Well, it's been a while when i updated my journal for the last time. :) Although i had nothing interesting to write about except maby about the usual art depression, beeing sick (sooooo!unusual in winter) and constant lack of job :) Nothing to brag about really, and definetly nothing to be proud of. One of the reasosn why i am mostly of and not very talktive in last times for which i am sorry ^^;

But to the point of this journal's title. I kinda spotted that romantic-erotic commissions which i made for jace, caused a lot of attention and sympathy. So maby i should continue the subject. What do you people think? No porn, just tender and romantic moments. and i am myself in somewheat mushy mood , so i guess it would be quite pleasureable to draw too ^.^ Although i think i would chnage it into quick commissions, means outline and very simple soft colouring.

examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10333554/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8062143/
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....t%C3%B3wka.jpg

To all my commissioners mostly. Sorry for working slowly, but with all my winter depression issues joined compy problems and on top of that my grandpa died, and i really got myself lost with everything after it *sigh* I am working though, slowly but i am getting there between everything else. Hopefully i'll mange before my compy and my tablet say "fuck you! i am not working anymore", and i feel that this moment is getting closer nad closer. I am so tired with this year.

So it happened, i've reached the artblock bottom. Like in every aspect of it. I can't draw, bead or sculpt, i cant do nothing, everything turns into shit when i touch it. Worst part of it is that i feel angry and envious when i see other's people's work, just like when you are freshly dumped and you see people cuddle and kiss on the street. It's pissing me of. It's the state when i want to womit while looking at my graphic tablet and kick my sketchbook out of the window. Not to mention that my CVs get constant rejection and my grandpa got serioussly sick :< So that's it, answer why i work slow on commissions, why i don't comment and barely show on galleries lately, and in general why i am in shitty mood. So don't ask anymore please.

Some of you propably saw that i no longer drop by on MSN or Yahoo IM. I also don't intend to anymore since they screw on me :) Right now i am residing on AIM and FB, if anyone is interested in contact with me other than FA notes, just ask in this journal or PM me. :)

On the other things, it's gloomy, wet and overally shitty which keeps me down for most of the time. IT makes me work and think slower due to constant head pounding nad feeling sleepy. I guess i was a bear in my preevious life ^^; This is just not my time of the year, nad what is most funny, most people think i live at night and hang under the ceiling during the day, not true, i like sun, i love sun i just can't spend time on it without 40UV filter :P

Pheew i am kinda torn between doing commissions and making jewellery pieces for sale and exposition in Cracow gallery. I am finished with the jewellery for a moment, mainly becouse i've run out of materials but that's a good reason also to take a break. Anywho, if somebody is interested in my new and old pieces, then i invite you to see them on my blog and FB page. It will be really appreciated from my side too <3
thanks for visiting in advance

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Time for some update.
First of all i am still alive, even if less active, well i have alot of things going on and i still suffer from art block, which kinda sucks becouse i have alot of commissions over which i work really slowly becouse of it. Besides of that i also need to prepare a bunch of dark themed beadwork jewellery for Cracow gallery before halloween, so it also collides with my commission work, but i am trying to manage. From other news, I also started to train mantis style kung-fu - YEAH! :D Surprised? Me too :) IT's really great, though i need to stretch this stiff body alot more for it, but it goes somehow, i guess. :)

For those who are interested, I am still opened for commissions, and also still for now i am refusing to do porn, erotica and nekkidness is fine just no hardcore, kay? ;) Though i also realize that without it, I won't get as many instersted people as usual, ah well :)

Actually i forgot to mention that i got back home a week ago, but i was terribly busy with important craft commission. If somebody is interested then you can watch my work here: http://fav.me/d59981y
or on my FB page: http://www.facebook.com/Hericraft
Thath's that!

Anyways, my semi vacation was great! Maby that was a vegetarian festival, but it wasn't about food and gastric disabilities ;) Nope! There was alot more activities like yoga, tai-chi, lectures about aromatherapy, feng-shui, craft, indian culture and some crazy stuff like firewalking, playing gongs for all night, dancing and singing, sauna and in general doing everything what ever you want, and in some cases even clothing was optional ;) In other words i had lots of fun and camed back filled mega load of energy :3

cheers!

...on vacation!Sort of. Just going away with my sister to VEGETARIAN FESTIVAL which will last for a week. Now don't get the wrong idea here. I am not a vegetarian and don't intend to be, i am just tagging along for company and becouse it's happening in one of the most beautifull regions of Poland which i was eager to see from quite some time now. I really hope so for a nice weather.

My motherboard blew up at me today, so in other words i have no idea when i will be disposable. Why this always happens when i have work to do? all my patterns and everythign what i need to do my beading order is on that damn compy and i can't reach it. A very nice end of the week indeed. At least i managed to finish my digital commissions before that happened. Fuck it all, shit!!!

I am still open for commissions. :)

ALL INFO CAN BE FOUND HERE: http://fav.me/d40bidg

Though i wanna say that for a time beeing erotica is fine with me but hold on with porn commissions. Really i can do anything as long as there is no fuck, suck, hump, spoo, erection, penetration on it :)

Thank you.

