I just completed uploading the first of many videos. It's the indoor part of the Fangcon 2013 Parade.

Well today is 6 months for Draftstallion and me being together. We have had are ups and downs. But we always managed to work thru the issues. I have live over thirty years by myself and with my social issues it can be hard on the one closest to me. I knew that it would be hard and stressful at times for someone that never been in a relationship before. But the reward of being together is much greater. Thanks Draft for being my mate and bring joy in to my life.

Well things are starting to look bad for getting to Fangcon. It turns out that Draft does not have any time off. If Tijuju cannot ride and room share with me the cost of attending the con with be around $800 to $1000 a bit too high. Currently budgeting $600 tops. As much as I would like to come there are limits on my money. Will update later. Better to lose the registration than my shirt.

Well Draft wanted to go to CPFC. So at the last minute we decided to drive since it was only 6 hours away. I was a little worried about going since I came down with a real bad case of gout and it take about 24 hours for the medicine to take effect. First I was thinking that we would have to bring a wheelchair becuause it would be to hard for me to do all the walking and standing. But I really did not want ppl to see me be pushed around in a wheelchair. Fortunely I got over it and was back to walking normally by Friday night when we got there. The hotel was very nice and all the staff was very friendly. A plus was having buffet for breakfast and dinner I enjoy that. The con had around 90 attending for the first year. It may have been small, but hey its the first year. Was there enougth things to do the answer is yes. Draft and me did the parade, watched the variety show, fursuit dancing, walk around town in fursuit, commission art, buy some things at the auction, talk with ppl, swim in the indoor pool, hot tub, take pictures and video. Also would like to thank the whole staff and GOH of CPFC. I sure Draft and me will be attending again next year.

A year ago Greyhare and Savage came into my life. They both have brought such joy and happiness to me this past year. I knew the Greyhare was going to be special even if he was a plain white and gray rabbit. He would have the ability to make people happy and ease the pain of other. Later I find out that his magic was greater with the power to heal the person within. A month after Greyhare and myself became one. The crippling pain was completely gone in my back and leg. He also help with my recovery from 2 detached retina events. Which I have totally recover from with 20/20 vision with is very rare. So I would like to thank  stuffedpandastudios for creating Greyhare and Savage.

Yea in appear the I have another health problem. This will be long term. FYI my condition cannot be pass on. I have been moody around some of the ppl closest to me. For that I truely sorry. The news was totally unexpected even now I'm still in shock and afraid for the future. The news of my condition has stressed me so that I feel pain when up and about. I my need to listen to some relaxation audio to calm me down. At this time the doctor told not to change my lifestyle yes he does know that I am a furry. So I'm going to try and continue the best that I can. Again thanks for the support everybody.Also I will be attending MFM will be there Saturday morning.

Well tomorrow is the Bowling event. Please let us know if you are planning to attend . So the we can reserve enough lanes.

Location

Where : Rowlett Bowlarama
5021 Lakeview Pkwy, Rowlett, TX ‎
When : Aug 24 6:00pm
Cost : $2.00 per game
Fursuit : It's not required only if you want too

Questions : contact Draconis, Draft or myself.

Draconis got the local bowling alley to let us bowl in full fursuit. It should make for a nice summer event to suit indoors. If you need to stay the night we have room. FYI for the out of towners you may want to get here Friday night for Fursuiting at the Station 4 night club. Please let us know ahead of time if you plan on attending either of the events



Location

Where : Rowlett Bowlarama
5021 Lakeview Pkwy, Rowlett, TX ‎
When : Aug 24 6:00pm
Cost : $2.00 per game
Fursuit : It's not required only if you want too

Questions : contact Draconis, Draft or myself.

Just wanted to let everybody know that we are planning to several things for the weekend starting Friday May 10th. Draconis has arranged for us to have the lounge at Station 4 Friday 9-10 . Please check http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4587207/ for details.

Starting this summer  draftstallion2005 was the first fursuiter to that came up to me and gave me a belly rub. When I was too shy to interact with any fursuiters. When I finally got my Greyhare fursuit and ask people to go out with it.  draftstallion2005 was the first personal to suggest anything. He suggest going out to the Club Station 4. Later I started fursuit dancing at club with  draftstallion2005 and  Donkey (whom brought me to the club). What surprised me was how much I enjoyed it , as time passed we because good friends. When I have my second detached retina it was  draftstallion2005 that took me for my follow-up visit the day after the surgery. But due to his status of being mated to  stormwolf77. I felt it was best just to remain good friends with him and to wish them the best. I wanted  draftstallion2005 to be happy with  stormwolf77 . I said to him please be sure that it going to work out since you will be move out of state and changing job. If it does not work out you would be far way unhappy and I would know making me sad. When the both of you decided to split up I felt very bad. later in the healing process I noticed that  stormwolf77 had move on and was happy with  Teh.  draftstallion2005 was a little upset with this. But I told him not to think bad of it but to wish them the best. At that time I told  draftstallion2005 that it was time for us to pursuit are happiness. I ask him if he would consider being my mate. Today he gave me his answer. Thinking about make me happy instead of 2 people being happy there is 4.

Well it been just over 3 months since my second eye operation. The gas bubble has completely gone away. The last check up show that my vision returned to 20/25 and with not scarring. The doctor said that it very rare that my vision is as good as it is for someone that had two detached retina. So in short I'm pretty happy with my vision.

