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Posted 17 years agoFurry/Human survey meme thingie:
HUMAN QUESTIONS
What's your real name?
Carmelo, but people call me Melloman, Melo, or Lambchop. Go ahead, ask.
-Gender?
Male
-Orientation?
Straight
-Race?
Puerto Rican, Irish, Polack, German, and a tad bit Cherokee...
-What's your favorite genre of music?
Anything, but I loves me bass in my music....
-What's your favorite band/musical artist?
Steely Dan and Maroon 5.
-What's your worst peeve?
Intolerance. I thought it used to be disrespect, but intolerance is just..... horrid...
-Are you doing well in school?
School? What school?
-Do you have a religion?
Undecided. Somewhere between Christian and Wiccan.
-What turns you on?
Women. With a few exceptions, of course.
-Do you consider yourself a whore?
For trying to help people... yes...
-Do you have a favorite movie?
Too many to count. Does "We all deserve to die" ring any bells?
-Funniest thing you've ever said?
"(In the tune of Timmy and the Lords of the Underworld) Da da da da da da da da da pbttttttttttttttttttt {AKA, raspberry}" While playing Rock Band with my friends and not playing that song....
-What do you eat?
Food, glorious food.
-Are you flexible?
No.
-What's your favorite video game?
Can't answer that. I have tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many...
-Do you have a crush on anyone?
Outside my girlfriend?..... yes...
-What's the most embarrassing moment you can remember?
Far too many..
-Are you a (gulp) myspace whore?
Nope.
FURRY QUESTIONS
-What's your furry name?
Let's just choose Carmelo Ocasio
-Species?
Fox/Space Dragoon. Not a mix, just prefers his fox form.
-If you could describe your furry in one word, what would it be?
Valient
-Does your fur have a side-story?
Toooooo many.
-Is your fur a whore?
Used to be, now he just loves his PunkRunt
-Does your fur have any traits that resemble yourself?
He's me, from the ear nomming to the protect-till-I-can't-no-more attitude.
-What's your fur's favorite outfit?
Jean and Jean Jacket combo...
-Describe your furs overall personality in a few words.
Caring, devoted, adoring...
-How often do you RP using your fur?
I wish.....
-Does your fur have any weapons?
Yes, but he'd prefer not to use them.
-How does your fur wear his/her hair?
Slightly messy.
HUMAN QUESTIONS
What's your real name?
Carmelo, but people call me Melloman, Melo, or Lambchop. Go ahead, ask.
-Gender?
Male
-Orientation?
Straight
-Race?
Puerto Rican, Irish, Polack, German, and a tad bit Cherokee...
-What's your favorite genre of music?
Anything, but I loves me bass in my music....
-What's your favorite band/musical artist?
Steely Dan and Maroon 5.
-What's your worst peeve?
Intolerance. I thought it used to be disrespect, but intolerance is just..... horrid...
-Are you doing well in school?
School? What school?
-Do you have a religion?
Undecided. Somewhere between Christian and Wiccan.
-What turns you on?
Women. With a few exceptions, of course.
-Do you consider yourself a whore?
For trying to help people... yes...
-Do you have a favorite movie?
Too many to count. Does "We all deserve to die" ring any bells?
-Funniest thing you've ever said?
"(In the tune of Timmy and the Lords of the Underworld) Da da da da da da da da da pbttttttttttttttttttt {AKA, raspberry}" While playing Rock Band with my friends and not playing that song....
-What do you eat?
Food, glorious food.
-Are you flexible?
No.
-What's your favorite video game?
Can't answer that. I have tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many...
-Do you have a crush on anyone?
Outside my girlfriend?..... yes...
-What's the most embarrassing moment you can remember?
Far too many..
-Are you a (gulp) myspace whore?
Nope.
FURRY QUESTIONS
-What's your furry name?
Let's just choose Carmelo Ocasio
-Species?
Fox/Space Dragoon. Not a mix, just prefers his fox form.
-If you could describe your furry in one word, what would it be?
Valient
-Does your fur have a side-story?
Toooooo many.
-Is your fur a whore?
Used to be, now he just loves his PunkRunt
-Does your fur have any traits that resemble yourself?
He's me, from the ear nomming to the protect-till-I-can't-no-more attitude.
-What's your fur's favorite outfit?
Jean and Jean Jacket combo...
-Describe your furs overall personality in a few words.
Caring, devoted, adoring...
-How often do you RP using your fur?
I wish.....
-Does your fur have any weapons?
Yes, but he'd prefer not to use them.
-How does your fur wear his/her hair?
Slightly messy.
I'm still alive.
Posted 17 years ago*Starts humming "Still Alive" from Portal.*
Due to unfortunate stuffs.... like my brothers being home, I can't use any compys/internets thingies that often. I literally at this point have 71 out of 698 pics that I actually kept on my list the look at. No offence, but 698!?!??! I can't handle that much awesome! It may be like this for a little while, so don't worry. Much loves to you, Sharen!
Due to unfortunate stuffs.... like my brothers being home, I can't use any compys/internets thingies that often. I literally at this point have 71 out of 698 pics that I actually kept on my list the look at. No offence, but 698!?!??! I can't handle that much awesome! It may be like this for a little while, so don't worry. Much loves to you, Sharen!
Guahh! Damn Yahoo!
Posted 17 years agoThat's it. Yahoo kept fucking up for me yesterday, making me miss my chance to talk to my lovely Sharen and her twin, now today it messes up for them so they can't talk to me!? Fuck them. I'm an MSN Now. Find me on either, and talk to me. TrueFoxCO3[at]hotmail.com
Oh, how my life sucks....
Posted 17 years agoToday, I had gotten on Yahoo messenger. REALLY early too. But my computer fails to tell me that it logged out, so I missed my Karen messenging me, thus not being able to talk to her or my dearest Sharen for yet another day, and possibly for a while. Then my mom calls me to tell me that, even though I passed the Wal-Mart test, since it's been over two months, they dropped me, which means I have to take the test all over again just to try to get an interview. Even though, when I took the test, it said my info would be on there for 2 YEARS!!!!!........ This is getting bad..... I am not happy!
Meme stolen from Gennii
Posted 17 years agoBecause she has great stuff.... XD
1) The way to win your heart?
Being sweet to me and Being able to accept my quirks and chivalry...