I am tired with porn commissions, can't look at dicks, vags etc. without headache. ^^; So, if anyone has a porn business with me, sorry, you have to take it somewhere else, at least for now. I can still draw nekkidess and erotica though, no porn please ;_; I am for soft commissions right now. :)

Lately i've spotted that whenever there is a dragon, reptile or cat anthro there are immiedtly screams "Fus Ro Dah", "OMG SKyrim" "ITs a khajiit, wow!" etc. First of all it pisses me of personally, like all people suddenly refer everything to Skyrim, there were already Khajiits and Argonians in earlier titles of Elder Scrolls, so why it's all about Skyrim now? Like previous titles were never existing. Personally i think the best ones with digit legs were in Morrowind. Secondly, what is also pissing that people actually do refer everything to those games right now. On the other hand here's the newsflash, reptile and cat anthro races in the games existed before TOS series, you know where? From 1988 in series "Exile"later changed to "Avernum" from Spiderweb studios. Yep, they were there, the lizards - Slithzerikai and cats - Nephilim, and my two oldest characters Razor and Claw were my fan characters for that game. People should learn to read descriptions too.

Hello everyone!

Again i am turing to you people, asking for support for my friend sahtori_kamaya. Karine is very sick with tumor and she literally fights for her life. Right now she is in desperate need of help, and any help will do. She's going through hell from few years which she dosen't desrve at all, nobody deserves that so if you can spend even a small drop to help it will be like made of gold. If you can't help then spread the word around, please, it dosen't cost anything and this way she might get a better chance. Speaking of which, from next week i intend to open special commissions, means that whole profit from them will go to Karine.
I deeply encourage people to do the same, i am sure that some of you can spare few commission payments to bring abck a smile to a girl's face.

is already taking commissions in Karine's intention, please visit her profile.


KArine is also selling copies of her callendar: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/SahtoriKamaya

You can also donate: http://goddess-ofthe-night.com/donation

here is her journal saying about her actual condition: http://fav.me/d4unokn

She is not a fraud. I know her for few years now and i get really pissed when people drop her in same bag as some cheaters out there. She's not one of them, she is one of thsoe people who are real with real need of help and support.

Streaming NSFW commission for contessaskunk
Drop by if you want just don't troll around :)

http://www.livestream.com/torturechamber

Okies i am turning this thing on:

http://www.livestream.com/torturechamber

Let'ssee how this works. :)

I saw that many people play with Livestream, maby i should try too? so people could see the horrors of my work :P

I don't know what's going on, maby it's the low air pressure but i can't sleep from ever since this year has started.More or less i can but i have really tiresome dreams and i wake up even more tired and most of the night i am spending in a state between dream and beeing awake at same time having dream visions, and completely not knowing what is going on since brain is fighting with them. I hate this state. Sleeping pills and calming herbs are no good since i get nightmares after them. I can't work and i can't think, i just want one decent night of sleep. >/

Sorry mates, but i was on vacations from friday till thuesday and i was having a hilarious amount of fun, and didn't had any compy to log on. Couldn't be any better. I was drunk like 3 times, luckyly without hangover, i was swimming down the river in my dress, no, not becouse i fell into the current but becouse i forgot to take swimming suit. :) I was gathering mushrooms, i was bitten by the mosquitos so i now my ass looks like a ladybug... I've lost my underwear too,and was singing or more like howling "Belzebos" and "Bohemian rhapsody" to the moon. :P


So crazy that i could stay there like for 2 more weeks.

Trying to enjoy some summer, that's all. Dear commissioners, don't be worried i didn't run, just chillin out, resting and gathering strenghts before kicking my ass to work again. From other news, I am taking a jewellery course! Yes, my hands finally touch and shape metals >3 When i finish some concrete pieces, i shall deffinetly going to share, but it's to early right now, so we just have to wait for more concrete results. in meantime, toodles, i am going back to chillin. :)

And how did you spend apocalypse of 21 may? :D Yeah, there was suppose to be apocalypse or rapture or whatever, and well i guess i missed it, ah well, maby next time when i won't be preoccupied with grilling meat in my backyard :D That's for the amusing news. Less amusing is the fact that during the grill i got bitten by black fly in my right hand and now it looks like a swollen baloon ~~; so as my left forearm. Damn those little fuckers! like it wasn't enough that 3 days ago one of my rat girls took my pinky finger for something edible and bite me quite seriouslly, and 2 months ago i poked my bf with index finger way to hard and managed to injure knuckles(thought i broke it), and it still hurts when i press on it. I guess i should put a insurence on my right hand. :P

Apparently, there is a new policy that forbids having a boob bouncing avatars since that's some sort of sexual explict. ah well, back to the old avies i guess :(Inmy opinion, that's bullcrap.

No, currently only contact at me is msn messanger, email, pm's and polish communicator GG. Yahoo hates me for some reason , so if anybody wants to catch me on it, it's pointless :( Facebook? Never...ever...in my life. It's one of those things which i despite in worst possible way and in my opinion the scariest of possible places right after Twitter, no F***g way. That's right, Heri is absolutelly out of those inventions :) humble and peaceful old school communication lover.:D Gezzas faking craist! I don't have a facebook! I don't exist! I must be a net phantom... you can start panicing right now :)
From more cheerfull news... It's spring!It's spring! It's already spring! and this means only few more weeks till summer and grand zoo trip. Yey!
...and if anybody is interested then i also play in Age of Conan (EU RPGserver Aquilonia) :)

Remember my tablet? How gingerly i managed to brake it? Well, now i doned something better. I tried to install old drivers again, hoping that this might help. It didn't. So i simply went with the "russian" method and hitted it with my fist in frutsration, and guess what? It works ^^; I don't know if i should hit myself now, for not thinking about this earlier. I mean, how stupid is that? Sometimes i really wnat to lay down and not get up for three months, really! :)