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Posted 4 days agoHello there, everyone~
What is it? It's a little announcement of me leaving to my Harry Potter LARP for a week!
I'll be offline from September 14th to 21st!
The plans sound mad, we (my friend and I) have so many thing to do this time, oh my gosh. Too many events, too many activities planned!
I hope our twin characters will be fine by the end of the session! Even though we're still fighting with the family curse that can easily kill us, we hope we'll be alive! My character Eyrian also plans to get his father's true name, Warrington, so he becomes the only Lord Warrington as he's the last living male of this noble family.
I will be absolutely offline and won't have a chance to reply you. The game ends on the 20th of September, but I'll still be on the base where we're playing on Sunday (Sept 21st) so I could help to clean the decorations. The whole base is located actually in the forest so the Internet connection is poor there.
All in all, I hope you have a wonderful week when I'm away! Feel free to note me, I'll reach you as soon as I'm back~Just feeling sad and tired
Posted 4 weeks agoI'm feeling extremely under the weather...
All the things that bother me a trifles, but I cannot stop crying and hating myself. I'm so tired, so disappointed, I can't give myself a chance to stop fucking hating and accusing myself for everything, for not being slim, good-looking, successful or even good at art.
I've gained a bit. I was always very short and kinda plump, but no one ever treated me bad because of it. Than I started doing powerlifting, changed my diet and got fit. I still didn't have slim legs and was looking like a dwarf, but I was small and buff, no soft belly or flabby hands. I was good-looking, I was so happy!..
But I wasn't. Keeping the diet was hard, my personal trainer kept on humiliating me for my weight even though I was about 49-50kg (108-110ibs) those days. He kept saying I must weigh 42kg (92ibs), he called me lazy and fat. I gave up trainings with him after three years.
And in 2-3 years I gained. I didn't weigh because I know I'll be crying and hating myself again, but I guess I've gained like 7-8kg. It's not much, but I can't stop hating myself. Diets destroy me, I stress a lot even if it's just common healthy diet with some sugary stuff and cafés NOT banned. It's so hard when you tend to overeat because of stress.
I'm lonely, I can't find love and partner. I have friends, but I need so much tome and effort to be with them. Decide for them, tolerate their attitude and support them. Most of my friends are neurodivergent and need special attitude and understanding, but I'm mentally exhausted to take care of them and accept their criticism of me being "the one healthy here".
I spent 10 days at my friend's place far in the countryside. She is diagnosed with ADHD, autistic disorder and anxiety disorder. I cooked, I washed the dishes, I cleaned the house, I woke her up every morning following strict routine for her to feel better. One day when her family came, they asked me: "How do you manage her?" I was ready to laugh and say that I simply appreciate her as she's my friend, but she said half-sleeping: "Oh, it's what he needs, not me. I don't care for that."
I was destroyed. It's me who needs to take care of her. That sounded awfully and I immediately fell into overeating. It was five days ago and I cannot stop overeating.
She criticises me a lot for being bad at drawing, for not training enough, for writing... Not good enough. That upsets me a lot. Due to her mental problems, she can't keep interested in anything for long, she picks on any imperfections in texts or art. I'm her closest friend and I'm too boring and too imperfect for her.
I just feel tired of myself being bad at everything. Being not successful, with a bit of overweight, hungry as fuck, with bad skinn and thin hair, tired mentally, in severe need of support and care, of people who can make decisions instead of me for a while. I'm in the gym right now, I'm doing my legs routine and can't stop crying. I feel so bad, I can't stop saying I'm a loser.
I know I'm not. I know I can be better. Being tired and unproductive isn't a crime. But... I wish my inner I stopped yelling at me.Upcoming TOS and price list updates
Posted a month agoHello everyone!
My summer turned out to be too active, I still have issues with my renovation and moving out, but I try my best to keep up with commissions etc!
However, in these endless activities I have right now I realized I need some updates, but not only in prices but in my TOS. It's not an official outshot for the updates, just a draft.