2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
Anything to get those yummy noodles in my mouth!!
3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Not currently, but I was when I last kissed her
4) What did you do last night?
Cooked, Played Fable.
5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
Only when I'm really thirsty. But I usually am.
6) How long is your hair?
Short and curly
7) Do you like Batman?
My favorite DC hero.
8) What are you doing tonight?
Cooking, playing Fable.
9) Addicted to anything?
Love, Sharen, Swedish Fish, and Videogames.
10) What were you last listening to?
Pretty. Odd. cd by Panic at the Disco. But none of my friends like it cause it's different from their last cd..... But I loves it. I loves it so much!
11) Do you like anyone now?
Relationship wise, oh hell yes, I think I'm in love...
Friends wise, a lots of people.
12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
I'm still singing.... hehhehe.
13) What did you have for breakfast?
I no eat breakfast much...
14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
Mother's Day. I'm a gift to my mom.
15) What instant messaging service do you use?
Yahoo.
16) Can you cook?
Hells yeah. I'm a cooking machine!
17) Did you have a nap today?
I just woke up an hour ago, so no.
18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
For argueing with my brother... again.
19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans. I loves jeans.
20) When is your birthday?
May 8th...
21) Want some green beans?
Will it have bacon in it? It will? Then pile it on my plate!
22) Do you swear a lot?
I scream "Whore" while I play videogames..... does that count.
23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
I have no idea. My dad gave it to me for my birthday.
24) Do you have any regrets?
So many.
25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
Rarely, but yes.
26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Eyes. Eyes are the windows to the soul.
27) Do you want something you can't have?
What do you mean I can't have it! I will have it..... *Evil sneer*
28) Who would you like to see right now?
Sharen! I want to see her so much.
29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
So-so social. It really depends on those around me...
30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
Yep
31) Do you have a tan?
I'm mostly Puetro Rican. So, yep.
32) Ever been in love?
Yep, I'm addicted to it.
33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
Alone until I can sleep with Sharen.
34) Ever had braces?
No.
35) What do you wear to bed?
Whatever I'm wearing during the day, unless it's too hot..
36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
Daniel. He may be my brother... but ..... how am I related to him?
37) Do you trust people?
Yeah, and it's not the smartest thing I do sometimes. But I'm happy with my decisions at the moment.
38) What are you wearing?
Iron Man Shirt, jeans, undies, glasses, and bracelets... Yes, I wear bracelets.
39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
The first weekend of summer vacation? No, unless you count my insanity starting.
40) What was the highlight of your week?
Watching my friend play Shin Megami Tensei Nocture and seeing Dante.
41) What type of people do you fall for?
Women. Yep, I don't see types.
42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
Define in. As in being their to celebrate a friend's mother getting married? Then yes. And I hope to be in my own.
1) The way to win your heart?
Being sweet to me and Being able to accept my quirks and chivalry...
2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
Anything to get those yummy noodles in my mouth!!
3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Not currently, but I was when I last kissed her
4) What did you do last night?
Cooked, Played Fable.
5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
Only when I'm really thirsty. But I usually am.
6) How long is your hair?
Short and curly
7) Do you like Batman?
My favorite DC hero.
8) What are you doing tonight?
Cooking, playing Fable.
9) Addicted to anything?
Love, Sharen, Swedish Fish, and Videogames.
10) What were you last listening to?
Pretty. Odd. cd by Panic at the Disco. But none of my friends like it cause it's different from their last cd..... But I loves it. I loves it so much!
11) Do you like anyone now?
Relationship wise, oh hell yes, I think I'm in love...
Friends wise, a lots of people.
12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
I'm still singing.... hehhehe.
13) What did you have for breakfast?
I no eat breakfast much...
14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
Mother's Day. I'm a gift to my mom.
15) What instant messaging service do you use?
Yahoo.
16) Can you cook?
Hells yeah. I'm a cooking machine!
17) Did you have a nap today?
I just woke up an hour ago, so no.
18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
For argueing with my brother... again.
19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Jeans. I loves jeans.
20) When is your birthday?
May 8th...
21) Want some green beans?
Will it have bacon in it? It will? Then pile it on my plate!
22) Do you swear a lot?
I scream "Whore" while I play videogames..... does that count.
23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
I have no idea. My dad gave it to me for my birthday.
24) Do you have any regrets?
So many.
25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
Rarely, but yes.
26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Eyes. Eyes are the windows to the soul.
27) Do you want something you can't have?
What do you mean I can't have it! I will have it..... *Evil sneer*
28) Who would you like to see right now?
Sharen! I want to see her so much.
29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
So-so social. It really depends on those around me...
30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
Yep
31) Do you have a tan?
I'm mostly Puetro Rican. So, yep.
32) Ever been in love?
Yep, I'm addicted to it.
33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
Alone until I can sleep with Sharen.
34) Ever had braces?
No.
35) What do you wear to bed?
Whatever I'm wearing during the day, unless it's too hot..
36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
Daniel. He may be my brother... but ..... how am I related to him?
37) Do you trust people?
Yeah, and it's not the smartest thing I do sometimes. But I'm happy with my decisions at the moment.
38) What are you wearing?
Iron Man Shirt, jeans, undies, glasses, and bracelets... Yes, I wear bracelets.
39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
The first weekend of summer vacation? No, unless you count my insanity starting.
40) What was the highlight of your week?
Watching my friend play Shin Megami Tensei Nocture and seeing Dante.
41) What type of people do you fall for?
Women. Yep, I don't see types.
42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
Define in. As in being their to celebrate a friend's mother getting married? Then yes. And I hope to be in my own.
I think I might explode.....
Posted 17 years agoThis sucks.
I've been trying so hard to keep in a relatively good mood, but this breaks it. I was fine....
I haven't been able to talkt to my girlfriend for a while... but I'm fine...
School's letting out, which means my brothers will be home, making it harder to get on the computer...... but I'm fine...
My pain-in-the-ass brother will be graduating this year, which means he'll be up my ass all next year... but I'm fine...
And now?..... I find the good scanner, and it's screen is cracked, thus making any hopes of mass scanning futile..... (Boom)
What the fuck!? Is it not enough that I'm putting up with a mass of utterly crappy luck, now the only way for me to scan continuely ius cracked!? Come On! And I know I will be blamed for it! So, trouble! So, my cummer is going to be no internet, no girlfriend, no scanning, no girlfriend, no time away from my brothers, and no girlfriend!?!?!?!?!?........
