George Thorogood - I Drink Alone



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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll The demo day went on yesterday... Pried a few remaining boards up off the disassembled deck. Last friggin board and it went out blazing! A chunk of said board flew off and landed square behind a knuckle! Didn't really get me all that bad just a small dot but still! THE DECK WAS OUT TO GET ME >:C I showed it though... >.> broke the board right in half due to the moron that built it put like a battalion's worth of deck screws into the middle...

As the day went on.

I decided to do the smart thing... brought out a handsaw to cut off the boards that were in the middle supporting the other beams... not many just three of 'em... would've been more work if the thing was properly made. After hacking at this one bit for a bit decided to say fukit to that and went about sawing the part in half. Got the middle sliced through then had the job of cutting through the part near the support [had to bash some wood outta the way to get to it.] lo and behold! My paw/hand slipped and I nicked the edge of some wood gouging out a small line of flesh on my pinky. Needless to say after I got that part saw'n through enough I opted to kick it out of its tidy lil niche. Ahh what gratification it was to kick the boards out after sawing them.... *sighs happily as he reminisces* Got 'em all out and dumped them on the big pile 'o wood.

And today!

Didn't do all that much to it just hacked at it till I got a bit free...A half our of hacking just at one support... If I had a strong enough pully or branch to use I could just simply pull this crap from the ground in which its buried... Anyway to further my tale of woe and mishap! LOL >.>; I ended up getting a bit to egotistical for my own good and decided it'd be a good idea to grab my hatchet from behind with it stuck in wood... ended up smashing the tip of my middle finger >:C Lost me temper at that... took my aggressions out on the one piece of shit I felt would be most appealing... the support's top that had the affending bit of wood attatched... So now its in ruin sure that'll be fixed up with a bit of sawing...

Well... bye for now!

Dirty Slide Guitar GRITTY Rat Rod Cigar Box 3 string overdriven Homemade Hill Country MUFFin'howser



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DEMOOOLITIOOOON! :D

Happiest f*kin day in my life :D :D :D WHY?!

Finaly got to tear down something that the old fart [yea I know he's sick 'n all but shit he's still a whineass who wants every and all eye's on him so there's still room to loath him...] thought was good'nuff for us... The pool deck... gods what a load of crap it was. Vented my frustrations on it by kicking and hacking at it slowly board by board I tore it apart with some help from family.

Had the elder of my two yoiunger sisters help me with the pool ladder which was held in place by four boards and a small section of rotted out wood... After clearing the way me and my sis hefted that lump of plastic only to have it puke its vile green watery puke onto me... Now that the major part's done... I'm going to enjoy being able to rip that piece of shit apart.

Speaking of pieces of shit...

I recently spotted a journal from Maxis [my 'nuki' papa! :3]. He's feeling rather preturbed at someone who was spreading rumors... Rest assured this person will be caught and held accountable for their actions! [or atleast slapped in the face by a sack of filthy dirty stinky socks!]

Anyway... I'm gonna go shower... and get outta these ladder puke clothings.... eck...

Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood OR Dropkick Murpheys - Loyal To No Onr



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I'm trying to remain as calm and collected as I can and not whine to people about my shit day today.
well OK more like a shit day'n a half or so.

Week started out normaly with the two terrors in school... thank gods for that place. Anyway the week went on and me checking my mail I found a letter from my friend Kirby asking if I wanted to hang out from a week earlier. I wrote her a reply [after one I'd writen before] and told her that I could now hang out and stuff. She said she'd come visit on wednesday. Didn't happen. Thursday then! I ended up calling her and she sounded sicker then a dog D: Told her to get some rest and that I'd call her when I had a chance :/ kinda felt like she was missing out on the AWESOME couch we got that very day o.o but she's sick what coudl I do? *shrugs* Hope she gets better is all I have to say! Least I got to hang out with my pops and mom with out my sisters screaming over some stupid teenage shit for my mom to come see... oh and an added bonus! I got to eat some chinese take out that day! :D