I will have prices changed.
It won't be dramatic, but I feel like having old price list for more than 2 years is not very cool, I've improved my skills...
Sketches:
Headshot: $20 (no change)
Halfbody: $45
Fullbody: $60
Line + colour:
Headshot: $35
Halfbody: $65+
Fullbody: $85+
I will add fullrender pieces which will include background and extra polishing.
Halfbody: $85+
Fullbody: $120+
Chibi are not popular, but small will be $30, prices for big chibi won't change.
TOS updates
Well, they won't be dramatic as well, but I feel I need extra clarifications:
— Private commissions will be 30% extra;
— Custom designs will be at least 20% extra;
— All my sketches will be wing-its unless you personally ask for updates;
— I may enlarge my deadlines. Even though I still tend to draw rather quickly, I feel like I may need a bit more time, but you'll be informed anyway. My TAT won't be more than 2 months.
The most important thing is I won't work with unclear requests!
Sometimes I accept "artistic freedom customs", but I understood I don't enjoy draging all the details, requests and reference pictures. I don't mind using artistic freedom, with some of my commissioners I can feel what they need because of long time working together, but anyway.
I won't accept commission description which is vague and doesn't have enough clarification or reference pictures.
Clear examples of a commission request:
– I want this character drawn. A sketch halfbody of him yawning and stretching with his arm up and teeth seen well;
– I'd like to commissiona custom design of an elf in a flower armour. The character is non-binary, but looks rather feminine. They have long blond hair with a couple of little braids with flowers, a shield that looks like a big red rose, a short sword with a flower emblem on it's handle and a light armour. I don't really have specific request for the colours, but I'd prefer the palette to be light and pastel, but without pink! Slightly tanned skin, bright blue eyes, couple of earrings and flower tattoos on their face and neck.
I don't mind having less details, but please try your best to collect all the details and visual references! If you're commissioning me with a dog, please show me a reference! If you request an art for a character with several references ("The should be a Husky dog like this, body build like this, with clothes from this image and with eyes like this"), it will be a custom! It will cost extra unless it's just a clear art of a character with small updates (hair colour or clothes change, but the last point depends on the difficulty of the design). Just please don't make me lost in unclear details and lots of info!
Please remember that I don't mind a discussion! If you're unsure about something, we can make all the things clear together. However, the process shouldn't be weeks of discussion, that's not my tempo for work. The clearer the request, the better the result! And I still understand there can be lots of issues with what you'd like to see, I FEEL IT TOO, but let's just make the process easier for both of us! I luv u all, don't forget <3
Payment plans
I can make a payment plan for commissioners I fully trust, but it's not a common practive for me. I won't make payment plans for art less than $200, so please keep it in mind.
I also DO NOT accept payment BEFORE I have full understanding of what I'm supposed to work with. NEVER I WILL ACCEPT PAYMENT UNLESS I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO COMMISSION!
I mostly don't make refunds due to technical issues, but I don't want to get into troubles with anyone wanting a refund after they realized they don't know what to commission from me. I may also refuse to work with you further on if there are payment issues like "I-will-pay-tomorrows" without further payment. I don't tolerate fake commission requests, spam and trolling. I respect your time, but please respect mine too.
Anyway, I am a person who don't mind communication. If you have questions or troubles, please tell me about it. I may be anxious, unpleased or even angry if you refuse to pay for the comm we've been discussing, but I will get calm and I will understand if we're both sincere. I know life can be tough, I know how issues and troubles appear when you're not prepared for them, so it's better to be honest. I'll appreciate it. Everything can be discussed and I'm ready to communicate, that's the most important point.
Thank you so much for being with me! This journal turned out to be loooong, but I don't insist on you reading it all. When I officially add all missing parts to my TOS and price list (as both need to be rechecked), I'll let you know with another journal.
Please stay safe!Where to find me!
