Hey guys, long time not making a journal update here, passing by to say that things are quite a mess here in my end, I don't like to comment about my personal life and all, but I'm having difficulty with some bills that piled up here and I won't be able to pay them all (in fact since last month it was a struggle to overcome to pay all.), but I have until the end of the month to pay all at once (eletrecity/water/internet/car insurance), so please if you can I'm still open for commissions, so if you or someone you know wants a commissiong let them know I'm open for it. (there's also "donating option" but I rather receiving money by doing a comm.)

In resume I need to reach at least 250$ before this month ends or else I'll be in trouble.

If you are interested in a commission please notefy me via note here and we can discuss further more.

Sorry for any inconvenience and thanks for finding some time to read this, have a good day. (or night.)

So to start, things here in my country are quite a mess, lately the inflation on simple stuff got out of hand to the point that buying food or grocery is getting extremely expensive, and to the point that I can barely buy grocery to keep it stored for the month and have any money left for paying other bills.
And to the point that lately I'm just eating once a day to try and save as much money and food that I can get, I'm getting way too much tired and I'm getting way to much slower on doing more content on my discord server (for patreon) and such, a week ago I got a high fever + a cold and a sore throat, and since then those combination had messed me up a lot, right now I'm a bit better, but my voice is totally messed up.
I'm tired, wish I could do more, work more and gain more to live my life as normal, but in the way things are going I'm struggling a lot, and it's consuming too much of me, both in a physical and mental.
to the point that a part of me says to just stop everything, but I can't do that.
Sorry for this, wanted to vent and take all of what I'm feeling out.

I decided to open commission in a indeterminated term, which means that there's no slot limits, I'll stay open for the time being.

I won't vent on what's going on right now, I had being thinking on this a lot, and given the circumstances I find myself, I decided to follow this path.

So if anyone is interested on a commission, just let me know here on private notes (or if you already have my contact on Discord, there as well.)

As most of you already know here is my Commission Guide. (I did a small change, which now I'll do human content again.)

And again for any doubt or information that you might have, please contact my via private notes on FA (or Discord if you already have me there.), I'll reply as soon as possible.

Depending on it we can discuss about your commission idea and if it's something I'm able to do or not.

Again thanks for the attention and all the support you all did for me and have a good day/night.

1º  silverfang02 flat color comic commission. Completed

2º  AGluttonousWuff flat color commission. Completed

3º  Veem0n flat color comic commission. Completed

4º  SokeriKielo shade color commission. Completed

5º  -Jp- flat color comic commission. Completed

6º  Veem0n flat color comic commission. Completed 3 pages

7°  Fyfe_McAbel flat color comic commission. Completed 3/3

8º  OozaruFan Flat Color Comic commission. Completed

9º  Deskar49 Digital Sketch commission. Completed 2/2

10º  Conrad52 Flat Color Comic commission. Completed

11º  dacro Digital Sketch commission. Completed

12º  tinynyeusi Line comic commission. Completed

13º  trollface7 Shade color commission. Completed 2/2

14º  sokerikielo Flat Color Comic commission & Shade Color commission. in progress

15º  -Jp- Flat Color Comic commission. Completed

16º  Conrad52 Flat Color Comic commission. in progress

17º  mistercarnivore Line Comic commission. Completed

18º  Veem0n Flat Color commission. in progress

19º  lolu23 Flat Color Comic commission. in progress

So after the whole ordeal that I had been through months ago about my patreon, I decided to reopen my commissions again that I had closed since then.

Will open three public slots again, as you know you can all see my commission guide here, For any other information or doubt that you might have please contact me via notes here on FA or if you have my Discord can send a direct message there to me, so when I have the time I'll reply it,

We can discuss about what commission type you would want and what'll be your commission idea and if it's something I can or cannot do.

