Emergency situation, I need to take commissions, I know I owe a few more and I apologize deeply ans those WILL GET THEIR ART DONE. If you need changes at ALL tell me please tell me anything you need done if I owe you.

I need to be able to make a living off my art somehow. I need to be able to pay for health insurance to afford medicine I'm supposed to be on for life. I can't even afford my medication...

I'll take 5 slots at a time to make sure the backlog situation wont happen again. with the health

I had to ajust my prices some because of the state of things now but I'm easy to work with
please I desperately need feedback- are these prices okay? I truely do need to earn more but I dont want to overcharge anyone and I don't know if my work is worth it

https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/gyiyg/
Are these pricesokay? are they fair? are they okay? please help me


This situation is bad I need to earn more, but I dont know what my work is worth.
SShould I make a patreon? Would anyone even want it? I coould, I could do gifts or polls or special things for those who would help me. I need out of my abusive situation so bad. I'm about to lose thelove of my life as well and I need to earn as much as I can.
please i'll do anything. help.
I'm breaking and having a panic attack at the moment, I apologize for this spelling.

please help, tell me what I can do, please. Please. please help me.

I really need to get back on the page with commissions as I have quite a bit of medical debt and even though my health isn't great. I need to, badly, to have some income come in.
I need to adjust the prices of my commissions but first- do I owe any of you all commissions? If so please send me a note, I want to make sure I few you whwhat you're owed!

I... Have so much art that haa sat on my hard drive for years just... Unseen. Just there and about.
Would anyone like if I did post some older works, it might just be silly or random bits and bobs here and there.
I'll leave the date it was originally drawn, andand if I have detailed memories of why it came about and all that...

I'm thinking, honestly. With the stance on AI shart being banned here andnots the only real... Art uploading place that holds the same feeling of those old days, making FA where I upload ALL the doodles...
But sometimes those doodles might just be of normal or non chonky things sometimes. But we still would get chonks.
Would it be best to make... A new account for that...? Or would y'all here be okay with it?
I've had self confidence issues a lot about posting and if people would even want to see.
I've had health problems that make me so slow
And... IRL life problems that keep me down...
But I miss creating and bringing people joy and the reactions to things I draw!
My brain gives me questions but no answers. I would... I would hope you all would just want to see my art. Even if its the older.projects! It can inspire me to make newer things just discussing it when. I don't know. You guys tell me what you think. ♡
You've all been angels, so patient with me during my failing healh and slow downs.
Let me know how you feel.

After ages of art block burnout mental hell-
I just had a REAAAAL GOOD character weight gain sequence story scenario. >8)

Now I just need to make... The perfect character design for this thing.
I might post a few character design sheets for y'all to help me pick what's best for this, if anyone's interested. >3>

So I got my surgery! My partner helped me tremendously and I'm still recovering and somewhat sore but doing a LOT better!!
I'm gonna send everyone I owe a com to a note soon to make sure my lists of what everyone wants is up to date. Thank you all for your patience in my health crisis. You're all angels.❤ Mental health is still in the works of lookong for help but one step at a time.

I need to be able to make money to pay for bills, but I don't feel like its right to take on any new coms until everyone's owed ones are finished. That would not be fair.

Ive always wondered should I make a Patreon? I could share up my sketch pages and a lot of the art that just winds up on my hard drive forever, maybe have a tier for suggestions and things? polls sound fun! what would anyone want that from my art?

I was curious and thinking a bit though that character VS weight gain donation drives sound fun though? I've seen those before and they look like fun!
My first thought was one of Weight Gain drive of Reshiram Vs Zerkrom? Y'all can probably tell I love me some Gen5 pokemon ;)
But whawhats important is what YOU guys think or want. What would y'all want to see? Heck maybe y'all would preprefer to see it on any of my OCs rather? I wanna know! It helps me to hear ideas what might be liked- I would love to hear feedback and thoughts!

I'll be uploading more soon, since I've had some.recovery time.❤

Hey hey. This year hasn't exactly started off on the best note- I'm emotionally shattered on impact. But I wont let it all just spill out on here.

I just wrote this journal out on the wrong box and FA sent it to the either so I'm trying to remember what all I wrote LOL

I want to get my feet back on the floor and start posting again. Gently poke me here and there and make sure I'm alive- lets try to get living again.

