Some of what I’m going to say may resonate with some, to others it may offend some of you. Really need to get this off my chest as I feel like there’s some severe issues in online friendships and recent reoccurring events have put me on edge. 



There’s a biiiiiig problem with folks not wanting to take accountability for actions + lack thereof. For me, this mostly ties into maintaining friendships…ghosting, flakiness, being wishy-washy, and not engaging in conversations. Same can be applied to relationships on a case by case basis. This isn’t me personally calling out anyone, and if you’re a good close friend to me we’re chill as well.



To put things bluntly, I despise small talk and being ignored. My biggest friendship icks are emotional immaturity, poor conflict resolution skills, emotional avoidance, and pettiness. Plain and simple. I’ve grown sooooo complacent of folks who say they wanna do stuff with me then never follow through with said activities. Examples being mostly playing games, watching a show/movie/anime, and even hanging out in person. I’ve been led on so much by bad actors that nowadays I don’t even bother anymore. In the past I used to be the first one to ask or offer to others, however in the long run it’s led to some disappointing outcomes. However I myself have been guilty of doing some of these actions too. I admit there’s been times where I was in a bad mental state for weeks and months on end. I was too self absorbed and centered on myself that I’ve hurt others around me. Once I was able to put myself in a better place mentally, and keep myself in check I felt more aligned with the furs around me and my goals I wanted to achieve. However it’s gotten to the point again where I’m feeling the bad side effects of giving too much for too little in return…I don’t want to return to that cycle.



“But everyone’s busy! I can’t be on the phone/computer all the time!” Don’t try this bullshit excuse on me. I’ve heard it plenty of times. I, myself am a busy adult. I’m right there with you. I’m a contributing factor to society on the daily just like you are. These individuals I’m referencing consciously made decisions in not wanting to hangout or respond to me in any shape or form. I’ve had a craaaazy busier year than normal and with what’s been happening around us, it can be overwhelming I agree. My point is, I require a certain amount of trust and honesty in my friendships. All I ask is for effort and some level of consistency. Usually if life gets too hectic for me while I’m having a catchup with someone, I’ll eventually get back to them. It may not be within the same day, and other times may be several days or weeks but I’ll get around to you once I know I got the freetime. I try my best to make others a priority without forgetting. I wanna showup for you because I care about the other person on the other side of the screen…I really wish others could do the same.



Some of you already know but TLDR; I had a life-threatening event involving me being rushed to the ER and put into the ICU. I was so afraid that any day was going to be my last. Thankfully I recovered within a month-ish afterwards. During this period I had a lot of negative headthoughts, especially surrounding furs who rarely spoke to me. I felt like if I really were to pass away, would any of these individuals who ghosted me even care? A little sarcasm with that last sentence I know haha…I did reach out to mostly everyone I knew once I was discharged and felt better, but even then upon being left on read and the lack of engagement from others I decided it was for the best to move on from these individuals. Is it petty that I’ve removed others quietly? Sure, but I’ve seen others do the same to me. Friendship is a two way street. If you can’t give me your 50%, then why should I?



With the way the world is going on right now, anything could happen at a moment’s notice. I feel like we need to be better with taking care of one another, and making better efforts with checking in on others. If at best, making your close loved ones a priority. Ofc as mentioned above, we’re all busy human beings. The only other way I can put this is, we don’t have parents in our lives to be the ones to make “playdates” or “sleepover” plans with friends. WE have to be the ones to come up with that stuff. Us hanging out isn’t going to magically happen without any effort. Work, hobbies, and so forth can drain us physically, emotionally and mentally too…but amidst all of that- try to showup for your friends. May never know when we’ll all be gone, and miss your chance to create some great memories together. I don’t know if any of this made any sense, but I hope it reached the right people.

It only comes once a year, and it's always a special occasion~

So happy Lugia day fellow enjoyers! If you haven't yet check out some Googia pieces I got recently <:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62223839/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62030445/

Cheers to a lovely nom nom day! I don't have many examples of my goo taking part in it, but hope to fix that sometime. It is a very fun kinky topic to indulge in and has helped me to embrace being a slime even more~ would love to schlooooorp more cuties and even big buildings to gain new stronger forms!

Made some posts on my Bluesky to celebrate the occasion so enjoy 💚
https://bsky.app/profile/goobubbles...../3lvuswe34cc2h
https://bsky.app/profile/goobubbles...../3lvwwuiawec2e

As some of you may know, the other weekend I posted a status from the ER. I went to the hospital in huge fear that I had another kidney stone flareup. The past month I was experiencing terrible back and abdominal pains that'd come and go. It got so bad that I had no other choice but to go and get checked out. After having a CT scan *breaaaaathe*- everything came back clear. They couldn't see anything bad thankfully. Guess in conclusion however from some blood tests that my vitamin levels were too damn low, I traded my potassium for chugging loads of water I suppose haha. Doctors said also I might've not been fully recovered from my surgeries in May so any heavy lifting and manual labor work is the cause of it as well.