(Sigh)
Why?.... I've been 20 for 13 days.... and it's been crap for 10?...... Ugh... This will be one great year......
I've been trying so hard to keep in a relatively good mood, but this breaks it. I was fine....
I haven't been able to talkt to my girlfriend for a while... but I'm fine...
School's letting out, which means my brothers will be home, making it harder to get on the computer...... but I'm fine...
My pain-in-the-ass brother will be graduating this year, which means he'll be up my ass all next year... but I'm fine...
And now?..... I find the good scanner, and it's screen is cracked, thus making any hopes of mass scanning futile..... (Boom)
What the fuck!? Is it not enough that I'm putting up with a mass of utterly crappy luck, now the only way for me to scan continuely ius cracked!? Come On! And I know I will be blamed for it! So, trouble! So, my cummer is going to be no internet, no girlfriend, no scanning, no girlfriend, no time away from my brothers, and no girlfriend!?!?!?!?!?........
(Sigh)
Why?.... I've been 20 for 13 days.... and it's been crap for 10?...... Ugh... This will be one great year......
Things that are great
Posted 17 years agoAmong a lot of things:
1) Today (5/13/08)'s link of the day. Here it is if you read this any other day. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjJmugXIM8s It's awesome.
2) Castlevania's Maria Renard. It's sad when a 12 year old is stronger that a 19 year old Richter Belmont, and when she's 17, she's as good as Alucard, son of Dracula...
1) Today (5/13/08)'s link of the day. Here it is if you read this any other day. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjJmugXIM8s It's awesome.
2) Castlevania's Maria Renard. It's sad when a 12 year old is stronger that a 19 year old Richter Belmont, and when she's 17, she's as good as Alucard, son of Dracula...
OMG TWO OH!
Posted 17 years agoI'm twenty!? How in the world did I survive until twenty!? Oh well.. Happy birthday to me.....
If I sang...
Posted 17 years agoAbout 60 seconds of an a capella song I'm writing, would you all listen, or just think I'm a dope. If you do, please note I was in chorus at school, but that was quite some time ago......
Birthdays!!!!
Posted 17 years agoToday is my girlfriend 
dragoncat21 and her twin 
aerach birthday!!!!! Happy Birthday, girls!!!!
And My birthday is the 8th!!!! Just wanted to say something...
dragoncat21 and her twin 
aerach birthday!!!!! Happy Birthday, girls!!!!And My birthday is the 8th!!!! Just wanted to say something...
Meme
Posted 17 years agoTaken from 
Samoya_wulf , who took it from 
zalrex , who took it from 
roo_boy
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
ok here's me:
Real Name;
C: You are really silly.
A: Easy to fall in love with.
R: Fucking crazy.
M: best kisser ever.
E: Great in bed.
L: Unbelievably great in bed.
O: Crazy
Screen Name;
G: You never let people tell you what to do.
A: Easy to fall in love with.
M: best kisser ever.
E: Great in bed.
R: Fucking crazy.
I: Great in bed.
Wow, so in real life, I'm really, really crazy and really, really great in bed. Go figure.
Samoya_wulf , who took it from 
zalrex , who took it from 
roo_boyA : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
ok here's me:
Real Name;
C: You are really silly.
A: Easy to fall in love with.
R: Fucking crazy.
M: best kisser ever.
E: Great in bed.
L: Unbelievably great in bed.
O: Crazy
Screen Name;
G: You never let people tell you what to do.
A: Easy to fall in love with.
M: best kisser ever.
E: Great in bed.
R: Fucking crazy.
I: Great in bed.
Wow, so in real life, I'm really, really crazy and really, really great in bed. Go figure.
Lovely Lyrics
Posted 17 years agoFor my dearest Sharen dragoncat21
Eye To Eye
Performed by Tevin Campbell [Powerline].
Featured vocal by Rosie Gaines
I got myself a notion
One I know that you'll understand
To set the world in motion
By reaching out for each other's hand
Maybe we'll discover what we should have known all along
One way or another together's where we both belong
If we listen to each other's heart
We'll find we're never too far apart
And maybe love is the reason why
For the first time ever we're seeing it eye to eye
If a wall should come between us
To high to climb, to hard to break through
I know that love will lead us
And find a way to bring me to you
So don't be in a hurry. Think before you count us out.
You don't have to worry, I won't ever let you drown
If we listen to each other's heart
We'll find we're never too far apart
And maybe love is the reason why
For the first time ever we're seeing it eye to eye
If you're ever lonely, stop. You don't have to be
After all is stolen, I'll beat a way from you to me
If we listen to each other's heart
We'll find we're never too far apart
And maybe love is the reason why
For the first time ever we're seeing it eye to eye
Oh Love
Brad Paisley Featuring Carrie Underwood
(Brad)
Strong like a mother holds her child
Free as horses runnin wild
And real as a prayer on a lonely night
And sure as the ocean tide
[chorus]
Oh love
Oh love
All the many colors that you’re made of
You heel
You bleed
You’re the simple truth and you’re the biggest mystery
Oh love
Oh love
(Carrie)
Deep as the life from God’s own breath
Endless even after death
Gone like the sunset
(Brad)
You can break a heart in pieces
Put it back together again
(Carrie)
You can break down sweet forgiveness
You’re the one that never ends
Oh love mmm ooohh
[chorus]
Hey yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ( repeat three times)
Your Everything
Keith Urban
The first time I looked in your eyes I knew
that I would do anything for you
The first time you touched my face I felt
what I never felt with anyone else
I wanna give back what you've given to me &
I wanna witness all of your dreams
Now that you've shown me
who I really am
I wanna be more than just your man
I wanna be the wind that fills your sails &
be the hand that lifts your veil
be the moon that moves your tide
the sun comin up in your eyes
be the wheel that never rusts
be the spark that lights you up
all that you've been dreaming of & more
so much more
I wanna be your everything
When you wake up
I'll be the first thing you see &
when it gets dark
you can reach out to me
I'll cherish your words &
I'll finish your thoughts &
I'll be your compass baby
when you get lost
I wanna be the wind that fills your sails &
be the hand that lifts your veil
be the moon that moves your tide
the sun comin up in your eyes
be the wheel that never rusts
be the spark that lights you up
all that you've been dreaming of & more
so much more
I wanna be your everything
I'll be the wheel that never rusts
be the spark that lights you up
all that you've been dreaming of & more
so much more
I wanna be your everything
I wanna be your everything
I wanna be your everything
I Walk The Line
Los Lonely Boys cover of Johnny Cash
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine, I walk the line
As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I've known proves that it's right
Because you're mine, I walk the line
You've got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can't hide
For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide
Because you're mine, I walk the line
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
Staight Up
Paula Abdul
Lost in a dream
i don't know which way to go
If you are all that you seem
Then baby I'm moving way too slow
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information--please
Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh oh oh
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh oh oh
or Are you just having fun
Time's standing still
Waiting for some small clue
I keep getting chills
When I think your love is true
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information--please
Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh oh oh
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh oh oh
Are you just having fun
You are so hard to read
You play hide and seek
With your true intentions
If you're only playing games
I'll just have to say--bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
Are you more than hot for me
Or am I a page in your history-book
I don't mean to make demands
But the word and the deed go hand in hand
How about some information--please
Chorus cont.