They still haven't dont the operation on my spine yet. Its weighing on my mind heavily and I really do need to sort out my mental health. But hey... lets try to this year. Lets get our feet back on the ground. I want to live. I want to be alive again.

So lets start now. Lets live. We can do this.

Hey guys, I'm still here and I apologize that art has been paused for a bit... my body's still falling apart.
They narrowed part of it down (for when I couldn't walk at all a while back) and part of my spinal problems down to having degenerative disk disease...
EDIT: They found that a disk has also ruptured entirely. :(
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶t̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶g̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶t̶o̶d̶a̶y̶ ̶(̶i̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶e̶e̶ ̶h̶o̶u̶r̶s̶,̶ ̶h̶a̶h̶a̶h̶a̶,̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶i̶f̶i̶e̶d̶.̶.̶.̶ ) (( SEE EDIT: Surgery postponed )) to see if they can relieve some of the pain- and more importantly, hopefully relieve some of the pressure on a disk in my spine that's apparently crushed/done something to one of my nerves that has made my entire leg and foot numb to the point I can't feel it. I haven't been able to feel my foot in many months. It will hopefully, perhaps, relieve some of that and... be a possible miracle if I can feel it again. Its weird having a body part that's there but you completely can't feel it. I have phantom pains in my shoulder where I'm missing a good part of it from being sawed off from the road in a car wreck- but this is completely like weird reversal of it! Such a weird thing. I walk strangely from it too, feeling self conscious.


I'm hoping I'll be able to draw again then, be able to sit up at my desk and actually work. I've very rarely been able to do doodles here and there when I can manage... and I don't know if its worth posting them. My confidence has been so low I haven't felt like anyone would want to see them... normal stuff, soft chonk stuff... would it even be worth posting anywhere? I have no idea, ahaa...


In other news, a family member decided to drive my car and as my horrible luck would have it, she ran it into a parked truck at high speed and basically ripped the front end nearly split in half. Yes I was in the passenger seat and got roughed up more. My PTSD is back in full swing and I absolutely need to see a psychiatrist/psychologist (I apologize as I get the two terms mixed up) sometime soon. I need it. I'm just scared of any kind of "exposure therapy" and never in my life want to deal with that method again. So its scary trying to find one, but I need it.


I really need to make sure I get everyone's commissions finished before I can be able to start scraping up what I can to be able to pay medical bills and eventually a car. But I cannot do any new sets before I finish what I owe. It'd never be fair and I cannot do such a thing. Those who have been so patient with me while my body and life has fallen apart... You're true angels. I cannot feel lucky enough to have such good clients, you're all saints, and I'm so grateful.
I'll try to send everyone notes soon about making sure if anyone wants any changes whatsoever on what they might want on their commission slots. I appreciate you angels so much. I'll send out notes soon.

̶S̶o̶ ̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶d̶y̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶,̶ ̶i̶t̶s̶ ̶d̶o̶w̶n̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶w̶o̶ ̶h̶o̶u̶r̶s̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶g̶o̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶n̶e̶a̶r̶l̶y̶.̶ ̶L̶e̶t̶s̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶c̶o̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶w̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶i̶b̶l̶e̶.̶ [[SEE EDIT: surgery postponed ]]
I appreciate all of you. Hopefully if the pain is gone soon, there will finally be art again. I want to create. DESPERATELY need to create again.
I hope you are all well. And thank all of you. I'll be back soon. 🤍


EDIT: The surgery is postponed by a bit because of equipment setup and holiday now. But it will probably be within a short time (next week or into the second week. This was a surprise shock to me. So I guess I have another week of being crunchy and agonized and they said the disk ruptured now so... Oh boy.

I appologize for once again gearing back up to get my life back in order art wise, after having walked away from the job after the assault, only to have life kick my ass back down again.

Everything came to a head a short while ago and I had a seizure and collapsed. Hit my head pretty hard and tore up my tongue quite a bit.

My muscles and nerves are all kinds of fucked up from having seized and locked up several times. Don't remember shit, was fixing a TV, next thing I know I'm stapped on a gourney in the rain, getting loaded up to be sent to the ER. Apparently I was quite close to brain-death from lack of oxygen, is what they did say... So thats... basically where I've been for a while.