Posted a year agoHello everyone,
Due to recent events I felt like leaving some extra credits and links in case you cannot contact me via FurAffinity. I hope there won't be any more issues and we can communicate easily here as we used to, but still here are some other sources where you can reach me:
Telegram and Discord: Harald_Horfager
Deviant Art (I cannot open DA on my iPad though...)
ToyHouse
Twitter (I'm note really active here)
I also have Tumblr, BlueSky, dead Insta account and YCH.comm, but I don't recommend looking for me there, I barely check them.
The best way to contact me outa FA is via Telegram or Discord!
Thank you for your attention! I hope we won't get lost!
Does it work?
My Grandma died, might have a slow down
Posted a year agoWell, hello everybody...
Unfortunately, my Grandmother passed today. She was extremely ill, she was dealing with severe dementia, but she got hospitalized with two-side pneumonia and a stroke. It was a week of no changes and improvements in her state and today she left us forever.
It is horribly sad, but we knew how she suffered being lost in her own mind. We were taking care of her as long as needed and the proper way, but no one lives forever. My Dad keeps strong as well as we all. My Grandfather (father's side) died from demetia as well, but it is still hurtful and scary.
I'll still be working with commissions, but I may be a bit slower. Please understand. I won't make you wait long as well, just may need a couple days off since I got a nervous breakdown couple of days ago and now we're dealing with the funerals.
Harsh time, harsh year.
Please all stay safe and strong, hug those who you love and say the sweetest words you can.Payment methods updates!
Posted a year agoHello everybody,
Luckily, I've managed to stop my anxiety. Finally I feel much better and ready to work!
The main reason for my anxiety was not having a good way to accept payment. Boosty has issues right now, I don't feel confident with Easy Start and absolutely don't like Hipolink, so it was a real mess. However, now I have everything sorted out!
Please let me tell you a little about the way I'll be accepting payment from now on!
PayPal
Yeah, I finally can accept just direct PayPal invoices. However, I use third-hand services, reliable without any doubt yet taking fees.
That's why I have to raise my price-list on 10-15%
I'm really sorry for the inconveniences and having to change the prices. I don't think fullart will be much more expensice yet small comms like sketch busts and icons might be a bit more expensive!
Boosty
You still can pay via Boosty yet please note that PayPal doesn't work for it, at least right now. I'm not sure if it will be sorted out soon or PayPal was fully removed as a payment option. Boosty still accept cards, but I know many people face blocks and problems with card payment, so it is fine if you have no issues with your card.
EasyStart – might be a small sale if paid via EasyStart
I'm new to using EasyStart, but I know it is a good way! It takes little fee and works with official bank invoices, so I hope it works well.
This journal from now on will be added to any commission post I make so you all are informed about my TOS on payments.
I'm really grateful to all of you both for your support and patience. Times can be really rough, but I do my best to be active and productive as well as just being online so you could reach me anytime!
Thank you so much!!Can't hold my anxiety
Posted a year agoHello there,
I don't really know how to describe the conditions in which I am right now, but it is actually... hard to deal with. Having quite stable mentality, I still tend to be very nervous from time to time especially when shit happens. I guess shit is happening again and there is no one within my family or friends who can either calm me down or comfort me right now.
I'm a freelance artists from Russia, most of you know it. Being Russian is hard in our days since it's hard to find a country where Russians are not hated. There is nothing I can say or do being an-almost-25-year-old linguist and English teacher. Some people may say that it's us who must change their lives, but it is too hard and too scary.
Giving up using PayPal since it stopped working in Russia was really hard, but there were some other methods. Boosty is not the best, I know, but there still was a chance for me to keep drawing. Drawing is the way I earn my living since salaries in my countries are quite low. I was offered a job of my university tutor (not a prof yet gaining experience to become one) for $170 per month. Can you imagine living like that? I didn't feel like trying to become a teacher since the salary was always not more than $360. The top offer for me was $850, sounds a bit better yet the timetable was a nightmare. No chance to live, only shitty tiresome work which takes 2 hours to get to.