Grocery day arrives! My pops and grammy go out to get the stuff we need. They come back with a story to tell. They tell their tale of woe to us about how they got pretty much pushed out of the way while trying to get some groceries at a second store. Guess that'll teach that pesky cashier to let people get pushed around! >:C

[AND THE CHERRY TO TOP THE SHIT SUNDAE!/i]

Today I woke up 'round about 10ish in the morning because my mom had to drive my grammy to dialysis because her bus didnt come... friggin bus .___. Needless to say I get up, smooth out my bed stuff [f*k makin the damned thing >.>], got dressed, and waved off my mom and grammy as they went off. My mom had told me [along with grammy >>] that my sister's boyfriend was NOT to come over. Well I cleaned up a bit swept the floor and decided to snag a candy for myself... with out droppin a beat! "Mom said those are for gramma!" This came from my sister after I'd unwrapped said candy >> peh... Anyway day went on I washed dishes answered the phone a few times. My pops came home early saying he got sick at work. I tended to him gave him some green tea and a sammich [as per instructions from mom o.o]. After everything settled down a bit who calls up? >.> Sister's boyfriend! Now its only fair to tell ya that I hate the guys guts... not because he's trying to worm his trouser snake into my sister's panties... but for the reason he tends to invite himself over whenever he feels like dropping in.... Lets get one thing crystal clear...:

[i]I HATE UNINVITED GUESTS!

So anyway AFTER I tell my sister, still on the phone with mr dropbyanyfuckingtimehepleases, that he's not supposed to come over what happens? HE FUCKING INVITES HIMSELF OVER! Not but half an hour or so later there he is... I tell my youngest sister to tell him he cant stay here. Both sisters at this point are outside. OK I let some time pass so they can get their hugs and shit in... almost an hour passes and I hear a car door close. No one's in site so what do I do? Slap on my hoody storm out open the car door and order everyone out. At this point I'm a bit pissed... Then upon telling my sister's to come inside and the boyo to go home... My sister does the oh so f*kin predictable thing... "Fuck you!" In basic turns... cant paraphrase because it's kinda blurred... oh well I get pissed and start yelling after punching the front door and putting a pretty good dent in it... Yea wonderful >.> now our front door's got a dent in its meshing or whatever ya'd call that stuff.

By this time my tempers flaring like a box of roadside torches in a bonfire. So I basicaly yell back to her "FINE YOU LOST YOUR FUCKING TV THEN AND CABLE!" And promptly go in lock the door behind me and proceed to tear ass back to her room to tear MY tv out of her room along with MY cable box. Needless to say she wont get those back to fuckin soon...

After that I set down and play some on my dads comp waiting for the odd couple to get back home. Well no sooner do I start making my grammy's hamburger then do I hear the door of the truck close outside. [we have two diff vehicles] So I rush to unlock the door after plating the burger. I set back down and relax until who comes through the door with the terrible two? Mr. I'mheretostay comes trotting in like a lost puppy. I think "fine... thats fine... their home its somewhat excusable I still hate you but its excusable...' My bigmouthed sister comes out after a few moments and says "Oh mom [my name here] was in the 'worthers'! He said to me 'i didnt know it was all for her!'" I speak up to clear my name and say I only had one. Grammy's got a way of saying thing's that'll piss me off in a flash! So she takes a look at her lil candy jar and says "looks like someone's been takin more then one... and I know who it is." In basic she was pointing a big red neon sign at me saying "Hey fat kid stay outta my fuckin candy!"

Well that was it... i'd had it... I stormed into the kitchen slam back a shot of whiskey then storm outside promptly picked up my broken pick axe handle and proceeded to beat the living shit outta every fallen piece of fruit I could find. My mom... she can be a saint at times. She comes out and ask's what's got me so pissed off. I explain what had happened before she got home and she goes and tells my sister to lay off me and to appologize. What's my sister responce? Pretty much 'No'.

