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Please read me! {life update and top surgery}
Posted 4 years agoHey there!
i know its been a while since you heard from me, and uh,,, my bad. things have been a liiiiiitle rough for me with uni and life in general! but! hopefully i can start posting again.
As the title states, im saving for top surgery! im hoping to get it after my senior year of uni before my next year of EMT training which will be more rigorous. My current goal is $6.5k as my insurance coveres quite a bit of my surgery (hopefully,, thats what i was told by my surgeon im still doing some research on that)
anyways, im gonna start taking commissions and making adopts frequently so i can get on the road to finally being me!
While i mostly dont mind binding, i cant do the things i love anymore. running is hard, swimming is an absolute no, and in general active things are not the best for me. i get winded quickly, and sometimes i genuinely cant breathe. I over heat very fast, and i live in a very hot state, and my binders really dont help me at all.
When im with my partner, i sleep with my binder on as the anxiety and fear of him seeing my chest is unreal. i cant look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusted. Showering is even hard, i wear a binder there too.
i cannot stay in my apartment when i have surgery, i will be staying in a hotel so my parents cant find me. my mother is extremely transphobic and will barate me after she finds out ive had surgery and make it hell for me to recover. my partner and i have been looking at hotels in my city where i can relax and not have to worry about her finding me. my location will only be told to a select few people (close friends, my partner (obv) and my sister)
i am too a point where i cannot continue having a quality life without my chest removed, so, If you can, please spread the word to all platforms possible. im not a very big artist, so i know this wont be easy or quick at all, but i hope within about a year i can get there. i just have to keep hoping. that things will turn out.
thank you all so much for reading! have a great day/night <3
i know its been a while since you heard from me, and uh,,, my bad. things have been a liiiiiitle rough for me with uni and life in general! but! hopefully i can start posting again.
As the title states, im saving for top surgery! im hoping to get it after my senior year of uni before my next year of EMT training which will be more rigorous. My current goal is $6.5k as my insurance coveres quite a bit of my surgery (hopefully,, thats what i was told by my surgeon im still doing some research on that)
anyways, im gonna start taking commissions and making adopts frequently so i can get on the road to finally being me!
While i mostly dont mind binding, i cant do the things i love anymore. running is hard, swimming is an absolute no, and in general active things are not the best for me. i get winded quickly, and sometimes i genuinely cant breathe. I over heat very fast, and i live in a very hot state, and my binders really dont help me at all.
When im with my partner, i sleep with my binder on as the anxiety and fear of him seeing my chest is unreal. i cant look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusted. Showering is even hard, i wear a binder there too.
i cannot stay in my apartment when i have surgery, i will be staying in a hotel so my parents cant find me. my mother is extremely transphobic and will barate me after she finds out ive had surgery and make it hell for me to recover. my partner and i have been looking at hotels in my city where i can relax and not have to worry about her finding me. my location will only be told to a select few people (close friends, my partner (obv) and my sister)
i am too a point where i cannot continue having a quality life without my chest removed, so, If you can, please spread the word to all platforms possible. im not a very big artist, so i know this wont be easy or quick at all, but i hope within about a year i can get there. i just have to keep hoping. that things will turn out.
thank you all so much for reading! have a great day/night <3
CLOSED! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!
Posted 5 years agoSEMI-EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS this is now closed!! thank you so much to everyone who commissioned me, it means the world to me for real.
i dont know what to say other then thank you, you'll get your art very soon!
Hey y'all
Normally I don't like to do these things but A, I'm really really close to my goal and B, my current laptop is falling apart and breaking as I type this out.
To give you an idea of what I'm currently dealing with:
-I have had to tape both sides of my laptop down to hold the key plate down
-The charging receptor is wiggly and about to fall out of my laptop, and i cannot take my charger out of it or it will break
-I've taped the side panel onto the key plate because it fell off, exposing all the sensitive parts of my laptop (aka the charging receptor and a bunch of other stuff)
-I have to restart it almost daily to get it to function correctly
-The bottom of the laptop is cracked
-When i open my laptop something IN the laptop cracks and i have no idea what it is, it just sounds bad
-It randomly locks up and i sometimes have to wait up to an hour for it to get back up to speed (if I don't shut it down immediately)
-if I wait even a day for updates, its basically useless.
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I know i shouldn't have waited till the last second but i have (well had), sentimental value in this POS because its been with me since I was like 12. But now my patience is thin and I'm just so so done dealing with the stress of wondering "is today the day that my laptop wont turn on?"
I have never dropped or damaged my laptop I've taken care of this thing like it was my literal child, I have no idea how it got the way it is other then age.
I just want to let go of this burden finally and lay this poor thing to rest lmao
I'm only about 110 off of my goal, but im looking to get at least 130 to make sure that i can cover EVERYTHING.
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CONTACT, GOAL AND PRICES
All my prices are here, but PLEASE comment on this journal OR dm me on discord (ComatoseCat||GetSweet#6471) if you want to help me out.
https://www.deviantart.com/comatose.....omms-855008610
112/$130
Thank you to anyone who is willing to support me, and to those who dont/cant, thank you for just reading this
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Forms to fill out when commisioning me:
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Extras (shading, another character, ect):
Total:
if you have want a custom, please add the following to your form:
Traits (if applicable):
Colour pallets/moodboards/inpiration:
Design do's and dont's:
Anything else youd like me to know:
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wish yall a great day
stay safe!
