I plan to open for a FEW commissions (finally) after the YCH is completed, I don't like to start on any project till all others are done in order!

SO be prepared!

Any ideas??
I've been wanting to do some gore and stuff with spears/ arrows and daggers

or maybe something spooky-er

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DjE4gbIVZk
✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨sex havin' song✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

After a long LONG break, I'm back with new vigor and umph, I plan on making lots of art a mix bag of things all what I want no requests, no freebs, just what I wanna draw with no outside opinions or input... I spend to much time doing art that others wanna see, without offending anyone or being lewd. so I am just gonna do what the hell I wanna do.

Also I have SAI. happy birthday to me from... me.

I'm back, expect to see some vent art I'm extraordinarily frustrated right now
however I wanna get back to my basic stuff, I wanna do commissions and adopts but adopts are so much more fun for me..
Still I seriously appreciate the support and that no one has been mad at me for being absent especially after making a price sheet... i feel like such a fart for that, but yeah, for the time being I will only have AI but plan to get Sai I love it I miss it.

TTYL

I've been absent a while with work and having my friend back and having a money crisis and my sai trial is up but due to the crisis I mentioned I am broke, again, medical bills insurance, general adult shit is getting in my way not only literally but mentally I feel drained from stress so much so even the most simple things just feel like effort, and things I live to do feel more like an obligation than a hobby, I'm just in a rut I guess, but I think I can get out of it, once I'm not so strapped for cash and paranoid about losing my home and everything I've worked for, then I will get on those commissions I planned to open and make my own T.O.S

I have a second job now so things should become a little easier, I just need to get back to drawing, but I feel pressured to start again.. the last few attempts at drawing I made we're awful I'm trying to draw a couple characters interacting for a commission but it's not working, the space, the shapes the background nothing, even the lines were shit and I got really frustrated with it so I'm going to come back to it I just need a minute. It's not payed for yet or anything like that I shouldn't stress, I just hate letting people down I feel like I'm just good at being a flop, I really don't know why, people like me, but maybe that's the problem I feel like I have to be the structure the rock the steady person who takes care of things like magic... but I'm sure that isn't the case I know my people wouldn't put me on a pedestal, I know that nothing is really expected but idk what if it is I feel like I have to be this person who's so hyped up about, this awesome arty girl but I can't always be that... sometimes I wanna stop...but then I feel useless . I wish I wasn't so up and down like this.

Sorry for such a long journal just had to belt it out, what's in my head..

http://sta.sh/02g0hrlk7ybw

got this bab over at DA just havent used/drawn since and feel like I was being impulsive

Bought for 1000 points but would take $9 if you don't have points

http://sta.sh/02g0hrlk7ybw

got this bab over at DA just havent used/drawn since and feel like I was being impulsive

Bought for 1000 points but would take $9 if you don't have points

It has been forever and a day since I've made a species, I still wanna make more Ghoolidiles, but I have kind of fallen away from them.
my apologies to fans!

to make a long story short I woke up at 5 in the morning, I often times wake up at between 2:00 and 4:00, and figured i would just stay up it was so close to 6:00.
I had been dreaming about whale critters in the blankets, like the bed was there ocean, so I decided to draw these things, I ended up liking the idea of creatures that would comfort insomnia sufferers back to sleep and keep them comfortable, and if all else fails the person at least won't be alone in the dark, and can get up and have a hot tea or some chocolate milk as I did.

They will reflect the individual whose bed they inhabit, for example, mine will wear baggy sweaters and have a plush squishy body because that would be ideal to snuggle up to, though I think they will all be squishy, like memory foam, with varying texture, as long as you can sleep on them.

I plan to have several be book themed, and maybe some having night lights.
and things that would be calming even to adults
and maybe some cute themes like pirate, or astronaut
They will have varied sizes from twin to king.
I eventually want to make customs, but I'm rarely ever asked for custom creatures...
which is sad.
I really enjoy making customs, and maybe I'll make a journal separately for that.

I haven't named them yet so I won't give away to much about there appearance.

Just keep an eye out if this sounds like something you'd be interested in.

I'm looking for a new one for my lil parasaur to pal around with, Arabella is agressive, and I would like either a new hadrosaur/ceratopsid, or just a T-rex I would love to have a T-rex!

I'm selling and trading characters, in general, so just Show me what you got
here mine
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1

I have sold and traded many, she was $15

http://sta.sh/0dvb998420x

I have art for the owner

Would any one be interested, I need some rent money for my new place, I'd luv ta make like $250 but that never happens for me, but the sketches would be like $7 fully colored, I only wanna do a few, I'd really like to clear out a lot more sonas

so if anyone is looking for some cool characters, I'm negotiable with most

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/

go there to claim/ comment

Sta.sh :go have a look here
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1

ALSO PLEASE HAVE A LOOK IN MY OPEN ADOPT FOLDER I HAVE A LOT LEFT AND I NEED TO NOT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT BUT I DO SO MAYBE LEAVE ME SOME TIPS, OR REASONS WHY THEY AREN'T SOLD.

http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....51/Open-Adopts
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....51/Open-Adopts
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....51/Open-Adopts

I have learned that I can't handle being a dog owner, not now anyway, maybe in my 30's but not now in a dinky apartment.. well it was dinky for her any way, I cried all week in private mostly and beat myself over it because a dog is not something to get and then change your mind, it is also if you can't deal with a dog by yourself don't bother... if I really want a dog I will get a senior who has been loved, and is good with cats, but again not for a long time... I need something manageable because I need control in my life, I think that stems from my childhood... I never had choices, never had anything truly mine. and so now I crave control and long to be orderley, but can't focus on anything, beore anyone asks of course i didn't take her to a shelter I'm not a complete turd, my friends nieghbor was in search of a dog, and took her for me, he needs something to care for and that will love him and need him.

