Enjoys status messages that cause people to message him
is considering a premium sl account
is considering getting a premium sl account for friends
is probably not going to do that
wants to make a poem and dedicate it
is gifting a red sewn chick
is thinking of ways to say goodbye
is waiting to request vulpixes

im lame and your awesome
i feel like a possum

forgot me not
im not that hot

cool and closed
my souls disposed

feeling
wishing
walking
going
always feel like i am knowing

fur is flying
none of us lying
soul is vying
am i dying?

it is easiest to talk about something which the other is passionate about

vulpix beats ninetails

Qoute of the day
"Would you suck my tailcock?"

no bitch be here
but witch beware
the rain, it is coming
the waves are now pounding
these crushes are drowning
souls are surrounding

long and hard
the strong by bard

how, do, i, come, up, with, some, thing
let me tell you
let me tell you
im funny and random
but crazily in tandem
for my soul is just tested
when my writing is bested
by the words of my mind
which respond so in kind
short and sweet
but long not to beat
though singing like dung
my words are all sung

youve changed me
ive changed you

there for the other
not like a brother

This my attempt at a birthday gift poem
im failing but its fun

i geuss ill listen to the writing song rather than bumblebee by aqua

happy freaking birthday girl
you are older
now much bolder

im not sure if kikaito is the writing song...
but what the hell

kaita, a name
given, in shame

please ignore that last poem it sucks and has no thruth

Kaita
G
Geawright
Mr.Wright
Dr.Janitor

ill also say that i liked your chubby drawing but there were already soo many comments.
it matches what i like in real life so you cant say that no one likes that about you
I do.

fireworks are lighting
benders are fighting

even though your not with us
still feel that well make a fuss
on that day, the day of days
celebrate this life, that birth
in which you did just enter earth
with cake and candle fore roaring sky
blow out light with joy, delight
Its your day, now make your wish

And there it is.
please wait for posting of poems and voice

this is an apolgy directed to my self or me, but not I.
I gets nothing

i am sorry
i am sorry that i didnt post the twenty comments to myself on my last submission meaning. i had wanted to put up twenty comments which entailed an argument between the many myselfs. i decided not to because the last comment had one of me threatening the next person to commet. i believe he/i would have said:

"listen up you fuckheads and deeply two, the next person too comment gets his ass kicked.and yes i can follow through on that. since your all me i can stand up and kick myself in the ass. ya frickers."

So im sorry i didnt post that.

but ya i got my insanity back today and I LUUV it.
So much and with utter inserious ness that i made love to my insanity

like today right as i show up to boff the living hell out of my cofighters i got this text and it s like "whats you doin"
i wanted to put baby at the end of that since i wrote it but i wont

so im like god dam da wimmons sense of timing to heven
i didnt text feel or say that nor even think of that particular sentance until just now but its very summing

seriously i had spent the last two days completely and utterly alone sitting on my ass at the tv and the computer and practicing the sword by myself which sucks and not like anilingus more like shit suck.

i hope that grosses you out, and if doesent call me.
no its disgusting. mostly kind of. i mean in like in fantasy the butt would be clean smell nice and taste nice. World doesnt work that way shit is revolting

i was thinking of writing something else before i wrote that but i forgot what

Oh Yeah

and she texts me on the one day im actually busy, and i knew she had back up plans
yah im not the back up friend thats awesome
but yah seriously dam it

and its like wat did she wanna do?
i dont text too often for stuff happen cause in my mind theres only so much we can do and i feel like wed end up doing the same thing we always do...

you repetitive bastard you

take that back

no

i thought we agreed not to insult ourselves in front of the readers

were not in front of them are?

we arent but the journal is

just get back on topic

fine

anyway ive found out that furry warrior pics are excellant for drawing practice though... ... i just forgot why
be right back i have to check a picture
back
its cause there all in awesome poses of fighting with awesome clothes...

ah yes thank you i was going to talk about clothes

like ive been half recomending this person as a costume designer but have never and woudndnt ask until i saw this moggle warrior pick he had this golden glove gauntlet with claw tips. its an inspirng moment

and so i thought about leopard gloves and i thought about foam and im going to ask that person to sew pre taped foam pieces onto a fabric glove so i can make a claw gauntlet
which ive half asked about before but its never been so clear

and you can belive ive asked on that i have proofd in the form 6 text records on my comp
so i might ask about armor too but the original reason i hadnt was... well really stupid cause money and trades and not bothering come into it. and so thats dumb

I need new clothes. i would love to talk about my hair and my clothes and my fashion style. but i wont ask and they wont ask and im okay with that. though itd be cool
i will never let her see me with bad hair i have sworn that

also ive decided that in the Larp im going to be participating im going to caled Kaita.
that name hounors three people. me my inner self and the person to name me so

im leaving at seven

oh and scuse me you call that porn? i dont think so.

