for personal reasons i have decided to disable my second account, it isn't anyone or anything or anyone i just need to focus on school and such and for now and i just can't handle 2 accounts, i may turn it back on in the future who knows, i'm not diapering i'll still be on this account if you wana chat.

just wanted to let you all know how i'v been
schools going good, hell of alot of assignments, i'm doing ok in drawing, but im rocking the shit outa foundations for studio which is a class about modern art
pretty good all things considered
quit my job (was really hateing it by the end there)
have started a school official dnd club (was original just intended to be me and my buddies but we wanted to use the school rooms but now people wana join and ruin everything)
my second page is doing great
still singe (thankfully)
All in all i'm doing pretty good, and i wish good fortune for the rest of you, if there's anything you wanna know just drop me a comment ill be happy to answer

hey just lettin everyone know im gonna be vanashing for a while, i'm heading north for the summer for some work, but i wont have internet most of the time, so if you msg me and i don't respond im terrebly sorry about it, ill see you all soon.

i can literaly never be happy again. i wait 8 years. 8 years for this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGu3Xe1uUUg
this is my only responce
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6BEdKTGhNg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UEGVGqJEeCo

have some stuff to do right now unfortunatly but i will see you at 8

gona be streaming tommorow at around 7 ish so keep an eye out, im gona be finally finishing the chibby badges. i apologize for the delay but its been a crazy week.

so i was wondering, after i finish up the chibby badges and a few other things i was wondering what kinda stuff you guys wana see, i wana here what kinda stuff you like so i can keep you guys entertained. NOTE this is stuff like ideas, like fantasy, sci this is not a invitation to make requests, any such comments will be removed. other than that please let me know.

I got an urge to draw some pokemon stuff, bbut im gona be adding my own fantasy twist to the ones i draw, im working on Gardevoir right now, but i wana know what pokemon you guys wana see, let me know.

haven't done this in a while thought it might be fun, simply ask any of my characters anything you want and ill respond in character.

So i'v been confused about my sexuality for a long time now, iv always been attracted physically to women, but iv also found men very attractive as well, additionally iv never been able to get emotionally attached to females and i just don't really have any interest, however i do feel strong feelings for many of my male Friends. and honestly i just feel safe around guys. when i imagine a future with someone i usually imagine a male. so after some research looking at alot of different sources about sexuality i realized i'm Bi sexual, this isnt out of the blue, i thought that this might be how i am for a very very long time but never did any research, i try'ed to deny it for a long time.. Now i don't know what to do, iv been denying myself for a long time, and all my friends (including the ones i have feelings for) think im strait. I'm not really sure where to go from here, Do i keep it a secret, and just keep telling people i'm strait, or do i tell them the truth. honestly i just don't know if i'm brave egnuff even coming out like this was a huge step for me. so if you have any advice please let me know. thanks for your time

got my pen tablet back, thanks to my best buddy, so i'm going to be taking an art challenge because i have always wanted to do one. heres a link to the one i'm doing. http://blazingbacon.deviantart.com/.....enge-342536188

(nsfw warning)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16266426/

epic colab between  OokamiCasha and  BlackKat1992, both are amazing artists you should really check this out.

just as the tital said, i may have lost it on the way to school so utill i find it or buy a new one, i will be doing no art for a while, sad life.

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs. or how many you want
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal


Answer as your OC/keep in character.

1. What is your name?
i am a personal service droid type 0-x-23, however i have been given the name pixel.

2. Do you know why you were named that?
professor trevor was a big gamer and he liked the name.

3. Single or taken?
most robots where i come from don't yet have AI like myself, so single

4. Have any abilities or powers?
i have several modification i could classify as powers, my arm is capable of firing a beam of concentrated data in the form of a beam which can reach up to 4000 Celsius. i also have data my personal AI companion, who is capable of feeding me information in real time. however due to my model only having a 24 hour battery life using these powers can quickly deplete my energy.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
i'm not a marry sue.

6. What's your eye color?
i don't have eyes, but i do have a screen where i display images of my emotions, the color varies with my mood.

7. How about hair color?
i don't have hair, i'm covered in a hard polymer which is blue.

8. Have you any family members?
i technically have an older sister, well she was the first robot installed with an AI chip, however it didn't go well, that's why we call here glitch. an i guess proff Trevor could be my dad he did make me.

9. Oh? How about pets?
no, but if im good proff tevor may make me a robot pet.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
all forms of fighting.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
im a service droid at heart, so i love cleaning and helping with chores and stuff.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
no, i would never hurt anyone.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
oh no, heavens no, why would you ask this.

14. What kind of animal are you?
robot pony.

15. Name your worst habits.
i often lose track of time, or forget to charge myself.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
proff Trevor, he is always so kind to me.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
well as a robot i dont have a gender, so this question don't apply to me in the traditional sense.

18. Do you go to school?
proff trevor is constantly teaching me new things.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
i can't have kids, but i would like to find a robot mate to spend eternity with.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
no.

