DJ Shadow - The Organ Donor




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I have made it a pertinent point to express my displeasure at the fates or karma for butchering this month for me... the only solace I have now is that the Halloween music has FINALLY started up on Music Choice. I do think its a bit ridiculous that just after this the Christmas music will start up almost one whole month in advance of the holiday while Halloween is put on the back burner starting up the music HALF way to Halloween.

Not much to say other then this month just seemed to be torn apart by who ever is seeing over me. Weather it be beast or other sentient being there is no thanks in it for them at all. Facts are stated here not a rant or a whine. Only one creature would take joy in the fact of knowing my birth MONTH has been shit and that is Bill that cowardly little turd. He should've been flushed a long time ago... Here is something they wrote on my Livejournal quite some time ago:

JD, The Bobcat... (jdthebobcat) replied to a comment left by JD, The Bobcat... (jdthebobcat) in your LiveJournal post. The comment they replied to was:

You're a fag. :3

Their reply was:

Oh, and a coward. Keep talking big threats, child. You'll never touch me and you know it, because you're too afraid. :3

Sad isnt it? He thinks that he is still making an influence on my life. I told the cop he sent to my house that I was dropping him like a dead weight. Ah well thats all for now kiddies until the next time

Good night and Pleasant dreams.

Light of Aidan - Lament





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I've been recently depressed/stressed over the condition of my botched and butchered birthday. Beh >.> depression is for those that dont have much else to look forward to! Once you get passed the feelings of weight on your whole body its rather easy to sally forth into the day! :P

The coldest hour is just before the dawn.

I can say with utmost certainty that the no hour before the dawn was ever cold when I was there for it. Back when I was in highschool I used to wake up and get out to wait for the bus atleast 15-30 mins before the sun rose over the horizon and never was it one bit chilly 'cept in the winters. If there is one thing I love more then watching the sun rise after complete pitch darkness its the mist/fog that comes with the dawn on many a fall/winter morning. Ahh... fondly I remember those mornings of waiting in a soft mist that covered me from head to toe in a light coating of rain if you will. Its just so refreshing to have actually been in a mist its very lovely even if it is dreary to others!

Even though my bday was butchered I sifted through the guts and gore and found some pretty damned snazzy parts :) One I got some awesome Halloween decorations for my bday :D :P love skulls and gargoyles and stuff :) protect me from evil they do! Also I have a chance to redo the whole of the butchered birthday thing! Might have a big party might just be a few choice friends... who knows :D

In other news! I saw a bit of a spooktacular sight! Apparently one of the ghosts in my house has made his/her presence known by doing something small yet very impressive. They moved a pumpkin shaped eraser onto my highschool year book that I had on my bookshelf! I know that it might not sound to spectacular to you but it is to me! The pumpkin is like one of the main symbols for halloween! The ghost is secondary o.o but yea anyway I hope to see more happening soon :) I'll keep you all updated on what happens :P

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Well what can I say? Was tiring and rather uneventful. The fates conspired against me through the whole thing but I dont blame the people... just the circumstances that the fates put into play. The meet up I had planned was a wash out so I was bummed for a good two seconds when no one showed up at the mall to hang out and stuff. Eh shit happens ya know?

Yuchi if ya read this maybe you me and kuro can have a lil get together for a post birthday party or summin ^^ I'd like to go to ybor for a day :) spend it either walkin around or maybe have a day at GameWorks even though Kuro seems to hate games o.o; *shrugs* I'm not good at planning things x.x

Maybe I will do another bday meet as a retry of this failed one next week. *shrugs* not sure how well I can set it up D: lol would LOVE to go to a park and have it set up there with a bbq or summin :P

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OK I've kept you all in the dark for long enough. Well for those of you not in the know this countdown is to my birthday! Today is the glorious day of my birth and most of the time I have some wise or caring words to say for those around me. I tend to focus on other things when on my birthday o.o spooky isnt it? Speakin of spooky :P I started this whole countdown a year ago on Deviantart

>.> what? I'm sadistic in the wierdest ways lol!