They're still testing me for a lot of things and trying to figure out everything. Part of my spine is messed up around the sciatic nerve (I believe?) Had trouble and while the pain eventually did fade, I've lost feeling in my left foot sans for a constant prickling tingle of constant numbness.

I haven't been well. My mental health hasn't fared well either. I appologize terribly for those I still owe art to. Its been hard to just exist in this state of pain. I notice my words don't come out right anymore when I speak, after the seizure. I feel like such a failure. Depression, PTSD, pseudotumor, nerve damage and all else has gone wrong with my health makes every day hard.

Thank you all to have been so patient and kind to me, thank you all. Please, please if I owe you any art please note me so I can make sure I am able to draw something good/if you want changes or anything at all.I want to make others happy. I appologize again for how slow I've been, how life has beaten down, I am so very sorry, and so very grateful for those who have been so kind to me.

I want to get better. I want to do things I once enjoyed again
It is so hard to fight failing health. Its all just... So very hard.

Would YOU feed Miradon the sandwhich? 👀
Yes or No?

Hello! Still hanging in there and still alive! I just wanted to rattle my brains with yall an idea!

So I've seen from time something I've always thought was interest are those like... kind of feeding/weight gain drive art sets where there's a goal set and people can certain actions/donate toward it and that add up to a character gaining ever growing amounts of weight depending on how much the goal is and the like?
There's probably a name other than Feeding/WeightGain drive but of course my brain blips out on me.

It sounds like it could be pretty fun to draw something like that and it being interactable too has a kind of fun vibe to it. I like getting feedback and ideas and stuff, so I've always liked seeing those pop up on my... haha, submissions feed, ahaha.
It could be helpful in terms of being able to pay for medical, especially if my spine winds up needing any kind of surgery.

So really this is me just kinda spitballing thoughts with you guys and I'd love to hear your ideas too!
One thing I'd love to hear is like, which character I could possibly do something like this with! One of my OCs? One of the other characters I draw a lot? Even if I dont do the drive thing, its fun to know what characters y'all might wanna see more of either way!

What do you all think?


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Also if I owe anyone a commission from the last batch still, feel free to send me a note- especially if you want to change up any ideas, I don't mind at all and apologize for being so slow on the last batch with health related issues. I'm picking things back up as much as I can and it is 100% absolutely okay to hit me up in regards to ideas or characters or even just to check in with me. Its absolutely fine if anyone wants to change up their character or anything. Don't be scared to note me!

I hope you're all doing well, you're all amazing out there, and I hope life's being kind to you all!

Those that saw my emergency earlier, may be able to get the coverage for help and an update soon. I promise I will keep you all up to date on my condition and thank you all for all the advice and words, I saved every one and I wrote down everything and will be making some calls as soon as I can.
Love you all.
Hope I can make it through this.

So, good news, I gathered the courage to quit the awful job I had after string of bad things after bad things happened and weren't stopping. Anxiety did make that quite difficult and raising the courage to do so- but as my hair was falling out from stress and the mental AND physical damages were starting to pile up... it was time to go. So thankfully, that chapter is over now.

My health hasn't been great though and due to things that the job did to me, I don't have insurance to see a doctor at the moment. Its been incredibly difficult to be able to sit up and I have not been able to walk on some days.

But hey. I'm still here.
At the current moment I'm able to go to my desk for the first time in a while. So I'm happy to be here and I'm working on what all I can.

Thank you all for being amazing and patient with me. You're all amazing and give me courage to keep going and not give up.

My job's screwing me over REALLY bad, so I'm making some adoptables to boost my poor bank account (which after bills is in the single... digit :') )

So yeah gonna drop some adopts and maybe a new YCH [limited number of slots because I still have some of the other sets to get through {also please if I owe you one and you want to update your character/idea please please note me)]

but yeah: HEY THIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO INPUT IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN WHAT KINDA THEMES YOU WANNA SEE LET ME KNOW! I always love feedback! Anything from species to themes and colours and also poses for YCHes
I like y'all being involved too <3

Let me know! I'll be working all of today on art stuff at my sad little makeshift "desk" lol

Hello all you sweethearts out there.
I am going to try to post more journals more often so y'all know I'm still here and no matter how many kicks in the ass IRL gives me, I'm never gonna abandon y'all or any of my projects or any of my works.