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
Are you more than hot for me
Or am I a page in your history-book
I don't mean to make demands
But the word and the deed go hand in hand
How about some information--please, please a please please
Chorus out
dragoncat21Eye To Eye
Performed by Tevin Campbell [Powerline].
Featured vocal by Rosie Gaines
I got myself a notion
One I know that you'll understand
To set the world in motion
By reaching out for each other's hand
Maybe we'll discover what we should have known all along
One way or another together's where we both belong
If we listen to each other's heart
We'll find we're never too far apart
And maybe love is the reason why
For the first time ever we're seeing it eye to eye
If a wall should come between us
To high to climb, to hard to break through
I know that love will lead us
And find a way to bring me to you
So don't be in a hurry. Think before you count us out.
You don't have to worry, I won't ever let you drown
If we listen to each other's heart
We'll find we're never too far apart
And maybe love is the reason why
For the first time ever we're seeing it eye to eye
If you're ever lonely, stop. You don't have to be
After all is stolen, I'll beat a way from you to me
If we listen to each other's heart
We'll find we're never too far apart
And maybe love is the reason why
For the first time ever we're seeing it eye to eye
Oh Love
Brad Paisley Featuring Carrie Underwood
(Brad)
Strong like a mother holds her child
Free as horses runnin wild
And real as a prayer on a lonely night
And sure as the ocean tide
[chorus]
Oh love
Oh love
All the many colors that you’re made of
You heel
You bleed
You’re the simple truth and you’re the biggest mystery
Oh love
Oh love
(Carrie)
Deep as the life from God’s own breath
Endless even after death
Gone like the sunset
(Brad)
You can break a heart in pieces
Put it back together again
(Carrie)
You can break down sweet forgiveness
You’re the one that never ends
Oh love mmm ooohh
[chorus]
Hey yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ( repeat three times)
Your Everything
Keith Urban
The first time I looked in your eyes I knew
that I would do anything for you
The first time you touched my face I felt
what I never felt with anyone else
I wanna give back what you've given to me &
I wanna witness all of your dreams
Now that you've shown me
who I really am
I wanna be more than just your man
I wanna be the wind that fills your sails &
be the hand that lifts your veil
be the moon that moves your tide
the sun comin up in your eyes
be the wheel that never rusts
be the spark that lights you up
all that you've been dreaming of & more
so much more
I wanna be your everything
When you wake up
I'll be the first thing you see &
when it gets dark
you can reach out to me
I'll cherish your words &
I'll finish your thoughts &
I'll be your compass baby
when you get lost
I wanna be the wind that fills your sails &
be the hand that lifts your veil
be the moon that moves your tide
the sun comin up in your eyes
be the wheel that never rusts
be the spark that lights you up
all that you've been dreaming of & more
so much more
I wanna be your everything
I'll be the wheel that never rusts
be the spark that lights you up
all that you've been dreaming of & more
so much more
I wanna be your everything
I wanna be your everything
I wanna be your everything
I Walk The Line
Los Lonely Boys cover of Johnny Cash
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
I find it very, very easy to be true
I find myself alone when each day is through
Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you
Because you're mine, I walk the line
As sure as night is dark and day is light
I keep you on my mind both day and night
And happiness I've known proves that it's right
Because you're mine, I walk the line
You've got a way to keep me on your side
You give me cause for love that I can't hide
For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide
Because you're mine, I walk the line
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because you're mine, I walk the line
Staight Up
Paula Abdul
Lost in a dream
i don't know which way to go
If you are all that you seem
Then baby I'm moving way too slow
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information--please
Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh oh oh
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh oh oh
or Are you just having fun
Time's standing still
Waiting for some small clue
I keep getting chills
When I think your love is true
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
How about some information--please
Straight up now tell me
Do you really want to love me forever oh oh oh
Or am I caught in a hit and run
Straight up now tell me
Is it gonna be you and me together oh oh oh
Are you just having fun
You are so hard to read
You play hide and seek
With your true intentions
If you're only playing games
I'll just have to say--bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
Do do you love me
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
Are you more than hot for me
Or am I a page in your history-book
I don't mean to make demands
But the word and the deed go hand in hand
How about some information--please
Chorus cont.
I've been a fool before
Wouldn't like to get my love caught
In the slammin' door
Are you more than hot for me
Or am I a page in your history-book
I don't mean to make demands
But the word and the deed go hand in hand
How about some information--please, please a please please
Chorus out
Art Meme stolen from Samoya Wulf
Posted 17 years ago1. Do I have a distinct style of drawing?
2. If so, what exactly is it that defines my "style"?
3. Would you say my art usually follows a 'theme'?
4. Is there anything I really need to improve on or change?
5. Does my style (if I have one) remind you of/look like the style of anyone else?
6. Judging from whatever art of mine that you've seen, what do you think I do the best at?
7. What do you think I suck at?
Be honest!
2. If so, what exactly is it that defines my "style"?
3. Would you say my art usually follows a 'theme'?
4. Is there anything I really need to improve on or change?
5. Does my style (if I have one) remind you of/look like the style of anyone else?
6. Judging from whatever art of mine that you've seen, what do you think I do the best at?
7. What do you think I suck at?
Be honest!