So at the end of the day... there's one less TV in the house and yes... My temper's not yet cooled but it's cooled enough to say:

Gnight all and have a nice day :D

:wumpscut: - Turns Off Pain(Recommended Version)



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*The muscular black bear raises his head letting the ages absent of motion tell tales as his neck creaks and cracks as his face comes into view*

Before you is a bear that'd been buried deep in his own thoughts. Weighted down by said thought's movement is nigh impossible .. Now that I've laid a few thoughts to rest I can finally move forward.

Needless to say that the old bear is on a kind of vacation. I've turned over a new leaf! Not going to let the big black bear [aka Gear] take over completely but he'll be taking control of my movements for quite a while if ya get my meaning.

Its a mix really.

I am just taking on the favorable traits of my two bear characters. I'm sticking to my resolution this year it's not going to be in the dust. I'm going to let go of the past and forge ahead! I'm becoming more organized little by little. I'm letting go of things I've held on for years and years and never really had any use for... With the help of some of the local fur's and my friends I do intend on getting out more often and being more socially active and just more active period. And... Damnit I'm going to get a job this year if I have to scrape out a niche myself!

Oh and I'm going to be writing a bit for some long overdue stories... the list shall return I think... if not then ya never know who'll be in the story or when it'll pop up :P

Anyway... thats all >:C kay!? Gnight ^-^

Has a favorite book of yours ever been slaughtered by Hellawierd[aka Hollywood]?

>.> Inkheart... the whole book was torn apart and glued back together with random pages from random chapters...

I want to fly away!




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I've never ever deleted a journal... so I've deleted what was contained in this one! :D

Idk... but uhmm... pot and religion... win or fail?

That right folks! You want awesomeness and I shall bring you such things! I was looking at the front page of FA and happened to see  steinwill's Anthro Skull Bandanna tutorial

That left to him doing this which is friggin awesome :D so go check him out and stuff :D

Johnny I hardly knew ya - Dropkick Murphys When Johnny Comes Marching Home again/center]



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Stoled it from  yuchidayena

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
;o; almost got a job!

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I cant remember if I made one last year or not... This coming year though I'm goin ta give 'em hell! *shakesfist* I'll try'n lose weight in both body and with all these heavy thoughts!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not that I know of...

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Not this year but who know's who'll pass nest?

5. What countries did you visit?
None... Because I dont visit them... they visit me or else! >:C

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Less body more muscle... Time for a drastic change in thinking patterns and my demeanor.

7. What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Good question... there's not one that I'd care to spend to much time on yet not one that I don't want not to think on.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Becoming a more mature person. Little by little I'm starting to see more good qualities in me... such as getting rid of that wretched attachment to my TV that dare call itself an entertainment provider! Thanks Verizon >:C

9. What was your biggest failure?
Being an utter ass and prick. Oh and giving my addy out to a wannabe badass... f*kin prick called the cops on me sayin I was suicidal!

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
When don't I suffer some form of small scratch? LOL I was sick but nothing to serious :) *is that an understatement I spy? o:*

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Well... I didn't buy it per-say but my dad helped me pay for my state ID :D

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
*sighs* Shit thats a long list... lol
 Yuchidayena - For being so forgiving after I was a big jerk [no explanation other then it was in a journal...]
 AkiraShima and all the rest of ya for being so supportive when I was feelin down! *hugs out to all* :D If'n it weren't for you guy's I'd probably be a blob in bed right now.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My own at various times...

14. Where did most of your money go?
o.o no where

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Halloween + My B-day even though no one showed up and it was pretty much a bust :C

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Hmmf... Close call between Cut My Wings - Seasick Steve & Davenport Cabinet - Nostalgia in Stereo

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Hmm...
b) thinner or fatter? The f*k if I know O.o
c) richer or poorer? Richer... in more ways then ya know bub...

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Excersize, gone out, shit there's a lot I wish I'd done more off >.>;

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Sit on my big butt infront of a screen and vegetate...

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
I spent it...

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Eh...

22. How many one-night stands?
O.o

23. What was your favorite internet TV program?
Uhhmm... I've been watching RPeek on Youtube and some Half Life Machinima's :D Freeman's Mind FTW!

