken ages but no one noticed
Sleeping bag can also lead to any stomach atm
hyena now leaves the outhouse in winter
New Scenes
If running around naked The Patrol Skunk might rape you, if he catches you violating the decency rules again.. well...deciding what to do there.
eating Trevor has a fate attributed to it now, and another cameo, sometimes you shouldn't eat other peoples food....
New fourth wall CV scene(two realy) based on same interaction depending on your choice)(max)
Added another alt Fate from the (third)real trophy head, a hyena can end up noosing you and hanging you for sex in the outhouse
When not filled with Hyena you can try to "Take a shit" in the outhouse...this has a couple ends right now
PLunger can now be used on eventide, set up random endings(Not quite done yet)
Oral Sex for Hearsay...after which you should be able to go down that naughty bit by going to his room(With splattered mag)
If your not named someone special you can catch Hearsay AVing a person in the Library at night
If you have disposal set, and eat max, he'll be disposed
Hearsay eats luke(Redpanda only)
Can worship the demoness otter, Kinky mag gives scene(AV), otherwise randomish doom
Harvest Oriented Scenes
Belfry now has a description, placeholder for...seeing the truth behind it,also woodclose's room has it. (These extra descrips need to be unlocked through the satisfying harvest line
Can now be rutted by Harvest, assuming you pleased his ass and survived... part two of getting to some unique encounters eventually, need to have everything lubed. and of course have both male x rated mags. It is very hard to do right, but eventually will provide both an item to reform that you don't lose, and seeing some rooms as there "True" form
(Plan on a mini update to put in that final scene when you fully satisfy the Gryphon, Sexually and nutritonally)
New Systems
Can unlock CV now, need to rape the victims enough, however there are no Player can CV scenes written yet, its triggered like the normal vore unlock, but in the second floor bathroom. also after unlocking check the phonebook
Telegram Group for commenting/discussing Vore text game
Posted 9 years agoAssuming the people won't abuse this, if so, I'll just close the group down okays?
https://telegram.me/joinchat/CUCLUg.....9Ey5bxJ-wRc2Cg
https://telegram.me/joinchat/CUCLUg.....9Ey5bxJ-wRc2Cg
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