Moving back to my old account
Posted 7 years agoin regards to commissions
Posted 7 years agoI am getting back in the groove of work so please give me some time.
Things have been all over the place for me.
Giving up my animal was way harder than I was trying to act like it was....
but I'm getting there.
Things have been all over the place for me.
Giving up my animal was way harder than I was trying to act like it was....
but I'm getting there.
!!!QUESTION!!! NSFW art here or alt account PLEASE COMMENT!!
Posted 7 years agoI'm asking because I know some people aren't into that. I would rather not fill someones
inbox with something they don't want to watch me for considering I don't usually upload this
type of work and I care about how my watchers feel.
I'm fully aware some of my watchers are only here for my sfw art.
Please do leave a thoughtful comment on why I should or why I shouldn't.
All comments are appreciated!
What I mean by nsfw is this will cover stuff like
blood/gore
sexual themes
general 18+ things like drugs and substance use (not a usual thing for me to draw at all)
I don't think I would need to place candy gore there cause it's not even really gore xD
inbox with something they don't want to watch me for considering I don't usually upload this
type of work and I care about how my watchers feel.
I'm fully aware some of my watchers are only here for my sfw art.
Please do leave a thoughtful comment on why I should or why I shouldn't.
All comments are appreciated!
What I mean by nsfw is this will cover stuff like
blood/gore
sexual themes
general 18+ things like drugs and substance use (not a usual thing for me to draw at all)
I don't think I would need to place candy gore there cause it's not even really gore xD
Updates on my dad
Posted 7 years agoForgot to put this in the journal so I will make it real quick.
My dad did great, everything went perfect.
He's just in a lot of pain, still in the hospital of course.
Only had a 2% chance of anything bad happening.
He slept for the whole day after surgery from what I remember, took him a few
days to call but he called me today to tell me how he was doing.
My dad did great, everything went perfect.
He's just in a lot of pain, still in the hospital of course.
Only had a 2% chance of anything bad happening.
He slept for the whole day after surgery from what I remember, took him a few
days to call but he called me today to tell me how he was doing.
Shitty news. Depression & bf updates
Posted 7 years agoVery depressed..
I have to rehome the conure I worked a lot for to get...
My boyfriend after transplant won't be able to ever be around
birds after cause the medications..
Just my luck I like the only animal he can't be near.
But I love him more than owning a pet so it's with a heavy
heart that I am looking to rehome him.
I'm feeling very emotionless and just dead today.....
Can't cry... don't even know what to do anymore...
The more the days go by I just seem to be giving up more and
more in my life than I've ever received...
Body is killing me. Trying not to take pain meds -sigh-
I have 0 motivation
As for Jordan he is just in pain still, but he's doing fine.
Not much else to really say. The next surgery is in 6 weeks.
He's kidney function is at 11%.
Looking for live donors. Getting myself tested and seeing
about his family members as well before looking for anyone else.
I have to rehome the conure I worked a lot for to get...
My boyfriend after transplant won't be able to ever be around
birds after cause the medications..
Just my luck I like the only animal he can't be near.
But I love him more than owning a pet so it's with a heavy
heart that I am looking to rehome him.
I'm feeling very emotionless and just dead today.....
Can't cry... don't even know what to do anymore...
The more the days go by I just seem to be giving up more and
more in my life than I've ever received...
Body is killing me. Trying not to take pain meds -sigh-
I have 0 motivation
As for Jordan he is just in pain still, but he's doing fine.
Not much else to really say. The next surgery is in 6 weeks.
He's kidney function is at 11%.
Looking for live donors. Getting myself tested and seeing
about his family members as well before looking for anyone else.
Father is having surgery on Wednesday
Posted 7 years agoSo my dad and boyfriend are both going to be going under
on Wednesday. I'm very stressed out. My dad is experiencing
chest pains and he's been very tired. He's already had
stents I think 4 times so it's most likely another clot.
But he's 73 so it's very stressful to think of.
I know my boyfriend will be fine but I'm also still very nervous
about that as well. Don't think anything is going to help me calm down.
It also sucks that I can't take my sleeping meds cause the
anti-biotics I'm taking for a sinus infection interact with them x(
Just very stressed out
Can't sleep
on Wednesday. I'm very stressed out. My dad is experiencing
chest pains and he's been very tired. He's already had
stents I think 4 times so it's most likely another clot.
But he's 73 so it's very stressful to think of.
I know my boyfriend will be fine but I'm also still very nervous
about that as well. Don't think anything is going to help me calm down.
It also sucks that I can't take my sleeping meds cause the
anti-biotics I'm taking for a sinus infection interact with them x(
Just very stressed out
Can't sleep
Boyfriends surgery updates and how it will effect my comms
Posted 7 years ago
As an update the surgery went fine but his body
rejected the fistula so he is going in for another surgery
next week it looks like. It will be a two part procedure.
I will have to be taking care of him for these times so
my work will be spotty.
Like I said I'm planning to refund most commissions do
to personal emotions and life changing choices.
The only big effects that will be happening is
my fursuit commission schedule is going to be effected
I apologize sincerely but non of this was planned for
we were hoping this would just be a one two surgery
but sometimes things just turn out a different way.
Again thank you all for understanding.
Important message to art commissioners
Posted 7 years ago Please look down this list
if you are on it you will possibly be getting a refund
in the next month or so
Refund list
Crowstuff
PreciousPaws
Kikiohater
and anonymous user
"Why are you refunding?"
I've done a lot of thinking and a lot of soul searching this
time around when going to Furlandia and I have decided
doing art commissions just isn't my place. I want to do
personal work and trades here and there.
From all this thinking I've found that drawing for others
doesn't make me a happy person at all.
In fact I really kinda hate drawing for others for money.
I would rather get art for art.
I'm moving to a bigger and better place for me.
I want to make fursuits full time. I want to become a furry youtuber.
Hoping for patreon to be my bigger money income
I want to be the best me that I can and the only way to do so
is to drop the negatives in my life and become a more positive
and happier person to be around.
I love you all and thank you for understanding
Please note me or PM me on telegram or discord if you want to know more.
Furlandia ~ will be away from 24th - 27th
Posted 7 years ago
See yuh later~ <3
:P
To do list
Posted 7 years ago-!NOTIC!E-
My boyfriend has just gone through a minor surgery on his left
arm for his fistula for dialysis. It didn't go as planned so he has two
incisions on his arm and wrist.
So there will be some delays in my work, till he is able to start doing things
with his left arm again. Thank you for understanding!
Art
Colored sketch for Crowstuff
full body for PreciousPaws
colored sketch for [anonymous user]
2 side reference with 3 headshots for Pancakes-R-Betta
Something for Kikiohater
Fursuits
Suit head for DiabolicTimeSpace 70% done PAID
Full suit for Azula~ Not started PAID, waiting on DTD
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