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Nope...

25. What was the best book you read?
Did start the Iliad.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hmm... :wumpscut: :D oh and Rpeek! Go find either on youtube o.o

27. What did you want and get?
A second chance... :)

28. What did you want and not get?
A digital camcorder D:

29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
District 9 was pretty good.

30. What did you do on your birthday?
Went to the mall to meet friends but no one showed :/ oh well next year'll be better!

31. What is one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
... *shrugs* Dunno O.o

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Same's usual... black :D Not because I'm emo or goth *shudders at the mention of both* Because of the same reason as Johnny Cash...

33. What kept you sane?
Great friends

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
I dont keep faves in that category really...

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Copenhagen... stupid people bartering this for that and yet getting no where.

36. Who did you miss?
Not many really.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Among many?  tolstoy :)

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Dont be so quick to judge and cool down before you go shooting off your mouth [or in my case dont let your fingers go typing away while'st yer pissed.]

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why its allways the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.

Before I change again (before I change again)
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
" - Infected Mushroom [Becoming Insane]

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Sit 'n listen while I recount the tale of the Christmas of yester...day!

Started out with me waking up at my new normal time 8:00AM. That was all fine and dandy got up made my bed got everything situated took down my MP3 [which I now use as my means to sleep :P music is good for teh soul!] and set everything from my comp table onto my bed. Set up my comp and plugged in the MP3 to charge then went out and sat down in the living room to wait for my sisters to get up so we could start tearing into presents. After that's all said and done all presents accounted for and such with out missing a beat! Gramps rings up preaching about how other children dont have any presents at all. When he got yelled at he simply replied "I heard someone say 'Only two presents?'" -___- No one said a ruddy word about the number of presents as far as my ears are concerned and they are the best in the family!

***takes a deep relaxing breath***

Anyway I'm happy with what I gave and got :P I gave my mom and sisters some of the more feminin bracelets I have made and gave my dad a ring from some chainmaile minimaile I had made the night before. After all the gifts were given and the paper cleaned up I decided to turn on some cheery music and then migrate into the kitchen to see what I could help with. The monkey bread was already baking and we had some other meal time stuff to prepare when I hear "Whats this shit?".... Gramps being the scrooge he is decides to raise a ruckus about the music! Ew-delaly did he get grams muttering. "He'd make a fine Scrooge!" So the music went off which is a pitty replaced by a telling and retelling of The Christmas Story an all day marathon...

Oh but theres more!

The gas went out half way through gettin the turkey cooked! 'Bout round noontime we tried to fix up the newer tank and found out our hose's connector went rotten somehow. So being the innovative lot we are my pops goes about trying to pick and prod at the connector to fix it. He was at it for about half an hour or so poking and pulling at the nozzle inside the plastic coupling. Pops gave it his all and decided to give it up. So we got more innovative and decided we'd drag out the old hunk'o'junk electric roaster! Teaming that with the camping stove worked well! Got all the fixins completed 'cept for the green bean casserole which I actually missed... it was good on Thanksgiving! The turkey came out so friggin tender it fell apart as my pop's tried lifting it! The bottom fell out and it lost a leg... by the end of the meal it was like looking at what's left over from a bear attack I'd suppose! Dinner was awesome though :)

Grand finale!

A while after dinner was over and the younger of our house were outside doing kid things... the old man [as sick as he is] test's his blood sugar... 57! Paramedics were called and with in a few mins showed up fixed the old man up right and today... the old man's back to his old naggy whiny self!

So yea mine was eventful how was yours?

A Flowgo Christmas Carol! & Nox Arcana - Coventry Carol



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HO HO HO! And all that such stuff! Greetings from the sunny part of the world where the only thing nearest to snow is light misty rain!

Well now that THAT is out of my system... yes updates abound! I have a cold now! o.o no yay for that! :P Ahh the wonders of science! Gravity doesn't work well concerning branches and tin/aluminum roofs! Yes what a joy it was to find that our Christmas decorations had been rained upon... and what a pain it was to discover that the shed's roof had become marginally more holey then a sifter! What a joy it is to look up and "hey wow... water damage!" no yay for that either.