Thanks for the attention and all the support/help, have a good day/night

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1º  BigSentinel Flat color comic commission Completed.
2º  sokerikielo Shade color commission Completed.
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So as you guys probably already know, some shit had happen to me days ago, about the whole content on my patreon ending up being posted on a outside website.

That messed me up, to the point that got me depressed and almost made me give up on drawing , but thanks to lots of folks I was able to recover, in those few days I had being thinking on what to do now, then someone that before was also having the same issue as I did gave me the idea of doing a Discord server and link both discord and patreon so all my patreons that are actived there not only would be able to automaticaly be sended there but also would be able to see my finish works there that only specific roles that I created can see it, that friend said that after doing that they did stop having that same problem I just had and that was one of the ways to prevent for any of my works being posted by bots on that website.

So I did created a simple Discord server, where now I'll just post my finish work there while on patreon I'll just post a wip of it.

Can't lie at first while creating a server, it was kinda messy and complicated to understand, but thanks to friends I was able to test it out and make sure everything worked there just fine.

Thanks everyone for all the support and help you guys gave me in these days I was down and I hope I still will be able to continue doing what I love.

I'll be cancelling the remaining commissions slots and will take some time off of lots of things, for those that don't know let me sum up, from a friend I discovered that all of my patreon content from old to the recent ones were being posted on a website (which I'll not tell the name.) someone had being posting all my things there.

That really made me feel real bad, to the point that I just don't want to draw anymore, all other contents I was working on when before that and when I saw that everything on me was drained away, I was gonna post on patreon before that happen about I apologising for my lack of content this month, I was still able to work on and post somethings there, but when I finished my first comm and received that noticication from my friend, my whole world crumbled for me.

Besides commissions, patreon is my ONLY other way for me to make a profit for me to live my life, and I believe I don't charge much at all. (which telling the truth it's barely enough to make me be financing stabilized.)
And before that I did try to search for jobs, but in all interviews I went, people were expecting me to work for them for free or expecting someone else with more experience on the job (in other words they didn't want me.) so I opted to open a patreon to help myself.

And from what I saw that website also post many others patreons contents too, not only patreon but any other service like patreon too, and searching the internet I saw some people having the same problem as well and opt to do a DMCA on that website, but apperantly there's no option for that there and those others that had the same problem apperantly didn't have much luck to take their content down off that website, so now I'm feeling really down.

I'm not sure what to do anymore, I'll take some time resting this out, I even commented in particular to another person of maybe I changing services and use something else then Patreon, but seeing that that website also have content from other services I'm not sure what to do, I even opt to delete my patreon (but that would not help me at all.)
I did block someone that was being suspect in my point of view on patreon, but I could be wrong about that and that uncertainty makes me feel bad.

So for the time being, I'll take some time off of the fandom and everything and try to think on what to do.

Will again open for public commissions, so everyone can have a chance for a slot, and what I good month is today, It's the first day of micro May~

Again like last time I'll be opening three slots, so I can also focus on some nice micro artwork stuff to post on my Patreon, I sure hope I'll be able to satisfy everyone there~

Also I opened a public poll on patreon with some choices of micro situations for this special month, you can check and vote which one would you like to see me do. (remembering the poll is public BUT the content I'll draw from those choices will be for patreon only, so don't be shy and take a look.) here is the Poll link.

You guys can see my commission guide here, For more information if you are still in doubt please send me a note (or if you already have discord send me a message there.), and I'll reply when I have time, we can discuss about the commission idea and if it's everything ok for me to do it or if it's not possible.

Thanks again for all the support and help have a good day/night and a good microMay~

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Slot 1º  Veem0n Commission completed.
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Slot 3º

Since I was busy I almost forgot about easter, hope you guys are having a great day (and hope you guys are eating lots of chocolate this day as well~

But most important I really hope you guys have a wondeful day today, and thanks to everyone that have being following and supporting me from along the years.

