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Posted 3 months agoGreetings!
In the wave of scammers' activity I would like to warn you, although I very much doubt that someone will decide to pretend to be me. I can only be contacted via fa notes, no other way. Discord is blocked in my country and I haven't found a way to continue using it. That is, I don't have it. Telegram knows a couple of people and even less tails, so it is very unlikely that I will write to you there, unless I give you contacts. And then there's a good chance I'll forget about it and write via fa anyway xd
Be careful, take care and have a good day! ^^
In the wave of scammers' activity I would like to warn you, although I very much doubt that someone will decide to pretend to be me. I can only be contacted via fa notes, no other way. Discord is blocked in my country and I haven't found a way to continue using it. That is, I don't have it. Telegram knows a couple of people and even less tails, so it is very unlikely that I will write to you there, unless I give you contacts. And then there's a good chance I'll forget about it and write via fa anyway xd
Be careful, take care and have a good day! ^^
Commission by my friend!
Posted 7 months agoCute dragon YCHs by my friend!
Posted 10 months agoLook at this beauty, or I'll bite you :>
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651933/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651933/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651910/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651910/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651933/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651933/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651910/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58651910/
About everything
Posted 10 months agoI don't really like to talk about anything, but these journals are akin to a diary, allowing me to leave at least something in my deteriorating memory.
I've posted a lot of yches and there's one reason for that: I urgently need medication and supplies. I recently had a microstroke and I'm very scared of what will happen next, that it will happen again. I thought the lingering depression would turn into Alzheimer's, but it hit me from the other side. I can't afford a doctor, but goodness the internet is full of scientific articles from which I can read about meds and consult bro.
I can work like I used to, only now I get dizzy almost non-stop and it hurts even more.
Even though it gets worse by the day and my situation is darker than a swamp on a moonless night and I will not be able to fix my homelessness, which is extremely burdensome to me, my situation is not that bad. Yes, sometimes there is no food and water is on the edge, but someone lives worse. I was always taught that someone is worse off and it's never okay to complain. Although now I'm probably whining because I don't see a way out. I want to live, not survive and flounder around stupidly. I'm so tired, these thoughts are eating me up.
Anyway, I apologize for such an abundance of yches, they allow me to feed my dogs and cats and pay off my debts a little. How I long for things to get better already...
Peace, everyone.
I've posted a lot of yches and there's one reason for that: I urgently need medication and supplies. I recently had a microstroke and I'm very scared of what will happen next, that it will happen again. I thought the lingering depression would turn into Alzheimer's, but it hit me from the other side. I can't afford a doctor, but goodness the internet is full of scientific articles from which I can read about meds and consult bro.
I can work like I used to, only now I get dizzy almost non-stop and it hurts even more.
Even though it gets worse by the day and my situation is darker than a swamp on a moonless night and I will not be able to fix my homelessness, which is extremely burdensome to me, my situation is not that bad. Yes, sometimes there is no food and water is on the edge, but someone lives worse. I was always taught that someone is worse off and it's never okay to complain. Although now I'm probably whining because I don't see a way out. I want to live, not survive and flounder around stupidly. I'm so tired, these thoughts are eating me up.
Anyway, I apologize for such an abundance of yches, they allow me to feed my dogs and cats and pay off my debts a little. How I long for things to get better already...
Peace, everyone.
Back to work!
Posted a year agoThe PSU fit like a glove and I was even able to plug in another important part that didn't work with the old one. Now I can get back to work.
I can't thank everyone who lent a helping hand enough, it's been a long time since I've felt such support.
I'll ask for some time to sort out the irl stuff and gradually I'll start working on all the orders.
Once again, thank you all so much!
I can't thank everyone who lent a helping hand enough, it's been a long time since I've felt such support.
I'll ask for some time to sort out the irl stuff and gradually I'll start working on all the orders.
Once again, thank you all so much!
Thank you so much for your help!!!
Posted a year agoThe funds have been raised!
Now just have to wait for the details and patch my buddy up. Thank you so much, especially:
Honestly, I didn't expect such a response. It means a lot to me.
Huge thanks to all!