You've all been such angels with me and I thank you all for your patience.
You are all such amazing people and one of the best communities I've ever been lucky to come across.

After the assault at my workplace, they haven't treated me right at all and are trying to cover up everything. They've been punishing me and have been doing all they can to force me to quit so their actions won't bite them in the butt for allowing the assault. They've been trying to twist me into quitting. They even have been sending my pay cheques later and later and delayed it to the point where my health insurance dropped me. (Even though i pit all i had into it they returned all my partial payments instead of rolling the marginal remainder into the next month) With my neurological damage and poor health as it is, this is terrifying to me.

I tried speaking to the job but they didn't want to hear about it and said I won't qualify for their own insurance. (Didn't say why.)

And now they've cut me down severely so they pay me as little as possible and when asked if they could at least allow me to work my normal wage, they basically insulted me (not to the extent of the manager who assaulted me basically implied the R* slur, and said to my face that my brain is "broken" due to my neurological damage) basically saying I'm useless. [Absolutely not true. I am NOT useless. They are just cruel.]

They want me to quick and walk away so they won't have to pay me a cent of unemployment and despite not wanting to give them the satisfaction, as they are awful to try to sweep an assault under the rug and also threaten me, its only getting worse and I don't want to do their shit anymore.

As it isn't this point, I want to be able to go back to making a living off my art. I want to be able to make it and get out of my shitty IRL situation and be able to live happily instead of being a mental train wreck in a horrible living situation.

I really want to make a Patreon.
But I have absolutely no idea how to really do it, what kind of tiers to make? What kind of things y'all would want to see. Of course, that doesn't mean I would stop posting free art up here at all, no way, but maybe like be able to do the interactive stuff I used to do [like some of the older stuff where we all chonked up my old werewolf character, or where we chose different "flavors" of how Gin was drawn back in the day?]

I could do adoptable and have the first access to patreon then after a few days they go public maybe?
Or maybe Patreon could get to vote on the type of batch itself for what goes live for everyone? So no one misses out.

Or I could do special character design slots or something particularly special for a tier?

Also since it would be like, an easy way to reach direct 1 on 1 quick access to contact me quicker, I know I could definitely offer doodle streams through there and I think it could be fun.

What do you guys think? I really want to make earnings through art again, but YOUR opinions matter so much to me. I would love to hear your thoughts. Anything at all. Please let me know.

Once again, thank all of you for being patient angels with me and my slow, pain riddled ass. I want to make a living doing something I love and a huge part of that is the joy of creating things that bring joy to others.

Please tell me what you think. Please tell me any ideas you have. I want to hear all of it. ❤

- with all the internet love,
Melkior - GYIYG

EDIT [April]: Work screwed EVERYTHING UP and has been for the past few weeks, I apologize. Life isn't kind to me. I'm so very sorry if I'm letting everyone down. I am taking this weekend off. I'm going to get things done as I can. Once again I'm so very sorry. As soon as I can get a chance to do this event I will.



I need to make up 350+ medical [getting covid] + insurance bills, so I'll be doing a PAY WHAT YOU CHOOSE stream on WEEKEND!
[got called in because of course I did so since they want me back right in the morning, I'll be home mid-day and should be able to then work from mid-day to night]

I'll post an update with the link up once I'm ready to go!

Edit: JOB PISSED ON MY HOURS FOR THE THIRD DAY IN A ROW, I'll try to do this as soon as possible as it is very extremely needed but my hours keep getting fucked and my days off keep getting taken from me.