Freelance as an artists is a chance to do what I like and to gain enough to live still having time to travel, to go to the gym, to enjoy some small happy moments.
However, smth went wrong, didn't it? Right now Boosty, the only way I accept payment, has issues accepting PayPal transactions. They say people can pay with credit cards, but I know most banks block such operations. Boosty support say it is temporary yet who knows how long it will last, for 3 days, for a month or for years.
Losing the only way to accept money means losing the chance to do the things I like that helped me to earn money. I try to sort out the way EasyStart is working so I could find an alternative method, but I feel I'm absolutely shitted.
I've lost a chance to travel while I still have no family of my own and carefree friends. That was a dream of mine and ever since COVID-19 I never left my country. No plans of visiting Chroatia or Great Britian for the second time are supposed to come true in years, I guess.
I'm at a risk of losing the "occupation" I like. I know I won't die working as a school teacher earning my $500, but I know my life will be... much worse. No light, no chance to do things I like. I have some experinece working at school and it was really hard even though I felt like I enjoy communicating with children and most of them were sweet. I had no resources to do anything, even drawing was hard for me in those days. I was exhausted.
Connected tighly to my parents, having mentally ill friends, being underestemated and scolded for "doing nothing to get my money", pressed by global news, lack of opportunities and understanding I feel broken. That's not depression, I'm quite healthy except for throat issues, yet I feel like the world around me destroys me, makes me disappointed and tired as fuck. I cannot find a lover since I can no longer feel love and trust to anyone. I look awkward and not even pretty because of being small and having fat legs. I'm laughed at being "not a woman not a man" since almost no one from my friends ever tried to respect at least the pronouns I use.
I'm not an optimist, but I always try to think rationally, keeping myself up. Problems won't last forever, each cloud has a silver lining or how it is said... but I'm very tired. I never wanted to sit in tears past midnight knowing that my 25th birthday which will be in 4 days will be full of helplessness, regrets and fears. That's really sad, that's not the future I looked for.
I do agree there are millions of those who struggle more. I'd never call myself miserable, I don't feel like comparing my problems to others'. I'm safe, warm, have friends, family, degree in linguistics, hobbies, more or less stable health... I'm lucky to have all these thing and I'm grateful for having a chance to live. And I definetely will, I love my life even with all the problems.
But I'm so damn tired... I'm not even allowed to cry at home.
I don't know how to hold my anxiety tight so I never break. I am strong and I know it, but sometimes I feel like cracking as if I was made of glass or plastic.
I don't really know how to describe the conditions in which I am right now, but it is actually... hard to deal with. Having quite stable mentality, I still tend to be very nervous from time to time especially when shit happens. I guess shit is happening again and there is no one within my family or friends who can either calm me down or comfort me right now.
I'm a freelance artists from Russia, most of you know it. Being Russian is hard in our days since it's hard to find a country where Russians are not hated. There is nothing I can say or do being an-almost-25-year-old linguist and English teacher. Some people may say that it's us who must change their lives, but it is too hard and too scary.
Giving up using PayPal since it stopped working in Russia was really hard, but there were some other methods. Boosty is not the best, I know, but there still was a chance for me to keep drawing. Drawing is the way I earn my living since salaries in my countries are quite low. I was offered a job of my university tutor (not a prof yet gaining experience to become one) for $170 per month. Can you imagine living like that? I didn't feel like trying to become a teacher since the salary was always not more than $360. The top offer for me was $850, sounds a bit better yet the timetable was a nightmare. No chance to live, only shitty tiresome work which takes 2 hours to get to.
Freelance as an artists is a chance to do what I like and to gain enough to live still having time to travel, to go to the gym, to enjoy some small happy moments.
However, smth went wrong, didn't it? Right now Boosty, the only way I accept payment, has issues accepting PayPal transactions. They say people can pay with credit cards, but I know most banks block such operations. Boosty support say it is temporary yet who knows how long it will last, for 3 days, for a month or for years.