Now just have to wait for the details and patch my buddy up. Thank you so much, especially:
Honestly, I didn't expect such a response. It means a lot to me.
Huge thanks to all!
Hot dragon-adopt
Posted a year agoCheck to see if you missed it:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57202601/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57202601/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57202601/
Or I'll bite you :>
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57202601/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57202601/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57202601/
Or I'll bite you :>
Wanna a Raffle??
Posted a year agoHere:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57209542/
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What's the point of living life
Posted a year agoOn the edge of a knife? © My favorite song is by Imminence. Reflects literally my state of mind
I'm sorry
I really want to apologize to you. My depression is progressing, I have no energy for anything at all. I can barely do everyday things. And can barely work, I'm kicking myself as hard as I can, but my speed has dropped. I'm so ashamed of it. I'm tired of this conveyor belt with no proper rest, I constantly need to be on the move to earn a little, pay off debts a little and feed the cats and dogs, no fun. And so it goes time after time after time. Taking orders and feeling incredibly ashamed that there is already a line. I'm ashamed to sit and whine, but I don't have the energy anymore. I'm sorry it takes me so long to give orders.
I often think, what is the point of my floundering, I will still be a homeless person who has no rights in our country. I dread to imagine when I need medical care but will be denied it. With the same debts, with no way to close them. The meaning of such a life... Every night I wonder if there's any point in going on. I have no energy at all, I don't understand why this happens, I want to be full of energy, joy, to radiate optimism, to spout ideas. But in the meantime, I'm a dull wimp who can hardly make herself do anything. I'm sorry.
But I want to apologize for being so slow to work and so slow to give orders. I'm sorry. I wanted to speak out, to apologize to those who are waiting. I need to talk it out. I feel really bad. I'm ashamed and scared to write this. I'm sorry again. I'm trying and I'm doing something.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I really want to apologize to you. My depression is progressing, I have no energy for anything at all. I can barely do everyday things. And can barely work, I'm kicking myself as hard as I can, but my speed has dropped. I'm so ashamed of it. I'm tired of this conveyor belt with no proper rest, I constantly need to be on the move to earn a little, pay off debts a little and feed the cats and dogs, no fun. And so it goes time after time after time. Taking orders and feeling incredibly ashamed that there is already a line. I'm ashamed to sit and whine, but I don't have the energy anymore. I'm sorry it takes me so long to give orders.
I often think, what is the point of my floundering, I will still be a homeless person who has no rights in our country. I dread to imagine when I need medical care but will be denied it. With the same debts, with no way to close them. The meaning of such a life... Every night I wonder if there's any point in going on. I have no energy at all, I don't understand why this happens, I want to be full of energy, joy, to radiate optimism, to spout ideas. But in the meantime, I'm a dull wimp who can hardly make herself do anything. I'm sorry.
But I want to apologize for being so slow to work and so slow to give orders. I'm sorry. I wanted to speak out, to apologize to those who are waiting. I need to talk it out. I feel really bad. I'm ashamed and scared to write this. I'm sorry again. I'm trying and I'm doing something.
I'm sorry
The glowing beast (adopt)
Posted 2 years agoYCH by my friend
Posted 2 years agoTake a look, what a beauty!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51102876/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51102876/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51102876/
Take a look, I'll check it out :p
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51102876/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51102876/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51102876/
Take a look, I'll check it out :p
FA blocking in Russia
Posted 2 years agoI am very happy that my only job is covered with a copper basin. Sarcasm. While I will use the VPN, and if the air is blocked more strongly, I absolutely do not know what to do next.
Honestly, I am completely exhausted, my nerves are running out, that even a nervous tic and migraine did not torment me for as long as they could.
I have no prospects or any iridescent colors and moods, my illness devours me completely. I dreamed of becoming a sought-after artist, and now the prospect of getting covered in dust and starving to death XD
I hope you're doing well. I don't want to say goodbye, but I think it's just around the corner.
Meh
Honestly, I am completely exhausted, my nerves are running out, that even a nervous tic and migraine did not torment me for as long as they could.