Edit2: Work pissed on my schedule again and threw me into the mix with the person who physically assaulted me at work. I'll likely move the stream to Sunday since they plan to... "deal with me" Saturday. Lets find out if I lose that job because some maniac decided using her hands to hurt me and drag me toward all the broken glass & cutter (before I was able to pull myself free, which I had to use force to get away. my existing injuries were made worse) was the best way to deal with me as a coworker. :') [Because she found my work notebook with self esteem notes and my Mr. Rogers quotes for myself apparently put her into a blind rage. She destroyed my notebook and i had to buy another.]

but yes, stream is coming soon. my dayjob sucks a big one and i want to go back to freelancing

I'll try to answer my notes soon as I get the chance, but this is the first moment I am able to get to a PC.
Not only did I jinx myself with getting put on work every single day of that week (when I had planned to have some time off to do my artwork), I then caught a severe strand of Covid-19.
I've been bedridden for a solid week, with severe respiratory issues and unable to eat due to constant extreme nausea and vomiting. I can't sit up for very long and have spent most of the week struggling to breath. [ Sadly being double vaxx'ed didn't lessen my symptoms :( ]
Thank you once again for being patient with me (with my stupid bad luck as well) and sticking with me during these times. As soon as I can sit up for more than 15 minutes a day, I want to draw again. Thankfully my work did take my off schedule/call ins, though my health is constantly on the dip. Lets hope it goes back up.

Closed for now to make sure I get everything finished, Thank you all!

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Hey y'all! Some shits gone down and my job is gonna screw me over right before the holidays and isn't gonna pay me until some time past bloody New Years... which could possibly cause my insurance plan to drop (VERY BAD, with my poor health) and a bunch of other pretty shittty stuff involving bills.

So I'm gonna open up emergency commissions.

I know a few of yall have wanted some outside of the YCH style ones Ive been doing for the past while... so when i get home from work tonight we're gonna hit the tablet and get to work.

The art type commissions I'll be openong are my: B&W SKETCHES & COLOURED SKETCHES.
https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/gyiyg/

Prices on Sketches are 10 for one character and 15 for two (and following the same pattern)
and 15 - 20 for coloured ones, following the same pricing plan as above and on my commissions page.

Samples marked :COM: are in my gallery and also a ton of them are in my scraps folder.

Also ANY of my YCH poses are open if desired:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24375020/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24999533/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19412208/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12181290/

if you have any questions or enquires please feel free to note me!
i will be going to work tonight and as soon as i am home i will be working on artwork. (if possible i will try to livestream)

Just out of curiosity, while I'm finishing up my current batch of COMMS -(Once those are done, we'll reopen COMMS with a NEW STRUCTURE SYSTEM to help me get them out quicker! Though most of the wait did come from injury recovery time.)
But while I'm doing that, sometimes I make creatures while warming up before working!
So I thought, if I were to make some of those into adoptables, what kind of things would y'all possibly interested in?

A: MONSTERS MONSTERS MONSTROUS MONSTERS~!
B: C U T E MONSTERS!
C: Unique creatures! Not necessarily any real species, anything totally unique!
D: Mystery Egg hatchables! 👀
E: DRAAAAAGONS~!
F: MORE BONEHEADS! GIMMIE SKULLY CREATURES LIKE THESE: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26738085/
G: C h o n k y critters >w>
H: OTHER! You comment to tell me! Tell me themes, tell me anything!


Also, do you prefer QUAD adoptables, ANTHRO adoptables, or where it comes with both? (both might be more expensive per piece though then :o) or do you not mind each way as long as the artist allows offer to draw one or the other if asked?

- And you need any character changes due to the delay my health caused do note me with updates (if you want characters changed or have any fursona updates ect)!
I'm chipping away at them on days my health allows me, and I think I noted everyone a bit ago but JUST to be sure there's absolutely no trouble if y'all ever need to note me with changes or anything like that! (if you didn't get a note a while back from me omg please note me!)
I want to make sure I get y'all pics that make y'all happy.

When you have a particular character you adore and you want to see art/stories of them but YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE CREATING CONTENT FOR THEM
SIGH

Me and my niche kinks :'D

I'm gonna try to catch up on everyone's stuff- so please, let me know here with UP TO DATE information of what characters y'all want drawn foe these commissions.
its 1000% okay to change them at this point. I just need to make sure I draw what YOU GUYS want and not something outdated because the recovery time has taken so long and I'm still not 100% but I wanna start up again.
Once again for having the patience of saints while my neck is basically... broken in a way that'll never be the same. It hurts my depression hard and I feel like I fail you guys. Corona aint helping much as I live in a shit situation with no escape.

I want to start this up again though. But I'll only be able to say, take 5 drawings at a time because holy moley my body is trash from deep internal wounds.