Yep roof's leakin... Dunno where from though so gotta figure that out. Managed to save some items in it though! Got some photo books and such out. Today I got out a bunch of old Halloween decorations out... and a nest of carpenter ants! x.x Ahh yes the fun of going "Hmm whats in... GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" and emptying a box full to the brim with ants. Least I saved the decorations from that hord of horrible creaturesand I'm proud to say that I slaughtered a bunch of them in the process! See if they do that again with MY Halloween! >:C no one fucks with this bears holiday!

Anyway... The audio-play is soon to come to fruition! I've gotten it all written up just need some voice actors to volunteer their voices for the acting :P This'll be after I've had the last say in the script of course. No need to rush into things just yet lol. If your curious as to which story it'll be on just look back at the first asylum story :P

I had a few bumps in the road where I felt that the scene was a bit short but oh well thats what happens when most of the text is removed from it lol. The play wont be a retelling of the story or a narrative of the story. It'll be a play like a film but with out the picture. Why do this? Because I wanted to try something new! I like making new ventures into unknown territory :P so if anyone would like to sign up for this... I wont have many charactors just Ghost, Gear, and the rest in the story along with a narrator so please feel free to drop me a note if you wanna give it a try :P I'd like to try to give my own voice to Ghost and Gear but I dont have a mic right now x.x though I'm looking hard!

 yuchidayena

Please go to her page and show her some love... she's lost a lot during the course of this year. She and I have had our vast differences fought on and off over small matters She's a good person and deserves to feel loved. She's lost pets to illness and her husband's away in the navy defending our waters and such. I have friends that serve in almost every branch of the military. I had my grandparents [on both my mothers and fathers side of the family] even extending into great grandparents who have served in the armed forces. I've lost pets I held dear to me so I know all to well that pain right there.

Go to her page and send her some digihugs or love :) Ya'd make a big bear happy if'n ya did :)

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Well a bit of news for you info hungry folk.

I got my state ID TODAY! :D

My pops finaly brought me down to the licencing place to get it done. x.x and paid the extra $15 that I failed to see on the site I went to for info on obtaining it.
Friggin thing said $10 I swear it did! D: Teh internets are full of sites that lie! :P lol

In other news: My gramps is back in the hospital... I wont gross you out with the details of WHY he's in there.... lets just say there are so many bad jokes I could say.... >.< So friggin hard to restrain myself from saying things...!
OK if you wanna know... write me a PM and I'll tell ya whats up with him lol
But yea >.> doc's given the orders "No goin home till ya can walk on yer own!" And this isn't his ordinary doc so he might actually get treated!

Anyway yea... thats all I have to report :P Paramedics came I was outside in a sprinkle/mist of rain while they probably wrestled the old fart outta his chair screaming and whining... >.> My dad's mother was like WAY older then my ... well he'd be my Stepgrandad :P but still my grammy on my dads side was'nt as whiney when she had cancer! She kept a tough smile on her face... the sweetest person you'd ever have known!
So yea... They came got him his therapist who was there when they got him broke off and got outta dodge lol right before a gas truck came down the street.

Well thats all I can squeeze out for now ^^

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I was going to put a combichrist song above but meh tis the season! If I put anything up there other then Nox Arcana it just wouldn't feel right ya know? :P

It has been brought to my attention that in one of my lastest journals I wished something that I should never have even contemplated typing or thinking. I've had more then enough time to cool down and the person in question has to. I acted foolishly and in a bit of a huff well... I let my anger get to me.

I would never wish ill upon ANY living creature be it man or beast unless they truly deserved it such as a local troll and a certain Rhode island wolf. The troll as I hear is safely nestled under his bridge having been banned from every and all IRC chan he waddled into and the wolf... well he's safely tucked away in my stories... and that's the last of that.

I'm not sure I can mend what wounds I've created in the past but I think this is a good start towards that way.