21. What are you most afraid of?
as a robot i will live forever i know this, im afraid of being alone.

22. What do you usually wear?
robots don't need cloths.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
i cant eat, gums up my circuits.

24. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
proff trevor is incredibly famous and quite wealthy for his contributions to the scientific community, most notably the data crystal, we are quite well off.

25. How many friends do you have?
i have data and trevor, but those are all i need.

26. What are your thoughts on pie?
makes such a mess, i love it.

27. Favorite drink?
i cant drink, however electricity is kinda like drinking for me.

28. What's your favorite place?
SPACE SPACE SPACE... sorry sometimes i can get a bit exited.

29. Are you interested in anyone~?
no, currently i'm the only intelligent robot where i come from, the only other is my sister who.. kinda want to kill me.

30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
NEITHER water damage.

31. What's your type?
mechanical

32. Any fetishes?
big circuit boards, no resisters.

33. Seme or uke?
i like cleaning up after both.

34. Camping or indoors?
indoors, you can't camp in space.

35. Tag People!
i think all of you should give this a try, was really fun.

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs. or how many you want
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal


Answer as your OC/keep in character.

1. What is your name?
My name is void.

2. Do you know why you were named that?
i'm don't know, its simply the name that came to mind when i first woke up.

3. Single or taken?
single, people only weigh you down.

4. Have any abilities or powers?
my power is locked away inside of vanguard, so i cant use most of it, but i am capable of manifesting darkness into solid objects and move these with my mind, i am also incredibly fast and move much faster than any silly mortal.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
i don.t know what a mary sue is, but don't insult me again, i don't need my full strength to deal with one annoying questioner.

6. What's your eye color?
my eyes glow a pure yellow

7. How about hair color?
i don't really have hair, my form is comprised of a pure form of darkness, but black, with some green for some reason.

8. Have you any family members?
theirs my stupid brother vanguard, my annoying little sister oath, and my bully of an older sister ambrosia

9. Oh? How about pets?
none yet, but you look like you'd make a fine pet.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
people who ask me to many questions.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
since i'm currently bound inside my brother, i seem to be stuck doing what he wants to do, but i do like sitting down with a good book and a cup of tea.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
when i escape vanguard, i cant control my own power, and they usually need to subdue me, unfortunately its lead to more than one injury in the family.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
no, i haven't had the chance.

14. What kind of animal are you?
well my form is usually that of a dog, but really i'm some sort of a shadow being, i'm not really sure myself.

15. Name your worst habits.
i enjoy insulting people, alot.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
HAHAHA you crack me up, no i don't look up to anyone, they should look up to me.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
people are burdens i don't have time for.

18. Do you go to school?
wast of time.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
refer to previous answer.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
most people are not a fan of my particular personality, so no.

21. What are you most afraid of?
i don't fear anything.

22. What do you usually wear?
cloths are used to hide your true self, weak and afraid, this is why i where nothing, so the world can see me for the monster i am.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
i'm not mortal so i don't eat.

24. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
class is a convention created for a system, i am outside this system.

25. How many friends do you have?
i don't make freinds.

26. What are your thoughts on pie?
your questions are getting stupider, next question.

27. Favorite drink?
again i don't need to drink however i have taken a liking to the concoction known as tea.

28. What's your favorite place?
i have never felt at home anywere, i don't belong in this world.

29. Are you interested in anyone~?
myself.

30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
i just sorta float most of the time.

31. What's your type?
quiet people!

32. Any fetishes?
move on now!!!

33. Seme or uke?
YOUR TRYING MY PATIENTS.

34. Camping or indoors?
i have always prefered the outdoors.

35. Tag People!
i would recommend it, but your stupid questions may have givin me a brain tumor.

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs. or how many you want
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal


Answer as your OC/keep in character.

1. What is your name?
I am vanguard the warrior. sometimes known as vanguard the ageig

2. Do you know why you were named that?
My weapon of choice is a greatsword and tower shield, i weild these in the defense of those who can't help themselves, and i always lead the charge.

3. Single or taken?
Hah no, but one day i hope to meet a someone interested in my life of adventure.

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Well i have been training my skill with the blade since i was a pup, i guese i could call this a power. i can also call upon my brother voids darkness, but that uh ends ... poorly.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
my friend you seem to be confused, and what beef do you have with this mary sue.

6. What's your eye color?
strange question, as you can see my eyes are yellow.

7. How about hair color?
Brown and black, are your eyes ok??

8. Have you any family members?
well lets see, theres my brother void, my younger sister oath, and my older sister ambrosia.

9. Oh? How about pets?
pets no, but i have always wanted to tame a bear.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
i like most things, but people who take advantage of those weaker than them will always be my enemies.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
welp i love to adventure around, and fight, but a night in a tavern enjoying the company of others, this is what i love, and this is why i fight.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
many people, but those where all people who deserved it.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
most certinly i'd prefer not to kill people, but if i must i will show evil people no mercy.