However I sadly have no income like I used to. But I have absolutely NO right in taking more work in before these are finished... I just missed the days of being able to could pump out art so fast! And that depression... Corona has made that worse for everyone. i want to hope so so so much that you're all safe out there. Love you guys.

I'm going to make a list owed and then try to note you all with that I got for you and if you still want these characters in the picture. We are GONNA do this. You're all sweethearts for putting up with my decrepit old bones, but let it be known this graveyard dad hasn't forgot and loves you too.


I want to make sure the characters you still want on these, no matter if I started or not at this point, I want it to be the picture you want.

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⚪THE OWED LIST-
PS. these are NOT indicitive of order worked on. at any given time. I jump around because artist things.

⚫VORENIX AUCTION- https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24999715/
• Tendril
• ArkonDerWolf
- third bidder dropped out, will replace with my own OC [unless someone really wants to buy in that third slot idk]


⚫ THICC COMBO https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24999533/
[ALL THREE]
• 1 ATHELIND [CS]
• 2 FOXCALL [CS]
• 3 ENGLISHMUTTLEY [CS]
• 4 EMARL [CS]
• GARCHOMP [CS] FIX

⚫ THICC COMBO https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24999533/
[POSE 1 ONLY]
• 2 Chubbywolfie [CS]
• 2 Sky25 (CS)
• 3 Krim (CS)


⚫ THICC COMBO https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24999533/
[POSE 2 ONLY]
• 1 Magicfab [CS]
• 2 Alstor (CS)


⚫ THICC COMBO https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24999533/
[POSE 3 ONLY]
• 1 Nidofur (CS)
• 2 SylphCo (CS)
• 3 Reylreth (CS)


(and I think all the sergal YCH are done but let me know if I fubbed up. I'm going slightly blind so its SO OMG FUUUUUN having a body thats dying.)

I liiiiiiveeeee.
Okay so I've been chipping slowly away at the backlog. Expect things to start slowly trickling into uploads again in tune of everything thats owed! Sorry again for taking so long. Didn't expect to, you know, get hit by a truck. :T Thank you all for being angels while I have learned to relive my life again. Its still not 100%. It may never truely be better again to that of a normal person's body. Its ... some days I can't lift my head. Some days I can scrape by in pain. Its not great but I'm trying.
Anyhow. None of us are here for sadness.
Once I get these pieces DONE and uploaded, Commissions from here on out are gonna have to be done in SMALL batches, just to make sure everything is done on a much timlier manner and that if something health related happens, it wont be another mountain of a back pile event again.
Much love to all of you for being a true bunch of saints while I heal.

apparently when i wrote my last update journal I actually overwrote the previous journal instead of writing a new one so it didn't send an update to everyone
my healthcare situation is still a mess. for a bit everything was looking good. but then the doctor i was seeing left the clinic. the doctor there now said that at my age, I shouldn't be in pain, and said I am not her patient.

tell that to the car that hit me, yeah, right?
She didn't stay in the room long enough to let me respond and walked out and so I've been trying to get back to my doctor to find out what to do now. Possibly find a different clinic to see me, as this group was supposed to manage ALL of my medication for multiple things including reguarding to my neurological condition and was preexisting to being hit by the car.
Haven't gotten too much artwork done. I practice on a few flight rising dragons here and there so I don't loose my skill all together, and I'm plucking away on the commissions when I get a chance. I've gotten a few more done but they require being coloured. It'll be done soon. Thank you all for having the patience of saints with me. I really do thank you all. I wish it could be done sooner. It would have had this not happened and my body hadn't physically changed by this event. Its hard to hold my head up on any given day. Its hard to have any quality of life anymore. I hate to delve into this topic as I hate to be a downer.
cherish good days, your pets, and good dreams.
I promise to try to get the tablet up on days when I can hold my head up and get things done. I WILL get them done. I will. I swear it.

I've finally been able to be seen by a clinic, and they're finally doing something about the amount of pain I've been in.
Hopefully this is a step in the right direction of being able to actually live life again and be able to do some of the things I enjoyed doing before the injury.
Thank you for being patient with me. I've started drawing again, even though its a slow process. I just wanted to put an update up and let everyone know no ones been forgotten. Health has just been a major roadblock in the way of progress. Thank you all for having the patience of saints with me.

how should I break in my new fursona? :'D