Losing the only way to accept money means losing the chance to do the things I like that helped me to earn money. I try to sort out the way EasyStart is working so I could find an alternative method, but I feel I'm absolutely shitted.
I've lost a chance to travel while I still have no family of my own and carefree friends. That was a dream of mine and ever since COVID-19 I never left my country. No plans of visiting Chroatia or Great Britian for the second time are supposed to come true in years, I guess.
I'm at a risk of losing the "occupation" I like. I know I won't die working as a school teacher earning my $500, but I know my life will be... much worse. No light, no chance to do things I like. I have some experinece working at school and it was really hard even though I felt like I enjoy communicating with children and most of them were sweet. I had no resources to do anything, even drawing was hard for me in those days. I was exhausted.
Connected tighly to my parents, having mentally ill friends, being underestemated and scolded for "doing nothing to get my money", pressed by global news, lack of opportunities and understanding I feel broken. That's not depression, I'm quite healthy except for throat issues, yet I feel like the world around me destroys me, makes me disappointed and tired as fuck. I cannot find a lover since I can no longer feel love and trust to anyone. I look awkward and not even pretty because of being small and having fat legs. I'm laughed at being "not a woman not a man" since almost no one from my friends ever tried to respect at least the pronouns I use.
I'm not an optimist, but I always try to think rationally, keeping myself up. Problems won't last forever, each cloud has a silver lining or how it is said... but I'm very tired. I never wanted to sit in tears past midnight knowing that my 25th birthday which will be in 4 days will be full of helplessness, regrets and fears. That's really sad, that's not the future I looked for.
I do agree there are millions of those who struggle more. I'd never call myself miserable, I don't feel like comparing my problems to others'. I'm safe, warm, have friends, family, degree in linguistics, hobbies, more or less stable health... I'm lucky to have all these thing and I'm grateful for having a chance to live. And I definetely will, I love my life even with all the problems.
But I'm so damn tired... I'm not even allowed to cry at home.
I don't know how to hold my anxiety tight so I never break. I am strong and I know it, but sometimes I feel like cracking as if I was made of glass or plastic.
Bluesky, DeviantArt and other updates!
Posted 2 years agoHellot here, guys!!
I finally have cool updates to share~
First of all, I joined BlueSky!
For those who missed me there, please check me! I upload some WIPs there as well as my art!
https://bsky.app/profile/haraldhorf.....er.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/haraldhorf.....er.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/haraldhorf.....er.bsky.social
Secondly, I joined DeviantArt at last!!
I'm not sure what made me join DA since I have zero watchers there and quite unlikely to reach any popularity, but well-well-well, I felt like I needed something new.
I'm planning to launch some special raffle there as well as here on FA, so you'll be able to follow me wherever you'd like to!
But for now, here you go my DA:
https://www.deviantart.com/haraldhorfager
https://www.deviantart.com/haraldhorfager
https://www.deviantart.com/haraldhorfager
Thirdly, I finally managed to login FA on my computer!
That's the minor thing for you and a big thing for me! We have severe blocks on many sites right now, so I've lost the acces to FA on my laptop quite long ago, half a year, I guess. Now I finally can upload and write stuff as I usually do, without all the cringe I had to come over using FA only on my phone with slow VPN...
That means I'll be in touch with you more often if needed because I can check FA within the day without any special preparations.
Fourthly, I still have my Huevember days open for $25 per one! Feel free to check the post to snag some slots~
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54074223/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54074223/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54074223/
So, these are some of my current updates! I still cannot recover fully from my flu, so I may be a little slow answering and drawing, but feel free to nore me whenever needed!
Stay safe and warm!
Current situation, crisis and help request
Posted 3 years agoHello there, guys,
I really want to share some of my problems and fears, but it is not really a complaint. I mean I fully understand that I'm in a tight corner, but I'm not depressed or feeling super miserable, nah. Just feeling sad, a bit unmotivated and uncomfortable. I do not try to say that I face bigger problems than other or that I suffer, please do not take it like this.