Character Questions
Posted 17 years agoI've noticed people posting journals having people ask them about their characters. I had posted one before, to little reation. Now that more people look at my characters, I think I should do another. So, ask anything, be it serious or not, to one or all the characters, or to me.
Stealing Again From Gennii 2
Posted 17 years ago1) Nick Name(s):
Melloman, Marshmello, Kyle, Gameri, Jareth (Yes, Labrynth's Jareth)
2) Who do you think you look like:
I've been told I look like my father and two of my uncles. I think I look like an idiot.
3) Birthday:
May 8th, 1988
4) Place of Birth and Current Location:
Birthplace: Some Army Base in Germany
Current: Carrollton, Georgia
5) Nationality:
As in race? Puerto Rican, Irish, Polack, Cherokee, and German
6) Astrology Sign:
Taurus
7) Chinese Astrology:
Dragon
8) Religion:
Does it really matter?
9) What's your favorite smell:
Lavender.....
10) Political Position:
Politics? BA'h!
11) What do you prefer to drink in the morning:
Tea... Rooibos Tea to be exact..... I need more.
12) Hair+Eye color:
Both: Dark Brown, almost black,
13) Do you look like anyone famous:
Not really.
14) Any unusual talents:
Pulling info from nowhere and being right.
15) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous:
Righty.... though I wish I was Ambi..
16) What do you do for a living:
Until I can get a job, I mooch of others.
17) What do you do for fun:
Draw, read, sing, play videogames, and surfs internets.
18) What Kind of material do you like to use:
A pencil?
19) What kind of materials would you like to work with:
Clay...
20) What celebrity would you date if you could:
I don't do the celebrity date dreaming deal. And plus, most of the celebrity women my age are.... messed up...
21) Favorite place to be:
Under my comforter..
22) Least favorite place To be:
Home...
23) Do you burn or tan:
I tan. I'm mostly Puetro Rican, it'd be insane if I didn't.
24) Ever break a bone:
My skull.
25) What is your favorite cereal:
....I don't know anymore. I don't eat cereal.
26) Person you cry with:
Probably Sharen now....
27) Any sisters:
Not by blood, but a lot by friendship
28) Any brothers:
3, a 12 year old, a 14 year old, and an 18 year old
29) Any pets:
4 dogs: Chalie and Brute are male, Snuggles and Pepita are female; and a male cat, Phantom
30) An Illness:
None that are verified
31) A visible birthmark:
No birthmarks
32) A pool or hot tub:
Pool. I like swimming.
33) A car:
A black classic Mustang. I say classic because I don't know the year, but it is classified as classic now...
Describe Your:
34) Personality:
Selfless. Loving. Stupid.
35) Your clothing style:
Baggy, to hide my chubbyness.
36) Room:
Asploded
37) Relationship with your parents:
I love my mom, dearly, she's my hero. My dad has his good times, but he's a dick.
38) Do you believe in yourself:
Not really, but I try
39) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
No. Not anymore. But I do believe in attraction at frist sight.
Do you:
40) Save your emails:
I don't get emails.
41) Pray:
Not too often.
42) Believe in reincarnation:
Yes.
43) Brush your teeth twice a day:
I wish.
44) Like to talk on the phone:
I used to, now it seems... forced.
45) Like to eat:
Love eating.
46) Like to exercise:
Yeah, but I don't exercise....
47) Like to watch sports:
Does watching Iron Chef count?
48) Sing in a car:
Everywhere.
49) Do you have nightmares:
I'd rather not talk about it.
50) Sleep with a stuffed animal:
I need a new one, because sleeping with my Radical Edward plushie seems.... ackward..
What is:
51) Right next to you:
The compy!
52) On your coffee cup:
No coffee cup. I no like coffee. On my tea cup, a leaf.
53) On your mouse pad:
Garth Brooks. Because my pad is my father's unopened Garth Brooks Limited Series Box.
54) Your favorite flavor of gum:
Green Tea
55) Your brand of deodorant:
Axe
56) Your dream honeymoon spot:
I'm a guy, I don't think about that stuff! *Looks around* Are the bad people gone? Good. I think somewhere near a moonlight drenched lake or ocean. Something serene, but comfortable. *Looks again* Oh crap, they're comming back! Like I told you before, I don't think that stuff.
57) Your bad time of day:
Anytime my brothers are home.
58) Your worst fear(s):
Dying without love.
59) What's the weather like:
Hot, and rainy.
60) What's your favorite time of year:
Spring and Fall
61) Your favorite holiday:
Halloween
62) A material weakness:
Cute women, Swedish Fish, plushies, and chibis.
63) The hardest thing about growing up:
Money. Money sucks.
64) Your scariest moment:
Well, I did break my skull open, but it would have to be going to jail.
65) The worst feeling in the world:
Being in jail, thinking you're the wort person in the world, even when you know you didn't do anything wrong...
66) The Best feeling in the world:
Love.
67) Who sent this to you:
I stole it from
genniidrominda
68) What's your favorite colors?
Lavender, Sage, Maroon
69) If you could be anything you'd like to be, what would it be:
A famous writer.
70) What's your favorite food:
Cookies!
71) What's your favorite yaoi pairing:
I may be straight, but I've always found the Light/Ryuk pairing funny.
72) Are you a morning or an evening person:
I'm an anytime person.
73) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Me not beings so chubby.
74) Reality or Fantasy:
Fantasy, but who said there was a differense anymore?
Melloman, Marshmello, Kyle, Gameri, Jareth (Yes, Labrynth's Jareth)
2) Who do you think you look like:
I've been told I look like my father and two of my uncles. I think I look like an idiot.
3) Birthday:
May 8th, 1988
4) Place of Birth and Current Location:
Birthplace: Some Army Base in Germany
Current: Carrollton, Georgia
5) Nationality:
As in race? Puerto Rican, Irish, Polack, Cherokee, and German
6) Astrology Sign:
Taurus
7) Chinese Astrology:
Dragon
8) Religion:
Does it really matter?
9) What's your favorite smell:
Lavender.....
10) Political Position:
Politics? BA'h!
11) What do you prefer to drink in the morning:
Tea... Rooibos Tea to be exact..... I need more.
