Yeap, winter and specially wet winter is a really bad period for me. I've catched a bug and now i am sick *sigh* Not that it makes any diffrence since I hate to go out in such weather, but it spoils my life inside the house anyway. :)And if that wasn't enough, I made a very unfortunate step on my staircase and almost broke my foot. Luckyly my bones were hard enough so notting really bad happened, though it still hurts. :(
aaaand of course, how could it be any diffrent, one misfortune goes staright to another. What happened? Just today during the rescue of an empty teacup, i accidentaly hit my graphic tablet with elbow and i broke it... Tablet not the elbow. Shortly it means that I can't any graphical work right now, and I don't know when i will be able to afford for a new one :( Just great.

Apparently, I am not dead... yet. Though i considered myself in this state for whole December, and i am sorry for that. I didn't wanted anybody to be worried, it's just the bad time of year and i had, and still have, problems of my own. I was also dead with my artworks nad commissions. Even more sorry for that. I needed a small brake from it, but i am returning to them in next days :) so no worries commissioners, i remember about you. :*
I also want to thank all you people for wonderfull wishes on Xx-mass and New Year. :kiss::kiss::hug: Love ya all.

Sheesh! I've been quiet and absent. Sorry for that. I had private issues along with compy problems. :(
I was hoping and waiting for a company to hire me for 3 weeks,and becouse of that mostly, i couldn't focus on anything. Unfortunetlly I didn't got it :( eh, another chance to get a fun job is gone. also autumn weather is cruel for me and my poor head tormented with headaches.

I also did't answered on notes. I just got scared, I suddenly got so many of them... I paniced, and leaved them for later. Sorry, if you were all waiting for my answers, sketches and all... now that iam free with thoughts from this job, i can focus entirely on my commissions. No worries, I do remember about everything, and i try to answer them as soon as possible :)

I am suffering from chronical lack of time for everything and slight artblock which i am treating with absolute lack of art till end of this week, so all commissioners need to wait a little bit longer for me.Weather is not serving me well too, it's ugly, cold and unpleasant so i ahve my usual autumn depression, so no worries if i whine somewhere or say that 'life sucks more then usual', becouse it will be gone in less than two weeks. :) I am in general sorry for beeing quiet and not very talktive but i am just resting from everything, so don't take this to yourselves peaople i am just enjoying Discovery channel and new seasons of Dr.House in lonelyness :D

I want to apologize for not answering, commenting and faving as often as i did, but unfortunetly life grabbed me over my ankles and i simply don't have enough time for everything. I am dealing with commissions, personal issues and many shitty things which will hopefully be over soon, so i can come back to 'normal' life style. :) for now i am pretty much grounded.

One more thing. Please don't send me notes and infos about people copying my avatar. Most of them asked if they can use it for their own avies, and i don't see a propblem if other people do the same even without asking. :) If somebody ordered one from me, but is tired of waiting then you can do one by yourself. They just take to much time for me and i don't have it as much as i would like to. unfortunetlly the day has only 24 hours *sigh*

Ia m fighting with my compy for few days now, and finally my motherboard died, so at least until monady i am considered dead. :) I can't do commissions, i can't do anything. Writing from my dad's alptop. :D

Hey! Can anybody instruct me about Fa coding? i know only  username but i would liek to know how to make Username to appear without avatar, and how to USerAvatar without showing username. :)

I know, it's propably written somewhere, but i am way to lazy or dumb to find it ^^ besides it is easier to ask first ;)

(bad english ahead)
I guess I wasn't precise enough last time, and some people might think that they hurt me or did something bad in other way to me, no. Nobody ever harrased me or assaulted me for themes of my commissions. Or maby it did but i don't know anything about it. anyway this wasn't about anything negative that happened, just a little annoyance, which accidently managed to grow into big bubble. Was not my intention, either to make anybody to feel bad ;) If somebody did, I am sorry for lack of precision in my last journal.
I don't want my commissioners to take it to themselves, I wouldn't draw things which i don't like or feel disgused by it. Problem is not commissioners, never! I don't really mind drawing unusual things, it's always a good excersize to try out something out of the ordinary :)
It's just poeple who don't read descriptions or don't understand that somebody commissioned this piece from me, and I am just a visualist of somebody else's vision/fantasy. It's not really mine, I give what others want from me, and i do it with pleasure. This annoyance is "no biggy", notting serious and notting to concern, most of the time i don't pay attention. I guess i didn't ahd anything better to write, and it didn't turn out good ;)

I also don't want people to think that i have turned myself to erotica/porn only. It's purely accidental, and i know that many people might see it as offensive, untastefull and a simple way to get attention. Can't blame anybody for such feelings. :) But i can't say i don't like it, it's a difficult subject and i like a challenge so I don't mind drawing it.

there i guess that sounds alot better. :)

Exactlly what it says. Don't judge me for contents of my commissions, i just do what i am asked to do, so in bigger part i am not responsible for anything. I am just art prostitute. :)

Also, don't ask me about my interst in herms, shemales, gays, muliboobed characters etc. those are other people's fantasies far away from my things. :)

Working without weekends, i need fresh air sometimes too ;)

I guess that soon i am going to need a little vacation.