However with all of that being said and done, man working my specific job stinks...especially while surviving these moments such as this and be given shit for it. My apologies for not being active much over socials and PM apps like Telegram/Discord. I don't want to vent too much cause I do like some aspects of my job, but I do wanna tie some reasonings as to why my health has been poor is because of my work to put it simply. Work stresses me out, like everyone else. It's been an usually busy summer. Higher ups has been up-my-ass simultaneously over the smallest of things. Ex. texting me outside of work to "Correct" mistakes that I'm sometimes and sometimes not responsible for, or wasn't even aware about. Telling me it's not okay to call out of a shift the day of when something like an emergency above occurs. Normally I'm able to chill and message friendos back, while being able to do said duties; but lately it's been too intense and overwhelming for me. To the point where once I get home I feel like a zombie corpse on autopilot, consuming whatever's on my YT feed, putting on anime and then passing the hell out. It's crazy what stress does to the body. I'm really hoping I can pull out of this slump, or even better...get a new job.

I don't know if any fellow shapeshifter or multiple oc owner mutuals can relate to this, it's rather been kinda uncomfortable to commission art of Goona too. TLDR had a buncha random people join my personal Discord server JUST for my Goona emotes, and then proceeded to spam very sexualized posts and memes. A similar situation happened like this earlier this year. Like I'm all fine when it comes to some silly goofy antics with my goober, that's what I'm here for is to have a goo'd time. I don't appreciate those tho that wanna worship a make-believe sona of mines and make everything about them to come off as s*x s*x s*x l00d l00d l00d horni horni horni. Being Goona has brought myself and friends some immense fun and joy however It makes me lose some taste in my own creation, could be just a me thing?

I'm doing a little better after all that's been unfolding. Hydrating, eating, going for walks here and there. I did wanna say a MASSIVE thank you to those that have been tuning into my once-in-a-while streams on Twitch. It's brought a big smile to my face even if I don't sound enthusiastic (trust me tho, I am!) over stream to see some familiar faces come vibe with the goo and enjoy my games. You guys are amazing and I do feel like I owe it to you to continue streaming once things simmer down <3 this also goes for some fanart I've recently got!

Only other note I got is I'll be attending Denfur next month. I'm hoping to treat this as a much-needed vacay. If anyone happens to spot me I'll be suiting as Minty and wearing a Revali head possibly~ thanks for reading, stay gooey out there!

If any of my watchers haven't seen my recent news, I'd recommend reading my previous journal https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11122902/

So I'm relieved to share a couple things. Earlier this week back on Monday I returned to the urology to have my 2nd surgery. They put me under anesthesia, and went to town. Apparently my kidney stone was a whopping 7mm in size, holy glob batman...they lasered it into two and will hear back within the coming weeks to see what even caused it. I was discharged and sent back home with a temporary stent. This may sound a little gross (TMI warning) but legit it was impossible to move even an inch without my bladder hurting. Don't even get me started on actually going to the restroom. Entire thing felt like it was on fire. I tossed and turned the past couple days trying to power through it. However recently I was given the a-okay to remove it myself. I had sooooo much anxiety and tried talking myself into doing it, and getting it out of the way. A stressful tug later I took that thing out of me. WOOOOF- what a sigh of a relief. Never in my life have I felt so victorious!

I'm feeling a bit better comparison to earlier thankfully. Still have some lingering weakness, abdomen pain and back soreness but I'll be alright. Going to take it easy and catch up on rest where I can. The only thing left is to go see a cardiovascular doctor to make sure my heart is doing ok. Hopefully nothing concerning comes up, I'm sure my AFiB rhythm was tied to everything overwhelming me originally. Though it is living proof what anxiety and stress can do to the human body. Only my speculation afterall.