12) Hair+Eye color:
Both: Dark Brown, almost black,
13) Do you look like anyone famous:
Not really.
14) Any unusual talents:
Pulling info from nowhere and being right.
15) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous:
Righty.... though I wish I was Ambi..
16) What do you do for a living:
Until I can get a job, I mooch of others.
17) What do you do for fun:
Draw, read, sing, play videogames, and surfs internets.
18) What Kind of material do you like to use:
A pencil?
19) What kind of materials would you like to work with:
Clay...
20) What celebrity would you date if you could:
I don't do the celebrity date dreaming deal. And plus, most of the celebrity women my age are.... messed up...
21) Favorite place to be:
Under my comforter..
22) Least favorite place To be:
Home...
23) Do you burn or tan:
I tan. I'm mostly Puetro Rican, it'd be insane if I didn't.
24) Ever break a bone:
My skull.
25) What is your favorite cereal:
....I don't know anymore. I don't eat cereal.
26) Person you cry with:
Probably Sharen now....
27) Any sisters:
Not by blood, but a lot by friendship
28) Any brothers:
3, a 12 year old, a 14 year old, and an 18 year old
29) Any pets:
4 dogs: Chalie and Brute are male, Snuggles and Pepita are female; and a male cat, Phantom
30) An Illness:
None that are verified
31) A visible birthmark:
No birthmarks
32) A pool or hot tub:
Pool. I like swimming.
33) A car:
A black classic Mustang. I say classic because I don't know the year, but it is classified as classic now...
Describe Your:
34) Personality:
Selfless. Loving. Stupid.
35) Your clothing style:
Baggy, to hide my chubbyness.
36) Room:
Asploded
37) Relationship with your parents:
I love my mom, dearly, she's my hero. My dad has his good times, but he's a dick.
38) Do you believe in yourself:
Not really, but I try
39) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
No. Not anymore. But I do believe in attraction at frist sight.
Do you:
40) Save your emails:
I don't get emails.
41) Pray:
Not too often.
42) Believe in reincarnation:
Yes.
43) Brush your teeth twice a day:
I wish.
44) Like to talk on the phone:
I used to, now it seems... forced.
45) Like to eat:
Love eating.
46) Like to exercise:
Yeah, but I don't exercise....
47) Like to watch sports:
Does watching Iron Chef count?
48) Sing in a car:
Everywhere.
49) Do you have nightmares:
I'd rather not talk about it.
50) Sleep with a stuffed animal:
I need a new one, because sleeping with my Radical Edward plushie seems.... ackward..
What is:
51) Right next to you:
The compy!
52) On your coffee cup:
No coffee cup. I no like coffee. On my tea cup, a leaf.
53) On your mouse pad:
Garth Brooks. Because my pad is my father's unopened Garth Brooks Limited Series Box.
54) Your favorite flavor of gum:
Green Tea
55) Your brand of deodorant:
Axe
56) Your dream honeymoon spot:
I'm a guy, I don't think about that stuff! *Looks around* Are the bad people gone? Good. I think somewhere near a moonlight drenched lake or ocean. Something serene, but comfortable. *Looks again* Oh crap, they're comming back! Like I told you before, I don't think that stuff.
57) Your bad time of day:
Anytime my brothers are home.
58) Your worst fear(s):
Dying without love.
59) What's the weather like:
Hot, and rainy.
60) What's your favorite time of year:
Spring and Fall
61) Your favorite holiday:
Halloween
62) A material weakness:
Cute women, Swedish Fish, plushies, and chibis.
63) The hardest thing about growing up:
Money. Money sucks.
64) Your scariest moment:
Well, I did break my skull open, but it would have to be going to jail.
65) The worst feeling in the world:
Being in jail, thinking you're the wort person in the world, even when you know you didn't do anything wrong...
66) The Best feeling in the world:
Love.
67) Who sent this to you:
I stole it from
genniidrominda68) What's your favorite colors?
Lavender, Sage, Maroon
69) If you could be anything you'd like to be, what would it be:
A famous writer.
70) What's your favorite food:
Cookies!
71) What's your favorite yaoi pairing:
I may be straight, but I've always found the Light/Ryuk pairing funny.
72) Are you a morning or an evening person:
I'm an anytime person.
73) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
Me not beings so chubby.
74) Reality or Fantasy:
Fantasy, but who said there was a differense anymore?
Stealing Again (Finally) From Gennii 1
Posted 17 years agoName: Carmelo
Single or taken: Taken
Gender: Male!
Birthday: May 8th, 1988
Sign: Taurus
Hair color: Black/Dark Brown
Eye color: Black/Dark Brown
Height: 5'6"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight..... but FA is making me more comfortable
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: I don't go clothes shopping, but I like Dillard's
Favorite designer?: I don't pay attention to that sort of thing.
What is your sexiest outfit?: I don't do sexy, as far as I know....
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Anything that covers me....
What do you usually wear?: At least underwear and jeans
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
What kind of shampoo do you use?: I don't know...
What are you listening to right now: TV
Who is the last person that called you?:
camrynknight18
How many buddies are online right now?: None, but I only have 3 listed right now
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Foods: Japanese, and Italian
Girls names: Samantha, Echo, Maria, Ezmeralda
Boys names: Carmelo (Duh), Kyle (Duh 2), Cecil (Duh 3)
Subjects in school: English, Chorus
Animals: Too many
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?:Does baby siblings count? then yes. If not, no..
Smoked?: NO
Bungee jumped?: I'm afraid of extreme heights! No.
Made yourself throw up?: Yes.
Skinny dipped?: No, and I won't... unless someone convinces me.
Ever been in love?: Yes. *Loving sigh*
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes... hehe.
Pictured your crush naked?: *Shakes head, trying not to now* Yes, and she knows...
Actually seen your crush naked?: I want to, but no, not now...
Cried when someone died?: Yes
Lied: Only when it's obvious and funny.
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes, and they ripped my heart out, one I didn't date, one i did.....
Rejected someone?: No...
Done something you regret?: Yes. A lot.....
• × • C U R R E N T • × •<
Clothes: Blue jeans and a black tee shirt, and the obvious underwear (never commando)
Music: A lot...
Smell: Would be animals, but my nose doesn't register the smell anymore
Desktop picture: Nada.