The truth is that alot of shit's been going on what with both of my grandparents being in the hospital for separate reasons. I've had to deal with a whiny old man who went a bit nut-so on us one day due to low sugar. One thing I cant stand is yelling and with both old folks here and the strain that is being produced by both the insurance company and the whole mess of the medications that my gramps is doped up on....

Life right now is bumrushing me and at times I can get pissed off for the most petty of reasons.

Anyway now that thats off my chest I thank you for bearing with me through this. >.> I'm not trying to sound emo just need to get this offa my chest.

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Where do I start?

I'm not quite sure what to say... this week has hit me hard. I know the signs of depression and see them in me. I'm not trying to be a whine ass in all honesty. I cant keep this bottled up in me... but when I try to find an ear to talk into people block me out.

Mainly the people just bitch about how much of a whineass I am when I try to tell them what's happening in my life.

I cant keep it bottled up in me.

Some time I wanna grab a cig and just smoke till my lungs turn into two big lumps of tar... others I wanna drink soda till my dental structures dissolve.

The old folk of my house [my grandparents] are fighting to get better and inadvertently gramps is dragging us down. I know he doesn't mean to but he is kinda pinning us all down.

Worse yet...I think part of me see's a potetial vision of my future in his withering life. I dont wanna grow old and feeble like he has...

In other news...

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Sorry... I'm just under a lot of stress right now with a lot of shit happening in the shortest fucking time it can.

To put it bluntly I feel that I have lost control of my life and I dont like it. I dont know what'll come next.... I feel like smashing something and yet I feel like just flopping down somewhere and waiting for someone to come into my room and tell me that the chaos is gone.

Ur world

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I've been mulling over this a long time...

I watch what would be considered 'baby shows' meaning they are mostly for younger generations to watch. I've been scrutinized by my immediate family for watching shows such as 'The Backyardigans', 'Ni Hao, Kai-lan' [I dont typically watch that but I do catch it from time to time], 'The Upside Down Show' and quite a few more but to list them all here would take attention from the purpose of this journal... At length I watch these shows and at the worst times I'm bashed for doing so at the best times people see what I see and find comfort in watching the programs or at least seeing them.

The bashing has come to a slowdown to almost a halt. I've mulled over this for ages and yet have always come back to the same response:

Q:Why do I watch these shows?

A:It shows an almost absolute innocence. No one yells in the houses in a good lot of the shows. There is little to not hate or violence... I guess in a sense I seek some escape in their worlds. Where normality can sometimes be abnormality.

...
Shows like 'Max and Ruby', 'Toot and Puddle', 'Jackers! The Adventures of Piggly Winks', and to some extent 'The Upside Down Show' remind me of my home up north in Hannibal.

Well thats all for this speculation.

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Dunno what to say... dont really feel 'out of it' nor do I feel as perky as a woodpecker in a forest. I'm trapped in that grey area that.. that myst that seems to engulf us all from time to time. Not sure where to go or who to talk to.... not really wanting to do so yet not wanting to be alone.

Is it time to reflect?

Is there some meaning or purpose behind my grey feelings? I think that the survival themed dreams are making another pass at me...

Ugh this sudden attack of grey... its got my mind more scattered then it usually is.



I remember when I first heard Moby's Natural Blues... I thought it was the best song ever and the fact is that I STILL DO! It's a song that grips you and comforts you deeply... more deeply then any song I've heard yet.

Strange isnt it?
That I should love a song that most reflects my mood most of the time... and perhaps the very outlook of my look. When people see me they say I look depressed or lonely.
Thats how they built me!

Who?

Everyone in school... every bully, jock, jerk, slut, meaningless fucktard. They molded my self image so that I wouldnt have to be fucked with. With out their influence I'd never have built myself up to look like someone who could tear your head off and shove it up your ass.

...

See what I'd told ya? I'm scattered... My mind cannot focus on one singularity for long. If it does it gets repetitive and is there for ejected from my skull. Listen to me talk about repartition while my headphones beat Natural Blues into my mind... over and over again.