Wanted to hop on here and let you guys know I'm alright. I appreciate the supportive messages and my moots for checking in on me. Apologies I haven't answered much as being on my phone in itself is exhausting. Lesson learned however, PLEASE do yourselves a favor and drink some dang water! I may not attend cons a lot but I know a lotta you chug energy drinks like liquid gold. Look out after yourselves. What I experienced was no joke at all. I wouldn't wish this pain nor experience upon anyone. Everyone knows their limits better than anyone else. Please take care, and stay gooey above all else 💚

Some of you may be aware already if you follow me on socials, but let's just say the past couple days were the scariest days of my life. TLDR is at the end. TMI warning-

Earlier on Wednesday morning I randomly started vomiting a ton. I was literally tethered to my bathroom all curled up and it felt like my stomach had exploded. This went on for a couple hours before I had some strength to go upstairs and ask one of my roommates for help. Thankfully I was rushed to the ER moments later where I was seen by the nurses and doctors there. They immediately put me on some IV drip and performed a catscan. Unfortunately, turned out I have a kidney stone in my right abdominal area. I was still throwing up my guts hours after while sitting there which wasn't fun. My roommate stayed with me for help and comfort. The doctor concluded that I'd need to be transported to a hospital to have emergency surgery for the stone to get it out of my system. Sadly just when we thought things couldn't get worse, my heart rate had spiked up close to 200bpm randomly. By this time I was already conscious for 24 hours and I was dozing off in the room. They said I was in an Atrial fibrillation heart pattern, which is very concerning almost deadly in some cases. It's more common in older folks than is someone who's only 29. I was given more medicine via IV to try to calm down my heart, but it was certain I needed to be transported for immediate help.

Later an ambulance came and I was transported to the ICU department of a hospital. By now I was hanging on by a thread as far as where I was at and what the hell was going on. Surgery for my kidney stone needed to be delayed because they wanted to monitor my heart status and try to calm it back down into a normal sinus pattern. I was hovering around 140-160bpm for the rest of the night. During that I was given another IV prick, had some blood drawn and stuff. Think they stabbed my stomach with something to prevent blood clotting but I don't remember entirely. My anxiety was through the rooooooof with how many times I got any injection. Going to say I encountered SO many different doctors, nurses and caregivers that were in and out of my room, all which were very nice and they did everything to assure me I'd be fine. I was glad to have my step mom and roommate come visit me some. However I still wasn't able to get sleep even with more medicine and melatonin they gave me. Still had to deal some temperature checks, a heart ultra sound (I wasn't paying attention and asked the nurse why they were checking to see if I was pregnant lol?) and more blood work.

I maybe only got an hour or two of sleep before the next afternoon they wanted to perform the surgery. At least I was taken out of ICU and put into a regular room where there's less noises and distractions. By this time I was so fucking scared of what was to come of things. I did meet some of the surgeons before the operation, and was told a stent would have to be placed into me for reasons I'm not going to get into...when time came for the surgery itself all I remember was being placed on the operating table and I was knocked out cold. I wokeup a bit later in my hospital bed as if nothing had ever happened and was taken back to my room for recovery. I FINALLY got to have some food after what was like 38ish hours of fasting. Wish I got to try hospital food more cus' I was genuinely curious, but hey their soup, chocolate pudding and jello came in clutch! Later the next day I was discharged from the hospital and allowed to go back home.


I'm here to share with everyone that I'm okay, and going to be okay because I'm still not "done" with this. In a couple more weeks I'll have to return to have followup surgery with the stent being removed. I'm thankful I'm not throwing up anymore or having my chest feel like it's fluttering constantly. I think the reason my heart got so high was because of the amount of caffeine I've been ingesting nights prior and some anxiety/stress relating to my job. There's still a ton of cramps, abdominal pain and a constant feeling of having to urinate I'll have to deal with in the meantime. I'm staying on top of my medicine and trying to rest if my body allows it. Right now I'm typing this on my phone so I'm sorry if some stuff is spelt wrong and incomplete buhhh I'm exhausted. I wanted to thank those of you who have left comforting thoughts and wishes, or PM'd me after finding out the news. I'm super grateful to have a supportive group such as you guys and I'm relieved to be alive after all of this. I hope I can return the favor to everyone. All I can say after the experience is...please drink water, like tons of it. Take care of your bodies too. This seriously was no joke, and was the worst pain I've ever endured in my lifetime. Your body and your kidney most importantly will thank you. I'm happy to answer questions about what I went through that I wasn't confident in sharing here. Stay gooey guys 💚

TLDR; Gooey has a kidney stone, went to the hospital. Also experienced a traumatic heart rhythm. Had surgery and was in the hospital for several days. Now back home and recovering.