Cd in player: Pretty. Odd. by Panic! at the Disco
DVD in player: Lupin the Third!!!!
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: Robert
zodkilljaws I pushed him
You IMed: aerach Cause she usually wakes up before my love, her twin dragoncat21
You yelled at: My bros.
You kissed: ......... A long time ago.....
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: Always
Open-minded: As much as possible
Arrogant: When Kyle gets control
Insecure: When Gameri gets control.... often
Random: BananaBananaBananaKumquat!
Hungry: Yes...
Smart: I'm a genius, didn't you know that?
Moody: Yeah..
Hard working: To the bone!
Organized: Chaotic organization
Shy: On and off
Difficult: Somewhat
Bored easily: Sometimes
Obsessed: Sharen ( dragoncat21 ) and Swedish Fish
Angry: I fear anger...
Sad: More meloncholy.
Happy: Yeah....
Hyper: Rarely, but yes
Trusting: Very.
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: Never kill....
Slap?: Bush. Yeah, I said it. Him and all the bastards making gas prices rise. The higher the gas price, the more I get angry.
Get really wasted with?: Never.
Talk to offline: Sharen.
Talk to online: Sharen. (And my friends, but come on. I miss her)
Sex it up with: Sharen. Yeah, I said it. But I can wait. I'm in love, so I can wait.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: get up and walk my dogs.
Love is: worth it
I dream about: Fear
Sexual preference: Women. They are so beautiful.
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Eyes...
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: I lika tha candy, but I love flowers
Tall or short: Either.
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: Sharen and Karen
Makes you smile: Sharen, my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Sharen.....
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yep.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: You really want to know? Yes. Sometimes, I really hate men.
Wish you were younger: No.
Cry because someone said something to you?: Yeah.
• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: 12,7 from one, 2 from another
Of hearts I have broken: None
Of guys I've kissed: None
Of girls I've kissed: Three
Of CD's I own: Too many
Of scars on my body: Three evident, countless others
Single or taken: Taken
Gender: Male!
Birthday: May 8th, 1988
Sign: Taurus
Hair color: Black/Dark Brown
Eye color: Black/Dark Brown
Height: 5'6"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight..... but FA is making me more comfortable
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: I don't go clothes shopping, but I like Dillard's
Favorite designer?: I don't pay attention to that sort of thing.
What is your sexiest outfit?: I don't do sexy, as far as I know....
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Anything that covers me....
What do you usually wear?: At least underwear and jeans
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
What kind of shampoo do you use?: I don't know...
What are you listening to right now: TV
Who is the last person that called you?:
camrynknight18How many buddies are online right now?: None, but I only have 3 listed right now
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Foods: Japanese, and Italian
Girls names: Samantha, Echo, Maria, Ezmeralda
Boys names: Carmelo (Duh), Kyle (Duh 2), Cecil (Duh 3)
Subjects in school: English, Chorus
Animals: Too many
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?:Does baby siblings count? then yes. If not, no..
Smoked?: NO
Bungee jumped?: I'm afraid of extreme heights! No.
Made yourself throw up?: Yes.
Skinny dipped?: No, and I won't... unless someone convinces me.
Ever been in love?: Yes. *Loving sigh*
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes... hehe.
Pictured your crush naked?: *Shakes head, trying not to now* Yes, and she knows...
Actually seen your crush naked?: I want to, but no, not now...
Cried when someone died?: Yes
Lied: Only when it's obvious and funny.
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes, and they ripped my heart out, one I didn't date, one i did.....
Rejected someone?: No...
Done something you regret?: Yes. A lot.....
• × • C U R R E N T • × •<
Clothes: Blue jeans and a black tee shirt, and the obvious underwear (never commando)
Music: A lot...
Smell: Would be animals, but my nose doesn't register the smell anymore
Desktop picture: Nada.
Cd in player: Pretty. Odd. by Panic! at the Disco
DVD in player: Lupin the Third!!!!
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: Robert
zodkilljaws I pushed himYou IMed:
aerach Cause she usually wakes up before my love, her twin dragoncat21You yelled at: My bros.
You kissed: ......... A long time ago.....
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: Always
Open-minded: As much as possible
Arrogant: When Kyle gets control
Insecure: When Gameri gets control.... often
Random: BananaBananaBananaKumquat!
Hungry: Yes...
Smart: I'm a genius, didn't you know that?
Moody: Yeah..
Hard working: To the bone!
Organized: Chaotic organization
Shy: On and off
Difficult: Somewhat
Bored easily: Sometimes
Obsessed: Sharen (
dragoncat21 ) and Swedish FishAngry: I fear anger...
Sad: More meloncholy.
Happy: Yeah....
Hyper: Rarely, but yes
Trusting: Very.
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: Never kill....
Slap?: Bush. Yeah, I said it. Him and all the bastards making gas prices rise. The higher the gas price, the more I get angry.
Get really wasted with?: Never.
Talk to offline: Sharen.
Talk to online: Sharen. (And my friends, but come on. I miss her)
Sex it up with: Sharen. Yeah, I said it. But I can wait. I'm in love, so I can wait.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: get up and walk my dogs.
Love is: worth it
I dream about: Fear
Sexual preference: Women. They are so beautiful.
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Eyes...
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: I lika tha candy, but I love flowers
Tall or short: Either.
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: Sharen and Karen
Makes you smile: Sharen, my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Sharen.....
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yep.
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: You really want to know? Yes. Sometimes, I really hate men.
Wish you were younger: No.
Cry because someone said something to you?: Yeah.
• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: 12,7 from one, 2 from another
Of hearts I have broken: None
Of guys I've kissed: None
Of girls I've kissed: Three
Of CD's I own: Too many
Of scars on my body: Three evident, countless others
Yesterday, Today (AKA Leave a window open for me)
Posted 17 years agoYesterday....... was a bad day...
