i keep forgetting to draw! im sorry!

well i know its a little late...but i promise tomorrow, i will post ATLEAST a sketch! im not sure what it will be. probably something to do with my big sfw project i mentioned a couple journals ago!

thank you for being patient!

okay not REALLY really. I'm still Hareo!


however, my sona's last name is gonna have a short revision

I am now known as... Hareo Kensington!

I felt like "Kensi" felt too...pseudo Japanese? if that makes sense? (My sona's origins from 2015 are DARK)

so i edited it everrrrr so slightly! I think its cute!

i know i had put a bit of a depressing journal up before, but i just wanted to come in and update you all.

im feeling much better overall. im smiling alot more, and able to have more fun with my friends again. im playing games again and trying to keep positive.

the one thing i still am struggling to start back up is drawing. but i swear i will have *something* up by the end of this month, if not sooner.

thank you everyone for sticking around during this rough period. 2025 hasnt gone perfectly by any means but...its going alright.

also just noticed im at 666 favs. im a demon now guys sorry

YEAR OF THE SNAKE LETS GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey guys! A bit of a different journal. I wanna thank all of you for following me on my artistic journey this year. I know my last journal was a bit...sad. but I wanna clarify, we are still FAR from over. I could never give up drawing.

Infact, I think when i started up here in February (?), and posting drawings, getting actual people like. noticing my art, liking it, and wanting to see more? Made me improve so much in such a short time, i truly cannot thank you all enough.

and ive even made a couple new friends! and reconnected with a couple old ones. (you all know who you are in either category! I love you all very deeply (platonic) )

and of course, who could forget the most important change- i finally made a fursona! i was a human for so long, but i gotta say...i really like being a snake~

anyways. now its time i ask some QUESTIONS!!!

to anyone who sees this- id really appreciate some answers cause this could potentially steer my direction here for 2025. (no pressure tho!)

1. what was your favorite piece of mine for this year? and if you dont mind me asking, why?

2. what would you like to see more of? general directions less so specific ideas.


I truly hope 2025 will be a good year for me, im going to strive to make the very best of it right from the start! I have so many things planned! both nsfw and sfw!

I'm not going to go into too many details, but i have a really important personal project starting up next year (maybe a little this year but like. yeah). Its entirely sfw BUT i hope that you follow along with me anyways cuz im gonna do my best! It'll take away alot of my drawing time, but i'll still obviously be drawing plenty in general too.

I want to thank each and everyone of you for following me, and if you see this and you're new, im so happy to have you here! i hope to bring you content you enjoy :)

alright, i'll hopefully see you all very soon when i post something new!

thank you!!!!!!!!!!

i know this...may not exactly be the best place to put things. but its badly affecting me and my art output.

infact, ive actively been trying to AVOID a journal like this. but i need to let you guys know whats going on.

my life is taking a very bad turn. and i dont know what to do. I mean, i have medicine, im in therapy and im putting in so much effort to change my circumstances. but i just...nothing is doing it.

i havent drawn much of anything in weeks. yesterday i was finally feeling better enough to try but then just...when i did everything came crashing down.

everything just...sucks...i know logically, i have friends. i have people who care about me and want me around. but i just hate myself so so much i just. cant even BEGIN to accept it. i want to accept it. but theres this stupid nagging feeling in my brain that it's all just gonna crash down like everything else. and it causes me to do stupid things. and part of me even wishes nobody cared at all.

outside of social stuff my life isnt exactly much better. ive gone through so much crap the past few years (starting in 2019) its just. im so broken and trying to fix myself only seems to break me further, even when im doing the things everyone says to do.

It's really scary when i think about my future, not even because i see a horrible one, but because i dont see ANY future what so ever. and im trying to heal so i can start seeing one but the task is just so so impossible at this point.

anyways, i wont go too deep into the details because just. its not needed anymore.

so why did i make this journal? well...i dont really know. i guess to let you guys know why there hasnt been as much art produced lately?

im..not saying im giving up and quitting this page necessarily. but i also cannot promise that it'll be very active at this point in time.

thank you all for reading, and for those of you who are my friends. thank you especially for atleast trying to be there for me.

and again, im sorry for...many things.

merry christmas guys. if you celebrate, either way i hope you all have a nice day!