Anyway today is going to be one hell of a day! I've invited some furs and friends to a get together at a local mall and hopefully they will make it :D

Hmmf... usually I have something meaningful to say :/ I cant seem to dredge up anything today D:

Hmm... Well there is the matter of my friends. No matter what deep pit of hell I am in my friend's have always helped me out of it. Either with a bitchslap/sobering ice facial (lol) or by their overwhelming kindness. IE Hypercat who since I forgot about reminding about my bday >.> freaked out and decided to draw me twice :P once in a bday pic and one with a cameo in a xmas picture. Last year I felt all warm and fuzzy because of the kindness I felt. It was actually pretty nice to have something other then hate [mainly aimed at my grandfather >.>;] occupy my day. The local furs I consider family have always made me feel great at time's when I'd much rather put a hole in something with my pick axe. They are going to take me for pool or something next week :p

Now... in this time of great turmoil and turbulence I have but ONE thing to say!

Cookie

That is all thank you :D

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Gear up for the season





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Yea thats right I'm over bein sick... its so 10 mins ago ya know? :P*slaps himself for using that horrible joke*

>.>

Anyway yar I be back :D NOT entirely but yes I am feeling better. I managed to fry my laptops keyboard so... gotta get a replacement for it :/ gonna be around $15 on ebay if I can get my pops to gimme it :P lol yea >.> spilled OJ on it.

Small update is that I've been digging in my backyard like a badger o.o Somethings in me cant really say that its actually IN me persay just that I feel the strongest need to dig up somethin in the backyard. I've found something though... a wooden something. Big too!

Yea still sick >:c went to sleep last night and ended up waking up almost an hour after I'd fallen asleep... that happened to repeat itself through the whole night x.x

So yea... didn't get much sleep :/ Worse yet... I spilled OJ all over my laptop's keyboard x.x so thats outta commission. I need to get a new keyboard x.x






One pissed off man rants about religion [not me]





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Humanity -____________- at its dumbest.

Great... seems I have a cold or someshit >:C gotta sore throat...

Also... I had a visit from a fairy! No not really >.> was an old ugly little shit that bothered me a while back... you may know him as bill but the LJ community knows him as JD Bobcat

JD, The Bobcat... (jdthebobcat) replied to a comment left by JD, The Bobcat... (jdthebobcat) in your LiveJournal post. The comment they replied to was:

You're a fag. :3

Their reply was:

Oh, and a coward. Keep talking big threats, child. You'll never touch me and you know it, because you're too afraid. :3

So yea... then he wrote "COWARD" as an annon... AFTER I blocked him.

Bah >.>

Went to the mall today job hunting... came back with nill.... bah again >.>

I leave you with these quotes to think on.

For example, justice is considered to mean equality, It does mean equality- but equality for those who are equal, and not for all. (Aristotle)

They deem him their worst enemy who tells them the truth. - Plato

Hating people is like burning down your house to kill a rat

- Henry Fosdick






Room of Angel





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I remember just a year ago when I was at the mall getting a pair of new headphones... I was sitting down and admiring a jeweler repairing a watch. Now mind you I'm dressed in my usual dark color clothing and probably have an emotionless look on my face (people say I look depressed >.>). All of a suddon this chipper old feller comes up to me and starts chatting to me about religion. -________- Good thing that those types dont come after me much anymore >.> I've got a statement for them if they do dare venture towards me. "I'm part of the lazyfuckidontwannapickone Religious Group would YOU like to join?"

>.> yea I know not the best one... I mean I've heard some really good ones like "No I havent found Jesus yet but as soon as I see him I'll tell him you said Hi." XD

Oh oh o.o another one is when me and one of the local fur's went to Gameworks... As soon as we were done and ready to head home this bible humper see's us and like pounces us starting to talk to us about bible shits... He kinda forced us to say a prayer too >.> Poor shywolf :( he said it but I just kinda muttered >.>; Gods I wanted to scream "TAKE YER BIBLE AND SHOVE IT BITCH!" at the moron's face for like following us and shoving his text down our throats.

I have nothing against religion other then those freaks that try to ram it down someones throat...

I'm sure a few of you out there have a story about being harassed by bible humpers... or have a line you love to say to them. Share them with me :D plz :P