Current situation
Dealing with current problems is hard. I have lots of family issues right now. One of my Grandmothers suffers from severe dementia. She literally has reached the moment when she starts putting banknotes instead of tea bags in her cup, talking on a remote instead of a mobile phone etc. She is very hard to talk to, she cannot cook, clean the flat or even take medicines herself, so my family and I have to help her every day and that takes lots of nerves and patience. My Dad has none already because he has been dealing with Grandmother's illness for 3 years already and it's getting worse and worse.
My second Grandma is coming over her husband's death right now. My mother and I have already accepted the fact Grandfather is dead, but Grandma still has problems with that. I have to visit her quite often and that's rather hard as well.
My best friend suffers from severe anxiety disorder. It became hard, even unbearable to deal with her hysterics and quarrels with our mates. She has had a big scandal with them recently, and I was absolutely disappointed and broken. It feels like I have no more mental recourses to deal with her and my mates anymore since they do not listen to each other. They tried their best to comfort me when they learnt I got very upset because of the quarrel, but I stull feel very empty and tired as if I was the reason of this conflict.
Crisis
I'm not sure if the problem is in my art, payment issues or world crisis, but I do not gain my living anymore. I remember having at least $1000 per month that was more than enough for me to deal with anything (I support my family right now), but now I do not have even $500. It is about $300-400 per month and it is very hard to offer smth new to the auditory. I try my best, but do not succeed. I felt like I'm close to a burnout, to an art-block, but I'm really not, just not very motivated. One of the biggest reason is a big amount of frauds right now. There were 5-6 people this season claiming YCHs/adopts/commissions who never answered me being active on FA. That really makes me sick.
The only thing I want to know if the reason of my current freelance decline is my art, payment inconveniences or just the world crisis.
If you have a minute, please share what you think of it.
Has my art become worse? Would you commission me if I have any other paying option except for Boosty? What new should I try to be popular and demanded? Is the reason for not taking commission is in the current situation connected to crisis?
Help request
Since I have to deal with inactivity here, I'm looking for help. Any help will do, especially promotions. I do not press or beg you, just saying I'm ready to work for you and your friends.
But there is smth else I'm looking for. I really need a person who can help me with making an advertisement banner and paying for it on FA. I do not have access to PayPal right now so I cannot even pay for the ad here. I cannot make the banner as well, so I'm looking for someone who will help me with that.
I can only offer you art/adopts for this service. I wish I could offer you money, but I simply cannot pay anyone right now due to PayPal/card blocks.
I'm tired, sad and even scared a little, but everything is going to be alright. I'm looking for a job now, training in powerlifting even though I gave up my personal trainer (both because I don't have money and him being a real abuser and just a piece of shit). I still have good results, I lift 110kg/245Ib being a small guy (I weight 51kg/112Ib) which is almost MoS (master of sports) for me.
I have family, I have friends, I have all possibilities to create.
I pray for peace and that's it.
Keep safe, guys, I love you!My Grandfather died
Posted 3 years agoHello there,
Yesterday we got a phone call and learnt my Grandfather died. He was taken to the hospital on Sunday and got his heart operated, but all of the doctors were saying he was fine. I was very calm and I was sure we'll see him well soon, but he died.
I love him a lot. He was a man I respected. When I was much younger, I even said I want my husband to be like him: handy, joyful, active, competitive, wise. I loved his mustache, the way we drank tea together when we were in the countryside.
I cry, I feel emptiness and sorrow, but the worst thing I faced is my mother's suffering. I lost my Grandfather and she lost her dad. My mom never cries, but now she cries without a stop. When she tries to keep strong and calm, I see her red eyes and tears staying in them. I'm afraid she is going to suffer deeply and for a very long time. There is nothing I can do but to read psychological articles to learn how to act to ease others' pain.
It is hard to see my mother crying so much. I feel guilty for not crying as hard as she does. I try my best to be around, but I feel like the only thing I want is to disappear until all this ends. I want to be safe from all her tears, but that's not the thing I can afford.