Oh! By the way... I've got a new keyboard thanks to my friend Diag

Oh lordy now troubles so hard. Dont no body know my tourbles cept god.

Simply this...

The Scarring Party - Anywhere mrgrim Show'ed 'em to me :D




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Pass the Novocain please! Man what luck... got a toothache that is keepin me awake and stuff... its a pretty bad one... I'm hoping it goes away sometime soon :/ This is what I get for not brushing for like... well >.> ever since I lost my toothbrush *shudders* the thought of using someone else's is just ick... Oh well least I gots a new one :D hopefully enough brushin will get that tooth to submit to me >:C

Cat Empire - Two Shoes




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Pray to yer gods that my grand luck holds up please! I had an interview today and gotta say it feels like my chances for a job are goin up :D

Happy Halloween! [follow the link to the Halloween Playlist o.o]





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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

A classic "In our Haunted House"



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Dear gods o.o I've gotten my mom interested in EARTHSHIPS! What is an Earthship? Its a building made from recycled materials like tires and stuff oh and it has dirt in it :P here is a vid on an earthship thats in a county near me :D

I think they are awesome looking and the fact that my mom is now interested means that we might get one o.o just need to get one designed and go through permits and shit >> but if I could I'd buy my own spot of land and build my own but this is a step in that direction I'd say.

Rob Zombie - More human than human




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I seem to be a might bit magnetic :P just jokin but on a more serious note I have been diggin in my backyard and my gods o.o I've found a TON of metal. Here are just a few items I've found: a flattened nickle, an unfired .22 cal bullet, a key, and some other stuff like bones :P

I found the nickle with my metal detector :D the bullet was just like sitting on the surface of the dirt I dug up o.o the key was sticking out a bit at me :P all of them are cool! My family wanted me to get rid of my bullet so I put it outside >.> then snuck it back in and its safely nestled in my room in a bit of old cling wrap :D the coin will probably go in there as well. Funny thing about the coin I found is that at first I thought it was just a blank like what most people use to fool the vending machines. As I cleaned it I saw what I thought were indents made by some kind of vice but they turned out to be the edges of the building on back of the nickle :D

anyway more to come I'm sure :P

Pitbull Daycare - You make me feel so dead




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The last one was good saw it slowly spread through FA like a virus :D but I sent it out to soon x.x should've waited instead of conforming to the capitalist way of pushing things way before their due date...

Rules:
1. No back tagging! Its annoying -_____-
2. Ya gotta tag atleast 3 peoples :D

Now for the meme!

1. What is your fondest memory of Halloween?

Going to my first outdoor haunt. I dun remember where it was but I remember getting my wits scared outta me :P it was fun because I went with family :)

2. When did you stop trick or treating?

Around 13 :/

3. Why did you stop trick or treating?

just kinda ran outta good idea's for costumes...

4. What was the first Halloween story you ever remember reading/hearing?

Hmm... well the first story BOOK for Halloween I ever read was 'stories to read in the dark' :D I got all three books!

5. Which is your favorite Halloween Ghouly?

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A ghost! :D
>.> was that a given or what? :P

6. Do you decorate your room/house for Halloween?

I try :/

7. If you do decorate: What is the most prevalent thing in your room for Halloween?

In my room o.o hmm I have a few more skulls then most other things :P I do have gravestones and I put a rubber 'salamander' into a jar we had around the house :P filled it up with water I colored XD everyone thought it was an actual animal! :D

8. Do you get candy for trick or treaters?

o.o I dont my family does though :P its a group thing >>

9. What kinda candy is it?

Eh... the usual candy bars, gum, suckers, lollipops :P

10. Have you ever wanted to open up a haunted house or start a yard haunt?

Ever since being scared outta my wits in one :D Always have loved the detail in most of these haunts that I see.

11. What would you name said haunt?

The Grim Memoriam Asylum of course!


Thats it :D your done now run along cause this be my meme and I dont feel like tagging anyone at this late hour o.o