Another year of making it thru life’s joys and struggles. Ack why’s there so many balloons around me!? Heeeeeeelp-

Thank you for the birthday wishes. I’ll make sure to be my goopiest self and continue to do so, much love 💚

Wanted to hop on here and wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and happy holidays before I gotta work. Unfortunately got the short of the stick and work as normal with no time off to enjoy the festivities. I hope that everyone gets to enjoy their time with friends n' family and enjoy indulging with presents and FOOOOOOD. I wanted to also extend a big thank you to those that have helped me this year with my health and dental issues. Sharing my gofundme's helped a ton you don't even know, and talking on a daily basis has helped alleviate the many struggles I've been through. Please stay safe and have fun! 💚💚💚

Goop you later -Gooey

It's zoroark day? Hooray! Only the OG's remember my old Gooeyark self, and man it's been a journey. Got nothing new for the occasion but feel free to browse some older art. Hug an illusion fox today, or crawl inside their mane to hitch a ride :3

TLDR: Goo had to get emergency dental surgery once again for the tiniest little thing. Somehow debris got lodged up into my gums in between my crown and tooth area, causing inflammation and irritation. I am asking just this once for friends to share and help donate if possible. These dental offices do not care one bit for my financial status and want to soak every last penny out of me. I am responsible with my funds and spending but I'm afraid of not being able to pay for my groceries and bills. Donations are being used to pay these off immediately. Anything goes a long way.

Feel free to see more here https://gofund.me/c64ede4a and share this if possible. Thanks fuzzies. <3


Disclaimer before anyone judges: any art I that I post recently is art I bought WAY in advance prior to this unexpected event

Well I feel like we keep continuing on this cycle of everyone agreeing that Twitter sucks, go to Bluesky, come back to Twitter and rinse and repeat. I know of the stupid block changes that are happening. Not to mention the numerous features we’ve lost such as no longer being able to see others likes. I’m just as frustrated as everyone else…

I’ll still be gooping on Twitter but shoot me a follow over on Bluesky if you’re interested! I’ll try to use it more https://bsky.app/profile/goobubbles.bsky.social

Originally I'm a Googia & I'm happy that he's brought some amazing friends into my life! I'm sorry I haven't kept up with giving this goober more art in recent times. If you see a Loog, hug a Loog. Give me some spare ramen if you got it 💚

https://x.com/PuppermintGoo/status/.....50890150269305

Wondering if any artists that follow me would be down to flubberfy and gooify this charizard base for me? Of course willing to pay you for your troubles, thanks! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58081080/ c:

Well that was wild.

I wanted to take some time to share what’s been new for the goo cause somethings have been on my mind.

As some of you know, I recently got my wisdom teeth extracted. To catch some of you up, I’ve had some severe dental issues ever since the beginning of this year starting with a root canal, crown and a filling. I’m not going to pretend I’m a saint when it comes to dental hygiene but I wish I could go back and change my habits. Starting at the beginning of summer I was experiencing some bad headaches and earaches consistently. This led to 2 sudden visits to the ER. The doctors couldn’t pinpoint what it is other than your typical ear infection. I masked the pain for so long until I couldn’t bare it anymore. I pushed myself to go ahead and get my wisdom teeth extracted a couple weeks ago as that could be the root cause of my headaches/earaches. The mashed potatoes and jello diet (heh) was pretty fun! I’m feeling better for sure teef wise now that I’m able to consume foods again, however it’s too early to judge if it’ll resolve my random head problems. I am hoping that this eases my anxiety and stress. All I gotta say though is if you’re experiencing any sort of pain relating to your teef, please go get that checked. Even if it costs you money out of pocket…unfortunately my dental insurance sucks major garbage and didn’t cut me slack on these sudden expenses. I was tempted to create a gofundme to help me stabilize but with the recent news regarding Dragoneer’s passing I wanted to respect that and didn’t want to come out as selfish... It shouldn’t cost you a whole couple months of rentworth to stay alive and healthy. Remind me why again that dental isn’t apart of universal healthcare? (Pls don’t comment why it’s just a light joke.)


Far as Dragoneer’s passing I’ve said my peace on social media. It’s truly sad what happened to them, and it’s absolutely evil how greedy hospitals are. I never knew them personally but all I can say is thanks for giving us an outlet to express ourselves, befriend others and embrace being all things furry! My condolences to any of Dragoneer’s loved ones and family affected :c fly high big guy


Anyways for some closing announcements? I’m going to redo some parts of my bio possibly. Seeing that random peeps don’t pay attention to my DON’Ts present in my bio, I’ve learned it’s no use having it present and will remove it. It’s caused me more stress than peace like I would’ve thought. It’s easy to glance over too. Ex. “Please don’t leave shouts for favs, you’re welcome!” It’s not to be mean towards artists or anything, if I fav something of course I like it! It’s my way of saying “you’re welcome”. It’s also to prevent spam. Ah well.