I have no prospects or any iridescent colors and moods, my illness devours me completely. I dreamed of becoming a sought-after artist, and now the prospect of getting covered in dust and starving to death XD
I hope you're doing well. I don't want to say goodbye, but I think it's just around the corner.
Meh
Some news and plans for the future
Posted 3 years agoI don't know why I'm writing this here. Maybe for a story or just want to share, tell the story of one stupidity.
Recent events have made me think about moving. This is quite a serious decision and, honestly, I don't think it's feasible. But I want to try.
Drawing is my only job, because here, where I live, there is no work at all, and to work in the village, i need to save up for it (road, housing). So I try my best to draw.
Two years ago I decided on an adventure and moved from my hometown. Relatives invited to the village, talked about help and that it was cool there. I've made up my mind. I sold the apartment for a song (for a pittance), completed my business and here I am in the village. The difficulties began immediately. The ancestral house that was inherited was missing from the register. I spent all my savings on a lawyer and I will never forget how he laughed at me, saying that the idea was stupid and nothing will work.
Then a frank circus with relatives began. They mocked, laughed and were happy with our situation.
I've been homeless for two years now. I can't get a residence permit, temporary registration is useless bullshit. The hospital doesn't want to accept without registration, work requires registration. I'm a hostage and I'm at a dead end. I'm scared every day, I expect that the administration will come and throw us out of the house, which is not in the documents. This all aggravates the already shaky mental health. I'm thinking about the same thing more and more often.
And recent events have pushed me to a great decision. I need to somehow collect for the move. Drawing is my only job, and to be honest, I can barely keep afloat, but I understand that my level doesn't take out. But I'm trying. I have set a goal and I will save even more on food, I don't have enough for more, my Maslow pyramid has been broken for a long time.
No, I'm not going to beg for donations, I'm ashamed of them, I plan to open orders and work as hard as possible, just to move out as soon as possible.
As fast as a dragon can.
I'm sorry for my english
Recent events have made me think about moving. This is quite a serious decision and, honestly, I don't think it's feasible. But I want to try.
Drawing is my only job, because here, where I live, there is no work at all, and to work in the village, i need to save up for it (road, housing). So I try my best to draw.
Two years ago I decided on an adventure and moved from my hometown. Relatives invited to the village, talked about help and that it was cool there. I've made up my mind. I sold the apartment for a song (for a pittance), completed my business and here I am in the village. The difficulties began immediately. The ancestral house that was inherited was missing from the register. I spent all my savings on a lawyer and I will never forget how he laughed at me, saying that the idea was stupid and nothing will work.
Then a frank circus with relatives began. They mocked, laughed and were happy with our situation.
I've been homeless for two years now. I can't get a residence permit, temporary registration is useless bullshit. The hospital doesn't want to accept without registration, work requires registration. I'm a hostage and I'm at a dead end. I'm scared every day, I expect that the administration will come and throw us out of the house, which is not in the documents. This all aggravates the already shaky mental health. I'm thinking about the same thing more and more often.
And recent events have pushed me to a great decision. I need to somehow collect for the move. Drawing is my only job, and to be honest, I can barely keep afloat, but I understand that my level doesn't take out. But I'm trying. I have set a goal and I will save even more on food, I don't have enough for more, my Maslow pyramid has been broken for a long time.
No, I'm not going to beg for donations, I'm ashamed of them, I plan to open orders and work as hard as possible, just to move out as soon as possible.
As fast as a dragon can.
I'm sorry for my english
I'm sick, I'm sorry.
Posted 3 years agoThe work on the big field is finished, but I picked up something, I haven't been sick for a very long time. I do not have the opportunity and funds for doctors and medicines, so I will wait the old-fashioned way for it to pass by itself. The work will also continue, but if it becomes absolutely unbearable, I will have to take a couple of days off.
Sorry about that.
Sorry about that.
It's over
Posted 3 years agoToday PayPal was officially blocked for us.
And for me, this is the end. Drawing is my only job. Where I live, there is no work at all, and if there is something, I have no registration. And it will not allow me to register somewhere in alternative ways.
I do not know what to do, even if lie down and die.
Many thanks to everyone who took orders from me! Thank you so much for the donations, I will definitely thank you.