this snake cares about all of you :)

finale! *i blow everyone up*

if u get the reference i love u pls talk to me

more art coming soon guys i prommy

hey yall i dont know how well this'll go over buuuuuuuuut

i wanna make more friends :) i know i dont have a massive audience here but if anyone sees this and is like. down to chat with me!!!! that'd be awesome!!!

i know im a snake but i dont bite :) Please note me for my discord if you wanna chat! I yap alot about what im drawing/projects im doing but i can also listen! very well! i think!

and if you see this and we're already friends: hello there friendly friend i love you so much in a friend way!!!!!!!!

but for anyone else uhhh if you wanna then yeah! note me! i'll give u my discord most likely!

im lowkey running low on ideas again

if anyone has any leave them in the comments. no promises i'll draw them but, yeah

hey

i made a bluesky

go follow me plz ^w^ <3

https://bsky.app/profile/hareok.bsky.social

happy halloween everyone!

sorry i haven’t been posting much. artblock among other things, will again soon though!

YALL I JUST HIT 400 and NOW IM HALFWAY TO 1000???? YALL ARE TOO NICE TO ME!!

IDK HOW TO CELEBRATE SO IF YALL HAVE ANYMORE QUESTIONS FOR ME ASK IN THE COMMENTS!! OTHERWISE JUST THANK YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!!

OMG THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 400 FAVS??
ive never really thought my art was that good but seeing all the support come in everytime i post something warms my heart and makes me actually feel good abt what i create!!

i wanna do something to celebrate. so how about a Q&A? ask me questions in the comments and i'll try to answer em! they can be about anything! my OCs, your OCs, random questions or anything! ofc if i dont feel comfy answering one i wont but yeah!

COME ASK ME QUESTIONS!!

im having more artblock. every time i make one of these journals it seems to help it not long after, so here we are!

feel free to comment ideas or scenarios i may try to draw them sometime. no promises though

thank goodness now i can get back to drawing my sillies

something bigger than normal from me is coming soon so get excited~

having some emotional issues that is making drawing hard, I've been drawing but its mostly been stuff i can't quite show here yet

im really sorry :( I promise i'll try to get out of it soon!!!

but please know- things are coming!!! like some pretty cool stuff!!! I hope!!! stay tuned!!

SO YEAH IM KINDA INTO ANIMATION NOW

i don't REALLY think i have to gauge interest here cause its animation and animation is always kick ass and pretty cool

BUT i am curious, is that something you guys would be interested in seeing more from me? I can't promise to do them crazy super often but if its something there's interest for im MORE than happy to try and make more!

and a follow up question: i have animation ideas BUUUUUT i wanna see if any of you guys have any aswell while im riding this high!

It wouldn't really be a REQUEST kinda thing but if I see the idea, like it enough (and i like most ideas alot) i'll give it a shot!

please, if you have anything at all drop a comment! or a note if ur shy cuz i get it but either way!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you!!!

birth. day today. is my birthday.

im 21 and i WILL be getting blackout drunk tonight /j

IM SO SORRY I havent been posting as much as I wanted to!!! ive been having such bad art block and its really hitting me lol

I'll try to post some more character designs soon!!! I still have lots to get through for that one story Im doing lol

i doubt anyone thinks ive died cause it's been 5 days but anything can happen in 5 days (i have anxiety)

anyways i have stuff in the works! I'm gonna make an attempt at writing an NSFW (but wholesome) story and maybe even draw an art piece to go along with it! wow!!!

but anyways i've been having a little bit of art block so thats why I haven't posted in a few days, hoping to very VERY soon though!!

kinda shocked I got any watchers at all, so I'm really excited you guys seem to like my stuff! It really means a lot to me, thank you!!

so...I have lots of ideas, and I want to do them all, but I also figured it could be worth asking...

do you all have anything you guys would wanna see? This isn't necessarily a "request" kind of thing but like. If someone posts an idea and I like it enough I'd do it, or incorporate it with one of mine or something

please, comment if you have anything! If not, its all good, I'll still be drawing plenty~

why do they even call a website account an account like i thought the definition for an account was like something entirely different but what do i know idk



i am still drawing btw (not that anyone's even gonna see this till i post more but its fun)



thank you byeee