As a heads up…if FA does ever undergo the same events, gets hacked or permanently poofs away I would encourage my watchers to give a follow on my other socials. I am (for the most part) chronically online…all the time. I spend wayyyy too much time on twitter ooops. I also have bluesky and have my own discord server. If you’re curious those links should be in my bio somewhere. I will continue to use this platform as much as possible until then, but it’s wise to have a fallback just in case.



IF you made it this far thank you so much for reading my ramblings. I don’t mean to sound jaded all the time in these either, it’s just convenient for me to treat these as an outlet for things. I appreciate my moots keeping me company during my recovery especially on my not so good days. I owe those a goo’d oozy gloopy hug, puffkisses, perhaps more? You guys are awesome! Stay gooey ya’ll <3

https://x.com/PuppermintGoo/status/.....86774532440268

I have had some concerns from friends asking if I'm done with Googia, seeing that I've gotten a lot of art in recent years of Goona (Goo Loona), Goovali (Goo Revali), Gooshi and so forth. Nah are you kidding? Googia is still my bread and butter form at heart. Just cus' I get my sona tf'd as other things, doesn't mean I've forgotten or dislike my Googia.

Lugia is all my all time favorite Pokemon, so NOTHING is gonna change that. Pokemon 2000 has created a safe comfort sapce for myself and many others. It's fun to talking to other avid Lugia enjoyers and fantasize about cool concepts, sonas and scenarios. I plan on bringing you guys more art of him whenever possible. Thanks for the support and love. Happy Loog day ^v^

Found out you can't fav anything from someone who has blocked you? Not going to say who, but all I recall is I've never interacted with them besides fav'ing art previous and watched them recently. I was keeping them on my "to commission" list possibly. Neato I guess xD

Y'know ever since I've had this idea of tf'ing my Googia into other well known characters, I've noticed that people I used to talk to almost daily have stopped talking to me entirely nowadays. That or as time has gone on, our conversations don't last long and they aren't as meaningful as they once were. The vibes feel totally off.

I'm not accusing said people either, but like...does me changing my sona into other forms really bother people?? I feel as if I've only been befriended by some JUST for my Lugia sona. Don't get me wrong, Googia will be my bread and butter going forward no matter what, but I've been enjoying taking these detours to experiment and give my online self a fresh new look. My sona is a shapeshifter afterall, and picturing him in scenarios where he wants to adapt is fun to me. I'm sorry if my mini stories on said art is confusing to understand at times.

I personally wouldn't stop talking to a close friend even if their pfp changes often. Or if they came up with new forms out of nowhere, perhaps adopted a new sona. I like seeing change, variety is the spice of life afterall. I dunno, it's something that I've been pondering a lot now especially since I've been told Gooey being Loona isn't other people's "thing"(s) or "I'm not into females"...bruh I am not forcing anyone to like my new art going forward whatsoever. Geez.

I am not selfish for wanting to be treated right…

It really sucks how you can go from playing games and talking with someone everyday to barely doing either at all, if at any.

I miss a lot of people I've encountered in the past, and enjoyed our small arcs together. I hate sounding selfish about being clingy to my friends but when things become inconsistent I start to think negatively, and wish things would return to what they once were. Life happens.

It is that time of year again where I’ve completed a whole rotation around inflatables. And I want more balloons!

Lvl 27 was a tough experience for me. Didn’t get to indulge in life all too much but here’s hoping the next level up is more gooier and better than the last ;3;



Pssst, could I has a big butt or boobas for my birthday? :3

Surprisingly I received enough mons to put me back in decent spot after my previous journal, sharing my emergency dental surgery. I still have to go back for a followup and have my actual crown installed, but here's hoping I don't have anything else come up. Thank you to those that shared my link or donated 💚

Will be deleting the old journal soon

Hey everyone, I have some unlucky news that I wanna share.

Yesterday morning I wokeup to immense pain and took myself to an emergency oral surgeon. Thanks to a really bad cavity I had being close to a nerve they had to remove it, do a root canal and install a temporary crown on my tooth. I was not expecting them to charge me so much money post surgery and not have a financing option. My dental insurance only covered for oh so much.

I really hate having to do this…but screw the whole dental not being apart of our universal health insurance system. I am really afraid of not being able to afford rent, food and bills after this sudden expense. This is totally optional, but anything is appreciated. Shares and signal boosts are also most welcome. Thank you https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-me-.....source=twitter

Hiyyo! Would any artists who follow me be up for doing a couple redraws/recolors for me? Miss using my “Gooeyark” a bit but wanna have him be an updated flubber zac green or bring back my traditional purple. Of course I’d be willing to pay a small bit for doing this.

If you know, you know. I'm here for it. If anyone is open for comms (perhaps chonky preferably) I'd be interested :P