I'll give orders and... that's it? End.
I want it to be over as soon as possible. But for now I do not know how to continue living.
Sorry!
I hug everyone.
And for me, this is the end. Drawing is my only job. Where I live, there is no work at all, and if there is something, I have no registration. And it will not allow me to register somewhere in alternative ways.
I do not know what to do, even if lie down and die.
Many thanks to everyone who took orders from me! Thank you so much for the donations, I will definitely thank you.
I'll give orders and... that's it? End.
I want it to be over as soon as possible. But for now I do not know how to continue living.
Sorry!
I hug everyone.
Hard time
Posted 3 years agoDear friends...
I had a lot of words, but now they're all scattered.
My country is going through hard times, restrictions are pouring in like a cornucopia. My bank has also been sanctioned and I do not know how long the PayPal will work for. Not today, tomorrow I may be out of work. Drawing is my only job. I dreamed that I would progress and one day become a cool artist, each of your orders raised my morale and hope, and now everything is covered with a copper basin and I have almost one way out. If I can still limit myself in everything, then I won't explain it to my cats + I have a huge credit.
At the moment, I don't see any other way out of the situation, except to take orders for the future, and then gradually fulfill them. And I'm not sure when I'll be able to take orders again. I'm not sure of anything, and it's terrible. Insomnia and other mental problems have worsened. I'm scared.
That's why I'm opening a set of commissions for the future for those who understand the situation and are willing to wait, and also want to support me. I also opened donates, Shinies.
I will also increase the queue for YCH.
I am very ashamed of this, but the health of my family and my cats depends on it. Thank you so much for your understanding. Hugging everyone.
I try to work quickly and qualitatively.
I wish peace to all of you.
I had a lot of words, but now they're all scattered.
My country is going through hard times, restrictions are pouring in like a cornucopia. My bank has also been sanctioned and I do not know how long the PayPal will work for. Not today, tomorrow I may be out of work. Drawing is my only job. I dreamed that I would progress and one day become a cool artist, each of your orders raised my morale and hope, and now everything is covered with a copper basin and I have almost one way out. If I can still limit myself in everything, then I won't explain it to my cats + I have a huge credit.
At the moment, I don't see any other way out of the situation, except to take orders for the future, and then gradually fulfill them. And I'm not sure when I'll be able to take orders again. I'm not sure of anything, and it's terrible. Insomnia and other mental problems have worsened. I'm scared.
That's why I'm opening a set of commissions for the future for those who understand the situation and are willing to wait, and also want to support me. I also opened donates, Shinies.
I will also increase the queue for YCH.
I am very ashamed of this, but the health of my family and my cats depends on it. Thank you so much for your understanding. Hugging everyone.
I try to work quickly and qualitatively.
I'm taking commissions, if you are interested, please, note me. Also you can support through Shinies, i will be very grateful!
I wish peace to all of you.
Sorry!
Posted 4 years agoDear friends and customers.
My conscience is gnawing at me and I decided to write this journal. I am currently in a different time zone. In the real summer. It's still snowing at home, but here it's +44 in the shade and I, the little northern dragon, am dying from it. Migraine attacks are increasingly overwhelming me and this affects my performance. And a vegetable garden was added to this. I'm growing the first pumpkins in my life and I can send you a photo! (This is not a joke.)
Last month, I spent a lot on medicines and got into debt, so I will be forced to open several yches. I also hope for your understanding. Thank you all for being here, you are beautiful!
Have a nice day to all of you!
I also ask you to pay attention to the requests here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42330043/
And my friend's incredibly delicious adopters here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42401936/
My conscience is gnawing at me and I decided to write this journal. I am currently in a different time zone. In the real summer. It's still snowing at home, but here it's +44 in the shade and I, the little northern dragon, am dying from it. Migraine attacks are increasingly overwhelming me and this affects my performance. And a vegetable garden was added to this. I'm growing the first pumpkins in my life and I can send you a photo! (This is not a joke.)
The main thing!!!