Since I finish my last commissions not long ago I decided to open some right now, but this time only two slots, this is because at first I actually wanted to open commission as normal in the start of this month, but since the whole sickness I got and the delay on the commissions from last month, I have being thinking if I should or not do it.
So I decided to do it, but again with just two slots and for the public, (meaning there'll be no patreon exclusive this time.)

My commission guide can be found here

If you already have me on Discord, send a menssage there if you are interested, if not then send me a note from here. (this also includes for any doubt/questions you may have and want to ask.)

Thanks everyone for the attention and support, have a great day!

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Slot 1º  RouenAlmer a Shade Color Commission. Completed

Slot 2º  NevixRaptor Flat Color Comic Commission. Completed

As I mention before there'll be 5 slots of commission but only 2 of them will be here on FA while the other 3 are patreons exclusive, which means only people that are my patreons will be able to ask for one (or more if they want) from those 3 slots and that those will be prioritize first.

I'll keep this journal updated in which one of the patreon slots were already taken, as I mention before, it doesn't matter which tier you are on, as long you are my patreon you can still request a slot.

As for the other 2 slots here it'll be to give everyone a chance.

You guys can see my commission guide here

For more information if you are still in doubt please send me a note (or if you already have discord send me a message there.)

Thanks everyone for the attention have a good day~
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Slot 1º Taken by  dekotehwuff a Flat color comic commission. - Completed.

Slot 2º Taken by  RouenAlmer a Shade color commission. - Completed.

Slot 3º *Patreons only* *Already taken* by Marco (also know as  silverfang02 here) - a Flat color comic commission. - Completed.

Slot 4º *Patreons only* *Already taken* by Mothman Jak (also know as  themaracamoth here) - Shade color commission. - Completed.

Slot 5º *Patreons only* *Already taken* by  SokeriKielo - Shade color commission. - Completed.

I mentioned this on patreon, but just to let everyone know is that I'll be opening commissions soon, I'll do something different though, I'm planning on opening the total of 5 slots, but I'll only announce 2 of them here on FA everyone can have a chance to ask one, while the other 3 will be patreon exclusive, so only my patreons will be able to ask for one, (it will not matter which tier you are there) as long you are in one of the tiers as my patreon you'll be able to get a exclusive slot.

You may ask "what's the difference?" and I tell you, the commissions for patreon exclusive will be the top priority, also I can't promise 100% but I might be able to stream it if everything works out in my end.

(also for patreon exclusive, there'll be no restrictions on to ask me to draw human characters.)

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Here's more information of the commissions guide on FA, https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48967443/ , everything will still works the same as usual from requesting it, sending me the whole commission idea, your email so I can send a paypal invoice and Discord so we can discuss everything better.

The only difference is that patreon exclusive can message me directly through here instead of sending a note on FA so I can see if you a patreon or not.

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I'll be organizing everything here and when the time comes I"ll open them all, so stay tunned~

Any doubts you might have about it, you can ask me.

Thanks everyone for the attention, collaboration and support you all have gave me and I hope you all have a good day.

Hello everyone! being gone quite a while, I'm still much alive thank god! I have being working on stuff on my patreon, and since there was that whole commotion on twitter, I'm still working on the alternatives for it (that I'll post later here).
This year was challenging, there were some ups and down in my case in personal life, family and other stuff, but I keep going forward, thanks to all that have being helping me I was able to keep going and developing myself.

On today I would like to share some feel things, for the end of this month to the start of the next (that'll be next year), I'll be moving from my home, so I'll probably will be more slow on content that I'll post here on patreon and any other place.

It'll be quite a new change since I lived in this house most of my life, but because of family problems between my uncle and my father, we decided it was for the best we leave to a new place (and not gonna lie, the new place is neat!)

Other things is that after moving I intent to work more on my patreon content, but I'll still organize myself so I can attend commissions too.

Thanks everyone for the whole help you guys did, I tell the truth that I really appreciate everyone that helped me keep going with what I work, and I hope that I'll never stop doing it.

