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ART IS COMING.
Posted 6 years agoI will be posting more, and more, and more. soon. :Y
FANCY!
Posted 8 years agoAND A FANCY WAS A MY NAME! :D
Im not fancy,
Posted 8 years agoI will be sticking with traditional art. :/ I don't have a fancy art style, no point in going into digital, cause honestly digital art requires a fancy style. Ima stay with my none fancy traditional art ^3^ I might color in future, with coloring pencils. I may try some digital every now and then, but ehh... Not likely. I won't be pushing myself to learn it anymore. x3
Vent. (don't read if you don't wanna xD)
Posted 8 years agoIt's amazing in life, how you are mislead into thinking you are important to someone. or that you matter in their every day life. But when it comes down to it, they can easily drop you like you are nothing, like you where nothing. Happens all the time with friends I have made in the fandom. I often find myself left behind, or alone by people that I have spent many happy moments with.
I have had many friends that seem to be really good friends, but turns out they are only friends when I am associated with an friend on theirs, and thus invited cause of that connecting friend...
Sometimes it just ends up being that they found someone else , someone better or more fun. I typically try to keep in touch but honestly it's sort of painful knowing that you are just slowly pushed away.
What's worst is when you know,,, if you don't message first, or spam messages. They will never message you again... And sooner or later it just poofs, and the friendship is gone. Clustered fucked by others. You realize how UN-important you were towards them. All the RP of snuggles, nuzzles, kisses, and licks. They will amount to no meaning at all in the end, when that person decides they have had enough of it. OR of you.
I have always been a small friend group kind of fox. I can't handle large groups. More then 4 people is horrifying. I need a place where I can feel like I belong. Not a place where I am only simply visiting Or invited as long as I am with someone else. Or usefull.
so if anyone sees this and they once upon a time felt like WE were friends that fell apart over what ever reason. I am sorry. But Likely.. chances are that I tried... If I am not good enough how I am., Then Idk how to become greater. I won't try to please you. I won't humor any fake relationships. I won't care. Young and foolish,, I don't need to be in the middle of childish furry games. Drama is stupid, just like this journal that I have just typed is. But We all need to start somewhere, right? "This isn't giving up This is letting go"
I have had many friends that seem to be really good friends, but turns out they are only friends when I am associated with an friend on theirs, and thus invited cause of that connecting friend...
Sometimes it just ends up being that they found someone else , someone better or more fun. I typically try to keep in touch but honestly it's sort of painful knowing that you are just slowly pushed away.
What's worst is when you know,,, if you don't message first, or spam messages. They will never message you again... And sooner or later it just poofs, and the friendship is gone. Clustered fucked by others. You realize how UN-important you were towards them. All the RP of snuggles, nuzzles, kisses, and licks. They will amount to no meaning at all in the end, when that person decides they have had enough of it. OR of you.
I have always been a small friend group kind of fox. I can't handle large groups. More then 4 people is horrifying. I need a place where I can feel like I belong. Not a place where I am only simply visiting Or invited as long as I am with someone else. Or usefull.
so if anyone sees this and they once upon a time felt like WE were friends that fell apart over what ever reason. I am sorry. But Likely.. chances are that I tried... If I am not good enough how I am., Then Idk how to become greater. I won't try to please you. I won't humor any fake relationships. I won't care. Young and foolish,, I don't need to be in the middle of childish furry games. Drama is stupid, just like this journal that I have just typed is. But We all need to start somewhere, right? "This isn't giving up This is letting go"