Okies, i have enough people to be occupied for next 2 weeks :) so i am closing so far, becouse i am starting to loose a track.

Please, don't try to rush me I am working as fast as i can... and tomorrow i won't be manage to work at all... they are comming to change the windows.

anyways. thank you all , and please have patience, it won't take long, tehre is just many people ordering and i only have two hands :)

*slams head* I thought it was way to beautifull... I blew an art fuse :( *cry*

I am all helathy again, except of water in my sinuses but i can survive that. Just all aprt of getting better.
Not much happens, and notting really new either. I am trying to live and survive like all selfrespecting members of animal kingdom ;)

I am still opened for commissions, notting changed so far about it.

Geezas!... I don't know what is going on but i am sick again, and seriouslly now. This is the first time from two days when i actually see what is going on, on my monitor :(
I feel weak and i sleep for most of the time, my dad says that i look like bouldozer went through me, and that's more or less how i feel. My head hurts, I am constantly cold and i keep coughing horribly. :(

i had to put in time my commissions, i am sorry, but i am not able to work.

MAn...now that floods are more or less over so as my period, now i am going through painfull throat infection. WTF in summer? I heck have no idea from where did it came from, but it hurts annoyingly. :< i am sitting over commission sketches so don't you worry people, I just don't have strenght to finish them right now, but i will when i get better and my hand stops shaking and when this awfull cough goes away.

Just let the people know, specially those who expect their commissions. I am leaving the town today...



and come back at sunday. ;)

So, don't worry. Heri is taking two day vacation, and goes to her auntie at the north of the country, yeah. This means i won't be able to use compy too. ;)
See ya in 2 days.

Commissions come and go, i guess i keep up the good tempo so far. I am a bit tired but i can't allow myself to put it on later, or else i won't manage to do them before christmass.*sigh* That's for TIRED part.
SAD part... today we said the final goodbyes to my granny. After seven long years of bad sickness without any chance for stopping it, she finally managed to rest...

I am offically opened for comissions again :)

More info about it:
http://herisheft.deviantart.com/journal/10048549/ < HERE!

I offically opened for comissions again :)

*If there are doubts, I am POLISH*

What are your actuall feelings, when you wake up at 10 am. and first thing you heard is "President is dead"? I say, roll on the side and sleep for 15 more minutes. But when you hear that along with him, died all head officers with army chief, head ministers etc. You think..."Is that a fucking joke?". Well, no joke, and i still barely believe in it.


BBC: http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/8612825.stm
YAHOO:http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/eu_russia_plane_crash


I was shocked, still am. Now i am scared as hell. It really reached to me when i answered to Doodles here: "We loosed all of them in one single shot. Army chief, Navy chief commander, and heads of land and air forces- disaster. In logistical matter, we don't have army anymore and for next years to come. Not to mention of course heads of ministry, national bank, minister of culture, civil rights, head of national security office, deputies of foreign minister and parliment speaker. We don't have right people in the goverment and in the army to fill those gaps for like next 10 years."
...and the circumstances... If that isn't fucking irony then i don't know what is. Damn decapitation.

Well, it is hard for me to write about it, but my precious rat Snuck passed away today. :( He didn't manage after the surgery which he had, even if the vet said that he will be fine. I miss him so much.

I love You Snuck
http://herisheft.deviantart.com/art.....nuck-155722825

Well... if anybody remembers my pair of rats from before 2 months... now i have 11 or 12. Yeah. My rat girl gaved birth today with nine or ten youngsters. I didn't managed to count them properly yet. that makes me a nana i guess. :)

Yeah... that's what it is.

Eh. It's a work time for Heri.
I am helping my folks with a restoration of altar parts. Damn thing is so old, dirty and rotten that I keep wondering, how in the earth it didn't fall apart like 10 years ago. Now it needs to be covered with new layer of protection, polished and cover with gold. My hands are falling of, even if it sounds like a light job, it isn't. Some idiots painted the whole thing with oil paint like 40 years ago, and now we have to scratch it all of. Or more like rip it all of with some chemical, acidic, stinky goo and hot air pistol.
BEsides of that i am working on some comissions during the time when my hands don't need cPR. ;)

Daaaamn! I noticed not long ago that my mialbox eats some of the messages and puts it into trashcan, and some of them happen to be questions about comissions. So...I decided... I don't trust my mailbox anymore so, if anybody wnats a comission, ask me via Private Message either here or on Deviant ART. :)