So, Finally I managed to get my 401k out.

They withheld 20% so i've only got 3,600$ To work with for the next few months.

Dentist Bill: 300$
Medical Expenses: 185$
Driving Citation: 170$
Filing Taxes: 90$
Plane Ticket To Springfield, OH: ???
Getting car moved to that location: ???

Those things are still up in the air. As of right now, my laptop can barely do anything thanks to windows 11 and financially speaking I am still turbo fucked.

I have been completely dropped of my insurance because a member of my family literally tried to force me back onto Vyvanse, (A Controlled Substance for ADHD), So I'm currently working on a public discord RP server featuring my characters and setting of Neo Fantasia. As of now I'm collaborating with an artist to do a fundraiser YCH to announce the grand opening of the server.

I'm at the absolute lowest I've ever been. I can't do anything, I can't function anywhere, and my title is "Civil Assistant" if only because certain members of my family (namely my mother) see my mental health as a free ticket to bully me around.

My only saving grace is that my mother's abusive phone calls from an incident in the western slopes of colorado have been notified to law enforcement.

I understand that a lot of you might be horrified by these turn of events, but this is also literally just another day as long as my family is allowed to contact me.

My plan is to try and get with my boyfriend Skye Auburn, so my kofi account is in the description and I need whatever people can spare for donations and fundraising.

Any little bit helps.

So. Looks like there's a lot of things happening everywhere.

I need to be as clear cut as possible here on this journal, So it looks like I'm specifically working with SEGA as an Actor.

With that being said, This was all possible because of Furaffinity, The trouble tickets I submitted regarding accessibility and design because of the work of Dragoneer.

None of this would have been possible without the dedication of every website from deviant art and every service like google and otherwise.

While I never served in the military directly, I used all of the knowledge I had access to for most of my life to keep myself and my family safe.

Whether or not we wanted to, looks like we're all seeing it anyway.

I love you all. Genuinely. I'm gonna file my taxes.

It's no secret that I've gone through a lot of rapid and concerning changes over the course of the past few weeks, but I'm doing alright now. People who know my other socials such as X, Bsky (voidapothecary.bsky.social btw) and especially my Discord have seen me lose my grip on reality entirely.

I'm incredibly sorry to those who were forced along for the ride. But I can assure you that I'm doing better now. I have the right appointments to make and all the appropriate contacts I need have been notified of my situation.

I am living in a guest bedroom provided to me by my grandfather. I moved here in 2022, but the unfortunate reality is that this was an asylum that was never actually fit for purpose. It never should have been my asylum. But this was my only option. For all intents and purposes, I have been living in my father's grave forever.

It's just that every step I attempted to take caused me to slip, fall, and go deeper.

I've had to work out all of my family's problems before I could even start with mine, But I'm done talking to the ones that don't matter for the holidays. They can figure themselves out after everything I've told them.

My name is Gwynn. I'm so happy to be home for the holidays.