Starting Tuesday I began it have problems see in my left eye the top part of my vision was a bit.odd. So I waited until Wednesday morning to do anything. Well Wednesday morning came and I still had the problem. So I call the surgery that do my surgery. They got me in ASAP. It turns out that my retina detached a again so I have eye surgery to fix it wedness. This time they put a different gas in my eye it produces a bubble that will last 8 weeks. Also I have to stay in a face down position for a solid week this time. For some odd reason i do not seem to not be getting a break regarding my left eye. So I back to square one on healing up. But this time will be a slower process due the 8 week gass bubble. Hopely the eye will have healed up enoght by tff 2013 to attend.

Also wanted to thank  draftstallion2005 for taking me down to the hospital my first post op visit.  draftstallion2005 has been a good friend helping get thru the beginning of another long eye recovery process.

Got out of the house for the for my first real outing since my eye surgery. Due to blindness and some personal emotional issues that left me empty. This emptiness was like my furry spirit was gone. This scared me for my spirit is what defines me. Without it I'm lost, exhausted and unable to heal. So I need to bring Greyhare out to AFM to feed on happiness. It worked I gained my spirit and strength back able to 1.3 miles in full fursuit without stopping and a report that I regain 20/40 eye sight already. Last my eye gas bubble is gone make easier to see.





Thanks  arutheus for taking the the video with out your help I would not have anything to post on YouTube.

Went for my post op visit 3 today. They were amazed at how well my eye has improved in 2 weeks. I gone from unable to see the big E to 20/40. They say that I'm way ahead of most people at this point. Only down side still a lot of inflammation. Also with the cool weather walking about a mile the pass 5 days in fursuit. Really starting to build myself up after being in the house locked away for 2 weeks.

This morning I woke up. Testing my vision in my left. The first that I saw was the head for Greyhare the rabbit. Next I try to see Savage the werewolf but only could see the tips of ears. As the day continued on my vision got better. But still have a ways to go.

I realize something tonight that going to make me depressed. No it's not about trying to recover from blindness itself. But more about how we treat others in the fandom at a time of real need. Most of the time young people are trying to get sympathy for little things like arguments that are resolve the next day, no money to go to the next furcon, or begging for a new place to stay because they cannot or will not keep a job. What I have noticed is the younger the person the more indifferent they are to others with real and serious problems which could effect them for the rest of their live. Those young people know of the situation but do nothing to support the person in need not even a single word to comfort. If it about was hate or drama some could type out a while novel longer than the bible. Sometime a word of support is better the money. May be it more about young people indifferent to older people not really sure. Either way it make sad thinking about it. Currently not sure what I will do in regards the fandom or dealing with younger people. I fear that it may make me a cooler less caring person that would really bother me.

Starting to be able to see things within 18 inhes of my face. They are in color and out of focus. Still no pain. Since my Greyhare fursuit healed me of another health related issue. I'm going to start wearing my Greyhare fursuit head to help me recover from blindness.

Well today was my second visit since surgery last week. The doctor said my eye was healing nicely and everything is looking ok. They are still not sure how good my eye sight will get. I can only hope. i'm not in any pain. Also do not have to stare at the floor any more yay. So I'm back on the computer now.

Slipped getting it to a car but caught myself before going down to the ground it still caused some eye pain and vision problem for 30 minutes had to use the gas bubble in my eye push retina to help hold the retina in place. Currently starring at Savage on the bottom of my bed hoping to see his large yellow eyes. That is mine current milestone for vision improvement.

Eye sight continues to improve. Starting to details now. The brightness looks good and so far not black hole on vision. But I'm still not out of the woods. Next post OP visit is Thursday. Hopefully I will know more then. Also both my Greyhare and Savage fursuits just returned from Fangcon. The lucky critters they went without me.Well now that they are back home my spirit is once again complete. Now it Greyhare's job to help heal my eye like it did for back problem it real life and for Savage the werewolf to protect me as I sleep.

Vision in left fee is like see under water. I was told this is a very good sign.

Was able to see light and everything was very fuzzy. Hoping for the best.

The surgery was completed about 1:00 pm today. Everything went ok, but I do not know how much eye has been lost. I hope to hope more tomorrow. Currently feel pretty good and no real pain so far. Also had to have my face pointing to ground for the next day because of a nitrous oxide bubble in my eye.

Just want to let everybody know that I will not be attending Fangcon this year. No matter how hard I try it not in the cards. Wednesday night  darkdragon23 and me left to go to Fangcon. I noticed that in the dark I was unable to see the right half of the dash and had problems seeing things on the left side of the car. So I had Dark drive me to the Little Rock Airport so I could return to see my eye doctor. The eye doctor told me that I have a detached retina and to see a specialist ASAP. The specialist set me up with the eye surgeon. So I will have eye surgery tomorrow at 9:00 am. After the surgery I may have problem seeing for a couple of weeks. So if you do not see me on FA you know why. I was really look forward to Fangcon see everybody and helping with the startup furcon. The whole thing leave me a bit depressed. If I feel up to it. I will update my condition. Best wishes to the Fangcon staff and con goes. The only thing that makes me a little happy is knowing that a little piece me is at the Fangcon both Greyhare and Savage fursuits are there. So I will be there in spirit if not in person. Well better stop I starting to make myself cry.

Well had a great time at OKLACON . The weather was nice a bit hot the last 2 days. Got to met a lot of new furs. Just wanting to post the first of several videos. Also like to thank my local AFM furries  Zapperpup ,  Blaze_McFlame ,  Solmangrundy ,  Silva-Silviak we had 5 fursuiters in the photo video. Yes this is my first time to have Greyhare in a furcon photo shoot.