14. What kind of animal are you?
German shepherd.

15. Name your worst habits.
... i can ... at times be quite lazy.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
don't you dare tell her but my older sister, the way she fights with an axe is like a dance.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
whatever tickles my fancy.

18. Do you go to school?
i have attended combat training a few times, but mostly i am self taught and was home schooled.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
KIDS HAHA you jest, and leave my days of adventuring never.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
if you consider those i put in jail and want to kill me than yes HAHA.

21. What are you most afraid of?
failing those i must protect.

22. What do you usually wear?
i usually where a set of cloth armor, if not that then nothing at all, but i will always where at least 1 shoulder pad on my sword arm.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
leg of lamb, i simply cant control myself.

24. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
class, i already told you i don't go to school.

25. How many friends do you have?
a have a few people i have met in my travels, and the many i have helped.

26. What are your thoughts on pie?
wouldn't dare touch the stuff.

27. Favorite drink?
ale, mead, or water while on the trail

28. What's your favorite place?
a warm lit tavern surrounded by others.

29. Are you interested in anyone~?
i would one day like to meet the king of our fair land, if thats what you mean.

30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
a good lake.

31. What's your type?
you ask many strange questions?

32. Any fetishes?
i don't dabble in magic or the occult, so i don't use fetishes.

33. Seme or uke?
my good freind i belive you should really think about your questions, many of them don't make sense to me.

34. Camping or indoors?
i will always prefer the open trail.

35. Tag People!
i tag all those brave egnuff.

this is a vent post so i apologize in advance for any strong language and spelling errors cuz i aint fixen em. im just so fucking pissed about this bullshit. so right now im pretty tight on cash what with school and stuff (i'm paying my own way and because my parrents make to much i cant get osap (canadian government loan for students)). so i normaly make purchases on credit card, not wanting to be tardy i keep up with my payments. a few friends had there birthdays recently so the bill is a bit high right now, so i made my last payment and emptied out my credit account. and i forgot that my paypal goes to my credit (i need to change it back), well at the start of the month my world of warcraft and patreon subscriptions go off (i aint blaming any people on my patreon love you guys) this drops me into overdraft, now i have no idea at this point, and i use pay pall for most things. so i go to buy ds2 schollar 27 bucks because its on sail if you bought ds2 for comp befor, and the steven univers game on the phone 4 bucks, and because apperently i didn't have overdraft pretection, which i fucking should because my credit card and bank card are linked on the same fucking account, they charge me fucking 45 dollers each fucking time, THATS FUCKING 90 BUCKS FROM MY WALLET FOR 30 DOLLARS WORTH OF PURCHASES, this kind of bullshit is fucking rediculus. i literally brought in 180 bucks in checks (i dont make alot i work once a week) and left with 20. im so fucking pissed about this, now i made a $1 doller purchase on my phone this morning and signed up for protection this evening so important question is it gona be the 1 buck or the fucking $46. welp guese i cant pay back the credit card this month oh well ill just leave it with you fuckers so you can charge me more interest. fucking shit like this should be fuking illigal x3 what i payed, fucking bullshit. if you read this far thanks your the best, if you didn't then your not reading this and your still the best.

today my precious rat Leona joins her sister Grunty, i wish i could have done more but i stayed with her as she passed. its gona be a hard day, and i think harder still for the last of the trio, poor little Gywnevere its just me and her now. goodbye my baby i will always love you.

sorry to everyone waiting on the yugioh thing, school has gotten really busy lately and its a huge progect considering it will have around 9 ish characters in it. now i still have quite alot of work for school coming up so honestly i wont be getting to it untill some time in aprill. with that in mind i wiill still be around doing some smaller pieces, and i will probably still be streaming. so please bear with me, or hate me your call.

sorry i'v been offline for so long, my internet has been cut, i'm actually posting this using my schools wifi. hopfully it should be back online before tommorow as i will be working on the yugioh thing then and would like to stream it (or be able to access the refs), anyways keep an eye out, if i'm online ill probobly be streaming round 5 ish or something.

Ask me or my chatactors anything. (And I do mean anything)

i'v seen others do this and i thought it would be fun to try out myself. i want you guys to ask me anything, nothings off limits, (you can even ask where i hid the body's). if you ask me a question i will answer it as truthfully as i can.

Starting thursday midterms ate done and I'll be back in full force this is just a personal list of the thins I need to draw. I will probobly be streaming these

1)ych circus #2

2) ask me anything picture DGwolfie ( this totally slipped my mind, sorry so I'm adding it to the list so I don't forget)

3)yugioh thingy

4)some requests I have

Again this is for me, just so I know what I need to do so I don't forget. If I did forget something let me know and I'll add it.

I wanted to apologize for the long wait. This is my only week off before furnal next month so I have been hard at work getting my suit finished. And many glue burns and remade paws (literaly 3 times I had to remake them, and I will got one more glove to go) I'm almost done. I want to thank you all for your patience and I will be doing them as soon as I get the time.

Be there or be square.