Thanks again and have a good day(or night) and have a wonderful Christmas and new year!

So I had being thinking quite a lot after the last commission I finished, that some changes had to be done.

While I was doing the commissions that started in July, I finish some quite early while other took basically almost two months to finish, it made me wonder what just happen, it made me notice something.

So with that I decided that from now the prices from the Comic Commissions will have to change.

The change for the prices was due my realization that most of the people that commission me will just ask for those. (Sure they were the most expensive ones from my commission sheet but you can have two characters already with those without have to pay extra *unless you ask for more then two, then it'll be charged* while the other types you have to pay extra for each new character you want to be draw) But the thing is, those comic commissions takes some time to be make, can even take longer (it can depends on my daily life on general) and it makes the other commission type get basically unused, to the point that I almost thought on just taking them out of the commission options, I asked the opinion from some other artist/friends that agree that I have to change some things to work better for both me and you guys.

Not only that, I no longer will do any type of human content for any commissions. (no exceptions!), this is something that I really REALLY thought for a while but I rather do furry/anthro characters instead. (and NO! even if the character have "cat ears" but looks 90% human for the rest of it is still human for me, so don't even try that.)

I have being thinking on opening a patreon to post my personal artwork only (no commissions included) in there, which mean I'll no longer post them here or on my twitter right away (but I would still post the tease and after much MUCH time later I would post them here and on Twitter) but for whoever would want to see them first handed, they'll have to subscribe my patreon.

(I'll still do commissions and post them here however, but my personal work I'll leave to the patreon if someone will be interested)

So this is basically what I have being thinking lately, I'm grateful to everyone that supported me and helped me grow to who I'm now, those thoughts were thanks from years and years that I spend with you guys in this community that helped me.

Thanks for the attention everyone and have a good day(night).

I'll open five commission slots early, If you are interested please leave a message by notes here our by discord if you already have my contact there.
Also please read my commission guide here, also make sure you already have everything organized like "your commission idea, characters references, type of commission." But if you have any doubts in the commission content I do (or not) feel free to ask and I'll answer.

Slot 1º  silverfang02 Flat color comic commission Completed
Slot 2º  silverfang02 Flat color comic commission Completed
Slot 3º  hasdarkvision Flat color comic commission Completed
Slot 4º  Veem0n Flat color commission Completed
Slot 5º  RouenAlmer Flat color comic commission Completed

Also a SHOUT OUT that I forgot to mention, I'm not doing any human characters content anymore in my commissions for the time being, really sorry!

My mom is finally felling better, after another consultation with the doctor she seems that she's finally recovering, there's still four more days until she can be release from this, but since she told me she's feeling better than I'm less worried.
Thanks everyone that wished her well!

So after spending the whole night in the hospital, my sis and mom are back home, it seems that my mom condition are stable to the point that she'll not need to be hospitalized, but she'll have to go back to the hospital over and over to take some antibiotics in her vein for at least a week and after that they'll reevaluate her condition.
I'm relief that she didn't need to be hospitalized, but she'll still have to go back and take antibiotics through her vein, I really hope that this helps her to recover.
Will update any news that happen, thanks everyone that are concern!

So some weeks ago me my mom and dad got a strong flu, after some days had passed my dad and I were recovered almost 100%, but it seems my mom was still feeling weak so my sister took her to the hospital today and now I discovered that she might have to be hospitalized there "for I dunno how many days".
So my plans will take a hold now and I'll keep you guys update on this situation.

Before that I want to thanks all the ones that helped me in my emergency situation from before.
Now that I finish my last commission I'll take some time off and organize some of my stuff while doing my own project.
Also I had this thought, I almost forget to post artworks here unless it's commissions and I only post some of sketchs and other works on twitter, I wonder if I should do a patreon and start to post more of my own finished works there, I tried before some years ago, but with no luck, but now I think if I created one this time it would work,