god ima gonna hate getting up early

deal with it
dont deal with it

do whatyou want im insane and i love it

i was just reading a journal i removed and one hundred thing journal i never posted. the first was angryish and based on halfknown info. the second was way too personal.
However those journals of teh void inspired me to write

MY COOLEST MOMENTS
1. Being Run Over By A Kiddie Pool
2. Finnaly Tricking Someone While Hiding Under A Hedge
3. Remeeting An Awesome Person
4. Tricking People While Barely Hiding In A Bamboo Grove
5. Easily Stalking A Girl I Depressedly Thought Was Someone Else
6. Joining Facebook
7. Being Asked If I Want Custom Porn
8. Performing A RoundHouse Kick On Some Guys Chest
9. Headbanging A Tree After Sliding Backwards Down An Icy Slope
10. Finding Out Im In The Top Three Closest Friends
11. Being Told I Was Missed Because I Was That Persons Best Friend
12. Finding Out That I Have Tons In Common With Someone Even Over Many Years
13. Joining The Roleplay Boffing Group Maces and Magic
14. Beating Six People With A Foam Sword All At Once
15. Being Brought Out Of A Five Minute Depression By Saying Hello

Note: Not all of these have the same level of coolness nor are they listed in order of coolness

It equals awesomeness

Deal With It

Oh hey i have two axes to show soon. one throwing the other a thing. its most definatly a thing. soon as ima done listening to the most recently music here ima go to sland practice theoretical boffig design. they really do have an enjoyable design system. plenty off supplies and i intend to make at least 3 more weapons by this sunday

ideas welcome though i doubht any shall appear.

todays feels big, and i feel good make some weapons, try some art. lets see what gets posted, ah?

Dont deal with this. its too small.

I dont feel like writing anything. I mean i have lots to say but dont care at the moment.

I may or may not post some more or all of my boffing sword collection. Some arent finished. Right now they really only need an application of color tape.

They are all unique and of say the hundred weapons i made my current stock is the most impresseive. I have good pride in 3 particular pieces the demon sword, the angelforce sword and my yet unamed first true sword.
Ill post it soon.

its not much more than secured foam on pipe but its 50 some inches and made with 1in hard rigid grey pipe. It was bigger than most weapons of the time, heavier and stronger.
once it developed a habit of breaking (all other) weaker weapons i stopped using it.

the angelic claymore is my most wellmade and stylih piece.
both my first sword and the angel sword have the endurance of many years and ill probably keep them for a long time yet.

well thats a load of ords init? after that moment passed i started caring.

Deal with it

i was looking at my profile pic, and i just thought that it was so nice, some of clawsys best work, though i havent seen much of hers, it just looks alive and i want to stare at it, to see everydetail.

It reminds me of staring at girls, you want to look everywhere, to let eyes wander long and hard to remember every detail as if she was there in front of you, but no im not like that. So my eyes flick by not staring, looking at her eyes as we talk, and i end up rembereing little of what she look likes. Yep, respecting women.

Not that some girls deserve it. like teenage girls, there dumb, sound horrible and all look the same. There mostly stick figures, and command no respect, the best of them are needafuck hoars. Yep i hate teenagers.

its sad that such good people have to be associated with them, the average highschool teenager. its the people who tear thourgh such bland grey teens who are unique.
Most of my friends are teens, but there unique and interesting, theyvemade something of themselves beyond average.

If your my good friend, your unique, creative, have your own style, and outstanding features. your not a teenager your a person.

Anyway rant/passionate speech over. I really wish my artist had g finished, just hir head looks amazing, alive. I want to see all of it, to see myself. to stare at it for a while like i would in a mirror.

For me G isnt something i created, a part of me, my very reflection. Everything you know about hir you know about me, who i am. I want to see all of hir to know hir. I couldnt entrust hir to a lesser furson.

When you see someone use there skills, its amazing and wonderful that there able to just up and do such great things.
Like seeing her with art, creating images of life out of nothing but her mind. or me with a weapon. i could defend and attack, move with grace and fluidly, take life and protect it.

Speaking on a relevant subject, if you consider your fursona to be yourself and you to be her, you shouldnt do anything with her that you wouldnt do in real life. Ask yourself how will you feel when you have nothing to hide when they have seen all that you are.

Every action, feeling, decision, opinion, defines who we are every serious change even in a small area changes who we are, how we are seen. If you are here to be seen, you change yourself to them. if you are here to see and be seen and to live they change themselves to you.

Yah yah im feeling wise
yo yo it aint no disguise

Time
If you have the power to go back in time to change something then you already changed the past for the you that is going back has already lived through the changes
for everything you will do has already been done even if you havent done it yet.

I d ont feel like working on that to make it sound better. it was a lot clearer when i came up with it during de ja vu.