First, I was at my friend Robert's house, where I woke up late. That's bad because I was hoping to speak to my lovely dragoncat21 , since my Yahoo/land internet is still down. I missed her, but she left me a note..... saying how us meeting in May may not happen.... But I understand. I'd be a horrible boyfriend if I didn't. So, Rob drops me off at my house and leaves. I try to open the door.... can't. Locked. All the doors are. And me without my key... I find the window I keep unlocked for this exact reason (though it has never happened before), use a quarter to pop out the screen, lost the quarter, and climb in. Took me 15 minutes of whining dogs to get the screen back in. Then I find dog..... stuffs on the carpet.... ewww. Cleaned it up. Walk the dogs. Later, my brothers get home. And start yelling at each other. I don't like yelling. Unless it's the good kind. They wake up my mom, twice, and when I go to talk to her, the oldest younger brother (18) procedes to argue with her.... Was like that most of the day, except all of them had to start with me. I cook, the boys complain.. They get ice cream, don't bother offering me any. Bed time is the only time I got rest. Until this mornin, where the oldest younger brother complains about me for no reason...
Today..... I worry. About me. My life. I'm almost 20, soon I will be, and I have no job, barely a life outside FA, and all I want to do.. I can't. I can't even see my lovely dragoncat21 or her twin aerach for our birthdays....Things.. just suck.....
First, I was at my friend Robert's house, where I woke up late. That's bad because I was hoping to speak to my lovely
dragoncat21 , since my Yahoo/land internet is still down. I missed her, but she left me a note..... saying how us meeting in May may not happen.... But I understand. I'd be a horrible boyfriend if I didn't. So, Rob drops me off at my house and leaves. I try to open the door.... can't. Locked. All the doors are. And me without my key... I find the window I keep unlocked for this exact reason (though it has never happened before), use a quarter to pop out the screen, lost the quarter, and climb in. Took me 15 minutes of whining dogs to get the screen back in. Then I find dog..... stuffs on the carpet.... ewww. Cleaned it up. Walk the dogs. Later, my brothers get home. And start yelling at each other. I don't like yelling. Unless it's the good kind. They wake up my mom, twice, and when I go to talk to her, the oldest younger brother (18) procedes to argue with her.... Was like that most of the day, except all of them had to start with me. I cook, the boys complain.. They get ice cream, don't bother offering me any. Bed time is the only time I got rest. Until this mornin, where the oldest younger brother complains about me for no reason...Today..... I worry. About me. My life. I'm almost 20, soon I will be, and I have no job, barely a life outside FA, and all I want to do.. I can't. I can't even see my lovely
dragoncat21 or her twin aerach for our birthdays....Things.. just suck.....Sigh..........
Posted 17 years agoEh......I don't know what to do. I haven't spoken tomy girlfriend or her sister for a couple of weeks now, which is bad enough, but that also means I can't talk to her about us meeting for our birthdays in May.
Next is the fact that I can't get anything posted until I get my internet back up.
Then there is the odd fact that Wal-mart hasn't called me for an interview yet, though it has been a month, I passed the test, and they are hiring. But they have hired a guy who didn't take the test, and now has been stealing money from coworkers and merchandise.........
maybe it's because I'm too good (halo pops out of hair)......
sigh.....
Next is the fact that I can't get anything posted until I get my internet back up.
Then there is the odd fact that Wal-mart hasn't called me for an interview yet, though it has been a month, I passed the test, and they are hiring. But they have hired a guy who didn't take the test, and now has been stealing money from coworkers and merchandise.........
maybe it's because I'm too good (halo pops out of hair)......
sigh.....
Damn DS Internet Explorer
Posted 17 years agoBecause, for some odd reasone, I can't get on FA on the PSP, and my normal internet is still down, I have to use the accursed DS internet...... It makes me mis-type thing, which I think just made a good friend upset..... I hate it so!
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Well, damn.
Posted 17 years agoI hate thunder storms. Saturday, during a storm, lightning struck close to my house. Guess what that did. It blew up our phone box. So, besides of having no phone now (while I'm waiting for calls for interviews) all corded internet is down. Right now, I'm typing this using a PSP (one I'm trying to buy from a friend, but another friend wants to buy it first, the ass). Unfortunatly, that means I can't get on any form of Yahoo messenger (sorry my sweet dragoncat21 and aerach ) ........
dragoncat21 and aerach ) ........One word meme
Posted 17 years agoTaken from my beloved dragoncat21
Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be one word.
No more.
Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.
dragoncat21Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me. It can only be one word.
No more.
Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.
PUNKRUNT!!!!!
Posted 17 years agoMy dearest dragoncat21 is back! But, I can't get on the internet over the weekend, which may be when she gets on!!!! Guahh!!!
dragoncat21 is back! But, I can't get on the internet over the weekend, which may be when she gets on!!!! Guahh!!!Carmelo Self-Destuct Mechanism
Posted 17 years agoI feel like I'm gonna explode. So, besides of the typical family troubles,.... my heart is just.... poo. I haven't talked to my girlfriend dragoncat21 for more or less a month, ever since she said she and her sister were trying to move into a new house. She told me she would send me a package when the house goes under their names, but I've yet to see it. I wait every day one the mail, and so far, every day I get more depressed. Now, you might say "You're being paranoid. She may just be busy trying to get the house together." And if it was that simple, I'd say you're right. But I live three hours away from her. And lately, there has been heavy storms and tornados, and her being without contact to anyone just makes me worried that she may be hurt........ I don't know. I'm already an emotionally unstable mess right now... I just want my DragonKitty back.....
dragoncat21 for more or less a month, ever since she said she and her sister were trying to move into a new house. She told me she would send me a package when the house goes under their names, but I've yet to see it. I wait every day one the mail, and so far, every day I get more depressed. Now, you might say "You're being paranoid. She may just be busy trying to get the house together." And if it was that simple, I'd say you're right. But I live three hours away from her. And lately, there has been heavy storms and tornados, and her being without contact to anyone just makes me worried that she may be hurt........ I don't know. I'm already an emotionally unstable mess right now... I just want my DragonKitty back.....Story Forewarning
Posted 17 years agoAbout the story I'm writing about Kyle and genniidrominda 's character Ari.... I'm actually typing it up.... but unfortunately, it sounds retarded. Not to offend mentally handicapped people, but it sounds bad. So.... when I finish this chapter, just think of it as a first draft. I am trying different things with it, as well, so that may just be it.
genniidrominda 's character Ari.... I'm actually typing it up.... but unfortunately, it sounds retarded. Not to offend mentally handicapped people, but it sounds bad. So.... when I finish this chapter, just think of it as a first draft. I am trying different things with it, as well, so that may just be it.