I am selfish
I am foolish
I am weak
And I need to just have my cat and my rats at our new home

we are enough, I don't need more family

This is a post for myself really...

I needed to vent and I refuse to speak on this on FaceBook
I'm not that needy, in other news, They are fogging my house and I am beginning the moving process, I start monday
so should you wonder if I'm dead or what, just think of me as dead with a few twitches here an there.

I need a think
I need space
I need sleep
I want to just sit still and be in a little white box for a bit.

I will still respond but I won't be posting anything substantial for a while..

http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1

here is the main file Please comment on the submission I made for the sale!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21691873/

Geting a doggo!!!!
YAY ME
a cute lil dobe baby I plan to name her Phoebe

shes a dobe mix and I can't wait to post all the pics!!!

I need to clear out some characters
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1

You will need to ask prices
As there are too many to go through and edit, i need money to get my account out of the negative i just need $20 some characters have a lot of art and if i can sell like one or two of those ill be golden

ARABELLA IS OFF LIMITS SHE IS IN THE CLOSED SPECIES FOLDER
you would have to offer at least $55 she has a piece in the works by j that cost $60.00

WE ARE MOVING

Getti'n the hell outta this looney bin, nosy landlady, creepy neighbors, AND FINNALLY I WILL HAVE MY CAT BACK IN MYHOUSE

we'll have a lot more room, and were getting a bed, no more climbing to stand up, we'll be like real adults soon ^_^

the only draw back is while I will still be posting it will be less frequent, and I may be slow to reply, but it's worth it not to have to be here with all the creepy crawlies and having to hide the rats every time someone knocks on the door, also water and trash collection are paid for, and we have a washing and drying machine, AND dish washer.. woo!

I have a very basic hp computer and I've been running AI on it and it's just really starting to pooter out, so I am now going to start saving for a new one, I can still do commissions and adopts for the time being just one at a time and somewhat slowly
Every fine made via FA will be going toward the new computer I need $700 for a decent computer, and out of pocket I will be getting Sai so I can draw like the cool kids, I have a job that gives tips and they are being saved as well, checks are going toward the new apartment and a mattress.

So look forward to seeing more adopts and give me some ideas for commissions, a YCH would be fun, also, I may open for waist up commissions, colored, lined, or sketched.

I just have to decide a price range, my adopts are usually about $5.00-$6.00
And YCH start at $7 giving a good start
So maybe
*$9.00for full color (full body)
*$7.50 for full color (waist up)
*$6.50 for line(full body)
*$6.00 for line (waist up)
*$5.00 for sketches colored (single character full body .OR. waist up)
*$6.00 sketch page two colors (single character multiple sketches)

In case you skipped ahead or I wasn't super clear( I wasn't really)
COMMISIONS ARE NOT YET OPEN
I will make a journal and post when they are open

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21193162/

She has so many views but no one wants her I just dunno why?

Soon I'll be able to do the commissions
I always want and may even open for a few, I'd really like to know what people want to see, maybe more spooky stuff for October, but I draw spooky things on my own time anyway so idk

Hopfully soon we'll be getting a new apartment which will make me absent for a bit until everything is moved and unpacked and internet set up, just ye, after I figure out the paypal weirdness everything is looking up.

Let Me Know What Ya'll Would like to see!!

I AM SO FUBBERNUCKING ANGRY AT PAYPAL... I had it linked to my bank so I could transfer money over, I then tried to send said money to my bank it said "OK SURE, IS GONNA TAKE 3-5 days"

... I have waited I checked my account today I am STILL in the negative ....
pay pal never sent the money, To add insult LIKE FUCKI'N MAGIC my Bank is no longer linked and my account is down in percentage of filled outness, mean while they keep telling me I have to add a copy of licence/ photo ID and proof of residence for example MY SOCIAL SECURITY CARD

EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME ME AND A CITIZEN THEY DEMAND!!!

F U PAYPAL I AINT GIVING YOU MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE SO YOU CAN "GET HACKED" AND MY IDENTITY BE STOLEN FU
FU SO F'N HARD I HAAAAATTTTTEEEEE you PAYPAL





PayPal can suck a greezedchode

{sorry ew, but seriously I'm beyond Pissed off right now}

✨Except for the object heads and the cat dragon they are $4.00

http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../231051/Adopts
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../231051/Adopts
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../231051/Adopts

Comment if interested!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21320472/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21320472/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21320472/

Starting tomorrow I will be going to my new job, I had worked there before for about 2 years, but as kitchen staff.
Prep work and dish-washing.
But tomorrow I start training to be a hostess any tips are welcome, unfortunately I don't know if they have made any changes to the dress code, used to be the hosts could where whatev as long as they looked decent ya know

but yeah, I'll see

I'd like to make a bit of money
some here
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1
http://sta.sh/2n23em3cnh0?edit=1

some here
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../231051/Adopts
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/...../231051/Adopts