My family is going to have 31st anniversary this year in 7 days, but I know they won't celebrate. I planned a trip, a fun family vacation, lots of presents for both my mom and dad and now I feel so... Stupid and immature... All those stupid useless things I planned are naïve and silly now.
What should I do? Which way of help should I choose? I know my mom must to go through the suffering she faced, to live with sorrow, to cry as much as needed, but how can I ease her pain? How can I be the crying shoulder?
I feel extremely empty. I have light memory and light sorrow regarding my Grandfather, but I feel grief seeing my mother's tears. I will try my best to help.
However, I feel guilty for having strength to do something as if a random human died. I want to draw, but I'm so afraid that it is... Bad? I want to keep doing the usual things, but it seems to be incorrect. That's why I feel so lost, not knowing what to do and not able to act like I usually do.Current Situation
Posted 3 years agoHello there, guys. I hope you're safe.
Most of you know what kind of shit is happening right now. I have no words to describe how frightened and depressed I am right now.
I'm from Russia. I never voted for anyone who is ready to start the war. I heard about all the horrors of war from my grandparents and we all prayed for peace and clear skies. But that happens again.
I have tears in my eyes. All the world around is ruining step by step. I wish I wasn't Russian, I wish we were far away with my family and friends.
I'm a teacher of foreign languages, English and French. I have my bach degree and I'm finishing my further education this year. But I never wanted to work as a teacher because the salary I'm offered is less than $300 per month. The only way for me to earn money is art which is not respectfully paid for in Russia. We don't have enough money to pay artists the money they deserve.
I found myself here, with you all being kind to me, giving me a chance to safe some money, to support my family, to have money for leisures and fun. To trip, to create, to improve myself.
And now I'm afraid that all money transactions to Russia will be prohibited and blocked.
I'm broken. Every day I watch the news and read the articles. No one deserves bloodshed. No one deserves war. No one deserves deaths and wounds.
I'm scared.
I planned to travel after graduation, to buy new laptop, to make my parents good presents, to visit other places, to safe money, to find a lover. To be happy. And now all those childish plans are shattered. We're trapped.
It doesn't matter much. Those are just dreams. The only dream I have now is there is no war. I wish everybody is safe and loved.
Stay safe yourself. Kiss those who you love the most.
No one deserves the bloodshed.
I pray and cry for Ukraine. I wish we could stand up holding hands with each other.
Я из России и я боюсь.
#нетвойне
Commission queue and trades
Posted 5 years agoI WORK WITH ALL THE COMMISSIONS AND TRADES AT THE SAME TIME!
Please see the progress here.
Payment methods currently available:
– PayPal invoice.
You can contact me here
or via Telegram/Discord
Harald_Horfager for both
Stages:
💲 - paid
sketch/line approved
waiting for the sketch
DONE
in process
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Commissions and YCHs:
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– Big Surprise YCH – sketch/line approved
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: – Couple NSFW halfbody – waiting for the sketch
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– Fullbody Sketch – waiting for the sketch
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Not posted yet:
💲anonymous – custom reference commission – DONE
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– Serfing YCH – DONE
– Pony couple art – DONE
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– Bodysuit YCH – DONE
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– Icon commisison – DONE
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– custom design – DONE
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– Icon commisison – DONE
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– Cutie YCH slot B – DONE
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– couple sketch – DONE
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– Sketch commission (mushroom girl) – DONE
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– Sketch commission (bobtail cat) – DONE
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– reference commission – DONE
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– NSFW couple commission – DONE
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– 2 pages fullart – DONE
– Couple NSFW – DONE
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– Сouple NSFW (Telegram) – DONE
– Couple NSFW – DONE
– Couple portrait – DONE
💲hatoCAFE (DA) – DE portrait – DONE
💲Kayro-Art (DA) – Adopt reference – DONE
– Raffle Big Chibi (Anzu) – DONE
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