And after reading all this, whoEver you are know tha im smart and wise, loyal and protective, silly and random
everything presented here reflects that
this journal describesmy feelings, my intelligence, shows what i care and dontcare about gives good advice and speaks highly of certain people, this parts oviobiously self reflective wisdom

And for furs sake leave a comment! I want to know how you feel about what i put here. not to mention that you read it at all. thats why its online.

i cant write anything im not passionate about.
G

blood and ashes
gone as the demon slashes
rituals of dailyness just seem to dilly dally
with all the bland peoples, especially those named sally

but bright points of light exist!
and they serve to go desist
the boredom in this heavy mist
that is disntace, pain and injury

light in mist these friends of yours
theyl be with you through dark and light
and by your side in every fight!

im there for you if your for me
gather friends, gather foes
gather he who no one knows

Let us live this life now all together!


mwa la hala go so nala
803
im just like happy right now so ima like a dancin and a wigin out bt im also downconcernedsad cause like friend person is having za head problems, i wish her less pain, and for to get past it soon. Not to mention i really want hang out with her, and shes the only person with an hours walk of me. well that i would want to see often anyways.

i want to write about other stuffs but her feeling bad is the only thing on my mind now so bye

Devils delight in the darkest light
for in true shadow there is no sight but thine

someone drove by on my hour walk to 28th and back, interupting my peacful walking and of feeling threatening to those who walk by by saying my name.
they drove by and said my name 3 times. i have no idea who it was. i want know so bad!
frik

i wanted to write a journal but not about that except i dont want to write a short one either and i dont really have any other topics or to mix my journal journal in with this one

so anyway may 1st woot!
tomarrow is mah sunday boffing stuff
people involved:
buttholz, christ 1, christ 2, larry, iroish, and neibor. not there real names obiously but close.
then monday ill get up early to go meet someone and s/he better not be sleeping. you seee monday is special cuz its the HALO REACH Beta day, and invites to mah friends that morning.

hopefully i also get a prof pic soon, but my artist has to get used to new tools.
1158 goodnight

meow, ima kitty kat, and i meow, meow, meow
and i meow, meow, meow

im curious you see
for every blunder i might make
in the thunder of my wake

Wheres it lead, hows it go
do you think, does no one know?

i wonder and think
and go and dont stink

i stumble on questing
and seek those who are besting

me and my soul
does life takes its toll?


For every answer that i find alone, unaided, more arise.
Each question is of course from one of the only areas i am inexpirianced in. Girls, relationships, dating, all that STUFF.
its an alien thing.

The diesease of the Infectious Kitten is smiles and curiosity.
DEAL WITH IT.
MHA HA HA

ive been reading for the last eight hours finnaly finishing a five hundred page book.
i pickup my lastest boffer, a very light weapon at fifty two inches, with half inch pipe.
it doesnt look right its bent toward the blade.the bend is only a change of a few milimeters caused by an eight inch tip but its iritating all the same. its fast and long and light. its true potential can only be reached by maximizing its speed and control with effective movement. the faster it is the more control is nessasary. too fast or reckless and i find my second hand at the wrong position to catch my weapon as my main hand brings it back to to two hand use.
i feel the difference between it and medium pipe weapon of the same size. control is the difference. its harder to use with one hand and the possible movements with two are low in my current skills. i always switch between onehand and two. using one with ease and two giving extra control. medium weappons are balancced in thatone and two hand use is essentially the same. light pipe weapons are alays one handed unless of a certain length. a 52 inch light pipe sword is hard to use with one hand and easier control with two in each case strength must be maximized toward the safe limit to obtain desired speed to make the weapon a threat. too strong and unlike a medium pipe weapon you do not become dangerous but reckless, a form of danger as a two blade sword.

Stolen from feral who stole it from someone else.

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 10 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACK


Truths
1. If im really angry, ill flip out growl and hit the next ten things to do something i dont like.
2. I found out i dindt actually want to walk into an auto door, as i did, cause i was tryin to the use the force dammit.
3. I recently remet someone who is vying for my most awesome person position, occupied by neko sojo.
4. I keep imagining imagining interactions, like conversations, or those protection battles, between myself and the vyer.
5. Im taller than you. Deal with it.
6.I finnaly found someone with better stuff and a bigger room than me. Dam her house was so nice.
7. I can perform nine jutsu signs, a clap lap slap, and hit you five times in three seconds.
8. Im about to write a journal about love. And im kinda obssesed ith saying im not obsessed. im not dammit. What a weird word.

Tags:
I dont know anyone, deal with it. Except feral, but she did this already. and i couldnt sent it to goldie or gami, There like Furry Gods. You dont just up and tag them.

Speaks for itself.
i wakes up elevens and get in my excersise.
Which is to say i clean my room, by rearnging the whole thing. Everything is across from where it was. ive done like 60 times. thens i has a games day with friends. didnt get enough done miamor. mybe they come back the morrow?
Math homework is revolting.
But i dont think ill be getting a mohawk, even if its fake and bluegreen. and thats why my pepsi is flat and mixed with juice. Anywho multiclass the wizard sorcerer. twice the daily spells, but do ihave to prepare half all or not of them. Freecasting vs booklearn. hows that work?
Mcr and youll go far. I feel like too much romance band music.

Signing off.