My workload has increased and the execution of orders will be delayed quite a bit. I'm not putting anything off! I just want to warn you that I will work a little longer. But I'm trying my best and I'm ashamed of it.Last month, I spent a lot on medicines and got into debt, so I will be forced to open several yches. I also hope for your understanding. Thank you all for being here, you are beautiful!
Have a nice day to all of you!
I also ask you to pay attention to the requests here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42330043/
And my friend's incredibly delicious adopters here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42401936/
Cute adopts
Posted 4 years agoHey there!
My friend made beautiful creatures! Please take a look:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40561204/ - fluffy one is my favorite! I'm crying with delight and regret that I can't grab him, so I wish him good paws with all my heart. Look how wonderful they are!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40561306/
My friend made beautiful creatures! Please take a look:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40561204/ - fluffy one is my favorite! I'm crying with delight and regret that I can't grab him, so I wish him good paws with all my heart. Look how wonderful they are!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40561306/
Finally!!!
Posted 5 years agoGuys!!! GUUUUUUUUUUUUUYS!!! Ladies and other tails!
I finally got my stuff and equipment! I will start working as soon as possible!
Thank you for your waiting! Especially Chai, bro, Tharo and Sen for your support ^^
Uwuuuuuuuuuurrr
I finally got my stuff and equipment! I will start working as soon as possible!
Thank you for your waiting! Especially Chai, bro, Tharo and Sen for your support ^^
Uwuuuuuuuuuurrr
Some news...
Posted 5 years agoGood day, friends.
I am still waiting for the equipment, the shipping company kept silent about the delivery options, and now I am waiting for the accumulation of containers. Winter is close, and I am without things, far from civilization, where i can dream about 4g, there is only E. I have moved to nowhere, now everything is so complicated that sometimes I don’t know what to do next. I just ask you to wait a little longer, I terribly missed work and drawing. I am very ashamed that it happened and I had no idea that it would turn out this way.
I haven’t disappeared anywhere, I’m still here, looking forward to drawing your characters!
:(
I am still waiting for the equipment, the shipping company kept silent about the delivery options, and now I am waiting for the accumulation of containers. Winter is close, and I am without things, far from civilization, where i can dream about 4g, there is only E. I have moved to nowhere, now everything is so complicated that sometimes I don’t know what to do next. I just ask you to wait a little longer, I terribly missed work and drawing. I am very ashamed that it happened and I had no idea that it would turn out this way.
I haven’t disappeared anywhere, I’m still here, looking forward to drawing your characters!
:(
For customers
Posted 5 years agoDear friends, unfortunately, such are the circumstances of my life that I will be left without technical equipment for the near future. In the best case, a month (in the worst case, two).
I'm not happy about it. But I hope for your understanding and also hope that you will not be angry with me. I'll have to put my orders on hold until things get better. And as soon as possible, I will continue working on your beautiful characters!
The only thing I can console myself with is that my skill will grow a little by then. Maybe :D
I'm not happy about it. But I hope for your understanding and also hope that you will not be angry with me. I'll have to put my orders on hold until things get better. And as soon as possible, I will continue working on your beautiful characters!
The only thing I can console myself with is that my skill will grow a little by then. Maybe :D
Raffle by my friend!
Posted 5 years agoNeed your advice
Posted 5 years agoHi!
First of all, I want to apologize to everyone who is waiting for arts. I have frequent headaches that make me unable to work as hard as I would like. I hope for your understanding.
And the problem itself.
Sometimes I want to draw something 18+ with a variety of kinks, and for some reason I'm afraid to post it. Should I create a new account for works exclusively 18+ or not worry and post it here?
First of all, I want to apologize to everyone who is waiting for arts. I have frequent headaches that make me unable to work as hard as I would like. I hope for your understanding.
And the problem itself.
Sometimes I want to draw something 18+ with a variety of kinks, and for some reason I'm afraid to post it. Should I create a new account for works exclusively 18+ or not worry and post it here?
To Do
Posted 5 years ago
YCHes
- 99% (+b) - 10% 
- 100%
- 100% (2 bonus) 
- 100% (bonus)
- 100% (+bonus) - 100% - 99% (+b) 
- 100% (2 + b)
